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Coping with taking the red pill.


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How are you all coping? David sometimes quotes, quite rightly, lines from the film The Matrix. The line I most think of is ''why oh why didn't I take the blue pill?'' I often think I would be far happier being shallow and ignorant of the facts. Because what is the point of knowing the truth when you are utterly powerless to do anything about it? You can't talk to anyone about it because you end up laughed at or even verbally attacked, you lose ''friends'', you get banned from Youtube without any reason given, and if you are a tradesman like me you would be in danger of losing clients. It's like knowing a preventable disaster is going to happen at some point but nobody wanting to listen to or believe you. So you end up never bringing it up or talking about it. But YOU know. You can never un-know. I don't think it's good for you. I'm having to switch off from it all. No radio, no media TV just sports and movies. And no talking to anyone. I'm concerned for my mental health. Not good is it?

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12 hours ago, MrLloyd said:

I'm concerned for my mental health. Not good is it?

 

Hello and welcome.. 

It's not easy is it. 

You're not mad, despite what those around you think and do. 

If you hang out here on the forum at least you'll be among like minded people. 

And pick up some more information and maybe tips on how to cope with it all.. 

BC :0)

 

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14 hours ago, MrLloyd said:

How are you all coping? David sometimes quotes, quite rightly, lines from the film The Matrix. The line I most think of is ''why oh why didn't I take the blue pill?'' I often think I would be far happier being shallow and ignorant of the facts. Because what is the point of knowing the truth when you are utterly powerless to do anything about it? You can't talk to anyone about it because you end up laughed at or even verbally attacked, you lose ''friends'', you get banned from Youtube without any reason given, and if you are a tradesman like me you would be in danger of losing clients. It's like knowing a preventable disaster is going to happen at some point but nobody wanting to listen to or believe you. So you end up never bringing it up or talking about it. But YOU know. You can never un-know. I don't think it's good for you. I'm having to switch off from it all. No radio, no media TV just sports and movies. And no talking to anyone. I'm concerned for my mental health. Not good is it?

You just have to accept it. Ignorance is what leads you to get a vaccine because you put your trust in psychopathic people, deep down inside you don't want that.
You are not utterly powerless to do anything, that is your programming talking because without our cooperation this system ceases to exist, that is reality.
Knowledge, if you have knowledge and can provide evidence, you  can really make people question their perspective, learn the mechanics of law of the land, sea and air. Learn history, learn about all religions and pretty much anything you can to gain a greater perspective of.

I'm sorry you are struggling to connect with people, I cannot help you with that as I've been an extreme introvert my whole life but I am aware that  most people
do need connection with others, you know you can still connect with people through hobbies and interests.

 

I had a breakdown and then things got better over time the more I studied and became aware of things, I'm still a little angry at people sometimes but overall things are better. Give it time, you'll get perspective.  

 

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15 hours ago, MrLloyd said:

How are you all coping? David sometimes quotes, quite rightly, lines from the film The Matrix. The line I most think of is ''why oh why didn't I take the blue pill?'' I often think I would be far happier being shallow and ignorant of the facts. Because what is the point of knowing the truth when you are utterly powerless to do anything about it? You can't talk to anyone about it because you end up laughed at or even verbally attacked, you lose ''friends'', you get banned from Youtube without any reason given, and if you are a tradesman like me you would be in danger of losing clients. It's like knowing a preventable disaster is going to happen at some point but nobody wanting to listen to or believe you. So you end up never bringing it up or talking about it. But YOU know. You can never un-know. I don't think it's good for you. I'm having to switch off from it all. No radio, no media TV just sports and movies. And no talking to anyone. I'm concerned for my mental health. Not good is it?

 I totally understand why anyone would beg to be plugged into the Matrix again just like the guy in the film. I think you get to a saturation point IRL, where you just can't cope with the despair anymore of what is blatantly happening. It takes its toll on your mental health - especially when there is no-one else you can talk to (who sees it as you do) where you can feel supported in that you are not imagining it all. It's like living in a haunted house where only you can see the ghosts and you just can't convince the others living in it, that it is haunted. It can drive you crazy.

I eventually joined up on this forum too, as I needed to be in an environment where others were discussing the things I was seeing and questioning. I haven't posted much, but I have read plenty - especially the responses of other members where they show the same disbelief, anger and frustration as I do. I find this place helps sometimes to get my head straight and to clarify stuff. I think you will find that it will help you to know that others feel as fucked up by this as you do. I hope so anyway! 🙂

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I agree with everything that has already been said.

You have to take breaks or you can make yourself ill. 

If you were not aware of whats going down you could have thought the vaccine was a good idea. Its not 

Be thankful , take regular days off  when you need a  long break .

Relax in a hobby ,  consider taking one shot of whisky every couple of days even if you don't drink, it straightens out backbones but do stay awake and survive 

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