Powerful dreams that leave you shaken

[itsnotallrightjack]

On 12/8/2020 at 4:19 PM, RobinJ said:

Lots of astrologers are saying that during this transition the frequencies are changing around the earth along with big magnetic changes which is bringing on dreams. Usually the most important thing to listen to is the emotional content of the dream and what it is attached to. Understanding and recalling the emotions in the dream will often lead to 'aha!" moments of connection. They certainly do for me. Dreams can often be prophetic, especially if you cant forget them and can easily recall them.

 

Well I don't believe in astrology but I'll take note of what you wrote in light of my dream I just had!

[itsnotallrightjack]

On 10/13/2020 at 7:47 PM, RobinJ said:

Quantum science is investigating and coming to the realisation that we have both recent and extremely old memories already coded into our dna. DNA collects frequencies which get bonded together. The dna memories come as a culmination of every life lived over millenia. New age scientists believe that its these fragments of dna coded memories that remain with us through each life journey and that they that cause many of the mental ailments we now suffer from, because, if they are not healed then the carry over into the next life journey to resurface in various ways. Extremely emotional events of mass destruction leave a huge DNA scar. If its correct that this planet has witnessed many cataclysms of dying civilisations, as we have much proof for, then the memories of those made fade but will remain as a warning to future generations not to repeat the past.

 

Gosh really? That's a very interesting theory. Maybe dreams are "old memories" in some cases? I know some folks here have dreamt about people they've never seen but the dream person feels  very real and familiar to them.

[Fluke]

Crazy one last night. I had to force inject myself with the vaccine with some lady we both injected ourselves but the needle only went through the skin and not into our arm. We went to the hallway and she wasn't bleeding but i was meaning i was probably injected. 

 

Then a sick twisted one probably the most evil one i have ever had where i cant go into details i was in a  house with savile and he was acting weird. He brought a young child down with him and i was trying to beat him up. I then called a friend to come and help me. Family members of mine were making excuses for him. He kissed me for some reason and was taunting me. I couldn't fight him. Horrible stuff. 

[RobinJ]

Spiritual people have been saying this for years, that 'life' is a cycle, that DNA is light frequency bonded together and that humans are made of that. Quantum science is now just admitting this is the truth. The part about dreams being old memories is exactly that. We all come into the planet being recycled from other previous times with the associated trauma if there was any. Each life is a learning curve.

 

However, this life cycle for anyone in it is different because we are entering an end point of a massively long cycle and this will cause frequency changes to the planet and all those lifeforms on it. Astrology, by the way, has predicted this and every other major change. If you dont believe in astrology its because you have not understood real history, ancient texts, ancient things written on monuments, the reason for ancient monuments, philosophy and so much more. ALL of it leads back to astrology. After all, why is it documented in so many ways if it is of no significance? I used to think like you, now I understand I was wrong after my own 'awakening.'

[itsnotallrightjack]

Well I had a normal day (as normal as it can be under this pandemic), had a breakfast of oat crackers and peanut butter, surfed the net, had a shower, got dressed went to the vape shop and Lidl.

 

I had no mask on and nobody even gave me a funny look for not wearing one lol.

 

Came home, had 2 boiled eggs  followed by  soya yogurt and honey for tea, with 2 cups of Lidl decaff coffee.

[itsnotallrightjack]

11 hours ago, Fluke said:

 

Then a sick twisted one probably the most evil one i have ever had where i cant go into details i was in a  house with savile and he was acting weird. He brought a young child down with him and i was trying to beat him up. I then called a friend to come and help me. Family members of mine were making excuses for him. He kissed me for some reason and was taunting me. I couldn't fight him. Horrible stuff. 

 

Ewww...feel sorry for you dreaming of that pervert.

[itsnotallrightjack]

11 hours ago, RobinJ said:

Spiritual people have been saying this for years, that 'life' is a cycle, that DNA is light frequency bonded together and that humans are made of that. Quantum science is now just admitting this is the truth. The part about dreams being old memories is exactly that. We all come into the planet being recycled from other previous times with the associated trauma if there was any. Each life is a learning curve.

