Know what you are.

[steven geldenhuys]

It is just after one in the morning.

 

The dream that was implanted within my sleep state an hour or two back was of me swimming in an indoor pool spa. Amongst the crowd I saw this female I know – only through sight; have never met her in person.

There is this small lump on my left testicle.

In this implanted dream I found myself swimming underwater in this spa pool. This female swam behind me and kept on touching this lump to shame me. When I saw her telling others what she had just done, I found myself with my arms around her strangling her. I saw the colour go out of her face, but this was not enough, so I began beating her with both my fists. Such rage I have never experienced before.

 

I awoke from this implanted dream, and as I lay in bed I saw and smelt the female Beast that had implanted the dream. She saw that I saw her, and she waved at me, and then proceeded to fan the energy that had accumulated around me towards her so that she could ingest it.

As I saw her, I also saw her pet snake. This Serpent tried to enter me through my anus. I felt it up my backside as I lay in bed. It entered me, but could not stay within me, so it kept trying to push itself within me.

Through all of this commotion I held out my outstretched arms and asked the universe how have I been blocked that such Beasts still have the capacity to do with me as they please? (Last week as I drove home I told my wife that these entities have blocked my life on a social and business level. I have always known this, especially when the psychic Carol Clarke confirmed it. In my limited capacity I tried to find and undo this blockage, but after this last implanted dream, as well as my business generating zero income for the last fifteen years, no doubt my endeavours have failed.)

So I held up my hands as I lay in bed and asked that something bigger than me where am I blocked that my Life is stagnant and going nowhere except to feed these cruel Beasts.

 

What I felt was an absence of my right hand. On the astral level they had severed my right hand. What this means is that Steven the body form could never receive from the unseen dimensions, and most importantly, he could never give. I was in limbo from this cruel act that prevented the body from receiving help and what was rightfully mine, as well as my astral form helping those I love within the seen and unseen.

By knowing what the problem was, it could be easily fixed, and my right hand with its power returned to me.

 

My journal is filled with my encounters with those from the shadows, but this encounter I would like to share on the David Icke forum, and the reason for this is that I am sure there are many out there that are in the same predicament as I was. You know what you are, and you know what you are capable of, but Life passes you by as you merely exist rather than live. If this is the case, then go into the stillness of your heart and ask where you have been blocked. You will feel what has been done to you, and then undo it as this natural state that they blocked is who you are within this realm. The Love within you will make a wrong right by knowing it exists.

Don’t accept any bullshit stories that you deserve this limitation, because it is lies. They clipped your wings so that you could not soar, and this evil deed is no more. Now we are wiser to their ways.

 

With my power returned to me, I lay in bed and thought of these seen and unseen Beasts. They will not change, because this is what they are. So I said: “All those that are cruel, what you have done to others, you now do to yourself, so that you may know yourself.” This I sent out into the ethers so that Hell may know itself, so that the ball that is rolling downhill towards its own demise may temporarily stop and see what it has become.

These Beasts may choose to carry on being cruel, or they can make an about turn, and whatever they decide I really don’t care as it is their Life and not mine. Their days of being evil because they can are coming to an end. You have been caught out you sillies. I see you, and by seeing you, you see yourself. Now you cannot hide from yourself and what you have become. You want to carry on being nasty, then so be it – but now you do it to yourself, and in truth you have always done it to yourself. I forgive you, because I am bigger than you, but understand now that you are no longer a part of my existence.

So be it.

This evil that has allowed to spread untamed is no more.

[steven geldenhuys]

It is just after one in the morning.

 

The dream that was implanted within my sleep state an hour or two back was of me swimming in an indoor pool spa. Amongst the crowd I saw this female I know – only through sight; have never met her in person.

There is this small lump on my left testicle.

In this implanted dream I found myself swimming underwater in this spa pool. This female swam behind me and kept on touching this lump to shame me. When I saw her telling others what she had just done, I found myself with my arms around her strangling her. I saw the colour go out of her face, but this was not enough, so I began beating her with both my fists. Such rage I have never experienced before.

 

I awoke from this implanted dream, and as I lay in bed I saw and smelt the female Beast that had implanted the dream. She saw that I saw her, and she waved at me, and then proceeded to fan the energy that had accumulated around me towards her so that she could ingest it.

As I saw her, I also saw her pet snake. This Serpent tried to enter me through my anus. I felt it up my backside as I lay in bed. It entered me, but could not stay within me, so it kept trying to push itself within me.

Through all of this commotion I held out my outstretched arms and asked the universe how have I been blocked that such Beasts still have the capacity to do with me as they please? (Last week as I drove home I told my wife that these entities have blocked my life on a social and business level. I have always known this, especially when the psychic Carol Clarke confirmed it. In my limited capacity I tried to find and undo this blockage, but after this last implanted dream, as well as my business generating zero income for the last fifteen years, no doubt my endeavours have failed.)

So I held up my hands as I lay in bed and asked that something bigger than me where am I blocked that my Life is stagnant and going nowhere except to feed these cruel Beasts.

 

What I felt was an absence of my right hand. On the astral level they had severed my right hand. What this means is that Steven the body form could never receive from the unseen dimensions, and most importantly, he could never give. I was in limbo from this cruel act that prevented the body from receiving help and what was rightfully mine, as well as my astral form helping those I love within the seen and unseen.

By knowing what the problem was, it could be easily fixed, and my right hand with its power returned to me.

 

My journal is filled with my encounters with those from the shadows, but this encounter I would like to share on the David Icke forum, and the reason for this is that I am sure there are many out there that are in the same predicament as I was. You know what you are, and you know what you are capable of, but Life passes you by as you merely exist rather than live. If this is the case, then go into the stillness of your heart and ask where you have been blocked. You will feel what has been done to you, and then undo it as this natural state that they blocked is who you are within this realm. The Love within you will make a wrong right by knowing it exists.

Don’t accept any bullshit stories that you deserve this limitation, because it is lies. They clipped your wings so that you could not soar, and this evil deed is no more. Now we are wiser to their ways.

 

With my power returned to me, I lay in bed and thought of these seen and unseen Beasts. They will not change, because this is what they are. So I said: “All those that are cruel, what you have done to others, you now do to yourself, so that you may know yourself.” This I sent out into the ethers so that Hell may know itself, so that the ball that is rolling downhill towards its own demise may temporarily stop and see what it has become.

These Beasts may choose to carry on being cruel, or they can make an about turn, and whatever they decide I really don’t care as it is their Life and not mine. Their days of being evil because they can are coming to an end. You have been caught out you sillies. I see you, and by seeing you, you see yourself. Now you cannot hide from yourself and what you have become. You want to carry on being nasty, then so be it – but now you do it to yourself, and in truth you have always done it to yourself. I forgive you, because I am bigger than you, but understand now that you are no longer a part of my existence.

So be it.

This evil that has allowed to spread untamed is no more.

[steven geldenhuys]

this helped a lot - a link that Karl sent me:

 

"Thank you for continuing to share your insights and methods. I appreciate your valuable information.

I'm curious, have you ever attempted to 'revoke contracts' and declare yourself to be a 'sovereign being' as outlined in the link below?

http://howtoexitthematrix.com/2015/04/29/declaration-of-sovereignty-and-soul-contract-revocation/
 

i went to sit around a table, and i called all to the table whoever had a contract with me. i told them the contracts were null and void, as they were made in a place called Hell, and no good comes out of this place. i set myself free from them and their contracts so that i may be what i am, which is Love.

this Declaration of independence from contracts and those who one was bound to i passed on to all who i love and who love me - this basically is everyone. 

[Dawn]

On 1/28/2021 at 11:23 PM, steven geldenhuys said:

 My youngest daughters eyesight is deteriorating. I needed to understand the cause of this phenomena, and what I felt was that the vibrant energy in her space stopped at the throat area – the head was devoid of this vibrancy, most notably over the eyes. 

I’ve enjoyed reading your writings throughout this thread. 
 

Just a thought on your daughter.. Vitamin A deficiency can cause deteriorating vision in children. You might look into any vitamin/mineral deficiencies she has and what may be causing them. If she had say...an undiagnosed gluten allergy, that could be the reason why she is not absorbing nutrients the way she is supposed to. 

[steven geldenhuys]

hi

 

thanks for that. it is appreciated. her eating pattern is not what it should be.

will look into your advice.

