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I feel I must unburden myself here.

 

There is, sadly, a theme I see returning with most regular members on this forum. It's all about the score next to your names, making as many replies as possible. Troll a few people here and there, and another series of replies added to your scores. And if there are enough people like you, you will get showered in likes and people like me put to "shame". And you will get favor of the day! Wow! What an incredible accomplishment! Mountains of critisism from people who don't want to unite, but bully other people into telling them they're right or crazy.

 

I joined this forum to see if there were kind, brave heartpeople here who could look BEYOND the BS we get tidalwaved in every single day. But the most I've seen is to pray for whatever, make your own weapons and demented ramblings about humanity and the illusion you people call "the world" that makes my senile granny sound like a mastermind. 

 

I didn't come here to fight or start useless discussions based on assumptions, speculations and not actually objectively reading what the respons or reaction is. I find it hard to believe that this was the initial intend with this forum. 

 

For the kind and brave heartpeople, you have my support. No need to explain to you any further. 

 

All the best for everyone here in the tough times ahead.

 

"Infinite Love is the Only Truth, Everything Else is an Illusion"

 

"If you fight fire with fire, the world will keep on burning"

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Is this all over that thread about the Daily Mail article? Politics is a sensitive topic and you're not into it like you said, so why get bogged down by it?

 

As for likes and post counts, who really cares about that? I mean sure we might use likes because they're there, but I'm sure most of us would still post here if the option wasn't available. The most interesting places on the web are anonymous message boards without likes or post counts because you get more honesty from people, at least in my opinion anyway. Some of us are also on our computers/devices more than others too, especially those of us that work on them.

 

With things heating up around the world, the news is going into overdrive and some of us consume and share a lot of this information to try a build a picture of what is going on. Dot connecting has been a thing on this site for years as far as I'm aware.

 

"Faced with information overload, we have no alternative but pattern-recognition." - Marshall McLuhan

 

Anyway, I hope you will reconsider.

 

Take care.

 

 

 

 

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13 hours ago, EnigmaticWorld said:

As for likes and post counts, who really cares about that?

 

Anyway, I hope you will reconsider.


Hello AXPcalledjeff, No one cares about likes - they're there for a way of saying "yeah! ...I agree about that too?"

I can see why you say what you say, it's a part of the forum - but certainly not it's heart, its heart is for likeminded people who feel awakened by all the bullshit that is going on to come together and give information.

I'm going to compliment you now - and no I don't give a shit about getting any likes for it, here goes; I've seen your posts over the last few days - I think they're excellent and very awake - but, who am I to judge?  I don't know you and most likely never will - but whoever you are - if I did meet you I'm sure we'll have alot to talk about and have a good laugh too.
I'm not flattering myself that anyone gives a shit about what I say - I don't need the likes - I kind of agree with your sentiment - but I feel you have let that feature of the forum perhaps mask the more important features of the forum which is it's good hearted and passionate members.

I say it because they are the truths from my perspective, and other people here - including you APXcalledjeff - also say alot of good things that I agree with,  perhaps you might reconsider and if so great.




 

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There's a few people here, one who you reference that are definitely disruptive and they nearly  caused me to leave. I put them on block and my mental health took an immediate upswing. I'm generally strong minded but the daily huge negativity from certain areas was driving me to distraction.  We need honest open awake people like you  we nearly were broken in the hack. It's taking a little time for the mojo to return but I think I see signs. Take a breath or  break and come back. X 

 

Also most of us don't like the leader board or likes etc. So you're not alone . Don't forget also that more than anyone else David Icke attracts all kinds of people not everyone with pure motives. It's part of the territory.  You do get used to it.

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Thanks sickofallthebollocks, enigmatic and kj35, 

 

It makes me very happy to see I did bring at least a positive impact on some of the people here, I guess I just had a bad moment, I really appreciate it.

 

"I cannot teach anybody anything, I can only make them think" - Socrates - 

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32 minutes ago, AXPCalledJeff said:

It makes me very happy to see I did bring at least a positive impact on some of the people here, I guess I just had a bad moment, I really appreciate it.

 

Don't worry about it mate. I have told myself I'm leaving this place a couple of times and then I came back after I cleared my head. We might often disagree on things here, but we need diverse opinions, especially positive ones like yours.

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1 hour ago, bamboozooka said:

well jeff

if only it was about scores. 

you're the only one in this thread with more likes than number of posts.

that must make you special.

Don't be jealous, if you work more on you social skills, I'm certain one day you will be special too. In the end we are all just drops of consciousness in an ocean called infinite possibility.