 

However, this life cycle for anyone in it is different because we are entering an end point of a massively long cycle and this will cause frequency changes to the planet and all those lifeforms on it. Astrology, by the way, has predicted this and every other major change. If you dont believe in astrology its because you have not understood real history, ancient texts, ancient things written on monuments, the reason for ancient monuments, philosophy and so much more. ALL of it leads back to astrology. After all, why is it documented in so many ways if it is of no significance? I used to think like you, now I understand I was wrong after my own 'awakening.'

 

Got any links to quantum science articles stating this? I've not found any. I know a reasonable amount about ancient history, but one could argue that many old texts mention "gods" that are not real ( unless they were based on real kings or leaders such as King Arthur), so a lot of what is in those writings is mythology. These "gods" are likely personifications of nature ( some definitely are) and the human experience put into mythological god personas. These "gods"  in these stories behave just like people do with all their foibles and problems. The ancients had no way of understanding physics and how weather is generated etc so they created these stories to try and make sense of it all.

 

Life is a cycle that is true- you are born, you live, you die. Nature has cycles too which they noticed so they made a correlation  between the two that in some ways matches that and in other ways it doesn't.

 

Whether reincarnation is true or not, I cannot say. I find it intriguing,  but not provable. 

Edited December 12, 2020 by itsnotallrightjack

[RobinJ]

Hmm quite a lot of assumptions in your statements. What is reality in the first place?  Reality is literally what we believe. 'Science' now agrees that DNA is made of light frequency, not matter. Even Einstein said he thought his theory had flaws, and yet it's taught as if its the truth and has been for decades.

 

Life is a cycle, but not born/ live /die. Its a literal circle, dimensionally speaking, its not linear, it has no end.  We are frequency waves, as is all living sentient life.

All old texts stated state this. The 'gods' were created to control man. This matrix separates all old knowledge, truth and subverts it. The ancients had way more knowledge than we have, because ours has been completely changed to keep us in the matrix and in 3D. If you read mythology you realise it ties in with all the above, its not an entity on its own.

What if mythology was the reality and everything else was a lie? Our so called history is mostly lies or twisted to create something new in order to control us. There are lots of quantum science links.

These texts and megaliths are there for a reason, they warn of previous disasters and civilisation collapses,  brought on by an imbalance of energy as in male / female energy. 'Proof' is subjective just like most other things. It depends upon your frame of reference and what you wish to believe.

 

[Grumpy Owl]

Had a curious dream a couple of nights ago.

 

For some reason I dreamed I was with a group of friends in Japan, in the city of Sapporo.

 

Now I've never been to Japan, and have no idea why I would dream about this city in particular, in fact I had to Google it to make sure it exists, and indeed it does.

 

It was one of those weird 'two-part dreams', in the first part, I was in Sapporo, Japan, and was on a beach there. As I looked out to sea, I could see a huge tidal wave coming towards the shore. (A tsunami?) As the wave got closer, I started to turn and run away, as did others around me, the dream ended when the huge wave crashed down, and I woke up briefly in a cold sweat.

 

After calming myself and rolled over, I was back asleep again, and back in Sapporo with this group of friends, though not all of them were people I knew. We left some kind of hotel or apartment complex and started walking around the city/town. What was curious was the feeling that what I was seeing was more a typical coastal town in Britain, rather than any city in Japan. But then again, I've never been to Japan, so I wonder if my brain was just doing some 'compensating', as road signs were in English and looked like typical street signs in England, and neither did any buildings I saw look 'Japanese'.

 

It was all very strange; me and this group of friends ended up in some small supermarket where we started buying some supplies, trying to work out how much things cost there in this strange currency (not 'yen') compared to pound sterling. I picked up some multipack of beer, deemed it was 'good value' and then I think I woke up again after we left the store.

 

It was a really peculiar experience, and difficult to describe, I've done the best I can with what I can recall.

