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  1. As a final post, I would like to add to what David Icke said on his recent video-cast. About eight years ago the South African government implemented an e-tag system here on the roads in the district of Gauteng. Your car is tagged as you travel on the highway and you are billed according to how much of the road you travel on. (Of course the system was met with opposition, as it was literal highway robbery.) During this time period, one morning, just before I woke up, a voice inside of my head said: “Get your e-tag this week.” When I heard this, I knew it was a subliminal message implanted into my subconscious mind via the communication network towers in the area. It was the governments push for us to get with the system. Years before this incident, I don’t remember when, I was travelling on an aircraft going somewhere overseas. I dozed off on the plane, and was awoken by this helter-skelter heavy-metal music that was warped in the sense that this sound was non-sensical – no beat, just a noise. What I was hearing was a frequency that was constantly being pulsed to all life on our planet with the intent of making us confused and unstable on the subconscious level. This frequency came from those from the shadows. Yesterday I was at the shops buying materials for maintenance on the house, and while at the shops, and a few hours before this, I had a craving for a chocolate. This craving has been there a billion times throughout my life, but yesterday I wondered what was within or without me that demanded that I buy and eat a chocolate. So when I went home I went into the silence to understand who was pulling my strings, or should I say: How were my strings being pulled? What I felt and saw was this chord going through my spirit – it was a never-ending chord that connected me to others. This chord is what keeps the slave-species together in their coops; their cages. The architects of the illusionary prison must be a handful within the shadows. I say this because those demented entities in the seen and unseen imagine themselves to be above those they control and destroy, but this chord runs through them as well, as the architects need gofers to run the show. By knowing of this chord, you go into the stillness of the silence, and through your imagination you bring forth what I saw yesterday that ran through my spirit – and yours – and what you do then is break this chord. Now you are free to leave your cage, but you go one better than this. The chord that was just severed you hold either end in both hands, and through this chord you send Love to all attached to the chord. You send Love and understanding, so that all attached to this chord are free of their servitude, and with this understanding you passed onto them, they know of the Game and how they have been played therein. They understand what happened before the beginning of time – how the Dragon and Serpent spirits got themselves, and ultimately us, into this mess. From there they be this strand of Godness within, and this will guide them Home. Now we are free to roam. Use your freedom to uplift yourself and others. May the chord that held us in servitude be replaced by hands of Love holding each other. For too long have we been players in a cruel Game. Enough.
  2. we will get out of this mess, and it will be a group effort. i am sure we can do it alone, but it is so much more fun walking with like-minded others. my advice is get rid of all beliefs. what i believe might not be what you believe, and as much as i wish to help, the help is always limited by our belief system. yesterday this lady who meant so well sent me protection. her idea of protection is wrapping me in a thousand blankets (figuratively speaking) which pinned me down - my spirit - for those to come and prey on me. what i am saying is get rid of all beliefs that you have had, and others that have helped you had about what is best for you. my advantage is that i opened myself up to learn from the animals, and their Love is just Love, with no limited beliefs. remove all beliefs from all those in the past, present and future that have an impact on the seen and unseen realms of your existence. that way we give the Infinite a chance of showing itself. take care.
  3. in November thereabouts i joined this forum. i know i have said it before, but i am saying it again, and i assure you that this is the last time i will say it: it is my time to depart this forum. is there anyone out there who feels they are in a rut and would appreciate a helping hand? does anyone want me to enter their space and see if there are any blockages that need to be removed? i am a good person with a good heart, and those of the same standing are allowed to enter my space and none other. this offer is made as i sure would have appreciated it if someone helped me. so i am only doing what i would have liked others to do to me, as now i am in a position to help others. i will not give you feedback on what i picked up as the transformation within your existence should speak for itself, and this transformation is what i wish on all, which is joy and peace and contentment. this offer is valid for 48hrs from now. if you wish my intervention let me know within this time period. i will not return to this forum after that.
