Feel depressed and unmotivated

[EvilShrimp]

Lately I feel as if there is no point in doing anything anymore. I've been aware of whats going on in broad strokes since 2010. I've read two of David Icke´s books early on and have since gone through a plethora of authors, lectures, documentaries, philosophers, clips, podcasts and presentations. I've tried talking some sense into people early on when it comes to the most obvious low-level stuff such as corruption, banksters, UN, Agenda 21 and so on with varying success but for the most part it's been ineffective. Don't make the mistake of mentioning lizards early on btw, you will only make that mistake one time even if you put it in a very, very hypothetical context. These days I don't bother with anyone outside of family which I do on occasion through a link or two but I know they never click on them. What bothers me the most though is that my family members refuse to acknowledge even the slightest hint of anything being even a fraction bit off from what is the official TV narrative. It's as if a protective wall has formed around their minds and are completely incapable or stubbornly refuse to even consider that for example vaccinations might not be 100% reliable and safe or that covid stats are inflated or that mask wearing is ineffective, unnecessary and might even have a negative effect on their health. Not to mention the loss of our freedoms when it comes to what to wear and not. Their views and beliefs are so intertwined with their ego, pride and self and they defend themselves and the official talking points very aggressively. Just today I talked to my little sister who has 3 young daughters about whats happening in Melbourne and the lengths the state and police are going to in order to keep people "safe" by dragging them out of cars and throwing them to the ground etc and I said she should be happy that she is Swedish and lives in Sweden where the rules are a lot more relaxed, at least when it comes to Covid. And she simply responded by saying that she wished that Sweden had implemented a law forcing people to wear masks. She didn't have an input at all apparently about this Orwellian overstep in Australia. I'm not even sure she knows who George Orwell was or what the book 1984 was about. And with raising 3 young kids and tending to her career as a Vet I don't see how she has the time to figure things out even if she wanted to, which she doesn't. Thing is...

Even though I know that the ever-present propaganda is screwing people up and that education and mainstream everything is doing its part to dumb people down I just can't help myself from detaching more and more from people who don't get that the world is headed in a very bad direction and that it's getting easier to see every day. It's like I've lost interest in trying to help people anymore. It's like I'm starting to view people the same way the satanic NWO are viewing people. Mindless Zombie-Idiots who are easily manipulated. Here I try to give important and solid information to seemingly intelligent people like my mom and sister and find out they are not interested or care at all about whats going on. Like serving a delicious 5-star meal to a pig and it even refuses to taste it. After 10 years of trying to wake up family members using different approaches and that they still in 2020 cant figure anything out tells me that we are in some deep shite with the fabled awakening far far off and that we will see history repeat itself with all its horrors. The only one who slowly starts to realize that at least some things are off is my old dad. Incidentally, the ones in my family who cant figure anything out and are the most hostile are all females. I don't know if anyone of you have found it more difficult to wake up females than males or if it's pretty equal? Don't mean to offend females here its just my own observation from my own experience. What do you people think? Do you think we are in for some really rough times and do you think we can get out of this mess? I think that IF we can get out of this it will be very far off and it will come at a very heavy price. As it stands now I think we are in too deep, with too many statists, TV watchers, authority lovers and order followers floating around.

[AXPCalledJeff]

Hi there,

 

Of course we will get out of this mess! I completely understand how you feel, but what you are feeling right now I think is the frustration of trying to do good and getting attacked for it from all sides. Don't let the what-ifs and should and shouldn'ts throw you off.

 

I'm glad to see that there are plenty of people like you, dare I say us, that continue to ask critical questions and have the courage to say and stand by of what we believe based on relevance and integrity. Most people are kind and simple folks in my experience who don't want to overthink stuff but just want to be happy and others to be happy as well. It is mostly throughout this simplicity they denounce anything that may confront and question their believe system and anything else they deem important. These people will have to grab the bull by the horns so to speak and start confronting themselves with the uncomfortable truth where our world is heading towards. They only need help from their fellowman gathering the courage speaking out, knowing they will not be excluded, demonized or lose their loved ones one way or another for doing so. Fear are the strings in the web that keeps their madness together.

