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  1. Thank you, found this on here, very informative, will man up and say no. https://www.bitchute.com/video/8TPkNpUOUCgH/
  2. A humorous thought came to me after writing that. I'm not religious in any way but I think The experience could bring be closer to Jesus, he was nailed to the cross to pay for humanity's sins, like him i too will be impaled for society's sin of not rising up when it counted! Probably just like him my only thought will be, you buggers!
  3. Hi friends, I don't post much but I'm after some advice from anyone who has taken the time to research, and hopefully suggestions made here will be useful for people in future. So I am so called high risk (health condition). Im under considerable pressure from family & friends to take the jab, the kind of pressure that disowns you if you don't . Their arguments they will insist are justified by others close to us who have died, this is all very unfair you will agree and I already hear your arguments. You will say I should not listen and if they do not respect my wishes I should not value them and not let them control me. Fair enough, I get it, but they are family, please don't judge me on this, I know I'm being weak, I look at it like this (and most of adult society for that matter) they are just basically grown up kids, they cannot understand, they are just not at the level of spiritual consciousness to see a bigger picture, swamped by the media the masses have no choice but to just basically follow out their unconscious orders. It not going to be just me though is it! If things go to plan most of you here will surely join me, that's if you want a holiday, job, bank account, then further down the line those who refuse will face prison time no doubt if they get their way. So I have accepted my fate, it's too late for me now, after the jab, I will still have my positive mind, I am already looking at what I can control. I am planning a stricter meditation regime, researching my diet with a view to turn vegan. I plan to raise my spiritual consciousness awareness (or at least maintain it) and to embrace life. My question to you is what advise can you give on detoxing from this awful COVID vaccine? From the metals or whatever is in it? Of course as we know it's not a one off jab, it will be a way of life. I have not researched this area so wanted to put it out there. Wish me luck friends, and same to you if/when your time comes.
  4. I'm not saying it's because she's into conspiracies, she's very stubborn like some elderly people tend to be and does not like to be told what to do. I wonder if they've underestimated our seniors.
  5. So true story, my mum was upset about it and told me today. My grandma who is 94 was offered the jab, constantly bugged by family and care workers encouraging her to do it she apparently told them one by one to screw off. You have to bare in mind this lady has never used the web and only has tv and other elderly folks for information. I think she is very in touch with her intuition, I hope she will be ok and has made the right choice, at least it's her choice, I couldn't help thinking "way to go grandma".
  6. It was 2004, my childhood best friend decided he would drag me along to a talk at Brixton academy from this guy who I'd never heard of, David Icke. Me and my friend had been best friends since childhood, went to the same school and i would best describe us as alternative thinkers, we spent literally years every school lunchtime debating life the universe and everything, we had the most engaging talks ever, suffice to say this was not normal behaviour and as such we were social outcasts, but we didn't care. We were however always at polar opposites, he was a guy of science and maths, he loved the physical, what could be proved and certainly did not believe in any life after death nonsense, but he loved conspiracies, a talented musician, grade 8 pianist and violinist in a rough rundown working class school he was the only person in that school that played piano, and strangely no-one took the piss or beat him up for it as even the bullies could see how good he was and weirdly respected it. He was without a doubt the most talented and intellectual person I've ever known, and I could never beat him in a debate. At age 18 he could tell you everything about banking, he loved fractional reserve banking conspiracies, could talk for hours on the subject, he knew the markets, the lot, if he'd been born to money he would have made a great stock broker. With my vastly different airy fairy beliefs in re-incarnation and spiritual outlook on life we always had plenty to talk about and our differences made for great debates. We would take the piss out of each other and have fun but end of the day he respected my beliefs and I his. I would always point out to him the fact that he dwelled on the negative while I had the positive outlook. Years before the Icke talk my Nan, a very intuitive lady, a descendent from a long line of Russian gypsies no less, had already swayed me and passed her knowledge on to me about the spirit world, conciseness, the hidden hand, and alike that David talks about. By 2004 I was starting to getting worried for my friend, by now he was obsessed by conspiracies, the 2001 twin towers was still a hot topic along with the gulf wars, banking conspiracies and financial corruption (some years before the 2008 crash) I had no interest in any of that really but to support my friend I sat there for the first two parts of the talk (about 4 hours) listening to mr Icke talk about mostly about conspiracies of various sorts. My ass hurt, Although, I was intrigued by what he said mainly I just remember the pain In my ass from those uncomfortable chairs, anyone who was there will know. Then part 3 came and wow, for this section was all about consciousness, the spiritual side, I listened as mr Icke explained the very same information my Nana had told to me when I was a kid, it was quite moving and a form of confirmation for me to have someone from a different background explain the same things, but to my friend as always that side of things was just a step to far. I