 

is there anything i can do to assist you with in return for your assistance. if so, send me a message.

 

steven

[steven geldenhuys]

It is just after one in the morning.

 

The dream that was implanted within my sleep state an hour or two back was of me swimming in an indoor pool spa. Amongst the crowd I saw this female I know – only through sight; have never met her in person.

There is this small lump on my left testicle.

In this implanted dream I found myself swimming underwater in this spa pool. This female swam behind me and kept on touching this lump to shame me. When I saw her telling others what she had just done, I found myself with my arms around her strangling her. I saw the colour go out of her face, but this was not enough, so I began beating her with both my fists. Such rage I have never experienced before.

 

I awoke from this implanted dream, and as I lay in bed I saw and smelt the female Beast that had implanted the dream. She saw that I saw her, and she waved at me, and then proceeded to fan the energy that had accumulated around me towards her so that she could ingest it.

As I saw her, I also saw her pet snake. This Serpent tried to enter me through my anus. I felt it up my backside as I lay in bed. It entered me, but could not stay within me, so it kept trying to push itself within me.

Through all of this commotion I held out my outstretched arms and asked the universe how have I been blocked that such Beasts still have the capacity to do with me as they please? (Last week as I drove home I told my wife that these entities have blocked my life on a social and business level. I have always known this, especially when the psychic Carol Clarke confirmed it. In my limited capacity I tried to find and undo this blockage, but after this last implanted dream, as well as my business generating zero income for the last fifteen years, no doubt my endeavours have failed.)

So I held up my hands as I lay in bed and asked that something bigger than me where am I blocked that my Life is stagnant and going nowhere except to feed these cruel Beasts.

 

What I felt was an absence of my right hand. On the astral level they had severed my right hand. What this means is that Steven the body form could never receive from the unseen dimensions, and most importantly, he could never give. I was in limbo from this cruel act that prevented the body from receiving help and what was rightfully mine, as well as my astral form helping those I love within the seen and unseen.

By knowing what the problem was, it could be easily fixed, and my right hand with its power returned to me.

 

My journal is filled with my encounters with those from the shadows, but this encounter I would like to share on the David Icke forum, and the reason for this is that I am sure there are many out there that are in the same predicament as I was. You know what you are, and you know what you are capable of, but Life passes you by as you merely exist rather than live. If this is the case, then go into the stillness of your heart and ask where you have been blocked. You will feel what has been done to you, and then undo it as this natural state that they blocked is who you are within this realm. The Love within you will make a wrong right by knowing it exists.

Don’t accept any bullshit stories that you deserve this limitation, because it is lies. They clipped your wings so that you could not soar, and this evil deed is no more. Now we are wiser to their ways.

 

With my power returned to me, I lay in bed and thought of these seen and unseen Beasts. They will not change, because this is what they are. So I said: “All those that are cruel, what you have done to others, you now do to yourself, so that you may know yourself.” This I sent out into the ethers so that Hell may know itself, so that the ball that is rolling downhill towards its own demise may temporarily stop and see what it has become.

These Beasts may choose to carry on being cruel, or they can make an about turn, and whatever they decide I really don’t care as it is their Life and not mine. Their days of being evil because they can are coming to an end. You have been caught out you sillies. I see you, and by seeing you, you see yourself. Now you cannot hide from yourself and what you have become. You want to carry on being nasty, then so be it – but now you do it to yourself, and in truth you have always done it to yourself. I forgive you, because I am bigger than you, but understand now that you are no longer a part of my existence.

So be it.

This evil that has allowed to spread untamed is no more.

[steven geldenhuys]

Yesterday evening this old client of mine sent me a photo of her young Sheltie dog and asked for assistance. This dog had developed an itch, where the scratching was leaving bald patches on the dogs coat.

I went into the space of the dog and felt its itch, as well as this deep, boring restriction within the base of the neck. I asked the owner if the dog was microchipped, which it was.

 

The microchip within the animal emits an electrical frequency that is not compatible to the electrical circuitry of the body. I tell people that if I go to your houses main electrical box and insert a different frequency to what is there, it will cause mayhem to your houses electrical network.

The microchip causes deep muscle spasm which pulls on the vertebrae to which the muscles are attached, which has a disastrous snowball effect on the animals body. In the case of this dog, its body had an allergic reaction to this invasive frequency. The microchip was neutralised to be compatible to the dogs electrical circuitry, and the dog will be okay.

 

Then I went to bed, and I battled to sleep. Eventually, after much tossing and turning I fell asleep, only to be awoken by this uncomfortable feeling located at the collar-line of my neck. This was the same sensation I felt on the Sheltie, except that the discomfort was not deep and boring – rather it just panned across the base of the neck area. The discomfort got worse, so I took deep, rhythmical breaths to control the pain. After about forty minutes the pain went away.

 

A week back I was asked to check on a caracal (which is a wild cat, which to me looks like a small lynx.) I felt the disharmony of this wild animal that was domesticated – a household pet, and I reported my findings, as well as the cause, which ranged between carrying the owners disharmony to EMF frequencies. When I got feedback on the animal last night, I re-checked it again, and it suddenly dawned on me that all this animal wanted to do was die. At its young age its time was up, but us Human beings that become all emotionally attached to what we love often refuse to see what is staring us in the face.

Somewhere on the horizon there might have been a glimmer of truth in Stevens initial take on the cause of this caracals disharmony, but when one honed in on the obvious, the truth is there for all to see. (The initial case history was that this animal was seen by many veterinarians and nobody could find anything wrong. He stopped eating and had lost interest in life.) But no – as practitioners we always have to jump in and save the day to show how good we are. This animal wanted to die, but because it was domesticated, it could not just lie down and do so as it would if it was still a part of the wild. Our domestication alters the DNA of the animal and makes them “soft,” which is another way of saying they become dependent on us – even for death.

 

I was wrong on my initial take on the cause of the caracals disharmony, so understand that I may also be wrong on my take of the disharmony I felt in my neck as I slept earlier on. However, I feel strong in what I say, otherwise I would not say it.

 

As I felt the pain over my neck, I imagined robots on an assembly line that were being branded/tagged by the ones who had created them. I imagined these robots to be stamped/plated with a tag at the base of their neck as they came to the end of the production line where they were manufactured. This tag allowed all to see who owned them, and most importantly, this tag was their submissive link to the master who formed them.

During the time that I felt his disharmony at my neck, I thought of heresayers I met in the past that said: “Beware of the mark of the beast; the 666 imprint on our forms that would one day come about.”

For me, what I felt over my neck was our tattoo; our brand; our tag that connected us to the system of Hell and those who run the show. We are biological computers that were manufactured around the strand of the Creator, and our tag, that we were someone else’s property, was what I felt over the back of the neck area.

Yes, over time we made contracts with unsavoury entities, where our naivety and their deception always got the better of us, where we would end up the loser and not even be aware of our misfortune, but at the very beginning there was no contract. We were manufactured, and then tagged so that we remained the property of the ones who manufactured us. That is why, after all this time, we have remained within Hell – going nowhere slowly.

 

Our tattoo; our tag, is removed by those who wish this so, by knowing it exists and has no place within the space of Love.

[Seconal]

"I am that I am, for I am until I'm not and then I am that I am again, until again I am not". - Seconal

 

"I don't respect therapy, because I'm a scientist. Because I invent, transform, create, and destroy for a living, and when I don't like something about the world, I change it. And I don't think going to a rented office in a strip mall to listen to some agent of averageness explain which words mean which feelings has ever helped anyone do anything.

I think it's helped a lot of people get comfortable and stop panicking, which is a state of mind we value in the animals we eat, but not something I want for myself.

 

I'm not a cow. I'm a pickle. When I feel like it". - Pickle Rick

 

[steven geldenhuys]

Why am I writing this journal? – So that I can know that we are not alone; so that I know we are always Loved and cared for; to know that no matter what, we are in the loving arms of something that Loves us more than anything; but most importantly, that our lives are filled with joy and laughter, as this is a natural expression of what we are at our core.

