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The more I “know”, the more I realize living is so exhausting.


 

We not only have to deal with the physical reality of survival (find food, don’t get hit by car, stay healthy).

 

On top of that, we have to constantly be aware of the non physical part.

 

I not only have to stay away from doing anything physically bad but have a bad or negative thought, oh boy, you’re gonna to manifest negative outcome or have negative entity attach to you.

 

I have to think about whether there is good Fengshui in my home because you know, all the elites know they exist and use for their own advantage. I don’t want to screw up my life based on some badly position astrological /numerological/fengshui placement.

 

Then I discovered past live and reincarnation concept where we came to earth to learn lesson.l and we have spirit guide watching over us. This was comforting because no matter how much hardship we experience on this earth, at least it is worth it after we die.

 

Then I discovered theories that our afterlife is actually a trick by evil alien/archon to manipulate us to reincarnate so we can be their perpetual energy source. Spirit guides are actually there just to trick you. We can’t even get peace after we die and constantly battling. We’re enslaved and no one out there is actually helping us.

 

Then I started hearing archon not just feed on negative energy, but they feed on positive energy...


I’m sure not all these theories are correct.

 

Is anyone out there just tired of this? 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Yes.  Your best bet is to disconnect from everything and just live like a normal person.
If you want practical guidance for how to live honestly you can read Jesus's ideas in the New Testament, which are to be a simply sane and honest person.
If you want spirituality then get taught how to pray or meditate and begin doing it.

If you want wisdom then read Seneca or somebody like that.

 

The world is full of excitable monkeys inventing new bad guys to distract you from living a normal life.

 

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5 minutes ago, rideforever said:

Yes.  Your best bet is to disconnect from everything and just live like a normal person.
If you want practical guidance for how to live honestly you can read Jesus's ideas in the New Testament, which are to be a simply sane and honest person.
If you want spirituality then get taught how to pray or meditate and begin doing it.

If you want wisdom then read Seneca or somebody like that.

 

The world is full of excitable monkeys inventing new bad guys to distract you from living a normal life.

 

Thanks for the advice. I will look into these concepts you recommended 

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28 minutes ago, johnkim said:

I’m sure not all these theories are correct.

Is anyone out there just tired of this? 

 

The ideas you are exploring are in the right area ... but there are many conflicting ideas out there .. The solution is not to get tired of it all and just give up ... The way forward is to spend more time on the subject ... always ask the question "where does this guy's information come from". 

It helps to spend time with good sources , The best I know is Mollison ... https://www.youtube.com/channel/UCg18_LahHDHQZi7LYGbkS3Q/videos

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@johnkim

 

It's good that you get tired of it.  That's a good sign.

As you will see on the internet are hoardes of people who have made this their entire life, they find "information" and then "more information" and they "spread the information" and "be informed" ... and in 30 years time they will still be sitting in their boxer shorts hunting around for "information" and "more information" and "getting the word out" and so on ... and one day they will die.

And it's good that you don't even get started with this BS.

 

If you want something, the just go get it finalise it complete it and achieve it.

If you want to know God, then pray and get taught to pray, or if you prefer Buddhism or Yoga go on a course and then follow the instructions.

 

If you want to know about the power structures of the world, well Noam Chomsky wrote some books about Manufacturing Consent and so on.  But frankly you are a small fish you have to ... take what you can from the environment as you find it.

 

Most of the great sages said ... "look mate, this place is dodgy, these people are a bit mad, so just let it go, get what you need, achieve results, live simply, don't get too involved with the nonsense" ... and that's good enough.   If you want more do some spiritual practice.

 

Other than that this world isn't gonna change too much so don't wait for it to change.

 

 

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12 hours ago, johnkim said:

Then I discovered theories that our afterlife is actually a trick by evil alien/archon to manipulate us to reincarnate so we can be their perpetual energy source. Spirit guides are actually there just to trick you. We can’t even get peace after we die and constantly battling. We’re enslaved and no one out there is actually helping us.