  4. Of course you will be tested, just as I was last night in my sleep state, to see if you are ready for the return of your natural gifts. You the strand is testing the spirit. My advice is remember that you are merely passing through on the way to Home; you are not here to stay, and strive for excellence, not perfection, as perfection cannot be attained within the illusion. In other words, be the best that you naturally are, which is another way of saying just be yourself.
  5. It is now that I would like to speak about the Cosmic Thief. In the million plus words written in this journal, there is not one word – as far as I can recall – that speaks good of this entity. I have known of him for years, and through our limited vision and understanding, I have seen this entity. He is just that – a thief. What is rightfully ours; what should come our way, in the seen and unseen, he takes. That is why so many the worlds over are sitting on the bones of their arse, as in they have nothing. This has been the role of this Thief – to take from us. I am sure there are many like me, who feel they should have, as this is who and what they are, and yet they live each day from hand to mouth. Others just drift, living a life they know they are not meant to live. This is the role of the Cosmic Thief: He takes from us. And once again I have been wrong. I have slandered others when I knew nothing about them. One of the worst experiences you can ever encounter is to be in a place where you don’t belong, as in you are in a job or relationship, or even just at a party, where every fibre of you shouts “Get out of there – you don’t belong in that place.” We don’t listen, so the experience lingers, and we eventually rack up a few of these Lifetime experiences. We are in a frequency where we don’t belong, not only in this illusionary world, but the illusion itself. Despondency soon sets it, which leads to disillusionment. Nothing makes sense, but we have to make the most of what we have, so we persevere, putting our best foot forward and always looking on the bright side of Life whenever we can. On the surface we “get on with it,” but beneath the surface our spirit is bleeding, because as try as it may, Life is shit. When this reality hits us in the face, what we do is throw the baby out with the bathwater, as in we say stuff it to everything, as now everything is a chore. (I am not talking about times of abundance, when there is a good laugh and the wine tastes good – I am talking about the underlying reality of being in a place where we don’t belong, and for the life of us we cannot understand why we are so unhappy.) The key word is “disillusionment,” and this is where the Cosmic Thief comes into play. Our natural state is abundance; to never want for anything, but when despondency and disillusionment set in (from being in a place where we don’t belong) what happened was that we saw the plough in front of us, and not our natural gifts of abundance. We got stuck in living, trying to make sense of this mess, and as has been said, we only saw what was in front of us and not around us. So guess who came to pick up what we left behind? That’s right: The Cosmic Thief. He is not a thief; he is a collector of what is rightfully ours that we chose to abandon. What I am saying is that Life is not tough – we made it so through our disillusionment of being somewhere where we don’t belong. We should have held onto our good cheer and our natural bountiful gifts while we figured out a way out of this mess. We never literally counted our blessings as we forgot about them when we found ourselves in an unfamiliar place. Over the years I told this Cosmic Thief – this fucker as I called him, to give back to me what was rightfully mine. How could he do this when I was the one that threw my abundance away and held onto the reality of Life is shit? Wow! Talk about Steven being unreasonable! Talk about Steven being cruel to the innocent! I am sorry; I apologize to this entity for my ignorance and lack of understanding. You are not a thief – I am a fool. The trick is to be bigger than what we are – to uplift ourselves and others, as there really isn’t time for anything else. (You uplift through the joy, peace and contentment that you are, and this is done by knowing what we are.) What I do now is uplift this entity that took what we left behind. You are Love my friend; you are this strand of Inherent Goodness/Godness at your throat area. Be this strand; be this what you are now. From there, I ask that you please return to us the ignorant what we left behind – our natural bountiful gifts. You be our Santa Claus, as you know what gifts belong to whom. Thank you for your assistance and your Love. Those that wish their gifts returned to them will shine forth for you to see. We thank you for your help. We lost our way, and have now found it through this strand of Love within that we are. As long as you are in your reality/frequency, receive your gifts and play with them. Let us be joyous, as our time here is limited, as soon we will return Home. With your gifts always be thankful. Always be humble.