actually queued at the end to meet David Icke as I wanted to speak to him about some of my nans experiences, but in the chaos of a big organised event such as it was it was not possible. In the years that followed after loosing a child my friends mental health deteriorated, while we continued our talks to an extent as at school I was very worried for him, whatever I did I could not stop him from dwelling on the negatives, he suffered from severe depression, anxiety and eventually diagnosed with bi-polar, as time went on he got even worse, more paranoid, health declined, he gained weight from the vast array of meds we was prescribed. He died last year of a stroke aged just 42 leaving behind a wife and 2 children. I beat myself up for not trying harder to help him more, but I know the awful negativity he was up against in his life, the conspiracies were not to blame but did him no favours , and while I know he tried to get over it, for him it was always a loosing battle. But my lost argument still stands for those that can listen, focus on the positives, not the negatives, rest in peace my friend.
  7. Also don't forget as you said they are conformists. This isn't just a choice they make, its a stage of conciseness development, most people are in the conventional stage which means they will conform, and cannot be told otherwise ( you will have noticed that) there are many stages, most on here including me will be post conventional lower end. my reference for saying all this Is the video below, this guy made a lot of sense to me but as always it's just information, you make your own mind up.
  8. It may be there was no fight initially as life was made bare-able for the masses what with furlough and schemes. When really put to the test I guess we will see.
  9. There is that saying (might be David’s) that goes something like “imagine there was a war and nobody showed up” Well, guess what, there is a war, it’s an information war, and we the people are the ones who never showed up, humanity has rolled over and surrendered without a fight, how could we be so weak, how will our children and generations to come think of us, we who had the chance to turn the tide against evil but chose instead to sleepwalk ourselves into Orwell’s 1984. May our children forgive us and may they have balls to stand up to fight for the rights we have given away.
  10. Reminds me of the french resistance for some reason, I’m sure they must have said some crap like that in Paris as the Nazi tanks rolled in, no matter how powerless, disheartened and downtrodden we are there is always hope for a better future one day.
  11. I was taking cbd capsules for about a year and at first there was a noticeable positive difference; I felt focused, less stressed and just overall good and positive. This wore off after a few months however, I assume I just got used to it, built up tolerance and I stopped noticing any of the initial positives. 6 months ago (missing that goodness) I decided to up the dose to see if I could experience those benefits once again. I switched to oil 500mg from what I have researched to be a reputable place (cbdrelieve.co.uk) and I'm sure they are. Much stronger than the capsules this time I found I started to experience a totally unexpected and much unwanted side effect, confusion and forgetfulness. Yes my short term memory was getting worse, i was getting seriously worried, I've always been a forgetful guy but this was a lot more noticeable now, even with people around me starting to get concerned, my first thoughts were maybe I'm getting old, or one of my worst fears maybe it's the start of some terrible disease dare I say it like Alzheimer's. Now I funnily enough had felt much like this before, in my early 20s as a student I did dabble shall we say quite a bit, and every time I got high with my friends I would often end up being the topic of our stoned conversations an they would laugh and wonder at me and my inability to follow a conversation. Once I tried paying my friend for a lift home as I genuinely thought I was in a taxi, luckily managed to make out to be a joke, but I could tell he was worried, yep I was that bad. I hid best I could from them just how bad I knew I really was, inside myself I can tell you I was really scared with massive confusion , I couldn't follow conversations, but worse faces, places etc were a mystery to me like one would expect with someone suffering from Alzheimer's or the like, I knew those type of effects could be common but it always seemed to effect me way more than others, scared me to the point where I stopped it all and I gladly returned to normality. So when this problem started coming back to me all these years later although not as bad but noticeable that's it I thought, I stopped the cbd and a within a few weeks later was back to my usual self. I was able to sense the changes in myself very quickly and could recognise it from past experiences. These days I have a mind taxing job (I'm a programmer) and if I may big myself up a very good regular online chess player, I was able to very quickly sense my decline in those activities with my intake of the oil. I had no expectation that may happen and from my research was even expecting an increase in cognitive ability. In conclusion like people here have already said cbd is a very personal thing it effects everyone differently at different levels, I've found it does not agree with me, at least in a higher doses. I think if you're going to take it you need to really be scientific about it and have your ways to measure the effects good and bad. Lastly, as someone who has experienced losing ones mind i can tell you it is the single most scariest experience of my life, luckily for me the effects were temporary, i hope, I would rather die than live a life of that level of confusion and feel for anyone suffering with a terrible disease such as Alzheimer's, dimentia or the like. As a result these days try to take the best care of myself and family when it comes to diet and nutrition and don't experiment with cbd or anything like anymore. Simple healthy eating is all you really need, we all know it, but often the lure of a quick fix is too great.
