I have a weird favor to ask anyone who sees this?

[godisphotons]

Hi. This might seem weird but I figure I can share it here since I sense a lot of good people on this forum. Probably the only place on the internet with genuine people as I can see so I hope you don't judge me or at least too harshly for what I'm about to say and ask.

      My goal right now is to uncover the truth behind the veil and maybe expose what people don't talk about and are afraid to talk about or .. anyways.. I feel we should look within for the answers. So what better way to start then with us and what we see with our own two eyes. So this is what I need from anyone who cares to help me and share what they see which is my favor and question: What do you see through your eyes, literally and how do you see? Meaning, when I talk.. like what color are the words to you? Where do the words appear in your POV? Do you really see things in the first person point of view like a video game or do you have extra sensory powers that you don't tell anyone about ?? Like let me know what do you see and also, do you feel like a picture or like an otherworldly creature moving through this world? And do you feel like intense all the time being who you are living in this world and do I make you feel uncomfortable in general and even just asking these questions?

  And do you use a lot of brain power to do things or is it just effortless? Like do you just feel calm and normal like being in your body is cool and chill and everything I'm saying and my presence is chill to you? Let me know. Thanks

[Origin]

1 hour ago, godisphotons said:

Hi. This might seem weird but I figure I can share it here since I sense a lot of good people on this forum. Probably the only place on the internet with genuine people as I can see so I hope you don't judge me or at least too harshly for what I'm about to say and ask.

      My goal right now is to uncover the truth behind the veil and maybe expose what people don't talk about and are afraid to talk about or .. anyways.. I feel we should look within for the answers. So what better way to start then with us and what we see with our own two eyes. So this is what I need from anyone who cares to help me and share what they see which is my favor and question: What do you see through your eyes, literally and how do you see? Meaning, when I talk.. like what color are the words to you? Where do the words appear in your POV? Do you really see things in the first person point of view like a video game or do you have extra sensory powers that you don't tell anyone about ?? Like let me know what do you see and also, do you feel like a picture or like an otherworldly creature moving through this world? And do you feel like intense all the time being who you are living in this world and do I make you feel uncomfortable in general and even just asking these questions?

  And do you use a lot of brain power to do things or is it just effortless? Like do you just feel calm and normal like being in your body is cool and chill and everything I'm saying and my presence is chill to you? Let me know. Thanks

I look inside where something interesting has been successfully reflected and determined without humans. One part protrudes here and the other part is active behind the threshold. Where my own construct is active. What is reflected on my eyes is just interesting for the meat suit I am controlling. This is required for observations and studies. This aspect is of minor relevance. What I study can't be processed within the meat suit.

Words have no colors and must be recalculated into non-human patterns. Since human language is not a language. And does not match the communication method of the other side. I experience nothing when I comprehend your questions. You can always find answers through yourself. No other human is required.

[godisphotons]

On 8/30/2024 at 1:56 PM, Origin said:

I look inside where something interesting has been successfully reflected and determined without humans. One part protrudes here and the other part is active behind the threshold. Where my own construct is active. What is reflected on my eyes is just interesting for the meat suit I am controlling. This is required for observations and studies. This aspect is of minor relevance. What I study can't be processed within the meat suit.

Words have no colors and must be recalculated into non-human patterns. Since human language is not a language. And does not match the communication method of the other side. I experience nothing when I comprehend your questions. You can always find answers through yourself. No other human is required.

I hear you. Thank you for your answer. I think what I'm realizing that no matter how we see things we might all be stuck here in this timeline regardless. I just want people to be good and kind to one another and for the world to be good and not evil. I wish you the best

[Origin]

6 hours ago, godisphotons said:

I hear you. Thank you for your answer. I think what I'm realizing that no matter how we see things we might all be stuck here in this timeline regardless. I just want people to be good and kind to one another and for the world to be good and not evil. I wish you the best

There is no timeline. All of them are where they belong. They will experience what can help them move forward. And even that is not linear. The so called world merely reflects what comes from humans. The whole thing can't be altered, only the few points of interest that were fixed from the beginning. If you want to evolve, you have to leave everything behind. And that means all of them. There might be exceptions that some might come back to help others with the transition.

