What is this "awakening" David Icke talks about he had?

[Stone Lion]

Hello,

 

I wanted to ask this forum, what you know about these "awakenings" that happen. In his books he talks about an awakening that happened in Peru, where the top of his head blew off, as he'd say it.
I've had a similar experience happen in 2012 and there are others claiming, also, having been through an episode of awakening. 

 

What is that?!
It keeps me wondering what I went through. What I think is that a bolt of etheric lightning coming out of a vein of conscioussness struck my head and gave me a outside view of this planet, that made me understand that everthing is connected just like David Icke and others were talking about. It felt as if a dam broke between my two brain hemisphere's and I felt energy going up and down. I was so in bliss that I finally woke up, that I had tears of happiness. "My adventure finally begins" I remember saying to myself.

It is definitely an energetic thing. 

For me, It feels as if I have a destiny, ever since my awakening happened. But after 10 years, I still don't know what it "means" to be awakened. I do understand the lie before our eyes is being taken down and that we are being guided to a benevolent future. I have been through quite a mental adventure ever since my awakening, and these mystic experiences keep on welling up, more and more. I've also noticed that telepathy is a common thing, and nobody around me seems aware of this. It wouldn't cross their mind, to think that we people have telepathy.

 

Maybe i'm being to impatient, but I felt like asking more about what I call Kundalini awakening. But the term is used too much, and I'm really wandering the internet to understand more about awakening. New info has been coming my way, so hopefully this will bring something up. I added my own, in case someone else needed to hear about it.

 

Thanks for any reply!

 

Greetings.

 

 

 

[kj35]

Hiya and welcome. I too had a sudden awakening not as dramatic as yours or David's but enough to change me instantly.  For me it felt like concrete was literally falling from my forehead, this was just 3 years ago now and it's been a steep learning curve ever since. 

Edited October 20, 2022 by kj35

[TetraG]

Hi, I haven't been to Peru but I did know some group of veg/plant based people (until my email account became void) who are there now who moved permanently there from Germany and one other temp visiting group who will go from Europe too.... The latter with the intention of taking Ayahausca.
 

enyway....

Great post, such an experience in people (whether in Peru or elsewhere) is one significant strand* (of hope* or ray of light* etc) even to have experienced 10 years ago in your case. I have never had a super mind altering effect on me but have been a fairly conscious being throughout most of my life (Vegan too which was a big help for me personally in cleansing all which was clouding me as a person and feeling more pure etc).... (<btw, about this word STRAND: I kinda like this and borrow this word from Steve Geldenhuys who posts in the Know What You Are thread who uses it a lot, which is his thread of an acquired taste in terms of some of the material, so be warned to that extent, but he himself keeps to himself but is smart & extremely well articulated I'd say  ---anyway yeah mainly with largely him, just one person posting his diary of *interesting* but nasty spirit encounters he comes into contact with by his experience with night terrors and so on, just saying as a matter of spontaneous interest, not because it must be said especially, except I wanted to use his favorite word, which it must be I guess--> STRAND!  or Silver Strand as he sometimes says too, anyway hehe)....

 

Anyway that's another topic .... So good experiences to come hopefully with your awakening everything, like your story as it has unfolded so far, despite how you have found having to be patient a thing...... I feel that sensibility anyhow or be it something like anticipation or feeling stuck in time or whatever irks our mind & soul, and then Kundalini, good thought on that as such words can get a little over-used it is true. Interesting subject though, I myself try not to get too serious around Kundalini though. I just think more about Yoga more I guess anyway.

That's sure not b'c I am shallow of course, I am complex by nature, and to balance myself I tend to like keeping some concepts, including through self healing, relatively simple, to allow to move in tune to wherever the resonance of healing maybe situated by origin or location [such as gained by some alone time sat in a forest walking & meditating because of a really stressful time one is having for example]......
By creating a sometimes (arguably) better more simple understanding some things may also be more easy to remember, as well as be made more accessible, for all people to see what good can come of this or that too, such as Kundalini, yoga, iChing, reflexology, Ayahausca or whatever it is.... 

 

Welcome to DI forums Stone Lion... Others will know more interesting life experiences than me, as others have travelled more whereas I have largely not.