  6. Last night in my sleep state my spirit found itself in a public place of sorts. There were two snakes slithering around – absolutely awful looking things. These reptiles were in a frenzy – they did not know where to go or what to do. Then I found myself in another public place. I was in this food kiosk serving people, and I was in a bit of a flat spin as I could not locate the products that the customers wanted. In this flat spin, I suddenly realized that the crowd was silent and all looking to the right. What they saw was something from the paranormal that froze them in disbelief. A mass of seagulls were flying towards them. When I saw the birds they were overhead me, and as I lay in bed my body form felt the pain inflicted on the spirit as these birds pecked with force on my left neck area. It was written in the journal when Consciousness made its presence felt. From my experiences last night, I surmise that Consciousness is now sweeping over the unseen to rock - putting it mildly – their existence, hence the frantic state I saw last night amongst those that dwell there. Whatever this shift; this transformation means, I am indifferent to it, and I say this because I know what I am. I am Love, and this is all that matters. Yesterday was an awful day as I saw how the pressures of Life impact on my children. This is not okay, but I know that things will be okay. Love is Love – it is what it is, and sooner or later it will touch us and blow us away in more ways than one, and that moment will be joyous. If that moment happens, or doesn’t happen, is also okay, as I know what I am. I am Love, and everything will be okay. The Life of the Beast is over. They might not know this, but I do.
  7. When I closed my eyes to sleep last night I saw a Human looking form standing there looking at me with aggression. From there, layers of him began to peel away to reveal the literal monster within that he was. He could not enter my space. Saw a female that had a pale face with a long neck behind her, and nothing else but this neck. She did not look kosher, and once again, could not enter my space. Fell asleep and was awoken by this Human looking female crouching over me. She brought her pet snail with. This snail was about half the size of her, and it kept on licking me as a sign of affection. The female worked frantically on me, as in her time around me was limited and there was something she had to do. My throat area was worked on, and what they done there your guess is as good as mine. (My guess was that she was learning to harness the power of the strand of Inherent Godness/Goodness located at the throat area so that it may be awakened in them. If this is so, they never understood that by seeing the strand in another spirit, the strand is awakened in you in the moment by seeing this phenomena and wishing it within you. That is all that is needed to awaken the strand within, and of course through simple intent.) What I want to say, is that over the years I have seen some weird and scary entities, but what came last night, as in this female figure and her pet snail, this made me stand back and understand that there are so many worlds out there. We are not alone, and never have been. Our world is one of many, and what this understanding does, is allows us to zoom out and take perspective of ourselves. Stop focusing so intently on your life and how shit it is – I really think mine is worse than yours, and I know a few billion on this planet have it a million times worse than me. Take that intensity down a notch or two; those static edges that focus on us as in “this is all there is, and boy, is it tough!” Your life is one of many in this world, and this world is one of many out there. Take this understanding and see yourself and your life as a whole, and not just an isolated part. Now, from this perspective, see your whole life – the past, the present and the future – and imagine your life to be one that is well lived, full of joy and peace. As has been said, zoom out and see the big picture of your life – do not be caught up within your skin that this is all there is; this tiny little me. The universe is teeming with life in dimensions and time zones that are just out of our frequency band. Expand your world; expand yourself to go and visit these places, and most importantly, live the life that you have to its fullest. Remember your breathing in with intent whenever you can. There are two wolves within you, the one called Love and the other called Chaos. Chaos will call often, but Love will be silent, waiting for you. By breathing in with intent when Chaos calls, you drift into the space of the stillness of Love – the everything. From this place you can dance with Life and see what it and the worlds around you have to offer. Start playing in this dimension and others.
  8. Went to sleep last night and was awoken to see this horde of snakes slithering on the bed. Few move more silent than a snake. Fell asleep again, and my spirit and body form where awoken by the spit of a cobra. I felt the droplets and heard as the snake hissed out its venom. This Serpent was one I have not seen before. The top part of the snake was the forehead and eyes of a man, and the bottom part was the snake proper. What was happening here was that the individual who crossed over to embrace the Reptilian frequency was been taken over by it. What I saw of this man in this snake was the remnants of what he was that was fading with each passing moment. When I saw this sad setup I couldn’t help but remark at what a downright rotten mess we have all gotten ourselves into, and the saddest thing of all is that it is so unnecessary. Why did we not just consider others? This half snake, half man came to rest on me. It was as wide as my body. I fell asleep, not interested in those within my space. Why were these snakes, and this massive cobra in my space? For me, it was the end of the line. Those sitting on the fence need to decide now on what side they wish to fall and be a part of before things in the seen and unseen begin to rock. Choose now, otherwise Life will choose for you.
