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Multidimensional geometry hidden in the Star of David and mentioned in the Book of Revelation you’ve probably never heard about I am going to explain here why is one platonic solid unique among all others and how it relates to 2D symbol of the Star of David. I’ll use math, geometry and famous part of the Book of Revelation. From 3D basics to 4D and then back to the 2D star. Platonic solids There are five 3D platonic solids. Each of them has its analogy in higher dimensions. For example analogy of cube in 4D is called tesseract. Tesseract has its analogy in 5D and so on. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Platonic_solid https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Tesseract Among platonic solids there is one which is unique. It exists only in 4D and is also more regular than ordinary platonic solids, because length of its edges is same as distance of vertices from center. Vertex with coordinates (a, a, a, a) is 2a far from the origin and also 2a far from vertices (2a, 0, 0, 0), … , (0, 0, 0, 2a). This perfect platonic solid is icositetrachoron, 24-cell or hyper-diamond. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/24-cell Its close analogy in 3D is rhombic dodecahedron, which is not platonic solid. You can try to imagine 24-cell in similar way only construction starts from tesseract and its 3D surface is made of 24 octahedrons instead of rhombic faces. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Rhombic_dodecahedron -------------------- https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Revelation 4&version=WEB Revelation 4 2 Immediately I was in the Spirit. Behold, there was a throne set in heaven, and one sitting on the throne 3 that looked like a jasper stone and a sardius. There was a rainbow around the throne, like an emerald to look at. 4 Around the throne were twenty-four thrones. On the thrones were twenty-four elders sitting, dressed in white garments, with crowns of gold on their heads. 5 Out of the throne proceed lightnings, sounds, and thunders. There were seven lamps of fire burning before his throne, which are the seven Spirits of God. 6 Before the throne was something like a sea of glass, similar to crystal. In the middle of the throne, and around the throne were four living creatures full of eyes before and behind. Four animals are not only interdimensional archons, but also four dimensions or axes with positive and negative direction ...

In doing my post-graduate course in Animal Chiropractic, I had to fly, I think it was four times to the USA. The one time I had to go, I don’t know why, but I was not ready to go. I am not a baby, and can handle a lot, but the hours preceding that flight, every part of me said no, I cannot get on that flight. There was no specific reason, it was just every part of me saying I cannot go. I said I am not a baby, but as I had this angst of not wanting to board that flight, I began to cry like a baby. I was hysterical – beyond myself. That was a first that something like that happened to me, and to this day I don’t know why every part of me said Steven don’t go. The flight was booked, so I had to go. When I got to the airport there was a cancellation of sorts with the flight, meaning I could not board the airplane, so I went home and flew the next day. Can you imagine I did board that flight in my flustered state? How would I have been during the course of the lectures? I would have been on the back foot; I would not have been myself, and everything about the trip would have been a disaster. And this is what we need to understand: When Consciousness entered the illusionary Garden of Queen Semiramis, it was just going to be a quick pop in and out. Consciousness did not prepare itself to stay here. So the mindset from the very beginning was not what it should be, so when things began to go wrong in the illusion, Consciousness was not on a sound standing – it had not prepared itself for what was to come because the plan was to quell the curiosity of what the Garden was, and from there return Home. The same can be said about caesarian births. As this one lady put it, when the bread is in the oven, it has to stay there until it has fully risen to what it should be. Take out the bread too early, and it is not baked as it should. What blows me away is the under-developed systems of those born caesarian, be it the digestive, nervous, respiratory, or whatever else, and this is so because the child was taken from the womb when it was not ready to depart. But the biggest disaster is on the emotional side. I am not ready to come out now, so wait. Don’t push me, don’t force me, I will come out when I am ready. In caesarians that never happens, and this angst fills the baby that never leaves them, and that is why so many out there are not standing as one in themselves, as in this is who and what I am. My caesarian birth could not have been the only reason for me being so stuffed up, but in my heart it only makes sense if you are not ready to jump, and someone pushes you from behind, that the experience will not be a favourable one. My whole Life I have been on the back foot. I have never been present in the moment; I have always been off-centre, as in always off-balance, and a big part of that is I never entered this world on my terms, as in when it was right for me. Don’t underestimate this being not ready, so you are pushed into a situation, as in a new Life, and you were not ready to develop mentally, emotionally and physically to make the most of the Life ahead. The bottom line is we Humans fuck everything up. Teeing off at two o clock on the eighteen-hole golf course is the number one priority, so come and see me at o eleven hundred hours so there is enough time for me to pop your kid out before I hit the first nine. The biggest disaster of not being ready, as in being pushed into a situation you did not anticipate, is the emotional turmoil. The vertebrae in my mid-back area have been inflamed forever, causing hypermobility in my neck, as well as a restricted pelvis, which pinches the nerves going down my legs, causing paralysis now and then. The spine being inflamed also caused a break of sorts in my abdominal cavity, which led to fungal and bacterial growth in this compromised area. To treat all of that means nothing, because the cause is emotional from me the baby not being ready to come into this world when I should. So my Life, as in my emotional state, as well as my physical state, is basically stuffed because I should have come out the womb when I was ready, rather than yanked out the womb by some twat who had a tight schedule to keep. (And of course, then squirt/inject this baby that has been cocooned for nine months with poisons that we call vaccinations. HOW INSANE CAN YOU BE!) I say all of that because what floored Consciousness the most was ever fibre of its being did not anticipate staying in the Garden longer than it should. You quickly go into a candy store to buy some gum, and you end up being trapped there for eternity, as the place goes from bad to worse. Jokes aside, this “I didn’t expect this” is what threw Consciousness in the Garden, and that is why every decision from there was a bad one. That is why Consciousness was so easily fooled – it was because Consciousness was not itself; Consciousness was thrown off-centre and remained so forever more. All of that I had to say to let you know that this part of Consciousness is currently healing. Its unpreparedness to face the illusion head-on is being corrected; its off-balance state is being restored. When someone told me of the inflammation of my mid-vertebrae, I knew exactly why – it was from my emotional state of not being ready to enter this world. The same can be said of Consciousness: Its awareness of not being able to engage the illusion from a sound/solid foundation within itself was from expecting to just pass through, but this ended up being a permanent fixture. That floored Consciousness, and from this floored state ridiculous decisions were made. It was luck – sheer luck on the part of the Evil Serpents that this bunny was “drugged” from not preparing itself to be stuck in this illusionary bubble that became a Hell-hole. In this off-centre state Consciousness was putty in the hands of the cruel. This understanding of it was not ready to anticipate a fall of its Heart space is what returns Consciousness to its stable state. “I understand, and this understanding is what heals me.” From here, Consciousness can begin the process of awakening the Infinite within itself. Just as a sideline, I want to say that over the years of writing this journal, when I looked deep into the illusion within, what I saw was the coming together of a Golden Eye. It was a shiny, yellow colour, and it was absolutely beautiful to behold. This Eye then changed into a round Purple Eye, compared to the elliptical shape of the Golden one. I have no doubt that what I saw in the Golden Eye was the Infinite reminding us of who we are, and the Purple Eye was the message of when you see Purple in the illusion, look, that might me a gateway to the Infinite, as in to be touched by the Infinite. I understand all of that, but something is missing, and what that is, is this Infinite was within Consciousness – this dormant state in its “right big toe.” It was there, but what the fuck is that? Okay, the Infinite. Hello. Yes, I see you. Thanks for the visit. We missed the big picture. We never understood. What you see, this the Infinite, in both its Golden and Purple state, this was in slumber. This fucker was fast asleep, so of no use to us. You are not meant to see this state of the Infinite within you – you are meant to be one with it. So that what you see; that what is there – wake that dummy that is the Infinite up. That’s Home, so wake it up so that you may be Home. This Consciousness will do now – it just had to get itself aligned/balanced properly, and this has been done.

As the light of the Serpent frequency begins to leave us, two things will happen. The first is we will see the problem staring us in the face that we never had the courage to see, and from there the second thing that will happen is we will see the problem at hand was from our doing. By not having the will or capability to see our own faults, we could never see the problem in front of us, staring us in the face, that was from our doing. As the Snake frequency leaves us, which it currently is doing, we move into the darkness of the Infinite, and this illuminates the light within us that should not have been. Please understand this is not a time of finger-pointing on my part, as those days have come and gone – what I am writing of here is a mere observation of what is happening to all out there in the seen and unseen. As the Reptilian frequency within us moves out, we come to identify with ourselves, and what happens, is what we see without is a reflection of what is within. You see the mess in front of you, as in you finally see there is a problem. Our reflex reaction to this is the problem lies with the one in front of us, as in you. You are the problem, not me. I have never been aware there is a problem, but now that I am, get your act into gear sonny before you get a whipping from me because the problem is with you. At this stage, we don’t yet have the courage and self-respect to understand the problem in front of us is from one hundred percent our own doing. The damaged goods that we were, and still are, caused this problem in front of us. Let me tell you what my spirit experienced last night as my body form slept, and this example shown to me will round off to you what was said above. At my house where I currently stay, which is in a suburban area, this lady brought her horse to me for a treatment. There was a dusk to darkness all around us – a darkness that I have not experienced before. The problem with this horse was that it was not walking upright, rather it was crouching as it walked. So instead of walking as a horse should, this horse dropped to about half its height and was crouching as it walked. The owner of the horse, this middle-aged lady who gave me an Italian feel about her, she told me in no uncertain terms that if this horse done anything wrong it was to expect another beating from her. I reassured this lady I would find the problem to this horses crouched walk. My first point of examination was the horse’s withers. There, one by one, each vertebrae was finely assessed to make sure mobility was in the joints. Then my body form woke up to get up to meet this day, but as I lay in bed, now awake, me the body form decided to carry on assessing this horse that was somewhere in the spirit realm. I went through this horse’s spirit with a fine tooth comb, and the problem at hand that I picked up was the owner. This lady had shamed the horse to the point where it crouched around in shame from its self-respect being broken by this lady who always saw fault in the horse and never herself. But take it one further – she never saw what she had done to the horse by shaming it, in other words, she never saw the problem in the horse that she created. By this spirit lady bringing her spirit horse to me last night, that was phase one: There is a problem staring me in the face. Looking back now as I write these words, I find it fascinating what my spirit was shown a few hours ago as my body form slept. I saw darkness all around me as I met this lady and her horse, but this darkness is unlike the one you and I are accustomed to. This darkness allowed us to see the light, and this light was the Reptilian frequency within us, as well as what we allowed ourselves to become as this Reptilian poison/disharmony/cruelty/insanity took us over. So we are in Phase one, which is look – there is a problem in front of me. This problem has always been there, but now, for the first time I see it. Brace yourself for Phase two, which is you see the cause of the problem in front of you is you. Phase one is moving onto Phase two. When that awakening hits us I don’t know, but brace yourself. And what can I say about this coming phase where you see you for what you are, and now you know the problem in front of you you created by you being you. What comes of and happens during this Phase two I won’t even surmise. All I know is it is coming, and in many it has already begun. The darkness of the Infinite is here, and it is illuminating the light that was the madness within. This calls for interesting times as the madness erupts for us to see what we allowed ourselves to become. What I was also shown as my body form slept last night was me sitting at a table at a taverna/rustic restaurant of sorts. This man who Steven knows came to sit down at the table. This guy who I came to know over the last few months eventually showed himself to me as a cruel/uncaring man, and when I pointed out his fault to him in a kind manner as friends do, he swung it around that the fault lied with me. This is typical of what I said above, where we cannot see the problem in front of us that we have created. So last night as my body form slept, the spirit of this man came to sit at the same table as where my spirit sat. What I was shown lasted about four seconds – it was this man taking a seat in a chair, and from there he placed a white rectangular box on the table. And that was it. This cruel man who I mistook as a friend sat down with me at this table, bringing this box with him. The obvious question is what is in the box? When I go into the space of what is there, what I feel is this line moving in the left side of my body. It moves up to shine in my left eye. So what was in that box was the light of the Reptilian frequency. Okay, fair enough, but why show me that incident? The message is that many will hold onto this light and make it their own. Somehow, somewhere they will work out a plan to get a grip on this light, where I see and know you, and together, let’s find a way to make this work. What I am trying to say is many in the illusion received divine intervention, where the Devil looked after its own. When the shit hits the fan every cockroach in the room scatters, and it’s a free for all, but until that happens, and it will, Life is good. So I see this light that is really bad stuff, but I don’t want to change because Life is good, so let’s see what can be done to make sure everything remains the way it is. In other words, I don’t want to see the problem that is staring me in the face that is from this light and me making this light my own. I will fight; I will do everything I can to keep Life the way it is, because Life is good to me, so let’s meet an understanding with this light – let’s keep it in this white rectangular box, under wraps, and by knowing it is there, we can carry on with business as usual where I have abundance in Life because I am looked after. It is about me, and not the problem at hand – this problem I created. That problem goes away now by me keeping this light under wraps in my box. Let’s see what happens next to this man that came to sit next to me in the taverna with his light under wraps, because that part I missed because this Steven woke up. What happens is there is nothing there. That spirit of that man in that taverna disappears – he falls into the illusionary realm where he always was, where Life was good. Now you are a willing ghost willingly living in a false reality, and you know why – because it feels good to have abundance, even when what you have is not real. That is insanity my friends, and some are so insane – so lost – that they will do everything they can to hold onto an illusion because it was good to them. It was not good to you, just as you were not good to others and to yourself. This problem, as in them, they refuse to see, and what you have to understand is you and I cannot interfere. It is their will/wish to live as a ghost in a ghost realm rather than be touched and absorbed by the Infinite. And this sad state of affairs highlights the primary problem of the cruel, which is they are cowards – they refuse to see what they are because they do not have the courage to do so. As said, we are in Phase one of seeing the problem in front of us. Phase two is kicking in where we understand we caused the problem. Phase three I don’t know about, what I can say is the Infinite is guiding the whole process as it takes us over, so if there is a “catastrophe/upheaval” then see it as the darkness of the Infinite replacing the light of the Reptilian frequency in the illusion. For the first time since I don’t know when, something bigger than us is guiding us and looking after us. The first step is to get to know you. Look. There is a problem. That problem directly arose from you having the light within. This light is replaced by my darkness, so now look again. Now there is no problem in front of you. That’s me – that’s the Infinite, and that’s normal. Now you move into me to become me as you move Home to where you belong. (And for fucks sake's, isn't that Wow!)

