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3 minutes ago, pirate said:
Oh...sorry for being so ignorant and sexist and referring to you as "dude" :-0...I'm so pleased to hear you and your Dad have made stronger bonds over this stressing time and you learned that he's not crazy and deluded but rather a wise man who's seen and learned a lot about the truth of the corrupt system...was your Dad a Miner..?
You appear to be doing a very good job of looking after him...he's worth it...he's your Dad.
No problem! These forums are quite anonymous and I quite like it. My dad wasn’t a minor, but he was very working class. he was an electrician. see, this is what the stupid idiots who designed the depopulation agenda just don’t get, or maybe they do? Old people are some of the wisest people. Actually, maybe that’s why they want them all gone because they know what life was like before, They remember when community spirit was high and when people could afford to buy their own homes. Thank you, that means an awful lot to me. Every old person is worth it, they’ve raised children, they’ve paid into our system, they have a wealth of knowledge, these scum just think of the money they’re paying for their pensions. Breaks my bloody heart.
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56 minutes ago, pirate said:
Rock on dude... I'm with you all the way.
Respect mate for looking after your Dad for so long..
my awakening was the Miners Strike in the early eighties...I witnessed first hand the weaponizing of the filth...they came from all corners of the country and removed their insignia so to hide all identification, no badges to identify which force they were from, no numbers to personally ID an individual turd, they would wave the Miners past into a particular area, kettle them in, then send in mounted turds on horses to beat the Miners senseless... This to my mind, was the first time the filth was weaponized against members of the public enmass...the filth were getting paid triple time 24/7 to intimidate and beat the Miners into submission...they would wave £50 notes in starving Miners faces... They literally starved and beat the Miners into submission... That's why I'm saying, at the end of the day, demos ultimately don't work, they will tolerate demos...until they become a threat, then out come the mounted riot police.
Omfg this is so so weird, I just asked my dad the same thing, he’s always said, I think they’re trying to kill us all off, I had always believed he was overly suspicious, paranoid or delusional, he knew this was bullshit before I did despite having cognitive impairment and not always being able to follow the news properly. So today I asked him what had made him believe that they were trying to kill us all off, he said he couldn’t tell me how many years, but it was the miners strike!! I wasn’t even thought about when this happened, so I have no experience of it. He also said when I asked him, that’s the reason why he’s always been anti-authority and never liked police. If there’s one thing that lockdown has done for me and him is it’s given us lots of bonding time and lots to talk about. When this started, I was still scared about if he got it that he wouldn’t make it, he kept insisting and as time passed I found out the information. Because of his mild dementia and suspiciousness, I tried to keep it inside me for fear that it would affect his mental health, but as his daughter, I couldn’t do that to him, he had told me the truth and I owed it to him to tell him the information that I was finding out. We’ve talked and talked and talked over the past six months or so about it all and it’s brought us closer. Sometimes I regret it, sometimes he has a bad day and just talks about how he’ll be dead soon because he’s 60.now and I think to myself, what the F have I done, but sometimes we have good times chatting about it all and I try to do my best to keep him strong.
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17 minutes ago, peter said:
A mate of mine got a nasty shock when you get auto updates on your I phone,He discovered the governments track and trace ap embedded in the updates, he spent an hour trying to remove it , his misses said she didn't have it ,so she checked and surprise surprise she did . he can't turn it off and can't delete it. , I have an old phone and don't get updates so he is rightly pissed, so I said do what I do I run my phone on 3G no internet no email just text and talk
Sadly I am having to do the same. I rely on my iPhone so much but i don’t care. The thing for me was that I was never given the choice and that’s what’s made me angry. I’m choosing not to be a slave to the technocrats over the luxury of convenience. My phone helps me so much, I take photos and enlarge them to read menus, bus timetables, I can even scan documents on it and it reads them to me. If I’m going somewhere new, I heavily rely on maps to get me there via the voice commands. The accessibility functions for people with visual impairments are 2nd to none, but this track and trace bullshit is just ridiculous.
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1 minute ago, pirate said:
You seem like a nice person mate...the secret is to try your best to stay that way...
The only real way out of this is full on revolution... The whole system needs bringing down, starting at the top with the monarchy, abolish the shithouse of lords, and then Anarchy...and don't be afraid of Arnarchy...it is simply local government, run by locally elected people with the absence of national government...only trouble is, in the only time in the history of the World when we might have a chance for Arnarchy, they got us fighting among ourselves, with brexit, climate change bullshit, antifa, extinction rebellion, cov 19, the gender issues and all the rest of the distractions, and it's happening on a Global scale...there is a tremendous amount of energy Worldwide going to waste here fighting ourselves...and that is by design... AGENDA21.