  9. The other night I woke up from my sleep state, and through my Third Eye I saw this large snake around me. As a cat would rub against you as a sign of affection, this snake rubbed against me, pausing now and then to lie against the crock of my forearm. She was madly in love with me, and I remember her saying “he’s mine,” implying that she had found the love of her life. From there, I felt the frequency of this Serpent extend into me through the usual passage of the base of the left foot up into the leg. She knew of the Game, and I say this because she restored what was removed from me, as in I felt the parasitic frequency of Deception return to extend from the corner of the left side of my mouth. The passage into Steven through the base of the left foot has long been closed, but she found a way in, and even now, as I write these words, this snake it doing its best to establish itself within me so that we may be partners. She is not nasty; she is not mean; she is one of the masters of the Game, and to her the Game is what it is – the eternal that all she knows and has come to embrace. The obvious question, is what is it about me that allowed this Serpent to enter my space? Within me, and it is small part within me, but nevertheless is there, is this animosity towards my wife. (This animosity is valid, as she truly fucked me up.) When I looked in the dictionary to describe animosity, it gave the synonym of “hostile,” and this is true, as a part of me has turned my back on her, which is sad, as the spontaneity that should be between loved ones is not there. This disharmony within, and no doubt it has been there over many lifetimes, as we have met before many times, this animosity is the crack in my frequency that allows those from the illusion to enter my space. (My wife was chosen as a partner in this final leg of the journey as nobody else would have put up with my nonsense. The way out of the illusion has consumed me, resulting in me doing nothing but focusing on a way out. I have not contributed financially to this family once over the last sixteen years because I have not had the funds to do so, thus rightly so, anyone else would have kicked me under my arse and terminated the relationship. So as much as the sicko that runs in my wife and her family truly fucked me up, she has made amends and bettered herself, and no doubt I am to blame for not being a provider.) There are often two sides to a coin. The Game is about cause and effect, where the Game acts, and we react to it. Our reaction is what keeps the illusion alive within and without us. Beasts in the seen and unseen need our reaction so that what they give out comes back to them, as in our energy by us reacting to them. When I see a lie, I react to it by informing the party that what they say is not the truth. If we keep quiet, Beasts do what they want when they want because they can – because there is no opposition. But when you tell a fool the facts, and then walk away, the fool is made to face their lie, and this is the beginning of the end to their game, where sooner than later they will self-impose as a lie has no place where there is Love, which is just beneath the illusion. But how do we get to know ourselves by seeing the fool that we are, and in my case, this animosity within me? It must be over seven and a half years ago that mention was made in the journal about the importance of breathing with intent. I never truly understood where this concept fitted in, so throughout the journal I went back and forth speaking about this breathing in with intent, but what was said never really slotted in, where I could make this act of breathing my own as I understood it. Now I do. I am talking to the spirit as well as to the body form/personality: When you breathe in with intent, as in you are aware of your breathing, you are focusing on yourself, as in “how am I?” From there, you allow Consciousness that you are to engulf you, which allows the fool/disharmony within to show itself and be expelled. In a nutshell – become a pure vehicle for Consciousness to express itself. Make time to assess yourself through this breathing in with intent. This eliminates the fool within, and as for the fools without that are part and parcel of the illusion, you no longer give them attention/energy, as you are focusing on yourself. This draws you further and further away from the illusion and its players. Know yourself. Know what you are. You are Consciousness/Infinite Love using this body form/vehicle to experience this reality/frequency. Master yourself; be your own best friend.