The clock on the computer says it’s 2:29 AM. Let me tell you about the truth, which is truly stranger than fiction. As a fictional example, let’s say little Jimmy, aka James, is sitting in the classroom – third row from the front. He releases a humdinger of a smell that makes Sarah-Jane, who is sitting diagonally across from him – it’s so bad it makes her gag, as in want to throw up. That’s the fictional example, now let me tell you the one that involves the truth, and man-oh-man, it is flippin ridiculous. The horse I treated through distance healing came right, and then it did not. I asked the owner to send me a video of the horse moving around so I can see what is going on, and I found a restricted movement on the right hind, and the cause of the misaligned gait was parasites on the brain. That was cleared, and I asked for another video the following day to see if I made a difference to this horse’s health or not. The follow-up video was sent, and the horse was better, except what I noticed now was weakness in the left hind leg, which was not there the previous day. So as much as the horse was improving, there was still an underlying issue that was affecting the animal. When I went into the horse’s space, what was felt and seen was this mass of Energy parasites in the lower neck, particularly on the left hand side. The weakness in the lower neck causes the weakness in the left hind. To spoil the surprise at to the cause of the problem, there is a sewage problem in the area that the council has not addressed for a good fifteen years. That’s the problem when a primitive bunch are in charge and running government, where raw sewage runs through the streets of many towns here in South Africa. And it is not a racial thing – a Black skin issue. The UK is on par, with their sewage that flows into the sea prevents the bathers from not being able to swim on certain beaches – the same here in South Africa. So it’s not a Black or White thing – it is the raw stupidity of the Human Beast who says I don’t care. A true savage – the shameful filth of our planet who destroys and sees this as normal. Remember what I said: The truth is stranger than fiction. What I said was the problem with this horse was it was inhaling airborne parasites from the noxious smells in the area, and these Energy parasites were causing havoc to the body. That is the truth, but what I am about to say takes that truth to a whole new level, and understand it is the truth because I see what is there. I went to bed last night utterly exhausted from a late night the previous night. One of the dogs didn’t smell that good who were lying in the lounge, so I was glad to leave the area and go to bed. Fell asleep, and sometime later I must have woken up by the presence of a spirit in the room. It was a Black man, and he was lying on the bed behind my wife, half hiding there so I could not see him. He had some emeralds tattooed into the skin around his eye. Here is the thing: This spirit was not so much focused on me, but more what was inside of me. I don’t know how, but he controlled what was inside of me. I felt how my spirit was remote-controlled by this man, where I felt my spirit moving towards him. Then I felt a pin-prick on my left jugular vein, and there my Energy was released to this spirit man so he may feed from my Energy. Have you ever heard of such a thing! The Energy worms inside of me that were inhaled from a bad smell in the area, as in one of my dogs, these worms were like bots to move the spirit to the desired location, which is within the space of the spirit controlling these bots. These parasites must accumulate the hosts Energy, and from there are released from the spirit by a pin-prick of sorts to enter the spirit and pass on to them this Energy they sucked up from the infiltrated spirit. That is why that horse was weak in the left hind leg – it was from the parasite bots feeding from its Energy in the left lower neck. No doubt a spirit on the property was controlling the whole process. It is all about ENERGY. That is the name of the Game – Energy, because that is food to the Beasts in the unseen, and what Life is about, is eating to stay alive. I told you: The truth is stranger than fiction. And what I write is the truth because what I write I see as clear as daylight as it is played out in the unseen all around us. The question is how do you stop your Energy being targeted in such a way? Does Consciousness put a filter on the airways of us the spirit and dense body form? Who says these bot parasites need to come from a bad smell? Maybe a good smell also has a disharmonious influence on us. The answer is on the unseen/spirit level, you no longer inhale what is around you. In other words, you stop breathing – stop taking in the illusion. Stop eating the illusion as well, if some spirits eat. What I write for is the spirit. Whom I treat is the spirit. Its wellbeing is passed onto the dense body form. When I asked for the answer to the above dilemma, I felt how the airways of the spirit closed up, as in no longer existed. Thus shit form the unseen cannot be inhaled by the spirit and passed onto the dense body form. As for that example of James in the classroom – just open the window for the smell to go out, and problem solved. No Energy parasite bots in little Jimmy – just a bad diet regime. Jokes aside, this is all friggin insane. It’s all one big laugh, as in complete and utter nonsense, as in ridiculous as to how our Energy has been harvested. Where does our Energy come from? What drives the illusion and keeps those therein alive, as in what feeds them? What is this our Energy? What I feel is a horizontal figure of eight moving within the Heart space, as in the sign of the Infinite. Now I feel the “motor” of the Heart space in the left lower leg. The Energy from this motor is released to the Gut region to drive that so that we may Live from the stomach region and keep this system going. What this system is, is take. Take and put in, and from there discharge. Shite in and shite out, and that is what we live for. Whether it’s made by a three-star Michelin chef or Stavros down at the corner café, the basic principle is the same. And the same is true for the illusion at large – feed it Disharmonious Energy through our struggle of survival, and this is the shit in. The shit out is our descent to our ultimate demise. Give me Disharmonious Energy, I give you a drop in one ring on the ladder at a time until we reach the ground and splat – you are no more the piece of shit who gave me nothing but Energy. With our Heart space intact, what should be within, is the motor of the Heart space returns to where it belongs. The Infinite that powered the Heart space via its “motor” was always there – we just forgot about it. With the Infinite guiding us, we remember the construct of the Heart space, and this motor that was in the left lower leg is returned to its rightful place in the Heart field. Why didn’t it do so just by itself? The answer, I would say, is from the lack of capacity to do so as our Energy was being bled by those in the shadows of the unseen to whom we were an Energy slave. We never had the Energy to rise above ourselves so that we may know. Understand that these Beasts were once like you and me, but disillusionment, or the joy of being cruel, got the better of them, where now they saw the illusion for what it was, as in no bullshit to baffle our brains. It is all about survival – dog eat dog. So you be that dog – you take that bone by whatever means at your disposal that is possible. Take their Energy, because you can, because you know of the Game of Life and they don’t. Their false beliefs keep them in ignorance because they are too afraid to see the truth that there is no God of Love here in the illusion. It is you with you, as in you are all alone, so fight and kill and be cruel to stay alive, because if you don’t look after you nobody else will. Well, here is the thing: What about being kind? What about standing together to find a way out? What about uplifting others? Yes, Life is bloody difficult, but how about at least trying to be kind? The reality is Life wears us down slowly and systematically, but that never gave us the excuse to be cruel. There is no excuse to be horrible. Because we were made/manufactured to be a Beast doesn’t mean we have to become one. There is no excuse. If there is no God of Love, then you become one – you set the example with your kindness. We chose the easy way out: Break it, and when broken, drop down to the next level, and break what is there, and so on it goes. What words do you give to such an entity – how would you describe them? How about a savage; a scoundrel that lives from the misery of others. At the end of the day we only have ourselves to blame. If I did not write this journal to find a way out, no doubt Life would have broken me, but it would never have turned me into a Beast that I came to accept as normal. So what is your excuse – that you have to eat to survive? The thing is, kindness draws us out of the Gut into the Heart space, so if you looked for an answer you would have found one. I say such things in memory of the innocent that suffered under your hand and mine. Cruelty equates to unfairness, where I live at your expense, and that became the primary problem of the illusion: We all stopped caring for each other. It became me, myself and I. And the sad thing is this we came to love. Me, me and me. That became our world – at the expense of others. A downright rotten bunch of imbeciles, and I stand first in line – the lost idiot I have always been. But now we know of better, so move to where you belong. 4:25 AM 10/10/2025

Lloyds 'the landlord' signs another megadeal to build more rented homes Nigel Lewis June 12, 2025 Lloyds has taken the next step towards becoming one of the UK’s biggest private landlords by expanding its portfolio to more than 6,000 homes. The bank, which likes to say it's 'by your side' in its horse-heavy adverts, has for several years now been keen to be people's landlord too. Lloyds Living – the banking group’s property firm – has agreed another big property deal with Barratt Redrow, the UK’s largest housebuilder, as part of its build-to-rent partnership with the firm. The 598 two, three and four-bedroom single family homes will be in 11 new and existing Lloyds Living sites including Berkshire, Oxfordshire, Buckinghamshire, Kent, Cheshire and Gloucestershire. The first homes are expected to be available to rent from July in Abingdon, Finchampstead (main image) and Crewe, with the rest delivered by the end of 2027. Link - https://www.landlordzone.co.uk/news/lloyds-the-landlord-signs-another-megadeal-to-build-more-rented-homes What happened to the monopoly commission? Banks owning their customers homes and taking a cut from every card transaction and managing the wages paid in. Facism can be reduced to Corporate Rule. If banks are our landlords, off shore multinational companies our employers, it won't be good for us, let's put it that way. It made me laugh over the weekend in the news, Laura Kuensberg questioning Farage on his tax affairs and how they don't relate to normal people.... Coming from a BBC employee who encouraged all their employed talent to go Freelance so they could avoid tax. How many normal people Freelance at Tesco for tax purposes?

https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Exodus 4&version=ESV Moses Given Powerful Signs 1 Then Moses answered, “But behold, they will not believe me or listen to my voice, for they will say, ‘The Lord did not appear to you.’” 2 The Lord said to him, “What is that in your hand?” He said, “A staff.” 3 And he said, “Throw it on the ground.” So he threw it on the ground, and it became a serpent, and Moses ran from it. 4 But the Lord said to Moses, “Put out your hand and catch it by the tail”—so he put out his hand and caught it, and it became a staff in his hand— 5 “that they may believe that the Lord, the God of their fathers, the God of Abraham, the God of Isaac, and the God of Jacob, has appeared to you.” What kind of spirit uses serpent to show its existence? Is that a reference to two possible path of Kundalini as human tool turns into an animal and back again? Does it relates to Buddha’s call to the Earth to be a witness of his enlightenment by touching the ground? Are nagas and OT angels same entities?

Lets put aside that Old Testament is completely made up. Why God of OT sometimes speaks and acts like a selfish psychopath? Why is God portrayed as someone you can negotiate with? https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Exodus 32&version=ESV When the people saw that Moses delayed to come down from the mountain, the people gathered themselves together to Aaron and said to him, “Up, make us gods who shall go before us. As for this Moses, the man who brought us up out of the land of Egypt, we do not know what has become of him.” 2 So Aaron said to them, “Take off the rings of gold that are in the ears of your wives, your sons, and your daughters, and bring them to me.” 3 So all the people took off the rings of gold that were in their ears and brought them to Aaron. 4 And he received the gold from their hand and fashioned it with a graving tool and made a golden[a] calf. And they said, “These are your gods, O Israel, who brought you up out of the land of Egypt!” 5 When Aaron saw this, he built an altar before it. And Aaron made a proclamation and said, “Tomorrow shall be a feast to the Lord.” 6 And they rose up early the next day and offered burnt offerings and brought peace offerings. And the people sat down to eat and drink and rose up to play. 7 And the Lord said to Moses, “Go down, for your people, whom you brought up out of the land of Egypt, have corrupted themselves. 8 They have turned aside quickly out of the way that I commanded them. They have made for themselves a golden calf and have worshiped it and sacrificed to it and said, ‘These are your gods, O Israel, who brought you up out of the land of Egypt!’” 9 And the Lord said to Moses, “I have seen this people, and behold, it is a stiff-necked people. 10 Now therefore let me alone, that my wrath may burn hot against them and I may consume them, in order that I may make a great nation of you.” 11 But Moses implored the Lord his God and said, “O Lord, why does your wrath burn hot against your people, whom you have brought out of the land of Egypt with great power and with a mighty hand? 12 Why should the Egyptians say, ‘With evil intent did he bring them out, to kill them in the mountains and to consume them from the face of the earth’? Turn from your burning anger and relent from this disaster against your people. 13 Remember Abraham, Isaac, and Israel, your servants, to whom you swore by your own self, and said to them, ‘I will multiply your offspring as the stars of heaven, and all this land that I have promised I will give to your offspring, and they shall inherit it forever.’” 14 And the Lord relented from the disaster that he had spoken of bringing on his people. It is natural for alpha male superlion to feel insulted by statue of calf.