Agenda 21 is one of the most vile plans I’ve ever heard of. They are using the old divide and rule tactics. If we are fighting among ourselves, we are too busy to look further ahead and look at what’s going on. They can’t see the wood for the trees. BLM and “the stinkies” are doing a rather good job at distracting the sheep. My niceness, has been the reason or partially the reason why it took me till I was 30 years old to wake the F up. I have been a carer for my dad since I was 15 years old, so I am very used to bowing down to authority. If the MSM had told me in Jan 2020 to wear a hazmat suit to stop corona I probably would have. My awakening has been a brutal one and it has made me a little less nice and I’ve started to grow a backbone for the first time in my life. I’m now developing thoughts, ideas and opinions of my own. I know, by the time this crap is over I’ll have lost a shit ton of friends, but I’d rather lose friends that end up a slave To tyranny.
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1 minute ago, pirate said:
I don't know what the answer is right now mate...I get so fucking angry I actually smash things to vent my anger, but that's no good behaving like that at rallies, cos they'll have your arse in jail before you catch your breath... We gotta think this through...even rallies are ineffective, even maybe counter productive as we just give the bastards more ammunition... Really angry and confused at the moment...sorry.
I really really feel your pain. I have never ever ever in my life being an angry person but I’m starting to become more angry, nowhere near the point you are right now, but I feel the anger building sometimes. The one thing that I find really de stresses me, like when I see the dog walking muzzled people, is to sing that song shove the NWO up your arse! Obviously only in my head of course! I have no idea, literally no idea why it makes me feel so freaking good just singing that either in my head or out loud when I’m at home, but it does. You have to find a way to cool off, whatever that is for you, going for a walk or listening to music or gaming. I’m absolutely dreading another lockdown, I honestly don’t know what I’ll do.
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I have a song to respond to them. I don’t know what it is about this song, but every time I play it I just get thIs surge of energy and just want to sing it from the top of my lungs.
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1 minute ago, pirate said:
It's down to us now...every decent, freedom loving, normal loving person to take the reins and flush this fucking system out...antifa, blm, extinction rebellion and every other twat that stands in our way, get the fuck out the way or you're going down with the rest of the shit pile...enough is enough, we gotta fight now or forever old your mouth and your actions...
And anyone who don't understand "Normal"... it's what we fucking had...hear.
Exactly, I’m so tired of holding my tongue. I think the Facebook friends posts was the last straw. I am passionate about helping disabled people as I have a visual impairment myself and my dad has had strokes, so that’s why it just really fires me up. The organisation I volunteer for are all lovely people but they are so keen on listening to the WHO and public-health England. I can only do what I can to help them slowly wake up and question things. The lovely sheep in our zoom meeting today were on about how they shouldn’t have opened up businesses yet as we can rebuild the economy but not bring people back, I mean, talk about deluded.
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my prediction is a Christmas lockdown like they did for Eid in Bradford. I think we’ll try to break our spirit.
Have any of you started preparing for these food and water shortages? I am rather worried, not for myself, I can afford to live off my own body fat. But I have a very vulnerable dad who has had many strokes and vascular dementia. I need to know what to do in order to plan for this eventually. I’m trying not to scare him, but I’ve heard many things about food shortages, I can’t verify this, but Kate Shemirani mentioned ration books have been printed. If I start trying to prepare my dad for it now, it could send his mental health into a tailspin. But obviously I really want to do what needs to be done. -
If I’m being honest, I am completely and utterly exhausted. I think it’s partly the fear and control that society is facing and partly due to the awakening/deprogramming process itself. I don’t want an off switch, I just want to be able to integrate myself back into normal life. Doing this kind of research is the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing I think about at night. I think I’ve let it affect my life too much but obviously it’s really important so I don’t want to stop. My house has never looked so neglected in all my life and I cannot for the life of me stick to my diet. I know this probably makes me sound like a weak pathetic POS but I don’t care. I’m a support worker so all my work is done online or by phone now so that gives me lots more time to look at stuff. That being said, I have so much gratitude for everyone and everything that has helped to wake me up. I am a different person than I was six months ago because of it. You see, I wasn’t one of these people, born naturally rebellious and questioning authority, I was quite the opposite, condition from an early age to respect authority and obey otherwise face the consequences.
