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Exactly the same, no energy or inclination to do much at all and i'm really wondering if its an outside influence as its going on and on. When i go to Tesco or Aldi i'm the only one at that time with no mask on. Unbelievably keep seeing people jogging with masks on. They must be lunatics the lot of them. Teachers at my school have started back today and are pretty stressed already. None of the reception kids parents have met the teachers which is unheard of. Keep hearing all sorts of crap on radio 4 as i'm driving. This morning it was on irish schools and how good it is that kids are in masks. Yesterday it was all about conspiracy theorists and how much damage they are causing. Bollocks after bullshit all the way.   A lady at checkout this morning in Tesco was complaining about a group of kids all hanging out together yesterday so i reminded her they are all probably sitting next to each other in school right now. Then i told her of a friend who has a little boy of 3 with a squashed windpipe and collapsed lung whose operation has been cancelled because of covid. Now the surgeon has contacted my friend to say "its ok for him to be out and about because kids cannot catch it".  So double dutch all the way. 

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Could it be the Powergrid that runs under your city/town?

 

Everybody keeps going on and on about 5G - the Powergrid and powerlines can also produce strong electromagnetic and wireless effects if you pulse the right kind of current through them.

 

They don't need 5G to make people sad/depressed/lethargic. The Powergrid is EVERYWHERE and is MORE POWERFUL.

 

 

 

 

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I am down last month or so when before i was optimistic and trying to be creative. Now i am going through the motions, lethargic, body aching, mind tired. Lack of appetite. I don't know what it is perhaps 5G has crossed my mind but i doubt it. 

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If you have seen the film philadelphia, with tom hanks, when he shows he has marks all over his body. For some reason, i got loads of those marks all over my body, similar to those depicted in that film.

 

I said at the start i believe that covid19 was airborne-hiv, and it a strange coincidence, that i suddenly got all these marks all over my body.

 

Personally i think covid19 is just a starter, i believed that at the start. I think, they are afraid of what may be coming next. Who knows what they are preparing people for?

 

What ever covid19 does to your body, who knows, what role it will play later on?

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Perhaps the full moon having its way with me because I feel totally scrambled.  Perhaps I'm following too many economic/investor sites, and those guys have become genuinely rattled about the implosion of the money system turning into digital dollars run by central banks (i.e. debt slavery bondage).  Perhaps it's the jack-boot tactics of police.  Or maybe it's finding out about quantum dot injections and even the ingredients of the regular jab that will be implemented, like or not.  Must have a health passport eh?

 

We are running out of time.  David Icke said something to the effect that things are going too fast, we need to slow it down.  Don't know if we can make that happen. Meanwhile I am dazed and confused, just swinging in the wind. It's hard to deal with consensus reality right now.

 

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Yeah it's all getting exhausting isn't it, now that "a few weeks" has turned into years probably. On the positive, people seem to be waking up more. I don't want to leave my house any more and see those damn masks. Even my nature walk has been ruined with signs everywhere to social distance. 

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On 9/2/2020 at 8:30 PM, Rolandson said:

Something is different as before Corona. I'm tired all the time. My mood is down when I see all the people with masks. I don't wear one and never will. I think all the negative energy brings me down. My friend felt the same since this started. What about you?

11 hours ago, Rolandson said:

It's not when I wake up though. As soon as I go outside I get tiered. Maybe 5g from the satalites, as it takes the aor from our blood

 

Wow! I've been the exact same. It's exhausting 😞

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Of course something feels different. The amount of fear around us impacts the collective psyche, and even if we are "awake" we can feel it as well. In my case, when this madness started, I still felt OK, even optimistic that such a big lie cannot be sustained for long. But on the last few weeks and months I'm starting to get fed up of all this. My motivation for anything that has to do with minimal interaction with other people has hit rock bottom, as I can't have a normal conversation with anyone anymore. There are some mood swings for me, maybe they have to do with my personality and the moon cycles, but in general I don't feel as good as I could. Still hoping for some outside help, even though some slow general wake up is happening, I don't think it's going to be enough, something else is needed.

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20 hours ago, HistoryIsComplex said:

Could it be the Powergrid that runs under your city/town?