 

Sometimes it seems that these dreams take place in a different state of reality, and are based more on feelings and sensations, rather than what you physically experience and observe. Maybe I'm closer to the 'infinite awareness' than I realise.

 

 

[RobinJ]

In my experience dreams teach us things via the emotion within them, along with the hints given. Some say dreams are us in different dimensions that we tap into. However, by understanding the emotions behind the scenes it can often unlock the meaning of what it is trying to teach us. SO, ask yourself, what was I feeling at specific points which seem important in the dream and how does that relate to your life  and what is going on now?

 

Interestingly, just yesterday I was chatting to someone about the impending NWO world takeover events which we can see coming and I described it just as you said; like a tsunami which you some will choose to run from and others will be too mesmerised by it to act. This was just a metaphor I used to explain how so many folks are hypnotised by the stuff thats going on in the media/ lockdowns etc. They are so indoctrinated they will not see the danger until its too late....like a deer in the headlights.

On 12/23/2020 at 12:45 PM, Grumpy Owl said:

group of friends ended up in some small supermarket where we started buying some supplies, trying to work out how much things cost there in this strange currency (not 'yen') compared to pound sterling. I picked up some multipack of beer, deemed it was 'good value' and then I think I woke up again after we left the store.

In this bit you have moved on after the tsunami and are now trying to figure out how to live in this new world, where things are sort of familiar, but slightly different, along with those few folks you count as friends. 

 

Those of us who can see the collapse coming are trying to figure out what the 'new world' will look like in the near future, which is probably why you felt confusion. New situations are often confusing. Maybe its telling you to get ready and gather those around you who are of like mind and you can trust. Quite prophetic really.

[Odie Hatzcats]

Not overly one for sharing but this is about a dream I had for 2 years when I was 10 to 12 years old!

And I mean every single night.

I can never not be able to see it in my mind!

And I mean all of it.

 

The Dream.

Am in a car, white outside, long, inside black, come to a U type drive, pull in on right looking from the road in front of the house.

Large house, many windows, lawns, trees, plants, all beautiful.

Its a party, mine.

At the front door, huge, pillars, door white, stone pillars, grey, house brick red, sun shinning, blue sky s, small clouds, wonderful.

Car white limo. Its a huge car, black windows, the breeze is blowing, its wonderful.

Get to the house front door, its green, open the door of the car and we all run in through the now open door, these many of us, at least 30, all children, all dressed for the party.

We run in laughing and shouting for the fun of what we shall now do and be.

Now inside.

We chase around in the hall, huge hall, carpeted, stairs on the right, 2 doors on the left, door in front on the left, door to the garden in front on the right, can see the garden, lovely, 2 doors on the left, all doors are shut, white doors all.

On the left is a circular stair case, white banisters, carpeted, circulating up.

We all run upstairs with me in the lead.

Running upstairs we pass a huge window to the front of the house.

Its a rectangle with a semi circle top, white wooden frame, small panes of glass, beautiful view, can see limo parked outside and all the grass, trees and the road stretching and winding down away from the house.

Get to the top of the landing, turn right, 2 doors on the left, small gap between the doors, slight recess. All other kids behind me, I open the first door, door is white panelled wood, handle is gold.

I walk in, only a small step, door opens to the left.

As I look I can see both my parents laying on a bed, no blankets. There are 2 beds, both doubles but my parents are both on the first bed closest to me.

There is a being in the room, also on the bed. Its kneeling, its straddling my father’s legs, my mother is closest to me.

And its eating from them.

The being is human in form, head, body, arms, legs.

But it is red in skin colour, and I mean bright red.

The eyes are white.

Its eating a lump of flesh, I can see it ripping the flesh in it's teeth.

Dont know which but its from my parents.

I turn and close the door in fear, (remember I am but a child, so dont think too badly of me)

As I turn, all the other children turn and run down the circular staircase, going passed the huge window and outside to the white limo with blacked out windows.

I look out the window and see all of them get into the limo and then it speeds off!

