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  1. Consciousness is the difference perceived between opposites. Without opposites, without differences, there is no consciousness. If you have 2 cups of water, 1 filled with hot water and 1 filled with luke warm. Place a finger in each of them, then switch. Youl notice that the luke warm water feels cold instead of luke warm. We are only aware, conscious of the contrast between things. We need the experience of contrast, opposites, contradictions in order to transcend without duality there is no Unity.
  2. I started writing one month ago, its still work in progress and english is not my first language. But i am happy to share my thoughts and perpectives with you. Feedback is appreciated Perception creates reality as we experience it: Perception is now more than ever consciously influenced and manipulated by certain people with a certain agenda for their own gain and power. Not in a constructive way in which people put the power of their perception on themselves, but on something or someone other than themselves. That seems very dangerous to me. It happens in such a way that people don't even realize it themselves. (Google. youtube. facebook) That is destructive, hidden narcissism, psychopathy in all its glory and simply evil. I think something should be done about it. Nothing or no one has the right to decide for me what I think, say, believe or do. That is intentionally attempted. What happens if people in masses unconsciously accept that responsibility for their own perception and being lie with someone else? That will move towards mass genocide. Globalist tyranny and dictatorship. Total control. Hitler's wet dream he hadn't even dreamed of. How I see something determines how I experience it, how I experience things determines who I become. As I said, nothing and no one has the right to determine for me what I think I say or do. If it does happen, it is my responsibility to do something about it, in every way possible. Individual responsibility and freedom is the highest good. If anyone or anything try's to undermine that, I will have to do everything I can to preserve and defend it my personal liberty. At all costs. They: Who are they? What power do they have? To decide for you what to think, say, believe and do? They, grab for power, because they are powerless. They, hold on to power for dear life. And so shall they lose it. Those willing to lose it, will gain it But they do not know this. So may god have mercy upon them, and may god forgive me, because i will show them none Tell Me The Truth: If you want to tell the truth, Start by telling the truth, that, You do not know what the truth is But do not tell me the truth, For when you do I shall know It is not the truth That Which Moves Without Moving: It is not me who moves, It is the Force that moves me If it is i that moves I move through the force The force and i are one and the same Constant change The tidel wave You who grab for power and control Will be erased I Am That which is That which was That which always Will Be The truth cannot be deceived It cannot be hidden It Will be revealed For all to see How i am That I Am: Now, i make the assumption that the mere fact the President actually gave such a speech at Mount Rushmore shows just how many people blindly assume and believe anything that they have been told by the mass media, education system, internet and other means of transmitting false facts and false truths delibirately designed and engineered to allianate people world wide from their inalliable rights as human beings. The mass array of propaganda and distractions leveled at the public over the course of decades and generations has slowly seeped into the subconcious minds of the public, altering their perception and belief structure to such a degree that to many people have become allianated from their own power over their own perception and reality and that what you, me and others are seeing or not seeing is the result of a carefully and hidiously organized and highly secretive group of individuals who hold their own agenda without any regard to anything or anyone other than their own self serving impulses. I firmly believe that the only power anyone or anything has over my perception, experience and life is the power i give it. That also includes myself. I know that i do not know and that my perception of reality is flawed most of the time if not all the time for it always is based on assumptions which are the result of previous experiences which which are no garuentee for the future and simply fall apart in the face of reality as it is instead of how i wish or want to perceive it. This gives me the opportunity to gradually, slowly, but surely adjust my perspective and perception to the constantly changing reality as it is and develop my self as a responsible human being. The highest good which i could conceptualize for my self is individual responsibility, or the ability to respond as opposed to merely and automatically reacting to circumstances in the way that i was thought and learned to do so. For who am i and what is my life worth and what meaning does it hold if i am not the one who decides how to live live but am lived by it through conditioning from external circumstances and through the opinions and perspectives of others? The only thing i ever have control over is how i choose to look at and deal with external circumstances as they happen, for the mere fact that they do happen. Who i am is the result of anything i have ever experienced, thought, acted out and said. Who i am is not merely the result of external circumstances but a result of how i perceive them. My thoughts are the result of external circumstances and how i perceive these circumstances. My acts and then words are the result of my thoughts. My habits the result of my acts and words, my character the result of my habits, and my Destiny the result of my character. The perspective on this can ofcourse also be turned backwards on this. Whatever way you want to perceive it. Ones own Perception and perspective is all what one has because the freedom and ability to perceive from a different perspective leads to individual responsibility, discipline and freedom of both mind, body