I do not care who you are, or what you believe, what I know is this: There are fields of Infinite Love, and this is merely what it is. Where we are, within this place I call Hell – this place is not meant to exist. This place arose from an accident – from the fall of The Wisdom Goddess Sophia. (I once again stress that I am not a Gnostic.) We never dug deep enough; we never looked for a way out, no matter what. Instead, we got on with Life, doing our best to survive. Many held onto their good hearts, and just as many let go and allowed insanity to take them over, but for all of us, we became disillusioned and meek as the four walls of Hell engulfed us and took us over. We gave up looking for a way back Home, so we put our noses to the wheel and got on with Life within this awful place. (Shift a gear and don’t only look at your life – look at the lives of others.)

 

What I ask now, is what is primarily holding us within Hell? How do we get out of this Serpents nest to go back Home? What is the primary anchor? I choose to choose, but we have never had free will as we have been imprisoned within a dense frequency. The playing fields have never been fair. Now we level the playing fields, so that we may choose Hell or the Infinite. Twisted minds that want to play with insanity can stay, and those that have had enough of surviving can go to the Infinite.

What barrier needs to be removed to break down the walls of Hell, so that we may choose?

 

First and foremost, choose.

Choose to stay; play it safe; play with Beasts where you too become a Beast, then find your place in the sun and live out your existence until your final fall into the Nothingness of the Forgotten.

Choose to go where you belong and from where the core of you is Home, then go into the stillness to understand how to break down the walls holding you within Hell. We need to come together and stand as one; we cannot do this alone.

To those that choose freedom from Hell, we stand together now within the astral plane – we unite as one, and then we go into the silence of the strand of the Creator within. Now it is not me, but we, as the way out is revealed. (09:35 on 4^th February, 2021)

 

**

 

This morning I woke up, and as I closed my eyes to see, I saw the All-seeing Eye. This was one of the first things I saw when I began to see the unseen. I would see broken pieces that came together to form a bright, golden eye. Sometimes, like this morning, the Eye would be purple, but this morning something else happened – the purple Eye became black and infused into the Blackness around it.

 

Before the children of the Creator fell from the illusionary Garden into a dense frequency, the Infinite sent Love to show them; to remind them, of what they are. This Love was seen as a Glow. One had to only look at the Glow, as one would in a mirror, for the children to see themselves and remind themselves what they were.

Unfortunately at this time Semiramis was strongly infused with the Parasitic frequency of Deception, and she wanted all within the illusionary Garden for herself. So when the Love of the Infinite was presented to all in the Garden, as a black Glow, Semiramis hid behind the Glow and made it her own, and what we mean by this, is that she used the Glow to unite the children towards her rather than them being united as one with the Infinite. How she achieved this was by standing behind the Glow, and through her imagination, she turned the Glow to a beautiful golden colour. Instead of the children seeing the black Glow and infusing; becoming one with the Infinite and returning Home, they focused towards this wonderful splendour before them.

(Love just is what it is. It is not beautiful to the eye – it just it. And yet in that simplicity is Everything. It is a state beyond the description of words.)

 

We bowed down to this golden glow; this false God within the sky, and this gave Semiramis what she wanted – power over all within the illusion. By “bowing down” to this beauty, we gave our power away to this something that we believed to be bigger than us. And in truth, this is when the sheer/separation from the Infinite happened in earnest, as now we had our god and all would be okay. We would be looked after as this uncertainty brewed within us as the Parasitic frequency of Deception began to take us over.

And that is what we pray to and look to for assistance – an illusionary glow that we believe to be real and good.

The beautiful golden colour of the glow, that came to be seen as an All-seeing Eye (the one above looking after us) began to draw our attention/energy as one would draw a moth to a flame – only to be destroyed by the flame.

 

For me, this was the moment when we became insane; when we forgot who and what we are: When we looked at the Golden Glow of Semiramis we saw beauty and splendour. The eternal, disastrous fuck-up was that this beauty was without, not within. Now we wanted, and what we wanted was not real; not tangible, so the more we wanted, and got, the less we had, as what we had was not real. In truth, what we now had was a deception – a false glow within the sky.

The Midas touch of Semiramis made us want more than anything what was within the illusion. When the wealth of the world was not enough to satiate our desire for more, we became rulers of Men and the creatures around us, as this dominion over others was a drug that made us forget that by wanting everything we in truth have nothing – just an illusion; something that is not real. (What a bummer this awareness must have brought the ones who ascended to the thrones of glory, as this glory was a false one – it was not tangible, as they looked without rather than within.)

 

Within the stillness look towards the real Glow – the one that if black that the Infinite bestowed upon us so that we may know ourselves and return Home.

By looking at this Black Glow we see ourselves and know ourselves, and this breaks down the walls of Hell.

[steven geldenhuys]

We were manufactured to feed the System and those from the shadows.

For us to eat, we have to kill, but what is far worse than having your flesh fed from, is being eaten from when you are still alive. Wow man, this is not pleasant.

 

Ever since I was a young boy, my greatest fear was of not passing my exams as I passed through Life’s educational institutions. I would dream at night of having to write an exam the following day and I never knew my work well enough, so this raw fear took me over as I went into a flat-spin of knowing I was not going to pass the exams.

You want maximum energy from Steven, implant a dream of him not being prepared for his exams. And this is what happened last night, as it has happened so often throughout my life.

 

Our kidneys are our energy storage tanks. The left kidney for the body form, and the right kidney for the astral.

The implanted dream last night was of me being around fellow students at some or other school/college setting. I was nipping as I had an exam tomorrow, and there was not enough time to cover all the work. My back was against the wall, and I didn’t know what to do. These fear-of-failing exams linger – they are not over in a hurry, and this is so to get maximum energy from me.

Normally I wake up from the dream and see the ones who implanted it, but last night I was caught up within the dream while vaguely being aware of what was happening to me.

There were two massive Serpents, and no doubt these two were seasoned fuckers, as they implanted the dream they knew would draw maximum energy from me, and then each one bit onto a kidney to draw my energy from its source. So here is Steven sleeping in bed having a panic attack over exams he is not ready for while two massive Serpents are latched onto his kidneys drawing energy from him.

And guess what: What happens to me, happens to you, as I alone cannot feed all those from the shadows. Like me, you were manufactured to feed cruel Beasts. Do you understand now when I say that we are at the very bottom of the food chain?

 

In knowing of the Black Glow, one has to first and foremost change what we are – we have to stop being the feeders we were manufactured to me.

 

The Dragon children were created to play within the fields of the Infinite. We were encouraged to use the power of imagination to create within the fields, and this gave the Creator as much joy as it gave to us – to do and to be.

Now we are going to play, but initially it will not be for joy, but rather to get out of this mess of Hell.

Remember that you do not intentionally do anything, as your understanding is all you need. You need to get out of the picture as we cannot do much with our limited state.

By knowing of the Black Glow, and by knowing what you were manufactured to be, you let go so that you may be transformed to be one with the Black Glow rather than be attached to the System to feed it. With your branded tattoo off your neck you can do what you want as you are nobody’s property.

 

We need to get out of here with baby-steps, and the first step is to know what you are so that you can transform what you are. Remember, you are a biological computer, and now you are detached from the System and have a new “server/hard-drive” to attach to, which is the Black Glow.

“Connect me to the Black Glow and not the System of Life so that I may be an expression and state of Love rather than a feeder to Hell.” This is your input command to your biological computer – press Enter – and we become compatible to the Black Glow of the Infinite and nothing else.

 

Will these Beasts try and stop us from leaving?

They know of the Game, so they knew more than us, but in the big picture we all know nothing. If we knew something we would not destroy others to stay alive so that a cruel System can function only to meet its eventual demise within the Nothingness of the Forgotten.

The point to make is that our departure will put these Beasts in a flat-spin as all they have ever known is suddenly coming undone. Their power is our fear, and our fear is from not understanding who and what we are and where we belong. Understand, and you have no fear, and these Beasts have no power over you.

 

First baby-step has been accomplished: Disconnected from the System of Hell and connected to the Black Glow so that we may express and be the state of Love within us.

We are transforming on the level of the unseen, as the breaking of our mould and that of Hell can only be done on this level. May this transformation be witnessed on the seen sooner than later as I am tired of this place.

[steven geldenhuys]

The story of Pinocchio encapsulates the plight, and path, of humanity – this simple story of a wooden puppet that wanted to be a real boy.

Below is a summary of the original story. Collodi’s original story was meant to serve as a warning against bad behaviour.