The front door slams shut and now I am alone.

I turn away from the window and know/feel that I should get away.

But I cannot run away, I know this.

But I try to hide.

In the gap between the doors.

Its a small gap, but I try to squeeze in.

Try to stop being.

Close my eyes.

I see it walk out from the room on my right.

It turns to me, stands in front of me.

Its so bright red, but smaller than me, I am taller, not by much but taller.

It stands VERY close to me, face to face.

It breaths on me, I feel it.

It laughs.

Its very close, so close its nearly part of me.

It grabs the top of my white t shirt, pulls it towards it, while staring at me.

I can still see all of the surrounding landing, doors, stairs and the window.

It reaches into its mouth, still laughing and snaps out a tooth.

Then it drops this tooth down into my t shirt while still laughing!

The dream ends here.

 

 

I had this exact same dream for 2 years every night!

[RobinJ]

Maybe they were 'weirdos' because they refuse to see truth in an emerging world- hence out of sync? Could the accusation of stealing be about the existing lifestyle we have which is literally being stolen from us as we watch? The end of it where you dont find your purse could be about some lingering inner confusion perhaps because not having it was a symbol of you not being able to move out of the current situation to go elsewhere ( as you had no money) Anger would be a natural response to that fear, because in psychology anger is borne of frustration.....( usually from a feeling of not being listened to)  frustration leads to fear.....fear leads to anger. Anger gets us ready for the 'fight or flight' response.

[kitkat]

19 hours ago, Odie Hatzcats said:

Not overly one for sharing but this is about a dream I had for 2 years when I was 10 to 12 years old!

And I mean every single night.

I can never not be able to see it in my mind!

And I mean all of it.

 

The Dream.

Am in a car, white outside, long, inside black, come to a U type drive, pull in on right looking from the road in front of the house.

Large house, many windows, lawns, trees, plants, all beautiful.

Its a party, mine.

At the front door, huge, pillars, door white, stone pillars, grey, house brick red, sun shinning, blue sky s, small clouds, wonderful.

Car white limo. Its a huge car, black windows, the breeze is blowing, its wonderful.

Get to the house front door, its green, open the door of the car and we all run in through the now open door, these many of us, at least 30, all children, all dressed for the party.

We run in laughing and shouting for the fun of what we shall now do and be.

Now inside.

We chase around in the hall, huge hall, carpeted, stairs on the right, 2 doors on the left, door in front on the left, door to the garden in front on the right, can see the garden, lovely, 2 doors on the left, all doors are shut, white doors all.

On the left is a circular stair case, white banisters, carpeted, circulating up.

We all run upstairs with me in the lead.

Running upstairs we pass a huge window to the front of the house.

Its a rectangle with a semi circle top, white wooden frame, small panes of glass, beautiful view, can see limo parked outside and all the grass, trees and the road stretching and winding down away from the house.

Get to the top of the landing, turn right, 2 doors on the left, small gap between the doors, slight recess. All other kids behind me, I open the first door, door is white panelled wood, handle is gold.

I walk in, only a small step, door opens to the left.

As I look I can see both my parents laying on a bed, no blankets. There are 2 beds, both doubles but my parents are both on the first bed closest to me.

There is a being in the room, also on the bed. Its kneeling, its straddling my father’s legs, my mother is closest to me.

And its eating from them.

The being is human in form, head, body, arms, legs.

But it is red in skin colour, and I mean bright red.

The eyes are white.

Its eating a lump of flesh, I can see it ripping the flesh in it's teeth.

Dont know which but its from my parents.

I turn and close the door in fear, (remember I am but a child, so dont think too badly of me)

As I turn, all the other children turn and run down the circular staircase, going passed the huge window and outside to the white limo with blacked out windows.

I look out the window and see all of them get into the limo and then it speeds off!

The front door slams shut and now I am alone.

I turn away from the window and know/feel that I should get away.

But I cannot run away, I know this.

But I try to hide.

In the gap between the doors.

Its a small gap, but I try to squeeze in.

