Interesting dream

[Infinate_sorrow]

Just an interesting personal experience. 

I had a dream with me back in prison,  and all the fears and tedium that entails them of course an alien monster got involved lol. 

I was right on the cusp of jerking awake when i consciously said fuck this,  I'm not in prison.....

Placed my hands on front of me so i could see both of them,  spread my arms and flew away.....

I started to wake up,  but my subconscious was like hell no I'm not done yet,  i made my body go back to sleep. 

The scene changed at that point to me walking in Brooklyn (another prison in all reality) i took a few steps and thought,  nope this is a dream too, spread my arms flew up and was thinking to myself,  ok where do i want to go? 

Looked around,  thought no this is all simulation,  nowhere to go here. 

I then returned to my body and woke up,   

Basically reached a moment of completely lucid dreams. 

Sadly I now have a very different take on dreaming, however that's another story..... i suspect in this instance it started as a lucid dream,  but once my conscious mind woke up,  i pushed 🫸 out of body. I specifically remember the focus of attention when i thought i wasn't done.  Hell i cracked my eyes,  was back out in a super micro bugs blink. 

The entire incident has given me a lot to ponder,  specially at the point where I am flying,  aware and able to go anywhere,  yet instantly knew i was still trapped in the adversaries domain,  thus there was at that moment nowhere to go........

However from this point on I'll seek out answers within the simulation while focusing on breaking it

[lobster]

12 minutes ago, Infinate_sorrow said:

Just an interesting personal experience. 

I had a dream with me back in prison,  and all the fears and tedium that entails them of course an alien monster got involved lol. 

I was right on the cusp of jerking awake when i consciously said fuck this,  I'm not in prison.....

Placed my hands on front of me so i could see both of them,  spread my arms and flew away.....

I started to wake up,  but my subconscious was like hell no I'm not done yet,  i made my body go back to sleep. 

The scene changed at that point to me walking in Brooklyn (another prison in all reality) i took a few steps and thought,  nope this is a dream too, spread my arms flew up and was thinking to myself,  ok where do i want to go? 

Looked around,  thought no this is all simulation,  nowhere to go here. 

I then returned to my body and woke up,   

Basically reached a moment of completely lucid dreams. 

Sadly I now have a very different take on dreaming, however that's another story..... i suspect in this instance it started as a lucid dream,  but once my conscious mind woke up,  i pushed 🫸 out of body. I specifically remember the focus of attention when i thought i wasn't done.  Hell i cracked my eyes,  was back out in a super micro bugs blink. 

The entire incident has given me a lot to ponder,  specially at the point where I am flying,  aware and able to go anywhere,  yet instantly knew i was still trapped in the adversaries domain,  thus there was at that moment nowhere to go........

However from this point on I'll seek out answers within the simulation while focusing on breaking it

I'm generally aware that I'm dreaming, and say " just a dream " then I can usually steer the dream where I want it to go

 

What does sometime cause issues is a I get a random memory and cant work out is it's an actual memory or the memory of a dream at least for a few minutes.  Some of these are dream memories from many years ago. It's like I have all my dreams stored beside my life memory and they sometimes merge into one

Edited December 23, 2024 by lobster