A poor man named Geppetto wants to carve himself a marionette in order to make a living as a puppeteer. He is given a piece of enchanted wood, and as soon as Geppetto carves the puppet, which he names Pinocchio, it begins abusing the old man. Once its feet are made, Pinocchio runs away, and Geppetto is arrested when he seizes the puppet. Pinocchio returns to Geppetto’s home alone, and when the Talking Cricket admonishes him, Pinocchio kills the cricket. Going his own way, and ignoring all advice, Pinocchio soon falls in with a variety of bad characters, particularly the Fox and the Cat, who scheme to steal the five gold pieces Pinocchio was given for Geppetto. Eventually, the Fox and the Cat, disguised as Assassins, hang Pinocchio in order to get the gold pieces.

However, the Fairy with Azure Hair saves Pinocchio at the last moment. When Pinocchio lies to the Fairy about the gold pieces, his nose grows comically long. Later, Pinocchio again falls in with the Fox and the Cat, who trick him out of his gold pieces. Eventually, Pinocchio finds the Fairy again and comes to live with her as her son. Twice he begins attending school, and twice he allows himself to be led astray, the second time resulting in his becoming a donkey. After further adventures, Pinocchio is swallowed by the Terrible Shark and finds Geppetto living in the shark’s belly. Pinocchio rescues his father and thereafter takes care of him. The Fairy then turns Pinocchio into a real boy.

 

Our conscience, the strand of the Creator within our forms, was something that we quickly admonished as we found ourselves within this dense plane of Hell. Was this so because of the fear/shock of finding ourselves in a strange place, or was it because we refused to listen to sound advice as in how we ended up here in the first place, so that a lesson may be learnt and we may correct our bad ways?

Yes, the parasitic frequency of Deception took us over, where we became donkeys/fools, where our demise was inevitable, but we never took the wake-up call of our fall to return to the ways of pureness, where we allowed the strand/our conscience to be our guide.

So when we hit the dense frequency that would become known as Hell, we merely carried on with our bad behaviour: We found ways to survive, and most importantly, we found ways to have fun. The disaster was that whatever we done, it was at the expense of others.

 

The belly of the Terrible Shark is the place I have seen in my sleep state – that end of the road here in Hell; the Nothingness of the Forgotten; the place where you forget yourself; the eternal limbo where you are forgotten as you forget yourself. You have finally completely forgotten of the strand/your conscience/your good heart within you.

 

There is no doubt that Sophia jumped into this dense plane to save her children, as any loving parent would do out of reflex. What we done to her and her selfless act was admonish her. We destroyed the one who loves us more than anything. And no matter what, she will never stop loving us. Our disaster is that this Creator cannot be there for us, as our bad behaviour has destroyed her intentionally and unintentionally – what a disappointment we must be to this God of Love.

 

As long as we are going nowhere, so is she. The only way to help her to return to the space from where she fell is for us to once again rise and shine like the stars that we are. We need to rescue our mother and take care of her. The Fairy will then turn us into real boys. What this means is that we then become real, and no longer an illusion – we are what we are and where we belong, which is Home.

 

And this is what Steven has been doing over the last few years – applying what I understand to the Creator to set her free.

In going Home, understand what is happening: By setting yourself free, you are setting the Creator free; you are carrying her back Home to the fields of the Infinite, and from there she will return to her realm. When she is where she belongs, then is this journal complete, as we have made a wrong right.

[steven geldenhuys]

Two nights back I awoke from my sleep state to see this young Human punk within my wife’s space. He had just laid down within her space, and there was this look of absolute wonder and amazement on his face. It looked like he had just seen the most spectacular thing ever.

What he saw was a virtual reality showcase. We are layers of energy waves moving back and forth. This is how we look within the illusion – our solid state is just another perceptual manipulation to lock us into this limited reality.

Within our waveform of energy lies everything that has ever happened within our life. These Beasts that enter our space to implant a story/dream enter our space and see every moment within our existence – our stored data of experiences is there like a kaleidoscope for all to see.

 

Picture a man in a room with a domed ceiling. All around this man within the room are visual moments/images of everything that happened to you. Now this man takes of these moments and connects them together – this is what we call a dream. The biological computer is then “awoken” while in sleep mode to follow the story/dream, and this is how our attention/energy is harnessed.

But this is not what I want to speak about.

 

When I saw this punk, I understood that this was just another form of entertainment to these lost entities that use the frequencies of Hell as their playground where anything goes. We are a virtual reality showcase to them – what we would see as going to the cinema to watch a movie. Their movie is just a lot more advanced than ours, and there are a few billion titles to choose from, as in the story of each of our lives.

This is also what I would not like to speak about.

 

What I want to say is that in some cases, and I would say many cases, those that come for the show stay when the lights go on. On the astral level some we invite to stay, and others just stay without an invitation or us being aware of them. These ride on our back, hiding from us while they enjoy the ride at our expense. Remember, these Beasts have the upper hand over us, as they are playing in a Game we don’t even know exists.

Recently I woke up from my sleep state and saw this elderly lady just lying within my wife’s body space.

Over the years I often wake up and see these hordes of entities leave my forms, and if I say “hordes,” I am talking 20, 30 or forty beings that pop out of my space one by one. Remember, we are waves of energy, and within these waves of energy are waves of energy. Where these waves start and end is anybody’s guess. Within each of us is a world of memories.

 

Those that stay within our space become infused within our forms – they become a part of us; part of the furniture.

You have a medical condition you just can’t shake, well guess what: ten to one the condition is not yours, it is the one who has taken up residence within your space. I am not talking about a possession, where you are completely taken over, I am talking about an infusion, where your energy space has been assimilated within another’s energy space. These entities stay and make your home their home.

As a silly example, I was visiting with this lady the other day. I don’t know why, but as I moved my dog away that came to sit right in my face on the table, my handed knocked over my coffee cup. It was a slow motion action, where my hand flicked the cup on its side. This was not me, as why would I do such a thing.

What is important to note is that the actions of our intruders are not noted by us, and the simple reason for this is that they are doing the deed and not us.

 

What I am getting at, is your wanting to go Home can have the brakes put on by others that have become intertwined with your energy. You want to go left, they want to go right, and you end up nowhere, all the while being frustrated as you know what you want and are, but you just don’t understand why you cannot be and achieve these states.

Now you know. It is these silly fuckers within our energy fields that are enjoying the ride and the scenery and being a back-seat driver telling us what to do and where to go.

 

Knowing of their presence is not enough to shake them off and close the door to other unruly bastards that may want to enter in the future. I am making you aware of these infused entities within your form as you may be wondering why you see the open door, but for the life of you, you just cannot step forwards to enter. Now you know. You are not alone. Within you are other infused entities that have been with you for a long, long time, so much so that what you believe to be you is in fact others.

 

To be yourself, you need to know yourself.

 

The Black Glow within our existence is a game changer, as now we have something that is outside of Hell, and thus it cannot be manipulated by Hell.

Your astral form is one with this Black Glow, and what we mean by this, is that there is a connection between you and this state that is inseparable. The time it takes for this Infinite to take you over where you are one with the All varies from person to person, but what we all have in common is that we are one; we are linked to this state.

In the journal I spoke about releasing our “junk” DNA, where we shift our double-helix DNA, to say, for example five helix strands. In other words, we begin to play with what we have that has been shut down. What I emphasized is that our play is within the space of what we can handle. I was told of this lady who could move her curtains so that they floated parallel to the ground. She had too much understanding all at once, and this put her in an insane asylum, as she could not come to terms with what she naturally was.

 

With our connection to the Black Glow that the Infinite shone upon us, the infusers within are shaken off to walk their own way. Now we stand alone, as we should, within our own space. Those that are inseparable from us through the Love that we have for them and they for us walk with us with this understanding that we are infused to the Black Glow and no other.

 

Of course, bad memories/moments that shocked us are also  infused within our forms, and these awful moments, rather than entities, became a part of our existence. With our connection to the Black Glow, they to become no more.

 

So be it.

[steven geldenhuys]

(may this be my last post to the thread i started. to all, take care.)

 

To understand the cruelty of Life is good to know, but in the big picture this means nothing to us as it does nothing to enrich our lives, or more importantly – to transform our lives for the better.

