Carolyn Joy

Thank you for responding. The things I have found out since his death show his colors as a bad guy. I didn't know a bad guy. Oh, he wasn't perfect by any means but he really loved me. He went against everyone to love me I have found out. Before he died, one of our businesses was weighing heavy on me and I began to pray fervently for wisdom and discernment. Maybe him dying and me seeing things for what they are was Jesus' way of giving me that discernment about him and the family. I want to know how to grow so I can spot them before I loose my heart to them. Yes. Discernment is very scriptural. I want to be one of Jesus' favorites. I'm not even a little shy about that. I know to typical society that makes me weird but I dont care. He is Very real. Especially through all of this.

Thank you for responding. I do recall him saying they were here for sperm. I wish I could remember all the details but it was something about they would do anything to have it. I remember the topic because I remember making the comment that if they would make it enjoyable, they wouldn't have to take it in a painful way. They would have more than they could handle. His response was "you mean like the porn industry?". I said no more like think the kid movie Monsters Inc where laughter was more powerful than the screams. Love vs. Lust. He truly loved me. I have no doubt about that at all. Makes me proud and sad all at the same time.

Thank you for responding. Yes. He was religious. His first degree was in theology from a Bible College and he spent years as a youth pastor. When we were together, I would say he went to church but I will not say he was in tune with the Holy Spirt. He did his own thing.

Thank you for responding. His government connections were quite high. He wasn't the front person, however he explained it to me when we first met that he was the guy sitting behind the politicians telling them what to do. He said he was the guy that when they had a question on how to answer something, they would turn to him and he would whisper in their ear how to respond. Think capital floor forum. Think puppeteer. I actually would call him that at times and he never corrected me. So much I could say on this subject but I'm not that dumb to open my mouth on certain things publicly. I have heard from others the same as far as he and I being close. He married me. I'm afraid that was his big mistake. The last thing that happened that I am afraid was the final straw for him was he didn't go to the family Mother's day get together. He was sick and we stayed home. The family saw it as he chose mothers day with me instead of his mom. It was a big deal. He was dead a week later. His sister was the last person to see him. She had visited and within 20 minutes of her leaving was when the convulsions and all started. I've been told by others that I was changing him instead of him changing me. One thing he did say was that what he was doing here at home with my children and I was more important than anything he did in the capital. My biggest concern.....what was he doing here with my children and I that would be more important than the capital? What did he do? I know he would get me into a state where he could get to my subconscious mind. I remember some but not all. Obviously, I am concerned for what he was doing. Hindsight is crazy. All the odd things that happened are coming together.

My husband was a CPA, we owned 5 businesses, an industry leader in the assisted living world and he was very politically involved. Thus my reason for trusting him when he told me things. He did not spend time on frivolous things.

My husband passed away in May 2018. The year leading up to him passing, he would show me videos almost every night about reptilians. I had no idea about any of this prior to him teaching me. I know he hypnotized me during these times. He would instruct me to squeeze his hand if I was still with him and would touch my leg to trigger things. The one thing he reiterated over and over was to never ever trust a reptilian. It was never a question as to if they existed. I told him one time that I felt like I was in training. He said yes. The day he died, I watched as his "heart attack " made him convulsed so hard he was coming completely off of the bed. The paramedics were already there and saw it as well. As they began to shock his heart, I watched as his eyes changed from blue to reptilian eyes. They stayed reptilian until they got him back. It was so shocking I jumped back in disbelief. When he woke, he couldn't talk but he was trying to tell me something. His eyes were blue again. He was alive when they took him. When they got him into the ambulance, they pulled out, then pulled over and the driver got out and went to the back. I went ahead as they told me to meet them there. When they did pull out, they turned the wrong direction from the hospital with no way to get there but to take a much longer rout. No lights, driving slow the wrong way. When I got to the hospital, his sister was there already and they had him there saying they had worked on him for 45 min. Long story but I want to know more about his eyes. To say my trust and discernment is all kinds of broken is an understatement. Why would he tell me to never ever trust a reptilian if he was one? Is it genetic? Is his family reptilian? How can I learn to spot a reptilian if my own husband was one. To make a point, he and I were extremely close. We were best friends. I liked my husband unlike so many. Obviously, still trying to understand it all. Any help locating answers would be appreciated greatly.