Infinate_sorrow Posted November 30, 2024 Share Posted November 30, 2024 Hello, My introduction in the new member section hopefully will be approved and says much about me and my journey. I won't go in depth on that other than to say i have a guide that has revealed to me everything that this forum relates to, the David icke books only underscore what my mentor has already made known to me. I am also being taught the true path to reclaiming humanities true potential, but without a flesh and blood mentor it is a painful process, I would love to find a facilitator if at all possible. I am currently in Denver Colorado, came here to be a teacher at lincoln College but at this point despite masters degree level of education, 2 walks of honors, dosumented master of my trade and extensive experience, in a trade that is screaming for experienced workers, i simply cannot find work. In sober completely, case in point i had the teaching job, then bam hiring freeze. Point being the lizards know who i am, they hacked my Facebook at one point no joke, I was in broadcasting doing documentaries until i published the names of their agents, predicted whom was going to win the us election and precisely how i knew (the draconians seriously lack imagination to say the least, they find something that works and stick with it, how people can't see through it is baffling to me, every move they make is telegraphed so blatantly you can see it coming from miles away, take for example the 2027 date for ww3 which will of course after wedding many of us out for them to feed off of in the spiritual crossroads ie Astral plane, lead to what i term and apparently david also terms the great reveal where they once again come out in the open.) Now I'm homeless, can't find work at all, shrug I would really like to get away from the civilized world as the snakes will never stop with me...... I'm just too aware for them to let me be. I do have the capacity to keep producing and I am onto something as far as my music goes, but more than anything i want to access our full potential so that i can facilitate such for others whom truly seek 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Campion Posted December 1, 2024 Share Posted December 1, 2024 I think getting the basics in place is important. If you're homeless and unemployed that sounds really tough and are the things to focus on first. In an ideal world we would all have a network of family and friends around us to help each other, but our western societies are so badly undermined and damaged by now that there are lots of people struggling and on their own. I don't exactly have much experience with shamanism, but it's a part of the spirituality I'm exploring with European paganism. Most forms of shamanism are rooted in the folk culture of their people, and seeing as how most of us are so very estranged from our own roots, by design of the cult agenda of course, we have lost touch with our own native spirituality and shamanistic practice. I've come across it within the paths of Druidry and Heathenry, some groups like the British Druid Order specifically emphasises shamanism to distinguish itself from other druid groups, but you live in the US so I don't know what's available there. I'm looking for a path that's part of my culture, connects me with my ancestors and allows me to reconnect with my indigenous community which as an Anglo-Saxon would be the Heathen path, Odinism etc, which does have a shamanistic element. But I don't know if you're looking for all that other stuff, or just shamanism in general which could from another culture. For example, I think David Icke spend some time trying the ayahuasca method in Central or South America which looks a bit like a shamanistic practice - it shows there's a lot of variety out there, so I'd suggest doing your research and looking into the various types and seeing what connects with your heart and soul. Look into yourself too, why do you really want it, what are you lacking and need in your life right now? Journalling about it might be a way to explore your inner self until you can find the right teacher. All the best and good luck with your journey. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Infinate_sorrow Posted December 1, 2024 Author Share Posted December 1, 2024 Yes I totally get what you are speaking of. For background as i say there is some intelligence that is taking a created interest in my education, The primary lesson in spirituality i have been taught is based not on dogma Rather in universal principles and the foundation that the purest expression of faith in the divinity is by having faith in oneself. Thus i have no actual religious beliefs, in every instance i have to seek within myself for strength and serenity which is where the universal principles come in. I highly suspect that i am being initiated in the true law of one. Not the bullshit in the ra channeling experiment, not the bullshit in that pos book the only planet of choice. Both contain some truth but if you are aware of the truth about jesus, which is precisely as icke states, then any so called higher intelligence that plays like jesus was anything other than a tactic to cut us off from true connection to the divine spark within us is bullshit period. The seth material is ok but still suspect Absolutely nothing is left to guide us except ourselves. The intelligence guiding me is one that is available to each and every one of us, however it's an extremely frightening and challenging path. The illuminati hacked my Facebook and added themselves to my friends list at one