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11 minutes ago, Messenger said:
Try not to focus on the sleeping sheep but instead think about finding people who are awake and make friends with them. Always have business cards with you and if you don't have business cards, have some made with your name and email and phone number and whatever slogan or saying you feel best represents you or what you believe and then pass out a card to anyone who is awake. Unite with like minded people, because this seems to be what the NWO fear the most is people uniting especially those who are awake.
Fantastic idea! Having others to talk to you about this stuff who are awake really does help. lately I’ve been struggling to put this stuff to one side and get on with other parts of my life, it’s sort of become my life and it helps having other people to talk to to get this stuff out of your head. I think someone said it right when they said most people can’t handle the truth.
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3 hours ago, Silent Bob said:
Rather than predict it, lets just look at what they have planned for us - here we see life in 2025 where the lockdown has still not been lifted.....
https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/resources/idt-dc2d6e2d-3ab4-42de-8d03-bb7eda5fff8e
'One day, the virus will subside. It could be eradicated. But even then, life will not simply return to the way it was before Covid-19. Spurred on by the coronavirus crisis, architects have been rethinking the buildings we inhabit. Meet Laila. It's 2025 and she works from home four days a week. It's been that way since the 2020 lockdown.'
So you can see that there is no plan to lift the lockdown ever, this is for good, a new way of life - repeat after me 'our new normal'.....
The first wave, which was fake, hasn't scared enough people, so a 2nd wave will be extra hyped up as we are already seeing. Maybe even a real plague released if such a thing is possible, if not just more scare mongering and chipping away at peoples immune systems through fear/stress/mask wearing etc. Then the vaccine will be rolled out, those of us who refuse will probably be rounded up and quarantined for 'our own safety' - unless there is a big enough critical mass of people who refuse, then who knows? No return to normal regardless, kiss nightclubs goodbye, they are a thing of the past!
This is INSANITY! It’s not even hidden, they’re TELLING US!! WTF! They really are psychopaths ffs
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5 hours ago, Newbiebrbr said:
Hi All
Does anyone have some predictions for when the lockdown will end and if there's going to be the so called 2nd lockdown???
Based on what's happening it seems like there will be a vaccine which will released next month or early November. This'll mean we hopefully go back to mostly normality, hopefully no facemasks and other covid measures one would hope. Otherwise I can imagine the outcry from the public if we're still in lockdown with ZERO income when we don't have a job.
Kind of just wanna go nightclubbing already, I'm so fed up of this lockdown and no, I won't be taking the vaccine haha. Mental health has been affected quite a lot from not being able to socialise.
So yeah, what do people think will happen? Furlough ends in October then great crash of world wide currencies into a global one digital currency system, back to normal type deal? Let me know your thoughts.
Kind regards
NewbiebrbrbrbbrbrbrbrPersonally, I think they will keep locking us down and then loosen it back up, just to mess with us, like a game of cat and mouse. I think one of two things will happen, they will either make vaccines mandatory and we’ll have to do our damnedest not to take it, veganism, religion, what ever reason you can get away with. Or they will not need to make it mandatory because the mass population will be clamouring for it.The goal of all of this is to create a population that are under constant fear and constant control. Tyranny is the goal, do your research on agenda 21, also known as the UN sustainable development goals. After reading this whole thread, I am absolutely astounded that you’re only 20. It took me until I was 30 to actually wake up. We need to prepare for worse to come, make sure you stock up on plenty of food that can be kept for long periods because I’ve heard a lot about food shortages that are coming our way.
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23 minutes ago, Seeker said:
If anyone says this to me I remind them that our governments agreed to agenda 21 in 1992, which has the depopulation plan attached, most people have never even heard of agenda 21, let alone its sinister agendas our government agreed to work towards. It does require someone to have an open mind, and not many do after watching TV
Indeed! Agenda 21 is one of the things that woke me up. What gets me is the crafty language they use, “end poverty,” no, they want to make us equally poor. It’s getting other people to believe it that’s the difficult part. Rosa Koire does a pretty good job of explaining it though
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Definitely more people are, people are waking up that I wouldn’t have imagined. As my confidence has increased to talk to people, I now have a close group of people that I can talk to about this stuff which is so much better than doing all this alone. For some people, I think it’s a protection mechanism, I think it’s easier for them to think that their government wouldn’t do something that evil. For example, my sister is one of the most intelligent people I know, we’ve had several discussions about the coronavirus and it’s never lead to a full on argument but she always talks about how the NHS and public health England are the best places to get advice and info and that wearing masks works to stop the spread. Then the other day she talked about things being called conspiracies by government because they’re trying to hide something. So I think finally it’s starting to sink in a little bit. I think a lot of people in West Yorkshire started to question things when the government locked us down two hours before Eid, Then there were reports in local papers about people from ethnic minority is not respecting the rules and I really think that made people smell a rat.