and spirit. Another part of the whole is that my experience is also partly the result of my perception. If i change my perception i change my experience and thus my thoughts, acts, words, habits, character and destiny. Self Response Ability. Fear, stress and discease comes from ignorance and brings darkness and death. Knowledge is the light that illuminates, sets free and dispells all darkness and shadows which is nothing but the absence of light. Just as there cannot be light without darkness there van also be no darkness and without light. Live in light and you will live in love, live in darkness and you will not. In the country where i live we say that after rain comes sunshine, but without rain you wouldnt apreciate the sun. Consiousness is that which we experience between differences, contrast is needed in order to experience, live and be. No up without down. Left without right, black without white. Being consiouss is transcending all differences and contrast and to experience all as one and one as all. Denying differences and contrast leads to the exact oposite of being consiouss and experiencing life, it leads to unconsiousness and death. Anything that i have just shared with you is completely my own perspective and hypothesis. ‘ I would like to invite you to point out every inconsistency you may find therin and share your perspective with me. People are called minoritys. 43% of americans are minoritys: If its 43 %, how are they "minoritys"? What does that word mean anyway? That they are less? Others are more? The very word minority is racist in and of itself. Its the people yelling BLM who believe BL dont matter. Its the person who says hes always sure, who in fact isnt. Its the person who says hes always right, who in fact is wrong most of the time. Its the person saying he knows everything, who is sure to be ignorant about his lack of knowing. Racism? Yes there are differences, there always wil be. You and i are not the same, we are not equal. We are different, in our persceptive, perception, experience, by the nature of our very being ourselfes. We are equal in our rights and freedom. In the right and freedom to be ourselfes. Whether the differences we perceive between ourselfes and others is positive, neutral or negative, depends on our own perspective, perception and believes. The notion that everyone is the same, equal, not different from others, denys the most important right and liberty to each and every human being, to be an individual. To think for themselfes, to be responsible for one self, in what one thinks, acts and says. The moment anyone denies that for anybody, your heading towards a totalitarian, dictorial, communistic regime. “Every action is measured by the depth of the sentiment from which it proceeds.” R. Waldo Emerson. Everything we do is habit. A habit is that which you do because youve always done it like that. A habit is a subconcious routine, you dont have to think about it, it happens automatically, doesn't require any effort whatsoever. Notice, automatic behavior, Happens Youl become good at anything if you do it often enough and consistently. Everything is hard at first. But becomes easier the more you do it. Going outside of your comfort zone, doing something differently from what you are used to, requires effort, feels uncomfortable, at first. Know that, most people do what they do because A. Most people do it that way, and B. Because that's what they have always done. Notice, these things Happen This also ties perfectly into neuroplasticity. Our mind, like our body, functions like a machine. Become aware of this, know your machine, notice that you are NOT realy in control, that everything you do is habit, automatic subconcious routines. Conditioned Behavier. And youl see the nescecity for changing. Today is what it is because yesterday was what it was. And so to, tomorrow wil be exactly the same as today. Unless, you are able to affect change TODAY. We are creatures of HABIT. Noticing this, is the only thing you can realy do to start affecting this change. You are also not the same througout the day, you are consistently not the same person. One moment you 0s and 1s tell you this, the next your 0s and 1s tell you that. One moment you think buritos, the next its cocaïne, gambling and hookers in lasvegas. Notice, it Happens. You are not realy doing anything. You are a collection of different i's, theres not realy a SOLID, PERMANENT I, that is able to affect change. Being Aware, is the result of a permanent I. Dont STOP doing the things you are already "doing", the things that happen automatically. For there is nothing you cannot not do. Notice that you do not notice, Remember that you forget. Remember to remember. Instead, change your short term rewarding habits, by creating new positive long term rewarding habits. Fitness, good eating habits, working consistently on your business, goals. Hard, isnt it? Notice, Notice it happens. What can YOU realy DO? The Way in Which Most People Ask Questions: Whats the point in asking questions if you already "know" the anwser? Most people ask questions which already hold the anwser in the way they are asked, asking a question is done from a place of knowing you know not, of a place where you admit your own ignorance and lack of knowing so you can understand and come to know something you do not know and understand. Do you also hate rethorical questions? Honey, where were you yesterday at 11?. So you werent at the neighbours house last night? You werent sharing your bed with someone else? This is not asking questions, this putting words in someones mouth, framing someone. A question which precedes from assumptions, expectations, biases and and prejuduce is still exactly that and turning those repeatedly into a "question" doesn't change it at all. It just strengthens and reinforces ones own ignorance, lack of understanding and lack of a willingness to admit ones own biased and limited perception so that one can learn and grow from it. Its simply pointing at someone else and saying they dit it to! Little children do this all the time, adults that havent matured do the same but in a more sophisticated way. Its still ignorance. Its easier to keep ignorant than to admit it and doing something