What is important to understand, is what effect the cruelty of Life has on us. By understanding how cruelty impacts our life, we can undo the process and reclaim what we rightfully are.

 

Before I met my neighbour next door I never knew such people exist. I have met low-life trash, but I have never met the scum of the Earth – those cruel bastards that lie and bully their way through life, all the time  crying that they are the victims of Life.

This morning as I drove home I passed this cruel Beast and had the opportunity to look him in the face. The nasty and cruel behaviour of this man has had an impact on my life to this day, and seeing this man this morning gave me the opportunity to reflect on what the cruelty of Life does to us.

(I have been touched by the cruelty of others, and trust me when I say that most the world over have experienced far worse than me, but the force of this neighbours hatefulness and nastiness literally stunned me.

It is within this shocked/stunned moment that the system of Life is allowed to exist.

 

Be it from the shock-waves of a bomb going off close to you within the war-torn desert of Afghanistan, or the verbal abuse from a neighbour, or seeing the carnage of flesh and steel intertwined in a motor vehicle accident, the effects of what happen to us in that moment of shock are the same.

What that effect is, is that a part of us is taken, never to be returned. We lose a part of us; a part of us is taken from us.

 

As has been said, we need to understand that when we are stunned/shocked by experiencing something that exists beyond the confines of what we would consider normal, a part of us is taken from us, where we become a fraction of the person we should be. Now can you understand why we are so fragile; why we fall apart so easily? You are born into this world through the fear and apprehension of the one giving birth to you, as well as the fear of touching base with a frequency/world where survival, not Love, is supreme.

To understand what impact cruelty has on us, I would like to go back to that moment when my neighbour and his girlfriend verbally abused me. I walked away from the incident and I don’t remember walking back to the house. I found myself at my front door area in a daze. The shock of what had just happened to me made everything around me and within me unreal. 

I would like to understand now what happened to Steven during that moment where everything that was real suddenly became surreal. What happened to me? What I do now is go back to the moment before the abuse happened, when Steven was okay, and from there we go into the incident to understand what happened on the unseen.

 

I feel this point open on the centre of my brain, and then I feel this anti-clockwise spinning around my brain and whole body. I become delirious – it feels like I am drunk. Then the spinning stops, and there is a controlled, forceful clockwise movement around me.

It is during this counter movement to stop the unnatural and uncontrolled spinning from the traumatic incident that a part of us is lost. I feel the energy about half way down my left leg all the way to my foot disappear. This makes sense to me, as I have not been able to move forwards from this incident – I have not been able to get on with my life. (What is taken from us is specific to each individual. How the trauma affects you will be different from me.)

 

I reclaim this part of me now by understanding how it was lost.

 

I reclaim everything that was taken from me the biological computer by the cruelty of Life and its minions. This reclaiming I do now.

 

But this is only one half of the story, as what happens to us when we are cruel to others?

Now I go to the other side of the fence and experience what happened to my neighbour during his attack of me. I feel this draining of energy from his left heart area, where his heart energy/love disappears completely. Now the head rules – there is no love; no compassion; no empathy. Then I feel this anti-clockwise turning over the left side of the brain. There is then the clockwise spinning to counter the unnatural spinning. Then I feel a falling of the insides of this man. His skin is where it should be, but everything within him is falling downwards at an alarming speed. We lose ourselves – we forget who and what we are. We take our first step towards the living dead – within the seen and unseen realms. We forget what it is to live – to be happy. The innocence of laughter and joy no longer exist within our world.

This shearing; this falling when we are cruel, is for me our true split from the fields of Infinite Love. That is why true Beasts want you to feel bad when you have done nothing wrong; that is why the System is unjust; why the bully wins and the innocent are crushed – it is all orchestrated to split our minds and make us insane, but above all, Life is cruel to split us from Home so that we may feed the system of Hell. This System we created when we destroyed to survive.

When we entered the dense planes/frequencies of Hell our primary state of awareness was uncertainty. From this state we chose, but having said that, this is an unfair statement to make, as our lives have never been ours to own. We are slaves – feeders to a System that does not care.

Our survival meant taking at the expense of others, and through this definition we have all been cruel.

 

You forgive yourself now for every misdeed that you have done. Forgive yourself now so that you may shine your natural state of Love which will make amends for what you said and done as now your Love is making this world a better place for all.

 

Do I forgive my neighbour for his cruel deed?

What does forgiveness mean? Forgiveness means to forget, and if this is so, then I forgive him to forget him, so that I may move forwards away from cruel Beasts like him.

The lesson to learn is don’t become cruel – always be the being of Love that you are.

 

12:38 on 19/02/2021.

 

Most children are so excited to go back to school after the long holidays that the excitement keeps them from sleeping the night before the school starts. But where some see a thrill, others see fear.

This last Sunday I was awoken from my sleep by the tears of my daughter. She was so apprehensive of the school starting the following day that the fear overtook her and deprived her of sleeping, so she climbed into bed with us. In my half sleep state I felt her energy, and what I felt was this streaming/bleeding of energy just above the right kidney area. Her fear took her over, where she had no control over her life, and the system of Life was bleeding her – draining her energy from her. This loss of energy results in “flat spots” over our forms, where the body cannot function as it should, and hers was over the vocal chords where she at times cannot form words to speak.

 

We are a manufactured biological computer to feed the system of Life. Within Hell, our planet Earth is the illusion, and what hides from us within the shadows that we cannot see is real. We the seen feed the unseen. What we feed/emit is anything within the frequency/energy spectrum that is the opposite to Love, namely jealousy, hate, envy, fear, etc. But there needs to be order out of the Chaos, so moments of happiness, joy, compassion, etc. are also met. These moments of “peace” balance the hardships of Life so that we don’t self-destruct where Hell consumes us. We assume pleasures of Life bring us peace, but this is not so, because in truth there is no such thing as “peace” here within Hell.

Today we can be happy, and tomorrow we can be destroyed, and we all know this, hence the core of uncertainty within our forms.

 

How did they do that; how were we manufactured to be emitters of energy that feed cruel Beasts that live in the shadows?

My take to that question is an easy one: We were manufactured, and then thrown into the System to swim. As we swam in a system of Chaos we done what comes naturally – we emitted Chaos. How simple, yet brilliantly effective is that! My daughter releases energy/fear into the System when the System gets the better of her, and what she is doing is what she was manufactured to do – feed the system/frequency of Hell. Us feeding the System is as natural and effortless as breathing. All of us feed these Beasts – the unseen that I have been allowed to see.

We have been manufactured to be compatible to the frequency of Hell, and we have fitted in as we know of no other way. But what if we knew of another? What if we knew of the strand of Inherent Goodness/Godness within us – this state of Infinite Love that is the All? Is our will to disconnect from Hell and connect to the strand within enough to set us free? Do we have the capacity to let go of everything we know and wish for in order to embrace the strand within and make it our own? Do we have to first lose everything, including our sanity, before we decide to become what we are according to our original birthright from the Source of Infinite Love? I refuse to allow sorrow to embrace me and my loved ones so that I may get a wake-up call. I choose to connect to the strand of the Creator within rather than the system of Life.

So be it.

13:59 19/02/2021

 

[steven geldenhuys]

About four years ago i was awoken one night from my sleep state. I woke up to see what looked like the clay face of an old man. This entity was so powerful his presence pushed my lungs to one side so that i had to gasp for breaths, and my thoughts were pushed/compressed where what i thought slowed down.

i came to call this entity the God of Wrath, as his force is all-powerful, and when he hits you, because you do not want to listen, you lie down for a few lifetimes.

When i saw and felt this entity in my room, i assumed he was a foe, so i breathed in the Love that i know to protect myself. This man told me to come with him as he wants to show me something.  And so it happened that this God of Wrath became my friend, as i am eternally grateful to those that help Steven.

 

My astral form went with him. and he showed me how brother turned on brother - where we began to kill because we can. But the first thing he showed me was a tree. This tree was in an African bush, and within the branches of the tree were beehives. What my friend showed me was the Tree of Life, and what this Tree is, is a state within the playing fields of the Dragon spirits that emits/sustains Life there. (This Tree/state is the breath/oxygen of the Garden/playground that Sophia created for her children.)