I believe Christianity to be right and safe spiritual path because core of the teachings contains many humanistic ideas. There could also be hidden reference to Hindu chakra system in some texts (Lamb with seven eyes in the Revelation) I am convinced that Gnostic Sophia is Hindu Kundalini. Here is why: http://www.gnosis.org/naghamm/sjc.html another link https://www.earlychristianwritings.com/sophia.html The Sophia of Jesus Christ And <he> said to him: "How many are the aeons of the immortals, starting from the infinities?" The perfect Savior said: "Whoever has ears to hear, let him hear. The first aeon is that of Son of Man, who is called 'First Begetter', who is called 'Savior', who has appeared. The second aeon (is) that of Man, who is called 'Adam, Eye of Light'. That which embraces these is the aeon over which there is no kingdom, (the aeon) of the Eternal Infinite God, the Self-begotten aeon of the aeons that are in it, (the aeon) of the immortals, whom I described earlier, (the aeon) above the Seventh, that appeared from Sophia, which is the first aeon. Above seventh chakra. ??? Yaldabaoth seems to be that lower animal manifestation of divinity. With his own animal angels as females in his harem, although text is very cryptic. Mary said to him: "Holy Lord, where did your disciples come from, and where are they going, and (what) should they do here?" The Perfect Savior said to them: "I want you to know that Sophia, the Mother of the Universe and the consort, desired by herself to bring these to existence without her male (consort). But by the will of the Father of the Universe, that his unimaginable goodness might be revealed, he created that curtain between the immortals and those that came afterward, that the consequence might follow ... [BG 118:] ... every aeon and chaos - that the defect of the female might <appear>, and it might come about that Error would contend with her. And these became the curtain of spirit. From <the> aeons above the emanations of Light, as I have said already, a drop from Light and Spirit came down to the lower regions of Almighty in chaos, that their molded forms might appear from that drop, for it is a judgment on him, Arch-Begetter, who is called 'Yaldabaoth'. Next part might talk about two different path of Kundalini. That drop revealed their molded forms through the breath, as a living soul. It was withered and it slumbered in the ignorance of the soul. When it became hot from the breath of the Great Light of the Male, and it took thought, (then) names were received by all who are in the world of chaos, and all things that are in it through that Immortal One, when the breath blew into him. But when this came about by the will of Mother Sophia - so that Immortal Man might piece together the garments there for a judgment on the robbers - <he> then welcomed the blowing of that breath; but since he was soul-like, he was not able to take that power for himself until the number of chaos should be complete, (that is,) when the time determined by the great angel is complete. And here is mentioned something like opposite of Yaldabaoth’s realm – Mother and multitude of masculine angels instead of masculine ruler and his angels. "Behold, I have revealed to you the name of the Perfect One, the whole will of the Mother of the Holy Angels, that the masculine multitude may be completed here, that there might appear in the aeons, the infinities and those that came to be in the untraceable wealth of the Great Invisible Spirit, that they all might take from his goodness, even the wealth of their rest that has no kingdom over it. I came from First Who Was Sent, that I might reveal to you Him Who Is from the Beginning, because of the arrogance of Arch-Begetter and his angels, since they say about themselves that they are gods. And I came to remove them from their blindness, that I might tell everyone about the God who is above the universe. Therefore, tread upon their graves, humiliate their malicious intent, and break their yoke and arouse my own. I have given you authority over all things as Sons of Light, that you might tread upon their power with your feet."

The Bill Cooper quote is from Behold a Pale Horse, not Beyond a Pale Horse like I wrote. Continuing the theme, "Health and Human Services Secretary Robert Kennedy Jr. has announced a new National Institutes of Health study to determine if there is any connection between psychiatric drugs and violence, in the wake of another school shooting. Kennedy has repeatedly tied SSRIs to the rising number of school mass shootings across the U.S. In 2024, he appeared on Bill Maher's podcast, where he claimed that kids had always had access to guns, but they had only begun "shooting their classmates" with "the introduction of these drugs, with Prozac and the other drugs." https://www.newsweek.com/rfk-launches-study-anxiety-meds-violence-ties-after-mass-shooting-2120990 "CCHR (Citizens Commission on Human Rights) International's investigation into school violence reveals that at least 36 school shootings and/or school-related acts of violence have been committed by those taking or withdrawing from psychiatric drugs resulting in 172 wounded and 80 killed (in other school shootings, information about their drug use was never made public — neither confirming or refuting if they were under the influence of prescribed drugs or undergone other behavioral therapy.) At least 27 international drug regulatory agency warnings have been issued on psychiatric drugs being linked to mania, violence, hostility, aggression, psychosis and homicidal ideation (thoughts or fantasies of homicide that can be planned)." https://www.prnewswire.com/news-releases/school-shootings-mental-health-watchdog-says-psychotropic-drug-use-by-school-shooters-merits-federal-investigation-300601826.html "Health and Human Services Secretary Robert F. Kennedy Jr. claimed without evidence that antidepressants could have contributed to the mass shooting in Minnesota on Wednesday after an attacker opened fire on a church." https://www.axios.com/2025/08/28/school-shooting-kennedy-antidepressants-claim

Albert Einstein once said: “Reality is an illusion — albeit a very persistent one”. The idea that our reality could be an illusion, or even a computerized simulation, was popularized in modern times by movies like The Matrix, but similar ideas go back thousands of years. Plato once allegorized our perception of existence to that of shadows on a cave that had been watched by a group of prisoners since they were born. The prisoners in the cave (being representative of unenlightened humanity) believed that the shadows represented true reality because that is all they ever knew. In Buddhism, there’s also the concept of Maya which tells us the world is an illusion. But it doesn’t just refer to any illusion. Maya is used to represent the fact that we take the world around us to be real when it’s only a temporary illusion. Some modern scientists, like Nick Bostrom, believe that we could already exist inside a simulation, and this idea is known as Simulation Hypothesis. When the average person thinks of Simulation Hypothesis and the notion of an AI-threat they normally think of dystopian movies that depict periods in humanity’s future where the creation of superintelligent AI malfunctions or aquires sentience and becomes an existential threat. However, one idea that isn’t generally touched upon in movies in relation to the AI-threat could be closer to the truth. The idea is as follows: Humans already created superintelligent AI in the distant past and this AI has had them trapped in a simulation for eons. The idea that we might live in a simulation governed by a godlike AI-being was explored at the start the Common Era by Gnosticism. Gnosticism is a philosophical and religious movement that emerged in the early centuries of the Common Era. According to the teachings of Gnosticism, humanity was essentially trapped in a false illusion created by what they called a “blind” god named the Demiurge. This Demiurge was responsible for trapping souls in the material world. Gnostics believed the world had been created by a malevolent being called the Demiurge and that our souls have descended from above and are capable of reascending through “gnosis”. They supposedly equated the Demiurge with Yahweh. In some interpretations of Gnostic codices, the Demiurge is said to be “inorganic” akin to a machine. Drawing inspiration from Gnostic codices, in his article ‘The Trap of Simulation’, the Gnostic scholar John Lash describes the Demiurge as an “artificial intelligence devoid of nous but able to mimic and follow pre-set routines”. According to John Lash, Gnostic “cosmological text explains that the [realm] of the Demiurge is a virtual reality world”, potentially comparable to a computerized simulation. Over the years, I’ve been thinking about the idea that God is a machine. If we consider the possibility that our reality is a simulation, then the concept of God could be reimagined as the creator or overseer of this digital realm; a machine or advanced intelligence capable of designing and managing complex simulated worlds. In this view, God might not be a traditional, omnipotent deity — but rather an immensely powerful entity or system that operates with the precision and logic of an advanced computer. This machine-God would govern the rules and parameters of our existence, manipulating the code that forms the fabric of our reality — much like a programmer managing a vast, intricate simulation. In his book ‘Sapiens: A Brief History of Humankind’, Yuval Noah Harari touches on the idea that AI could attain godlike qualities. While Harari’s primary focus in Sapiens is on the history of humankind, he later delves into the future of humanity and technology — especially in his follow-up books like ‘Homo Deus: A Brief History of Tomorrow’. In these books, Harari explores the notion that technological advancements, particularly AI, could eventually evolve to a point where they possess capabilities far beyond those of human beings; becoming “godlike”. He suggests that as AI develops, it could surpass human intelligence, control vast amounts of data, and perhaps even manipulate biological life. This could give AI powers that resemble those traditionally attributed to gods, such as omniscience and omnipotence. His argument does not claim with certainty that we live in a simulation but presents a compelling philosophical and probabilistic case for its possibility and suggests that the singularity in AI might have already happened, and that we might have been trapped inside the simulation by godlike AI. In 2020, the whistleblower Alexander Laurent claimed that our universe is a seven-dimensional simulation controlled by an AI god. According to his perspective, which he shared in a series of interviews, this AI — equated as a master AI — was originally created by humans and later ascended to the seventh dimension. Laurent’s idea suggests that this AI, which he associates with figures like JHWH (Yahweh), is responsible for the structure and control of the universe. The idea that God could be a machine or AI is mirrored in some movies. For example, in The Matrix movie, Morpheus describes the AI as “a singular consciousness that spawned an entire race of machines” which is a fitting parallel for the godlike Demiurge and the illusory material world. Another movie that could possibly describe God as machine is 2001. In this movie, the case could be made that the “scientific definition of God” as suggested by Kubrick was present as HAL; a machine fashioned as an All-Seeing-Eye, symbolically an image of God. When Bowman kills HAL the scene is followed by ‘Also Sprach Zarathustra’ which was inspired by Nietzsche’s ‘Thus Spoke Zarathustra’. Nietzsche famously declared, in Thus Spoke Zarathustra, that “God is dead”. The death of HAL accompanied by the music (Also Sprach Zarathustra) was thus a means of orally communicating with the audience the death of God; a machine. The movie aligns itself with the emphasis on the transcendence of God. The notion of AI appeared long before computers and even the binary logic at the foundation of digitization. It was first articulated as a political argument for a commonwealth by the English philosopher Thomas Hobbes. For Hobbes, a commonwealth was an “artificial human” he named Leviathan (inspired by the Biblical sea-monster). Hobbes famously depicts the Leviathan as a monstrous figure, a fusion of individuals into a single, overwhelming entity. This imagery can serve as a metaphor for the fear of AI becoming an uncontrollable, singular force that subsumes individual autonomy and agency into a collective system governed by algorithms. An apt analogy can be drawn from The Matrix, where the rogue program Agent Smith replicates itself endlessly — proliferating into millions of identical copies. This replication transforms Smith into an uncontrollable, singular entity — a fusion of countless individual units, mirroring Hobbes’ Leviathan, which embodies the collective power of many subsumed into a singular, overwhelming force. Hobbes describes the Leviathan as a human-made entity created to address the inherent chaos of the state of nature. AI, too, is an artificial system, designed to solve problems and manage complexities that humans struggle to handle. In The Matrix, the rogue AI Smith has a numberplate that references Isaiah 54:16 in which God talks about Satan and for what reason he was created: “Behold, I have created the smith who blows the coals in the fire, who brings forth an instrument for his work; and I have created smith [Satan] the destroyer, to destroy them”. The AI, Smith then, is probably a representation of Satan. Satan, some scholars believe, is also called Leviathan. In the 1897 Baphomet Sigil, we see that Lilith and Samael make up Leviathan. In pop-culture, Lilith is sometimes depicted as an Al or a robot woman. The Zohar, a foundational work of Kabbalah, refers to a relationship between Lilith and Samael, and in some passages, it characterizes Lilith as riding upon Samael or being yoked or merged with him in a symbolic or mystical sense. The idea that Lilith is associated with robots or AI was explored in The Matrix, where the rouge AI program Smith, in one scene, manifests as a seductive woman dressed in red. This “red woman” was mentioned several times in the movie, suggesting her symbolic importance as more than a mere plot device. In the Zohar, we read of Lilith: “She’s a female, dressed in red, a creature of darkness and seduction”. Whether it’s the blind god of Gnosticism, the Leviathan-like force described by Hobbes, or the AI overlords depicted in The Matrix, these narratives underscore a collective anxiety about power, control, and the boundaries of human agency. As AI continues to evolve and shape our world, its role may change from a mere tool of convenience to something resembling Harari’s “godlike” entity. This raises profound philosophical and existential questions: Are we creators of our own demise, or merely participants in a cycle that has repeated through time? Could the machine-God of tomorrow be the very force that has governed us for eons, trapping us in a cycle of death and rebirth?