point until i posted a particularly bloodthirsty song on the Rockefellers timeline, then they fucked off. Lol. The ra and so called council of 9 teach that we just have to 'live' our way to freedom which is frankly the biggest crock of shit since the jesus story. Nobody even knows what love is anymore how the hell they going to live their way out of a pow situation? There's only one way out and that is too reclaim our lost potential. I don't like the word power because that is basically a 3rd density concept. True esoteric science is based on the flow of energy. In that respect the seth material does stand out as the best guide to understanding how that really works, but at the same time the only source of information one can truly rely on is if they can open their mind enough to discard all beliefs and begin to trust and believe in themselves as reflections of divine thought. I am trying to do a real ayahuasca ceremony, i am by calling a shaman, sorcerer, have earned the right to bear the responsibility of being an initiate of the flame, and have asked to be trained as a speaker which does way back before the war began with the lizzies. I am native American and German ancestry my name literally translates to 'hey!he has the heart of the bear ' and my totem is the pink panda as a reminder to avoid taking such an honor too seriously. I am at this point uncertain if I will be able to work in a lizard controlled environment. They know i exist which was before i had the broadcasting position and i have a ufo that eye 👁 fucks me pretty every night. Up until i put their names on a world wide broadcast i had seen a ufo once, in the past 4 weeks I've seen one at this point almost every night. Some night not but most nights i go out to smoke there's one just hovering there. Not close enough to make out details, but close enough to know it's not a satellite, isn't a helicopter, not a star, specially since it eventually disappears. It's an unidentified floating object. Seen in nyc and now here in denver. As i say the intelligence that is speaking to me and guiding me has something in store for these bastards, has zero fear of them at all, nothing but contempt for their science and is a compassionate teacher given the circumstances. Has some type of strategy to throw a serious monkey wrench in their little soul harbesting scheme and is exasperated as all hell with humanity and their wilful ignorance, which i am in complete agreement with. I see no cultural differences other than in the different perspectives so don't care which particular cultural group i learn from there's 1 type of person in this world, us simple as that. I don't know I'm starting to think i should just volunteer for Greenpeace or something. I am a focal point of a lot of malevolent energy and strong enough that it does not usually phase me, but I'm in enemy territory, behind enemy lines so they have the ability to keep me broke and in a shelter. Of course i have the ability to still create here so i can still fight lol. Spirituality is not for the weak and digging your way out of the trap is a full time job. I am getting ready to do a series facilitating the path of the warrior and the true law of one as i grow to understand it. Just remember it is through faith in oneself that faith in the divinity is truly expressed and everything we need to break free of their machinations is within us. They lack imagination, they aren't very powerful in truth, their science sucks ass and they are eaten away by fear. Each of us has more than enough potential if we choose to sell we will discover our divine spark. They only cut us off and trap us because we allow it. Free will is a universal principle and they aren't even remotely strong enough to break universal principles no consciousness is 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Infinate_sorrow Posted December 1, 2024 Author Share Posted December 1, 2024 Oh and one thing i find interesting is that for whatever reason although i am a focus of malevolent energy, so far as i can tell these entities are unable to come at me directly..... otherwise they would because I'm not in anyway shy of challenging them at all. They simply do not frighten me. They can kill me but i fear a stubbed toe fat more than death at this point. So either I'm crazy or I'm somehow stronger than they are. However I am still isolated and surrounded by humans that can easily be taken over by them. The hiring freeze for the job i came here for is a perfect example. I allowed my focus to be diverted by a personality conflict with a person next to me, whom speaks to himself in chirps and weird whistles. Bam wrecked on my scooter resulting in concussion, broken rib, hiring freeze for a job i already had and a couple other things fell through. That night i had a dream that ultimately resulted in me becoming aware of my part in it. Still don't like the guy but have some degree of empathy thus taking my potential back and saving my focus for where it needs to be. This ties into what i call the science of sorcery ie frequencies and energy flow of which focus is absolutely essential. Had i not allowed my focus to be diverted they would not have been able to get their answer hooks in me and anger is fear based thus the requirement for serenity. Personality conflicts take away from one energy allowing them to sink their hooks into anyone they are in conflict with and then they can feed that anger, fed of of it and use it to get past ones defenses 🛡 It's wild once you start down the rabbit hole of the metaphysical aspects of it. Their esoteric