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  1. I didn't know on wich thread to post this and if anyone would care, but I feel I need to at least have shared this story once.


    I've had a very strange experience when I was 8 years old. I was playing with a friend at his house, when I went home it was already dark. For some reason, I decided to leave his house via the backdoor through the alley behind his house. The distance to my house was shorter from there and I decided I wasn't afraid of the dark. So I started walking through the dark alleyway heading home.


    I immidiately had the feeling someone was following me and it made me nervous. I first thought it was a child molester or something, but when I looked behind me I saw something very different. Bare in mind I was 8 years old but I can still remember it like it happened few hours ago. I saw a crocodile like being, judging from a beak with sharp teeth. It flashed almost like a neon light, appearing and disappearing with the flashes every 2 seconds or so. At first I was curious seeing this cartoonish figure, but when it came closing in I unexplainably started to panic and made a run for it. I ran the way home and in my frightened state I rang the doorbell to my house, but no one answered. I kept ringing and ringing like a madmen but no one was answering. Then something or someone lifted me up until, still firmly holding the frontdoor handle, until I must have bin completely horizontal in the air. Something or someone was pulling me, if I hadn't held so firmly to the doorhandle I couln't have resisted. That moment is burned in my memory forever. That moment time stood still. When I "awoke" I was standing there holding the doorhandle, my mom opened the door looking at me like nothing was wrong. I asked her: "Didn't you hear me ringing and ringing the doorbell?" She had no recall I did and hadn't heard anything.


    I didn't exactly felt different since, but the memorie of the experience never left me. Perhaps it was just my imagination but I cannot say that for certain. 



  2. AXPCalledJeff


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  3. A man I always admired as a human being and an entertainer 🙂

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  4. Hi there, Of course we will get out of this mess! I completely understand how you feel, but what you are feeling right now I think is the frustration of trying to do good and getting attacked for it from all sides. Don't let the what-ifs and should and shouldn'ts throw you off. I'm glad to see that there are plenty of people like you, dare I say us, that continue to ask critical questions and have the courage to say and stand by of what we believe based on relevance and integrity. Most people are kind and simple folks in my experience who don't want to overthink stuff but just want to be happy and others to be happy as well. It is mostly throughout this simplicity they denounce anything that may confront and question their believe system and anything else they deem important. These people will have to grab the bull by the horns so to speak and start confronting themselves with the uncomfortable truth where our world is heading towards. They only need help from their fellowman gathering the courage speaking out, knowing they will not be excluded, demonized or lose their loved ones one way or another for doing so. Fear are the strings in the web that keeps their madness together. I don't think that women defend the walls of their prison more vigoriously than men though. But what I have noticed is that women in general are much more active with social media, if not posting then following. Since personally I feel the media mostly is aiming at women, targeting their self-empowerement, self esteem, self love and self respect to replace it with a very destructive self imposed standard that is hardly commendable to follow on. Whatever women do, there is always a suit-and-tie or a "feminist" on social media ridiculing it and explaining what they should and shouldn't do. I think this creates a lot of frustration and self loathe, in other words a self destructive meganism anytime they are challenged acting or thinking outside the "box" in fear of ridicule and to be left out being the "weirdo". And do not fear! We will get out of this mess and we won't be the one paying the price. Freedom is something you have and can act on, even if the choices seem to be obvious. Freedom is not something you can gain or fight for. "It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" - Jiddu Krishnamurti - "Many people, especially ignorant people, want to punish you for speaking the truth, for being correct, or for being years ahead of your time. If you're right, and you know it, speak your mind. Even if you are in a monirity of one, the truth is still the truth" - Mahatma Ghandi -
  5. That's quite the assortment of pessimistic thoughts and conclusions. I have felt somewhat what you're describing a couple of times during my life so to a certain point I can emphatise. However, I am not going to "debunk" what you say and what I don't agree with point by point, I feel that you must have met a lot of abusive, selfish and arrogant people to come to the conclusions you posted in this thread. Despite your negative view on humanity as a whole, there are more loving, selfless and caring people out in the world than the ones you describe. The problem is that the psychopaths and degenerates often shout out above all else. It's the only way anyone listens to them. To be honest, I can emphatise again with you if the madness we are currently living in, and have bin as a whole for eons, makes you want to shout out all the anger and sadness you experience. You obviously put a lot of work in this thread and I commend you for being so brutally honest. But I don't feel that you truly believe any of the above, I think your emotional state right now comes from integrity, a sense of feeling alone and a fear of the future. Well you are not alone! And you, like all people, have the ability to better the world we all live in. Most won't bother out of being taught from day one what they can and cannot do, in what way and what time. So people become dormant, obedient audience members who statisfying themselves with the comforting thoughts giving by their "sources" of information. Google immidiately comes to my mind. To finish this reply, and I know yes it's a cliche, if you cannot love yourself you cannot love others and the other way around. We all are connected as human beings, both spiritually as in scientific fact. If you live with your heart the bad stuff won't initimidate or anger you anymore, it is just part of the experience as you perceive it right now. But if you carry these negative experiences with you, you unconsciously are going to black out the good experiences. And good experiences are always there, for free, without judgement carried by people who truly care like you, me and many many others. "Principles for the Development of a Complete Mind: Study the science of art. Study the art of science. Develop your senses - especially learn how to see. Realize that everything connects to everything else." - Leonardo da Vinci
  6. "If you fight fire with fire, the world will keep on burning."

