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  1. On 1/21/2021 at 1:45 PM, rideforever said:

     

    There is another factor that is important and that is individuality.
    What is the internet ?  It is a collective consciousness ... like a shared brain.  Well humans have built a physical representation with their servers and cables ... but already they are connected.
    Part of us is collective ... part of us individual.
    Inside your head you think thoughts of the crowd ... and others of yourself.
    Do you see.
    This is all the deep structure of our existence.
    When I said we share a collective consciousness ... well it's actually a collective subconsciousness.
    Basically we are a herd and the herd has one collective subconsciousness.
    Existence pours this herd into different bodies ... mostly upon death the body breaks it's all poured back into the soup and stirred ... whoever that body was no longer exists ... because it never existed.

    Spirituality deals with individualisation.  It means that whilst in the body this particular bit ... started to live as itself.  It developed its own thoughts and feelings.  It fused into an individual.  It is quite rare.
    Then when the body breaks it all goes back in the pot.
    But it does not dissolve because it was fused into an individual ...and at some point it is laddled into another body and is still the same person  - it is immortal.

    Most people upon death ... just dissolve because they never actually became individuals.   So nothing is lost, just an illusion.
    Consciousness is a higher intelligence that forms individuals.  It's not just a higher collective .... Consciousness means individualisation.
    More or less.

    Have your read a book entitled The Magus of Java. It talks about a type of ancient meditation system of which in its level 4....you fuse both yin and yang chi in your lower dantien and once this happens....your individual once you die remains and when reincarnated is still the same person

     

  2. 1 hour ago, rideforever said:

    I usually just fight and scream and shake myself again and again until my body is lifting up and smacking down on the bed ... then I wake up and it's over

    One day when it happens again.....embolden yourself and despite the enormous amount of fear that you are experiencing allow yourself to sink and try an out of body experience technique.

  3. On 1/11/2021 at 12:43 PM, Seconal said:

    Your prison may be the irrational fear of death. That is why we dont leave our cage and that is what made you swim away. I think the lesson is there and maybe until you overcome your fear of mortality, which is an illusion, you will remain in your cage and be denied further access to the astral realm.

     

    Who are you really, the floating spirit or the caged man?

    You are 100% right.....I fear death so much I have made it my life's mission to amass as much resources as I can to fund a research to find its solution. This is based on the existence of creatures in the world today which are biologically immortal

     

  4. On 1/13/2021 at 7:06 PM, Mountain said:

    In my experiences most of the times I have had this happen it was a prelude to me exiting the body and astral traveling. You may want to try what I call the 'roll out method' where you operate your etheric body to roll onto the floor. Most of all, please do not have any fear.

    Every time that i have tried this method my body was the one to roll. I depend on sleep paralysis for the vibration( it just does all the work for me) but i only end up lucid dreaming as i have never seen my body. Do you have any good videos to watch on how to do it rightly or book you can recommend?

     

  5. On 1/12/2021 at 8:30 PM, Darryl Worthington said:

    Sleep paralysis got me into alternative theories when I was a young teenager. When it first happened I thought I was dead. Then I got the vibrations and literally thought a demon was shaking me. (Blame the Presbyterian Sunday school for that 😂). This was around 1988, so no internet or easily accessible info on oobes( out of body experiences) or sleep paralysis.

    A few months later something amazing happened. My mum came back from the local library with a copy of Robert A Monroe's 'Journey out of the body'. She claimed that she thought I'd be interested in it because of the front cover which shows a man's spirit body lifting out if his body.

    When I started reading this book I couldn't believe that Robert was describing the exact sensations that I had felt . It felt so liberating knowing that someone else had experienced this. Then I  realised that the sleep paralysis could be a pre cursor to oobes at least according to the book.

    I have had some experiences throughout the years with hemisync.

    If anyone is interested I'll post them here. Take care everyone

    Please do post the materials. I only learnt about Robert a couple of months ago. I will really appreciate.

     

  6. On 12/13/2020 at 10:34 PM, Unity8 said:

    Your experiences seem to have some involvement with Psy/Mind Control.  I've had instances of being impressed with thoughts that would've led to negative results had I listened, not sure if it's a 'nudge" to make one more aware of their situation.  