 

I don't think that women defend the walls of their prison more vigoriously than men though. But what I have noticed is that women in general are much more active with social media, if not posting then following. Since personally I feel the media mostly is aiming at women, targeting their self-empowerement, self esteem, self love and self respect to replace it with a very destructive self imposed standard that is hardly commendable to follow on. Whatever women do, there is always a suit-and-tie or a "feminist" on social media ridiculing it and explaining what they should and shouldn't do. I think this creates a lot of frustration and self loathe, in other words a self destructive meganism anytime they are challenged acting or thinking outside the "box" in fear of ridicule and to be left out being the "weirdo".

 

And do not fear! We will get out of this mess and we won't be the one paying the price. Freedom is something you have and can act on, even if the choices seem to be obvious. Freedom is not something you can gain or fight for. 

 

"It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" - Jiddu Krishnamurti -

 

"Many people, especially ignorant people, want to punish you for speaking the truth, for being correct, or for being years ahead of your time. If you're right, and you know it, speak your mind. Even if you are in a monirity of one, the truth is still the truth" - Mahatma Ghandi - 

[Yasmina]

I know how you feel. You should find people who are more like minded, if you have Instagram follow the page standupx, they do a lot of events and you will meet like minded people. As to people not wanting to listen, they are suffering from cognitive dissonance, which is basically a mental disorder. They don't want to burst their bubble so they don't even allow any information in that could destroy their little imaginary reality. Oh, and I don't think women are harder to wake up, I think it's pretty much equal. Just humans in general tbh. 

[EvilShrimp]

Thanks for your comments even though I know most of it, and I think like you guys on good days. But you know how it's like certain days especially after having the retarded conversation with someone who doesn't realize that anything is wrong... It can boil your blood and the anger, frustration... it needs somewhere to go, and I always try to hide it in conversations but afterwards it needs to come out. Maybe I need to purchase a punching bag. I know the underlying mechanics of cognitive dissonance, I know that many good people are sheeple and are just too kind and gullible to understand the great deceptions and evils of our time, or that many young people are still just young and inexperienced and don't even have a fully developed brain yet and are subjected to sinister propaganda in schools and on social media, or that people have past bad experiences and are weak and cant handle hearing about an evil agenda and just refuse to accept it, but that doesn't make it any damn easier... Its the fact that I know the ways they indoctrinate people and my failure to pull them out of it. I hardly even get the time to mention Edward Bernays or propaganda before they zone out or want to talk about something else or ignore my messages or attack. And my disappointment with my family members. If I could wake up and see this why cant they? Why am I the only one trying to be an adult here (in my family) while the others seem to be careless children trapped in adult bodies believing talking heads on TV, caught up in the matrix,... doing matrixi things. Why me then? Why can I see it and not others. Why do I feel instinct and others not? Its like living in the movie idiocracy. 

Anyway, my times of trying to "wake" someone up is over. I don't have the patience anymore. I think at some stage an adult person is fkn responsible for what information they bring into their heads, from what source and what conclusions they draw from that information and for how long they ponder on things. Its annoying that we are only as strong as our weakest link which is the sleeping masses and we will consequently all collectively suffer from the bad decisions and beliefs of the sleeping masses. Guess all we can do is just trying to live our lives as decent, honest and authentic as we can and witness the crazy stuff that's coming our way.

 

It still bothers me....  Imagine how beautiful, wise, funny, loving and healthy the sheeple around us could be or could have become with proper knowledge, wisdom, parenting and guidance... Think about what we COULD have had...the world we could have had, the lives people could have had, the inventions that could have been made, the relationships that could have been formed, the civilizations that could have been built, the books that could have been written, the suffering that could have been stopped... If satanists didn't rule the world.

[Rachel Underhill]

I think a lot of people have been given so many problems to think about including keeping a roof over their heads they can,t stretch themselves in any other direction. 

[Yasmina]

6 minutes ago, Rachel Underhill said:

I think a lot of people have been given so many problems to think about including keeping a roof over their heads they can,t stretch themselves in any other direction. 

This is definitely a huge factor! 

[HistoryIsComplex]

EvilShrimp, all of the major scriptures WARN US that there will come a VERY BAD TIME where humanity becomes UTTERLY SELFISH, MONEY-HUNGRY, EGO-DRIVEN, SELF-ABSORBED, SHEEPISH AND GENERALLY NASTY.

