One curious fact about being a starseed

[indigo solo]

I realized beyond all doubt I am a starseed in circa 2018. I used, during 35 years, to wonder why my life was the way it is, and why this world is the way it is. We are not compatible at all. Suicide was in my plans.

0k.
Once I got the "info" about starseeds, I knew the answers. But by knowing the answers, I wasn't able to change anything in my life. It had been, it is, and it will be the way it is supposed to be. So my frustration was only the main trap of this world, that forces you to be obsessed with success, money, love of a couple, belongings, travels... etc. According to the standard, I am the biggest looser imaginable. Orthodox Psychology, based on standards and agent of them, would say I decided to live in a fantasy to deal with my frustration. Orthodox and mainstream disciplines always have a recipe to tag those who don't fit the standard, and bless they who do it.

Anyway.

 

The curious fact I'd like to share with you:

 

I am like an envy producing machine. Average earthling have a very primitive behavior. They don't coexist, they compete. This is explained in detail in David's The Perception Deception. A very large number of what we would call humans, are low astral projections, or possessed humans, even NPCs. They lack of upper chakras and therefore, lack of consciousness, creativity, empathy and compassion.

So, that's why I use the term "earthling" instead of "human". "Human" has become totally ambiguous.
I used to ask myself why, a total looser like me, poor, average looking, alone, always make others envy to explode. They don't envy the money of other, or the success, or the spouse... they worship those as the sacred goals of this world. If someone have them, they worship her/him. But, consciousness and creativity are traits make them piss off.

And, earthlings have a special sense to detect creativity and consciousness in others. I think it is located in the reptilian brain, but it is only my idea. People, unknown people in the street, use to react to my presence in an aggressive and/or desperate way. Without knowing me, strangers seems to identify me as one who have something they don't, and they get in "competence/parasite mode" instantly. And this happens more than you can imagine. More than once a day. I am barely got used to, but still is annoying.

Specially male, see me for far and stay looking at me. I don't see them, because they want my attention (consciousness) as a vampire wants the blood. So I don't give it to them. Average earthling, lacking of consciousness, uses other individual consciousness to know themselves exist. So I am a delicacy for them. This lack of consciousness is due to they are NPCs, are possessed humans or low astral projections in form of humans. This is open to debate. Remember, we live in a copy of the real world, a copy made by that we call in any religion as the devil. Its behavior, is what I experience daily from people: Envy. The fear to someone different to itself shinning. Narcissist traits. Inability to create.

The "parasite mode" I mentioned, consist of loudly singing, dancing, or spitting, to implore my attention. If they are with someone else, they speak aloud, usually with violent messages.

A spiritual guide once explained to me, they feel the high vibration as fire burning them, and they become defensive. Besides the desperate parasite mode, I have been, occasionally, object of aggression. They hate me only by seeing me.

So, a starseed become, frequently not knowing it, a solitary man or woman. From the childhood, they prefer to be alone. In Schools, educative system bully them by forcing them to be "social". Imagine the torture for a boy or girl to don't endure earthlings, and be forced to live together with them. They hardly understand the why, and are forced to be in groups. I took 35 years to understand!

 

Think of the system obsession with competence, being competitive or incompetent, the obsession with sports, competence as nature fact in ecosystems, compete to get a job, compete with mates in exams, etc. The obsession to be the number 1. They are feeding the reptilian brain (or lower chakras, exclusively).

 

So, I hardly get answers in this forum, but if you read, I hope you have learned something new.

 

Nice day, and love for all!!

 

 

 

Edited April 24, 2024 by indigo solo
typos

[Origin]

12 minutes ago, indigo solo said:

I realized beyond all doubt I am a starseed in circa 2018. I used, during 35 years, to wonder why my life was the way it is, and why this world is the way it is. We are not compatible at all. Suicide was in my plans.

0k.
Once I got the "info" about starseeds, I knew the answers. But by knowing the answers, I wasn't able to change anything in my life. It had been, it is, and it will be the way it is supposed to be. So my frustration was only the main trap of this world, that forces you to be obsessed with success, money, love of a couple, belongings, travels... etc. According to the standard, I am the biggest looser imaginable. Orthodox Psychology, based on standards and agent of them, would say I decided to live in a fantasy to deal with my frustration. Orthodox and mainstream disciplines always have a recipe to tag those who don't fit the standard, and bless they who do it.

Anyway.

 

The curious fact I'd like to share with you:

 

I am like an envy producing machine. Average earthling have a very primitive behavior. They don't coexist, they compete. This is explained in detail in David's The Perception Deception. A very large number of what we would call humans, are low astral projections, or possessed humans, even NPCs. They lack of upper chakras and therefore, lack of consciousness, creativity, empathy and compassion.

So, that's why I use the term "earthling" instead of "human". "Human" has become totally ambiguous.
I used to ask myself why, a total looser like me, poor, average looking, alone, always make others envy to explode. They don't envy the money of other, or the success, or the spouse... they worship those as the sacred goals of this world. If someone have them, they worship her/him. But, consciousness and creativity are traits make them piss off.