about it because that takes self response ability. Same goes for complaining, its easier to complain about a thing than to actually do something about it. If you where to do something about it you needed not to complain for there would be nothing to complain about. But maybe, if you try this you are confronted by the fact that its realy hard to do something about it, it may even seem impossible. Changing ones own conditioned perspective is hard, it requires effort. Change, always requires effort. All this in combination with the fact that the questions she is "asking" have an emotional load to them is suggesting there is an element of suppression and projection from her own unresolved feelings of inadequacy and uncertainty and her inability dealing with it preceding her perspective from which these questions arise. The only world anybody will ever know is their own personal perception. All perceived external negative things are a projection of ones own mind, projected, seen and experienced outside oneself as to not having to deal with them internally. This is a coping mechanism as to deal with the fact that we do not perceive reality as it is but as we want to see it. Take yourself for example as you are reading this, how do you know, realy know, that you are reading what ive just written in the way that i actually mean it? That your perception and persceptive of these words isnt in any way inluenced and somewhat tainted by your previous experiences of the past which are colouring your perception of the now? Most people do what they do for two simple reasons, first because everyone else is doing it, second because that's what they have always done. Coming to terms with ones own limitations in perception, assumptions, expectations and perception as being a misrepresentation of the world as it is might seem a scary thing, but only by knowing, accepting this can one open the doorway to understanding growth and change and to align ones own perception and experience with what is happening right now at this moment without any preconceived assumptions and expactions free from the past. But this is my perspective at this point in space and time and surely over time it wil change. Care to share your thoughts? Id like to know your perspective. Telling the Truth: Telling the truth is never easy, because it implys a lie, and we al do lie in some way of another. For who decides what is true? The longer we do it however, the harder it will be without a doubt to tell the truth. Lie wil cover lie, and youl be blinded by them. So you better be honoust, even if your not. Especially if your not. Being Alone: “Being Alone” is the only way to be. For if you cannot be alone, you cannot truely Be. How can “you” be, if you cant be alone with yourself, by yourself, on yourself, through yourself? People say “Just” be yourself as if being yourself is normal. Being isnt “normal”. If youre normal you are being like eveyone else and if youre being like eveyone else then who are you exactly? No one that is normal is actually being themselfes. Being normal isnt being. Most people consider being themselfes as being different from most people but in that are exactly the same as most people so that isnt being yourself either. Most people actualy dont know "how" to be themselfes that’s why most people will tell you to just be normal. If you want to know who or what you are you must start by knowing who or what you are NOT. Only by knowing who or what you are not you can start to dis-cover and discern who or what you realy are. know this, most people do what they do because A. Everyone else is doing it and B. Because that's what they have always done. Growth, change, discipline, freedom, the Will to Be requires sacrifice, like a snake shedding its skin or a lobster tossing its old house and creating a new one. Who are you? when no one is looking at you? Who do you Desire to Be? The Law Of Life: The more you give the more you receive, the more you receive the more you can give. It is the law of life and growth. But the law goes both ways. If you keep what you have received and do not give it, you shall lose it two fold. And if you take without giving you shall repay it in three fold. So to it is with life. Those who take it shall lose it, Those who give it shall receive it. A sacrifice of yourself unto yourself. Rights: "Rights" are given so they can be taken away. Is this freedom? How free are you when your freedom depends on others? Freedom equels responsibility. To be responsible, to have the ability to respond instead of merely reacting. To be your own meassure of what you think, believe, say, and do. The Way: Strategy is the long term goal, and tactics is how you achieve it. Or in other words, like a goal and the road towards it. In my experience, there is no road without a goal, and equally no goal without the road towards it. My hypothesis and perception is that the "way" in which one does something is more important than "what" on does. For what does it mean to do something if one does not know how he does it. Then the road becomes the goal and the goal becomes the road. Just be normal: Just be normal they say, Just be yourself they say, as if being, is normal... Learn to behave, act normal, they say. But "they" dont know, that they dont know. And they are afraid of not knowing. They, dont know "how" to learn. "How" to Be. So they just Act normal. Their Being, is forgotten and they dont remember themselfes. How can they? They dont know because they dont notice that they dont notice, that they have forgotten who or what they are. That they dont remember their self. Most people do what they do because most people do it, and because thats the way they have always done it. Its easy. Are you, like most people? To truly Be, is anything but easy. But its worth every single step of the way. The truth shall set you free. How do i know this? Who am i if i dont know? How can you tell if the truth doesn't exist? And how then can you say it does? You. Dont. Know. So it might Just exist, true, whole, as it is, as it always had been and always will be. Perfect, eternal and incorruptable. Just like you, if you seek, and you will find, and receive because you asked. Believe, and it will be so. To find yourself within