 

"Details make perfection, and perfection is not a detail." - Leonardo Da Vinci - 

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On 8/23/2020 at 9:58 PM, kj35 said:

There's a few people here, one who you reference that are definitely disruptive and they nearly  caused me to leave. I put them on block and my mental health took an immediate upswing. I'm generally strong minded but the daily huge negativity from certain areas was driving me to distraction.  We need honest open awake people like you  we nearly were broken in the hack. It's taking a little time for the mojo to return but I think I see signs. Take a breath or  break and come back. X 

 

Also most of us don't like the leader board or likes etc. So you're not alone . Don't forget also that more than anyone else David Icke attracts all kinds of people not everyone with pure motives. It's part of the territory.  You do get used to it.

How do you put people on block? X

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@AXPCalledJeff

Sorry I caused confusion, it was late Saturday night when I saw your post and tbh I was under the influence of wine.. a bit.. ;)

I felt compelled to write something to encourage you to rethink your decision and inspire you to represent the case for honesty and bravery on the forum. Sadly due to being bleary and tired, I failed to write anything remotely intelligible.

Oh wait.. perhaps this isn’t intelligible either, but hopefully it may make you smile. :)

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48 minutes ago, Lore said:

@AXPCalledJeff

Sorry I caused confusion, it was late Saturday night when I saw your post and tbh I was under the influence of wine.. a bit.. 😉

I felt compelled to write something to encourage you to rethink your decision and inspire you to represent the case for honesty and bravery on the forum. Sadly due to being bleary and tired, I failed to write anything remotely intelligible.

Oh wait.. perhaps this isn’t intelligible either, but hopefully it may make you smile. 🙂

I am smiling, thank you very much for your reply🙂

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On 8/22/2020 at 3:33 PM, AXPCalledJeff said:

I feel I must unburden myself here.

 

There is, sadly, a theme I see returning with most regular members on this forum. It's all about the score next to your names, making as many replies as possible. Troll a few people here and there, and another series of replies added to your scores. And if there are enough people like you, you will get showered in likes and people like me put to "shame". And you will get favor of the day! Wow! What an incredible accomplishment! Mountains of critisism from people who don't want to unite, but bully other people into telling them they're right or crazy.

 

I joined this forum to see if there were kind, brave heartpeople here who could look BEYOND the BS we get tidalwaved in every single day. But the most I've seen is to pray for whatever, make your own weapons and demented ramblings about humanity and the illusion you people call "the world" that makes my senile granny sound like a mastermind. 

 

I didn't come here to fight or start useless discussions based on assumptions, speculations and not actually objectively reading what the respons or reaction is. I find it hard to believe that this was the initial intend with this forum. 

 

For the kind and brave heartpeople, you have my support. No need to explain to you any further. 

 

All the best for everyone here in the tough times ahead.

 

"Infinite Love is the Only Truth, Everything Else is an Illusion"

 

"If you fight fire with fire, the world will keep on burning"

 I think the format of these forums is endlessly frustrating. I have found more like minded people in comments sections or on fb than on any forum. Using a forum to find a relevant page and try to focus on a subject is disconnecting, not connecting.  Comments under videos work far better, or a social media that is NOT facebook, where you can have your own personal page and timeline so that your comments can be on the videos but also on your own page.  A combo of facebook and gootube would be ideal.  I find forums dehumanizing because people are spread out over dozens or hundreds of topics which endlessly repeat throughout the hundreds of pages to search through trying to find the right topic page.  As a creative person I can tell you that I will never use forums for anything meaningful. It is literally deadening to creativity to have to search for half an hour for a relevant topic page.  Just that in itself kills creativity.  They need to invent a better format.  I don't know anyone that stays on these forums and searches for continuity of relationship.  It's just too labyrinthine and endless.  And repetitive.  You can find the same topic on dozens of pages and there is no way to know how to start, so people end up starting new topics which are really already repeated somewhere else.  Frustrating and pointless.  David Icke's talks do not lend themselves to reddit style forums.  He should have direct communication with people via a platform similar to twitter or fb where he can have his own page, not his kids doing it for him, and comment on our comments.  Sure, have a mod to keep out the armies of trolls sent by the space aliens (not kidding, just look up at that weird bright light which looks like it has three megalights and a flashing red one, that isn't  a space station or satellite), but leave a crack for the light of supporters to get in and for David to feel how much he is needed and supported.

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And I know that forum geeks are going to spam the crap out of me now but I don't care.  As a creator I can tell instantly what works and what doesn't.  Forums work for people who want to spend a lot of time on logistics.  That is not the creative mind. When you are going to spill a creative idea, it needs to be able to flow, not spend hours searching.  That's fine for detailed long term work like writing a book but it is not conducive to relationship or fundamental creative actions.  Imagine trying to write a song by having to first begin your creative flow with a 2 hour computer search.  Juices dead.  When the moment hits, you need to be able to just flow.