 

Everybody keeps going on and on about 5G - the Powergrid and powerlines can also produce strong electromagnetic and wireless effects if you pulse the right kind of current through them.

 

They don't need 5G to make people sad/depressed/lethargic. The Powergrid is EVERYWHERE and is MORE POWERFUL.

 

 

 

 

I never had this problem though 

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Thought it was just me feeling this way but after reading the comments I feel I'm not alone in feeling this way. Going out seems to drain me, where once I enjoyed browsing the shops, now it's a chore to go for food,  because of all the masks, signs, the speakers telling you to keep safe and wear a mask plus the looks and comments. Its definitely serious brainwashing everywhere. Even phoning the doctors surgery i have to listen to all the convid BS before i speak to anyone. It's to break our spirits and mess with our minds. Even my bike rides and walks I can't be bothered lately, with the hedge jumpers, and people crossing over with  a terrified look on their faces.  But I do agree with David something inside tells me this seems to be progressing too quick. we are on the right path and we must never forget that, No matter how hard and lonely it seems we will get through this, believe in yourselves, we are standing up for what is right. 

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If I’m being honest, I am completely and utterly exhausted. I think it’s partly the fear and control that society is facing and partly due to the awakening/deprogramming process itself.  I don’t want an off switch, I just want to be able to integrate myself back into normal life. Doing this kind of research is the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing I think about at night. I think I’ve let it affect my life too much but obviously it’s really important so I don’t want to stop. My house has never looked so neglected in all my life and I cannot for the life of me stick to my diet. I know this probably makes me sound like a weak pathetic POS but I don’t care.  I’m a support worker so all my work is done online or by phone now so that gives me lots more time to look at stuff.  That being said, I have so much gratitude for everyone and everything that has helped to wake me up. I am a different person than I was six months ago because of it. You see, I wasn’t one of these people, born naturally rebellious and questioning authority, I was quite the opposite, condition from an early age to respect authority and obey otherwise face the consequences. 

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I live in Latvia where there are no real restrictions. No face mask madness (apart from in some clinics), social distancing is ignored and no longer mandatory, and life is pretty much normal... But still, I have a sense of foreboding / great calamity / gloom on the horizon, esp. emanating from back home in the UK. I has worn me down, weakened my immune system and now I'm ill with a terrible sinus infection that has me dizzy and with pain in my forehead a lot of the time.

 

The world is going through great distress - seemingly set to get much worse as we approach the November elections in the US - so it's obviously draining on the nervous system and bodily health beyond. Knowing that the whole thing is being engineered is making it feel worse because this has "endgame" written all over it. 

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6 hours ago, Rolandson said:

I never had this problem though 

 

The Powergrid is not a static thing. If you run it normally, nobody will feel anything wrong.

 

If you run the right current through it in a MALICIOUS WAY however, you may feel everything from depression to lethargy to mental confusion.

 

The human brain is BIOELECTRICAL. Strong ELECTROMAGNETIC FIELDS OF THE RIGHT TYPE can very much MESS WITH IT.

 

Just saying...

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5 hours ago, 2020member said:

I feel fucked

 

Appreciate the honesty, and totally agree.

 

I figured it out today as I was driving down the freeway.  The Archons love feeding off our negativity - all the confusion, anger, frustration and fear.  They are dining at a huge smorgasbord at the moment and seem to be insatiable.  They are speeding down their own freeway with a heavy foot on the gas pedal and no intention of slowing down.

 

The best I can do is avoid feeding the archons.  Stay strong, stay true to the soul and be mindful of the controllers.

 

 

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8 hours ago, Bohica said:

 

Appreciate the honesty, and totally agree.

 

I figured it out today as I was driving down the freeway.  The Archons love feeding off our negativity - all the confusion, anger, frustration and fear.  They are dining at a huge smorgasbord at the moment and seem to be insatiable.  They are speeding down their own freeway with a heavy foot on the gas pedal and no intention of slowing down.

 

The best I can do is avoid feeding the archons.  Stay strong, stay true to the soul and be mindful of the controllers.