the truth, and truth within yourself. Saying it like this, somehow doesn't feel like the truth, but il keep trying, keep desiring, keep turning it over and over in my mind, until it is perfect as it is, no matter how i say it or to whom i might say it. Undeniable, unquestionable, the whole truth as it is wil be known and shown for all to be. Or maybe im just thinking to much and feeling to little to see and to be. The more i think about it the weirder it becomes. Letting go... Do i dare to? I dont know. And yet, without thinking about it, i do. Feels like spaghetti, its all mixed up. But it will become clear once it becomes clear. And it will. What I Know: The more i know, the more i know how little i know. The more i know how little i know, the more i see i do not know at all. To know is to know that one doesn't know at all. Thats all there realy is to know How strong is one really, if one cannot admit that one isnt strong? There lies strength in knowing ones own weakness, for how does one know his strength if one doesn't know his weakness? How strong is one really, if one cannot admit that one isnt strong? Knowing your own ignorance, leads to wisdom. Wisdom begins where knowledge ends. Wisdom, is acting on the truth, that one does not know. And you want control over your life? How much control do you really have, if you cannot admit that you are not in control? If you came all the way to here, you have read a lot Share your thoughts, perspectives and questions if you desire to do so.. Dis-covering your own individuality. What can be more important. How can you remember yourself if you have forgotten. That you dont remember that you have forgotten. Remember to remember, to find out that you have forgotten. Everything happens. There is nothing you can do about that. You can only control the way you perceive what happens, as it happens, as it happend, as it will happen. This is the first and most important thing you can realize. Today is what it is because yesterday was wat is was. And so to will tomorrow be excatly the same as today. Everything happens. Everything you do is habbit. Everything you think, say, act, believe, perceive and experience. Is the result of habits. Your habits are the result of your thoughts. Thoughts are the result of external circumstances. Acts are the result of thoughts. Habits the result of acts Character the result of habits Destiny the result of character. A Destiny which is not under your control, for it is the result of external circumstances. If you are not in control, then who or what is? I just told you. You. Are. Not. What then is your life worth? Your only striving can be to become free. To become in control. You must see that you are not. You must change your perspective. Your perspective is the only thing you can begin tot control. By changing your perspective, you change your experience. By changing your experience you can change your thoughts. By changing your thoughts you can change your acts. By changing your acts you can change your habits. And by changing you habits, you can change your Destiny. It all starts by realizing that everything happens. There is nothing you can do about that. You can only control the way you perceive what happens, as it happens, as it happend, as it will happen. This is the first and most important thing you can realize. I can tell you this. You can believe me, or not. But it will not matter what i say to you. Without having experienced for yourself you can have no understanding, no feeling, of what i have said. Describe colour to a blind man. Use parallels to describe them, hot colours, warm collours, but he will not “know” what colours are, unless he sees for himself. You can think of this what you will. But do not believe me because i say it is so. See and experience for yourself. That is the only way to know. Know. That whatever you repeat, becomes habit. Routine. Subconcious Programming. Whatever perception you repeatedly see is what you will come to believe. You think you only believe what you see. That dont need to merely “believe” something because you “know”. You do not know. You do not see. That you do not see the world as it realy is. You do not merely believe what you see. You see what you believe. Your thinking had led you to believe that you are rational. You are everything but. Because “you” are not, if “you” is the result external circumstances. You do not see that external circumstances are the result of your perception. (Read the following as it were hypothetical) You blame the world and everything and everyone in it for that which is the result of your perception. You blame external circumstances for your own failings, your own fears, biases, assumptions and judgements. (follow me here, it is a thought experiment, look at yourself as if you were looking at someone else or at a television, objectively and detached) Now know this. To understand yourself is to understand others. To understand others is to understand yourself. What we do not understand about others is what we do not understand about ourselfes. Whatever inadequacy's, uncertainties, judgements and fears we projects unto externals, situations Ans people, is a reflection of lack of understanding of ourselfes. Therefore our projections are a signpost, reminding us of the Work to be done in ourselfes. Work done through perception. You do not see the world, reality, as it realy IS. The whole world as you see and experience it, exists only in your perception. For when you change your perception, from moment to moment, your experience changes. But does that change the world as it is? It does not. I am only illustrating how your perception creates the world which you experience. That the world you experience is the result of your perception. To follow up on what you have written, the more one is able to explain something in an understandable way to a other individual, the more one understands it himself. Do not be carried away by the "logic" of this, for the result comes forth out of the steps you take, everytime, time and time again. In other words, being able to explain it to others is the result of understanding yourself firstly. Not the other way around. How we know is always more important than what we know. How we see