 

I think the form of forums lends to frustration that then turns to the kind of infighting and irritability that one inevitably finds on forums.  I hate that fb has turned zuckerberg into a billionaire on the backs of creators, but that platform works a lot better than forums. All it needs is a way to search timelines for topics.  We can do better.  Are there any programmers listening? We can create a platform that is creative and searchable and personal rather than frustrating and full of trolls.

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2 hours ago, Sionna said:

I think the format of these forums is endlessly frustrating. I have found more like minded people in comments sections or on fb than on any forum. Using a forum to find a relevant page and try to focus on a subject is disconnecting, not connecting. 

 

The forum is broken down into a number of sections/categories, which each contain topics of discussion.

 

Forums only become frustrating when people don't understand the structure, especially when they start responding 'off-topic' in multiple threads.

 

2 hours ago, Sionna said:

Forums work for people who want to spend a lot of time on logistics.  That is not the creative mind. When you are going to spill a creative idea, it needs to be able to flow, not spend hours searching.

 

Forums work for people who don't have a short attention span and want to go into detail and in-depth.

 

Social-media 'timelines' don't have the same structure as a properly-organised forum, and I think that's part of their design... everything is 'here and now' and older posts just disappear further 'down the line'.

 

2 hours ago, Sionna said:

We can do better.  Are there any programmers listening? We can create a platform that is creative and searchable and personal rather than frustrating and full of trolls.

 

There was something being worked on a few months back that would have become a new social-media platform, but that's gone a bit quiet. Unfortunately you only have to look at Facebook and Twitter etc to know that you'll never be able to get away from the 'trolls'.

 

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I don't get that impression myself. Personally couldn't care less about the 'score' next to someones name.

 

I think the user who had the highest was muir. His posts were very informative and he didn't resort to insulting peope as far as i know. Most of the users above 1000 as far as i can tell have "earned" it whether i 'get on' with them or not. Þ

 

Its funny also you mention bullying, you did tell me to clean my shit stained teeth. It doesn't bother me that oz and I got singled out and ridiculed, perhaps i will see few years time I will see that what i said was nonsense.

 

But if you are going to dish it out you should be able to take it also, i am not sure if you called me mental either or if that was another. Again, its no skin off my nose, and even certain regular members that have insulted me and gone low i think are mostly good people. I do try not to engage with tit for tat. 

 

Unfortunately any community 'real' or online will have these tendancies i suppose its human nature. Forums are less toxic than social media, but the principle is the same, this place like everywhere else has and probably always will have toxic elements. 

 

Should stick around. The annoying dicks and ones that get on your nerves (includong me if i do) just put them on ignore. 

 

Never understood the egoists but they have their place also as they work hard to dig out info. But some of them think they are in a boxing ring and it becomes too much infighting doesn't make good reading for me personally. 

 

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It seems you like to engage in bullying tactics yourself OP. I don't recall treating anyone like this on the forum. 

 

"I joined to see if there was kind bravehearted people"

 

Heres your brave kind heartness below. 

 

"That's the result if a forum allows mental patients to post their garbage out here. Honestly I am not suprised just glad that all the "things" pretending to be real people expose themselves like this. Remember the names of those who post this stuff and become aware what they really are and what they represent. Or give them a like 😉"

 

And then tell me i need to clean feaces from my teeth? 

 

I wont post any further as i dont want to create drama. But don't be disingenuous.

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Keep auranos.org in mind. I'm keen to cater to reasonable wants and needs.

 

I'll set up a 'nearest big city' section on the forum for people to check out whos who and get an idea about who they want to meet with or avoid within their locality.

 

The forum can be accessed by the left menu. Full anonymity usernames without email is supported. Meek-azure or snowflake recommended, it wont block obs4 at present. ISP and VPN visible connections can also be used but Im preparing for CCP like restrictions I may need to comply with against both my will and that of my users so TOR is strongly advised for your own privacy and security after the google/apple malware "isnt a scandal at all" thing as not reported in the msm or msi.

 

Anything of 'treat others' lawful compliance is acceptable content even if its double plus ungood crimethink according to the ever flipping concept of law the governmentally ill are just accepting.

 

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I just wanted to apologise to everyone in the forum. My depression took a wrong turn and I needlessly offended people here. Although I spoke from the heart, the message became distorded. I also made another account to "get back" to people I felt were hurting me. The name of that account was Ron something. On my personal page there are multiple nasty messages made by my ghost account. I have behaved nasty, and I will not justify it. I am sorry. I wish everyone on the forum the best. I have found my inner power and now my heart is filled with infinite possibility and love. Infinite love is the only truth, everything else is an illusion.

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