  10. Almost thirty years ago had to participate at a building institutions educational program as part of the university I attended requirements for their holiday-time further learning program. Remember the lecturer at the paint section telling us that if you want to paint a structure, first paint what you cannot see. And this is true within the illusion: if you want to make changes in the seen, transform the unseen first, as the unseen controls the seen. As I sit here writing these words I am telling you that as of this morning, the transformations in the unseen have awakened within the seen and will be revealing themselves. As pissy as it has always sounded, talking about a good heart, those that have held onto their integrity and refused to buckle under the Darkness, your time to shine has begun. To those that let go, where it was a free-for-all at the expense of the innocent, your time has also come. Now you will face your music; you will be held accountable for what you have done – the savage you have allowed yourself to become. May you have mercy on your soul.
  11. Now all that’s left is to get myself right. Where I have gone to get what I understand has destroyed me. There is nothing left inside of me. I am broken.
  12. Just as I have known of the parasitic frequency of Deception within, so too have I known about the Watcher spirit. The difference between the two, is that the former is confused innocence, and the latter is just plain nasty. This Watcher is something that I have not seen, but have felt its presence in others and myself. How it looks in our limited sight and imagination is that of an octopus, and I say this because when I feel its presence in others I feel an octopus. It sits over the brain area, and dare I say it – to be open to being wrong – it is the brain in that it controls the brain and us completely. This dude is master; the Big Kahuna. If you ever wondered why we are so limited; why we are such a bunch of dummies, look no further than the Watcher spirit. The role of this Watcher is to ensure the Game is kept intact, and for this to happen, those in the Game need to be regulated, namely us. I mention this Watcher now because in trying to heal my wife of underlying nags, earlier on as I lay down and went into the silence and her space to get to the root of her problem, what was found was a cancer frequency within her, the kind that doesn’t show itself, and when it does, the walk to the grave is a short one. Years ago I saw this monster that spawns its frequencies within us. This monster emits the frequencies that we call cancer. The link between us and this monster is the Watcher spirit, because just as with every other component within our lives, the Watcher decides when and how we die. People like John of God were taken over by entities that overrides what the Watcher facilitates and controls in others, where these entities say no to what the Watcher said yes to, and this is wonderful, but this dude still limits us by placing us in a tiny-weeny box and keeps us there. Of course efforts have been made to get rid of this Watcher over the years, so what has changed between now and then? For one, the parasitic frequency of Deception has been removed from our states, and what this does is wrestle us free from the claws of the illusion and its Reptilian state. We are in the illusion, but not of the illusion, and this detaches us from the Watcher spirit. But I promise you, this entity will hold on for dear life to us, as this is all it knows – to do its job of watching over us, making sure we stay put in our limited little box. So what we do is remove the parasitic frequency of Deception within the Watcher spirit in our midst, (we allow the Watchers state to mirror ours) and what this does is pull its fangs where it has no hold over us. If it wants to stay, then by all means let it stay, but it stays to be compatible to us, which is us being free of wants, making the want of the Watcher to control us no more. As long as you are within the illusion, know what you are. By knowing what you are, you are free of wants, as you have and are where you want to be, doing what will make you content. With the Watcher gone, so is that silly voice in your head. Know what you are, and then merely be. You are a biological computer that is driven around by Consciousness, and the ride will be one beyond your wildest expectations, be it trekking through the Andes or the joy of merely being around those you Love. Stop thinking and stop wanting. Just be, which is an expression of Infinite Love. I know what I am, this biological computer. Many don’t enjoy smoking cigars – I do. Many are content with catching the train – I don’t. I am not better or worse than others – I merely know what will make this biological computer content within the illusion. Of course, the golden rule is do not harm, and what this means is uplift others whenever you can. Merely be what you are, and from this foundation allow Consciousness that is around and within your throat area to take you over. For the first time in a long time you are hacked into by Love. Enjoy the ride.
