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FinallyAwake

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  1. I like your thinking in terms of bringing back to local, no more multinational bullshit. Just remembered something my dad said which makes sense, I always criticised him for being anti-medicine and anti doctors. He said today that he worked in a lot of homes of the elderly and they were always ill after their flu jab and that’s why he’s never had it. It’s weird how things happen for a reason, last year, I had never questioned vaccinations and always thought they were good. Had flu a couple of years ago and decided that I would finally start getting my flu jabs because I didn’t want to end up with that again. I always meant to go get it last year but never found the time. This year the awakening called and I realise I was never meant to, thank God.
  2. No problem! These forums are quite anonymous and I quite like it. My dad wasn’t a minor, but he was very working class. he was an electrician. see, this is what the stupid idiots who designed the depopulation agenda just don’t get, or maybe they do? Old people are some of the wisest people. Actually, maybe that’s why they want them all gone because they know what life was like before, They remember when community spirit was high and when people could afford to buy their own homes. Thank you, that means an awful lot to me. Every old person is worth it, they’ve raised children, they’ve paid into our system, they have a wealth of knowledge, these scum just think of the money they’re paying for their pensions. Breaks my bloody heart.
  3. Omfg this is so so weird, I just asked my dad the same thing, he’s always said, I think they’re trying to kill us all off, I had always believed he was overly suspicious, paranoid or delusional, he knew this was bullshit before I did despite having cognitive impairment and not always being able to follow the news properly. So today I asked him what had made him believe that they were trying to kill us all off, he said he couldn’t tell me how many years, but it was the miners strike!! I wasn’t even thought about when this happened, so I have no experience of it. He also said when I asked him, that’s the reason why he’s always been anti-authority and never liked police. If there’s one thing that lockdown has done for me and him is it’s given us lots of bonding time and lots to talk about. When this started, I was still scared about if he got it that he wouldn’t make it, he kept insisting and as time passed I found out the information. Because of his mild dementia and suspiciousness, I tried to keep it inside me for fear that it would affect his mental health, but as his daughter, I couldn’t do that to him, he had told me the truth and I owed it to him to tell him the information that I was finding out. We’ve talked and talked and talked over the past six months or so about it all and it’s brought us closer. Sometimes I regret it, sometimes he has a bad day and just talks about how he’ll be dead soon because he’s 60.now and I think to myself, what the F have I done, but sometimes we have good times chatting about it all and I try to do my best to keep him strong.
  4. Sadly I am having to do the same. I rely on my iPhone so much but i don’t care. The thing for me was that I was never given the choice and that’s what’s made me angry. I’m choosing not to be a slave to the technocrats over the luxury of convenience. My phone helps me so much, I take photos and enlarge them to read menus, bus timetables, I can even scan documents on it and it reads them to me. If I’m going somewhere new, I heavily rely on maps to get me there via the voice commands. The accessibility functions for people with visual impairments are 2nd to none, but this track and trace bullshit is just ridiculous.
  5. Agenda 21 is one of the most vile plans I’ve ever heard of. They are using the old divide and rule tactics. If we are fighting among ourselves, we are too busy to look further ahead and look at what’s going on. They can’t see the wood for the trees. BLM and “the stinkies” are doing a rather good job at distracting the sheep. My niceness, has been the reason or partially the reason why it took me till I was 30 years old to wake the F up. I have been a carer for my dad since I was 15 years old, so I am very used to bowing down to authority. If the MSM had told me in Jan 2020 to wear a hazmat suit to stop corona I probably would have. My awakening has been a brutal one and it has made me a little less nice and I’ve started to grow a backbone for the first time in my life. I’m now developing thoughts, ideas and opinions of my own. I know, by the time this crap is over I’ll have lost a shit ton of friends, but I’d rather lose friends that end up a slave To tyranny.
  6. I really really feel your pain. I have never ever ever in my life being an angry person but I’m starting to become more angry, nowhere near the point you are right now, but I feel the anger building sometimes. The one thing that I find really de stresses me, like when I see the dog walking muzzled people, is to sing that song shove the NWO up your arse! Obviously only in my head of course! I have no idea, literally no idea why it makes me feel so freaking good just singing that either in my head or out loud when I’m at home, but it does. You have to find a way to cool off, whatever that is for you, going for a walk or listening to music or gaming. I’m absolutely dreading another lockdown, I honestly don’t know what I’ll do.
  7. That I have a song to respond to them. I don’t know what it is about this song, but every time I play it I just get thIs surge of energy and just want to sing it from the top of my lungs.