    But my two experiences...I had no choice.....I was a puppet. At times I think that there is sth big going on in the background which explains why I have less than 15 memories of myself below 8 years.....it bothers me a lot. I have friends today i have grown up with who tell me we were friends when we were from age 8 and below but I can't remeber ever seeing them

    I plan on using hypnosis to see if i can regain some memories

  7. 9 hours ago, LeGrimez said:

    Wow very interesting experience! What, if anything, have you taken from the imagery of yourself being the imprisoned old man within the cage? 

    Thankfully I have only experienced sleep paralysis once but it was utterly terrifying 

    As I believed that I was waking up I realised (or interpreted) that I'd actually been woken by a demon clutching at my throat, I tried to fight but instantly this thing had me pinned to the ceiling and was thrashing me against it repeatedly whilst screaching in demonic tones. The whole experience seemed so very real and when I eventually did wake up and it was over, my partner at the time was like "Wtf? You just spent three minutes fast asleep screaming your head off and I couldn't wake you!" 

    My interpretation was that all this while I have been in a cage that I can walk out of, if I wanted to because nothing is truly holding me back. I hope I don't end up growing old without living that mental prison to a higher level of consciousness. When my mind began to struggle between my experience of breathing under water and my scientific logical knowledge of its impossibility.....I kind of took that as the problem. I should not try to interpret my experiences from a logical standpoint but take them as they are.

  8. Were you meditating? Or how did it happen?

    On 11/25/2020 at 1:37 PM, TheSource said:

    I am barely seeing what I type at the moment and also hard for me to think, also not a native English speaker here ! I think I just got overloaded with information and my brain feels like its being electricuted, one of my eyes is shut and the eyelids are vibrating and moving up and down ! What a nice feeeling to be part of EVERYTHING and be able to see in my minds eye how it ALL works.

     

    First time I met with The Source was about a year ago. It presented itself to me and my Significant Other at the same time, I felt she is the conductor of this energy. Once its here It completely takes over ones mental processes and started showing the connection between itself and LIFE. It showed how it controls life and that all life is being governed by it. I experienced what David talks about downloading a vast amount of knowledge in the state where One becomes part of everything, will take time to integrate. This is much bigger than all of us individually. Its ALIEN like intelligence. Smart and powerful and it has its own agenda and cannot be controlled. Cannot describe it better than PURE BRILLIANT ALIEN INTELLIGENCE molding our perception of reality and governing life and life events.

     

    The weak points of attention who are not in sync with it, with its vibrations are being "recycled" which is what we call "death", removing the "mold" from the tree.  Death is simply merging with The Source and then new points of attentions appear. Better ones with better connectivity and more awareness of the TRUTH, knowings their place and role in this whole experience. Better prepared for the "next level" that is coming. The process of this COVID situation is a preparation or the next level that will occur after the DARKNESS. All information will be lost, all hard drives and servers will burned, all digital information erased. Not sure exactly when this will happen but I was shown it will happen.

     

    This is what I saw, I believe we are talking about EMP or a virus that gets through the 5G network that deletes the old information. Be prepared, if you are in sync with The Source you will pass to the next level. If you are not, you will be recycled.

     

    There is nothing to fear. The Source is in full control.

     

    Were you meditating? Or how did it happen?

  9. For all who have experienced sleep paralysis, the one thing that we can agree on is that its one of the most terrifying experiences one can have. Waking up in a dark room unable to move any part of your body while simultaneously being forcefully dragged back to sleep is not an exciting experience. But what if instead of trying all you can to break the paralysis, you let yourself sink into the terror. That's what I did exactly. It happened to me at a time when I was studying the concepts of lucid dreaming and astral projection as well as the many ways in which to induce them such as visualization. Long story short, I wake up and I'm having a sleep paralysis moment. I'm freaked out and my first instincts is to obviously try to break it. But then as I am trying to shake my head ( I always start by visualizing shaking my head when breaking the paralysis) I suddenly have a rational moment in which i monologue that i have been through several of these experiences and that there was nothing to really be afraid of.

     

    So i calm myself down and start on a visualization technique for astral projection where i imagined i was floating on water then my 'spirit/astral/soul' self began to sink. And it worked. What sleep paralysis had done for me was it had taken me to a place i always intended to reach via meditating. I slowly began sinking and I could breath inside this water. I then out of the blues heard a woman's voice and she said "follow me." I couldn't see her, but I could feel her presence and I sort of felt comfortable and knew where to swim to. As i swam further down I began to see a bar-cage/cell then she asked me to look. I saw an old man with white beards inside who was a prisoner but I couldn't understand why he was a prisoner because the door of the cell was open. Then suddenly I knew that I knew that I was the old man in the cage. Once I became aware of this knowledge, My mind started to reason out what I was experiencing. I started thinking of how it was impossible to breath underwater, though I could breath perfectly, and the fear of drowning caused me to start swimming upwards. When I got to the surface I woke up. Since then I have been trying to induce sleep paralysis in order to meet this "woman" again and try to understand what she was trying to show me. 