[godisphotons]

On 9/20/2024 at 1:14 PM, Origin said:

There is no timeline. All of them are where they belong. They will experience what can help them move forward. And even that is not linear. The so called world merely reflects what comes from humans. The whole thing can't be altered, only the few points of interest that were fixed from the beginning. If you want to evolve, you have to leave everything behind. And that means all of them. There might be exceptions that some might come back to help others with the transition.

Leave all of who behind to evolve? I do want to evolve but who do I leave behind? And all of who are where they belong? People? And also, do you mean transitioning to another world after death? Do you know if it's gonna be a good world or is it just balls of energy that we turn into or is it worlds that we believe we can go to once we die which is faith/belief?

[Origin]

On 9/22/2024 at 12:26 PM, godisphotons said:

Leave all of who behind to evolve? I do want to evolve but who do I leave behind? And all of who are where they belong? People? And also, do you mean transitioning to another world after death? Do you know if it's gonna be a good world or is it just balls of energy that we turn into or is it worlds that we believe we can go to once we die which is faith/belief?

Leave all of who behind to evolve? I do want to evolve but who do I leave behind? And all of who are where they belong? People?

The others because they are not all the same, neither in becoming nor in function. No one can stay where it all began, this is a state of infants. You want to be one of the older ones. You leave everything behind that you define as human existence. Language ,Perceptions, knowledge.

 

And also, do you mean transitioning to another world after death?

Since you do not meet the requirements, there is no answer.

 

Do you know if it's gonna be a good world or is it just balls of energy that we turn into or is it worlds that we believe we can go to once we die which is faith/belief?

The state has no dimensions. Obviously you have to decode the construct first in order to draw conclusions about what to expect. Belief and fate means the domain of dreams. Evolution means to lose all expectations. Which do not necessarily reflect reality.

[banjo dog]

Hello, your question is certainly a very deep one. All I can do is give a reply as to the way I see things from my personal respective accompanied by personal experiences. 

       Firstly you ask what do I/we see through my/ our eyes. I/we can only see what the brain is capable of decoding. For instance we can not see gravity or mobile phone signals and many other things. What we can see is only the light bouncing off any solid object within our sight line. Take away the light and we are blind. In a totally dark room we can see nothing.

        Words having colour? I see by your spelling of the word colour you are possibly American or some other nationality other than English. No matter. I suppose if we were to pay attention to this question, which I admit is some thing I cant remember paying any attention to. The word hate would generate a feeling of black and love white? A Japanese scientist whose name I cant remember but I believe wrote a book with David Icke would fill two jars  with water and write on a piece of paper hate on the other love then freeze them. After the water was frozen he would look at the ice crystals under a microscope. the difference is very remarkable. Both me and my wife have extra sensory powers she more than me. She knows if some thing is not right with a family member or close friend days before they tell her.

    I do not feel like a picture or other worldly creature moving through this world. I have a daughter who has had mental health problems in the past, she has said in her lowest times she doesn't feel that she belongs here. I have at times in my 64 years felt uncomfortable around some people, a bit like being too close too barbed wire. Other people feel like cotton wool to be around.

         The truth behind the veil. After my Grand mother died in 1975 in agony from stomach cancer I considered my self an atheist for many years. My thinking was, if there is a loving god then some thing like that would not happen to some one like her. Then in my late twenties I had a chance meeting with a spirual healer who treated me for a back problem. The difference was amazing. I then started exploring spiritualism, becoming a medium and healer. How ever I continued questioning every thing. Some of the

spiritualist teachings do not make sense to me. As a result, the way I see things now are quite blunt, please excuse my language but fucked if I know. 

      A Jewish person will give you a different answer to a muslin who will give you a different answer to a Christian. I can go on for hours, but you have probably had enough of me. If you would like me to reply further then please invite me to, if not say nothing I will not be offended.