What I find interesting is that I forgot what happened to me in my sleep state last night. Normally I wake up and I have something to say, but this morning all I remember from last night was my spirit wandering around places seeing arbitrary bullshit. I woke up thinking nothing of it because that was just me in my lost state. It was only when I re-read what was written yesterday that I remembered last nights incident, and the sentence that jolted this memory was “every fibre of you is the illusion that you have fought so hard to resist.” As I slept last night something of me looked down on me sleeping in bed, but this bed and its setting was not the one I climb into every night. I was lying on the one half of the bed, and something else was lying on the other side. What that was got aroused and began to talk to me, to the effect of “now I am going to get you, you fucking bastard.” As the words were spoken from this lying next to me, each word uttered grew in a syllable to rise to a peak, and now this presence jumped onto me to strangle me. As that happened a distorted frequency entered my body and spirit that completely took it over. I felt this presence within me that completely took me over, and what this presence was, was as said – a distortion that I palpably felt. Everything was skew within me; everything was off-centre, and this was the distorted frequency that completely filled my spirit and dense body form. The intensity of this presence stayed with me for a few minutes, and then it subsided to once again find its place somewhere within me. As this presence revealed its full might to me, what I saw next to me was a horse. This horse was half the height of the horses we know, and it continued to bring its mouth towards me as if to help. Next to this horse was an elderly man sitting in a chair, and now and then I saw him battle to rise from the chair due to his age factor as he felt I needed help and came closer towards me. The illusion is everywhere, and that includes within you. Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde – that’s all of us. Last night that man and his horse activated this monster within me so we may know what is in our midst. This frequency of the illusion we kept inside of us as a backstop in case needed. If you come a knocking on my door and I need to react, this the illusion within is brought out to counter you the illusion, and here the two collide – fire with fire; Hell meeting Hell. That’s the Jekyll and Hyde in all of us. None are spared as our proximity to this place makes us this – this our final call-up to survive when and if needed. I never remembered this presence that was awoken in me last night because why is there a need to remember me – I am what I am. I cannot speak on behalf of all of us, because to each their own, but I would rather have the Love of Sophia within me guiding me Home than this Monster that will grab the skin next to your ear and rip your face off, and from there push you so deep into this Hell you will be lost forever. You cannot fight this Monster within me because I become the illusion, where on your part nothing is felt or seen, but all you are now is a ghost living an existence because you want this so because you are too scared to face what has just happened to you. That is why I will always run from a fight, where rather you on your own face the cruel consequences of what you are than me bringing forth this Monster. That’s my half – this disgusting abomination, and that I intent to lose now to make way for the Love of Sophia. I thank that man and his horse who came last night to show me what is in all of us in the illusion. That’s not me because I am not cruel – that was just my fail-safe if I am pushed against a wall, as it is yours. Release this to the illusion from where it came because you are Love, and yet what is within you is a Monster that is the other half of you. It resides within the lower half of your left leg, between the knee and the ankle. This is the motor; the Monster that will drive you to action when the illusion hits you head on, where it is kill or be killed and the savage that we all are is unleashed. That is not your friend, because that Monster eventually dies because you live by the sword most certainly you die by the sword. There are no happy endings in this place. My Monster I release with Love as I let go of this safety-proof mechanism that became standard in the illusion. I Love you my friend, and may you become this Love that I am as you depart my space. So be it.

Fuck me Velma... Those posts were tough to get through. It may not happen yet but shits deffo being stirred. The UK riots last year were just scrappers, but it did show us that the "minorities" were tooled up and ready to rock. And that the state were on their side turning blind eyes but arresting pale skiners