science is based on mechanical interaction Ie they have to pull energy from external sources and use symbols and rituals in order to create an effect This is due to the fact that they have zero imagination, thus why it is so easy to trace their machinations through history beins they have only a small bag of tricks they can use. The fact that the bag of rocks still works is what makes humanity so damned frustrating because the tricks aren't very good, we should have seen through this ages ago. Helll i knew the story of jesus was straight up bullshit the first time i heard it, once i read holy blood holy grail it had their fingerprints all over it, impossible to miss. Sitchins bullshit translations of the sumer texts simply convinced me that since thoth betrayed is during the war of babel absolutely nothing written can be trusted period. We have one thing they lack, imagination and thus we don't require external resources to create effects, thus why faith in one's own ability to overcome is the critical element. If one has absolute conviction that everything they need is already within them, then it's merely the process of harnessing the divine flame within us as individuals. That is why we almost won at babel and why they are absolutely bent on cutting us off from realizing our potential. We would demolish them. The only way i can fathom we lost against them at babel is betrayal and that had to be thoth, i can't say for sure but from then on it goes down pretty much as icke speaks of. Except so far he hasn't mentioned that it's not just this life we are prosoners, it's every life until each individual gets to the point where they are willing to lose anything, pay any price and fights tooth and nail to bypass their hate between the divine potential and oneself. To do that requires ditching everything and anything one believes, adopt the universal principles, and most importantly let go of fear, hate and anger, and realize with every fiber of their being that everything we need to escape is already within us. Waiting. Once you accept that without reservation or doubt then the same guide i follow takes you under wing 🪽 and everything becomes complicated lol the first time i received direct communication was just amazing, the message was you have done well i am with you now........ I was foolish enough to think that meant it would get easier but it just gets progressively more challenging. However the feedback loop that results from having faith in yourself as an expression of faith in a power greater than yourself is empowering beyond any of the lies and victim stance bullshit religion teaches you. I am without the foundation of a belief system as people know it, however in all cases i have that self assurance that the divinity has provided everything i need to break free completely within me. I have no need for a savior, quite the opposite i am responsible for my own salvation and completely capable of achieving it. Soon i will be doing a series that facilitates this type of understanding for those few that wish to find their own understanding. I am in a shelter, can't find work right now but these bastards will never be able to beat me as a result of the lessons the intelligence guiding me has taught me. It would be selfish not to pass that on. Just wish people would listen 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Infinate_sorrow Posted December 2, 2024 Author Share Posted December 2, 2024 More than anything I'm just exhausted feeling my way in the dark, it's like teaching oneself to use the force. My last employer was of the bloodline which is creepy and the illuminati literally hacked my Facebook. Being homeless and jobless seems sort of odd that they would even know i exist let alone hack my facebook and add themselves to my friends list. That just indicates to me that i need to learn and quickly Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
theo102 Posted December 2, 2024 Share Posted December 2, 2024 11 hours ago, Infinate_sorrow said: However the feedback loop that results from having faith in yourself as an expression of faith in a power greater than yourself is empowering beyond any of the lies and victim stance bullshit religion teaches you. An idea that I like is that knowledge trumps faith and that knowledge can be acquired by the application of reason. 43 minutes ago, Infinate_sorrow said: More than anything I'm just exhausted feeling my way in the dark One of the themes that relate to the time of the end is running, so exhaustion isn't unexpected. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Infinate_sorrow Posted December 2, 2024 Author Share Posted December 2, 2024 One of the themes that relate to the time of the end is running, so exhaustion isn't unexpected. I suspect that you are correct. I find myself in positions lately where i have nothing but time on my hands. Now as I wait until the new school season to see if I am correct in thinking that the hiring freeze for the teaching position was a seasonal/ financial policy, which since i was scheduled to start the 9th, which would have placed me in line for quite a bit of holiday pay after only a week of being an employee. As a business graduate it only makes sense, while it would have made training easier, for a national education corporation hiring some grunt to work a week then paying them 5 days of holiday pay to sit on their ass at home multiplied by 52 states and multiple curricula simply doesn't make sense. I a a business owner for an educational corporation want that grunt to work before i just start giving money away