Demonstryt

Fire

I hear you. I feel the same way.

What you're makes total sense. The getting up in the middle of night in zen position is something I've done. I might do again tonight. I just don't get what you mean by shutting down the boy? What do you mean by that and how do you that? I didn't quite understand that first paragraph

I get what you saying. Sounds like consciousness sounds like a machine don't you think? Like a individual generation machine which kinda coorelates that this all might be a simulation especially with those computer metaphors you added. It makes sense. I'm not gonna lie though. I'm kinda scared to die and be stirred back in the soup because it's like damn the body I'm in feels good like I would want this to be me you know even if our souls are immortal. I like this soul in this body more than anything. So its kinda like a bleek reality or realization don't you think? People make dying and ascending into goop turning into a whole nother creature or thing seem glamourous or acceptable or good and something to be proud of and shit and not scary but I kinda feel like it's the opposite. How does one not feel scared to die for real¿

But when you die you go to the subconscious. So wouldn't you kinda get used to it? And if the subconscious is de-evolution doesn't that mean that death is de-evolution and pretty much dying is devolving which kinda makes sense but I feel like I'm skewing your message a bit and mistaking what you're saying

Hi. Dm me. I'm an artist as well. Can we work?

Hey pm me. I would like to learn more about your experience. I think I've had these thought forms too

https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=bkfBaO19f3Q#menu

Yeah I've done this. Definitely a dark vibe from doing it. But the most terrifying experience to me was when I did this hemi-sync meditation. Shit was all fucked up

Ok. And don't be afraid to PM me if you want. I did a hemi-sync mediation and saw a reptilian doing it.. it's eyes opened up from the darkness and my eyes opened quick, I felt like I was gonna die so believe me when I say I believe you. These things are definitely out here. That's all I can say. If they stalking you on here just let em know subtly they can fuck off lol

The only tools in my bag I have to raise my vibration is by being my opinion of what pure is because everyone I feel has their own definition. But besides that, I just try to be a good person and do things that I would want done to me. But I saw the hero's journey video and I loved it and I took my time watching it. I would say I'm at the transformation stage after watching that video and really letting it sink in

I read this two days ago and let it sink in and did some soul searching or shadow work as some may call it. I think I've gotten to a point where I used certain words to stop me from making bad decisions or thinking sad and angry all the time or to stop me from filling up with emotions completely so I don't suffer and get angry and sad at bad being done to me or to anyone in this world. I see evil for what it is as well as good. If I still kinda lean towards being good on some favoritism shit, can I still get into 6D or higher or do I have to be completely unbiased?

I understand what you saying. Definitely made me feel better a little. I already cried and everything already. I just feel this big pain in my stomach and in my forehead now and I do kinda still feel like I'm about to cry and I've been feeling like a lot of enemies are around me.. I feel like things or people are watching me and not in a good way. But you hit the nail on the head as far as girls are concerned. I can tell they just like to be around guys I guess but like you said not just to talk. Just to be around. Whether it's just only in their head thinking about you but never wanting to meet in person or in person :/

How can I make sure I'm close to the source?

How can I be close to the source so I can pass the next the level?