Edited October 20, 2022 by TetraG

[Stone Lion]

Thanks :)

 

Do you think everyone will have that sort of awakening? It's the only way I really 'got it', so it has to be I think. Maybe i'm wrong.

It is indeed a steep learning curve and it never stops. 

 

 

[Ethel]

Awakening is just an expansion of awareness. It is like a veil lifting. People have to become unconscious in the first place to become conscious and aware. A life is basically just one giant awakening, or a slow one, in some cases. Awakening is an iterative process and never ends.

[Tinfoil Hat]

Have run out of reactions now - all interesting posts above.

 

Do any of you remember being much more 'wide minded' as little children? I do and saw it with my daughter who when she could 1st talk seemed to be incredibly gifted at ESP, which quickly wore off when she started going to school. That's when everything changes I think and we gradually become unconscious while our heads are being filled with the decreed syllabus.

[- TZC -]

Any reply will do? I'll take that up.

 

Once, I smoked wayy too many packed super skunk reefers in a matter of hours. But instead of turning white and spewing like normal, curling up in a ball and waiting for it to be over I figured out the meaning of the universe.

 

That's right, I understood all. I could take a topic, whittle it down to its basic form over a number of segments/categories, kind of like looking at a family tree and running through the ages.

 

I did this for 3 different tests/examples and was ecstatic that I understood all.

Then I figured this is fleeting, and I'm not going to remember any of this once the thc wears off-

 

And I was right.

 

 

[kj35]

10 hours ago, Ethel said:

Awakening is just an expansion of awareness. It is like a veil lifting. People have to become unconscious in the first place to become conscious and aware. A life is basically just one giant awakening, or a slow one, in some cases. Awakening is an iterative process and never ends.

Yes I think you're right Ethel I have vague memories of awareness before but this was like a kickstart.

[Origin]

17 hours ago, Ethel said:

Awakening is just an expansion of awareness. It is like a veil lifting. People have to become unconscious in the first place to become conscious and aware. A life is basically just one giant awakening, or a slow one, in some cases. Awakening is an iterative process and never ends.

If you want, I'll expand it. After that, if certain requirements are met, so-called downloads will follow. Certain fragments are injected in order to comprehend larger contexts. To develop in a specific direction. Then comes a direct encounter with something unexpected. The order of magnitude is determined by how much has already been decoded. Such information is then of non-human origin. A person who is affected by this will then be able to understand. It could be that such a person was already an anomaly that could not be manipulated by the human system. There can only be a few of them.  

[Tinfoil Hat]

2 hours ago, Origin said:

If you want, I'll expand it. After that, if certain requirements are met, so-called downloads will follow. Certain fragments are injected in order to comprehend larger contexts. To develop in a specific direction. Then comes a direct encounter with something unexpected. The order of magnitude is determined by how much has already been decoded. Such information is then of non-human origin. A person who is affected by this will then be able to understand. It could be that such a person was already an anomaly that could not be manipulated by the human system. There can only be a few of them.  

 

Well your post is intruiging. Would you mind elaborating please?

 

How would you expand it exactly?

 

If what requirements are met?

 

What kind of downloads?

 

Fragments of what are injected where?

 

Larger contexts of what? Are you talking about dimensions?

 

What specific direction are you refering to?

 

Are you a human?

[Ethel]

21 hours ago, - TZC - said:

Once, I smoked wayy too many packed super skunk reefers in a matter of hours.

 

Heeeeeeeeeeeeey! My kinda person!  I once took such a strong hit of THC crystal I felt that everything which had ever existed condensed down into that moment, and was a singularity. It was nothingness. THC is the best thing ever. 

Edited October 21, 2022 by Ethel

[- TZC -]

27 minutes ago, Ethel said:

 

Heeeeeeeeeeeeey! My kinda person!  I once took such a strong hit of THC crystal I felt that everything which had ever existed condensed down into that moment, and was a singularity. It was nothingness. THC is the best thing ever. 

Well fair play you beat me, I had to think and work for it.

[Ethel]

15 minutes ago, - TZC - said:

Well fair play you beat me, I had to think and work for it.