so policy would be no hiring during the holiday season for full time Pure economics nothing personal of course lol I would love to teach, it would be an excellent place for me to subtly plant seeds. can't really roll out the lizard agenda, however there are universal principles that can be easily planted within the constraints of indoctrinated curricula Those universal principles are necessary in order to cast out belief systems as principles can replace beliefs and are far more fluid and much more useful, Take live and let live Be impeccable with your word, avoid being self important, spirit and intent etc. All provide both a compass to follow as well as a foundation necessary if one is to cast out the indoctrinated beliefs Thus in the quiet war being a college teacher is literally james bond shit. Anyway long story short I am facing twiddling my thumbs for another month, in a shelter which blows but I am not in the cold, have a roof, food, and even the capacity to produce videos, can to a limited degree produce music although there is one small piece of equipment I need to do that effectively, well 2 counting a microphone lol I miss my cats really would like to get back on my feet, but to me the time won't be wasted, the opportunity to plant seeds in fertile mind is far more important than money, even more important than the company of my best friends since they are safe as well. Shrug, I chose my path, I trust the unnamed intelligence that is guiding me, specially since that intelligence is more than likely just myself in a higher frequency or aka myself further evolved with the gift of timesight Anyway sorry I'm long winded, too much caffeine not enough video games and television Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Eagle Eye Posted December 19, 2024 Share Posted December 19, 2024 (edited) On 11/30/2024 at 11:03 AM, Infinate_sorrow said: am also being taught the true path to reclaiming humanities true potential, but without a flesh and blood mentor it is a painful process, I would love to find a facilitator if at all possible. On 12/1/2024 at 11:50 AM, Infinate_sorrow said: The primary lesson in spirituality i have been taught is based not on dogma Rather in universal principles and the foundation that the purest expression of faith in the divinity is by having faith in oneself. Thus i have no actual religious beliefs, in every instance i have to seek within myself for strength and serenity which is where the universal principles come in. On 12/1/2024 at 11:50 AM, Infinate_sorrow said: There's only one way out and that is too reclaim our lost potential. On 12/1/2024 at 11:50 AM, Infinate_sorrow said: Absolutely nothing is left to guide us except ourselves. The intelligence guiding me is one that is available to each and every one of us, On 12/1/2024 at 11:50 AM, Infinate_sorrow said: Just remember it is through faith in oneself that faith in the divinity is truly expressed and everything we need to break free of their machinations is within us. On 12/1/2024 at 11:50 AM, Infinate_sorrow said: Each of us has more than enough potential if we choose to sell we will discover our divine spark. On 12/1/2024 at 1:17 PM, Infinate_sorrow said: We have one thing they lack, imagination and thus we don't require external resources to create effects, thus why faith in one's own ability to overcome is the critical element. If one has absolute conviction that everything they need is already within them, then it's merely the process of harnessing the divine flame within us as individuals. That is why we almost won at babel and why they are absolutely bent on cutting us off from realizing our potential. On 12/1/2024 at 1:17 PM, Infinate_sorrow said: to bypass their hate between the divine potential and oneself. To do that requires ditching everything and anything one believes, adopt the universal principles, and most importantly let go of fear, hate and anger, and realize with every fiber of their being that everything we need to escape is already within us. Waiting. Once you accept that without reservation or doubt then the same guide i follow takes you under wing 🪽 and everything becomes complicated lol the first time i received direct communication was just amazing, the message was you have done well i am with you now........ On 12/1/2024 at 1:17 PM, Infinate_sorrow said: However the feedback loop that results from having faith in yourself as an expression of faith in a power greater than yourself is empowering beyond any of the lies and victim stance bullshit religion teaches you. I am without the foundation of a belief system as people know it, however in all cases i have that self assurance that the divinity has provided everything i need to break free completely within me. I have no need for a savior, quite the opposite i am responsible for my own salvation and completely capable of achieving it. On 12/2/2024 at 12:58 PM, Infinate_sorrow said: Shrug, I chose my path, I trust the unnamed intelligence that is guiding me, specially since that intelligence is more than likely just myself in a higher frequency or aka myself further evolved with the gift of timesight Sometimes asking for a mentor - “a facilitator” - is like asking for all the answers to a test, so that you can spare yourself from having to study for the exam yourself. Stay sober, quit smoking and detox your body- this will facilitate your progress. Right now, is there truly anything that you lack? Edited December 19, 2024 by Eagle Eye diction Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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