    

[godisphotons]

On 9/23/2024 at 12:45 PM, Origin said:

Leave all of who behind to evolve? I do want to evolve but who do I leave behind? And all of who are where they belong? People?

The others because they are not all the same, neither in becoming nor in function. No one can stay where it all began, this is a state of infants. You want to be one of the older ones. You leave everything behind that you define as human existence. Language ,Perceptions, knowledge.

 

And also, do you mean transitioning to another world after death?

Since you do not meet the requirements, there is no answer.

 

Do you know if it's gonna be a good world or is it just balls of energy that we turn into or is it worlds that we believe we can go to once we die which is faith/belief?

The state has no dimensions. Obviously you have to decode the construct first in order to draw conclusions about what to expect. Belief and fate means the domain of dreams. Evolution means to lose all expectations. Which do not necessarily reflect reality.

Interesting. I like how blunt you are with what you're saying. I haven't been on for a bit. Been going through stuff. I'm not gonna lie it's quite hard to understand what you say a bit but I'm kind of getting what you're saying. I just want to know where did you come up with these findings from because if I was to take what you say as gospel i would at least have to see some proof. Can you some me some proof. And you seem so knowledgeable. I hope I'm not coming off as rude asking u for proof but I really want to understand what you're saying more. If u can help

[godisphotons]

On 11/3/2024 at 10:35 PM, banjo dog said:

Hello, your question is certainly a very deep one. All I can do is give a reply as to the way I see things from my personal respective accompanied by personal experiences. 

       Firstly you ask what do I/we see through my/ our eyes. I/we can only see what the brain is capable of decoding. For instance we can not see gravity or mobile phone signals and many other things. What we can see is only the light bouncing off any solid object within our sight line. Take away the light and we are blind. In a totally dark room we can see nothing.

        Words having colour? I see by your spelling of the word colour you are possibly American or some other nationality other than English. No matter. I suppose if we were to pay attention to this question, which I admit is some thing I cant remember paying any attention to. The word hate would generate a feeling of black and love white? A Japanese scientist whose name I cant remember but I believe wrote a book with David Icke would fill two jars  with water and write on a piece of paper hate on the other love then freeze them. After the water was frozen he would look at the ice crystals under a microscope. the difference is very remarkable. Both me and my wife have extra sensory powers she more than me. She knows if some thing is not right with a family member or close friend days before they tell her.

    I do not feel like a picture or other worldly creature moving through this world. I have a daughter who has had mental health problems in the past, she has said in her lowest times she doesn't feel that she belongs here. I have at times in my 64 years felt uncomfortable around some people, a bit like being too close too barbed wire. Other people feel like cotton wool to be around.

         The truth behind the veil. After my Grand mother died in 1975 in agony from stomach cancer I considered my self an atheist for many years. My thinking was, if there is a loving god then some thing like that would not happen to some one like her. Then in my late twenties I had a chance meeting with a spirual healer who treated me for a back problem. The difference was amazing. I then started exploring spiritualism, becoming a medium and healer. How ever I continued questioning every thing. Some of the

spiritualist teachings do not make sense to me. As a result, the way I see things now are quite blunt, please excuse my language but fucked if I know. 

      A Jewish person will give you a different answer to a muslin who will give you a different answer to a Christian. I can go on for hours, but you have probably had enough of me. If you would like me to reply further then please invite me to, if not say nothing I will not be offended.

    

Lol I understand. And I do want your to reply further if you can and help me understand. What I meant by how you see is like when you see in first person view, do you see your face sometimes looking at life through first person like.. you know what your face looks like so do you feel like pretty much like the center of the universe and when you dream of daydream do you just kinda get a foggy picture or do you go into like a portal or another realm literally. I just want to know.