is always more important than what we see. For what we see is the direct result of how we see. You know nothing, if you know not how you know. Perception litterally creates our experience. Experience forms our thoughts. Thoughts form our acts. Acts form our habits. Habits build our character. Character creates our destiny. All you experience through your senses is the result of external circumstances over which you have no control. Everything "happens". Thoughts which are the reactive result of these circumstances are not in your control. Nothing that comes forth out of what happens is in your control because it happens. When your thoughts, acts, words, habits, character and destiny are the result of your external circumstances, the totallity of all this which you call "you" is just the result of everything that has happend. Then there is no "you" in control. The only thing which you control, is your perspective on what happens. Your perception. Seeing that everything happens. Because changing your perception changes your experience, your thoughts, acts, habbits, character and destiny. If you do not control and change your perception in a way which is different from the way you have always reacted, in the way that you have always done it, you will remain a victem of circumstances. Not realizing that circumstances are the result of your perception. That you are the master and creator of your perception, experience, reality and of yourself. A few thought experiments: Are you, your perception, the result of your environment? Or is your environment the result of your perception? Notice the contradiction in this. Contrast. Ask yourself for the awnser, and you will find it Search and you will find. Is everything one, or is one everything? Again, notice the contradiction. Find the awnser. Discovery it. Yourself. A few things to remember. Our brain works, remembers and understands in associations. Literally physyical neurological connections between different braincells, like pixels that make up an immage. Neuroplasticity is the instrinsic property of the brain to constantly form new neural connections. The totallity of these active connections at any given point in time and space constitutes your "self", your perception, your perspective, and awareness. The world as it currently exists in your perception is build up out of these neural connections. To change it in accordance to a higher or broader "understanding" where all different parts of the whole reflect all other parts as a whole in which there are no contradictions because they are transcended is to allign perception and experience with reality as it is, constantly changing. Is to become one with it. This is not an end goal perse, it is a constant process comprised of the steps you take. Neural connections. In order to grow, one must change them. If perception remains unchanged, or atleast without a Will guided towards a definite purpose (knowing oneself for example), growth, change, life and the mind stagnate. Like stagnating water, it becomes dead. You must flow, change, grow. In every possible and potential way. Neural connections can be seen in two ways. The known, familiar and comfortable way. And the unknown, unfamiliar and uncomfortable way. We do what we do because its comfortable. Comfortzone. Habits. This is not where growth takes place. However habits ca be used to grow. The uncomfortable is were we grow. When we do something new, see something in a different perspective or change our perception this is generally uncomfortable because we are not used to it. To do so requires effort, until it becomes familiar, known and comfortable. HABIT. This process of uncomfortable growth and change can be made easier the more we do it, this is called discipline. I discipline myself by doing uncomfortable things. Fitness is a very good overal thing to grow and build discipline. Its a good parrable as to how the mind works. Growth and change of neural connections and muscles for example. Muscles grow when they are working for short focused periode of time beyond their ussual capacity. Through neural connections in the brain electrical signals are being send through the central nervous system which fire the muscles to contract or extend. Lifting weights. Effectively strengthening both the brain connections, central nervous system connections (which are the internal power lines powering the muscles) and muscle fibers(by tearing down the muscle, forcing it to recovery and become stronger). All in 1,5 hour of focussed goal driven training, and +- 48 hours of recovery. Consistent repetition 3 days a week 4 weeks a month 12 months a year. That, builds everything. Knowing how and why ads to the process of growth. For a year i couldnt understand, why i never felt like training before i started. Because afterwards i felt amazing. If i could feel like that afterwards i shouldve been able to program myself to like it before i started. Later i understood its part of the process and the reason i didn't want to feel bad before training was because i wanted to feel good. I wanted to feel good because i didn't feel bad. But we need contrast. And THAT takes a while to understand, to change the neural connections. The goal stems from the path I take. What I do stems from how I do it. Therefore the road is the goal. Either I walk the road or I walk away from it. How I do something is more important than what I do. How I achieve something is more important than what I achieve. It always is, with everything, regardless of what I want to achieve. What shapes me are the steps I take. Who I am is formed by how I am. Who I will become formed by the steps I take. No road without a goal. No goal without a road. The way is the goal. The goal is not the way. The way is the goal, and so is the goal, the way How I achieve something does not come from what I achieve. What I achieve comes from how I achieve it. Like what I achieve comes from how I achieve So who I become comes from how I become. Who I am stems from what I do. What I do comes from how I do. What comes from how. This is why. Why, I can ask. Why what? "What" comes from how. The how is the why. Programming my self to believe: Repeat every (Part) Believe it is so and so it is. The more i repeat