 

 


thank you bohica

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Really interesting thread, I have been feeling similiar to a lot of posters on here and agree it is probably the overall level of fear around that is affecting us. I haven't slept properly since this all began, keep waking up through the night which is unusual for me - used to sleep straight through and always had trouble waking up! Also had various physical symptoms that I know are caused by me feeling stressed and anxious, even though consciously I'm doing a reasonable job keeping calm and relaxed. Going into shops does stress me due to the mask thing, although I have yet to be challenged for not wearing one - I guess it's the anticipation and all the arguments I have in my head in advance!

 

I keep getting this feeling of being overwhelmed by it all, I felt sure that by now people would have realised and stopped going along with this. I feel like I have to keep pinching myself that this is all really happening and so many people are still blindly going along with it. It almost seems easier to believe that world really did end in 2012 and this is all a bizarre dream!

 

Here's what makes me feel better - getting out for a walk in a quiet, natural setting. I'm lucky that I have a few nice places to walk near where I live, my favourite being the cemetry which has lots of nice trees and it's usually just me there. Very peaceful, I have discovered lots of places near where I live that I had no idea existed before the lockdown. Since this thing started I have found trees to be incredibly relaxing for some reason, just being around them and actually looking at them in detail rather than just walking by. I've stumbled across deer a few times in a wooded part near me, never knew deer lived there before. The other positive for me is that hardly anyone wears masks outside, very rare to see one and when I do I can just laugh at them. Seeing all those mask less faces makes me feel better, even when I go into a shop I'm never the only one not wearing a mask so far. One of my cheeriest moments was when I walked to the park and saw the ice cream hut was open, and the person serving had no mask or gloves and literally handed the ice cream to me as normal with no one batting an eye lid!

 

The times I've felt the worst is when the weather prevents me from taking these walks for a few days, the longer I go the worse I feel. I get more anxious, tense and stressed at little things and have to be really mindful about how I'm reacting, but this always gets better once I go out for a walk again. The trick is to try and stop thinking for a bit, much harder to do when your stuck at home with nothing but your thoughts!

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Ive been feeling shit since start of this year. Body aches, exhaustion. I'm constantly irritated by the lie that is everywhere.  I keep quiet now to keep the peace, but Im sure that not speaking how you feel cant be good either. Constantly holding back your opinion and not letting it out. Ive found other ways to let off steam but nothing beats really being able to talk freely around other people.

 

I had a thing last week where after a stressful day I could not sleep because the sound of my own heart beat was keeping me awake? I just lay there thinking, is it normally this bloody loud? Put headphones in that sort of helped but not enough to stop me hearing it, then I became convinced I could see it beating in my solar plexus. Couldnt eat properly for two days. This is not my normal reaction to stress.

 

Other thing is I have an aversion to zoom now that I cant get away from. Ive had to partake in it due to my course that is now using zoom regularly and at the start of lockdown an old mate had a zoom party, I logged in and saw a sea of people I didnt know and reverted back to my teenage days of social anxiety and couldnt speak for ten mins until I just closed laptop and walked off lol. If zoom is the future im really not interested.

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I suffered from psychotic depression before this. It has been going on for quite a few years, although my sense of time is not like most people's anyway. This is known as 'Tachypsychia'. I can honestly say that over the past five years my life has felt unbearable at least 70% of the time. If it were not for a very high survival instinct I would have ended my life years ago.

 

Since Plandemic, I mainly feel surreal. I often questioned my belief in conspiracies and wondered if I was that way because of several obviously psychotic features I possessed. Alas, no.

 

I live in survival mode most of the time now. Prepping, waiting for the day when I end up entirely alone and isolated, which is something I seem to have been waiting for my entire life.

 

Also, over the past few months, I have begun to experience wicked migraines, which was hitherto unheard of for me.

 

All in all, I am struggling to keep my head above the water.

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Same as all of you. I'm pretty sure I'm not psychotic or paranoid (mentally ill yes, who the wouldn't be). I don't believe random crap with no evidence, I do feel aghast at the frankly absurd this things "normal" people believe. Somehow iv escaped the conditioning most people buy into. It's not fucking fun. 

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I feel ok actually. I actually see more clearly what is going on around me. I can sense peoples fear and I can also see more and more people waking up to the fact that C19 is bullshit. The problem is....people are becoming scared moreso about the economy.  How will they feed their families....

 

Trying to tell them how to grow potatoes and which weeds are edible doesnt seem to be well received at the moment...🤔

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