 

ALL of these scriptures say the same thing:

 

THOSE WHO STAY ON THE PATH OF GOD DURING THESE TROUBLES WILL BE SAVED AND GO ON TO ETERNAL LIFE.

THOSE WHO CHOOSE INSTEAD TO PLUNDER, PILLAGE, OPPRESS, EXPLOIT AND USURP WILL LOSE THEIR ETERNAL LIFE.

 

Sometimes I feel JUST AS DOWN AS YOU DESCRIBE. What do I do? I sit down and PRAY TO THE LORD. I pray for STRENGTH, FOR PATIENCE, FOR CLARITY OF MIND.

 

What does it do for me? I open my eyes after praying, and I FEEL THE STRENGTH TO GET THROUGH ANOTHER DAY.

 

[HistoryIsComplex]

2 hours ago, Rachel Underhill said:

I think a lot of people have been given so many problems to think about including keeping a roof over their heads they can,t stretch themselves in any other direction. 

 

Which is the only way TPTB can PULL OFF A NEW WORLD ORDER:

 

1) NEEDLESSLY SCARE PEOPLE FOR EXACTLY 18 YEARS (6 + 6 + 6 YEARS) THAT "DANGEROUS MOOOOSLEMS WILL KILLLLLLLL YOU!!!"

2) AFTER 18 YEARS: "MY GOD! A DANGEROUS PANDEMIC/VIRUS WILL KILL YOU!!!"

 

WHILE EVERYBODY IS PRE-OCCUPIED WITH "SAVING THEMSELVES", THEY PULL THE RUG OUT FROM UNDER DEMOCRACY, FREEDOM OF SPEECH, FREE WILL AND OTHER THINGS HUMANITY HAS FOUGHT FOR FOR CENTURIES.

[Pureism]

Today I was at my hairdresser's and we talked about Covid, about 9 / 11 and other things ... we went deeper and deeper into the subject, and over time it became more and more clear to me that he also knows a lot ... he asked me  then if we would go for a drink together tomorrow and i bought him a david icke book as a present, he never heard from david

 

It is very important to talk to people about such topics, you often find each other

Edited August 20, 2020 by Pureism

[rideforever]

The most frustrating thing in the world is dealing with people who don't understand.  Ordinarily you wouldn't notice, but at times like this you see things that maybe you are not meant to see.  Not all humans are the same, some are 'beginner's and rely on society's mechanisms ... without which they would be lost.  That's just where they are at.  They cannot understand, if you explain the scamdemic to a donkey in a field he also would not understand.  Same thing.

 

You have to take responsibility if you understand deeper ... responsibility means that you consider who and what a person is before you talk to them .. you can't tell everyone everything, you do have to check who it is you are speaking to.

 

And for family and friends, you can still share something with them ... but nothing deep, and you can be compassionate with them and help them where they are at.   And you can pray for them, which does do something.

 

Personally I don't think that having "information" is a solution ... it just scares people.  Prayer, meditation and so on ... healthy eating are "tactical practical moves", and those are the only moves you should focus on.  Otherwise it is worrying with no result.

 

[HistoryIsComplex]

1 hour ago, rideforever said:

The most frustrating thing in the world is dealing with people who don't understand.  Ordinarily you wouldn't notice, but at times like this you see things that maybe you are not meant to see.  Not all humans are the same, some are 'beginner's and rely on society's mechanisms ... without which they would be lost.  That's just where they are at.  They cannot understand, if you explain the scamdemic to a donkey in a field he also would not understand.  Same thing.

 

You have to take responsibility if you understand deeper ... responsibility means that you consider who and what a person is before you talk to them .. you can't tell everyone everything, you do have to check who it is you are speaking to.

 

And for family and friends, you can still share something with them ... but nothing deep, and you can be compassionate with them and help them where they are at.   And you can pray for them, which does do something.

 

Personally I don't think that having "information" is a solution ... it just scares people.  Prayer, meditation and so on ... healthy eating are "tactical practical moves", and those are the only moves you should focus on.  Otherwise it is worrying with no result.

 

 

Most people understand that there is "A Price You Pay" when you fall out of step with society/MSM/large business interests.