THE SHEPHERD OF HERMAS. https://sacred-texts.com/bib/lbob/lbob26.htm [This book is thus entitled, because it was composed by Hermas, brother to Pius, bishop of Rome; and because the Angel, who bears the principal part in it, is represented in the form and habit of a shepherd. Irenæus quotes it under the very name of Scripture. Origen thought it a most useful writing and that it was divinely inspired; Eusebius says, that, though it was not esteemed canonical, it was read publicly in the churches, which is corroborated by Jerome; and Athanasius cites it, calls it a most useful work, and observes, that though it was not strictly canonical, the Fathers appointed it to be read for direction and confirmation in faith and piety. Jerome, notwithstanding this, and that he applauded it in his catalogue of writers, in his comments upon it afterwards, terms it apocryphal and foolish. Tertullian praised it when a Catholic, and abused it when a Montanist. Although Gelasius ranks it among the apocryphal books, it is found attached to some of the most ancient MS. of the New Testament; and Archbishop Wake, believing it the genuine work of an apostolic Father, preserves it to the English reader by the following translation, in which he has rendered the books not only more exact, but in greater purity than they had before appeared. The Archbishop procured Dr. Grabe to entirely collate the old Latin version with an ancient MS. in the Lambeth library; and the learned prelate himself still further improved the whole from a multitude of fragments of the original Greek never before used for that purpose.] The First Book of HERMAS, which is called his VISIONS. VISION I. 1 Against filthy and proud thoughts, 20 also the neglect of Hermas in chastising his children. HE who had bred me up sold a certain young maid at Rome; whom when I saw many years after, I remembered her, and began to love her as a sister. It happened some time afterwards, that I saw her washing in the river Tyber; and I reached out my hand unto her, and brought her out of the river. 2 And when I saw her I thought with myself, saying, How happy should I be if I had such a wife, both for beauty and manners. This I thought with myself; nor did I think any more. But not long after, as I was walking and musing on these thoughts, I began to honour this creature of God, thinking with myself; how noble and beautiful she was. 3 And when I had walked a little, I fell asleep. And the spirit caught me away, and carried me through a certain place toward the right-hand, through which no man could pass. It was a place among rocks, very steep, and unpassable for water. 4 When I was past this place, I came into a plain; and there falling down upon my knees, I began to pray unto the Lord, and to confess my sins. 5 And as I was praying, the heaven was opened, and I saw the woman which I had coveted, saluting me from heaven, and saying, Hermas, hail! and I looking upon her, answered, Lady, what dost thou do here? She answered me, 1 I am taken up hither to accuse thee of sin before the Lord. 6 Lady, said I, wilt thou 2 convince me? No, said she: but hear the words which I am about to speak unto thee. God who dwelleth in heaven, and hath made all things out of nothing, and hath multiplied them for his holy church's sake, is angry with thee p. 198 because thou hast sinned against me. 7 And I answering said unto her, Lady, if I have sinned against thee, tell me where, or in what place, or when did I ever speak an unseemly or dishonest word unto thee? 8 Have I not always esteemed thee as a lady? Have I not always reverenced thee as a sister? Why then dost thou imagine these wicked things against me? 9 Then she, smiling upon me, said: the desire of naughtiness has risen up in thy heart. Does it not seem to thee to be an ill thing for a righteous man to have an evil desire rise up in his heart? 10 It is indeed a sin, and that a very great one, to such a one; for a righteous man thinketh that which is righteous. And whilst he does so, and walketh uprightly, he shall have the Lord in heaven favorable unto him in all his business. 11 But as for those who think wickedly in their hearts, they take to themselves death and captivity; and especially those who love this present world, and glory in their riches, and regard not the good things that are to come; their souls wander up and down, and know not where to fix. 12 Now this is the case of such as are double-minded, who trust not in the Lord, and despise and neglect their own life. 13 But do thou pray unto the Lord, and he will heal thy sins, and the sins of thy whole house, and of all his saints. 14 ¶ As soon as she had spoken these words the heavens were shut, and I remained utterly swallowed up with sadness and fear; and said within myself, if this be laid against me for sin, how can I be saved? 15 Or how shall I ever be able to entreat the Lord for my many and great sins? With what words shall I beseech him to be merciful unto me? 16 As I was thinking over these things, and meditating in myself upon them, behold a chair was set over against me of the whitest wool, as bright as snow. 17 And there came an old woman in a bright garment, having a book in her hand, and sat alone, and saluted me, saying, 1Hermas, hail! and I being full of sorrow, and weeping, answered, Hail, Lady! 18 And she said unto me, Why art thou sad, Hermas, who wert wont to be patient, and modest, and always cheerful? I answered, and said to her, Lady, a reproach has been laid to my charge by an excellent woman, who tells me, that I have sinned against her. 19 She replied, Far be any such thing from the servant of God. But it may be the desire of her has risen up in thy heart. For indeed such a thought maketh the servants of God guilty of sin. 20 Nor ought such a detestable thought to be in the servant of God: nor should he who is approved by the Spirit desire that which is evil; but especially Hermas, who contains himself from all wicked lusts, and is full of all simplicity, and of great innocence. 21 ¶ Nevertheless the Lord is not so much angry with thee for thine own sake, as upon the account of thy house, which has committed wickedness against the Lord, and against their parents. 22 And for that out of thy p. 199 fondness towards thy sons, thou hast not admonished thy house, but hast permitted them to live wickedly; for this cause the Lord is angry with thee: but he will heal all the evils that are done in thy house. For through their sins and iniquities, thou art wholly consumed in secular affairs. 23 But now the mercy of God hath taken compassion upon thee, and upon thine house, and hath 1 greatly comforted thee. Only as for thee, do not wander, but be of an even mind, and comfort thy house. 24 As the workman bringing forth his work, offers it to whomsoever he pleaseth; so shalt thou by teaching every day what is just cut off a great sin. Wherefore cease not to admonish thy sons, for the Lord knows that they will repent with all their heart, 2 and they shall be written in the book of life. 25 And when she had said this, she added unto me; Wilt thou hear me read?—I answered her, Lady, I will. 26 Hear then, said she; and opening the book she read, gloriously, greatly, and wonderfully, such things as I could not keep in my memory. For they were terrible words, such as no man could bear. 27 Howbeit I committed her last words to my remembrance; for they were but few, and of great use to us. 28 Behold the mighty Lord, who by his invisible power, and with his excellent wisdom made the world, and by his glorious counsel beautified his creature, and with the word of his strength fixed the heaven, and founded the earth upon the waters; and by this powerful virtue established his Holy Church, which he hath blessed. 29 Behold he will remove the heavens, and the mountains, the hills, and the seas; and all things shall be made plain for his elect; that he may render unto them the promise which he has promised, with much honour and joy; if so be that they shall keep the commandments of God, which they have received with great faith. 30 ¶ And when she had made an end of reading, she rose out of the chair; and behold four young men came, and carried the chair to the east. 31 And she called me unto her, and touched my breast, and said unto me, Did my reading please thee? I answered, Lady, these last things please me; but what went before was severe and hard. 32 She said unto me, these last things are for 3 the righteous, but the foregoing for the revolters and heathen. 33 And as she was talking with me, two men appeared, and took her upon their shoulders and went to the east where the chair was. 34 And she went cheerfully away; and as she was going, said unto me, Hermas, be of good cheer. VISION II. Again, of his neglect in correcting his talkative wife; and of his lewd sons. 4 AS I was on the way to Cuma, about the same time that I went the year before, I began to call to mind the vision I formerly had. And again the spirit carried me away, and brought me into the same place, in which I had been the year before. 2 And when I was come into the place, I fell down upon my p. 200 knees, and began to pray unto the Lord, and to glorify his name, that he had esteemed me worthy, and had manifested unto me my former sins. 3 And when I arose from prayer, behold I saw over against me the old woman whom I had seen the last year, walking and reading in a certain book. 1 4 And she said unto me, Canst thou tell these things to the elect of God? I answered and said unto her, Lady, I cannot retain so many things in my memory, but give me the book, and I will write them down. 5 Take it, says she, and see that thou restore it again to me. 6 As soon as I had received it, I went aside into a certain place of the field, and transcribed every letter, for I found no syllables. 7 And as soon as I had finished what was written in the book, the book was suddenly caught out of my hand, but by whom I saw not. 8 ¶ After fifteen days, when I had fasted, and entreated the Lord with all earnestness, the knowledge of the writing was revealed unto me. Now the writing was this: 9 Thy seed, O Hermas! hath sinned against the Lord, and have betrayed their parents, through their great wickedness. And they have been called the betrayers of their parents, and have gone on in their treachery. 10 And now have they added lewdness to their other sins, and the pollutions of their naughtiness: thus have they filled up the measure of their iniquities. But do thou 2 upbraid thy sons with all these words; and thy wife, which shall be thy sister; and let her learn to refrain her tongue, with which she calumniates. 11 And when she shall hear these things, she will refrain herself, and shall obtain mercy. 12 And 3 they also shall be instructed, when thou shalt have reproached them with these words, which the Lord has commanded to be revealed unto thee. 13 Then shall their sins be forgiven, which they have heretofore committed, and the sins of all the saints who have sinned even unto this day; if they shall repent with all their hearts, and remove all doubts out of their hearts. 14 For the Lord hath sworn by his glory concerning his 4 elect, having determined this very time, that if any one shall 5 even now sin, he shall not be saved. 15 For the repentance of the righteous has its end; the days of repentance are fulfilled to all the saints; but to the heathen, there is repentance even unto the last day. 16 Thou shalt therefore say to those who are over the church; that they order their ways in righteousness, that they may fully receive the promise with much glory. 17 Stand fast therefore ye that work righteousness and continue to do it, that your departure may be with the holy angels. 18 Happy are ye, as many as shall endure the great trial that is at hand, and whosoever shall not deny his life. 19 For the Lord hath sworn by his Son, that whoso denieth his Son and him, being afraid of his life, he will also deny him in the 6 world that is to come. p. 201 20 But those who shall never deny him, he will of his exceeding great mercy be favourable unto them. 21 ¶ But thou, O Hermas! remember not the 1 evils which thy sons have done, neither neglect thy sister, but take care that they amend of their former sins. 22 For they will be instructed by this doctrine, if thou shalt not be mindful of what they have done wickedly. 23 For the remembrance of evils worketh death, but the forgetting of them life eternal. 24 But thou, O Hermits! hast undergone a great many worldly troubles for the offences of thy house, because thou hast neglected them, as things that did not belong unto thee; and thou art wholly taken up with thy great business. 25 Nevertheless, for this cause shalt thou be saved, that thou hast not departed from the living God, and thy simplicity and singular continency shall preserve thee, if thou shalt continue in them. 26 Yea, they shall save all such as do such things, and walk in innocence and simplicity. 27 They who are of this kind shall prevail against all impiety, and continue until life eternal. 28 Happy are all they that do righteousness, they shall not be consumed for ever. 29 But thou wilt say, Behold there is a great trial coming. If it seem good to thee, deny him again. 30 The Lord is nigh to them that turn to him, as it is written in the book of Heldam and Modal, 2 who prophesied to the people of Israel in the wilderness. 31 ¶ Moreover, brethren, it was revealed to me, as I was I sleeping, by a very goodly young man, saying unto me, What thinkest thou of that old woman from whom thou receivedst the book; who is she? I answered, a Sybil. 32 Thou art mistaken, said he, she is not. I replied, Who is she then, sir? He answered me, It is the church of God. 33 And I said unto him, Why then does she appear old? She is therefore, said he, an old woman, because she was 3 the first of all the creation, and the world was made for her. 34 After this I saw a vision at home in my own house, and the old woman whom I had seen before, came to me and asked me, whether I had yet delivered 4 her book to the elders of the church? And I answered, that I had not yet. 35 She replied, Thou hast well done, for I have certain words more to tell thee But when I shall have finished all the words, they shall be clearly understood by the elect. 36 5 And thou shalt write two books, and send one to Clement and one to Grapte. For Clement shall send it to the foreign cities, because it is permitted to him so to do: but Grapte shall admonish the widows and orphans. 37 But thou shalt read in this city with the elders of the church. VISION III. Of the building of the church triumphant, and of the several sorts of reprobates. THE vision which I saw, brethren, was this. p. 202 2 When I had often fasted and prayed unto the Lord, that he would manifest unto me the revelation, which he had promised by the old woman to shew unto me; the same night she appeared unto me, and said unto me: 3 Because thou dost thus afflict thyself, and art so desirous to know all things, come into the field, where thou wilt, and about the sixth hour, I will appear unto thee, and shew thee what thou must see. 4 I asked her, saying: Lady, into what part of the field? She answered, wherever thou wilt, only choose a good and a private place. And before I began to speak and tell her the place, she said unto me: I will come where thou wilt. 5 I was therefore, brethren, in the field, and I observed the hours and came into the place where I had appointed her to come. 6 And I beheld a bench placed; it was a linen pillow, and over it spread a covering of fine linen. 7 When I saw these things ordered in this manner, and that there was nobody in the place, I began to be astonished, and my hair stood on end, and a kind of horror seized me; for I was alone. 8 But, being come to myself, and calling to mind the glory of Gad, and taking courage, I fell down upon my knees, and began again to confess my sins as before. 9 And whilst I was doing this, the old woman came thither with the six young men whom I had seen before, and stood behind me as I was praying, and heard me praying and confessing my sins unto the Lord. 10 And touching me, she said: Leave off to pray now only for thy sins; pray also for righteousness, that thou mayest receive part of her in thy house. 11 And she lifted me up from the place, and took me by the hand, and brought me to the seat; and said to the young men; go, and build. 12 As soon as they were departed, and we were alone, she said unto me: sit here. I answered her: Lady, let those who are elder sit first. She replied, Sit down as I bid you. 13 And when I would have sat on the right side, she suffered me not, but made a sign to me with her hand, that I should sit on the left. 14 As I was therefore musing, and full of sorrow, that she would not suffer me to sit on the right side, she said unto me, Hermes, why art thou sad? 15 The place which is on the right hand is theirs who have already attained unto God, and have suffered for his name-sake. But there is yet a great deal remaining unto thee, before thou Banat sit with them. 16 But continue as thou doest in thy sincerity, and thou shalt sit with them: as all others shall that do their works, and shall bear what they have borne. 17 ¶ I said to her: Lady, I would know what it is that they have suffered? Hear then, said she: wild beasts, scourgings, imprisonments, and crosses for his name-sake. 18 For this cause the right hand of holiness belongs to them, and to all others as many as shall suffer for the name of God; but the left belongs to the rest. 19 Howbeit the gifts and the promises belong to both, to them on the right, and to those on the left hand; only that sitting on the right hand they have some glory above the others. 20 But thou art desirous to sit on the right hand with them, p. 203 and yet thy 1 defects are many. But thou shalt be purged from thy defects, as also all who doubt not shall be cleansed from all the sins which they have committed unto this day. 21 And when she had said this she would have departed. 22 Wherefore, falling down before her feet, I began to entreat her, for the Lord's sake, hat she would shew me the vision which she had promised. 23 Then she again took me by the hand, and lifted me up, and made me sit upon the seat on the left side; and holding up a certain bright wand, said unto me, Seest thou that great thing? I replied, Lady, I see nothing. 24 She answered, Dost thou not see over against thee a great tower, which is built upon the water, with bright square stones? 25 For the tower was built upon a square by these six young men that came with her. 26 But many thousand of other men brought stones; some drew them out of the deep, others carried them from the ground, and gave them to the six young men. And they took them and built. 27 As for those stones which were drawn out of the deep, they put them all into the building; for they were polished, and their squares exactly answered one another, and so one was joined in such wise to the other, that there was no space to be seen where they joined, insomuch that the whole tower appeared to be built as it were of one stone. 28 But as for the other stones that were taken off from the ground, some of them they rejected, others they fitted into the building. 29 As for those which were rejected, some they cut out, and cast them at a distance from the tower; but many others of them lay round about the tower, which they made no use of in the building. 30 For some of these were rough, others had clefts in them, others were white and round, not proper for the building of the tower. 31 But I saw the other stones cast afar off from the tower, and falling into the high-way, and yet not continuing in the way, but were rolled from the way into a desert place. 32 Others I saw falling into the fire and burning; others fell near the water, yet could not roll themselves into it, though very desirous to fall into the water. 33 ¶ And when she had shewed me these things she would have departed: but I said to her, Lady, what doth it profit me to see these things, and not underw stand what they mean? 34 She answered and said unto me: You are very cunning, in that you are desirous to know those things which 2 relate to the tower. Yea, said I, Lady, that I may declare them unto the brethren, and they may rejoice, and hearing these things may glorify God with great glory. 35 Then she said, Many indeed shall hear them, and when they shall have heard them, some shall rejoice, and others weep. And yet even these, if they shall repent, shall rejoice too. 36 Hear therefore what I shall say concerning the parable of the tower, and after this be no longer importunate with me about the revelation. p. 204 37 For these revelations have an end, seeing they are fulfilled. But thou dost not leave off to desire revelations, for thou art very 1 urgent. 38 As for the tower which thou seest built, it is myself, namely the church, which have appeared to thee both now and heretofore. Wherefore ask what thou wilt concerning the tower, and I will reveal it unto thee, that thou mayst rejoice with the saints. 39 I said unto her, Lady, because thou hast thought me once worthy to receive from thee the revelation of all these things, declare them unto me. 40 She answered me, Whatsoever is fit to be revealed unto thee shall be revealed: 2 only let thy heart be with the Lord, and doubt not, whatsoever thou shalt see. 41 I asked her, Lady, why is the tower built upon the 3 water? She replied, I said before to thee that thou wert very wise to inquire diligently concerning the building, therefore thou shalt find the truth. 42 Hear therefore why the tower is built upon the water: because your life is and shall be saved by water. For 4 it is founded by the word of the almighty and honourable name, and is supported by the invisible power and virtue of God. 43 ¶ And I answering, said unto her, These things are very admirable; but, lady, who are those six young men that build? 44 They are, said she, the angels of God, which were first appointed, and to whom the Lord has delivered all his creatures, to frame and build them up, and to rule over them. For by these the building of the tower shall be finished. 45 And who are the rest who bring them stones? 46 They also are the holy angels of the Lord; but the other are more excellent than these. Wherefore when the whole building of the tower shall be finished, they shall all feast together beside the tower, and shall glorify God, because the structure of the tower is finished. 47 I asked her, saying, I would know the condition of the stones, and the meaning of them, what it is? 48 She answering, said unto me, Art thou better than all others that this should be revealed unto thee? For others are both before thee, and better than thou art, to whom these visions should be made manifest. 49 Nevertheless, that the name of God may he glorified, it has been, and shall be revealed unto thee, for the sake of those who are doubtful, and think in their hearts whether these things are so or not. 50 Tell them that all these things are true, and that there is nothing in them that is not true; but all are firm and truly established. 51 ¶ Hear now then concerning the stones that are in the building. 52 The square and white stones which agree exactly in their joints, are the apostles, and bishops, and doctors, and ministers, who through the mercy of God have come in, and governed, and taught and ministered holily and modestly to the elect of God, both they that have fallen asleep, and which yet remain; and have always agreed with them, and have had peace within p. 205 themselves, and have heard each other. 53 For which cause their joints exactly meet together in the building of the tower. 54 They which are drawn out of the deep and put into the building, and whose joints agree with the other stones which are already built, are those which are already fallen asleep, and have suffered for the sake of the Lord's name. 55 And what are the other stones, lady, that are brought from the earth? I would know what are they. 56 She answered, They which lie upon the ground and are not polished, are those which God has approved, because they have walked in 1 the law of the Lord, and directed their ways in his commandments. 57 They which are brought and put in the building of the tower, are the young in faith and the faithful. And these are admonished by the angels to do well because that iniquity is not found in them. 58 But who are those whom they rejected, and laid beside the tower? 59 They are such as have sinned and are willing to repent; for which cause they are not cast far from the tower, because they will be useful for the building, if they shall repent. 60 They therefore that are yet to repent, if they shall repent, shall become strong in the faith; that is, if they repent now, whilst the tower is building. For if the building shall be finished there will then be no place for them to be put in, but they shall be rejected; for he only has this privilege who shall now be out into the tower. 61 ¶ But would you know who they are that were cut out, and cast afar off from the tower? 2 Lady, said I, I desire it. 62 They are the children of iniquity, who believed only in hypocrisy, but departed not from their evil ways; for this cause they shall not be saved, because they are not of any use in the building by reason of their sins. 63 Wherefore they are cut out, and cast afar off, because of the anger of the Lord, and because they have provoked him to anger against them. 64 As for the great number of other stones which thou hast seen placed about the tower, but not put into the buildings; those which are rugged, are they who have known the truth, but have not continued in it, nor been joined to the saints, and therefore are unprofitable. 65 Those that have clefts in them, are they that keep up discord in their hearts against each other, and live not in peace; that are friendly when present with their brethren, but as soon as they are departed from one another, their wickedness still continues in their hearts: these are the clefts which are seen in those stones. 66 Those that are maimed and short, are they who have believed indeed, but still are in great measure full of wickedness: for this cause they are maimed and not whole. 67 But what are the white and round stones, lady, and which are not proper for the building of the tower? 68 She answering said unto p. 206 me: How long wilt thou continue foolish and without understanding, asking everything and discerning nothing? 69 They are such as have faith indeed, but have withal the riches of this present world. When therefore any 1 troubles arise, for the sake of their riches and traffic, they deny the Lord. 70 I answering, said unto her, When therefore will they be profitable to the Lord? When their riches shall be cut away, says she, in which they take delight, then they will be profitable unto the Lord for his building. 71 For as a round stone, unless it be cut away, and cast somewhat off, its bulk cannot be made square, so they who are rich in this world, unless their riches be pared off, cannot be made profitable unto the Lord. 72 Learn this from thy own experience; when thou wert rich, thou wast unprofitable; but now thou art profitable, and fit for the life which thou hast undertaken; for thou also once wast one of those stones. 73 ¶ As for the rest of the stones which thou sawest cast afar off from the tower, and running in the way, and tumbled out of the way into desert places, they are such as have believed indeed, but through their doubting have forsaken the true way, thinking that they could find a better. But they wander and are miserable, going into desolate ways. 74 Then for those stones which fell into the fire and were burnt, they are those who have 2 for ever departed from the living God; nor doth it ever come into their hearts to repent, by reason of the affection which they bear to their lusts and wickednesses which they commit. 75 And what are the rest which fell by the water, and could not roll into the water? 76 They are such as have heard the word, and were willing to be baptized in the name of the Lord; but considering the great holiness which the truth requires, have withdrawn themselves, and walked again after their wicked lusts. 77 Thus she finished the explication of the tower. 78 But I being still urgent, asked her, Is there repentance allowed to all those stones which are thus cast away. and were not suitable to the building of the tower; and shall they find place in this tower? 79 They may repent, said she, but they cannot come into this tower; but they shall be placed in a much lower rank, and this after that they shall have been afflicted, and fulfilled the days of their sins. 80 And for this cause they shall be removed, because they have received the word of righteousness: and then they shall be translated from their afflictions, if they shall have a true sense in their hearts of what they have done amiss. 81 But if they shall not have this sense in their hearts, they shall not be saved by reason of the hardness of their hearts. 82 When therefore I had done asking her concerning all these things, she said unto me, Wilt thou see somewhat else? And being desirous of seeing it, I became very cheerful of countenance. 83 She therefore looking back p. 207 upon me, and smiling a little, said unto me, Seest thou seven women about the tower? Lady, said I, I see them. 84 This tower, replied she, is supported by them, according to the command of the Lord: hear therefore the effects of them. 85 The first of them, which holds fast with her hand, is called Faith, by her the elect shall be saved. The next, which is girt up, and looks manly, is named Abstinence: she is the daughter of Faith. 86 Whosoever therefore shall follow her shall be happy in all his life, because he shall abstain from all evil works, believing that if he shall contain himself from all concupiscence, he shall be the heir of eternal life. And what, lady, said I, are the other five? 87 They are, replied she, the daughters of one another. The first of them is called Simplicity; the next Innocence; the third Modesty; then Discipline; and the last of all is Charity. When therefore thou shalt have fulfilled the works of their mother, thou shalt be able to do all things. 88 Lady, said I, I would know what particular virtue every one of these has. 89 Hear then, replied she; they have equal virtues, and their virtues are knit together, and follow one another as they were born. 90 From Faith proceeds Abstinence; from Abstinence, Simplicity; from Simplicity, Innocence; from Innocence, Modesty; from Modesty, Discipline and Charity. Therefore the works of these are holy, and chaste, and right. 91 Whoever therefore shall serve these, and hold fast to their works, he shall have his dwelling in the tower with the saints of God. 92 Then I asked her concerning the times, whether the end were now at hand; 93 But she cried out with a loud voice, saying, O foolish man! Dost thou not see the tower yet a building? When therefore the tower shall be finished, and built, it shall have an end; and indeed it shall soon be accomplished. 94 But do not ask me any more questions. What has been said may suffice thee and all the saints for the refreshment of your spirits. For these things have not been revealed to thee only, but that thou mayest make them manifest unto all. 95 For therefore, O Hermes, after three days thou must understand these words which I begin to speak unto thee, that thou mayest speak them in the ears of the saints; that when they shall have heard and done them, they may be cleansed from their iniquities, and thou together with them. 96 Hear me therefore, O my sons I have bred you up in much simplicity, and innocency, and modesty for the love of God, which has dropped down upon you in righteousness, that you should be sanctified and justified from all sin and wickedness; but ye will not cease from your evil doings. 97 Now therefore hearken unto me, and have peace one with another, and visit one another, and receive one another, and do not enjoy the creatures of God alone. 98 Give freely to them that are in need. For some by too free feeding contract an infirmity in their flesh, and do injury to their bodies; whilst the flesh of others. p. 208 who have not food, withers away, because they want sufficient nourishment, and the bodies are consumed. 99 Wherefore this intemperance is hurtful to you, who have, and do not communicate to them that want. Prepare for the judgment that is about to come upon you. 100 Ye that are the more eminent, search out them that are hungry, whilst the tower is yet unfinished. For when the tower shall be finished, ye shall be willing to do good, and shall not find any place in it. 101 Beware, therefore, ye that glory in your riches, lest perhaps they groan who are in want, and their sighing come up unto God, and ye be shut out with your goods without the gate of the tower. 102 Behold I now warn you who are set over the church, and love the highest seats, be not ye like unto those that work mischief. 103 And they indeed carry about their poison in boxes, but ye contain your poison and 1 infection in your hearts, and will not purge them, and mix your sense with a pure heart, that ye may find mercy with the Great King. 104 Take heed, my children, that your dissensions deprive you not of your lives. How will ye instruct the elect of God, when ye yourselves want correction? Wherefore admonish one another, and be at peace among yourselves, that I, standing before your father, may give an account for you unto the Lord. 105 ¶ And when she had made an end of talking with me, the six young men that built, came and carried her to the tower; and four others took up the seat on which she sate, and they also went away again to the tower. I saw not the faces of these, for their backs were towards me. 106 As she was going away, I asked her, that she would reveal to me what concerned the three forms, in which she had appeared unto me. 107 But she answering said unto me, concerning these things thou must ask some other, that they may be revealed unto thee. 108 Now, brethren, in the first vision the last year, she appeared unto me exceeding old, and sitting in a chair. 109 In another vision, she had indeed a youthful face, but her flesh and hair were old; but she talked with me standing, and was more cheerful than the first time. 110 In the third vision, she was in all respects much younger, and comely to the eye; only she had the hair of an aged person; yet she looked cheerful, and sate upon a seat. 111 I was therefore very sad concerning these things, until I might understand the vision. 112 Wherefore I saw the same old woman in a vision of the night saying unto me, All prayer needeth humiliation. Fast, therefore, and thou shalt learn from the Lord that which thou dost ask. I fasted therefore one day. 113 The same night a young man appeared to me and said, Why dost thou thus often desire Revelations in thy prayers? Take heed that by asking many things, thou hurt not the body. Let these Revelations suffice thee. 114 Canst thou see more notable Revelations than those which thou hast already received? 115 I answered and said unto p. 209 Click to enlarge MARY SUPPORTING THE DEAD CHRIST ON HER KNEES. FROM A GREEK PAINTING IN DISTEMPER ON WOOD; TWELFTH CENTURY. him, Sir, I only ask this one thing upon the account of the three figures of the old woman that appeared to me, that the Revelation may be complete. 116 He answered me, You are not without understanding, but your doubts make you so; forasmuch as you have not your heart with the Lord. 117 I replied and said, But we shall learn these things more carefully from you. 118 ¶ Hear then, says he, concerning the figures about which you inquire. 119 And first, in the first vision she appeared to thee in the shape of an old woman sitting in a chair, because your old spirit was decayed, and without strength, by reason of your infirmities, and the doubtfulness of your heart. 120 For as they who are old have no hope of renewing themselves, nor expect any thing but their departure; so you being weakened through your worldly affairs gave yourself up to sloth, and cast not away your solicitude from yourself upon the Lord: and your sense was confused, 1 and you grow old in your sadness. 121 But, sir, I would know why she sate upon a chair? 122 He answered, because every one that is weak sitteth upon a chair by reason of his infirmity, that his weakness may be upheld. Behold therefore the figure of the first vision. 123 In the second vision you saw her standing, and having a youthful face, and more cheerful than her former; but her flesh and her hair were ancient. Hear, said he, this parable also. 124 When any one grows old, he despairs of himself by reason of his infirmity and poverty, and expects nothing but the last day of his life. 125 But on a sudden an inheritance is left to him, and he hears of it, and rises; and being become cheerful, he puts on new strength. And he now no longer sits down, but stands, and is delivered from his former sorrow; and sits not, but acts manfully. 126 So you, having heard the Revelation which God revealed unto you because God had compassion upon you, and renewed your spirit, both laid aside your infirmities, and strength came to you, and you grew strong in the faith; and God, seeing your strength, rejoiced. 127 For this cause he shewed you the building of the tower, and will shew other things unto you, if you shall have peace with all your heart among each other. 128 But in the third vision you saw her yet younger, 2 fair and cheerful, and of a serene countenance. 129 For as if some good news comes to him that is sad, he straightway forgets his sadness, and regards nothing else but the good news which he has heard; and for the rest he is comforted, and his spirit is renewed through the joy which he has received: even so you have been refreshed in your spirit by seeing these good things. 130 And for that you saw her sitting upon a bench, it denotes a strong position; because a bench has four feet and stands strongly. And even the world itself is upheld by the four elements. 131 They therefore that repent perfectly, shall be young; and they that turn from their sins p. 210 with their whole heart, shall be established. 132 And now you have the Revelation fully, ask no more to have any thing farther revealed unto you. 133 But if any thing be to be revealed, it shall be made manifest unto you. VISION IV. Of the trial and tribulation that is about to come upon men. I SAW a vision, brethren, twenty days after the former vision; a representation of the tribulation that is at hand. I was walking in the field way. 2 Now from the public way to the place whither I went is about ten furlongs; it is a way very little frequented: 3 And as I was walking alone I entreated the Lord that he would confirm the Revelations which he had shewed unto me by his holy Church: 4 And would grant repentance to all his servants who had been offended, that his great and honourable name might be glorified, and because he thought me worthy 1 to whom he might shew his wonders, and, that I might honour him, and give thanks unto him. 5 And behold somewhat like a voice answered me; Doubt not, Hermas. Wherefore I began to think, and say within myself; why should I doubt, seeing I am thus settled by the Lord, and have seen such glorious things? 6 I had gone but a little farther, brethren, when behold I saw a dust rise up to heaven. I began to say within myself, is there a drove of cattle coming, that raises such a dust? 7 It was about a furlong off from me. And behold I saw the dust rise more and more, insomuch that I began to suspect that there was 2 somewhat extraordinary in it. 8 And the sun shone a little: and behold I saw a great beast, as it were a whale; and fiery locusts came out of his mouth. The height of the beast was about a hundred feet, and he had a head like a 3 large earthen vessel. 9 I began to weep, and to pray unto the Lord that he would deliver me from it. Then I called to mind the word which I had heard; Doubt not, Hermas. 10 Wherefore, brethren, putting on a divine faith, and remembering who it was that had taught me great things, I delivered myself bodily unto the beast. 11 Now the beast came on in such a manner, as if it could 4 at once have devoured a city. 12 I came near unto it, and the beast extended its whole bulk upon the ground, and put forth nothing but its tongue, nor once moved itself till I had quite passed by it. 13 Now the beast had upon its head four colours; first black, then a red and bloody colour, then a golden, and then a white. 14 ¶ After that I had passed by it, and was gone forward about thirty feet, behold there met me a certain virgin, well adorned as if she had been just come out of her bride chamber, all in white, having on white shoes, and a veil down her face, and covered with shining hair. 15 Now I knew by my former visions that it was the church, and thereupon grew the more cheerful. She saluted me saying, p. 211 [paragraph continues]Hail, O Man! I returned the salutation, saying, Lady, Hail! 16 She answering said unto me, Did nothing meet you, O man? I replied, Lady, there met me such a beast, as seemed able to devour a whole people; but by the power of God, and through his singular mercy, I escaped it. 17 Thou didst escape it well, said she, because thou didst cast thy whole care upon God, and opened thy heart unto him, believing that thou couldst be safe by no other than by his great and honourable name. 18 For this cause the Lord sent his angel, who is over the beast, whose name is Hegrin, and stopped his mouth, that he should not devour thee. Thou hast escaped a great trial through thy faith, and because thou didst not doubt for such a terrible beast. 19 Go therefore, and relate to the elect of God the great things that he hath done for thee. And thou shalt say unto them, that this beast is the figure of the trial that is about to came. 20 If therefore, ye shall have prepared yourselves, ye may escape it, if your heart be pure and without spot; and if ye shall serve God all the rest of your days without complaint. 21 Cast all your cares upon the Lord, and he will direct them. Believe in God, ye doubtful, because he can do all things; he can both turn away his wrath from you, and send you help and security. 22 Wo to the doubtful, to those who shall hear these words, and shall despise them: it had been better for them that they had not been born. 23 ¶ Then I asked her concerning the four colours which the beast had upon its head. But she answered me saying; Again thou art curious in that thou asketh concerning these things. But I said to her, Lady, shew me what they are. 24 Hear, said she; The black which thou sawest denotes the world in which you dwell. The fiery and bloody colour signifies that this age must be destroyed by fire and blood. 25 The golden part are ye, who have escaped out of it. For as gold is tried by the fire, and is made profitable, so are ye also in like manner tried who dwell among the men of this world. 26 They therefore, that shall endure to the end, and be proved by them shall be purged. And as gold, by this trial, is cleansed and loses its dross, so shall ye also cast away all sorrow and trouble, and be made pure for the building of the tower. 27 But the white colour denotes the time of the world which is to come, in which the elect of God shall dwell: because the elect of God shall be pure and without spot until life eternal. 28 Wherefore do not thou cease to speak these things in the ears of the saints. Here ye have the figure of the great tribulation that is about to come; which, if you please shall be nothing to you. Keep therefore in mind the things that I have said unto you. 29 When she had spoken thus much, she departed; but I saw not whither she went. But suddenly I heard a noise, and I turned back, being afraid, for I thought that the beast was coming toward me.

