Know what you are.

[steven geldenhuys]

What works well, is imagine seeing yourself on the reflection of a piece of glass, meaning you can see yourself but your image is not that clear. At your throat area is Consciousness, and this presence is real and all present. Now hold this state/image of you, so that there is an understanding that Consciousness is real and you the spirit and body form are in the background, as in not real, but always looked after by Consciousness.

 

Consciousness looks at the health, wealth and happiness of you the spirit and body form so that peace may be attained in these illusionary body forms.

Look after yourself first so that you may be in a better position to assist others.

Pose the position of health, for example, of you the spirit and body form to Consciousness, and then bring forth that image of your reflection on the glass with Consciousness residing over your forms from the throat area, and from there do nothing as Consciousness does what needs to be done to bring balance and harmony to this aspect of your existence.

If you wish to help another, then see their image in the glass with their Consciousness in its all-present form at their throat area. Your Consciousness now connects to theirs, and now the God-force within them is restoring disharmony to harmony. View many diseases for what they are, namely the presence of a disharmonious entity/frequency within them. Consciousness shows this entity what it is, and informs this disharmonious presence that it can accept this Love and become this Love, otherwise it leaves the presence of the spirit and body form as this presence of Love/Consciousness is here to stay as the spirit and body form now know what they are.

 

This presence at your throat area is who and what you are that is real – everything else is an illusion. This presence is the focal point of who and what you are. Behind you, in the reflection of the glass, is the illusion and the players therein. When Consciousness takes over these reflections and become them, then you are in this world but not of it. Until that happens, the spirit and body form are reflections who understand that only Consciousness is real.

 

May this assist you and those you Love in the way forwards. All the best, and have fun.

[steven geldenhuys]

Where were those I Loved and those who Loved me? Why did these in the spirit realm never come and help this Steven?

The answer is because they were destroyed. Only Consciousness; this God-force could save them, which it did by being reborn into its true form.

 

How I have missed my friends.

17^th January, 2023

 

When my Third Eye was opened, I could see the unseen when I closed my eyes to sleep at night time. As sleep fell on my world, a new world awoke to me that we were not allowed to know existed – a world of cruelty, where you the spirit and body form are a sitting duck to those from the shadows that have embraced the Reptilian frequency of the illusion. They came in all forms and shapes, the one more despicable than the other. They would come to fuck you, to inflict a disease, to possess you, but mostly to take of your energy.

 

When I closed my eyes to sleep, like clockwork they were there. I always wondered how they managed to enter our space so effortlessly, where it was assumed these Beasts manipulated our pineal and pituitary gland to enter our space. Maybe this is still so – I don’t know – but last night it was understood how the spirit and biological computer body form were manipulated to be at the mercy of Beasts. (Let’s not get too intense and worked up, to the point where we are the innocent little victim against the big, bad wolf, because what we do to our own as well as to the animals is despicable cruelty that we have come to see as the norm.)

 

Last night as I slept my spirit followed someone on a bicycle. There was a warehouse of sorts with a large dilapidated wooden door. The warehouse was next to a busy road. My spirit entered the warehouse and there were different levels going downwards. I saw how this one spirit was told to get in a bath of sorts, where harm would be inflicted on this spirit.

Then I saw this Dark presence around me – literally and figuratively dark. He swung a lasso of sorts around me, where one moment I felt this beautiful strong energy around me, and the next my energy was gone as it was captured by this man’s special rope. An angst filled me, where I said that I must protect myself, but this was not really possible because of the manipulation of our spirit and body form.

 

The Life of the spirit and body form shuts down during sleep, meaning little energy is required. What energy is taken from us to feed those that have embraced the Reptilian frequency is done through manipulation, but once again, their plan has to be fool-proof so that they may go about their business unperturbed.

How this is done, is through the absence of Consciousness during our sleep state. When you sleep your Consciousness sleeps, and I assume the spirit and body form shuts down/sleeps to the presence of Consciousness, but either way, its presence is absent during sleep so those from the shadows can get on doing what needs to be done to us the slave species for their survival.

My guess is that Consciousness flips over, where it does not shine on the spirit and body form, meaning as the eyes close to sleep, Consciousness at our throat area rolls over to face the opposite direction.

 

Besides the helplessness of the body and spirit during our sleep state from this Light being turned around, what is as big a disaster is there is no momentum in our existence, where what was built on during the day is undone during the night by those from the shadows.

We have been played and controlled in the cruelest Game by entities whose job and passion it is to destroy us and keep us limited. Never in your wildest dreams can you imagine the scale and depths of cruelty to keep our existence on a shoe-string, where we survive from day to day to keep the System and Beasts alive and happy.

 

Your existence, and mine, is not what one would call a life. We are at the mercy of cruel Beasts in the seen, but primarily in the unseen.

About thirty or forty years ago there was a front page photo – I think for National Geographic – of a young Middle Eastern girl in her war-torn country. It was one of those split-second photos, where, as the girl looked at the photographer the photo was taken. What made the photo imprint on my mind and the minds of those that saw it was the palpable fear and anxiety in the girls eyes. This is what cruelty does: it turns innocence and joy and purity to an unexplainable, cruel fear that touches every cell of their psyche.

 

The look of that girl could be the look on my eldest daughters face within the next year or two. It could be the look on your face, or the sea of faces around you when the reality hits us that there has always been a presence of evil amongst us, and now, in the moment, and the moments forever more, that presence has shown itself and has changed our lives forever for the worse.

I knew – if I done nothing – that that day would come, just as the sun will rise and set tomorrow. That day has arrived for billions before us, and sooner or later it would be our turn. This is the simplistic reality that we cannot shy away from. By not looking, we cannot pretend the Devil is not standing right next to us. We have to break this spell of fear that is around us, where by shutting up and doing our best we believe everything will be okay for us. The Devil sees you – always has – as you have been played in their Game, but what will change is this Game will spill over into your living existence, where the luxury of complaining is now replaced by living a life of tyranny governed by fear.

As sure as the sun will rise tomorrow that day will come unless you stop doing what you have always done.

 

These Beasts are clever – they are really clever. For how long have we been trapped in their Game? To keep the Infinite at bay whilst you kill and destroy and shame at free will is a monumental feat. To allow this bubble of Disharmony to thrive and become stronger in this Sea of Infinite Love is something that can only be achieved by ones more clever than you and me. They have had the upper hand over us, and will continue to do so unless we do something about it.

 

Yesterday was a remarkable day within my existence. I felt the power of what I am – this Consciousness. I felt the presence of the real me as this Steven the spirit and body form were healed. I understood why this presence was hidden, and its full might taken from us, because this presence removes us from their Game. Now we walk in fields of Love rather than their superficial, insane illusion.

 

And yet there are still those that follow, bitching and complaining as well as understanding, where deep down, between them and them and no one else, they love this place of cruelty where evil has no friends. You are one of many – a figure – that will be destroyed as you are lined up along their production line.

And this many know, and this they accept. Why is this so? – It is because these spirits and body forms cannot see what is staring them in the face – that they are insane. Never have they looked in the mirror to see what they truly are, always believing they are outsiders in this Game where none are spared.

 

Wake up! Become what you are, or be destroyed.

07:48 19/01/2023

[steven geldenhuys]

What this journal done was heal Consciousness, and how this was done, was by understanding how Queen Semiramis created the illusionary bubble – her illusionary Garden – within the fields of Infinite Love. She took out the “I” out of the Infinite, which created a void wherein she could imagine her beautiful Garden into a false reality. This was a playground really for the Dragon and Serpent spirits to play therein – it was a place that was meant to be treat and a gift to the Serpents and Dragons. What a pity this place of Beauty was infiltrated by the parasitic frequency of Deception that arose from the curiosity of the spirits as to what else is in this Garden, as in the Infinite is the all. Their curiosity took form within the Garden and the parasite with its want infiltrated all.

 

Those that loved the high of fulfilling their wants called this place home, as the spike of this euphoria was something they craved.

Within the Dragon and Serpent spirits was the “I” as they arose from the Infinite – this place of Beauty that is natural and normal. With the cravings that the want from the parasite within created, the “I” was soon replaced by “me,” as in “what is in it for me, what can I get out of it?” From the plural came the singular; from the Infinite within was born the illusion within, meaning we became plastic and superficial, living for the now rather than being the everything and everywhere.