 

Earlier on this evening i was asked to check on this lady that was fighting for her life in hospital. I went into her space, and what i felt was this sweeping force of an entity that entered through her head and swept through her body to exit through her left foot. This entity is ruthless - it destroyed all within this lady, except for her lungs. Those that have their lungs compromised out there is because the lungs are the last Man standing within the body form and thus cannot take the pressure/load of carrying the body and its systems.

I needed to understand how this entity/frequency targeted this lady specifically and not others in the community, and all i felt was this locking-on effect at the left base of her skull.

 

What makes the most sense to me as to how people are dying from at attack on their lungs, is through a militarized/alien EMF attack. We are attacked with a frequency, but for the life of me i never knew that this frequency was an alien entity that was manufactured to destroy/kill its victim.

 

We are plugged into the system of Life, so understand that we are controlled by those that don't have our best interests at heart. I can only assume that a random algorithm is sent from the System we are plugged into that sends this frequency to attacks us.

(As i have said from day one of my journal: The devil has no loyalty and no friends!)

 

What i am trying to say in this post, is to help ourselves and those that want to be helped, one has to unplug from the System. How this is done, is being aware of this strand of the Creator within our forms located at our throat area. You connect with your intent this strand to the Tree of Life, and this takes you out the System of Hell.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

[steven geldenhuys]

the Tree of Life is within us - it is where we would call the lung area.

now there is a constant link between the throat and the lungs; between the Tree and the strand. this is who and what you are - this nucleus; this space.

 

from there you get up and start living your life. you are no longer a spectator - observing the insanity around you. live for you, and by doing so, you live for all, as others see your example and they too start living, where their own happiness is important to them.

 

you are now in your own world with this link between the strand and the Tree in full swing. 

sit down and ask yourself what is important - what will make you happy. when you know what it is, go into the stillness/silence and ask your astral form to bring forth into your physical existence what it is that will make you happy. 

just remember: you are in the space of selfless Love, so as much as what you wish for is important to you, what you receive will bring joy to others as well. as an example, money is just a tool, and if you receive this tool, make sure that you are known to others as a generous person, where you help because your good heart says you can.

the sooner we understand that we are all one, and that true happiness comes from loving and being there for others, the sooner this Hell will transform into an oasis for all. may the ways of old be transformed into a world where people understand the joy of being nice.

[Clarissa]

On 11/29/2020 at 4:52 PM, steven geldenhuys said:

nope. we are at the bottom of the food chain here in Hell. saw these fuckers every night in my sleep state. fill myself with the only true love that is here, which is the love within the animals. my saving grace was this love and seeing my attackers and possessors. many have fallen before me. i was lucky. i became immune to their poison. 

will reach the source, as this is what we all are.

 

thanks for the reply. all the best, steven

Are you Dutch Steven? Your name means MoneyHouse 

 

Because if you are you may well be sensitive to The Netherlands. This innocent little country is the beginning of The Matrix which is attacking everything. There's loads of us here in NL that are Astrally attacking the massive occult system here that governs across The Earth through the Unity Consciousness, we've broken it. Every country has a different attack system on the Unity Consciousness because I can see into it. The Netherlands holds the original Hydrogen band & the original heartbeat of the planet & fuck me does loads of people here know about it. We broke open the telepathic fields here & we're quietly talking to each other through it, usually about what to destroy & invade into next. We totally sabotaged it  

[Clarissa]

The Tree Of Life that you refer to is in Astral Noordwijk aan Zee. It's a dying deciduous tree, all brown, no leaves with its branches pointing upwards covered in occult runes hanging off its branches, in fact I think it's already gone & no it's not a good thing. 

[steven geldenhuys]

If there is one thing I know for certain, it is that I know nothing.

We are searching and grasping for answers in a spectrum that our wildest imagination could never grasp.

If we stood together as one, which we all once originally were, the door Home and to the existence we are meant to lead would unfold within the moment. But we are so quick to criticize; to run others down; to hold onto our fragile beliefs that define who we are. We are fighters, and we are docile hopers, hoping more than anything that we will be loved and cared for.

I have been an unknown seeker my whole life, and a fighter for the raw, undiluted, basic truth for the last seven years. My energy is beginning to wane, as I have done everything I can to find a way out of Hell. I will never be a hoper, but I understand now that I have to be a receiver, as there is only so much I can grasp and understand.

 

When I talk about the Cruelty of Life, I refer to the innocent that have been touched by a world/frequency that doesn’t care. Many enjoy a good fight, and to these we let them be. It is to the innocent that my heart bled – to those that are born into a place where they don’t belong. For me, the majority of these innocent are the animals; those we kill and cage – because we can.

 

By setting the unseen free, the seen automatically follows suit. What I have done over the last seven years is set the unseen free through the understanding of what they have forgotten, in terms of who and what they are, as well as what happened to them before the beginning of time so that they may reclaim their true identity and return Home.

I have helped, and I have done everything I can to do so, but now I need help. I ask for help now from the innocent – those that refuse to become hateful and resentful when touched by the cruelty of Life.

I turn now to the Animal medicine – what the animals see that we cannot. They see the unseen; they know the unknown, but have never had the capacity to assist/transform, as they too have forgotten the big picture of who and what they are.

I assure you that they now know and understand, and thus are in a position to help those that wish help.

 

By helping the unseen, may the innocent; the Animals that witness the unseen, now be in a position to transform this realm that is hidden from us, so that we the seen may too be transformed.

As has been said, I have done everything I can from my part. I have no more energy to carry on. This journal I called What the Animals Taught Me – a journal of self-discovery. After almost a million written words, and seeing what few have been allowed to see and live to tell the tale, may the innocent now bestow upon us their Love and understanding to transform us into the states of Love that we all are.

 

You go into the silence; the stillness of the Infinite, and you drink from the cup of what the Animals bestow upon you; you drink what is needed for you to become you.

When you have drunken your fill, you be thankful for what you have received.

 

Amen.

 

 

 

[steven geldenhuys]

Semiramis created the illusionary Garden – this unnatural playfield within the fields of Infinite Love.

There was no mal-intent in Queen Semiramis creating her Garden. When the Dragon spirits were offered to come and play in this Garden; to bite/take of this illusionary frequency, a state was formed that was unknown within the fields of the Infinite. This state was curiosity, as in “what more is out there,” and this unknown curiosity state coupled with the unheard of illusionary realm produced the Parasitic frequency of Deception, where everything was never enough. This insatiable state/worm/frequency took many over, where insanity became the norm, and logic and common sense were thrown out the window. The twisted mind and heart was born – that state that Steven defines as Cruelty.

 

From the Garden and its wicked ways, we fell into a dense frequency, and to keep everything intact – in control – the frequency of Hell was created. This spiders web with its many, many worlds was interlaced with the Parasitic frequency of Deception, and that is why the more dog-eats-dog way out of life is out there, the stronger the walls of Hell become, and the more certain we become that our insanity is the norm.

The Cruelty of Life is the Parasitic frequency of Deception, and this Parasite is not evil. It merely is what it is – it is what we created when we wanted to see what more is out there when we already had the Infinite.

Evil does not run Hell – indifference does, and that is what true killers and psychopaths are: they are indifferent to their victims. They do what they do because they are what they are, and to understand this twisted love one needs to understand how Hell was born – by our curiosity that created a Monster that was born/manifested within the illusionary Garden.

 

This morning I read the fascinating summary of a book called The Invisible Rainbow: A history of electricity and life, by Arthur Firstenberg. To quote the author, “the title refers to the entire electromagnetic spectrum comprising the colors of the rainbow, including the invisible frequencies such as radio frequencies and the fields generated around conducting wires.”

What the author writes about is the harmful effects of electricity to all life.

 

For me, “electricity” began with the frequency construct of Hell – which was not good or bad, it merely was. Intertwined within these walls/boundaries of Hell was the Parasitic frequency of Deception. This too was not bad, it merely was.

It was what we allowed these frequencies to do to us that created Monsters out of us. We never listened to our good hearts; we never understood the impact of our cruel actions on the life around us. Insanity made us lose touch with reality, namely that we are all children of  Infinite Love.

 

The brilliant observations by Firstenberg links how epidemics of the past and present can be linked to the unnatural electricity emitted by the technologies of the past up to the present.