Try to stop being.

Close my eyes.

I see it walk out from the room on my right.

It turns to me, stands in front of me.

Its so bright red, but smaller than me, I am taller, not by much but taller.

It stands VERY close to me, face to face.

It breaths on me, I feel it.

It laughs.

Its very close, so close its nearly part of me.

It grabs the top of my white t shirt, pulls it towards it, while staring at me.

I can still see all of the surrounding landing, doors, stairs and the window.

It reaches into its mouth, still laughing and snaps out a tooth.

Then it drops this tooth down into my t shirt while still laughing!

The dream ends here.

 

 

I had this exact same dream for 2 years every night!

 

A truly sinister dream which, if it was a movie, I would have enjoyed watching. However, I don't envy you enduring this for two years as it must have been truly traumatic! God knows what snapping the tooth off and stuffing it down your shirt means, but I think that's the freakest bit of all, as it's so bizarre.

[Itsa]

Losing teeth is usually about being humiliated.

 

 

[JayneDough]

Since I was quite young I have had very vivid dreams that sometimes are very nightmarish. One I have had every few months for about 10 years now is of there just being water everywhere, like something happened some type of flood or sudden event that causes the sea levels to suddenly rise. It's also a significant amount of water, like 3-5 feet depending on the area. The water dreams are never really the same but generally I'll be with a group of people who are all very dirty looking with torn clothing and there's a sense that none of us really know each other and we are all very scared. Sometimes I drowned in horrific ways and when I wake up these are really not dreams that I can just forget as they are almost traumatizing.

 

On a more positive note though I recently had a dream of a monarch butterfly landing on my face and I read that dreams of butterflies landing on your face can signify that the dreamer might be experiencing a sort of spiritual awakening of the mind. I can still feel it's little legs on my cheek and hear the delicate sound of it's wings as it fluttered suddenly off and away. So beautiful.

 

Thanks,

Jayne 

Edited January 2, 2021 by JayneDough

[RobinJ]

There are many spiritual people who believe that dreams are fragments of our past lives which we re-remember, largely because we carry big traumas forward. Many disasters in the distant past involved the wiping out of most humanity via huge natural ( and some less natural) disasters. Maybe the reason you keep having it is because you lived it before and therefore it is very real to you. Atlantis for example, went down in a flood, as did Lemuria. The Sahara used to be underwater. The last earth cataclysm some 12,000 years ago flipped the poles which caused dry areas to become wet and visa versa. This is also sai to be the route of the de ja vue feeling we can sometimes experience.

 

here's and example of one that happened to me a few months ago. I was walking down a path in the early evening with a friend in a country and place I had never visited before. We were coming upon a kind of clearing when I suddenly had an overwhelming feeling of pure fear and terror. I could and feel see horses that were in a state of fear, i could see them stamping, snorting and the whites of their eyes. The feeling I had was that something really bad had happened on the spot. It was so strong I started to shake and tears were rolling down my face, I could feel the fear in the air, I was breathing hard. I was rooted to the spot. In the end I had to back away down the path to get away from that area. One of the weirdest feelings / experiences Ive ever had and its as clear to me today as it was on the day it happened. 

 

I believe that humanity is awakening to our true power, especially those who are not scared to admit that we may have lived lives before and are open to a spiritual future.

[Mitochondrial Eve]

On the topic of water dreams, I posted about this dream I had before but I think it got lost in the forum hack. It is possibly the most powerful and vivid dream I have ever had. I was about 14 years old at the time.

 

I dreamt that I was at my school and we were just about to go into assembly. The school in my dream was underwater and had a glass ceiling through which you could see all the marine life swimming by including dolphins and starfish. I was wearing very high heels that day. We sat through assembly and then, on leaving, I was having a laugh and a joke with a schoolfriend who gave me a playful shove. Because I was wearing such high heels, I lost my balance and, with it, control of my psychokinetic powers. I inadvertently blasted the glass ceiling and the ocean water started pouring in. I was mortified. The PE teacher then started chasing me around the school, followed by a torrent of water, as she threatened to expel me. I then woke up.