 

It was beautiful. I used to vape it in a little pipe which was a coiled spring. The THC crystals would render me unable to move or form sentences. Such sweet, sweet memories 

Edited October 21, 2022 by Ethel

[- TZC -]

 

 

Jeez! I only huffed coke bottle bongs with a deconstructed plastic pen stuck in the side and blu tack sealing the hole with a raggedy ass joint stuck in the pen. I know I inhaled some plastic, that explains why I stick to the easy topics here. Don't do drugs kids. You might get clever. Then again you might get never.

[Origin]

14 hours ago, Tinfoil Hat said:

 

Well your post is intruiging. Would you mind elaborating please?

 

How would you expand it exactly?

 

If what requirements are met?

 

What kind of downloads?

 

Fragments of what are injected where?

 

Larger contexts of what? Are you talking about dimensions?

 

What specific direction are you refering to?

 

Are you a human?

How would you expand it exactly?

In mutual understanding and interaction. 

If what requirements are met?

To have discovered certain things, which is a condition that something will reveal itself directly. What the human system has no influence on.

What kind of downloads?

To make progress. Something decides on which layer it will be received. I did not have to go through this process because I always viewed with my own eyes.

Fragments of what are injected where?

Notions that are not perceptible here. What would be understood by Humans as direct interference. 

Larger contexts of what? Are you talking about dimensions?

The things that have been done, where it has driven the whole thing forward in terms of development. 

What specific direction are you refering to?

To consider it from the perspective of what carries great responsibility. 

Are you a human?

Since I am in a human body, I will be what I am meant to be. How I am considered and interpreted from the other side could be an interesting challenge. For myself. It knows that I know. 

[Tinfoil Hat]

11 hours ago, - TZC - said:

 

 

Jeez! I only huffed coke bottle bongs with a deconstructed plastic pen stuck in the side and blu tack sealing the hole with a raggedy ass joint stuck in the pen. I know I inhaled some plastic, that explains why I stick to the easy topics here. Don't do drugs kids. You might get clever. Then again you might get never.

 

I wonder whether this is similar (I don't know as have never tried anything beyond the very rare spliff)?

 

I once got very, very drunk indeed, on my own at the end of a week's work and already beyond tired. Instead of falling down and vomiting, I had some kind of epiphany, where I thought I suddenly had clear insight into realities (plural) and the meaning of life. I knew that I would not remember in the morning, so set about writing it all down to refer back to once sober, and sat for hours writing away.

 

The next day, I was excited at remembering this and I had been correct in expecting to have forgotten these 'profound realisations'. 

 

I rushed to find the pages & pages of A4 notes I'd written about it - and was absolutely gobsmacked to find that it was not written in English at all, but lots of neat, squirls and symbols and squiggles that meant feck all to me!!! What an idiot! 

 

 

[Stone Lion]

I've been trying to express myself in a post, but I just can't clearly say what I want to say...

 

It's weird, feels like I have so much to tell, yet nothing that comes out makes sense..

 

Part of the awakening process I guess. Nobody would seem to understand..

Hmm, as far as the thread, I think I should've introduced myself first. Just going around posting questions doesn't help forum much does it. Apologies. 

 

I did find some interesting questions reading the comments, that I'm working with still.

 

Thanks :)

[Bombadil]

54 minutes ago, Stone Lion said:

I've been trying to express myself in a post, but I just can't clearly say what I want to say...

 

It's weird, feels like I have so much to tell, yet nothing that comes out makes sense..

 

Part of the awakening process I guess. Nobody would seem to understand..

Hmm, as far as the thread, I think I should've introduced myself first. Just going around posting questions doesn't help forum much does it. Apologies. 

 

I did find some interesting questions reading the comments, that I'm working with still.

 

Thanks :)

Welcome to the Forum.

 

Youve come to the right place if you're questioning your reality. Not everyone agrees with each other but then we are all experiencing our own realities.

[kj35]

1 hour ago, Stone Lion said:

I've been trying to express myself in a post, but I just can't clearly say what I want to say...

 

It's weird, feels like I have so much to tell, yet nothing that comes out makes sense..

 

Part of the awakening process I guess. Nobody would seem to understand..

Hmm, as far as the thread, I think I should've introduced myself first. Just going around posting questions doesn't help forum much does it. Apologies. 

 

I did find some interesting questions reading the comments, that I'm working with still.