These gods that came to rule over the illusion, we were created in their image, where “I am the one and only true god, there is no other like me.” Vanity was born – it is about me; look at me; I am better than you; you are a lesser than me.

Often have I given my two cents worth as to when the Beautiful Garden of Queen Semiramis became a living hell. I would say it was when the “I” was replaced by the “me.” From this blueprint, Life, as in you and me the spirit and biological computer body form, were created. We were created in the absence of the “I” – this knowing who and what we are and from where we arose. We were created superficial, with the high of Life always being chased and met. (For us men shooting our bolt would be one of the epicenters around which our Life revolved. Our high from this act kept us in the illusion, as in this is all there is, and it’s Wow, and this high fed those from the shadows our energy to keep the Reptilian system alive, and of course we created life to feed a new generation into the System of the illusion.)

 

The task at hand now is to return from the “me” to the “I,” and please understand we are talking about Consciousness – the only part of us that is real as it arose from the Infinite.

How is this task achieved: The simple answer is to know what you are. You are Consciousness that has been restored to its full state. You are not your thoughts – your thoughts link you the spirit and body form to the illusionary realm.

For me, what keeps these thoughts alive is my loneliness within. I have no friends or family, and at times the insanity of my wife comes through which drives me even deeper into loneliness, so what these thoughts do is create a happy space for me in this mad world. My thoughts are of happy, fun moments that will never materialize, but this is okay, because in that moment of the thoughts I am not alone.

 

I know what my thoughts are, and I understand in such times they are there to keep me sane, where at least there is some happiness in my life, even if it is not real. (That is my insanity to cope in an insane illusion.)

What will fill this void in my existence is the presence of Consciousness in its full might, but even there, we are not meant to be alone. It is not normal to be isolated and alone. The Wisdom Goddess Sophia did not create the Dragon spirits because she was alone or lonely – she created them as an expression of her joy and happiness, meaning the happiness of others is our happiness. It was never about “me” within the Infinite, and how we will get back to this state within the illusion where the joy of strangers is our joy is something I do not know how it will be achieved. Maybe it is to share your happiness with others, where your happiness creates a ripple effect in their existence. When I was given too by the good heart of another my natural response was to also give to others – this way is natural and normal and becomes a part of who and what you are. Another example is laughter – it is contagious as it is an expression of joy. When you laugh from expressing the joy that you are, the world cannot help but laugh with you.

 

This morning woke up and the clear message was to shut out the curious and cruel from my existence. This has been done.

We have always waited and hoped for our ship to come in, but it starts with you and not what is on the ship. My advice to you, as to myself, is to be what you are – be Consciousness in its full might. How you be what you are is to know what you not are – you are not your thoughts or wants. Years ago I read David Ickes book “Infinite Love is the only Truth, everything else is an illusion.” His book was and is the truth, but for me, it left out the finer details. What happened that this Love disappeared in our existence and was replaced with cruelty? I needed to understand what happened so that I could trace back our steps and see what happened at the very beginning what went wrong. What happened that this Beautiful Queen Semiramis went from a God of Love to a cruel God? What happened to her? What happened to us that we became so lost and lonely?

 

This journal explains all of that so that we may understand.

Now at night time when my body form sleeps my spirit is being fed moments of joy and happiness so that it may remember what we should be, where these states are the norm as they are who we are.

To those on the David Icke forum I bid you farewell, as what I write about now is about my return to what I am, of which you will have no interest as you will be too busy living the Life you should lead. Blessed are you for receiving what I wish I had a long time ago, this understanding of what happened that Love was replaced by cruelty. Be happy as your awareness expands and you make the illusion your playground – what it was intended to be. Have fun and be happy.

22/01/2023

[steven geldenhuys]

One last thought:

 

What does Divine intervention mean? – It means receiving the blueprint of a God of Love upon us the created forms within the illusion. That is Divine intervention.

May Queen Semiramis bestow her Love to all. That is the only way we will get out of this mess, where we are upgraded to be a child of God rather than a product from a cruel System.

 

May we receive this Intervention from a God that is once again a God of Love.

[steven geldenhuys]

If, at the beginning of this journal, you asked me what would mark the closure of this journal, my answer would be that we are what we are meant to be.

Allow me to explain what this is.

 

Our spirit is a sphere of pure Love. Within this sphere is the body form – if one is desired, but in truth this body form is not necessary. So primarily there is only the spirit.  

What oversees the spirit is Consciousness, and what is going on, is Consciousness is using the spirit to have different experiences. One moment the spirit can be a male, and from there a female. It can have wealth, it can shift to a different world, it can be a child or an elderly person.

 

Consciousness is what it is in its full might, and is using the spirit form to have different experiences. Consciousness and the spirit play, and when they are finished playing, Consciousness transforms the spirit into itself and they return to the Source of the Infinite.

 

It is between Consciousness and the spirit, where there is no death, no aging, no disease, no sorrow. There is merely, at all time, a state of being and experiencing.

So when we say “don’t think,” what we imply is don’t exist within an illusion with its useless thoughts. No thoughts mean you are in the sphere of the spirit that is overseen by Consciousness. What pushed me to this state of going within rather than without, where being without one is touched by the illusion, was once again a disappointment from noting the bad manners and cruelty of my fellow species. What changed this time, was my response to the incident. Instead of focusing on the person – the one of many out there – I turned towards myself, meaning I looked at me, where I was just me; one who was not touched by the illusion and the players therein.

 

You are Consciousness, and you are using this spirit and body form to experience bliss.

How do you heal and transform others? – You don’t. You show them what you are, and from there they have a choice to be this state or remain in the System of the illusion. The one, where you are Consciousness, experiences blessed states, and the other, where the spirit and body form are plugged into a cruel world governed by Beasts – these two states are there to be chosen by those you touch. In the former there is no need to eat, to drive, to grow old, to become weary, as these states are not known in the Infinite. How this state is achieved is by knowing what you are: You are Consciousness using these vehicles to have different experiences.

Don’t think, just be, and Consciousness will guide and lead the way.

 

Does this all sound far-fetched? If it does, it is because we have drifted so far away from what is normal. Go back to being normal – to what is real. Live in the sphere of the spirit, where with Consciousness guiding you, you are everything and thus there is no need to ever want.

Above all, have fun.

1^st February, 2023

 

There were those who I could not heal, my youngest daughter being one of them.

Now, when I go into her space, showing her what she should be, I feel her spirit, which is a fraction of what it should be. Her spirit was contracting, as in it was disappearing, and this is what happens when you always keeps your side clean and do your best to be happy and Good, and what meets you around every corner is the System with its stagnant disharmony.

 

Consciousness was intentionally made to forget itself by those architects of the illusion, and the knock-on effect of this was the spirit too was forgetting itself. Where do you go to in a place where you don’t belong? The answer is you withdraw into yourself to fade away, as what else is there to do.

We had to return the spirit and Consciousness to what they are meant to be to get out of this mess. By knowing what they are, now both can heal. You the body form do your part – don’t get caught up in the System. What you do now is from Consciousness and your spirit showing the way.

[Campion]

@steven geldenhuys Sorry to hear your daughter is still sick, my prayers are with your family. 

 

2 hours ago, steven geldenhuys said:

Go back to being normal – to what is real. Live in the sphere of the spirit, where with Consciousness guiding you, you are everything and thus there is no need to ever want.

Above all, have fun.

 

How do you suggest we go about making this transformation from the unreal to the real? I'm a practical minded person and look for techniques as well as ideas. 

[steven geldenhuys]

Everything primarily happens on the spirit realm, and from there filters down to us the body form. The opposite is also true, where what happens to the physical body can affect the spirit, and a good example is the Covid jab, where the alien technology invades the spirit and throws it for a six, but primarily our spirit sees and knows more than us the body form. 

The spirit has never known a way out of this mess, and I feel this has been from the attack and dumbing down of Consciousness within us, where we never had something to look towards for a way out. We have always been alone, and an indication of this is spirits and entities the worlds over getting on with things by themselves, where they go according to what they feel is the easy or right way, and that for me is why the worlds out there, most notably ours, is populated by a free for all mixed up generation.