And, earthlings have a special sense to detect creativity and consciousness in others. I think it is located in the reptilian brain, but it is only my idea. People, unknown people in the street, use to react to my presence in an aggressive and/or desperate way. Without knowing me, strangers seems to identify me as one who have something they don't, and they get in "competence/parasite mode" instantly. And this happens more than you can imagine. More than once a day. I am barely got used to, but still is annoying.

Specially male, see me for far and stay looking at me. I don't see them, because they want my attention (consciousness) as a vampire wants the blood. So I don't give it to them. Average earthling, lacking of consciousness, uses other individual consciousness to know themselves exist. So I am a delicacy for them. This lack of consciousness is due to they are NPCs, are possessed humans or low astral projections in form of humans. This is open to debate. Remember, we live in a copy of the real world, a copy made by that we call in any religion as the devil. Its behavior, is what I experience daily from people: Envy. The fear to someone different to itself shinning. Narcissist traits. Inability to create.

The "parasite mode" I mentioned, consist of loudly singing, dancing, or spitting, to implore my attention. If they are with someone else, they speak aloud, usually with violent messages.

A spiritual guide once explained to me, they feel the high vibration as fire burning them, and they become defensive. Besides the desperate parasite mode, I have been, occasionally, object of aggression. They hate me only by seeing me.

So, a starseed become, frequently not knowing it, a solitary man or woman. From the childhood, they prefer to be alone. In Schools, educative system bully them by forcing them to be "social". Imagine the torture for a boy or girl to don't endure earthlings, and be forced to live together with them. They hardly understand the why, and are forced to be in groups. I took 35 years to understand!

 

Think of the system obsession with competence, being competitive or incompetent, the obsession with sports, competence as nature fact in ecosystems, compete to get a job, compete with mates in exams, etc. The obsession to be the number 1. They are feeding the reptilian brain (or lower chakras, exclusively).

 

So, I hardly get answers in this forum, but if you read, I hope you have learned something new.

 

Nice day, and love for all!!

 

 

 

Starseeds don't exist. Do you know why? Humans have no understanding of what these lights are and what their context is. I suppose contemporary humans have invented grand words but they are not even able to place just one pattern properly in context...

[Eagle Eye]

On 4/24/2024 at 9:55 AM, indigo solo said:

I took 35 years to understand!

 

It was that long for me as well. Had a choice over the matter though- I didn’t have to endure the 35 years, instead I could have been blissfully happy. Trade off would have been, that I would not be able to empathize with normal people without the 35 year experience. I got to experience “normality”.

 

My father made it out of this simulation, and then he started to pop back in for a lifetime here and there to help others like me (and you) get out. He taught me the truth from the onset of my this life- about this world being like a virtual reality. That is when I had the premonition about the 35 years, and my choice.

 

After I learned the truth, for about 2 years, I was able to fly around outside of my body. Absolutely wonderful experience, made being in a body feel strange in comparison. My father retained his ability to leave his body throughout his adulthood. I lost it, because I chose to experience normalcy.

 

I get to leave this dump of a “planet”, that much I know for sure. I will be able to retain the form of my spirit body without the need of a physical one. I get to reconnect with “Source” next.

 

Emotionally and physiologically it would be much easier to cope with this reality, if I were much more like my father, coming here at will to help others. He was able to retain many more of his own memories, from before his current lifetime as my life coach. He helped me know I wasn’t crazy when remembering my pasts. I am far older than this planet, and I remember more than most. Well, I screwed up somewhere along the line and sinned, best word for it. “Sin” means “to miss the mark/target”. At least after this life I get to finally leave. 
 

The nurture vs nature argument is something that I pondered over quite a lot, when I was still learning how to walk and talk. It helped me realize that I am older than my physical body. I knew facts and concepts that no one ever explained to me. So I knew when I was extremely small, things about the world around me. Two examples, I knew what hemisphere I was on, and what the predominant religious mindsets were. It helped me to understand what I needed to learn in order to at least be productive while here. The idea of 35 years really did make me sigh and roll my eyes though…

It’s better you hang in there until your body expires naturally. You will live on. Eventually truly evil people will become extinct. Eventually realities like this won’t have to exist any longer. 

[Eagle Eye]

Before the end of this century, there will be “peace on earth.” However, the grim concepts DI has been warning people about, they will happen as well. It will be like a split in reality. There will be an even worse earth for a period of time- a different one, not “this” earth which will be peaceful. Eventually, all evil individuals will become extinct. Peace on earth can come sooner as well. “Critical mass.” Those of us who walk in the light need to do so more fully for this to happen.

 

indigo solo, please be well 

 

Edited May 17, 2024 by Eagle Eye
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[Eagle Eye]

Indigo solo, I made a funny mistake in my earlier post, so I wanted to clarify later instead of editing the post.

 

When I received my premonition about having a choice over the next 35 years of my life, it was actually after learning the truth about why I don’t have to fear death. That was a big point, if you want to know what I was actually told, I can share another time.

 

It was a little later on that I received lessons that explains how everything is like a virtual reality here.