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I have used binaural bests before and it does make you feel weird in a good way
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Last year I had an insane vision, I was trying to get to sleep and I saw all these blue flames. The. An image of a gravestone in a church yard, the image started to spin and then we were in a pub talking about my dad passing away. I was so convinced my dad had died I had to check on him. Later the next day, my aunt rang me saying when she dropped my dad off at home, she could smell gas really strongly. My dad has no sense of smell because of all the strokes damaging his brain and couldn’t smell anything. The gas heater at the bottom of the stairs was condemned and apparently he could have died.
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12 hours ago, Hegel Schmegel said:
A question that I too have been wondering about. There's not even a mention of Q or the movement in the index to The Answer. Can anyone tell me if David Icke has talked about this elsewhere and what, if anything, he thinks of it?
There is a thread here. Some people think it’s a psyOp but I think their info is waking the masses but some of it is a bit OTT
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On 8/16/2020 at 12:58 PM, allymisfit said:
Ah. So this goes back to 2015 when I was pregnant. I was advised to take a vaccine (I can't even remember which one it was) and having been so stupidly nieve at the time, I opted for it. Believing it was protecting my baby.
The nurse wasn't particularly nice either.
Anyway, fast forward 5 years and I have been suffering from chronic fatigue most of this time.
The vaccine I got still has the mark and it's not the BCG as I got that at school.
The mark is constantly red with dilated capillaries around it.
Sometimes it kinda flares up and is very bumpy to the touch compared to when it isn't.
The fatigue and these go hand in hand I've discovered (after years of wondering why).
I tried every vitamin, supplement, healthy diet..you name it. I was vegetarian for years and I struggled terribly with anaemia. I ate meat to cope with it, I was beyond pale (I'm already the palest lass in Scotland. I didn't think it was possible!)
My health has gone down the hill so much since that.
My joints flare up badly also. I just feel crap 24/7
I truly do believe that vaccine caused this and I'm so angry I fell for their lies!
First of all, you have to forgive yourself. From what you’ve mentioned, at that time you really did believe you were doing the best possible thing for you and your daughter. As a newly awakened/deprogrammed person myself, I know how terrifying and bewildering it can be to realise that you fell for their lies for so long about absolutely everything. I am not the same person I was six months ago. Kate Shemirani talks about the thyroid and iodine and lots of stuff you might find useful. Organic is by far the best unfortunately because it’s not been sprayed with glyphosate, non organic is very deficient in many minerals. Also, consider buying a water filter jug or water distiller to remove heavy metals and pesticides. As much as I know this information is valuable, I hate telling it to people because I know how extremely expensive organic things are and to some people it’s just not attainable. My sister received the vaccine for HPV at 19, I was literally born at the wrong end of the year to receive it, at the time, I was gutted because I thought how unfair it was that just because of 11 months difference in age, I was more likely to get cervical cancer than she was. What’s funny is that she suffered massively with massive depressive episodes and severe chronic fatigue including autoimmune issues including becoming a coeliac, muscle and joint pain ever since. I never ever connected the dots before I learned about this stuff, now listening to all the people suffering from autoimmune issues after vaccines it’s pretty bloody clear, it’s pretty clear that I was born at the right end of the year. Sadly, we’ll never prove our cases and the way my sister is, she would absolutely rip my face off if I suggested it was even possible. I’ve been up way too long already, but if I find any decent videos and things that I can send you, I’ll put them on here.
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I don’t swear but FUCK THATS SCARY!!
i actually sent this in a group to 3 friends today and wondered why I couldn’t see the group message.
that’s why,!! Omg I actually feel sick that they are taking away our freedom. I knew they were probably monitoring stuff but still when it happens to you it gets a lot more real.-
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I wrote this on my Facebook after one experience. Not sure if it was sleep paralysis, as I never attempted to move during the incident, but I could hear my phone going off and I just made no attempt at moving. It’s happened on another occasion. Just dozed off unexpectedly. First a voice told me to send a message home, then it felt like I was physically being pushed through these tunnels. Sometimes they were dark and sometimes white. But always loads twists and turns. I was sent through different levels. In one of them I was fitted with a harness like you would wear for climbing, I was told once that I was in hell, It didn’t look like it, just reminded me of a dark multistorey carpark with some teenagers running around with horns on their head and wearing red T-shirts and in another level I was being put into an “exploding bath bomb machine,” whatever that is! Then I woke up like what on earth was that about.