 

So to answer your question, look towards what is real, meaning look to what you have never looked too before. Your spirit looks to Consciousness within it, and this Consciousness that is the real you will guide the spirit and body. To transform the seen, one has to first transform the unseen i.e. the spirit realm. What techniques one can use is to focus on yourself, namely the body, spirit and Consciousness, rather than looking for answers within the illusion. It is a personal path where you get to know yourself. I have never been a religious person, but now, whenever I can, I spent time with myself praying to myself, where I allow Consciousness to unfold my spirit and body form as they should be.

We have always needed help, and the help is Consciousness within. What we needed, was to know what we are, and what that is, is a spherical spirit of Love, with no name or identity. When we the spirit are what we are, then we play and experience with Consciousness.

 

I am also a practical person, where words meaning nothing to me unless those words uplift and transform. I have had a shit, awful Life, and did not spend nine years writing this journal to end up writing words that mean nothing. I expect, if not demand, that my Life gets turned upside down and inside out for the better - not just for me, but others like me that wish for a joyous existence.

I understand that there is only so much I the body and spirit form can do, and from there we need help. I believe this help will come through Consciousness and the spirit knowing what they are.

 

But if you really want me to answer your question, the truth is I cannot. I have walked through Hell in the seen and unseen to find a way out of this mess, and now it is for Consciousness and our spirit to apply what has been understood. Now I wait to see what unfolds in this reality, as in your life and mine and everyone else in the illusion. The only tip I can give is that may we stop fighting and hating and just being outright nasty, so that when the transformation comes, that it may be kind to us. Play rough and become rough and you will need a few tumbles before you become rounded again.

 

May I answer your question properly within the next few days when I see what happens to me, where I may then speak from personal experience. All I can say for now is I will never rest until Love is a normal occurance and expression within our existence. 

[steven geldenhuys]

Apologies. What is written below there is a technique, where you fold in on yourself, where everything that you the spirit and body are moves towards the Light/Consciousness within.

 

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Last night as my body slept my spirit was taken to a place. The feel of the place was an African village in the middle of nowhere. There I saw two females lying face down on the ground. Their skin colour was one with the Earth. These two females slept and they never woke up.

The first question I cannot answer, as in who are they.

The second question I can answer, as in why they slept – they slept because there was nothing to wake up to because there was no Love anywhere.

 

I woke them up so that they may see my story – why there has been no Love in the worlds of the illusion. What they do with my story I cannot say. What those two females felt like before the beginning of time is what I feel like in this day. Why live when there is nothing to live for? This is not depression talking, but reality.

I need to be amongst my own, otherwise I will never make it – out of choice. I will lay down to sleep like those two females did.

25/01/2023

 

One could say I have come full circle.

 

It must have been a good seven years ago I went to see a psychic for a reading. This guy was a first-class twat, where the session was more of a debate with me disagreeing with everything he said, most notably his belief system.

Then, at the end of the session, he presented me with a pack of cards and told me to produce one from the pack. What I chose, from all those cards, was what and who this Steven is. The picture on the card was of a face in the sky looking out over the lands. This face was weeping. The cards description spoke of one who looked out on all the sorrow and heartache and wept at what they saw.

 

This is me before time immemorial. This is me, as in who and what I am. This is me, a spirit of privilege, who has everything, including those around me who Love me more than anything, and yet nothing can wash away this sorrow that consumes me and has taken me over. How can I be happy when others are unhappy? This is not possible for anyone who is sane.

 

Today I looked at the earth and the sky above it, and from there I looked for the Love that should be everywhere. Where is this Love? The answer is it is absent. Through what has been understood through literally walking through Hell in the unseen realms, and of course experiencing this Hell in the seen by meeting the brutes/Beasts of my fellow species, I understand what happened that there is sorrow and no Love. It has been one shit ride, where through all of it, I do understand.

So now my spirit looks out on the planes and understands the cruelty of Life. The difference between now and then is this understanding, but what has stayed the same is the absence of this Love within our existence. I am not being melodramatic in making such a statement. When I see the smile on my children’s face it lights up my life. When I throw water in the garden and see the mist of water that dances with the sun’s rays, I understand Life is beautiful. But look past these wonders that stare us in the face and what do you see? You see a world that has lost all sanity and integrity. You see the callous and the crude that don’t even try and hide behind a smile. If you are brave enough, you will see that this world is absent of the Love of a God. That is the truth that few have the courage to admit, and this is so is because what can they do about their abandoned status? Well, how about being kind? How about being considerate? How about treating others the way you would like to be treated? How about the basics of good manners – as in a simple “thank you.”

 

When we were abandoned by the Love of a God we fell apart, as in we never stuck together. Now it was each fucker for himself, and look where that has brought us.

 

I have come full circle, where I once again look out across the planes and see no Love of a God watching over and guiding us. Do I feel this presence within me? Yes I do, but why is it not there for everyone else?

The difference in coming full circle now is I no longer weep. Now I wait to see this phenomena materialize for all.

25/01/2023

 

When they took the “I” out of Consciousness, what did they do with it? The answer is they hid it from Consciousness within what we would call our nose area. When you do what should not be done, your “nose grows longer,” meaning Consciousness is telling you “stop and look what you are – what you wish to do is not what you are.”

 

Return the “I” to Consciousness by knowing where it was hidden.

26/01/2023

 

When Consciousness was discovered within us, in those early days I called it the strand of Inherent Godness/Goodness.  It was found hidden in our nose area, and from there it dropped down to the throat area to where it belonged.

But this is not the full story, as I never understood the big picture.

 

Consciousness in its limited state, where the “I” was removed from it, making it forget who and what it is, this state has always been located in the throat area. What I found hidden in the nose was the “I” part of Consciousness that was hidden from it so that Consciousness could not be a whole. So all those years back I did not find Consciousness in the nose area, but rather that part of it that was removed from Consciousness so that it may forget itself.

 

Understand that I know nothing, so everything has to be figured out. It is like a detective finding these clues, which by themselves mean nothing. Only when the clues are put together can the completed picture be seen, which it has now.

26/01/2023

 

The question to ask, and once again, it is a huge one, is why did the Infinite never bail us out?

 

Within the fields of Infinite Love there is more than just one Creator. Sophia is not the only one to be able to create Life from the Source of the Infinite. When these Creators knew she was in Shit Street, as in trapped within the dense frequency of an illusion, why did they not bail her out?

 

The answer that makes sense to me can be found in the construction of the illusionary Garden.

The fall of The Wisdom Goddess Sophia from her realm created an impact zone, and from this zone were “born” the Serpent spirits, with Queen Semiramis coming forth as the queen bee. This had never happened before, this fall and this “birth” from a Creators fall.

The third phenomena that was a first within the Infinite was the creation of an illusionary realm – this Beautiful Garden that Semiramis created.

What I am trying to say, is the frequency of the Garden was unknown to the Infinite, as the “I;” the Infinite knowing what it was, was removed from this illusionary bubble, meaning the Garden was now in stealth/unknown mode to the fields of Infinite Love. This was still okay, as with the Serpent and Dragon spirits that came to play in the Garden was their Consciousness that was one with the Infinite, meaning within this illusion there was still a link to the outside fields of Infinite Love.

 

As the want within the Serpent and Dragon spirits grew, their Consciousness took a back seat, where this Light began to fade. Those within the Infinite sent The Glow to within the illusionary Garden so that those therein may remember who and what they are, hoping that this presence would shake their hypnotic trance where they remember this Infinite/Consciousness within.

As we know by now, Semiramis in her insane state utilized this Glow to her advantage, where she stood behind the Glow so that the Serpents and Dragons may associate this Glow with her, where they saw her as all-powerful. So the plan of the Infinite to bail us out backfired and made things a trillion times worse.

 

Now we fast-forward to the Christ Consciousness that came to bail us out. This presence was attacked and imprisoned by the elite Serpent souls that made the illusion their own, where they became the boss of bosses. I have no doubt these Serpents, where there were maybe eight or nine of them, that they had a female frequency to them, as there is no way a male frequency can be so powerful, shrewd, cunning and clever. While Queen Semiramis was knocking out fires trying to restore order to her domain, these Serpent souls ran the illusion like clockwork from the shadows. This was their ship, which they controlled, meaning nothing left or entered without them knowing about it.