 

They are taught that in SCHOOL when they are young - make the wrong argument, write the wrong essay, use the wrong Math method and BING!, you get a C or D or E or F on your report card.

 

They KNOW DEEP DOWN that speaking up, standing for something, swimming against the current has a "Price" - social exclusion, financial ruin, being ridiculed, becoming unemployable, becoming a pariah and so on.

 

A POWERFUL BIOCHEMICAL SELF-PRESERVATION MECHANISM in the brain kicks in. That SELF-PRESERVATION MECHANISM tells the person "Don't do this, don't do that, don't even think about thinking this..." and so on.

 

Some people do it consciously. Others just feel an INEXPLICABLE FEAR of DOING OR SAYING OR THINKING CERTAIN THINGS.

 

Many people have also LEARNED THE HARD WAY, IN EARLY ADULTHOOD, THAT YOU CANNOT BE YOURSELF IN A LARGER SOCIETY WITHOUT BEING PENALIZED.

 

Society EXPECTS YOU TO WALK, TALK, ACT, DRESS, COMMUNICATE AND THINK A CERTAIN WAY. BEING VERY INDIVIDUAL IS OFTEN ASSOCIATED WITH BEING WEIRD, ECCENTRIC, UNRULY, AN "ASSHOLE" OR EVEN "DANGEROUS TO THE GREATER GOOD".

 

Just look at NIKOLA TESLA and many, many OTHER INVENTORS/INNOVATORS WHO LED VERY TRAGIC LIVES. Society, government and big business literally DESTROYED THEM.

 

 

 

 

 

[rideforever]

@HistoryIsComplex

 

I would say that if you have had one or two or three real moments in your life ... that changes you.  Something personal that happened, you felt really loved, or you felt trust for someone, or you understood something deeper, or felt real.  Very small moments, very small things ... but rare things.  And in the bedrock of who you are they are like diamonds and change everything.  And those small moments are the difference between sensing reality ... and on the other side being lost.
When people consider their lives or history ... they imagine that big things, dramatic things, big words made the difference.  But I don't think so.  It is small and precious moments that change everything.

 

[CyprusAvenue]

1 hour ago, rideforever said:

 

 

You have to take responsibility if you understand deeper ... responsibility means that you consider who and what a person is before you talk to them .. you can't tell everyone everything, you do have to check who it is you are speaking to.

 

 

 

 

@rideforever absolutely this in spades, well said.  The rest of your post was good too.

[alfredo79]

Also in my family they have not got the spirit of the rebel, but your situation is more tragic.

My mum is more open-mind, she shares several things I said, but she is entrapped with left-right dicotomy, the story that you must study hard to realize yourself in society and other stuff, to break totally with the system is not easy. My father comes third, while my sister is the most obedient, the most entrapped in systemic mind-views.

Let's say that my familiars are honest hard-workers for attitude and pheraps less inclinated to contest.

Edited August 20, 2020 by alfredo79

[HistoryIsComplex]

1 hour ago, rideforever said:

@HistoryIsComplex

 

I would say that if you have had one or two or three real moments in your life ... that changes you.  Something personal that happened, you felt really loved, or you felt trust for someone, or you understood something deeper, or felt real.  Very small moments, very small things ... but rare things.  And in the bedrock of who you are they are like diamonds and change everything.  And those small moments are the difference between sensing reality ... and on the other side being lost.
When people consider their lives or history ... they imagine that big things, dramatic things, big words made the difference.  But I don't think so.  It is small and precious moments that change everything.

 

 

You need to understand that those "small and precious moments" - though very important - are what a bunch of Sociopaths have reduced human potential to.

 

God gave humans tremendous cognitive horsepower, fine senses and astounding thinking skills. We were designed, individually or collectively, to do SERIOUSLY GREAT THINGS.

 

Family, kids, friendship, trust, romantic love are wonderful things.

 

But for most people THAT is ALL they have in life - the system they live under does NOT allow them to GROW and EFFECT CHANGE IN THE WIDER WORLD.

 

And Sociopaths CANNOT damage their victims "enough". They can't STOP DAMAGING.

 

First they take away your GOD-GIVEN PATH TO SELF-ACTUALIZATION - they won't allow the POTENTIAL that is in you to have any effect in the real world.