  13. Between midnight and two this morning rode patrols in the area. Went to bed, and as I closed my eyes to sleep my spirit/astral form was taken somewhere to be shown something. This was a first, where I felt myself being transported. As I lay in bed, I was moved downwards slowly and gently – I was moved between the cracks of time and space. When a certain level was met, my spirit was pulled backwards through time at a high speed. This movement stopped, and then I was floated to the left, and then I stood still, and was shown what I had been brought to see. I travelled through the matter of the illusion, so I was not on the Earth or below or above it – I was in the matter of the illusion. I waited and watched, and then I saw this movement. It was a worm of sorts, with a bulbous head that emitted a faint red glow. What I was shown was the parasitic frequency that arose from the state of curiosity of the Dragon and Serpent spirits in their field of the Infinite when Semiramis told them to come and place in her Garden. Their curiosity took on a shape and form within the Garden/illusion, which I was shown last night – this larger than life worm. From there I saw this line of people sitting against something with space-suits on. They were going somewhere. From there a man and woman was shown with their spacesuits on looking at each other. Their state was one of goodbye, as in this is the end of the line. This image of them standing facing each other zoomed out, and what they stood on was the mouth of a large serpent. The mouth closed and engulfed these two entities. What was shown here was symbolic, where the frequency of the parasite took over the Serpent, and the Serpent began to rule Life-forms, where what we were was within the Reptilian frequency of the illusion. In other words, the Garden was transformed to what would become a living Hell, where it was one against the other. Efforts were made to do things right, but they all never knew of the cause of the problem, namely this Parasitic worm that would create a state called Insanity in those who never held onto their integrity. Then I was shown this long rectangular window frame. Beyond this frame was the stars and the cosmos, or more specifically, the matter that made up the illusion. Around this frame was the earthly worlds of the illusion. From these worlds the Parasite was pulled, to be shown against the backdrop of time and space/matter within this window frame. Then I saw this Parasite go to its home that was within a tunnel of sorts. It curled round and round to fit snug in this tunnel, and when it was inside, this Parasite fused in with its surroundings i.e. it became camouflaged where it looked like the rock-face it had wormed into. What this means is that this Parasite is one with all Life within the illusion. It is within you and without you – literally. There is no evil. The seven deadly sins: pride/arrogance, gluttony, sloth, lust, wrath, envy, and greed, these sins all arose from a want, and this want arose from one question: “What else is out there?” We know what we have, but what more is there? This was the question asked by the Dragon and Serpent spirits when Semiramis told them of her Garden. Never has there been a bad intent. Never has there been deceit – the invitation of Semiramis was meant well. Even with this Parasite that took form within the Garden – it merely wanted to know what else is there. It did not know where it was, who it was, or why it was there. Everything was unfamiliar, so to make things familiar it took and made them its own. But this was never enough as it never knew itself. So it took, took and took – it wanted, and more than anything, it wanted to know itself; what it was. That is why we are all so fucked up: We don’t know where we are, what we are, and most importantly, what we want. But this is not us talking, it is the Parasite within and without us. To heal – anything – one needs to know three things: where is the primary problem; what is the cause of the problem; and there is something bigger than us, which I call Love, which is what does the healing. That is how I heal – through understanding, and in the moment the problem is no more. One cannot help but feel sorrow for this Parasite, what I have come to call the parasitic frequency of Deception. (Deception, as we never knew it was within and what was happening to us as a result of this infiltration.) Why we were shown this Parasite last night was to set it free. I have known about it, but never seen it, and in truth one cannot really know until you see and meet. When this happens, knowing becomes understanding. Please heal yourself and this Parasite within, and what we mean by “healing” is set you and this Parasite free. Release it with Love to Love through your understanding of what it is and how it came about. What we would call Evil arose from a state of curiosity from the spirit children of Semiramis and Sophia. This curiosity took form within the illusionary Garden. This is the primary problem and the cause of the problem – of all problems/disharmony within the illusion. We talk about the innocent, and the first innocent was this Parasite. Set it free within your existence with Love, so that it may be Love and return to the place from where it arose, which was a state of curiosity within a field of the Infinite. From this state in this field it becomes one with the Infinite. So be it. To this Parasite I say: “Sorry my friend. Your creation was an honest mistake, and for that we are sorry. Be at peace now; be within the fields of Infinite Love where we all belong.”
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