Stuart dorrans Posted February 9 Share Posted February 9 4 minutes ago, EnigmaticWorld said: The final redpill for me is probably going to be the Christian question. I have mentioned before that I'm struggling with my faith. I feel like there is some conflict going on inside me with my Pagan ancestors and my Christian upbringing. There's that feeling of doubt that I get every now and then where I feel like what if I am just following some anti-European desert cult. Then there's the other side of me that says that you're going to have your faith tested with deception. And I'm trying to understand why they would need to subvert Christendom if they controlled it from the beginning. It's a mind fvck. It sickens me what has been done with the maiden, mother, crone tradition. That was the true meaning of feminism. Women all passing knowledge down to each other with love and not hate. Then there is the Christian teaching that we are all brothers and sisters. I'm in 3 different minds with the afterlife. Is there a loving God? Are we all being tricked and the only people who can save us is ourselves? The last one is the most terrifying. Are we in a prison planet and we are destined to keep coming back here to this hellhole? I don't know the truth 2 Quote Link to comment Share on other sites More sharing options...
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