 

Second they take away the "small and precious moments" that you are left with - Sociopaths cannot LIVE with others having family, kids, friendship, romantic love and such.

 

 

What I am trying to say is this - these people will NOT allow people to hold on to EVEN THE SMALL, PRECIOUS THINGS IN LIFE. They will DESTROY that.

 

THIS is what a Sociopath is BUILT FOR - TAKE IT ALL AWAY, TAKE IT ALL AWAY, DAMAGE, DAMAGE, DESTROY.

 

 

If people think "WELL, THEY MAY TAKE THE BIG THINGS FROM US, BUT WE'LL HOLD ON FOR DEAR LIFE TO THE SMALL, PRECIOUS THINGS IN LIFE..."

 

Sociopaths DO NOT STOP WHAT THEY ARE DOING. There isn't a "CERTAIN LINE THAT EVEN THEY WON'T CROSS".

 

Normal people AVOID crossing certain lines. Sociopaths PRACTICALLY ORGASM WITH EVERY FURTHER LINE THAT IS CROSSED.

 

Because Sociopaths CANNOT EXPERIENCE DEEP EMOTIONS - LOVE, TRUST, FRIENDSHIP, COMMUNITY, FAITH IN GOD - they are MOTIVATED TO TAKE THAT AWAY FROM EVERYONE ELSE AS WELL.

 

This is why SOCIOPATHIC BEHAVIOUR DISORDERS are EXTREMELY DANGEROUS. These are people WHO GET AN ENDORPHIN RUSH when they DAMAGE OTHER PEOPLE.

 

 

[rideforever]

Speaking to soulless people is one of the most depressing experiences on Earth.  They have such a low vibration, it's like getting into a sewer.   And no amount of "evidence" will make any difference.   Evidence is really not how people cal sense the truth of things .... neither for you.  You sense it inside, it's not a question of talking or arguing or science.  The truth is obvious.  But with some people there are no bridges at all, you have to accept that.

 

It's also not a good idea to start a conversation about the weather only to steer it around to CV19 so you can drill into their head the "facts" !!!  That pisses people off and they trust you less, and it's not sincere.  You are trying to manipulate them.

 

A person is whatever they are ... just try to get the best out of being with them.  You also have limitations, maybe you also have sheeplike tendencies.  We all have to try and improve things and get the best out of life ... to make practical moves, things that actually are useful no matter how small.

 

What people respect is ... cracking a joke, or having food made for them, or if someone helps you shifts some boxes.  Then you help them with wherever they are at.  ... this entire world is just a stage where we can interact with each other ... it has no intrinsic value of its own .... we are all just meeting each other and the question is how can I get the best out of this meeting.   Each person has a number of things that are priorities for them and helping them with those things is good ... if there is more trust then the conversation can deepen sometimes.  And that's just how it is.   Having a good moment of trust with someone will help them more than ramming urgent stuff at them.

[EvilShrimp]

Thanks for all your comments. At least today I feel a bit better. Just had one of those days yesterday I guess. Perhaps venting some anger and frustration here on the forum actually helped a bit. Usually I don't talk much to other people about this, I have a very close and dear person to me in my life that I can talk about these things with which is incredibly good, but that being said sometimes it might be a good idea to also talk to others who know and understand the basics of whats going on to get the feeling that I or we are not alone in this. That everyone in this world are not mindless sheeple. After thinking about it and reading someones comment I think the main difference between sheeple and people who easily get whats going on is that important moment in their life where they consciously realized that a lot of what we see and are being told is complete and utter bullshit. And that we made a decision to not care about what other people think about us and just focus on being ourselves, to be authentic and to strive for the truth no matter where it takes us. We opted out of the fake race. I think that opens the path for us to develop and grow. The sheeple are simply people that are not ready to take that leap or simply made the other choice and are therefor stuck in an infantile and easily manipulated state. Some people are just not ready to be woken up and I know that. Some people will never be. But when it comes to family you almost feel an obligation to wake them up no matter what. Anyway, I posted a clip on another post and I thought it might be funny for you guys when speaking about trying to put some sense into sheeples minds or even just talking to them. Have a good day folks and lets enjoy the insanity of our days.