 

It is my belief that a Christ Consciousness entered the illusion to remind us all who and what we are. I believe that this messenger was intended primarily for the spirit realm, and in this realm the target was Consciousness within the spirit. By this stage Consciousness was intentionally dumbed down, where the “I” was pulled from Consciousness so that it may forget who and what it is, and this is what I believe was the primary role for this attack on Consciousness – it was done so that the illusion may be different to the Infinite, meaning for the Infinite to enter the illusion and make an impact therein, the Infinite had to talk the same language as the illusion, where this Christ Consciousness had to dumb itself down to enter and make contact with those trapped within the illusion. This is the only explanation as to how these Serpent souls could get the better of one that was sent by the Infinite.

 

Through all of that waffle, the message I wanted to say was that with the return of Consciousness within us to its original full might, now we are in a position to communicate directly with the Infinite, which allows Divine Intervention to touch us.

That is why the Love of the Infinite could never touch us – our limited state of Consciousness was unknown to the Infinite.   

 

As I have said so often: Surely there is nothing more to say. With Consciousness within touching base with the Infinite without, what more needs to be said and done?

26/01/2023

 

I always imagined that when you had health, wealth and happiness that you would have peace, but this is not true. Peace comes first, and from peace you receive health, wealth and happiness. Last night as I slept, and this morning, just before I woke up, there was a peace within me.

29/01/2023

 

This morning woke up and asked myself what can I do for me – what can bring happiness to me and my family?

That question makes us understand that a God of Love is looking after us, because always we have lived with fear and uncertainty, because always we have been alone. We have never looked to ourselves, as in what can make me happy, as our noses have always been against the grindstone to make ends meet.

 

Look to nature; look to Beauty; look to Consciousness, which has now awakened unto itself.

This Love will take over, as it is real and normal and natural.

30/01/2023

 

What happened to our gift of a good Heart? The answer is when Consciousness became dumbed-down/obsolete, everything else associated with Love became null and void. All we had left now was our animal friends to keep us grounded as to what is real and pure. What a pity we destroyed these spirit brother and sisters by turning on them and betraying them. Those that we were one with we imprisoned, shamed, destroyed and ate. Our only ticket back Home we plummeted into the ground. We had achieved our dominion over all – our want was satiated to a point – but at what expense? Along the way we lost ourselves, and we have been searching ever since.

 

You have everything, and yet you have nothing, because what you are is no longer amongst you.

Reclaim this Love that you are.

30/01/2023

 

You the spirit and body form connect with your Consciousness within whenever you can. You the spirit and body from move towards this Light within so that you may become this Light.

Look too happiness and peace and contentment elsewhere and it will never be found, as this can only be found within you. As you move towards this Light you the spirit and body are elevated to draw towards you happiness and health and wealth, not because you want something, but because what is drawn to you defines you. You go to the Light and you be this Light, and all that comes your way is an expression of this Light.

 

Remember: Keep it simple. If not at all times, then whenever possible, be one with this Light, as this is who you are. Everything else is an illusion.

30/01/2023

 

A strength returned to all during my sleep state last night that I have never felt before. It was a coming together of who and what Semiramis and Sophia are.

31^st January, 2023

 

One needs to go back to the sphere shape, where you go within and not without, allowing you to hold onto your energy instead of dispersing it to trivial thoughts regarding the whimsical illusion without.

 

What else needs to be said and done and understood so that one may walk along a natural path of Love and peace and harmony? If there is anything else, I open myself up to understand it.

31/01/2023

[steven geldenhuys]

Remember what you the body form are – you are a biological computer that interacts with the frequencies of the illusion.

 

Let’s say you attend an event, where there are, for example, four hundred people. Amongst this sea of faces there is someone who always catches your eye, and yours theirs. Why is this so; why are we levitated towards certain places or people; why did you marry your partner and not another? Being soul mates is a massive part of the answer, where you have met the person before in previous lifetimes, but primarily the person is on the same frequency as yours, just as a certain song resonates to you as it gels with your frequency.

There is good inside of you, and there are flaws. If you are lucky, your attraction to the other person is primarily to their strong points, where these strong points, added with a touch of adulthood, eliminate the flaws as one grows older. If you are unlucky, the good within the person you are attracted to is outweighed by their bad, so when you and their frequency connect and there is a spark, this spark soon fizzles out as on the frequency band there is a whole lot of unpleasantness. Season that toxic cocktail with the stresses of Life and the dish served is a Life of hell for the poor children caught between this bun-fight.

 

The secret recipe to a Life well lived is to have peace within. How this is achieved is to have an understanding of who and where you are, and what happened that we ended up in this frequency illusion. This understanding does not so much give peace – as peace is the wrong word here – this understanding allows for a rock-solid core within you, and what this core does, is it attracts the frequencies to you to maintain this core, as this is who and what you are.

To be practical, go into the stillness of the silence and settle on this core within you, but before you do this, decide which aspects of your Life is lacking, be they wealth, health or happiness. You can have wealth and happiness, but if health is lacking you are limited from experiencing the other two states.

And once again, remember what you the body form are – you are a biological computer that interacts with the frequencies of the illusion. If, for example, your health is lacking, then from your core, and by core, we can say this is Consciousness that has a handle on the spirit and body form. Consciousness sees what is lacking in your health, and restores your health to what it should be. For wealth, Consciousness scans the illusion and brings forth into your frequency what will bring peace to your wealth, where you have what is needed. This is relative – some will require thousands, and others millions. But please understand that Consciousness is bringing forth the tools within the illusion to maintain your core peace – it is playing in a game that is not permanent. This game is the opening act before the main act, which is the body and spirit becoming one with Consciousness, where the three become one, and from there return to the Infinite.

 

You need to understand that understanding means nothing unless the fruits are plucked from this understanding. I can spend my days on a park bench knowing what I know, but this means nothing unless this understanding is used to interact with the illusion, because as long as we are here, we need to be comfortable to comply with the peace within.

 

The trick is to have peace within, and this peace equates to understanding what happened that we found ourselves in a place where we don’t belong.

Will what has just been said work? I don’t know, but I intend to find out. What I do know is in the seen and unseen I am where I don’t belong.

02/02/2023

 

 

[steven geldenhuys]

And then, of course, there has to be a purging from within us. This I never knew, until I hit my sleep state last night. If there are no unpleasantries within you that define your spirit and body form, then what you have experienced that is unpleasant is brought forth and released from your forms – what was stored within comes out.

 

A necessary, but unpleasant experience. You the body form may not be aware of it, but your spirit will.

3^rd February, 2023. (And may I say “Happy Anniversary” to this journal – 9 years today in the making. Unbelievable! May the end be in sight.)

 

Who the fuck writes a book on a full-time basis, where the book consumes them, for nine years.

 

[steven geldenhuys]

This morning woke up and lay in bed, trying to figure out what my spirit had just been through as my body form slept.

My spirit found itself amongst others, as in a different species. These others weren’t simpletons, maybe just a cut above us, but in my eyes they were a bunch of sillies. We were moving house, and at one stage we were playing tennis, with the net being much higher than what we know it to be.

 

It wasn’t a pleasant experience, and it wasn’t bad, it was just arbitrary – a waste of time and energy.

 

My feel is my spirit is regressing to the sphere of pure Love with no identity. What was experienced was one of the stages of “evolution” the spirit went through.

Dummies then, and dummies now. From my side, Guilty As Charged, with me standing first in line.

5^th February, 2023

 

Two things happened that resulted in us within the illusion becoming Beasts in the seen and unseen. The first was that we lived in the now, without any consideration for the future, and the second was that we lost our conscience, meaning we stopped caring about ourselves.

My question to the cruel is this: “Did you ever stop to consider that one day you will have to answer to yourself; that there are consequences to your actions, where one day you will be accountable for your wrongs, where you will have to make your wrongs right?”

 

What made the Beast strong was its embracement of the Reptilian frequency of the illusion, where a god-status was felt within these savages. This power pushed them away from their conscience, where their power justified their actions – simply through the power of this Reptilian frequency that allowed them free reign over the illusion that became, and is, a living Hell for the innocent.

 

How short-sighted can you be, where you live for the destruction of now, not seeing what your actions will do to you and those you destroy. That is insanity in its purest form, where we don’t see what our cruelty to others does to ourselves.