 

Thanks :)

It's a great thread and an even greater question.  Perfect way to introduce yourself xx (IMO)

[Campion]

I don't know enough about DI's awakenings to give a good posting to the original question, but it's great to read about other folks' awakenings, if the mods don't think it's off-topic. I have some awakenings, or insights, based on my meditation practice and spirituality, tho how they compare to DI's is not yet clear to me. 

[Bombadil]

22 minutes ago, Campion said:

I don't know enough about DI's awakenings to give a good posting to the original question, but it's great to read about other folks' awakenings, if the mods don't think it's off-topic. I have some awakenings, or insights, based on my meditation practice and spirituality, tho how they compare to DI's is not yet clear to me. 

Go for it.

[Bombadil]

3 hours ago, Stone Lion said:

It's weird, feels like I have so much to tell, yet nothing that comes out makes sense..

 

Part of the awakening process I guess. Nobody would seem to understand..

Explaining the essence of being is never going to be easy. Trust me everyone here is on the same journey as yourself. If you're comfortable, just talk. You really are not alone in your way of thinking.

[Stone Lion]

Thanks Bombadil and kj35.

I still have many questions about myself and the awakening. Although I know that one is going on and that keeps me going.

 

After what I've been through, I feel very lost. Like every part of my perception and it's ultimate effect on my reality seems to be breaking down, and there's not so much build up happening. So it keeps feeling like I have to wait and see everything break down. I'm used to it though, and it gives a certain calm to think that the effects of my initial awakening are still happening.

 

After the experience, and part of the reason why I asked this question, is that mentally, I've been left a lot of stories about trying to explain what is all happening, but they always keep to being mental stories with the same illusory nature of perception.
Part of the reason why I started questioning my current state of belief, was because I think I'm mystic who is confused with certain idea's(Like messiah complex), lot's of trauma and loss and general pain in life.

I somehow always compare my story to how David Icke's story went, since I think he's one of the pioneers of the awakening. And I think that this is what it just seems to be, a stage, a period of confusion, where i get to grow out of and learn truth.

I'm also not very active in life, sadly enough, and the reason for it, is that the system in all it's dying glory, does not interest me. But it doesn't leave me much options to be honest. And since i'm being labeled psychotic for having a mystic experience, I don't seem to have much freedom left either.

You know, writing this, I really think I should find a mentor or shaman to help me get through this. But i'm so used on my own, that I like to keep it that way.

Maybe the quote will serve me fine. "When the student is ready, the teacher appears".

[TetraG]

 

^^^ Another sympathetic post to how an individual can find it tricky to navigate *every now & then* like where if needy deciding to adjust in response to an awakening (at any point along that journey), and admittedly it can be hard to express what is personal sometimes, but you're doing pretty good Stone LIon.
Honesty is so refreshing as well as having no pretence... Meaning you are a genuine individual, I can tell that much.  

 

 

Be back - just reading facing and/or moving beyond the insanity thread you made in SOLUTIONS Stone Lion in May 2020.......*I didn't read this at the time, but may have glanced at it*.. don't remember.

 

So in curious reflection, here's a reminder of back in history post, (ain't saying good or bad), only just reading it myself....

Well, circumstantially bad obviously.  https://forum.davidicke.com/index.php?/topic/5627-what-are-you-planning-for-the-coming-insanity/

 

 

Edited October 22, 2022 by TetraG

[Stone Lion]

I had forgotten about that!

In the other post, I had the intention of warning people and being curious about what their solutions are and maybe find ideas to do something.

 

But reading it tells me something else. Thanks for pointing the thread out.

 

After reading the posts, everything, for a few weeks now, has been pointing at the "get out of here, prepare and stay healthy" way. 

I'm not saying for someone else, certainly not, but for myself.

 

Not sure what to do in all honesty.

About the "kundalini awakening", mine was also helped by THC & CBD. After not smoking for a few months, (I was 18 at the time) I decided that I wanted to smoke. I also remember being very much into "waking up and conspicary theories" what I didn't understand at the time.
I think that intention itself, has helped me so much on my journey. I just wanted to know the truth. I just had to!

 

It did take my willingness to work or study in the system as it is now, and worsening. Something about not wanting to feed the system, within the system.