 

 

[Mitochondrial Eve]

7 minutes ago, EvilShrimp said:

Some people are just not ready to be woken up and I know that. Some people will never be. But when it comes to family you almost feel an obligation to wake them up no matter what.

 

I think trying to wake people up needs to be treated delicately or you risk alienating them completely if they are not ready to connect the dots. Throwing out the feelers to see if the other peson has some receptivity to alternative ideas seems to be a good approach and, if the person appears receptive, sowing some seeds about some of the softer issues - supported by clear facts - before gradually moving up to harder issues if interest remains. Trying to break down the walls of conditioning and cognitive dissonance in one fell swoop is too much to ask, counter-productive and not worth expending energy on IMO as people don't take kindly to feeling pressured.

 

This has worked to some extent with a family member of mine who works in a hospital and, on my suggestion, now asks his patients, once in his clinical setting, if he can remove his mask and if they want to remove theirs - nobody has turned him down yet. He would not, however, be open to my stance on vaccines (although I have tried sowing some seeds there too), but at least he and his patients are getting around the abhorrent mask wearing to some extent.

 

I like this meme which I think sums this up.

 

 

[Mr H]

Attitude, perspective, are all thing in life that are free. Free of charge and free to change at any time. As Dr Wayne Dyer used to say, change the way you look at things and the things you look at change!

 

Not to say I don't understand where you are coming from, I have that feeling too, it rises, but then I recognize it quickly and let it go. It serves no purpose except to bring humanity down.

[Kala Namak]

Just now, Bluestar said:

Have a look at my post exposed

 

Why are you spamming the forum?

[labrats]

On 8/20/2020 at 9:49 PM, HistoryIsComplex said:

 

Most people understand that there is "A Price You Pay" when you fall out of step with society/MSM/large business interests.

 

They are taught that in SCHOOL when they are young - make the wrong argument, write the wrong essay, use the wrong Math method and BING!, you get a C or D or E or F on your report card.

 

They KNOW DEEP DOWN that speaking up, standing for something, swimming against the current has a "Price" - social exclusion, financial ruin, being ridiculed, becoming unemployable, becoming a pariah and so on.

 

A POWERFUL BIOCHEMICAL SELF-PRESERVATION MECHANISM in the brain kicks in. That SELF-PRESERVATION MECHANISM tells the person "Don't do this, don't do that, don't even think about thinking this..." and so on.

 

Some people do it consciously. Others just feel an INEXPLICABLE FEAR of DOING OR SAYING OR THINKING CERTAIN THINGS.

 

Many people have also LEARNED THE HARD WAY, IN EARLY ADULTHOOD, THAT YOU CANNOT BE YOURSELF IN A LARGER SOCIETY WITHOUT BEING PENALIZED.

 

Society EXPECTS YOU TO WALK, TALK, ACT, DRESS, COMMUNICATE AND THINK A CERTAIN WAY. BEING VERY INDIVIDUAL IS OFTEN ASSOCIATED WITH BEING WEIRD, ECCENTRIC, UNRULY, AN "ASSHOLE" OR EVEN "DANGEROUS TO THE GREATER GOOD".

 

Just look at NIKOLA TESLA and many, many OTHER INVENTORS/INNOVATORS WHO LED VERY TRAGIC LIVES. Society, government and big business literally DESTROYED THEM.

 

 

 

 

 

Because you live in a Tyranny, in reality, the people, they protect the system, the same system that locks you up, snatches your children's childhoods, it's like DI says, there is NO power without aquiesence, none whatsoever, I like rules, I like rules that make sense, have logic, and sometimes those rules are just window dressing, your right about stepping out, or be seen as a threat, they will destroy you, Gaddafi style lol as I type this Gaddafi comes up to something I'm listening to.

[- TZC -]

On 8/20/2020 at 3:31 PM, EvilShrimp said:

It's like I'm starting to view people the same way the satanic NWO are viewing people. Mindless Zombie-Idiots who are easily manipulated

I understand that. Before I knew what was really going on or so I think, I would look at others just as they do us. A term that that resonated was useless eaters.