     

    What has been your experience with sleep paralysis? 

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  10. 11 hours ago, Beaujangles said:

     

    Sleep walking can bring some interesting stories.

     

    When I was a child of around 10 years old, I had sleepwalked down the stairs of our house and into the living room. In the centre of the living room was a single armchair facing the fireplace.  But that night the chair was a cauldron... it was steaming.  Around the cauldron were big feline like entities. They were discussing me - they were deciding what to do with me.  That same year I had seen an apparition slowly gliding through a wall and this sleepwalking experience happened shortly afterward. I began fighting the creatures and it all seemed very real to me...I still remember it as my parents came downstairs and I was still shouting at the creatures. My parents couldnt see them... I woke up from that realm and was back in the realm of what is supposed normality.

     

    Since then over the years I have been able to know things that will happen, not everything but many things. I have also experienced many paranormal happenings... so maybe you, Adino, have some kind of insight which you need to discover?

     

    To me it seems like another realm or frequency starts interacting with this one... I'm used to it now and I can actually shut off. But I know that if I dont they 'come knocking' for want of a better explanation. I don't take any medication, I am quite sane and many people say I am the sanest person they know... BUT my experiences are very unusual...like yours.  I dont think anyone has chosen you... I think you have an ability that is a gift - you just need to take control of it.

    I am very much excited about my experiences as well as the insight to reality they have given me. Like being able to see things in dreams in detail before they occur has made me believe that there might be a puppet master. I am trying to see where this all leads to because i have never really understood they "why" to everything that has happened. I also don't take any medication and i'm quite sane as well. One of the strangest things that has happened to me is in my entire childhood, I can only remember  less than 15 memories from ages 10 and below with my very first memory being seeing  a leopard/panther like creature walking towards me with shinning yellow eyes and i stood there frozen in terror. I couldn't move. I cried out my brother's name who when he came i suddenly was able to move and the creature was gone. He kept asking me why I was shaking and when I told him till this day he has never believed me. I plan to go for a hypnosis session soon, to see if I can recover my memories and understand what happened on that day. 

  11. 7 hours ago, Steph said:

    There are those at war with the supernatural who will hate you for being favoured. Be careful who you reveal your experience to. To some, the supernatural realm is hell, to others, it is merely something which is and to others it is a refuge and a sanctuary from the earthly powers of the world. Bananas don't grow on Avacado trees. You cant tell what type of tree it is just by looking at the fruit it yields when you mention things. Be careful how much you say and to whom.

    I know what you mean, but the questions are driving me nuts.

