Being red pilled is a lonely place

[monkeyboy9999]

Hi there I’m a new member and I feel so frustrated. Everyone around me in my life seems to be just oblivious to what is happening around them and I feel like there’s no one I can talk to.

They will believe anything they are fed from the mainstream media and even big tech Twitter,Facebook,Instagram seem to be following the same agenda.

People seem to be more interested in stuff like Tik Tok etc than actually doing research and finding out facts about anything, just happy to be ignorant and blissfully unaware to the bullsh*t happening around them.

People like me who are awake to the lies and deceit are classed as crazy even to people in our own families. 
The media is trying to tell me what I’m seeing even though my eyes are telling me a different story. 

I’ve just witnessed a completely peaceful protest be stormed by police wielding batons and acting very aggressively.

Men and Women who had been enjoying speakers at the protest and acting completely peaceful were hit with batons and left with blood streaming down their faces. 
The media will class them as far right racist hooligans who were there to cause trouble when in fact there was a mixture of young and old, black and white who were just enjoying their time there.

They were targeted by our great boys in blue who were just following orders from the trailers at the top.

The people around me will watch the media and believe the story they are trying to portray of the event even though I try and tell them what I’ve seen and witnessed and that the media is lying.

Im so angry at what is going on and I get so emotional and passionate about it but I don’t have anyone to talk to and that’s why I’m here. 
I feel like the only person around me who can see through the lies we are being fed and to be honest typing this is an outlet to my frustration in a way. 
Theres so much more I want to say but I’ll stop there as I think I could go on all day.

Please get back to me and reassure me I’m not the only one feeling like this.
 

 

[Beaujangles]

Far from the only one MB9999.   Its a daily chore trying to navigate the BS.  But knowing you are the ones that can see it and others are blinded by media keeps you going.  As you say... watching it unfold reaffirms that what we know is real. I have witnessed corrupt police and a corrupt system. I dont say much about it, but having had that experience it keeps me wide awake.  Standing tall as you walk through seas of masks without wearing one, watching people give you the evil eye, telling people BLM is a rogue element and watching them think you are racist and all the other agendas that swarm our world and enslave people... its tough...but better to have stood for something real than to fall for anything the bastards put out there to manipulate minds and kill people. Stand strong... as the saying goes... " just because it isn't easy,  doesn't mean it isn't worth it."

Edited September 26, 2020 by Beaujangles

[Ziggy Sawdust]

We all feel exactly the same here......welcome to the forum. You are surrounded by brainwashed sheep in the real world but at least in this little corner of the internet

you can talk to people who are of the same mindset as you and it can be quite comforting at times.

We face a huge uphill battle against not only the vermin that are currently ruining our lives but the zombies too.

[Ziggy Sawdust]

Being awake in a world of sleeping people is quite traumatising.

[Saved]

15 hours ago, monkeyboy9999 said:

Hi there I’m a new member and I feel so frustrated. Everyone around me in my life seems to be just oblivious to what is happening around them and I feel like there’s no one I can talk to.

They will believe anything they are fed from the mainstream media and even big tech Twitter,Facebook,Instagram seem to be following the same agenda.

People seem to be more interested in stuff like Tik Tok etc than actually doing research and finding out facts about anything, just happy to be ignorant and blissfully unaware to the bullsh*t happening around them.

People like me who are awake to the lies and deceit are classed as crazy even to people in our own families. 
The media is trying to tell me what I’m seeing even though my eyes are telling me a different story. 

I’ve just witnessed a completely peaceful protest be stormed by police wielding batons and acting very aggressively.

Men and Women who had been enjoying speakers at the protest and acting completely peaceful were hit with batons and left with blood streaming down their faces. 
The media will class them as far right racist hooligans who were there to cause trouble when in fact there was a mixture of young and old, black and white who were just enjoying their time there.

They were targeted by our great boys in blue who were just following orders from the trailers at the top.

The people around me will watch the media and believe the story they are trying to portray of the event even though I try and tell them what I’ve seen and witnessed and that the media is lying.

Im so angry at what is going on and I get so emotional and passionate about it but I don’t have anyone to talk to and that’s why I’m here. 
I feel like the only person around me who can see through the lies we are being fed and to be honest typing this is an outlet to my frustration in a way. 
Theres so much more I want to say but I’ll stop there as I think I could go on all day.

Please get back to me and reassure me I’m not the only one feeling like this.
 