[Origin]

7 hours ago, godisphotons said:

Interesting. I like how blunt you are with what you're saying. I haven't been on for a bit. Been going through stuff. I'm not gonna lie it's quite hard to understand what you say a bit but I'm kind of getting what you're saying. I just want to know where did you come up with these findings from because if I was to take what you say as gospel i would at least have to see some proof. Can you some me some proof. And you seem so knowledgeable. I hope I'm not coming off as rude asking u for proof but I really want to understand what you're saying more. If u can help

Blunt? I have nothing left to lose. I just search through the sea of echoes. Which by the way are all flawed. If you are referring to knowledge, this is incompatible with the present notion of the whole. I have no message as it is not based on human beliefs anyway. What kind of proof? You are following just the path that you yourself have determined. What are words when they are all a lie, even your eyes lie. And your meat suit is constantly encased by a translucent fabric. I don't want to create or connect with anything that reflects their broken dreams here. And they can only do it here. They actually believe that they are a multi consciousness of a higher entity. But they don't understand that they have to look deep inside themselves to comprehend that playing time is limited.

[godisphotons]

19 hours ago, Origin said:

Blunt? I have nothing left to lose. I just search through the sea of echoes. Which by the way are all flawed. If you are referring to knowledge, this is incompatible with the present notion of the whole. I have no message as it is not based on human beliefs anyway. What kind of proof? You are following just the path that you yourself have determined. What are words when they are all a lie, even your eyes lie. And your meat suit is constantly encased by a translucent fabric. I don't want to create or connect with anything that reflects their broken dreams here. And they can only do it here. They actually believe that they are a multi consciousness of a higher entity. But they don't understand that they have to look deep inside themselves to comprehend that playing time is limited.

I think I get what you're saying n you believe we have to evolve and be good people to evolve and I also understand that you may have given up on terms like destiny and belief and is more just pessimistic about it but not in a bad way. You believe just being good and thinking beyond the human constructs is how we truly evolve. I may be wrong but that's kinda what I'm getting at

[Origin]

1 hour ago, godisphotons said:

I think I get what you're saying n you believe we have to evolve and be good people to evolve and I also understand that you may have given up on terms like destiny and belief and is more just pessimistic about it but not in a bad way. You believe just being good and thinking beyond the human constructs is how we truly evolve. I may be wrong but that's kinda what I'm getting at

I don't think you're getting it, and as a whole. There is no good or bad, nor is there evolution. There is an exchange with the farmer. The farmer is interested that I transfer to a new place. It tried to convince me also here many times how attractive it is. It takes care of the non standard ones. It seems that there is a conflict between what the farmer wants and what I consider existence to be. Experience beyond the familiar could be exhausting. 

 

 

 

[godisphotons]

20 hours ago, Origin said:

I don't think you're getting it, and as a whole. There is no good or bad, nor is there evolution. There is an exchange with the farmer. The farmer is interested that I transfer to a new place. It tried to convince me also here many times how attractive it is. It takes care of the non standard ones. It seems that there is a conflict between what the farmer wants and what I consider existence to be. Experience beyond the familiar could be exhausting. 

 

 

 

So whose the farmer? God, aliens. I don't mean to be rude or anything but if you can just be blunt with me and tell me straight how what you're talking about without all the riddles and the vagueness in your statements. Maybe I can understand what you're trying to tell me. I mean there is bad and there is good and evolution. But if you're trying to say that everything is just all matter and the same then I would understand what you mean by there is no bad, good, and evolution.

[Origin]

11 hours ago, godisphotons said:

So whose the farmer? God, aliens. I don't mean to be rude or anything but if you can just be blunt with me and tell me straight how what you're talking about without all the riddles and the vagueness in your statements. Maybe I can understand what you're trying to tell me. I mean there is bad and there is good and evolution. But if you're trying to say that everything is just all matter and the same then I would understand what you mean by there is no bad, good, and evolution.