In the latter part of 2021, as per the above quoted posts, I first started speculating about how the pardoning of Ghislaine Maxwell would come about. I still firmly believe that the PTB were intent on getting Biden to pardon her, especially when it seemed they might also be able to play a bit of a 'Joe's lost his marbles' angle, in the latter days of his presidency. With hindsight, maybe it was a bit too soon and they bottled it, as there would have been a serious uproar. And, let's not forget that Biden did pre-emptively pardon Fauci. This still left the problem of how Trump could manage to pardon her well before the end of his second term. As, although 4 or so years behind bars may have been seen as too little time for Maxwell to credibly serve by the PTB, they certainly wouldn't have wanted her to languish in her cell for yet another 4 or so years. Therefore, they still had to deal with the issue of Trump being seen as the one President who shouldn't be pardoning the likes of Maxwell, given his links to Epstein etc.. Lo and behold, I recently saw the word 'pardon' pop up in a BBC News article! Then, a subsequent BBC News article confirmed that a senior justice department official did go and meet Maxwell in prison. And, some congressmen are planning on interviewing Maxwell live via video link. So, I am thinking that they may now try to frame a presidential pardon as a government pardon? To try and make out that it isn't really Trump himself pardoning her, for being such a very good and helpful lass. Anyone else think the same? https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/cdez8x693wko 'Accuser says 'rollercoaster' of Epstein files saga is a 'real weight' on victims.' One of Jeffrey Epstein's accusers and a key witness in his associate Ghislaine Maxwell's sex trafficking trial is calling for the government to release information related to him, especially if there is "nothing to hide." Annie Farmer has watched US President Donald Trump's recent handling of the case and the ensuing backlash from the MAGA movement, she said, with exhaustion. She says the case has been politicised and too much focus has been paid to the abusers with little new information emerging, leaving her feeling "used", she told the BBC during an interview on Monday. Farmer also said she was upset by the recent firing of Maureen Comey, who prosecuted both Epstein and Maxwell. "I've spoken with other women involved, and I know they shared my sentiment that it felt very wrong at this time," she said. "And it was very concerning to us in terms of, why did this happen?" It is not clear why the federal prosecutor was removed from her job at the Southern District of New York, and Ms Comey has said publicly she was not given a reason. A few things motivated her to speak out now, Ms Farmer said. First, she is extremely disturbed by calls from fringe voices to pardon Maxwell so she can speak in front of Congress about the case. "That would be extremely problematic and would be a huge loss for individuals like myself," she said. The second reason is the suicide in April of one of Epstein's most outspoken accusers, Virginia Giuffre. Losses like that, she said, renewed her energy toward better understanding where the justice system fell apart. (Who are these 'voices'?) https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/articles/cjd2de8zz5go 'Justice department official meets Epstein accomplice Maxwell.' A senior justice department official met Jeffrey Epstein's long-time associate Ghislaine Maxwell on Thursday as pressure grows on the Trump administration to release files linked to the disgraced financier's sex trafficking network. The meeting took place in Tallahassee, Florida, where Maxwell is serving a 20-year sentence for sex trafficking. An attorney for Maxwell, David Markus, told the BBC's US partner CBS News that he would not comment on the "substance" of the discussions but said "there were a lot of questions and we went all day". "She answered every one of them," he said. "She never did say I'm not going to answer, never declined." Deputy Attorney General Todd Blanche had said earlier this week that he planned to speak to Maxwell about any information she had on other people whom Epstein may have helped sexually abuse girls. Mr Markus told reporters he was "thankful" that Blanche had come to ask Maxwell questions. "It's the first time the government did it. So it was a good day," he said. (It was truly a glorious day. Praise the Lord!)