Well that day will arrive, where Beasts have to answer to themselves. I wish them no mercy; I wish them to get what they deserve, so that they may know what they have become and how easily they chose to hate and destroy at the expense of the innocent.

I wish no harm to nobody. What I do wish is for Beasts to see themselves for what they are, then I walk away as they face and deal with what they have become.

 

That day will come, and then they will weep. I will not be there to wipe away the tears as I have been too long in their presence. I walk away from them, and everything they have touched me with I leave behind, with no bitterness or hate within me. I leave them be, and good riddance to those that chose to destroy rather than Love.

 

Last night as I slept my spirit was taken to the origin of the implanted programme where I am in a classroom setting, don’t understand the work, and with certainty know I will fail my exams.

As my spirit went through this programme I felt nothing, as in no emotion of fear.

The spirit is healing.

6^th February, 2023

 

The worst blockages are the self-inflicted ones. Release them now. You have suffered enough.

Release all blockages now, because you can.

06/02/2023

 

The problem with blockages, is that entities can hide within and around them.

 

Over the last year or so we have tried everything to get my youngest daughters health better – from homeopathy to my healing to antibiotic treatment to vitamin boost injections. Nothing helped. Over the last week she complained it was as if something was pushing against her chest and lower abdomen. But the biggest disasters were the headaches and constant fatigue, not to mention the chronic sinusitis.

As parents we had lost all hope because we gave it our all and nothing worked.

 

Then the blockages were removed from her spirit and body form, and last night, through a process of elimination, decided to get to the bottom of her pain and fatigue wracked life. You start with Consciousness – how is that? Then you move to the spirit, and from there to the body form. Somewhere between the last two I felt this half-meter entity wriggling inside of her. It was something between a snake and a worm. When I felt it, this entity knew it was caught out, so it began to move frantically in an attempt to hide. It moved with a frenzy over the chest area, and boy-oh-boy was the claustrophobic pain over the chest from this hyped entity bad – it felt like I was going to get a heart attack. From there it moved to the head region, causing bad headaches.

This shit-show of an entity has been within her for at least ten months.

 

My youngest daughter has a strong affiliation with her teachers, as they see the gem that she is. She loves them and they love her. Most probably all her teachers were given the Covid jab, and they shedded – passed on – the alien technology to my daughter through the energetic frequency bond that was there. And so it was that this entity from the jab grew inside of her, but this is only one side of the story. What is transmitted from certain satellites connects to these entities that have been injected within us, where there is now a relay/communication network between them. One has to first neutralize these satellites, and then release the entity within.

 

This morning my daughter is okay, and we will continue to monitor her.

Why could I not help over a year ago? In seeing the big picture, one has to peel away the layers, and only with a layer removed, could one go deeper to the next. This takes time, which is a disaster for me, as one feels helpless as one has to be patient as we go deeper to the truth.

Slept on the couch last night as the room upstairs is too hot and the noise from the passing traffic disturbs me. Just before I woke up, I felt my spirit, and it was naked – I thought I was lying on the couch with no clothes on. What this means, is the spirit is carrying no excess. Now it can return to what it is. And what is this?

Consciousness connects to the Tree of Life within; the spirit connects to its gift of a good heart, which feels like a shield in front of the chest; and the body form is bathed in the presence of the above two.

 

May this shit-show come to an end, where Life unfolds as it should.

 

 

[steven geldenhuys]

I suppose now would be as good a time as ever to talk about the Spider and its Web.

Over the last few days – in just moments –  I feel this soft, delicate presence over me, particularly over front side of left leg.

 

The Web is the frequency of the illusion – the intricate and yet so beautiful framework of the illusion. This is a grand, masterful act that would truly be beautiful if it did not lay the foundation for cruelty to play out on.

The Spider is the keeper of the Web, making sure this architectural masterpiece remains intact.

 

What has happened before the beginning of time is dynasties have risen and fallen. Brutal tyrannies have plagued the worlds of the illusion, and as soon as they arose, just as soon did they disappear.

The same is true for individuals that are beautifully Good – they rise, to show all their Beauty, and then they fall.

 

The reason for this rise and fall, be it Harmony or Disharmony, is the Web needs to be in a constant state of equilibrium. Too much Good, and we swing towards the Infinite; too much Cruelty, and we destroy ourselves where we stay down and don’t get up. The scales need to be balanced, and these scales take measurements in hundreds of years, so a dynasty that rules for two hundred years will touch the scales minimally. But always there has to be a shift back to the centre, where too much good, or too much bad is corrected by the Spider so that the Web doesn’t break, meaning the illusion is always intact.

 

On this physical planet called Earth we see the Covid jab and all the destruction and sorrow it seeds, but it goes much further than that. Those at the core of the illusion know of this Spiders Web – they know that sooner or later they will destroy themselves so that the Web of the illusion is not overextended. They will Fall, just as the sun will rise tomorrow morning, as this is the natural order of the illusion. So what these Beasts are doing, is building a web on top of a Web, so that the Web below remains intact where it is not affected by the new framework/web they have constructed above the original one, hence the hack and take-over of the Human and its spirit form by a synthetic life-form. The Synthetic material in the jab is the web that is being created over our frequency form so that we may not fall and take these Beasts with us. Now we are a host, where a web of synthetic material is literally being constructed within us – a web built on our frequency, but in the big picture, this synthetic web is built on the Web/framework of the illusion. Now these Beasts can extract our energy like vampires and the Web/System will not fall to rebalance the scales as we will not fall – we will disappear and be taken over, but we will not fall.

 

As you can see, this attempt to remain kings and queens of the hill will fail miserably, because what the scales rely on for balance is the flow of the Human spirit where it loves unconditionally. Their plan will fail, and so will we, as we are a part of their plan. Truthfully, what these Beasts understand is they are clutching on straws because there is no way out of the illusion besides going back to what we all naturally are, which is Love. You stay in this place and you become forgotten here, where you forget yourself. There are no winners, but these Beasts refuse to admit defeat, where they know their Game and existence of being cruel always implodes on itself. They never get it right, where they can have their bread buttered on both sides – be cruel, and live in peace in this state of being cruel.

 

The Spider is the keeper of the illusion, and the illusion is its Web. You and I can stand on our heads and whistle Dixy, but no matter what we do, nothing is going to change in our existence until the Web – the framework of the illusion – is dismantled.

 

What is this Spider? Is it the architect of the illusion? What I can tell you is it is a being of Love that is doing its best to keep the illusion alive. Without this Spider the savage that is the Beast in the seen and unseen would have plummeted the worlds of the illusion into Death a long time ago. Oh yes, many worlds have fallen as the parasitic frequency of the illusion takes over those there, and I say this because my spirit has been to such worlds where there is nothing left there except a Worm.

This Spider is the friend you and I never knew existed, and yet what an awful existence it must have, where you keep the scales balanced to keep the illusion intact, and yet within this illusion is so much chaos and sorrow. It’s like you keeping your children indoors, telling them they can’t go and play outside because it is not safe there, and yet while they remain inside because you need to care and look after them, you see them experience so much heartache. Sure, there are smacks of laughter and fun, but then the scales go back to heartache. You need to always keep that balance to keep the room stable. And why this is so, is because they are in a place where they don’t belong, and you have to make sure that this place remains stable, otherwise they will implode because they are not where they belong.

 

This Keeper is Good, but there is a stagnancy as there is an everlasting constant, meaning no matter how hard we try, we remain the same and go nowhere.

 

The answer for this dilemma is for the Spider to release the worm; the parasitic frequency of Deception, within all. When this is done, there is no need to keep the scales balanced, as now we depart to where we belong as Consciousness takes us over and we return to the Infinite. Now there is no rise or fall; now there is simply a being of what we are.

 

To set the Spider/Keeper free, set the Parasite free, and then we are free, as the illusion is what it was intended to be – a playground of joy and happiness. This understanding is passed now to the Keeper, because as long as this Spider keeps the Web/illusion intact, we are going nowhere.

You want to help my friend, then please help us by removing the parasitic frequency of Deception from the illusion. You understand how it got here, through the curiosity of the Dragon and Serpent spirits that took on a form within the illusion. You are Love, so release this Parasite with Love to Love so that it may be Love like you. And from there, be free, meaning release your Web so that the Infinite make take it over and return it to the Infinite.