I meant the farmer, or gardener, who is responsible for all of you. For which you all fight so jealously, or alternatively deny this form of existence. You don't understand? You are all experiencing a scenario that will take you to the limits. This will be evaluated. The gardener gave you all a very simple manual to understand. Decisions have consequences. By the way, the individual can't hide in the whole or justify it because the others have done it too. Since it does not harvest the whole but each one individually. The other side did not instruct you to comprehend existence, you are meant to know your own existence. Easy enough?
 

[RobinJ]

Personally I think we all have our own talents and its not correct to blanket say "theres no such thing as words without colour."

If that is your reality  colours and words then you may have different ways of connecting thins here which could be a lead for you to explore more.

On the words thing, to take it further, Veda Austin has done some amazing work re the consciousness of water which started out by asking water questions via words.

I see things via dreams and visions rather than in pictures as you suggest. But, in those dreams and visions I am both in them and watching them in a removed sense and they are very much like video to me -in full colour and sound etc.

I dont think it is for any one person to say "this is the answer to it all" I believe we each hold a piece of the puzzle and its the coming together in unity, sharing our exeperiences, which paints a fuller picture  for us all to understand who we are, what we are, and our individual and collective experience.

Whatever your view of things is, just keep chasing that rabbit down the hole to see where it takes you. Seek out those with similar experiences to compare notes.

 

[godisphotons]

On 11/11/2024 at 3:11 PM, Origin said:

I meant the farmer, or gardener, who is responsible for all of you. For which you all fight so jealously, or alternatively deny this form of existence. You don't understand? You are all experiencing a scenario that will take you to the limits. This will be evaluated. The gardener gave you all a very simple manual to understand. Decisions have consequences. By the way, the individual can't hide in the whole or justify it because the others have done it too. Since it does not harvest the whole but each one individually. The other side did not instruct you to comprehend existence, you are meant to know your own existence. Easy enough?
 

Loud and clear

[godisphotons]

On 11/11/2024 at 3:43 PM, RobinJ said:

Personally I think we all have our own talents and its not correct to blanket say "theres no such thing as words without colour."

If that is your reality  colours and words then you may have different ways of connecting thins here which could be a lead for you to explore more.

On the words thing, to take it further, Veda Austin has done some amazing work re the consciousness of water which started out by asking water questions via words.

I see things via dreams and visions rather than in pictures as you suggest. But, in those dreams and visions I am both in them and watching them in a removed sense and they are very much like video to me -in full colour and sound etc.

I dont think it is for any one person to say "this is the answer to it all" I believe we each hold a piece of the puzzle and its the coming together in unity, sharing our exeperiences, which paints a fuller picture  for us all to understand who we are, what we are, and our individual and collective experience.

Whatever your view of things is, just keep chasing that rabbit down the hole to see where it takes you. Seek out those with similar experiences to compare notes.

 

I hear you. I don't know if you was referring to me when you wrote this but I wanna say that I see in visions or dreams or daydreams too mostly. It's rare I see things in it's just a still-picture I see unless it's an actual picture but I wanna know are you talking about how you with your own two eyes in life? Like you feel like you're in a dream and you see things in a way like you're going through a portal and at the same time in the present moment? It's hard to explain what I'm trying to ask. I hope you know where I'm getting at

[Origin]

1 hour ago, godisphotons said:

Loud and clear

Don't take it personally!

Nobody can understand what it means to be an Experiencer unless you are one. Since I started playing Human, I have been confronted many hundreds of times on our side with the expectations of the other side. Everything with my eyes, what others understand as a multitude of sightings and demonstrations. Every night I am forced to go, the other side of the threshold, against my will.

 

The more I could grasp the greater my resistance becomes. In simple words, experience is a constant violation of your core. It also does this when you return to yourself during the night. It simply breaches your innermost core physically, because it can.

 

I question this existence itself and the imposition of experiences that you do not want. Accepting it as a higher form of existence is a result of not knowing how demanding it is. Or you question it, that it is not better itself, it cannot hide the strange fragrance that it didn't come into existence flawlessly. I am absolutely aware that I am flawed, knowing that, it is amusing why those who are here think they are perfect. Don't forget to pray to your almighty and currently only creator in this minuscule construct... 
 