the more i believe, it is so and so it is. I believe. (Part 1) repeat this in a circle. I may do anything i can. (Part 2) I can do anything i want. But not everything. (Part 3) What do i want. (Part 4) If i want to know how to do something, i first need to know how not to do something. If i know how not to do something i will find out how to do something. Now repeat part 1, as if saying it in a circle, looping my thoughts together, Strengthening the neural connections that create my experience and perception. Focus fully on it. Every day at the same time. For 7 days. Then 7 more days. Then 7 more days. Then 7 more days. Same goes with asking myself, or my subconscious mind a question, or focussing on a solution to a problem, focus deeply on it. Then let it go. The awnser or solution will come. If it does not, you need to strengthen your focus. It works the same as memory. If i try to remember something but i dont, i did not focus enough. If i do remember i focussed enough. Focus also needs to be strong enough. If i believe this, it WILL happen. I it does not, i do not believe it. I need to believe. If i believe i can do anything i want, i can. This is the power of my mind. Reality bends to it. It is even brought forth by it. Believe, is a neural pathway, a physical connection between braincells. Believe is a state of mind in which anything is possible. It can be strengthend like a muscle, if i dont use it, it loses its power. USE IT. The more i use it, the stronger my believe becomes. The stronger it becomes, the more i use it. The more i use it, the more it will become habit. (Part 5) Once its habit, you can focus on anything you want. If i cannot focus, i cannot do anything. If i can focus i can do anything i want. Focus is the main tool used to create anything i want. Focus: Is an ability. A tool. Like a sunglass focussing sunrays into a burning point. The more i do it the better i become at focussing. If i want to do everything i can, i must believe i can. If i want to believe i can, i must focus on repeating i can. When focus is strong enough, you can focus on anything to create it. . Discipline is the ability to consistently repeat something. Without discipline you cannot focus strongly. Segments (----) (----) (----) of focussing on every part. If i believe i can do anything i can. If i cannot i do not believe i can. I may do everything i can. Or i would not be able to do it. I can do everything i want. Or i would not be able to want it. If i believe it is so then so it is. If i cannot i do not believe. I can do anything but not everything. Time is limited. I can go left, right and middle. But i can not go all ways. Only 1 way. There is only one way. This is the only way i will go. The way is the same for everyone. It differs only in those who walk it. I am the way. The middle way. Prayer is asking untill it comes. Searching until you find. Not in spoken words, but in silent intention, for words often do not align with intention. Words often do not align with what one realy believes. If you ask, you will get what you are asking for. Ask yourself anything you wish to know. To understand. Out of the depths of your mind the awnser will come. If you want to understand this, ask and you will see. If you search, you will find. Not outside of yourself, within yourself. You do not have to understand how this works, but you can find out. Everything comes from within. All you see and perceive comes from within. Your experience is the result of your perception. Whatever you see outside of yourself, in situations, in others, every negative thing, comes from within. It is that which we ridecule and judge others for, that what we do not understand about others, which is a reflection of ourselfes. Of what we ridecule and judge ourselfes for. That which we do not understand about ourselfes. By understanding others you can understand yourself. By understanding yourself you can understand others. If you want to know the truth, you must know yourself. If you know yourself you will know the truth. If you want to know the truth, know this. If you do not whether the truth exists, then how can you say the truth does not exist? You dont know. And because of that, the truth might just as wel exist. You will only know for certain, if you seek the truth. If you go and see for yourself. No one can tell you the truth. Only you can find it within yourself. And if you seek the truth, you will find the truth. And the truth will set you free. Believe me not, for i have searched, and i have found. And i tell you, believe nothing or anything if you have not seen and experienced for yourself what is true or false, good or bad, right or wrong. For blindly assuming something without knowing yourself out of your own knowledge through your own perception and experience, is not believing, it is blindness. Only you can be responsible for you. And if you want to be free, if you want to know yourself, if you truly want to be, you must set self responsibility as the highest goal for yourself. Response – ability, as opposed to merely reacting in the way you were tought and programmed to do. You must overcome yourself. You must overcome your assumptions. Your expectations which blind you of the NOW AS IT TRULY IS. You must overcome who you were yesterday. You must be born anew in the NOW, or you will forever live in the past, controlled by the past, you will be as the past. Dead. So seek the truth and you shall live truly. ive been writing a few things which will be part of a book. (I started writing just to get things out if my head and to better articulate myself. My native language is Dutch, but i made a goal to articulate myself in english to. Simply because english is spoken by many, and if i am able to articulate myself in english my brain has more connections working on the same thing. ive just compiler it all into what i hope is understandible, over seeable and practical. Its a lot. But i want to share it anyway. I know its possible to create a system, a way of perception, thoughts and experience which leads to understanding oneself and others transcending all opposites allowing anyone to fully develop into a responsible individual. This way works the same for everyone but differs only in the individual whom walks it. Thats it. Im done for now. Thanks for reading, taking interest and hopefully you found some meaning and joy in this. Have a nice day. 