karmaxxxx Posted December 22, 2021 Share Posted December 22, 2021 On 12/20/2021 at 1:27 AM, JJ73 said: I'm trying but it's hard. I'm in a lot of pain physically at the moment. Stress related skin disturbances, painful joints that type of thing. Horrible dreams. Being chased. Standing in airports looking at the planes which will take me away from here but watching every last one of them either explode in mid-air or crash along the way, with no survivors. I can't even be free from this when I'm out like a light. It's relentless. I know what you're saying. I know that's what I need to do however I don't want the places I used to love to go, tainted by the new memories which will replace the old ones. I have a good sized garden and plenty of bird life here. That will do. hey my friend keep the chin up, i know your feelings well. you got a garden you got freedom others have not like myself. i take myself away from these situations get in my car with family and do our own thing by ourselves. plan out garden use it for YOUR own personal paradise. now for aches pains skin eruptions, are you by any chance using wheat stuff like breads etc.? as i tend to comfort eat if my mood drops which actually causes severe joint pain for myself. i would if you can check your eating habits it may help did with myself any way, and i am not advising you in any way, just i see a similar pattern in what you wrote in what i endured. much respect stay strong you are you and as unique as every blade of grass or every bird creature that enters your garden. nature heals take care 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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