  12. Loved Bill Hicks, what a legend. It's definitely time to strap in and and hold on tight
  13. Lucky for them they turned the comments off lol
  14. This clip beautifully and simply sums up the worst trait of our species, this would probably be the conclusion of any civilised aliens looking to sum us up too. great film also.
  15. As the war is lost, the only hope will be to play the system, I will just say I've had it, change doctors, o I had it with my last doc and they must not have recorded it, or I maybe say had it already at the pharmacy, i will just say I am pro vax and had it right at the start but it was not recorded properly day one. Eventually we may be able to get a fake paperwork/permit or something. You see we are the resistance, the war is lost we must now do anything to seemingly conform and confuse the enemy. As for my family they will all be queueing up with the rest of the country. We are truly a unique and dying breed of people here, peace and good luck to you all.
  16. I jumped to the image before reading your post, was a level 2 ,but I am a programmer and a chess player so my life experience was in the way
  17. Super creep alright. Watch while it's still up
  18. sorry I don't have any links as it was just on. So it's pretty obvious the world has been moving exponentially faster towards a very dark place. Just this morning on the Andrew Marr show on bbc this morning Jo Stevens (shadow culture secretary) announced they are making moves to further silence any what they call dis-information off social media, no mention of free speech at all. This is our next loosing battle and is already spreading much further, next we wil not being able to buy any controversial books online (Icke books and the like), sites like this being made illegal within the next few years, then all freedoms of speech, freedom to protest all to be gone. Yes friends we are in dark days now we can see it's set to be so much worse. We were warned by David and others it was happening, I had hope then as this was all when the evil of this world was relatively hidden , and I had hope the masses would actually eventually see it and rise up and reject all the nonsense of the powers that be. But now we are there and its in everybody's faces, there is no revolution, humanity never really had a chance I guess, no masses standing up, and there was never going to be. We were always asleep at the wheel and humanity was never going to wake up, it feels to me that it's got so worse now too, I mean people seem to me to be generally more brainwashed than ever, I cannot even convince my own family of the possibility that the coming Covid vaccine could be bad just because it was rushed. Anyone who thinks different is more and more demonised for even mentioning anything against the accepted norms now. Some years ago I felt ok about saying I believed flu jab, vaccines etc interfered with our 3rd eye, our spiritual connection to reality. Now I would not dare voice such opinions (maybe only on here) for fear of sounding like a crackpot. I have mentioned in previous posts my intuitiveness, I am descended from a line of russian/Jewish once gypsy people with gifts such as fortune telling, healing, seeing spirits, being intuitive etc. My grandma and me are the only two in my family with a faint hint of this now. These gifts are so faint on me now as with others and these gifts are basically lost on us nowadays. ThIs is down to diet, the injections and other environmental factors designed to wipe it out as it's a threat. I imagine really dark days ahead with no hope, some 50 years from now the human race will be totally enslaved, run by AI, implants controlling emotions, sex and sense of family, nationality and even religion (I'm not religious but I acknowledge the right to be) these all to be seen as primitive ideas once held by a less sophisticated people, much as we might look at people from the Middle Ages these days. The forces of evil aren't winning, they already won, we didn't stand a chance, there is no hope. I intend to enjoy my years best I can and pass the knowledge I have acquired on to my son as my grandmother did to me, for in this this new world we are to be but shadows. Peace friends.