  7. Yes friend, we will find out who and what is pulling the strings. Nothing is impossible, especially the righteous achievements. And as far as I'm concerned, you don't need to defend yourself being called out a hater by anyone. Your intensions are just, so stand tall. "I love those who can smile in trouble, who can gather strength from distress, and grow brave by reflection. It's the business of little minds to shrink, but they whose heart is firm, and whose conscience approves their conduct, will pursue their principles unto death." - Leonardo Da Vinci -
  8. There is indeed nothing that would be too immoral or too disturbed for these beings, but it would be smart to keep searching for the facts. It is through speculation and assumption how the media, for one, manupilates masses of people into mass hysteria. Best not to assume anything these until you have seen actual relevent proof, not just the numbers with the usual assumptions. About DNA; it has bin proven that a lot of vaccines have Aluminium, Fluoride and fetusses among a long list. So yes, DNA is used in vaccines https://www.sciencemag.org/news/2020/06/abortion-opponents-protest-covid-19-vaccines-use-fetal-cells# When they roll out the "Covid cure", please dear people, don't use it! Bill Gates, who inevitably will be involved, does not have humanity's best interestest in mind. That by the way is a understatement. "To find yourself, think for yourself" - Socrates -
  9. I"m happy to see more and more people speak out against Is-Ra-El, another step in the world domination agenda. I do believe Israel is just another tool for the Satanists, like the USA was from the start. No US president ever was elected who wasn't connected to one of the strand in the web. (Freemasons, Hellfire Club, Skull & Bones Society etc.) In my daily life I still meet a lot of people who immidiately bring the anti-semitism segment whenever they believe they hear critisism of Israel. None of them ever had a valid argument, just parroting the "sources" they hear it from. Twitter, Facebook, basically Google, TV etc. "Most people are other people. Their thoughts are someone else's opinions, their lives a mimicry, their passions a quotation" - Oscar Wilde -
  10. The more people that know the truth and unite together, the quicker this COVID-19 madness can end. I am glad to see that senior citizens are so sober about all this madness. I live in the Netherlands where most senior citizens sheepishly swallow anything the doctor prescribes and blindly believe anything they have bin told by the tv and radio. It flummoxes me how easy this lunacy has festered. Stay calm and strong all. Fear, panic and self righteousness are the real symptons of this "virus". Remain kind and patient with our fellow people. "Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle" -Socrates-
  11. Hey, love back wich book did you read?
  12. Hi, we are not FKD, although I can imagine you might feel that way looking at the world and humanity. Don't let fear guide you throughout your life, after all life is all a experience and there are always solutions even if you cannot see them right now. But non-compliance would be a smart first step. I also like to mention that making weapons and praying for "divine beings" is laughable. The global cobalt setting all this madness in motion also worship a "divine being". The same "divine being" that all other religions also pray to, only the names and masks are different but it's always Saturn. Trust in yourself and the people around you. Most are just scared to either make the first step or just don't know for certain what to do about it. Follow your heart and don't let fear guide you. "It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society"
  13. I read three books of David Icke and I've seen a lot of interviews with him and I never once recalled him talking about "lizard people". He does talk about shape-shifting entities who happens to look, on basis of witnesses and ancient writings, repitillian in nature. That the "elite" are just vessels for their puppet master(s). But this is just additional information to highlight his main argument that the psychopaths running the show are completely depraved and incapable of showing empathy, in other words they don't act, feel and think like human beings. The serious lack of empathy and their hateful and arrogant attitude towards life itself should start people wondering about the fabric of what they perceive as reality and our place within it. Why would humanity destroy their own planet, destroying natural recources and creating societies and governments that suck the life out of it's citizens and replacing it with fear and dogma? Humanity wouldn't. But humanity is, if nothing else a universal species, very easy to manupilate and easy to judge. It is like that because we have bin blinded from real knowledge for so many generations that ignorance of even our own suffering as a whole has become something we are used to and blatantly ignore. But it doesn't have to be. Look at the world and ask yourself; do I agree with this? Is this the best we can do? No it isn't, we can do better. No one needs to suffer or be left out of the equation. We don't create these prisons for ourselves, but we do maintain them.