 

We have all suffered too much. Be free.

[Origin]

6 hours ago, steven geldenhuys said:

 

 

The reason for this rise and fall, be it Harmony or Disharmony, is the Web needs to be in a constant state of equilibrium. 

 

The Spider is the keeper of the illusion, and the illusion is its Web. You and I can stand on our heads and whistle Dixy, but no matter what we do, nothing is going to change in our existence until the Web – the framework of the illusion – is dismantled.

 

What is this Spider? Is it the architect of the illusion?

This Keeper is Good, but there is a stagnancy as there is an everlasting constant, meaning no matter how hard we try, we remain the same and go nowhere.

 

To set the Spider/Keeper free, set the Parasite free, and then we are free, as the illusion is what it was intended to be – a playground of joy and happiness. This understanding is passed now to the Keeper, because as long as this Spider keeps the Web/illusion intact, we are going nowhere.

 

You want to help my friend, then please help us by removing the parasitic frequency of Deception from the illusion.

 

You understand how it got here, through the curiosity of the Dragon and Serpent spirits that took on a form within the illusion.

 

 

 

The reason for this rise and fall, be it Harmony or Disharmony, is the Web needs to be in a constant state of equilibrium. 

Humans have no influence on anything. Everything that Humans cause only has an impact on Humans themselves. 

 

The Spider is the keeper of the illusion, and the illusion is its Web. You and I can stand on our heads and whistle Dixy, but no matter what we do, nothing is going to change in our existence until the Web – the framework of the illusion – is dismantled.

Will never happen and an ongoing process is not interested in what humans want to enforce. Since there is a lack of comprehension on the human side.

 

To set the Spider/Keeper free, set the Parasite free, and then we are free, as the illusion is what it was intended to be – a playground of joy and happiness. This understanding is passed now to the Keeper, because as long as this Spider keeps the Web/illusion intact, we are going nowhere.

It is not a playground. And no one will go anywhere they don't belong yet. Without doing anything in return.

 

You want to help my friend, then please help us by removing the parasitic frequency of Deception from the illusion.

It is up to each individual to discover what the problem is. It seems that humans themselves are the problem. Otherwise they would not be here. 

[steven geldenhuys]

Hi.  The issue at hand is to dismantle the illusion. Everything that is bad in the illusion is not necessary through our fault, meaning although we always had a choice to be kind or be cruel, we were stacked against a System that we didnt understand. But to be kind is no longer enough, as i am a good person and this has not helped me one iota - if anything, i have been a target for beasts to let out their frustrations, and this is so as i have no ego, so people show me what they are.

To wait for others to change and be kind will never happen, as many love where they are and what they have become. It starts with you, and it is for you, as you know there is more for you as this place is not where we belong, in the seen and unseen.

 

If you listen to a song you like that is Beautiful, that song uplifts you, where you are lifted to a high, where you float. That energy is released and creates a form within the illusion, what is literally a frequency cloud. So when we in the illusion wished to control others, this control frequency departed us to form its cloud, and in this cloud of the frequency of control, the Watcher spirit was born, which came to control us. Similary, the architects of the illusion created worlds and species to control, but from their will to build the framework of the illusion, this frequency became independent of them and ruled what they created. Its like building a Frankenstein and then this Frankenstein controls you. Such is the Spider and the Web, where the architects of the illusion becamr trapped in their own creation.

 

The illusion is full of stupid species and spirits, and this is their right to be stupid, as one cannot judge. If you, like me, feel like a fish out of water within the illusion, then one always has to look at the big picture rather than focus on problems. More than anything, i am driven to be where i belong, in the seen and the unseen. This setting free begins on an individual basis, as many want no other option but the hell they find themselves in.

At the end of the day we have to free ourselves. Nobody else will do it for us, hence my drive to finish this journal, as where we are is amongst Beasts of unimaginable cruelty. There is a freaky-friday show out there that boggles the imagination - it is really bad. And i intend to leave asap, taking the innocent with me.

[Origin]

30 minutes ago, steven geldenhuys said:

Hi.  The issue at hand is to dismantle the illusion. Everything that is bad in the illusion is not necessary through our fault, meaning although we always had a choice to be kind or be cruel, we were stacked against a System that we didnt understand. But to be kind is no longer enough, as i am a good person and this has not helped me one iota - if anything, i have been a target for beasts to let out their frustrations, and this is so as i have no ego, so people show me what they are.

To wait for others to change and be kind will never happen, as many love where they are and what they have become. It starts with you, and it is for you, as you know there is more for you as this place is not where we belong, in the seen and unseen.

 

If you listen to a song you like that is Beautiful, that song uplifts you, where you are lifted to a high, where you float. That energy is released and creates a form within the illusion, what is literally a frequency cloud. So when we in the illusion wished to control others, this control frequency departed us to form its cloud, and in this cloud of the frequency of control, the Watcher spirit was born, which came to control us. Similary, the architects of the illusion created worlds and species to control, but from their will to build the framework of the illusion, this frequency became independent of them and ruled what they created. Its like building a Frankenstein and then this Frankenstein controls you. Such is the Spider and the Web, where the architects of the illusion becamr trapped in their own creation.

 

The illusion is full of stupid species and spirits, and this is their right to be stupid, as one cannot judge. If you, like me, feel like a fish out of water within the illusion, then one always has to look at the big picture rather than focus on problems. More than anything, i am driven to be where i belong, in the seen and the unseen. This setting free begins on an individual basis, as many want no other option but the hell they find themselves in.

At the end of the day we have to free ourselves. Nobody else will do it for us, hence my drive to finish this journal, as where we are is amongst Beasts of unimaginable cruelty. There is a freaky-friday show out there that boggles the imagination - it is really bad. And i intend to leave asap, taking the innocent with me.

'Deities' can't be understood from the current perspective. The construct is created to form an opinion. In order to be able to understand. New existence must experience itself and that from a dual perspective. It is possible to extend what can be discovered now to what is yet to come. It exists simultaneously. Human understanding is constructed from flawed interpretation. It will always emerge as that which wants to point to something. That something is not right. And perhaps there is nothing dual beyond the human spectrum. It could be that human beliefs, dreams and expectations simply manifest themselves on the perceptual spectrum of human beings, but not on the more evolved spectrum. You can only free yourself from your illusions. 

[steven geldenhuys]

As they changed the environment within with the Covid jab, so too are they changing the environment without to make it compatible for what is forming within.

The weather out there is freaky Friday – nothing is normal or constant.

As I type these words, I feel my heart beating erratically and at a higher rhythm. This is from the frequencies we are being bombarded with to match the frequencies within the vaccinated. The jabbed will feel fine, as the environment within meets the one without, but to the unvaccinated that are sensitive to what is around them, it feels like the microwave oven has been turned on high.

 

As a father who only wants what is best for his children, these are troubling times. These cruel, cruel beings are throwing everything they have at us. To them it means their survival, and whatever needs to be done will be done. This is the full-out onslaught. The next step is to turn on themselves, where there is a frenzy and it’s a free-for-all. Somewhere between all of this they might decide to pull us down with them, and here I am relying on Divine Intervention to assist.

 

Where we are now is the home stretch – the final 100 meters. As said, they are beginning to throw everything at us.

Dig in deep, and if you feel the bumpy ride, understand what is happening to you.

[steven geldenhuys]

There is something else that controls us, and let’s just say it is huge. I cannot speak for the rest of my species – although I know it is in most – so I will speak for myself.

The other morning woke up, and when I regressed as to what I had just experienced during my sleep state, my shock reaction was “What the hell was that all about!”

 

When we see or meet someone of the opposite sex, by reflex – on a deep subconscious level – we look to see is there is a carrot at the end of the stick; is there a possibility of jumping in the sack with this person?

Apologies for sounding the prune, but this is not normal. In a sophisticated, evolved race we look to the individual as a whole, where we learn from them by showing an interest in them – we don’t merely ask ourselves “are we compatible to get a high from each other?”

Once again, apologies, where I say that we are the savage that controls us from the shadows. We live for the moment – for the high – and we do this because this is all we have; the high is the pinnacle of our existence, and one needs to ask why is this so?