 

It wasn't a recurring dream as I don't seem prone to them. Certain themes can feature repeatedly though for me in different ways - such as water, fire or driving which are some of the more common ones for me. I dream very vividly from a first person perspective with all senses and in colour - I hear music too and sometimes songs that I have never heard before.

[kitkat]

21 minutes ago, Mitochondrial Eve said:

On the topic of water dreams, I posted about this dream I had before but I think it got lost in the forum hack. It is possibly the most powerful and vivid dream I have ever had. I was about 14 years old at the time.

 

I dreamt that I was at my school and we were just about to go into assembly. The school in my dream was underwater and had a glass ceiling through which you could see all the marine life swimming by including dolphins and starfish. I was wearing very high heels that day. We sat through assembly and then, on leaving, I was having a laugh and a joke with a schoolfriend who gave me a playful shove. Because I was wearing such high heels, I lost my balance and, with it, control of my psychokinetic powers. I inadvertently blasted the glass ceiling and the ocean water started pouring in. I was mortified. The PE teacher then started chasing me around the school, followed by a torrent of water, as she threatened to expel me. I then woke up.

 

It wasn't a recurring dream as I don't seem prone to them. Certain themes can feature repeatedly though for me in different ways - such as water, fire or driving which are some of the more common ones for me. I dream very vividly from a first person perspective with all senses and in colour - I hear music too and sometimes songs that I have never heard before.

 

Dreams where water is the most dominant element signify  emotions. The bigger and more turbulent the water, the more extreme and volatile your emotions. Sometimes there is a psychic factor in dreams of water, but to understand it you have to pick it apart and decypher the emotions to the symbol. Cars in dreams sygnify the body of the dreamer and if you are the driver then it symbolises that you are in control of your life but if you are in a car where you are a passenger, then it reveals that  someone else is calling the shots. Being in a car which is out of control and where you are the driver, shows that you are overwhelmed by life and that you need to examine where in your awake life you need to do some healing work. The emotion of dreams is extremely powerful and between that and the personal symbology involved,  you can usually decypher it. Dream colours are amazing and colours that dominate  usually mean something important especially if you are a visual person anyway. The high heels in your dream suggest a hobbling of sorts which only you can understand. 

Edited January 2, 2021 by kitkat
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[MissHistoria]

On 9/27/2020 at 5:26 PM, Grumpy Owl said:

I should probably go back to keeping a notepad and pen beside my bed for this. For some time now I have on occasion had some very vivid dreams, I can't always remember exact details (I don't think anyone really can) as any memory quickly fades. But I do often have dreams that I awaken from, and I actually feel shaken or disturbed by them, not exactly 'nightmares', just really powerful experiences.

 

This morning I awoke about 5am from a particularly powerful dream. Sitting here now hours later, all I can still vividly remember is the very end.

 

I was on a road at the top of a hill with someone (no idea who) and we had to go and find someone - I think they needed our help.

 

I started walking along the road down the hill, and as the road curved around some wooded area, suddenly the view was looking down the road across a huge valley. There was what appear to be a large flashing object in the sky (an explosion?), then as I looked to my right, what looked like some kind of meteor shower started raining from the sky. They were impacting the opposite side of the valley at first, but then I could see the impacts moving towards our position. As the meteors started raining down towards us, I turned to start running away... and that's when I woke up. Feeling a little shaken by it really.

 

Eventually I settled back down and fell asleep again.

 

I just did some searching online to try and find a meaning behind this, and came across the following:

 

from: https://www.keen.com/articles/spiritual/natural-disaster-dreams

 

Also:

from: http://dreamhawk.com/dream-dictionary/meteor-meteorites/

 

Well to be honest, I quite like the idea of 'evolving in consciousness', and a 'nice' kind of life-changing event would be welcomed.

 

I think the key to understanding this fully though is in the part of the dream that led to this moment, but I can't really recall now.