 

Firstly, be thankful that you can see whilst being mindful that there was a time when you couldn't as others banged their heads against walls. Keep that close at all times, chip away without anger when opportunities arise and always have others' future well-being prominent.

 

Never give up.

[- TZC -]

I admit at one of the lowest times I wished I could go back like cypher, thinking about how easy it is for those blissfully unaware just living their lives, but that's impossible. And afterward when the hopeless despondency left I felt dirty for contemplating it too. You're not alone with family feeling pity for your 'mental illness' 

 

It's been asked after showing them facts "why do you look at all these bad things? And why share them do you want to upset me and be miserable like you?"

I don't ever try anymore but still I'm questioned why - after a day with the bbc on visiting I can't hide my anger and contempt. I remind them they don't want to know  why - so don't ask

 

 

 

Edited September 27, 2020 by - TZC -
typo fixes

[Rachel Underhill]

People are ignorant sometimes a small instance comes to mind. I found a deer trap in the woods, it was old so i picked it up and placed it at the entrance to the woods on a post for people to see and be careful of their dogs running around. As i was doing this a lady said what is that?  I explained it was a trap and she said " O i didn't know they were real, I thought they were only in books"  I was incredulous couldn't believe a 30 something year old woman had the mind of a 5yr old. 

Of course there is going to be trouble from police at protests from now on. This kind of behaviour has been experienced by travellers for years. Everyone needs to grow up, wake up and open their eyes NOW.

[allymisfit]

Hi there! 

 

Rest assured, we all feel this way. But you've joined the best family you could possibly join at these times.

This forum has saved my sanity many times and made me realise I am not alone in this crazy world.

 

David Icke unite! Hehe

[Jaquiby]

Hi, I too feel as frustrated as you most days now. They want us to feel like this it's part of their plan. Seeing friends and close ones just going along with the BS, and not listening to a word I say.

Woke up this morning and you know that second or two when your brain hasn't kicked in, then bamm it wakes up and remembers, I was like omg I'm still in this bloody lunatic asylum, why. But this forum has been my lifeline, just reading peoples experiences and feelings and we are not alone,  thousands feel the same and people do support each other on here. So don't be too hard on yourself, stay strong and have faith, don't let others bring your spirit down, no matter what.

[kj35]

On 9/26/2020 at 4:38 PM, monkeyboy9999 said:

Hi there I’m a new member and I feel so frustrated. Everyone around me in my life seems to be just oblivious to what is happening around them and I feel like there’s no one I can talk to.

They will believe anything they are fed from the mainstream media and even big tech Twitter,Facebook,Instagram seem to be following the same agenda.

People seem to be more interested in stuff like Tik Tok etc than actually doing research and finding out facts about anything, just happy to be ignorant and blissfully unaware to the bullsh*t happening around them.

People like me who are awake to the lies and deceit are classed as crazy even to people in our own families. 
The media is trying to tell me what I’m seeing even though my eyes are telling me a different story. 

I’ve just witnessed a completely peaceful protest be stormed by police wielding batons and acting very aggressively.

Men and Women who had been enjoying speakers at the protest and acting completely peaceful were hit with batons and left with blood streaming down their faces. 
The media will class them as far right racist hooligans who were there to cause trouble when in fact there was a mixture of young and old, black and white who were just enjoying their time there.

They were targeted by our great boys in blue who were just following orders from the trailers at the top.

The people around me will watch the media and believe the story they are trying to portray of the event even though I try and tell them what I’ve seen and witnessed and that the media is lying.

Im so angry at what is going on and I get so emotional and passionate about it but I don’t have anyone to talk to and that’s why I’m here. 
I feel like the only person around me who can see through the lies we are being fed and to be honest typing this is an outlet to my frustration in a way. 
Theres so much more I want to say but I’ll stop there as I think I could go on all day.

Please get back to me and reassure me I’m not the only one feeling like this.
 

 

This is exactly why so many of were horrified when it looked like this forum was finishing in its current form. Since overridden.  We badly need each other, warts, arguments and all. My family thankfully are just waking up..now.

 

It's been a year since I woke up and other than people here, I've been virtually  alone for most of  that time family have been waiting for me 'to get over it.' .not now though. Stick around and welcome. 

Edited September 27, 2020 by kj35

[Ethel]

I agree with everything you said. I relate strongly to it. I have one person in my life who is more or less on the same page, the rest are deeply asleep. I go through the motions, have made a few weak, half-hearted attempts to try and present them with a different point of view, but it's like I'm speaking backwards Latin. I recognize your frustration.