 

The act of sex is huge amongst those that have embraced the Reptilian frequency of the illusion. This is from the raw want within them, as in you have something that I want from you, and what this is, is my want to control and manipulate you, and of course to let you release energy that I may feed from. At our moment of the high we are riding the frequency band of the Reptilian state, where we are here, there and everywhere. We are at peace, but the monumental fuck-up is that this peace is a flash in the pan – as soon as it arrived it left us, so there is a constant need to have more and more flashes in the pan. Gimme, gimme, gimme.

 

This morning woke up and asked myself what locks us into this “is that a potential fuck” mode. Once again, I apologize, for being so crude, but this is the reality that is within us that keeps us primitive and raw.

A big chunk of this sex drive within us is from our proximity to Beasts, where when in Rome do what the Romans do, and the other factor is we have been manufactured to procreate to keep the illusion stocked, as well as release energy from the act to feed the illusion and the Beasts that dwell therein. But there is also no doubt a manipulation going on.

The other night my spirit was in the presence of another that I know – actually a family member. The whole night my spirit and this other spirit were in this tease mode, where the one lured the other with sexual gestures and talk. It was friggin unbelievable that my spirit could be so manipulated. At some small point my spirit pulled itself out of this control, and what I saw were this group of Snakes looking at me. They were about a meter long. One of them came towards me, tweaked something on me, and then went back to the group with a satisfactory smile on its face. “See, Steven is still under our control – look how easily and powerfully we can manipulate his spirit.” The aim of the show, where I was so easily manipulated to do something against my will, was to show the group of Serpents that I was not a wild card, but still firmly under their control. Well, I have news for them!

 

What is it within us that locks us into the drive to procreate? I ask this question so that we may rise above ourselves, where we understand there is more to Life than the high, so that we may breach our ceiling of limitation and walk on unchartered lands that uplift us to rise us above ourselves.

To answer this question, when I go into the stillness of the silence, what is feel on the spirit is a sliver of the dense frequency band of the Reptilian frequency. As much we shunned this Beast and its vile ways, they implanted a band of this Reptilian frequency within us to keep us close to them. By knowing it is there, remove it now with the Love that you are, should you wish to do so.

 

I told you they were clever!

[steven geldenhuys]

Go to sleep every night, knowing that when my spirit sees beings of Love rather than seeing Beasts – this will mark the beginning of the end of this journal, as these beings of Love have breached the density of the illusion  and are walking amongst us. They are free, and their freedom will spell the dawn of our freedom.

 

This morning after cleaning the house here and there, took a walk outside in the garden with the dogs. As I walked back up to the house, I saw a spot on the wall that looked like someone had painted a different colour there compared to the rest of the house. I looked at this mark/spot on the house, and I thought to myself “my goodness, I haven’t seen that before.”

What I saw was a reflection of sunlight on the wall, where as the sun once again hid behind a cloud, I saw this mark disappear.

 

Now I am telling you all that what I saw was a sign from the Infinite showing that it has touched us. This is the truth. I can bullshit you, but I cannot bullshit myself, because I seek the truth over a false reality and existence. I know what I saw, and what I saw was a sign from the Infinite.

 

We are walking now at the beginning of the end, where the end is living an existence in the seen and unseen that is normal – where the presence of Love, and being touched by this Love, is the norm.

In simplicity the truth and the Infinite reveal themselves.

 

[steven geldenhuys]

You were manufactured to be a door-mat, and you become the best door-mat you can be. After lifetimes of being a door-mat, you look up at the house you have always stood in front of, and you realize you are something bigger than what you have always been – you understand you are the house; this big, beautiful house is what you are. You know this is the truth – that you have always been more than what you are. And you are right, you are the house.

But there is one big problem: How do you turn a door-mat into a house?

 

When you drive out in the countryside and you pass a cattle or a pig or a chicken farm, those animals you see as you pass by are on your plate next week – they are there so that you may eat them.

What we don’t see is the other half of the circle, where what we are, is a food source to cruel Beasts that dwell in the shadows of the unseen – the true Home of the illusion, namely the Reptilian frequency. This is where things are real, where there are no pretences – what you see is what you get; don’t try and be anything else other that what you are, because what you are is real in this illusion of smoke and mirrors, and what you are is one cruel, sadistic piece of shit.

 

When I asked why Life is so cruel, through my Third Eye I was shown cruelty – these Beasts that formed you and I and our spirits into a slave species. If you think we are at the top of the food chain, you are grossly off the mark. Your spirit and mine is at the lowest of the low, where Snakes and Monsters and Worms and outright scum use us for their pleasures, including feasting off of our energy. To the twats out there that see themselves with some level of importance and intelligence, you have no idea what you are – you are a slave to the cruel. I see them when I go to sleep.

I remember waking up one night from my sleep state and see this goat fucking me. There it was straddled over my spirit, humping me. Then, with one hoof, it turned my head so that I may look towards my wife. “Look Steven, what we do to you we do to your wife.” There was another goat spirit fucking my wife. And what can we do? – Nothing.

I see these Snakes, where they bite onto me, but mostly they enter my spirit and body, and I feel them curl up inside of me to get all cosy in their new home.

I see the cosmic assassins, and I feel their blows as they strike the spirit to wound it and destroy the body form.

I see those that are filled with poison, where when they touch my spirit I feel their acid-hate frequency course through me like a hot liquid.

 

All of this I have experienced just about every night over the last nine years as I sleep. The gaps in-between these encounters my spirit goes to the dimension parallel to ours where there is no stress so I may recover and get some R & R.

In my waking state I often pinch myself when I ask if it is possible that one can be so miserable within. Always I do my best to be positive and find time for a laugh, but within the grape and shrunken to a raisin, and this is so because I know I belong on the other side of the river in the seen and the unseen, as this is who and what I am, and yet I cannot get there.

 

Why is this so? – It is because the door-mat cannot become a house; it is because a slave cannot become a master. That is reality.

 

I have written this journal to understand the cruelty of Life, and my lessons were within the Reptilian frequency of the illusion, where I walked amongst the cruelest of the cruel. I understand these Beasts well. What I don’t understand is my fellow species, because we have a conscience, and yet we put these Monsters from the pits of Hell to shame. We are bad. We are spineless. We have been squashed so hard that the good within us one has to search to find.

But let’s not be too hard on our fellow neighbours within this frequency, because remember what we are – we are a slave species; a door-mat to Beasts from the unseen.

 

Looking back on this journal, I have learnt two things: The first is that nothing has the right to live at the expense of another; we have no right to be cruel; to destroy; to shame; to take another’s life. The second lesson learnt is that we have always been alone, meaning a God of Love has never walked by our side within the illusion. We have walked alone, and depending how honest you can be with yourself, you will understand that it has been bloody tough – an awful ride that you wish on nobody.

The first point follows on from the second, where if we were looked after, there would be no need to take and plunder to fill this this never-ending whole within us. What I have done my best to do in writing this journal, is to make sure that we no longer walk alone – where a God of Love shines as she naturally should, and with this Sunlight we may be shepherded to the fields of Infinite Love.

 

Last night I asked myself if I am just a dreamer, where what I imagine and what is realistic is not the same thing. Can the door-mat become a house? Can a slave become a master. The answer is an emphatic “No!” This is a realistic truth.

 

Then ask yourself is there a God of Love? I have seen Queen Semiramis where she showed herself to me in Human form, and I have seen her in her true form – half Serpent, half Dragon. What I write about is not from me that is my belief – it is from what I see. What I see in the mirror is a Steven who wonders how is it possible to be so unhappy and miserable. After all I have seen and come to understand, how is it possible to be so unhappy? I think a part of the answer is I have lived my life for others and have never looked after myself, and this has been done because I understood that true happiness comes from the faces of others. Your joy comes from seeing them joyful, and this goes back to why the Creators created Life – it was to bathe in and share the Beauty that they are with others. In others they see themselves, and what they see is Beautiful as this is what Life is.

 

We can talk deep stuff about not being a door-mat or a house, but rather being Consciousness that we are, where we should not become so fixated on what we are not, but this talk does nothing to impact and touch my life.

What this journal has done is give a God Love and understanding, where it has never been about me, but rather her and her creation – this illusionary Garden. It has never been about me, but rather the we, as in the illusion and all that reside therein. We always prayed to God for help, but we never understood that this God needed our help. What would have helped was if we expressed kindness and neighbourliness to each other, but let’s not talk about what should have been done.

