Robert Zillig Posted March 1, 2022 Share Posted March 1, 2022 I am a former USMC Infantryman, urban warfare instructor and CBRNE response specialist from CBIRF. I have gone through much self reflection and experimentation, I have learned how to push the buttons of the control system accurately described by David as "the matrix" The more I heal from my past trauma the more I can accurately reflect upon my knowledge, my past experiences. This helps me derive further ways to experiment and learn more.. I am on a path that is leading me into ever weirder and weirder territory... People around me have always misunderstood me, many instances they try to hold me back in various ways. I have left so many people behind... I am relearning these painful lessons as the people I have CAREFULLY chosen to be around me are still exhibiting resistance and actively trying to knock me down a peg due to their own unrecognized fears and traumas... This is so unbelievably difficult, with every step I take the more difficult it becomes. I need help, this is a cry for support and I feel this might be one of the last places available for me to be recognized and understood.. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Nicha Posted June 1 Share Posted June 1 Hi! Are you still around? I’d like to talk to you. 1 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
Bombadil Posted June 2 Share Posted June 2 On 3/1/2022 at 7:30 PM, Robert Zillig said: I am a former USMC Infantryman, urban warfare instructor and CBRNE response specialist from CBIRF. I have gone through much self reflection and experimentation, I have learned how to push the buttons of the control system accurately described by David as "the matrix" The more I heal from my past trauma the more I can accurately reflect upon my knowledge, my past experiences. This helps me derive further ways to experiment and learn more.. I am on a path that is leading me into ever weirder and weirder territory... People around me have always misunderstood me, many instances they try to hold me back in various ways. I have left so many people behind... I am relearning these painful lessons as the people I have CAREFULLY chosen to be around me are still exhibiting resistance and actively trying to knock me down a peg due to their own unrecognized fears and traumas... This is so unbelievably difficult, with every step I take the more difficult it becomes. I need help, this is a cry for support and I feel this might be one of the last places available for me to be recognized and understood.. First time I’ve read this. I agree with @Nicha. Come back and chat. I’m always up for it. Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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