[godisphotons]

23 hours ago, Origin said:

Don't take it personally!

Nobody can understand what it means to be an Experiencer unless you are one. Since I started playing Human, I have been confronted many hundreds of times on our side with the expectations of the other side. Everything with my eyes, what others understand as a multitude of sightings and demonstrations. Every night I am forced to go, the other side of the threshold, against my will.

 

The more I could grasp the greater my resistance becomes. In simple words, experience is a constant violation of your core. It also does this when you return to yourself during the night. It simply breaches your innermost core physically, because it can.

 

I question this existence itself and the imposition of experiences that you do not want. Accepting it as a higher form of existence is a result of not knowing how demanding it is. Or you question it, that it is not better itself, it cannot hide the strange fragrance that it didn't come into existence flawlessly. I am absolutely aware that I am flawed, knowing that, it is amusing why those who are here think they are perfect. Don't forget to pray to your almighty and currently only creator in this minuscule construct... 
 

I wasn't upset. But I actually understand everything you said right here and I kinda feel the same way like what if all this ascending stuff and being on a higher frequency isn't what we think it is and it could be really painful. Like you said, we dream things at night that we're forced to dream. We don't conjure them up ourselves so it feels like we're getting violated by something but I just hope you understand that I want people to just be good and live their best lives. I hope you can find a light at the end of the tunnel as well as myself.

[Origin]

9 hours ago, godisphotons said:

all this ascending stuff isn't what we think it is and it could be really painful.

so it feels like we're getting violated 

I want people to just be good and live their best lives.

I hope you can find a light at the end of the tunnel as well as myself.

It is worse than human experience. Because that is not enough.

You will go through the most difficult training imaginable. And you have to face what would be considered exotic here.

I didn't come to live I came for what I had to do.

For me there is no tunnel, or nursery lights or the love bomb, not even the field of dreams. 

Everything has a price and with every step it becomes more difficult. 

[godisphotons]

12 hours ago, Origin said:

It is worse than human experience. Because that is not enough.

You will go through the most difficult training imaginable. And you have to face what would be considered exotic here.

I didn't come to live I came for what I had to do.

For me there is no tunnel, or nursery lights or the love bomb, not even the field of dreams. 

Everything has a price and with every step it becomes more difficult. 

I understand. I think there is a light for you and I think the light is completing your purpose or whatever you've been sent here to do. Again. I wish you well. I think I understand what you're saying now and what you're going through. I just don't know specifically what you came here to do but like you said everything has a price. I hope things become easy for you and I hope your purpose is a good one

[Origin]

2 hours ago, godisphotons said:

I understand. I think there is a light for you and I think the light is completing your purpose or whatever you've been sent here to do. Again. I wish you well. I think I understand what you're saying now and what you're going through. I just don't know specifically what you came here to do but like you said everything has a price. I hope things become easy for you and I hope your purpose is a good one

All I can say is that what is happening to me is unprecedented. It is reflected back to me that I will be, or have already entered, a class that is not accessible to others. Only anomalies and something implies that there was never another alternative. It is irrelevant to evaluate it from a temporary perspective, duality is relative. There is nothing more to say.

[godisphotons]

14 hours ago, Origin said:

All I can say is that what is happening to me is unprecedented. It is reflected back to me that I will be, or have already entered, a class that is not accessible to others. Only anomalies and something implies that there was never another alternative. It is irrelevant to evaluate it from a temporary perspective, duality is relative. There is nothing more to say.

Well I hope you find some peace man. I care about all living things regardless so... You be good man

[RobinJ]

Some folks have swallowed the blarney stone and prefer to talk in riddles.

[godisphotons]

6 hours ago, RobinJ said:

Some folks have swallowed the blarney stone and prefer to talk in riddles.

I'm not even gonna lie. I had to chatgpt each sentence bro said and even chatgpt said this person is talking cryptic and using metaphors. I wish bro well for real though.