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    Hello guys! This post is going to be a little bit long please bear with me. If you're familiar with David Icke's awakening or supernatural experience story, then you know what I mean by Thought-Form. If not, the information is available online. This is my story and personal experience that took place 6 years ago back in 2014. I would also like to point out that I am from Kenya in East Africa, but this does not in any way invalidate the veracity of what I am about to share with you. No exaggerations have been made, I swear its all true.
    I was in my final year in high school when i had this strange experience. It occurred for a period of three nights in a row and  was the first time and last that i ever experienced sleep walking. On the first night I realized I was sleep walking, I opened my eyes hoping to wake up in my school bed when I found myself standing in front of a wall near the room i used to sleep in. I was a little bit surprised and strangely excited while still puzzled as to what had just happened. The second night when I came to, I found myself standing in front of the bathrooms which was a little bit far from my room. Now imagine that the design of the first floor where my room was, was the shape of the letter T with the bathrooms located at the horizontal upper part of the letter T and my room at the very bottom part. The distance from my room to the bathroom was about 10 other rooms. This time round i was a little freaked out and rushed back to my room. Its not every night that you find your body moved itself.
    So on the third night before sleeping, I tied my arm with a bedsheet to the double-decker bed post tightly. This time round when i came to I opened my eyes only to find my body walking. I'm not kidding you, my body was walking of its own will (or so I thought) in between the hall to the bathrooms and the bedsheet i had tied to my arm was being dragged on the floor. At this point I was fully conscious and awake but iI could only see and hear what was happening, nothing else. I tried to regain control of my walking body but i couldn't it was like how you can't move when in sleep paralysis. The exit to my floor was at the right side of the entrance to the bathrooms. When my body got to the bathroom it suddenly stopped. Then suddenly from the left side i heard clearly a voice that spoke to my mind and said, "turn to the right and run quickly up the stairs." I will never forget those words. Before I processed the information, my body had already turned and started running and after passing the exit I was stopped by a guard who was outside my floor (the first floor) on the stairs. He held me and started asking me who i was and where i was headed to. Firstly, i couldn't use my mouth plus i didn't know where i was going, I only knew my body was going up. I came to find out later it was midnight. At the same time coincidentally, the school director was going to his office and hearing the commotion came to where we were. The guard told him he had caught me going up so then he started to ask me where i was going and when i didn't respond, he thought i was being rude and started to slap me. I still didn't move and wasn't feeling a thing. Slowly the feeling sense on my face started returning when he was on about the 15th slap (He was really pissed off and yes we are still canned in schools). My senses on other parts returned as well and I began to block his slaps. He then dragged me to his office for more caning. I kept answering him that i didn't know where i was going and he thought i was intentionally being rude. let's say it was a terrible night being canned for something I knew nothing about.
    Here is the other strange thing though concerning the events that followed. The director, in his early 60s, for a long time was being treated for stomach ulcers. He had canned me on the wee hours of sunday morning. Suddenly the next day, Monday evening, we heard that he was rushed to hospital after falling very sick and was then diagnosed with stomach cancer. On wednesday he had a successful operation but then on thursday he mysteriously died because of complications. I was the last student he interacted with plus it has always struck me weird with how everything happened like it was scripted. I have never sleep walked again in my life since that last time. But his death saved me from expulsion. When I left his office, he called my Dad for the second time since my joining the school and told him that that incident was my last strike. My troubles were buried with him.

     

    CASE 2: My last thought form experience occurring the same year happened when i was crossing two roads near the place I used to live. I successfully crossed the first road without issue (by looking left and right...LOL). As I was on my way to cross the second one a thought form invaded my mind and said, "there are no cars coming from the right." It was very strange I came to later realize because of how it overrode my thinking process and my mind accepted it as unquestionable gospel truth. When i got to the road, as i was lifting my leg to make the first step, a pick up truck suddenly sped in front of me waking me up from the daze (it was like a day dream). The driver was honking angrily for quite a distance because had i landed the step he would have killed me on the spot.   
    Conclusion: In both experiences I had no ability to break away from control. As in the second, if the originators of the thought forms/ voice planned to kill me, there is nothing I could have done. David Icke is the only one I can relate to and its why I am asking if any of you has ever experienced this or if you know what it means. I also dream things that come to pass in detail, too many number and words synchronicities and I often hear strange wing flaps but deeper than wing flaps on each ear at a time. Sometimes the wing flaps are stronger and at times they last for few seconds. Google has not been useful being that i don't even know what i have to search for. I always tell my experiences to make people understand what I mean. Any and all input is appreciated. A big shout out to @Grumpy Owl who advised me to post my story on the forum.

     

  13. Hey Steph....I also almost always see synchronicities in time, numbers and words. I also hear often something like wing flaps, but deeper than wing flaps and it occurs sometimes when I become aware of the synchronicities. I see things before they happen in my dreams too with the most recent one being last week. In the dream my uncle was telling me to prepare myself as i was going to start internship, at the place he works, soon and in that dream I saw an aunt of mine i hadn't seen since last year sickly and coughing. So i wake up the next morning and casually ask my cousin when her Dad told her he heard the internship was going to start and she told me she had been informed the previous night i was going to start soon as my name had been drafted amongst the successful applicants. She told me she would get back to me concerning our Aunt's health which she later did. Turns out I was right, my aunt was suffering from a terrible cold. So much happens to me its like an adventure of which i am always excited to see what's next. It's like an invisible force is guiding my steps which is scary as I feel i'm not in control of my life. I will research on the Loa, though if it's voodoo that's in west africa.

  14. 23 minutes ago, Diesel said:

    Hi Adino the voices in your case were an evil presence. You should pray to Jesus for guidance and to help rid you of your entity.  I have also had an evil attachment (well three of them) and was able to be healed through Jesus.

    I also thought so as well but the voice saved me in the first case. The school director was previously before the incident determined to expel me and had called my Dad twice. That sunday morning my Dad had been called to the school and i was given the final warning. My problems with the administration ended the day He passed away. I've been to all sorts of churches but no Man of God ever saw anything evil in me.