  8. Exactly, I’m so tired of holding my tongue. I think the Facebook friends posts was the last straw. I am passionate about helping disabled people as I have a visual impairment myself and my dad has had strokes, so that’s why it just really fires me up. The organisation I volunteer for are all lovely people but they are so keen on listening to the WHO and public-health England. I can only do what I can to help them slowly wake up and question things. The lovely sheep in our zoom meeting today were on about how they shouldn’t have opened up businesses yet as we can rebuild the economy but not bring people back, I mean, talk about deluded.
  9. Something I shared today IMG_9667.MOV
  10. my prediction is a Christmas lockdown like they did for Eid in Bradford. I think we’ll try to break our spirit. Have any of you started preparing for these food and water shortages? I am rather worried, not for myself, I can afford to live off my own body fat. But I have a very vulnerable dad who has had many strokes and vascular dementia. I need to know what to do in order to plan for this eventually. I’m trying not to scare him, but I’ve heard many things about food shortages, I can’t verify this, but Kate Shemirani mentioned ration books have been printed. If I start trying to prepare my dad for it now, it could send his mental health into a tailspin. But obviously I really want to do what needs to be done.
  11. If I’m being honest, I am completely and utterly exhausted. I think it’s partly the fear and control that society is facing and partly due to the awakening/deprogramming process itself. I don’t want an off switch, I just want to be able to integrate myself back into normal life. Doing this kind of research is the first thing I think about in the morning and the last thing I think about at night. I think I’ve let it affect my life too much but obviously it’s really important so I don’t want to stop. My house has never looked so neglected in all my life and I cannot for the life of me stick to my diet. I know this probably makes me sound like a weak pathetic POS but I don’t care. I’m a support worker so all my work is done online or by phone now so that gives me lots more time to look at stuff. That being said, I have so much gratitude for everyone and everything that has helped to wake me up. I am a different person than I was six months ago because of it. You see, I wasn’t one of these people, born naturally rebellious and questioning authority, I was quite the opposite, condition from an early age to respect authority and obey otherwise face the consequences.
  12. Fantastic idea! Having others to talk to you about this stuff who are awake really does help. lately I’ve been struggling to put this stuff to one side and get on with other parts of my life, it’s sort of become my life and it helps having other people to talk to to get this stuff out of your head. I think someone said it right when they said most people can’t handle the truth.
  13. This is INSANITY! It’s not even hidden, they’re TELLING US!! WTF! They really are psychopaths ffs
  14. Personally, I think they will keep locking us down and then loosen it back up, just to mess with us, like a game of cat and mouse. I think one of two things will happen, they will either make vaccines mandatory and we’ll have to do our damnedest not to take it, veganism, religion, what ever reason you can get away with. Or they will not need to make it mandatory because the mass population will be clamouring for it.The goal of all of this is to create a population that are under constant fear and constant control. Tyranny is the goal, do your research on agenda 21, also known as the UN sustainable development goals. After reading this whole thread, I am absolutely astounded that you’re only 20. It took me until I was 30 to actually wake up. We need to prepare for worse to come, make sure you stock up on plenty of food that can be kept for long periods because I’ve heard a lot about food shortages that are coming our way.
  15. Indeed! Agenda 21 is one of the things that woke me up. What gets me is the crafty language they use, “end poverty,” no, they want to make us equally poor. It’s getting other people to believe it that’s the difficult part. Rosa Koire does a pretty good job of explaining it though
  16. Definitely more people are, people are waking up that I wouldn’t have imagined. As my confidence has increased to talk to people, I now have a close group of people that I can talk to about this stuff which is so much better than doing all this alone. For some people, I think it’s a protection mechanism, I think it’s easier for them to think that their government wouldn’t do something that evil. For example, my sister is one of the most intelligent people I know, we’ve had several discussions about the coronavirus and it’s never lead to a full on argument but she always talks about how the NHS and public health England are the best places to get advice and info and that wearing masks works to stop the spread. Then the other day she talked about things being called conspiracies by government because they’re trying to hide something. So I think finally it’s starting to sink in a little bit. I think a lot of people in West Yorkshire started to question things when the government locked us down two hours before Eid, Then there were reports in local papers about people from ethnic minority is not respecting the rules and I really think that made people smell a rat.
  17. I have used binaural bests before and it does make you feel weird in a good way
  18. Last year I had an insane vision, I was trying to get to sleep and I saw all these blue flames. The. An image of a gravestone in a church yard, the image started to spin and then we were in a pub talking about my dad passing away. I was so convinced my dad had died I had to check on him. Later the next day, my aunt rang me saying when she dropped my dad off at home, she could smell gas really strongly. My dad has no sense of smell because of all the strokes damaging his brain and couldn’t smell anything. The gas heater at the bottom of the stairs was condemned and apparently he could have died.