 

I'm glad you shared your dream. In the last week I've had an apocalyptic dream too (have them every so often), you know in movies when something hits Earth and you see the surge coming. I always relax rather than panic, embracing the impending doom, but the meanings you've dug up resonate with where I'm at right now.

[Fluke]

Had a scary one last week. Was walking in a city-I think London. There was a fire on a building. Small fire on a roof on a corner of a side street junction. I don't know London well but i think it may have been Greenwhich. 

 

We were all looking at it almost entertained by it. And then with in seconds it started to spread. And then it got worse and worse within seconds. Hundreds were there. Drunks, people laughing. And then we started running. People were screaming, it was getting hot. We ran down a massive street felt like hundreds, tryinf to fet away from the fire that was chasing us. People were screaming. 

 

As i was running i looked to my left and saw a bald middle aged man with a red and blackened face, tears and sweat. He screamed something like we are all going to die we need to go back and help people. We both continued for what felt like half a mile down the road and then i started running over corpses. There were foreigners, (not sure if i was in america or england) but i was running over dead bodies wrapped in the american flag. 

 

The dream then ended. 

[GSM]

Im not clued up on the meaning of dreams but would like to know if the meaning of one I had when I was young has any sort of meaning, when I was very young I had a dream of being chased by a witch, I'd tried to, and waking up at the point of being grabbed by it with its face getting right infront of mine (sort of nose to nose). When I woke up in hysterics my mum had calmed me down I'd explained what happened and where it had chased me and where I'd tried to hide, she told me I had described where we had lived until I was two. The dream has always left a mark mentally but never that interested in finding out any sort of meaning to it. As an adult I've found it strange that certain family members refer to it when there introducing me to their friends that I was meeting for the first time. Had a couple of incidents where strangers say my eyes look dead and I have a bad aura but I had just thought they were random idiots as I don't believe that to be the case. After some mason incidents (well that's who they claimed they were) leaving me isolated and pretty much trashed mentally I re-evalused my perspective on things and thought it was time to start looking into stuff that I previously had ignored. So was just wondering if anyone has any insight on what sort of meaning would be behind the dream if any.

[Morpheus]

Wow, I'm glad I'm not the only one having strange experiences, this was my first and happened about a week ago. I sent this to Enigmatic World because I was so embarrassed by it and I thought I was potentially having a meltdown. I felt it was the creator just keeping me calm and not in a panic. But here it is:

 

I had an extremely weird experience last night that I'm struggling to explain. 

 

I've been really upset about lots of things lately and I decided to meditate to try and mellow out. 

 

So I close my eyes and I start to relax like I normally do, however this time I was able to get to a deep state very quickly and with little effort. I then began to have an overwhelming sensation come over me that started at the base of my spine and proceeded up to my head and then around the left side of my head and then in the front of my skull above my eyes. It started off being painful but then it just felt euphoric and I started smiling. I then basically said in my mind

 

"dear god/creator, please stop this from happening, we don't deserve it, we forgive those that do this to us, they do not know what they do, let them leave this place and leave us in peace, harmony and love."

 

And then the sensation became more intense and I couldn't move, but again it was euphoric and peaceful, but overwhelming energy. But I just sat there and allowed the sensation to continue until it eased off and I opened my eyes. It was really intense and I just sat there, in the moment, with my mind completely still, I wasn't thinking anything, i was just still in contemplation, just aware of nothing but everything. I really cannot describe it what happened or why but it felt amazingly indescribable. 

 

This sounds fuckin mental and to be honest I feel mental telling a complete stranger, but as a man who has faith, I just wondered if you or anyone you know has had an experience like this? 

 

So there you go, that's what happened to me. I know it's slightly off topic as I wasn't asleep, but it was an experience that I certainly cannot explain. 

[kitkat]

56 minutes ago, Morpheus said:

Wow, I'm glad I'm not the only one having strange experiences, this was my first and happened about a week ago. I sent this to Enigmatic World because I was so embarrassed by it and I thought I was potentially having a meltdown. I felt it was the creator just keeping me calm and not in a panic. But here it is:

 

I had an extremely weird experience last night that I'm struggling to explain. 

