Finder Posted May 20, 2020 Share Posted May 20, 2020 14 hours ago, kj35 said: Also . Astral projection. Did it accidentally before surgery when already under anaesthesia. Could describe the room and husband leaving and what he did- just like people describe in NDE only wasn't dead. Think / know I've had other experiences of it too but am currently suppressing knowledge as more stuff is seeping out daily and I'm worried that soon the small trickle will become a tidal wave that I know i won't be able to control and I won't be this person anymore. Or perhaps I'm just crackers. You are most welcome. The knowledge, power and awareness of yours that you deny and reject will haunt you in a very idiotic and unforgettable way, i.e., it will be used against you by others until you acknowledge it and claim it back. And own it again. The fear you are describing is based on the wrong identification. You believe you are your physical body with your life stories attached to it. That's your form, not your essence. Your current form. You have had many forms like this. What you actually are is awareness and a certain presence that animates the body, personality and a few million stories you have generated throughout your incarnations here and there. Your experience of any kind -anywhere is not you, your inner aware presence that observes that experience is who you. You are the awareness in which your personality and experience occur.This simple thing can not be given or explained, it can only be experienced. Or not. You are afraid to loose your wrong identity (identification with this life personality and all its stories). Only. The truth is, the real can't be lost or distroyed. If it's lost and destroyed it means it was based on illusion in the first place. Perhaps you feel like an actor in a theatre who is about to leave the stage but he is so identified with the character he was playing and the costume he was wearing and the scene that he feels panic at the though that the entire play was actually made up. I would deliberately meditate on the one who is afraid to loose control. Or rather....the illusion of it. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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