I once again stress, that for me, it is not so much the electricity that is destroying us, it is what we have forgotten, and thus allowed, to take us over. We have forgotten this Parasitic frequency of Deception that is emitted to all life within Hell, and are thus victims to a cruel and unjust world.

 

If we listened to our good hearts we would have found reason. We would have understood that something was wrong, and eventually we would have figured out the cause of our malcontent – this Parasite within. We would have bathed this frequency in Love and returned Home, and my-oh-my, how different things would have been.

 

At some point in your life it would be wise to flex your muscles to understand your power.

When I see an animal patient and they are micro-chipped, the harmful electrical effects of the chip on the animals body are neutralized without me even thinking about it. This is so because I will not allow this known disharmony to impact my patient.  

And so it is with this Parasitic frequency of Deception that has infiltrated all Life and the walls of Hell itself. I will not allow this known disharmony to impact me and my loved ones. This is the power of understanding.

 

 

[steven geldenhuys]

Things were going well, which was a major breakthrough for me.

When I asked the animals for help, that night I saw them in my sleep state around me. Two nights back I saw  this man that had the air of aristocracy around him. His throne was built into his body. When he walked on this bed of distinguished superiority, you saw him and his throne as they were one. He brought his beetles that were over a meter long. I felt them pull on me as they tried to manipulate me, but there was nothing to fear as I saw and felt these sinister entities around me. I told them I am Love and they are an illusion, and an illusion cannot harm Love.

 

Then last night everything changed, as in it went back to normal – the way it has always been.

The implanted dream last night was long and drawn out. I woke up to see the one who had implanted it. He was Mongolian looking, with his dark complexture and handle-bar moustache. He crouched over me, waiting for something. Then, one by one, two of his grazing animals popped out of my space. As you would dip an animal in a trough of water, these yak animals dipped themselves in my energy that had accumulated from the really long and unpleasant implanted dream.

 

I woke us this morning, and as I lay in bed in my half sleep state, I tried to surmise what the hell had just happened. How could things suddenly go back to square one? My daughter was talking to my wife, telling her of the bad night’s sleep she also had, and then  I realized that something fishy was at play.

 

Last night as I was feeding the dogs outside I noticed something in the darkness on the ground close to me. It looked like a slug. Curiosity got the better of me, so I had a closer look with a torch. By this time the “slug” had moved and crept into a space within the wall, so all one saw was this head sticking out looking at you. It was a snake, about two inches long.

As an animal lover, no animals are harmed on our property. Snakes that have come to our house in the past are caught by snake handlers and released into a large expanse of the wild.

When I saw this small snake last night, I looked at it with indifference, and what I mean by this, is that I did not know what to make of it. My youngest daughter came to look, and she said the snake looked creepy-crawly. I rebuffed her statement and told her the snake was beautiful, but something within me knew I had just lied. There was something different to the frequency of this snake, and as it was different and I didn’t understand it, I pushed aside what was literally staring me in the face.

 

When family come to visit I carry the gun with the silver bullet, and for added measure, I hide within arm’s reach the wooden stake. Jokes aside, I know what I am dealing with, and thus automatically shield myself from the unpleasantness around me.

But it is the evil nature of entities in the seen and unseen realms that fuck us up, and this happens as this is their intention for it to happen. We have never had an antidote to the raw presence of disharmony that has the backing of the frequency all around us, namely that of Hell. So what happens is that we see, but we do not want to see, so we turn around and walk away. We don’t want to see because we never had the means to counter this presence that embodies Life as we know it. It is like an ant looking up at this gigantic shadow at it is about to be squashed by a foot. The presence is there, but what can we do about it? – Nothing, so we get on with our lives.

The disaster is that this sinister presence takes us over and destroys our lives and those around us. The divorce statistics, as an example, attest to this fact that something has had us by the short and curly’s and played with us in a most cruel way.

 

The point to make is two-fold: Be aware of your state of mind; if you become ratty sit down and reflect. The second point follows on from the first, and that is understand that your Love is bigger than the nonsense out there.

Go into the silence, and once in this space, allow yourself to reflect on your existence. All the shit; all the nonsense that has permeated your forms passes through you and is released, and this happens as  now you understand that your Love is stronger than those that have lost their way. What I should have done last night was reflect on this snake and seen it for what it was – a disharmonious frequency that came to destroy me and my loved ones. On the contrary, I cannot blame this frequency that this snake emitted, as I should have looked at myself first. The whole afternoon I was ratty and not myself. This is not me, as I don’t like to walk around with a black cloud overhead as it makes those around me uncomfortable.

 

Know yourself.

Know what you are: you are the strand of Inherent Goodness/Godness. Be an expression of this state. Anything off centre then take a moment to reflect. What is going on around you or within you. Go into the silence, understand the cause, and then release this disharmony with the Love that you are.

Be street smart. Always know yourself. Now you have the power to see the sinister and acknowledge it, rather than sweep it aside, hoping that it will disappear. With your Love you release disharmony from your existence and those you Love so that it may never get the better of you.

The secret is time to reflect. Make time in your busy schedule to know yourself so that a stranger does not enter to destroy, and if they do, show them your Love so that you may carry on being this child of Infinite Love.

 

[steven geldenhuys]

A helium balloon will rise up to join the clouds when released from your hand. The balloon naturally rises up.

The strand of Inherent Goodness is located within the area of what we would call our throat. Around this strand is the frequency of Hell.

We hold onto our good hearts because, firstly, this is who and what we are, and secondly, because we want to get this world and our lives right as this is the right/natural thing to do. All this shit around us is not meant to be, and we do whatever we can to make this wrong right. So we keep going, doing our best to be happy along the way.

We hold onto our goodness, as deep down we understand that this is what we inherently are, as well as the fact that this is what society demands of us, but what if we just let our Goodness go so that it may be? We let the helium balloon go, all the while understanding that as much as it is free, so are we, as we cannot in truth let go of the string attached to the balloon as this string/connection is a natural extension of the balloon to us.

 

The point to make is that while we hold onto what we are, which is the strand of the Creator within, we do our best to make this place a better place for all, but what we don’t understand is that the game of Life is rigged where the house always wins. Either we cross over and become cruel Beasts, or we are broken by the cruel Beasts that we refused to become. Both parties end up in the Nothingness of the Forgotten. There are no winners boys and girls – all Fall.

Fiona Barnett wrote in her book Eyes Wide Open how she was one day having a conversation with one of the upper echelon members within satanism. They told Fiona that there is only evil here on planet Earth, and the sad truth is that this is true. All the worlds of Hell are ruled by Hell. If Love expressed itself in its true form life as we know it would not exist. That is why those that love die young and the bully gets to rule the schoolyard.

 

This strand; this expression of the Creator has been hidden from us, but in truth this is something that one cannot hide, as it merely is what it is. I have known about this strand within for at least a year now, and this understanding has done nothing to enrich or transform my life. Oh yes, I help others in a big way, but Steven is still where he has been his whole life – a lost fart going nowhere slowly. Why is this so? Could it be we hold onto our Goodness to protect ourselves from this world, as our goodness is all we have. Do we hold onto this natural state to make it our own instead of just letting it go so that this natural phenomena may just be? Are we so afraid of being alone? For me, the answer is a resounding “Yes.”

 

We need to always work things out – we need to be in control as around every bush there is a pitfall. But what if we just let this strand within go so that it may naturally rise and just be without any interference from us the illusionary forms? Doesn’t this make sense to let go of what naturally is so that it may shine upon and guide us and protect us? Protect is the wrong word to use, as within the strand there is Love and nothing else.

 

I let go of this strand within me now so that it may naturally rise and be what it is. This “star” within Steven is independent of Steven, and thus independent of Hell.

We always went down with the ship, holding onto our Goodness for as long as we could or wanted to. Now I let the ship float off to guide and engulf me, as this strand is real and I am merely an illusion.

So be it.

08:27 on 1^st March, 2021.

 

We have held this natural phenomena within us down as our uncertainty got the better of us. Instead of allowing this Goodness within to soar, we used it as a crutch to survive in a world that does not care.

This strand has been released within my existence, but remember, there has always been the hidden hand controlling our existence. What has this force from the shadows done to withhold this strand from us?

Everything within Hell is energy – a frequency is motion. Within the fields of Infinite Love there is only the stillness that is the All.