 

I've been really upset about lots of things lately and I decided to meditate to try and mellow out. 

 

So I close my eyes and I start to relax like I normally do, however this time I was able to get to a deep state very quickly and with little effort. I then began to have an overwhelming sensation come over me that started at the base of my spine and proceeded up to my head and then around the left side of my head and then in the front of my skull above my eyes. It started off being painful but then it just felt euphoric and I started smiling. I then basically said in my mind

 

"dear god/creator, please stop this from happening, we don't deserve it, we forgive those that do this to us, they do not know what they do, let them leave this place and leave us in peace, harmony and love."

 

And then the sensation became more intense and I couldn't move, but again it was euphoric and peaceful, but overwhelming energy. But I just sat there and allowed the sensation to continue until it eased off and I opened my eyes. It was really intense and I just sat there, in the moment, with my mind completely still, I wasn't thinking anything, i was just still in contemplation, just aware of nothing but everything. I really cannot describe it what happened or why but it felt amazingly indescribable. 

 

This sounds fuckin mental and to be honest I feel mental telling a complete stranger, but as a man who has faith, I just wondered if you or anyone you know has had an experience like this? 

 

So there you go, that's what happened to me. I know it's slightly off topic as I wasn't asleep, but it was an experience that I certainly cannot explain. 

 

Wow!  Sounds (from what i've read and not what I have personally experienced...) like a 'Kundalini' experience and that your pineal gland was opened.  Whatever it may have been, I think you were really privileged to experience it.  Your intent put forth from your mind, was unselfish and pure and I think you connected to a power that lies at the heart of everything.  Nothing 'mental' about this at all.

[Morpheus]

7 minutes ago, kitkat said:

 

Wow!  Sounds (from what i've read and not what I have personally experienced...) like a 'Kundalini' experience and that your pineal gland was opened.  Whatever it may have been, I think you were really privileged to experience it.  Your intent put forth from your mind, was unselfish and pure and I think you connected to a power that lies at the heart of everything.  Nothing 'mental' about this at all.

Are you sure? I could just be delusional and going mental. I don't feel my outlook has necessarily changed, or my general mood, I do seem a bit calmer and less anxiety. I think that's maybe because I've accepted that I alone cannot change this situation. 

 

I really can't explain how or why this happened, but I think I was in that much despair that it maybe triggered this response and it felt, in that moment, just extremely peaceful. I had no noise chatter in my mind and I was free of thought for a small period of time. It was very strange that's for sure. Whilst it was strange, I have wanted to experience again, so maybe that's selfish, I don't know.

Edited January 31, 2021 by Morpheus

[kitkat]

"...I really can't explain how or why this happened, but I think I was in that much despair that it maybe triggered this response and it felt, in that moment, just extremely peaceful. I had no noise chatter in my mind and I was free of thought for a small period of time"

 

I think when someone is really raw and stripped of hope that they spiritually open themselves up. Sometimes that may be a negative experience and sometimes (in your case) a positive one. The fact you meditated in order to 'mellow out',  and that you have mentioned that you are 'someone with faith' - as in a belief in a spiritual being (God) - could have opened a door for that benign presence to 'speak' to you. I have tried to understand it when people say 'God spoke to them' and I have come down on the understanding that it's not verbal as such and that it is deeper than that- in that you feel a unity with something overpowering and benevolent. With negative experiences (of which I have had one) fear seems to be the prequel to the experience. In your case, despair was a process of disintegration of hope for yourself and for others -and also grief with feeling the loss of connection with the divine (as I myself have thought often, that if there is a God or Source then it has abandoned us) and the loss of the world we thought we knew.

This is an extreme time and it is like we are being attacked on all fronts. I don't think it's selfish to want to experience it again (I hope you do!), however, I think the experience comes out of leftfield when we least expect it or need it most. 

Edited January 31, 2021 by kitkat