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  3. Well writen. The more we do something the better we become at it. Repetition is key. Dis-covering your own individuality. What can be more important. How can you remember yourself if you have forgotten. That you dont remember that you have forgotten. Remember to remember, to find out that you have forgotten. Everything happens. There is nothing you can do about that. You can only control the way you perceive what happens, as it happens, as it happend, as it will happen. This is the first and most important thing you can realize. Today is what it is because yesterday was wat is was. And so to will tomorrow be excatly the same as today. Everything happens. Everything you do is habbit. Everything you think, say, act, believe, perceive and experience. Is the result of habits. Your habits are the result of your thoughts. Thoughts are the result of external circumstances. Acts are the result of thoughts. Habits the result of acts Character the result of habits Destiny the result of character. A Destiny which is not under your control, for it is the result of external circumstances. If you are not in control, then who or what is? I just told you. You. Are. Not. What then is your life worth? Your only striving can be to become free. To become in control. You must see that you are not. You must change your perspective. Your perspective is the only thing you can begin tot control. By changing your perspective, you change your experience. By changing your experience you can change your thoughts. By changing your thoughts you can change your acts. By changing your acts you can change your habits. And by changing you habits, you can change your Destiny. It all starts by realizing that everything happens. There is nothing you can do about that. You can only control the way you perceive what happens, as it happens, as it happend, as it will happen. This is the first and most important thing you can realize. I can tell you this. You can believe me, or not. But it will not matter what i say to you. Without having experienced for yourself you can have no understanding, no feeling, of what i have said. Describe colour to a blind man. Use parallels to describe them, hot colours, warm collours, but he will not “know” what colours are, unless he sees for himself. You can think of this what you will. But do not believe me because i say it is so. See and experience for yourself. That is the only way to know. Know. That whatever you repeat, becomes habit. Routine. Subconcious Programming. Whatever perception you repeatedly see is what you will come to believe. You think you only believe what you see. That dont need to merely “believe” something because you “know”. You do not know. You do not see. That you do not see the world as it realy is. You do not merely believe what you see. You see what you believe. Your thinking had led you to believe that you are rational. You are everything but. Because “you” are not, if “you” is the result external circumstances. You do not see that external circumstances are the result of your perception. (Read the following as it were hypothetical) You blame the world and everything and everyone in it for that which is the result of your perception. You blame external circumstances for your own failings, your own fears, biases, assumptions and judgements. (follow me here, it is a thought experiment, look at yourself as if you were looking at someone else or at a television, objectively and detached) Now know this. To understand yourself is to understand others. To understand others is to understand yourself. What we do not understand about others is what we do not understand about ourselfes. Whatever inadequacy's, uncertainties, judgements and fears we projects unto externals, situations Ans people, is a reflection of lack of understanding of ourselfes. Therefore our projections are a signpost, reminding us of the Work to be done in ourselfes. Work done through perception. You do not see the world, reality, as it realy IS. The whole world as you see and experience it, exists only in your perception. For when you change your perception, from moment to moment, your experience changes. But does that change the world as it is? It does not. I am only illustrating how your perception creates the world which you experience. That the world you experience is the result of your perception. To follow up on what you have written, the more one is able to explain something in an understandable way to a other individual, the more one understands it himself. Do not be carried away by the "logic" of this, for the result comes forth out of the steps you take, everytime, time and time again. In other words, being able to explain it to others is the result of understanding yourself firstly. Not the other way around. How we know is always more important than what we know. How we see is always more important than what we see. For what we see is the direct result of how we see. You know nothing, if you know not how you know. Perception litterally creates our experience. Experience forms our thoughts. Thoughts form our acts. Acts form our habits. Habits build our character. Character creates our destiny. All you experience through your senses is the result of external circumstances over which you have no control. Everything "happens". Thoughts which are the reactive result of these circumstances are not in your control. Nothing that comes forth out of what happens is in your control because it happens. When your thoughts, acts, words, habits, character and destiny are the result of your external circumstances, the totallity of all this which you call "you" is just the result of everything that has happend. Then there is no "you" in control. The only thing which you control, is your perspective on what happens. Your perception. Seeing that everything happens. Because changing your perception changes your experience, your thoughts, acts, habbits, character and destiny. If you do not control and change your perception in a way which is different from the way you have always