  14. I am capable of surviving without using violence. Plus I will never allow fear to run my life and manipulate my thoughts. Good luck to you, I hope you will find inner peace.
  15. Reading some of the comments here, to be honest I'm a bit shocked. To compare Alex Jones with David Icke? Alex Jones is just a loud mouth, a disgusting piece of self serving American showmanship, in my opinion. And Bill Gates wants to cull the world population? Yeah, pretty much and he is not alone in this, thanks Alex for once again stating the obvious after dozens of people already did it before you. Plus ever seen one of his "interviews"? He constantly rants and doesn't allow his speakers to actually talk. Wich makes sense since next to him everyone looks and sounds like a frikking genius. The only good thing he ever did, if he actually did it, is filming the "elite summercamp" at Bohemian Grove years back. Other than that he is just an idiot who has no talent. And playing the Jesus card, please. Is there seriously anyone with common sense who thinks religion is going to SAVE us?! It is for a big part because of religion we are in this mess!
  16. There is only one thing I can say about Donald Trump; he is completely demented.
  17. Wow, first of all kudos for you to persisently keep reacting with the emotion it deserves and staying polite. I have seen enough COVID lunacy, but nothing like that, yet.. I thank you for posting this, since it is just another testament of the fear spell people are under. It's like people these days are completely incapable of independent and critical thought. It reminds me of the episode from Star Trek where the Borg took over planet Earth and linked the human race to their hive and then they established a autocrat and lifeless world government. Oh wait.....
  18. Good to know there are still genuine music artist out there, although that doesn't suprise me. The trick is actually finding these honest and caring talents since you won't find much, if any, in the mainstream media. Unless to demonise them, Michael Jackson immediately comes to mind. Personally, the tv has always bin a joke to me but that the radio is complety and utter shit (pardon) really disappoints me. I honestly couldn't name one single radio station that brings out the real music. Real music to me meaning made by creative, independent and inspired people.
  19. "It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society" Jidda Krishnamurti
  20. Hi all, I'm Jeff I live in the Netherlands, was born there but my life has bin quite the adventurous rollercoaster taking me to a lot of places. I signed up here because I cannot stand the world we all have to experience as it is right now and I want to dedicate myself to changing it for the better. I will do this with non violent measures. I'm grateful that this forum excist and feel a bit stupid for only finding it out today. The truth is I'm not a big fan of technology, although I use it as a tool, so all the social media hype, smart phones etc. all went past me. First because when I grew up I had to do everything myself and thus never had the finances to affort al these technical gizmo's. The irony is that because of this I did a lot of research from books and magazines, rarely the internet since I didn't had it at my direct disposal, I found out about the health dangers but mostly I started monitoring social behavior around technology. So these days it's a conscious choice not to light up like a christmas tree in the dark with smartphone in hand, earplug in both ears, and a smart wrist watch. This brought me to David Icke's book "Infinite Love is the Only Truth, Everything Else is an Illusion". The beautiful thing is, when I finished the book in two days I didn't learn anything new, instead everything written in the book I already knew. It was one of the key moments in my life that took me out a quiet depression and made me feel happy who I am. It was the "Phantom Self" and the "Perception Deception" that really gave me a clear global picture of the insane evil that is festering our world. Thanks for reading this and I like to add I am pro active in healing this world, I am willing to help all that need to in a non violent way. "It is no measure of health to be well adjusted to a profoundly sick society"
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