I have the same thing with the old rat in the garden, he clearly wants to talk, but he's disgusting. We react to certain things like a cat to a cucumber. But I guess it's just that something in us reacts this way. Because it is a reaction not dependent on us, but we can probably control it since there are people who take rats in their hands, etc. But it's strange that this image scares you. But I know what you mean (I think), a similar reaction in me is caused by shadow entities, but they kind of threaten us this way, and that's why we feel it this way. It's like a warning: we know you can see, but don't disturb what we're doing. And in fact, there is not much you can do in their actions during which they contribute to the end of someone's life. I tried to save such people a few times, but it's like fighting windmills, so they have a completely fixed mind. And most of the time it is about money, so if someone does not pay me, I do not interfere in such events. Except that it is not allowed without a Permit. So that someone has to ask for help and pay for it "for the time spent" - not for saving lives. But how is he supposed to ask for help if he doesn't know that he is about to die?