allymisfit Posted February 5, 2021 Share Posted February 5, 2021 (edited) Very disheartened today with my Dr. My mood has been dropping significantly (as it does), so I got in contact with my GP who is usually very supportive. Not today though. I was told to snap out of it because I've had depression before and managed to recover, so I will recover this time too. I was told I need to get a job (I've been applying for months and no luck. Not even an interview. It's tearing me inside.) I had to leave my last job due to this illness. It was even him who supported me to doing so! I told him this, then he told me to go and study something. Well, I have studied for years and years, I really don't want to go back to that now. My student loan is ridiculous...adding on to that would push me down further. I genuinely feel defeated. Worthless. Disappointed. Lost. Confused. I wish I could just snap out of it. Edited February 5, 2021 by allymisfit 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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