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    Hello guys! This post is going to be a little bit long please bear with me. If you're familiar with David Icke's awakening or supernatural experience story, then you know what I mean by Thought-Form. If not, the information is available online. This is my story and personal experience that took place 6 years ago back in 2014. I would also like to point out that I am from Kenya in East Africa, but this does not in any way invalidate the veracity of what I am about to share with you. No exaggerations have been made, I swear its all true.
    I was in my final year in high school when i had this strange experience. It occurred for a period of three nights in a row and  was the first time and last that i ever experienced sleep walking. On the first night I realized I was sleep walking, I opened my eyes hoping to wake up in my school bed when I found myself standing in front of a wall near the room i used to sleep in. I was a little bit surprised and strangely excited while still puzzled as to what had just happened. The second night when I came to, I found myself standing in front of the bathrooms which was a little bit far from my room. Now imagine that the design of the first floor where my room was, was the shape of the letter T with the bathrooms located at the horizontal upper part of the letter T and my room at the very bottom part. The distance from my room to the bathroom was about 10 other rooms. This time round i was a little freaked out and rushed back to my room. Its not every night that you find your body moved itself.
    So on the third night before sleeping, I tied my arm with a bed sheet to the double-Decker bed post tightly. This time round when i came to I opened my eyes only to find my body walking. I'm not kidding you, my body was walking of its own will (or so I thought) in between the hall to the bathrooms and the bed sheet i had tied to my arm was being dragged on the floor. At this point I was fully conscious and awake but iI could only see and hear what was happening, nothing else. I tried to regain control of my walking body but i couldn't it was like how you can't move when in sleep paralysis. The exit to my floor was at the right side of the entrance to the bathrooms. When my body got to the bathroom it suddenly stopped. Then suddenly from the left side i heard clearly a voice that spoke to my mind and said, "turn to the right and run quickly up the stairs." I will never forget those words. Before I processed the information, my body had already turned and started running and after passing the exit I was stopped by a guard who was outside my floor (the first floor) on the stairs. He held me and started asking me who i was and where i was headed to. Firstly, i couldn't use my mouth plus i didn't know where i was going, I only knew my body was going up. I came to find out later it was midnight. At the same time coincidentally, the school director was going to his office and hearing the commotion came to where we were. The guard told him he had caught me going up so then he started to ask me where i was going and when i didn't respond, he thought i was being rude and started to slap me. I still didn't move and wasn't feeling a thing. Slowly the feeling sense on my face started returning when he was on about the 15th slap (He was really pissed off and yes we are still canned in schools). My senses on other parts returned as well and I began to block his slaps. He then dragged me to his office for more caning. I kept answering him that i didn't know where i was going and he thought i was intentionally being rude. let's say it was a terrible night being canned for something I know nothing about.
    Here is the other strange thing though concerning the events that followed. The director, in his early 60s, for a long time was being treated for stomach ulcers. He had canned me on the wee hours of Sunday morning. Suddenly the next day, Monday evening, we heard that he was rushed to hospital after falling very sick and was then diagnosed with stomach cancer. On Wednesday he had a successful operation but then on Thursday he mysteriously died because of complications. I was the last student he interacted with plus it has always struck me weird with how everything happened like it was scripted. I have never sleep walked again in my life since that last time.

     

    CASE 2: My last thought form experience occurring the same year happened when i was crossing two roads near the place I used to live. I successfully crossed the first road without issue (by looking left and right...LOL). As I was on my way to cross the second one a thought-form invaded my mind and said, "there are no cars coming from the right." It was very strange I came to later realize because of how it overrode my thinking process and my mind accepted it as unquestionable gospel truth. When i got to the road, as i was lifting my leg to make the first step, a pick up truck suddenly sped in front of me waking me up from the daze (it was like a day dream). The driver was honking angrily for quite a distance because had i landed the step he would have killed me on the spot.   
    Conclusion: In both experiences I had no ability to break away from control. As in the second, if the originators of the thought forms/ voice planned to kill me, there is nothing I could have done. David Icke is the only one I can relate to and its why I am asking if any of you has ever experienced this or if you know what it means. Google has not been useful being that i don't even know what i have to search for. I always tell my experiences to make people understand what I mean. Any and all input is appreciated. A big shout out to @Grumpy Owl who advised me to post my story on the forum.

     

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