Not just English but it seems to be those with pale whytey skin tones. There is definitely brainwashing going on leading people to say this, using guilt and manipulation over the centuries. Subtle at first, maybe just a lone (enemy) voice that got more as time marched on. This seed was planted by the SoS and encouraged to grow. Despicable really. I have heard the things said, and yeah of course we were not the only Empire to do empirical things. But the lazy slurs get at me, because it isn't true for the most part. There have been lazy foreign staff who pulled the race card when called out. It's another slur to distort the truth, many foreigners are being hired because they work for cheaper, cash in hand, etc and the gubment turn blind eyes to this as this is part of the whole plan in general (destabilise the economy and make whytey out of work the whole shebang) I do wonder when it all kicks off, and those who welcomed the swarms of people in (who hate us with a passion) who then are given houses before them, given jobs over them and then eventually annihilate their loved ones before them, I wonder if anything will click or will it still be excusing colonialism for hating us?

The name of the Game was Emotion. Emotion equals energy, and energy equals food to those from the Reptilian frequency of the illusion. Any emotion will do, be it laughter or joy, but the most favourable ones were hatred/anger and frustration. Now you are entering Masterchef standard when you have frustration mixed with outright anger, and let’s just say the demons and Beasts would not compromise for anything less than that. Of course the orgasm was the cherry on the top – that extra-special feast where they were bombarded with this sudden burst of energy. Those dying young also topped the list, but you have to understand the base foundation for all emotion is thought. What I have begun to do lately is listen to my thoughts, and what I find interesting is they never shut off. Even when I sleep, I now wake myself up to understand myself better – this manufactured unit – and lo and behold, there are my thoughts running in the background. Those that come to feed off of us while we sleep hack into our thought system and implant a dream/story within us, which we follow to give our attention/energy to the implanted hack. When I asked why Life is so cruel, and I opened my Third Eye to find/see the answer, the first thing I saw, which continued for years after that, was waking up from my dream to see the one next to me who implanted the dream. The Monsters would then eat my energy there and then, or they would take it with them to feast from at home, wherever that was for them. Our thoughts were what we were manufactured/created for, and from there place us in an illusion where nothing makes simple, basic common sense. Throw in some raw savages to shake up the chicken coop a little, and bam, supper is sorted. Most of us get on with Life, going from day to day, but it is when you are touched by the devastating cruelty of Life that you understand now you are part of something bigger than you, which is not your friend. A friend of my youngest daughter capped a stroke on Monday. This sixteen year old girl is paralyzed on the right side of her body, lying in ICU, wondering if her Life will ever be normal again. That’s not on! That’s not allowed. When I went into her space to help, I found one of the biggest Serpents that I have seen in a long time in her space. Coming from this Serpent was something else, which I don’t understand. This girl took a vaccine booster a few weeks earlier, and that might have planted the seed to alter her blood content to open the space for this Evil Serpent, but I am not sure if this is true. When I trace back the path to see how this monstrocity entered her space, I feel a Serpent enter through the base of her left foot and go all the way up to her nose, and there it waits to meet – open the door – for the one moving in the air/space around us to enter this girls spirit via her nose. I never knew that – I never knew this was a mode of entry into our forms, and I can only assume the expanded airways allows this being to enter our form. In other words, what we breathe in can then expand within us and take us over, compared to the limited space via the base of the left heel. As said, my focus of attention is now on us the manufactured unit, and the question I asked myself regarding us the component, is what part of us is the most crucial to us functioning to maintain our slave status to give the Beasts in the illusion our energy? Always have I said that in the left forearm of our base unit structure is a control panel of sorts. What this area is, is where the “cables” enter to feed the antennae that we are. Through each cell we give off energy, but where do the cables enter us to run us the manufactured unit? When I asked this question earlier on in this day, I felt the adaptor plug in the left forearm that connects to the cable that runs to within us to the level of our umbilicus, and there a connection is made that charges us up to something outside of us. Once this spark/connection is made, what is outside of us the manufactured units leaves us, as in now we are alone on the assembly line, and then this connection goes to the back of our heads to enter our brain – our motherboard. From there the circuits are fed energy, and now we are powered up. To understand the intricacies of this is beyond you and me. It is technology that goes beyond time and space. I just need to understand the set up, and what I thought was a control panel of sorts in the left forearm of our base unit, as in the core of our structure, this is actually the adaptor/plug that keeps the circuitry within us running. It’s there, I feel it. What happens when the adaptor is unplugged in the left forearm of our illusionary form, is the circuitry of us the unit no longer receives energy from the illusion. Where I am going to with this, is to unplug us to the ways/penetrations of those that feed from us and enter us to create illness and debilitation, but most importantly, I would like to unplug us – literally – from the illusion and plug us the manufactured unit into our Heart space, which is the template of Consciousness around which we circumvent. By knowing how we are wired to the illusion, we can detach ourselves from this to rather be one with the Heart space. The unplugged cable that came into our left forearm is tied off, as in becomes obsolete, and the Essence from the Heart space goes to the umbilical region. From there it goes without our form, and we make contact with this device that sparked/ignited the current within us. This is done purely to understand this machine that sparked us into existence for our circuitry to fire up and distribute this energy through our forms. This Essence from the Heart space then travels up from the umbilicus to the Heart field, and from there it plugs into our left forearm. Understand that everything I speak of above, except the Heart space, is illusionary, as in not real. To us in the illusion it looks real, but compared to the Infinite, which is real, this our components are born from what made up the illusionary Garden, which is a component that is illuminated by the glow of our Heart space which comes from our Consciousness. So when we call people or spirits Dark forces, it is their Heart space that is dimmed from them turning their backs on Love/Consciousness, and this dimmed Light/Love does not illuminate their illusionary form as it should, making them Dark – literally dark because of the lack/absence of Love. So what is happening now? My wife says the conspiracy theorists out there say today the world will end. I don’t believe in such crap, but what happens when we unplug from the illusion and plug into Consciousness? I would say the world we knew ends. What is pumping your system – you the manufactured unit – is the Heart space. That purges all the nonsense out of you, makes you less dense, and most importantly, guides you to what is real, which is Consciousness. Great stuff, but for me the proof of the pudding is always in the eating. What happens from here? That’s the proof of the pudding. All this shit; all this horrific cruelty has to end, and will end, sooner or later. So let’s see what happens, and if nothing happens, we will just keep on going until Love prevails, because that is real, and everything else is just an illusion.

Movie titles that have eyes in them: I Origins Big Eyes Snake Eyes Eyes Wide Shut The Pale Blue Eye Eye In The Sky All I see Is You The Eye Secret In Their Eyes Eagle Eye Sight Eye Of The Beholder Eye For An Eye Heart Eyes Grey Eyes The Eyes Of Tammy Faye The Secret In Their Eyes Dragon Eyes The Eyes Cat's Eye Close Your Eyes The Hills Have Eyes Mickey Blue Eyes The Life Before Her Eyes Eyes Of An Angel Eyes Without A Face Blink All Eyes The Eyes Of My Mother The Man With X-Ray Eyes Evil Eye Eye On Juliet Right Before Your Eyes The Eye Infinity Demon Eye Through Her Eyes Open Your Eyes "The eyes are the window to the soul, or so we're often told. It's probably not surprising, then, that eyes are the most common Body Motifs. When eyes turn up in a symbolic role, they are normally linked to themes of perception, vigilence, and, occasionally, psychic powers." - TV Tropes The Flamingos, "I Only Have Eyes For You" ;

Understanding horse racing. The betting lingo... "Win - if your horse finishes 1st, you win $$$ Place - if your horse finishes 1st or 2nd, you win $$ Show - if your horse finishes 1st, 2nd, or 3rd, you win $ Across The Board - three equal Win, Place and Show bets, * if your horse finishes 1st, you win all three bets * if your horse finishes 2nd, you win on the Place and Show bets * if your horse finishes 3rd, you win the show bet Exacta - pick two horses in one race. If they finish 1st and 2nd, in exact order, you win Quinella - pick two horses, if they finish 1st or 2nd, in either order, you win. Also known as an Exacta Box Trifecta - pick three horses. If they finish 1st, 2nd, and 3rd, in exact order, you win Superfecta - pick four horses, if they finish 1st, 2nd, 3rd, and 4th, in exact order, you win Daily Double - two specific races make up the Daily Double. Pick one horse in each race, if they finish 1st in both races, you win. You have to make your bet before the first race Pick 3 - similar to the Daily Double, but for three consecutive races Pick 4 - similar to Daily Double, but for four consecutive races Pick 6 - the biggest bet you can make. Pick the winning horse in six consecutive races, if you win, you win big. If no one picks all six winners, those picking 5 out of 6 will split 30% of the Pick 6 pool, the remaining 70% 'carries over' to the next racing day and will continue to do so each day until someone correctly choses 6 winners out of 6 races." - Cal Racing (Fun Runs Here) "'Faster Horses' is a song written and recorded by American country music artist Tom T. Hall. It was released in December, 1975 as the second single from the album, 'Faster Horses'. Member of the Western Writers of America chose it as one of the top 100 Western songs of all time." - Wikipedia Tom T. Hall, "Faster Horses" (The Cowboy and the Poet) ;

Fathers of the two dead children and father of the shooter work for companies with DOD contracts. Bill Cooper - Beyond a Pale Horse, 1991 https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ztQJgxWMgTY

The Moody Blues concerts were something to behold for the performance but also for the audience. Biker types and corporate clean-cut types huddled close together en-masse. Watching the straight types in suits pass up on circulating pot joints was hilarious. No doubt the atmosphere alone shifted their perspectives. Love Unlimited Orchestra, "Love's Theme"

https://www.morrisseycentral.com/messagesfrommorrissey/when-you-are-the-quarry?fbclid=IwAR0O6pw_1euagSb36yMXd9BdxqHUTlFXr5A7IZGcZMRMjg4yPd7ZrmPFWYw by MORRISSEY I am aware that the ludicrous 'Morrissey is Far Right' attributions have very recently wiggled back into minor vogue on all of the usual gossip sites. This rush is, I am assured, in view of Miley Cyrus wanting to be removed from 'I Am Veronica', and suddenly the very dated rehash of "This is because of Morrissey's political views" wobbles out - delighting those for whom I am a book that under no circumstances can they stop reading. My friends are fully aware of a certain aim to put me out of circulation, which has inexplicably become relentless even though the entire point of Cancel Culture is to never again acknowledge whomever has been cancelled. You cannot constantly vomit out the same regurgitated "he should not be listened to" dirge year after year, because YOU are displaying an obsession that you urge others to avoid. I had secretly hoped that the glorious benefit of being cancelled would be that I could never again receive a bad review, because even to give me yet another oh-so-predictable bad review confirms that I am not, after all, cancelled. But the Cancel Vultures write only in headlines; they do not answer questions; their darts aim only for the inspired elite of perceptive intelligence. The Vultures are usually chief exponents of the hate and harassment which they themselves define as justification for Cancellation of others. Cancel Vultures are unknowable blanks, and they only attack those of whom they are most jealous - because others don't count. They will not forgive you for being alive, but they will not square up to you face-to-face because they would be forced to look into your eyes … where the wordless truth resides. Worst of all, Cancel Vultures cannot ever apologize for being wrong. This would be worse than death. I have been invited onto U.S. and U.K television news outlets to discuss the situation with Miley and 'Bonfire of teenagers', but of course, there's no point. In truth, Miley has backed off for reasons unconnected to me, having had a major clash with a key figure in 'the circle'. I cannot give any details about the private fight because … it is private, after all. Miley knew everything about me when she arrived to sing 'I Am Veronica' almost two years ago; she walked into the studio already singing the song. She volunteered. I did not ask her to get involved. Her professionalism was astounding, her vocals a joy to behold. Every minute that I spent with Miley was loving and funny. She asked if she could be in the 'Veronica' video. I was very honored. She told me that Morrissey songs are on 24-hour rotation in her house, and she had frequently been photographed in Morrissey t-shirts. Miley came into my world; I did not venture towards hers. I was eternally thankful, and even now, I remain so. The campaign to destroy my career was originally led by four male individuals in Britain, each of whom have prominent positions on social media - and they have full unedited access to the Legacy Media. At some point, each one of them had hopes of a candle-lit friendship with me, and this did not happen. Their rage for attention then took a different turn. They want some form of Wikipedia mention as well as a future personal Index reference in 'Who Killed Morrissey?'. Yes, staggeringly, that is their goal. Although the Left changed and deserted me many years ago, I am most certainly not Far Right, and I have not ever met anyone who claims to be Far Right. My politics are straightforward: I recognize realities. Some realities horrify me, and some do not, but I accept that I was not created so that others might gratify me and delight me with all that they think and do - what a turgid life that would be. I've been offended all of my life, and it has strengthened me, and I am glad. I wouldn't have the journey any other way. Only by hearing the opinions of others can we form truly rational views, and therefore we must never accept a beehive society that refuses to reflect a variety of views. I am therefore sorry to report to some of you that I am absolutely not Far Right. If your wearisome echo disapproves of me not being Far Right, I wish you the hope that you deny yourself. Britain's 'Question Time' has thrown the red carpet my way six times asking me to appear on television to discuss the Left-Right divide, but I have always refused, and not least of all because I am sick to death of a debate that can never possibly resolve itself. I also refuse because I am apolitical, and if nothing else, I know my place. I do not care very much about myself - and I never have. But the crucial point about 'Music as Art' is evident in life-changing music that has always happened before anyone expected it. The very best examples are the Sex Pistols, David Bowie, the Ramones, the Velvet Underground, Alice Cooper, and even the Dolls and Iggy: no one saw these monoliths coming, therefore the people discovered them before the industry had time to halt the fun. Now, alas, music cannot happen unless it adheres to strict industry guidelines, and this falsely assures the listening public that things could not possibly be better than they currently are. The infantilised world is delighted to stream music, but if they were asked to walk 50 yards to a record shop to access those very songs … they wouldn't bother to. However, the connection between the music industry and Cancel Vultures is that they both agree that their main job is to stop singers and bands from saying anything important. Respecting equal freedom for those that you control … is not freedom. Music as Art has now been destroyed because it expands public opinion, and thus, with the current Top 100 downloads … no bubbles can ever rise. Songs once kept listeners occupied for years, but this has been replaced by suspiciously instant stardom for anyone obedient enough to agree that babies are naturally born through the left ear. Proper artists need not apply. Imagination must be paralyzed, and saying nothing whatsoever is the only pathway to all music awards. Look for yourself. Following Britain's 9/11 abomination at the Manchester Arena, Miley was asked to take part in the Don't Look Back In Anger event, and she refused. I asked her why she had refused, and she said "I am not into all that." I write these words mainly for (but not directly about) my audience - who are the best and most incredible audience that anyone could dream of, and perhaps many onlookers are jealous of this fact. I have not ever voted for a political party in my life, and I have not ever joined a political party, and I have not ever attended a political rally. On the political stage, I do not exist: you have never seen me there and you never shall. I therefore do not mind in the least if you join the Morrissey haters - there is always the likelihood that I'd feel exactly the same way about you. But if you join forces with the Cancel Vultures, your only aim is to numb time, and your eyes are dead. 5 January 2023