  19. There is a thread here. Some people think it’s a psyOp but I think their info is waking the masses but some of it is a bit OTT
  20. So, I’m a part of Riverford and they’ve obviously been listening to too much MSM BS. Their Facebook group was the Riverford Tribe, now apparently tribe is racist and not a good word This is mental! What makes it all the more depressing is everyone is commenting on what a good move they’ve made.
  21. First of all, you have to forgive yourself. From what you’ve mentioned, at that time you really did believe you were doing the best possible thing for you and your daughter. As a newly awakened/deprogrammed person myself, I know how terrifying and bewildering it can be to realise that you fell for their lies for so long about absolutely everything. I am not the same person I was six months ago. Kate Shemirani talks about the thyroid and iodine and lots of stuff you might find useful. Organic is by far the best unfortunately because it’s not been sprayed with glyphosate, non organic is very deficient in many minerals. Also, consider buying a water filter jug or water distiller to remove heavy metals and pesticides. As much as I know this information is valuable, I hate telling it to people because I know how extremely expensive organic things are and to some people it’s just not attainable. My sister received the vaccine for HPV at 19, I was literally born at the wrong end of the year to receive it, at the time, I was gutted because I thought how unfair it was that just because of 11 months difference in age, I was more likely to get cervical cancer than she was. What’s funny is that she suffered massively with massive depressive episodes and severe chronic fatigue including autoimmune issues including becoming a coeliac, muscle and joint pain ever since. I never ever connected the dots before I learned about this stuff, now listening to all the people suffering from autoimmune issues after vaccines it’s pretty bloody clear, it’s pretty clear that I was born at the right end of the year. Sadly, we’ll never prove our cases and the way my sister is, she would absolutely rip my face off if I suggested it was even possible. I’ve been up way too long already, but if I find any decent videos and things that I can send you, I’ll put them on here.
  22. I don’t swear but FUCK THATS SCARY!! i actually sent this in a group to 3 friends today and wondered why I couldn’t see the group message. that’s why,!! Omg I actually feel sick that they are taking away our freedom. I knew they were probably monitoring stuff but still when it happens to you it gets a lot more real.
  23. I wrote this on my Facebook after one experience. Not sure if it was sleep paralysis, as I never attempted to move during the incident, but I could hear my phone going off and I just made no attempt at moving. It’s happened on another occasion. Just dozed off unexpectedly. First a voice told me to send a message home, then it felt like I was physically being pushed through these tunnels. Sometimes they were dark and sometimes white. But always loads twists and turns. I was sent through different levels. In one of them I was fitted with a harness like you would wear for climbing, I was told once that I was in hell, It didn’t look like it, just reminded me of a dark multistorey carpark with some teenagers running around with horns on their head and wearing red T-shirts and in another level I was being put into an “exploding bath bomb machine,” whatever that is! Then I woke up like what on earth was that about. This had happened before. The voice was telling me to come out of my body and I was being shown an image of what it would look like if I left my body. But it never happened. I just told myself I need to stop napping in the middle of the day. also, I’ve been on a number of nights out and just got this incredible feeling that I needed to get the hell out of there. I liked going out, but being a carer from a young gauge meant that I never had any friends to go with, so I’ve always had to go out alone if I want to go anywhere. I always used to ignore this feeling, because the tickets for these things were usually quite expensive. Then the trouble would start, fighting, riot police and stuff and I needed to leave anyway. This was when I had no knowledge of energy fields and low vibrational states, things like drinking and drugtaking can affect the energy field, I never drank or took anything because I was far too concerned with my personal safety, I was there to enjoy the dance music. But what I now know is that the vast amount of pissed and high people had obviously affected the energy vibrations and that’s why I felt the need to get out of there. Finally, the weirdest thing that’s ever happened to me is this awakening. I’m sorry for using such a cliche word, but I really feel like it’s an outside force that has made me become aware of what’s going on, I even contacted a psychic because I was so convinced, but I didn’t contact the right one, she was lovely, but clueless.
  24. This reminds me of my lovely intelligent sister. She’s always questioned MSM, had her own thoughts and ideas, well researched and yet she has fallen for this hook line and sinker. Face masks work, Covid is on death certificates because it’s science making it’s best judgement, people need to stay at home etc. Personally, I think it’s a protection mechanism, she has struggled mentally for a long time and I think she is doing it for her own sake, not daring to think that our own government could possibly do something so bad.
  25. Hi, this is the link to the page. I kept starting writing my post and then kept having to leave it and go back to it because I just thought it was crap. But I’ve sorted it now.
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