  19. Sure, I don't think it hurts to look at possibilities and be open minded , i am new to this forum and not sure if this is the place for out of the box ideas yet or not. I too always felt like that as a kid and learned others had same ideas later
  20. Ok cool, well i quite like him, hopefully we can agree to disagree without me being labelled a troll or some such
  21. Nope cannot be done, yep I sorta click bated you, haha. But now your here you may as well read on... Firstly you should already know that nothing I or anyone else can say in a subject line or post on this or any other topic anywhere in life can be taken as absolute truth, why? Well mostly I think this is because any evidence put forward by a party is likely not theirs to give, it would be repeated from a source that was repeated from another source etc, but wait you say, if what is trying to be proved was observed first hand and presented as evidence and agreed and could be reliably repeated independently as true it must be, well yes and no, you see as I will attempt to get to it's only true to the rules of that system (or reality), This is so important to our understanding of reality I need to elaborate.. Let us setup up a scenario to try make sense of this point. Imagine if you will whilst sleeping in your bed you have a dream, in the dream an angry bear is at your door and about to attack your family; you standing there with your rifle are the only one with a chance of stopping the bear. Totally afraid and shaking, your arm raises and you point and make your shot, the bear cops an unfortunate blow to the head and you the hero has saved your family. A weird sort of typical dream you may agree. Lets analyse this dream for a moment, the dream much like our reality had rules, like gravity! The bullet had to fly through the air to hit the bear, it could not fly around a corner (unless the rules of that realm allowed it to). This is how science works, something is observed to be true multiple times reliably, like the trajectory of bullets and effect of gravity and is agreed upon by scientists and therefore rightly proven, and they are right, but here's where it gets wierd, they are only right to the point of following the rules of that system (or reality). Now back to the dream; you were so emersed in the dream it was real to you, the bear was perceived as a threat and you were afraid, you didn't just think, hey well now this is just a a dream nothing can happen to me, come what may, no it was your family at stake and as real to you as this life at the time and you were scared as hell in that realm while really in a galaxy far far away you lay in your bed dreaming. So you can meditate, know conspiracies, be open minded, know more about control systems and what goes on behind the scenes than average joe public, go to the supermarket without your mask or whatever, but you are never truly awaken until this reality ends (you die), then you might well see that it was all a dream, or what I can best describe as a dream anyway, you had to follow the rules of that realm to survive - work to feed your family etc. It's my view and of others as well as many of religions that we are here basically only to learn lessons and move on. I probably make sense or no sense to you the reader and obviously offer you no proof of anything. I'm not saying I believe life is literally a dream just that being human with our limited minds, it's a good way for us to liken this reality to a dream in an attempt to understand what's going on. In summary I believe two possibilities exist, they are duality or non-duality. Either i'm wrong we live in a physical realm where once I die life and this universe (realm) will just continue on, or not, you are all just a product of my imagination and I possibly yours, but wait then if that is so now I am effectively only writing this post to myself and I am effectively god (all is one, non dual). I cannot begin to convey to you the hours I've spent In many states contemplating existence. I decided no way of knowing until my life is done, and I'm in no hurry to find out so have decided to just be the best person I can be and enjoy it where I can, hope you can too if your really out there:) I also want to big up Leo at actualised.org where I got the bear example from, his videos are inspiring and explains way better than i ever could:
  22. Spirits in a dream world may be a better way for our human minds to attempt to comprehend it.
  23. thanks allymisfit, wish i thought of a better username now. I think i may write posts on here going forward, and not dwell on the negative stuff as that's already in abundance on the web. Something of an interest to me at the moment for some reason is dreams and their meanings, as you may have clocked from my post. I don't think you have to believe in anything magical to benefit from interpreting dreams, i think they are a great tool for self analysis, an indicator of what your currently going through subconsciously in life, i think its an area overlooked by most people and not taken with any seriousness, if you don't write them down you just forget. and you cannot attach meaning to something you forgot! So yeh i may write on here the subject if it would have an audience as i got lots of info to share, woowoo and otherwise
  24. A bit about me first, Hi, i am a new sign up (today) i will say upfront I am on the fence when it comes to most conspiracies - i have listened to many theorists over the years and am drawn to this forum as i like David as a person as I see him as a sincere person, although i don't believe some of what he says is true I know he does and appreciate the way he conveys his information. I went to see him at Brixton in 2004 and found him and what he talks about thoroughly fascinating. So now my family, well except for me and my nan (dads mum) they are about as pro vaccination as you can get. I actually appreciate their reasons, you may too when i explain, it goes back a long time in my family, my mums mum got Polio back in the day before the Polio vaccination was available, nearly died and as a result spent most her life in a wheelchair and raised my mum this way. Now my dads mum, an interesting lady still alive at 97, if she could use a computer and post on here she would blow your mind! She and so me are descended from Russian gypsy's, she has the gift, the sixth sense or whatever you call it, she can see spirits sometimes, tell your fortune, stuff like that, i too may have a weak (diluted) version of this sense from her, often i daydream scenarios and my dreams at night are very clear and i see things in them often that turn out to be close to true, one of my biggest daydreams once was where just knew my dad was in danger, saw him being hit with a whisky bottle that was thrown at him, later i found out that at that same time i thought that about 5 miles away my dad had come home and disturbed burglars who indeed threw the tv at him, now saw wrong about the tv but he liked the whiskey, probably he would be more worried losing that than the tv, and so i think i associated him with whisky. I know i'm deviating but as I have never shared that story with anyone apart from my nan and now here on this thread; but hey it was in my head and I wanted it out there where nobody i personally know will read, see i have my reasons for not sharing such stories and its the same reason as not to share my view on the whole not having the covid jab issue, basically i have never been successful at persuading people of my truth, I don't want to be seen as weird and just want to basically live and let live, the easy life which rightly or wrongly is how i feel. Now back to my gypsy nan, obviously being against, never had my dad vaccinated for anything and later in life he got a very rare autoimmune disease of the lungs called Sarcoidosis and sadly passed in 2014, okay no vax for that granted but that doesn't stop the family midset! So I think you can understand where my mum and her pro vaccination mindset comes from, basically when the subject comes up in our house (and it does despite my attempts to avoid it) her responses are you need to have the flue jab this year and you ARE having the covid jab i'm not loosing you too, i have severe asthma and am in the at risk cat so this only goes to further enforce their view. So I cannot argue with them and don't want to upset them, at the same time, although as i said im not really into conspiracies i do believe in the many levels of conciseness and i do believe the metals in these jabs go into our brain and interfere with the functioning, the stuff that cannot be proved such as 3rd eye, unconsciousness awareness, i'm not exactly sure but you guys will know more than me on this and know what i mean. To add to this at about mid outbreak my sister who is generally unwell anyway was seriously ill taken to hospital and tested positive for covid, she still suffers from after affects, now she has been invited to be a guinepig for further tests and jabs and whatever and she couldn't sign up quick enough, i asked her are you sure and not be so trusting etc, her view is she wants to do what she can to stop other people getting it and by testing her it makes a vaccine quicker then that can only be good, i feel bad not arguing the point but know i cannot change her mind so don't try. My little plan i hatched this morning is to next time the conversation comes up is to announce to the family that i have decided to get it done along with the masses when it comes and basically just not get it and say i have and lie to everyone, this gives me what i want and them the peace of mind and belief that i've done what they want, that way we all live happily ever after (unless i get covid ofcourse) Just lastly I feel lots of conspiracy people are drawn into just plain bullshit these days (that;s you flat earthers) which is a shame as I know there is a core, a thread of truth in the middle of all the layers of bullshit that have been added on in in recent years, i maybe feel this way as its not all new for me, not my first time round on conspiracies, i'm 42 and have known about things since childhood from my nan (some of what david talked about in 2004 i knew from her already which was too much of a coincidence for me) So I swear to you this is my real life story and conundrum in my own inarticulate way, I would really appreciate thoughts and insights from people who have spent real time thinking about this issue of covid vax and conspiracies in general perhaps - and feel they have some authority on the subject to advise me, you can easily say just tell them how you feel if they can't handle it thats them but thats not real life for me family is family and i care about family and our getting on - personally lying about having it is my only option now i think, there must be many in similar situations as me. Thanks for reading
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