This had happened before. The voice was telling me to come out of my body and I was being shown an image of what it would look like if I left my body. But it never happened. I just told myself I need to stop napping in the middle of the day.
also, I’ve been on a number of nights out and just got this incredible feeling that I needed to get the hell out of there. I liked going out, but being a carer from a young gauge meant that I never had any friends to go with, so I’ve always had to go out alone if I want to go anywhere. I always used to ignore this feeling, because the tickets for these things were usually quite expensive. Then the trouble would start, fighting, riot police and stuff and I needed to leave anyway. This was when I had no knowledge of energy fields and low vibrational states, things like drinking and drugtaking can affect the energy field, I never drank or took anything because I was far too concerned with my personal safety, I was there to enjoy the dance music. But what I now know is that the vast amount of pissed and high people had obviously affected the energy vibrations and that’s why I felt the need to get out of there.
Finally, the weirdest thing that’s ever happened to me is this awakening. I’m sorry for using such a cliche word, but I really feel like it’s an outside force that has made me become aware of what’s going on, I even contacted a psychic because I was so convinced, but I didn’t contact the right one, she was lovely, but clueless.
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4 hours ago, Mr H said:
I had a brief moment of utter despair last night.
One person who I considered to be a role model peer figure - a truly great scientist in his own right and one of the most academically intelligent persons I have ever met. Told me about his views of the crisis last night and it was almost verbatum the MSM version. And I was like, holy cow. Great minds have been hijacked here. Then I had to question if these people really had great minds in the first place, and what constitutes a great mind. But yeah if he's fallen for it I suspect most Joe Public must have as well. So that was depressing, for like 10 mins. Then I thought why waste my time and energy on this, lets spend it on creating the future I want .
This reminds me of my lovely intelligent sister. She’s always questioned MSM, had her own thoughts and ideas, well researched and yet she has fallen for this hook line and sinker. Face masks work, Covid is on death certificates because it’s science making it’s best judgement, people need to stay at home etc. Personally, I think it’s a protection mechanism, she has struggled mentally for a long time and I think she is doing it for her own sake, not daring to think that our own government could possibly do something so bad.
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Hi, this is the link to the page. I kept starting writing my post and then kept having to leave it and go back to it because I just thought it was crap. But I’ve sorted it now.
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2 hours ago, Michi713 said:
Vaccine derived polio:
Happened in the US recently too and there was a campaign describing this “mysterious polio-like illness” causing paralysis in kids.
https://www.contagionlive.com/news/cdc-reports-sharp-increase-in-vaccinederived-poliovirus-outbreaks
The medical establishment lies and lies to cover up their evil and corruption.
Doctors‘ m.o. is to gaslight parents into disbelieving what they see with their own eyes and doubting what they know about their own children. Such is the power of the lab coat wearers.
At my child’s physical therapy office I met two parents whose kids were permanently damaged by vaccines. One child walked with braces and a walker and the other (4 yrs) in a wheelchair maybe permanently. Both parents described to me how their normally developing children descended into paralysis after their vaccines were administered. But both were so gaslighted by the pediatricians telling them it couldn’t possibly be the shots! So they knew enough to tell me, a stranger, but were put under some spell of denial so they wouldn’t take action against the establishment.
Wow those poor kids, beyond heartbreaking. And everyone is so incredibly confident in the safety of vaccines, of course it couldn’t be that
I feel just as sad for the parents who believe in that bullshit
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I like your thinking in terms of bringing back to local, no more multinational bullshit. Just remembered something my dad said which makes sense, I always criticised him for being anti-medicine and anti doctors. He said today that he worked in a lot of homes of the elderly and they were always ill after their flu jab and that’s why he’s never had it. It’s weird how things happen for a reason, last year, I had never questioned vaccinations and always thought they were good. Had flu a couple of years ago and decided that I would finally start getting my flu jabs because I didn’t want to end up with that again. I always meant to go get it last year but never found the time. This year the awakening called and I realise I was never meant to, thank God.