To survive within Hell we need energy, and this energy we call food. One crosses the line to become a Beast of Hell when you understand that the raw basics here within Hell is to eat to survive. There is nothing to learn, except that we have become trapped within an unpleasant frequency. When I needed to understand the Cruelty of Life over seven years ago, I was shown what Hell is without the paper trimmings and sugar coatings. I was shown what those that rules us from the shadows do to us: they manipulate us so that they may feed from our energy. This feeding is the carrot on the stick in front of the donkey so that it may keep moving. Our survival depends on eating. We can have shelter for our body from the elements, but living in a palace means nothing unless there is sustenance to exist from.

And this is what the hidden hand has done from its part: it makes us look towards energy to survive rather than to the strand to set us free.

How did they do this; how did they make us believe that without food we would not survive? Yes, we were manufactured to survive off protein which arose from those we killed, but I don’t buy this as the simple explanation of why energy is the end all and be all of life within Hell.

 

Where or what is this belief within us that we have to eat to survive? (I ask this question so that our natural focus may be on the strand and not the quest for energy.)  

In the left lower quadrant of our abdomen is a force that is Life itself. It is primordial in nature – it has been with us since the inception of Hell. It has infused with all forms of our existence, as in body, soul and spirit. What it is, is fear. Where this fear arose from was the fall of the Wisdom Goddess Sophia. The impact zone of her fall created the frequency of the Serpent, and this infusion of her fear from her unnatural fall embedded itself within the Serpent that was born from her impact zone.

We speak about curiosity and uncertainty, but the first unnatural state within the fields of the Infinite was fear. How this fear came about was from a simple accident: the Wisdom Goddess Sophia exceeded the boundaries of her realm and fell. This fall created fear, which is a stronger form of uncertainty, and this fear infused the Dragon children of Sophia, and to a greater extent the Serpent.

This fear took our focus away from the strand within. This fear created a void within our forms, and how we filled this void was with energy, energy that we took from others. This taking became an addiction and then a natural state within Hell. Eventually we took whatever we could, and we forgot why we took – to fill this void within us that I call Fear that arose from the fall of the Creator.

 

This Fear is removed now from my forms, as well as the forms of all those I Love and those who Love me. Please do the same to yourself as Steven has done.

Now we can see and be the strand. Now there is not something else we have to focus on to try and subdue, namely the fear that was within all.

09:21 on 1^st March, 2021.

 

 

[steven geldenhuys]

It is to the unseen that this journal is written.

May the old ways; the walls of Hell be broken down so that the natural state of Love may just be. 

 

Last night another dream was implanted. When I woke up to see those feeding from my energy I was livid. I had enough! I demanded to know where was the strand of Inherent Goodness that was supposed to be there for me. I went into the silence and called forth this strand; I wanted to feel and know it so that I may understand it. My silence was met with silence – I got no response.

I understand that Love loves all – the good, the bad and the ugly. I understand that it cannot always be about just me. I understand this. What I also understand is that we all deserve to be our natural state of Love – including me and you. Am I being unreasonable to ask that this happens sooner than later, or am I just being impatient.

When I go into the silence I feel and understand what is going on within the unseen. Transformations have been made. This I assure you. The more I hear about this covid nonsense, the more I understand that dimensional entities are taking over the Human race so that we may be a free-flowing energy source to them. No more manipulations; no more subduing our species and keeping us in line. As we would sit on a hammock on a tropical beach sipping on a pinna-colada, so too will these Aliens effortlessly sip of our energy while we are totally under their control.

Fun and laughter and freedom as we knew it will be no more. The good, the bad, and the ugly will be under the control of cruel, intelligent Beasts, and that enslavement includes those fuckers that are rigging our lives for these bastards.

 

By dismantling Hell, we dismantle the ways of cruel Beasts. We pull their fangs, where what was important to them, which is tyranny and cruelty, is no more. We let them sleep, where they return to what they are, which is Love.

3/3/2021

 

[steven geldenhuys]

(To know what you are, one needs perspective.)

 

The astral form and the “physical” body form are two dummies going about their business doing their best to survive – two peas in a pod that are pretty much powerless to the system of Life. They are powerless as both are caught up in the slipstream of Life, and thus cannot stand back and have an objective view of themselves and where they are in the game of Life.

 

Today I understood that one needs to stop analyzing, because to analyze is to find a solution, and here in Hell things are the way they are because of the dense frequency we find ourselves in. But what if we could detach from Hell, where we climb off the boat heading downstream and choose our own path?

We talk about Infinite Love – this Home of the strand of Inherent Goodness, but while we are here in Hell we need to do our part to assist the transformation within the unseen and seen realms. Put simply: as long as I am here I would like to lead a full, active life independent of Hell.

What if your astral form stopped analyzing for a moment and detached from the system of Life? How would the astral view the body form? What would it see that it never saw before?

What the astral would see is a spin cycle, where around and around we go, where nothing ever transforms within our lives. We need to stop this spin cycle, and how this is done is by our astral form looking objectively at the body form. In truth, the astral is seeing itself.

Stopping the spin cycle gives the strand a chance to give its take on our existence.

 

I have done my best, but my goodness me – I need help. Help from something outside of our existence; outside of Hell. I give the strand my full permission to take over my existence on all levels now. Where I am today is where I was twenty years ago, and I don’t want to be here in twenty years’ time.

6^th March, 2021.

[steven geldenhuys]

The man who helps me in my garden once a week is from Malawi. I gave him a lift home yesterday, and I asked him out about working and staying in a foreign land. He said that it was best to work here as there was no work in his country, and then he said something that epitomed life in South Africa and the worlds at large. He said he missed the peace in Malawi, as the people are always fighting here in South Africa. Wow! Talk about hitting the nail on the head. Black fight with Black. White fight with White. White and Black fight. How many countries the worlds over were born with bloodshed?

Mike said he missed the peace of his home, and believe you me, I miss the peace of my Home.

 

Last nights implanted dream was a first; it was something I never experienced before; it was a taste of what is to come – on the unseen it is there, and it will integrate into our seen world down the road we are led at an alarming pace.

 

The road ahead of us will have no fighting. There will also be no joy, no sadness, no laughter.

Through the mask we lose our identity, as an individual and a member of a species. This loss of identity is to shift our reality to a new one – a new world where we are permanently plugged into a simulation programme. You will not get up and do life – life will be in your head as an implanted programme that is running 24/7. As you follow the programme; as you give it attention, you give it your energy, and this energy will be drawn into the System by those who implanted the programme.

What I was allowed to see over seven years ago in my sleep state, and what I have seen almost every night since then (except when I went to the parallel universe/dimension) is what will happen to us on a permanent basis. In our sleep state dreams were implanted to draw our energy, but now – just around the corner – we will permanently be implanted with a story/existence.

Understand that your life and those of your loved ones will be no more. Life as you knew it will be no more. We will go about our business in a nonchalant trance state, while we are plugged into a simulation programme that we follow while our energy is being syphoned from us.

 

This is what the “vaccination” programme is all about: to build a new construct/frame work within our forms so that our energy is syphoned as we are plugged into their system.

You need to understand the disaster of you no longer being you while you walk and talk and live life. You will no longer be you. Do you understand that? Life will cease to exist as you are plugged into their System.

This is here now: it is in the unseen and beginning to touch the seen. This is the upgrade of us the biological computer.

 

What I have done over the last few years is set free beings of Love that have been kept in slumber and slavery within the dense frequencies of Hell. May these dudes wake up fast, otherwise we are fucked – and this is something that I refuse to allow to happen – to be the living dead, where our heart and soul, and that of Life, is taken from us.

 

[steven geldenhuys]

The answer is to have boundaries within your existence. In your world your strand of Inherent Goodness/Godness shines. Your world will embrace the fields of Love, but until it does, and as long as you reside within a dense frequency called Hell, the strand of Love that you are shines forth. The expression of this strand is shown and felt from the heart energy field.

In the seen world this expression is called Kindness coupled with unvanquishable strength. In the unseen realms this expression blinds the ways of Disharmony, where Kindness is met with Kindness and nothing else.

 

You want to brush aside your Inherent Goodness/Godness and play with your pitch-forks, then play with your own so that you may see yourself and know what you have become.

I want to go Home – I miss the peace. Until I get there, my boundaries are up and are only open to receive Love.

 

So be it.