 

This lady needs to wake up. She can turn a door-mat to a house, and a slave to a master, but we don’t want or need such things.

All we ask for is to stop walking alone.

[Rolandson]

I'm love.

I was at my best friend yesterday. 

We are always laughing and always at ourselves like nobody is around us, but there are people but are not there for us at this moment. True love.5g or all the frequencies have no chance. But when you look around, nobody is laughing anymore. 

The frequency level is on top when we laugh. All the demos are scared for sure.

[steven geldenhuys]

Primarily, we are water, where our forms should be bathed/wrapped in a thin film of water. In the sea of faces with their body forms, the outline of your body on a frequency level within the unseen should be the shape/silhouette of a water droplet. This, I feel, also mimics the true spherical form of the spirit.

 

What you do, is Consciousness within you draws your energy on the spirit and body form so that your energy is not scattered to the wind. As you now know the true form of the energy field around you that is radiated from your spirit, this field forms a boundary where your energy can bathe and revitalize your body and spirit. From this foundation may Life unfold as it should.

 

Understand that you and I the body form cannot do much. What transforms is educating the spirit and Consciousness to be what they are, where their radiated Beautiful essence touches the body form. But it is so much more than that, as the spirit guides you to peace and contentment.

Go with the flow of the water that you primarily are made up of. And give thanks for what you are and what you receive.

[steven geldenhuys]

Who blesses you with a bountiful harvest? – Master does. Who provides you with the beasts of the earth so that you may feast from their flesh? – Master does.

You, the slave, might ask me who is Master, and I say they are the gods, and who these gods are, are sadistic, cruel Beasts.

Last night as I slept one came my way. It looked like a bull with a broad, flat forehead and a long face, but what one focused on were its teeth. They were Human teeth, and they were not savage looking, just evil. You smell these gods more than you see them – smells like putrid acid. They can destroy you and those you love by merely thinking about it. They can wipe out your existence before they have even finished blinking.

 

These are the gods – they are your masters, and in every sense literally. They are real, and you are their slave. Without them, you are fucked, and that is why fear drives us, because we always have to appease the gods to survive. Before industrial times, when we lived off of the land, we were more in tune with these gods and their direct impact on our lives. As grass was replaced by concrete, the sickle was replaced by the suit and briefcase, and now we worshipped these gods and thanked them for the food on the table, the plasma television, and of course the healthy bank balance. These gods have never left us, and that is why our lives have never been our own, as we always have to answer to the gods.

The satanists saw the apple for what it was – rotten inside. We always prayed to a loving god, but these never existed, and any doubt to that statement, shove your head out the window and look at our existence. The rivers of blood have always flowed strongly. Seldom has there been peace, and when there was, the wait was on to see what came over the horizon to destroy. The satanists knew there are only cruel gods, and these fuckers they worshipped directly – we worshipped them through our ignorance indirectly, where we never knew the Beast we were calling to. Directly or indirectly, we were soldiers to the gods.

 

To know what you are means to know what you are not. You are not a slave, and these Masters have no control over you. Show them, and yourself, what you are. You are Love.

The one that came last night looked at me and told me I have a protective shield, meaning he saw the water droplet silhouette frequency around me. From there I felt his poison pass through me.

I know what I am – I am not that poison. So the energy/water frequency that had formed a pocket within and around me expelled this poison as it is not who we are.

 

By knowing what you are, you know what you are not, and this creates a rift between you and what was always in your space. Now these gods see me, and I see them, and this separates us from them, compared to the past when our existence depended upon them. Go back to the old ways and understand that those we kneeled before still exist and we are still kneeling.

 

Have you ever wondered why you just can’t blaze your path in Life and be who and what you are? It is because you have been in the proximity of those that enjoy suppressing and destroying you. How can you be happy by being in the presence of such Monsters? You cannot – it is impossible to do so.

 

By knowing what you are, you be this Love. Know what you are so that you may know what you are not. You are not a slave – in the fields of Love there is no hierarchy, and these fields begin with you, as the Infinite/Consciousness is within you. In the illusion, go within, and from within go without, where your spirit and Consciousness creates your world that is worthy of you.

[steven geldenhuys]

Up till now we have been playing catch-up, where the layers are peeled away to discover what new is hiding in the shadows that has suppressed us. You are always one step behind, never knowing what is next, or what can side-swipe you. This morning I was in such a bad way recovering from the poison that was filled into my space last night to destroy me. One wonders if it is not easier to just die rather than get up each day after been knocked down over and over by those in the seen and unseen.

 

Things have to change, otherwise realistically I won’t make it. What your Consciousness does, is it feeds you the spirit and body form a live-streaming from the Infinite, and what this does, is it expels all Disharmony from your spirit and body. Whatever else is still hiding that needs to be discovered is removed by Consciousness plugging into its Home and filling you the spirit and body with this state. If this is not done, this journal will never end, or should we say, there will not be a happy ending.

We have to fill this sphere that is the spirit that forms a shadow/silhouette around the body form with the essence from the Infinite that flows through Consciousness within you. If they can manipulate the weather, what can they do to you with their frequencies? And this is child’s-play to what the gods and those from the shadows of the Reptilian frequency can do to your spirit and body form.

 

Get out of this Game. Rise up and get out. How this is done, is by Consciousness opening the tap from the Infinite to separate you the spirit and body form from what is without and within. And from there, as long as we are here, bring into your world what you are and where you belong. Your spirit needs to learn the freedom to play; to bend the rules of the Game that are favourable to you and all you touch.

Get out the box, and take the world you stay in with you, as it is within you. The spirit needs to bend and flex and expand and play, all the while being untouched by the illusion.

[Origin]

5 hours ago, steven geldenhuys said:

Up till now we have been playing catch-up, where the layers are peeled away to discover what new is hiding in the shadows that has suppressed us. You are always one step behind, never knowing what is next, or what can side-swipe you. This morning I was in such a bad way recovering from the poison that was filled into my space last night to destroy me. One wonders if it is not easier to just die rather than get up each day after been knocked down over and over by those in the seen and unseen.

 

Things have to change, otherwise realistically I won’t make it. What your Consciousness does, is it feeds you the spirit and body form a live-streaming from the Infinite, and what this does, is it expels all Disharmony from your spirit and body. Whatever else is still hiding that needs to be discovered is removed by Consciousness plugging into its Home and filling you the spirit and body with this state. If this is not done, this journal will never end, or should we say, there will not be a happy ending.

We have to fill this sphere that is the spirit that forms a shadow/silhouette around the body form with the essence from the Infinite that flows through Consciousness within you. If they can manipulate the weather, what can they do to you with their frequencies? And this is child’s-play to what the gods and those from the shadows of the Reptilian frequency can do to your spirit and body form.

 

Get out of this Game. Rise up and get out. How this is done, is by Consciousness opening the tap from the Infinite to separate you the spirit and body form from what is without and within. And from there, as long as we are here, bring into your world what you are and where you belong. Your spirit needs to learn the freedom to play; to bend the rules of the Game that are favourable to you and all you touch.

Get out the box, and take the world you stay in with you, as it is within you. The spirit needs to bend and flex and expand and play, all the while being untouched by the illusion.

You are always one step behind, never knowing what is next,

In order to reach the next step in becoming, the requirement to endure the next step *must* be met. If you are able to decode the construct in large parts, there are no more wonders. And this will be more than shocking to discover how Humans could be so wrong. Humans were the ones who decided to make up their own truth. It could be that Humans have got it all wrong. And who is responsible for the lies? Humans..

 

If they can manipulate the weather, what can they do to you with their frequencies?

Weather, like *everything* else in the external realm has to be placed in a different context.  

 

 

 

[Mr H]

I have had some powerful reminder recently on this subject.

 

Nothing new but good reminder.

 

Everything here is a frequency. If you wish to attract something you must literally become that frequency. If you don't know what the frequency dial is, spend time with people who have achieved what you want and attune in.

 

Be what you desire, NOW. Don't wait to become that. 

 

Clear yourself of emotional blockages and mental stories.

 

Adopt right attitude with no excuses. Stride forth with relentless enthusiasm and desire to serve others.

 

Don't take your eye off the path.

 

 

Edited February 14 by Mr H