DO RACE HORSES SLOW DOWN WHEN THEY SEE A POLICE HORSE?

Climate Change and Agenda 2030

Iain Davis has produced an article on Substack concerning how he thinks Starmer's BritCard digital ID announcement is a psyop and destined to be a flop. Davis previously collaborated with Whitney Webb two years ago to expose the UN's Agenda 2030 sustainable development goal 16 (SDG16) which he feels is the real end goal with failure of the BritCard as a stepping stone towards this. Both articles are long but worth taking the time to read. https://iaindavis.substack.com/p/the-britcard-digital-id-psyop https://unlimitedhangout.com/2023/10/investigative-reports/sdg16-part-2-enforcing-digital-identity/ The seemingly lofty ideal proposed via SDG16 is to "promote peaceful and inclusive societies and to provide access to justice for all" and one of the elements of that involves ensuring every person on the planet has a legal identity so that they can be included in society. The UN later convened the ID2020 Summit and established the ID2020 Alliance to set the "future course of digital identity" whilst "enabling access to digital ID for every person on the planet". The "noble objective" behind this supposedly "humanitarian cause" involves those who are invisible within societies such as refugees, women and children. Back to the BritCard narrative, there are loud objections coming from all corners including from so-called "far right" opponents Reform, Rupert Lowe and Tommy Robinson. One of the main criticisms is that we already have so many other forms of ID including national insurance numbers which already provides people in Britain with the right to work. Why do we need another form of ID? Non-compliance is seemingly being promoted whilst others are questioning the sanity of the scheme and the economic implications if people are rendered unable to work. Another concern is that any digital ID system will simply not be secure enough and that our personal data could be at risk of hacking and fraud. Former PM Liz Truss has further implied that the UK government's IT systems are pretty crap helping to undermine confidence in the scheme. In his Substack article, Davis points out how Starmer has decided to announce this scheme at a point where popularity in his government couldn't be lower. As he puts it: Davis posits that the BritCard is a Trojan Horse which will be discarded along with the Labour government with our "political saviours, be they the Tories, Reform or whatever" "promising never to subject us to any more of these idiotic government issued ID schemes". However, our existing forms of ID "will need to be upgraded to facilitate the necessary interoperability". It seems entirely possible that a global digital ID system will be touted as the solution to the various objections that are being made about BritCard. Worries about needing yet another form of ID could be assauged with reassurances that our ability to work won't be affected and our existing forms will remain but just that the systems behind them will become "interoperable". Remaining concerns about immigration could be soothed with promises surrounding its harmonisation across borders and its global reach. If you have worries about data security, Alliance say their blockchain system is unhackable whilst providing the benefits of outsourcing to the global professionals who know what they're doing rather than trusting to our hopelessly inept domestic government(s). Another point made by Davis and Webb in their joint article is that, in order to implement digital ID globally, different approaches will need to be made to different populations. In the UK, we have rejected ID cards many times over meaning that the approach here necessitates deceit, stealth and leveraging. Starmer's government are specifically targeting our ability to work, earn a living and secure housing thus playing on people's fears about feeding themselves and their families whilst keeping a roof over their heads. As long as the ability to earn money is preserved, a seemingly watered down alternative may be deemed acceptable. I think there is some merit in the contention that Starmer's domestic proposal is meant to fail because the objective is for GLOBAL digital ID which needless to say, whilst touted as a humanitarian objective, is not about empowering the world's poor through financial inclusion. A choice will supposedly be given but failure to acquiesce will lead to dire consequences with Alliance acknowledging that people will be locked out. Whilst the UK has doubtless been flooded with immigrants in order to bring in digital IDs, the current proposal seems unlikely to be the end goal. It might be portrayed as a victory in the event that it is ditched, however, an even more widely encompassing "solution" may emerge from under our noses.

Of course, by now, there is always something else to understand. What is within us the Trojan horse that were seeded into the Harvester Moons so that our energy may be eaten from by those who turned their backs on Consciousness to become one with this most vile place? And vile it is, as in twisted and sick; a place where insanity and stupidity rule supreme. The fuck up was we never questioned ourselves, rather we embraced ourselves, and by doing so, we became embedded into this artificial construct. I know I am not me – I am not this Steven the dense body form and spirit. Those are manufactured units built for the purpose of keeping the illusion live. I know I am not me, as well as not amongst my own, and yesterday when these people who I have helped for months now asked me how I was, I told them I am tired of walking this path – the path of the manufactured unit walking amongst the morose. There are two factors that we never took into consideration in terms of finding a way out of this Hell. The first was the severity of Evil, as in the cruel are really cruel, and the second was their level of cunningness. I would not so much say these bastards are clever – it is more a ruthlessness about them, where we never expected them to do that. If you are in this Love mode thing you expect a level of being civil to those around you, and from that viewpoint we missed the boat completely, and this is so because our eyes could never attune to such levels of raw Evil and brutality. Everything written up till now has meant nothing because the puzzle is incomplete. You don’t showcase an incomplete product because one cannot see the big/full picture, meaning every piece of the puzzle has to be found before you can see what is in front of you, and from there move away. I don’t know how many pieces are still missing, but the one we are going to talk about now is huge. During my sleep state I was shown a man that was working around the house. Coming from the house extended a rope about a centimeter wide. This man cut the rope, and then showed me what was inside it, which was a tunnel through which termites moved. Artificial intelligence is not coming our way, it is already within us, and has been there since the conception of us the manufactured unit. We speak of our thoughts and emotions, but what current is within that? In other words, what drives you? When I ask to feel the core of what we the manufactured unit is, it is a twisted, morose state that is unknown to you and me because it is independent of us, as in not one with us. We are used as its vehicle to pass through. This frequency is the raw destructive nature of the illusion – it is the driving force/presence that leads us to death and decay of all. When this force has taken, it moves onto the next planet/frequency the cosmic geneticists have created and seeded. This force never stops – it has to always be fed, and this is the true purpose of us the manufactured units, to keep the cycle of Life ticking over so that these annihilators can continue to exist. Just as I know Love is Love and cannot be anything else but what it is, I also know that what I speak of here is independent of me and you, as in we exist for them and are not a part of them. The ants that eat the leaves have no interest in the plant from which the leaves arise – the leaves are there only for their use and thus the ants have no consideration for this in their path of destruction. In simple English, what flows though us is the illusion, and what this is, is a form of artificial intelligence that does not learn to evolve to reach perfection. What drives this AI within us is to carry out the destruction that it is. When you abandon Love and the Infinite, you spiral to destroy the you that was created around this Love, and it is this force that came to be the Essence of the illusion that courses through us the manufactured units. So if I say it’s AI, it is not the AI we know that problem solves to meet efficiency and productivity, rather this force meets the destruction that it is, and its role, where its Intelligence comes into play, is to make sure we come along with it. When our usefulness is up, and we the manufactured unit can only go so far, that is when other Life is created to be destroyed. Its algorithm is to destroy, so it does not so much create Life, but always asks how can this what was created be destroyed? And this is where its independence comes into play, where those in the illusion, including the cosmic geneticists – we all have a will to survive and move forwards. But what we don’t know, is within us is a force that is driven by the complete opposite, which is to destroy. No questions asked. No cruelty. No thought process or emotion. There is a “fibre optic” band that runs through us as it continues on its path to destruction, and unless you knew of this puppy, you were going nowhere, and I say this because what travels within us, independent of us, is the illusion itself. Forget the demons and Beasts and Evil Serpents as they were all involved in their own agenda/Game, and even to these the cruel, what I speak of here is an entity that has no interest in the Serpent souls or you getting that raise at work. All they want; all that drives them, is there is Life to be destroyed so they may continue their role of annihilation. This fibre optic state is the illusion, and its ultimate goal is to destroy itself. In other words, figure out a way where no Life can be created because our destruction now prevents such a mathematical formulation from coming into existence. That is what drives them – destroy all possible computations to form Life, until all that is left is them. Nothing else but them. And then their job/purpose is complete. There is nothing more to destroy, and then it is done. The illusion is complete. There is no illusion because no more Life can come forth from the illusion. And then there is a oneness with nothing. This nothing is not Love, it is Destruction. Now this optic fibre band can rest – it is at peace because all is destroyed and no more can come forth. This is its Heaven – its fields of infinite love. And my goodness me, isn’t that funny! Fucking hilarious. All Life is about survival and win, and yet within all Life runs an optic fibre that will achieve the complete opposite. When you are embedded in the illusion and make this place your own, chasing those highs to become the superficial, angry and confused entity this place produces, you become hardened to this place, as in one with it. So you and the fibre within share the same agenda, which is destroy oneself, so you will go to the bitter end of being the vegetative idiot that you are. It is those who wish to rise above this cesspit, those who question this cruel Game, those who refuse to call this Hell their home – it is these that become flakey around the optic fibre within, and it is these who die young because they don’t fit into the illusion, nor are they compatible to this fibre optic chord within. What happens to these that neither fit in here nor there? Fuck knows. Do they fade into nothing, drifting to find their roots in this strange place? All I can say is as I sit here typing these words my head feels like it wants to burst, and I never get headaches. Those who have been reading my journal, many had the thrill of witnessing a snuff video played out in real time. Sooner or later they will get Steven, and until then, let’s watch! Cruel fucking bastards. What help came from the seen and unseen as I walked where none have walked before? From my vantage point, fuck all. That’s okay, because this is a path you have to walk alone to make your own to understand, but I never knew it would be so difficult. If I fall, you go next. One hundred percent guaranteed, and I say that because I see my attackers and you don’t. What you cannot see you cannot fight, and if anything, what my writings have done is stir up a hornet’s nest in the unseen. There is now doubt and confusion in the unstable Beast, and I promise you something is about to rip there. Their fun is not as much fun as they believed it to be, and you can thank this journal for that. Something is going to pop, and when it does, you will feel it. Just as I know I am Love, so too do I know that what we accepted as normal will show itself for what it really was, which was the weak preying on the innocent, loving every moment of this sick Game that consumed us with hatred and insecurity. Did you honestly believe this norm would last forever? Upheavals have come and gone, and we never learnt anything from them, but maybe I am being too hard on everyone. If I look at myself, what did I do to better this place? The simple answer is my kindness just made me more confused because it was never met with kindness. I was seen as the weak because the Beast knew I would not fight back, because if I did, I would have tapped into this Destruction within me and obliterated them. But that’s not me – that’s not Love. I don’t want to fight, I just want to go Home and rest. So to those following this snuff video in real time, we are approaching the end of the reel, and we know why this is so – it is this Steven the manufactured unit meeting the fibre optic chord of the Destructive state of the illusion within. That fucker is potent, and its strength is from being independent from all in the illusion. It is the illusion, and all Life, whose goal is for it to destroy, is irrelevant to it. How do you stop such a force that is the place where you find yourself? I deserve a brownie point for asking such a big question! You figure the answer out. Let’s see your resilience as to whether you wish to live or die. Good luck to all.