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Demonstryt

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  1. What you're makes total sense. The getting up in the middle of night in zen position is something I've done. I might do again tonight. I just don't get what you mean by shutting down the boy? What do you mean by that and how do you that? I didn't quite understand that first paragraph
  2. I get what you saying. Sounds like consciousness sounds like a machine don't you think? Like a individual generation machine which kinda coorelates that this all might be a simulation especially with those computer metaphors you added. It makes sense. I'm not gonna lie though. I'm kinda scared to die and be stirred back in the soup because it's like damn the body I'm in feels good like I would want this to be me you know even if our souls are immortal. I like this soul in this body more than anything. So its kinda like a bleek reality or realization don't you think? People make dying and ascending into goop turning into a whole nother creature or thing seem glamourous or acceptable or good and something to be proud of and shit and not scary but I kinda feel like it's the opposite. How does one not feel scared to die for real¿
  3. But when you die you go to the subconscious. So wouldn't you kinda get used to it? And if the subconscious is de-evolution doesn't that mean that death is de-evolution and pretty much dying is devolving which kinda makes sense but I feel like I'm skewing your message a bit and mistaking what you're saying
  4. Hey pm me. I would like to learn more about your experience. I think I've had these thought forms too
  5. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bkfBaO19f3Q#menu
  6. Yeah I've done this. Definitely a dark vibe from doing it. But the most terrifying experience to me was when I did this hemi-sync meditation. Shit was all fucked up
  7. Ok. And don't be afraid to PM me if you want. I did a hemi-sync mediation and saw a reptilian doing it.. it's eyes opened up from the darkness and my eyes opened quick, I felt like I was gonna die so believe me when I say I believe you. These things are definitely out here. That's all I can say. If they stalking you on here just let em know subtly they can fuck off lol
  8. The only tools in my bag I have to raise my vibration is by being my opinion of what pure is because everyone I feel has their own definition. But besides that, I just try to be a good person and do things that I would want done to me. But I saw the hero's journey video and I loved it and I took my time watching it. I would say I'm at the transformation stage after watching that video and really letting it sink in
  9. I read this two days ago and let it sink in and did some soul searching or shadow work as some may call it. I think I've gotten to a point where I used certain words to stop me from making bad decisions or thinking sad and angry all the time or to stop me from filling up with emotions completely so I don't suffer and get angry and sad at bad being done to me or to anyone in this world. I see evil for what it is as well as good. If I still kinda lean towards being good on some favoritism shit, can I still get into 6D or higher or do I have to be completely unbiased?
  10. I understand what you saying. Definitely made me feel better a little. I already cried and everything already. I just feel this big pain in my stomach and in my forehead now and I do kinda still feel like I'm about to cry and I've been feeling like a lot of enemies are around me.. I feel like things or people are watching me and not in a good way. But you hit the nail on the head as far as girls are concerned. I can tell they just like to be around guys I guess but like you said not just to talk. Just to be around. Whether it's just only in their head thinking about you but never wanting to meet in person or in person :/
  11. How would you know if you're in a loveless 2D hell? Like what are the signs? I don't know want to be in that and I don't know if me or others are in that. And how do I reach out to higher dimensions like 4d and 5d too?
  12. I like everything you're saying. I just want to know what energy do you sense from me? Like do you see my words only or do you see my flesh body, like can you tell and see my face a little just by reading these words or is it just words to you? I feel like you guys are special and I'm just not as special to be honest. I feel everyone in the world is supernatural and when people meet me they realize how normal I am and how abnormal they are. I kinda hate it because I just want everyone to be good and for us to not judge each other or ourselves. But also, can you give me some more pointers in how to develop the telepathy powers and to kinda understand this 3d and 4d universe we live in? I experience people's energy everyday and I can see them and what they feel about me and it's mostly not good even if I'm not doing anything to them. I'm just sad and scared to be honest of what's going on in this world. I'm tired and I hate life right now. This shit is crazy
  13. So how do you magically look at yourself while looking at a tree without imagining it? Care to help me out? I'm kinda going through so much.. really a heartbreak, this girl hates me.. most girls hate me. My whole life has been hard and it's only getting worse I feel. I don't know.. I just need someone who can help with this stuff because in the real world no one cares about the stuff we talk about here. It's all superficial bullshit that I hate so.. and most girls only talk about superficial bullshit unless you're their family or have money or their superficial friend or something but it'll go one ear and out the other and forgotten about quickly..
  14. I've been doing self discovery ever since I could remember so I understand everything you saying. Those last few questions you asked is what I like. And you can kinda imagine yourself seeing yourself looking at a tree so in a sense you can observe yourself but I feel like you're probably talking a little bit deeper which I'd like to know more about.. I honestly feel like what you're saying has something to do with manifestation and the holographic earth theory. You have to look within to make shit happen. Not out. So I know what you're saying. But in my gut I feel like I believe this shit might be something really scary and it seems like you believe that you create the place where you go to when you die and if you really really believe in a hell or a heaven and you believed you really sinned your belief of hell will send you there if your belief in hell is stronger or vibrates stronger than your belief in heaven, the frequencies or the universe will send you there. So I understand what you mean when you say what happens to buddha is different than what happens to me because his belief was that he'll go to a place where you can have multiple wives and all that shit. I feel this shit is scary because if you really don't believe in nothing, then there will be nothing in the afterlife for you. If you believe in a good place you will go that good place you imagine in your head. And if you believe in a bad place and if your guilt is strong you might go there over any good place you might have dreamed about going..
  15. What I'm really interested in is if Mariana's Web really exists. They say it's like a part of the dark web that's even darker.
  16. Because I literally seen it with my own eyes. I did the research. Downloaded Tor. Found the onion links. And I just went deep, real deep and the shit is real to the point I actually shed tears seeing what I saw which was someone abusing a child and that's just lightly putting it and this was when I was 19. I'm 29 now. And I check on a few sites to see if they still in existence and they are.. and people frequent them. I saw a red room with people telling someone to use pliers and pull his finger nails off, shit like that. This shit ain't fake man at all. Everything is real.
  17. Post anything related to this topic in here. I saw the Naya Rivera thread and figured I should make a dark web thread since I've seen some fucked up shit there with my own eyes. Specifically though, can anyone tell me more about these dark web cults or killing groups, red room groups, snuff films, etc
  18. So why can we only see 3rd dimensionally and not 4th dimensionally and does this mean there really is an afterlife when we die?
  19. Great info. But I just want to know what makes ether so important to you to make a topic about it? Like what's the point of what you're trying to say?
  20. " As terrifying, embarrassing and iniquitous as this whole thing sounds, you have to see the place before you die or you wont know what it is you would regret not seeing. Subsection 4 of section 3 says we dont want legal kind of morality near this place. Simple right and wrong should be enough. There's some weird and powerful things going on in it so dont piss off potential baby dragons just because you can. Tread gently until you can see better. Theres no end to its mysteries. I'm convinced there's beings who can play with timelines. Its like someone is running ahead you leaving a trail of messages except this stuff is more dynamic like the whole room you're in is rigged to deliver you a fortune cookie" can you explain this whole paragraph to me more simply put if you can. What do you mean when you said "you have to see the place before you die or you wont know what it is you would regret not seeing"? I really want to know.
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