 

I'm not proud saying this, only honest. They go about their business in their bubble blissfully unaware. Someone at the brink of their sphere will get a completely different response from someone 10cm outside of it,  it feels like an artificial placenta. An acceptable interaction from someone they know is judged completely different from someone they don't. 

 

It's understandable to a degree but it aggravates me that they can't see what I am talking about. And how we all are trained to be that way.

 

I somehow dodged it. Many people find me odd. It's because I don't have this 'placenta' I talk about and on rare occasions at my worst I'd like to see you drown in a lake of fire. LOL

 

I can't leave it there what? I wish people could move on and I despite the daydreams of nuclear erasure I'm proud to say I have never hurt anyone. So yay me.

It just seems to me as if this . is a low vibration place. And maybe we sometimes in the path just miss the place above. The job is then to not give into where you are and try to reach

 

Bottom line don't worry about what you think of others just don't hurt them. And get through it. I sound like a nutter don't I.

Edited August 21, 2020 by - TZC -

[Haunted Universe]

Fuck wasting a nano second of your time conversing with the braindead masses. Fuck em. They are enemies. They drag down the human race by consuming bullshit, worshiping charlatans, and ruining anything good in this god damn world. Normies band together and attack the awaken. They are a carbon copy of a carbon copy of a carbon copy. Its far too late to save anything. Just try and avoid these pond life as much as possible. They offer nothing. Let them rot in comfort in their Orwellian coma.

 

I offer this quote from Jonathan Swift-'When a great genius appears in the world you may know him by this sign; that the dunces are all in confederacy against him'.

Edited August 22, 2020 by Haunted Universe

[Captain Falcon]

I think I've always been a bit at odds with the world, like I've always felt a sense of emptiness. It's quite difficult to explain... I look at the rows and rows of identical houses in identical streets, and the rows of shops, and all the cars trundling along all the roads and I sort of just sometimes think, is this it? Is this life? I've also thought is it me with the problem? is it me who's empty?. I've always felt a bit out of phase with things, a bit out of step. I haven't quite got into the whole job, car, mortgage, wife, kids thing... basically what I think I'm trying to say is that I haven't bought into it because I've always felt that there's something wrong with it. Or maybe I'm just fucked, a nutcase, a coward, hiding myself away, which is what I've done for most of my life. It might turn out that I'm just a miserable bastard!

 

What I don't understand is why the masses, the mask wearers, trust the government and the media. I don't get it. They used to talk about Tory Sleaze, and how slimy Blair was, and how out of touch and incompetent they are, and so on and so forth... they lied to us about weapons of mass destruction. They lied about and covered up Hillsborough for 30 years! They've left old people to freeze to death every winter. They make promises they never keep. And on and on it goes. Suddenly everyone is like "oh we've got to do what the government say, they know best, they're trying to protect us". What!?! It's baffling and frustrating.

 

I do have hope though that we'll get through this thing and come out the other side into a better world. A world in which doctors become healers. Teachers will share knowledge and not just deliver a state sanctioned curriculum, they will inspire kids and ignite their imaginations. Governments will be smaller and will go back to serving the people... The people will make our own decisions about things and take more responsibility for our own lives. I think I'm just waffling now.

 

Whatever happens, I don't think we can go back to normal. The establishment have shown their hand and many of us can see it as clear as day. We'll never forget this moment in time when the governments of the world in collusion with a bought and paid for biased media launched a coordinated attack on humanity. They're committing a huge crime and breaking laws that go beyond the laws of man. More and more people are waking up to what's going on, and I think we won't stand for the evil and the bullshit for much longer.

 

I'm trying to follow my heart more, and listen to my intuition, but I'm angry and that is difficult to deal with. I'm looking at myself in the mirror and there are things there that are difficult to face, but I feel I have to face all of myself and heal wounds I didn't even know I had. I think this can be a time of healing for all of us. It's a time for courage also. I'm no tough guy, I'm quite sensitive which I've always though was a weakness, but maybe it's a strength, I don't know. We have to stand strong.

 

Now I really am waffling on. It's late, and sometimes I find it hard to convey in words what I'm thinking and feeling.

 

If the world can change for the worse in a very short time, it can also change for the better in just as short a time. We'll reassert our freedom and remain human. 

 

 

 

 

[Shanee]

I know how you feel. I hope more people wake up before it’s too late.