 

Then I started hearing archon not just feed on negative energy, but they feed on positive energy...


I’m sure not all these theories are correct.

 

Is anyone out there just tired of this?

 

the new age movement grew out of fabian socialist freemasons; its largely a psyop and much of it will be designed to make you confused and paralysed about what to do because you feel there is conflicting information

 

There will be bad actors on this forum and other forums trying to make you feel that way. They call it 'cognitive infiltration'. They want you confused and de-energised

 

As rideforever said just strive to live a simple moral life and don't get sucked into all the madness

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Living a lie takes much more effort than Being Real. Propping up a "world" that isn't true or real and has little to no value, but pretending it is this super great and wonderful thing, this "gift from GOD" that is an expression of "Divine Creation" takes a huge effort to ignore the cognitive dissonance operating unconsciously in our minds. The dissonance between the Real and the fake, the true and the false, between acceptance and denial, between ego and Self, between Love and fear, Life and "death".

Only one of 2 opposites can be true and therefore real, otherwise they only appear to be opposites but are not. There are no real paradoxes.

There can be no actual, real, reality, without actual real Truth. And nothing true( and therefore real) can or will conflict with the Great Truth That Is.

Living a lie isn't really living at all, ultimately, it's just indulgence in fantasy. And that's fine, it can't hurt anything...

Everything is a totality, otherwise, dishonesty/ignorance and internal conflict is resulting in the mind attempting to reconcile/submit to irreconciliable differences. Something impossible. The Real is totally real. The unreal is totally unreal. There are no other opposites.

The Truth is not of this world, and this "world" is not of The Truth.

 

Never Never Land

 

 

The Truth...speaking to ALL of Us... can you hear IT?

 

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so my parents seperated and my best mate at college became a drug dealer so I took drugs and failed my exams, so my mum kicked me out and my brother moved in and became a drug dealer and his mate beat me up so my grandparents let me live with them but I was totally isolated so one day I got blind drunk one day so they had me instiutionalised. I got placed on an apprenticeship but when it was complete my employer said there was no job and they only wanted cheap labour so I was unemployed and my grandfather had dementia so he went into a home and I got made homeless then the council put me in a shelter and I met a girl but she accused me of being a rapist and the shelter was full of drug addicts and doctors trying to force me on meds so when I finally escape to a flat of my own there is a pandemic and I cant do anything apart from try to get back to college but the work coach is offering me a cleaning job. the nhs just had a hundred quid out of me for a mri scan only to say there is nothing wrong. the council donated me an old fridge but it soon broke so now they ask me for money to have it taken away and the postman only delivers junk mail and the telephone only recieves scam calls, apart from on my birthday when my dad said nobody likes me and he will call the police if i try contacting him, while the media tell me family are so important in these difficult times. I had some savings at the start of the pandemic but i cant go anywhere or do much so I became a functioning alcohoilc to stop going mad from lockdown isolation. life could be worse I suppose, at least I still have a ceiling over my head and have found the radio music is helping block out the noise from the french teacher who lives in the flat above.

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On 3/10/2021 at 11:46 PM, johnkim said:

Then I started hearing archon not just feed on negative energy, but they feed on positive energy...


I’m sure not all these theories are correct.

 

Is anyone out there just tired of this? 

 

The human body is a hybridization of two opposed races. 

A dead reptilian race and

The life giving light being. 

 

The reptilian race feed off of you you are the intermediate between the light beings and them. 

You are also feeding a hive race of new beings for them to inhabit. 

 

Being in this system you are not alive you are actually dead. 

This construct you are in is pixelated it also has a inverse that you cannot perceive. 

So effectively you are a clay animation puppet transmuting energy for those that created your body to feed off. 

 

You are not your body. 

You are consciousness

But you are resonating to the earth. 

 

To get out of here you must stop resonating(vibration a frequency) 

By being rectified(reborn) then you become a new being in christ

This allows you to see your prison(prism, tetrahedron) 

 

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