reacted, in the way that you have always done it, you will remain a victem of circumstances. Not realizing that circumstances are the result of your perception. That you are the master and creator of your perception, experience, reality and of yourself. A few thought experiments: Are you, your perception, the result of your environment? Or is your environment the result of your perception? Notice the contradiction in this. Contrast. Ask yourself for the awnser, and you will find it Search and you will find. Is everything one, or is one everything? Again, notice the contradiction. Find the awnser. Discovery it. Yourself. A few things to remember. Our brain works, remembers and understands in associations. Literally physyical neurological connections between different braincells, like pixels that make up an immage. Neuroplasticity is the instrinsic property of the brain to constantly form new neural connections. The totallity of these active connections at any given point in time and space constitutes your "self", your perception, your perspective, and awareness. The world as it currently exists in your perception is build up out of these neural connections. To change it in accordance to a higher or broader "understanding" where all different parts of the whole reflect all other parts as a whole in which there are no contradictions because they are transcended is to allign perception and experience with reality as it is, constantly changing. Is to become one with it. This is not an end goal perse, it is a constant process comprised of the steps you take. Neural connections. In order to grow, one must change them. If perception remains unchanged, or atleast without a Will guided towards a definite purpose (knowing oneself for example), growth, change, life and the mind stagnate. Like stagnating water, it becomes dead. You must flow, change, grow. In every possible and potential way. Neural connections can be seen in two ways. The known, familiar and comfortable way. And the unknown, unfamiliar and uncomfortable way. We do what we do because its comfortable. Comfortzone. Habits. This is not where growth takes place. However habits ca be used to grow. The uncomfortable is were we grow. When we do something new, see something in a different perspective or change our perception this is generally uncomfortable because we are not used to it. To do so requires effort, until it becomes familiar, known and comfortable. HABIT. This process of uncomfortable growth and change can be made easier the more we do it, this is called discipline. I discipline myself by doing uncomfortable things. Fitness is a very good overal thing to grow and build discipline. Its a good parrable as to how the mind works. Growth and change of neural connections and muscles for example. Muscles grow when they are working for short focused periode of time beyond their ussual capacity. Through neural connections in the brain electrical signals are being send through the central nervous system which fire the muscles to contract or extend. Lifting weights. Effectively strengthening both the brain connections, central nervous system connections (which are the internal power lines powering the muscles) and muscle fibers(by tearing down the muscle, forcing it to recovery and become stronger). All in 1,5 hour of focussed goal driven training, and +- 48 hours of recovery. Consistent repetition 3 days a week 4 weeks a month 12 months a year. That, builds everything. Knowing how and why ads to the process of growth. For a year i couldnt understand, why i never felt like training before i started. Because afterwards i felt amazing. If i could feel like that afterwards i shouldve been able to program myself to like it before i started. Later i understood its part of the process and the reason i didn't want to feel bad before training was because i wanted to feel good. I wanted to feel good because i didn't feel bad. But we need contrast. And THAT takes a while to understand, to change the neural connections. The goal stems from the path I take. What I do stems from how I do it. Therefore the road is the goal. Either I walk the road or I walk away from it. How I do something is more important than what I do. How I achieve something is more important than what I achieve. It always is, with everything, regardless of what I want to achieve. What shapes me are the steps I take. Who I am is formed by how I am. Who I will become formed by the steps I take. No road without a goal. No goal without a road. The way is the goal. The goal is not the way. The way is the goal, and so is the goal, the way How I achieve something does not come from what I achieve. What I achieve comes from how I achieve it. Like what I achieve comes from how I achieve So who I become comes from how I become. Who I am stems from what I do. What I do comes from how I do. What comes from how. This is why. Why, I can ask. Why what? "What" comes from how. The how is the why. Programming my self to believe: Repeat every (Part) Believe it is so and so it is. The more i repeat the more i believe, it is so and so it is. I believe. (Part 1) repeat this in a circle. I may do anything i can. (Part 2) I can do anything i want. But not everything. (Part 3) What do i want. (Part 4) If i want to know how to do something, i first need to know how not to do something. If i know how not to do something i will find out how to do something. Now repeat part 1, as if saying it in a circle, looping my thoughts together, Strengthening the neural connections that create my experience and perception. Focus fully on it. Every day at the same time. For 7 days. Then 7 more days. Then 7 more days. Then 7 more days. Same goes with asking myself, or my subconscious mind a question, or focussing on a solution to a problem, focus deeply on it. Then let it go. The awnser or solution will come. If it does not, you need to strengthen your focus. It works the same as memory. If i try to remember something but i dont, i did not focus enough. If i do remember i focussed enough. Focus also needs to be strong enough. If i believe this, it WILL happen. I it does not, i do not believe it. I need to believe. If i believe i can do anything i want, i can. This is the power of my mind. Reality bends to it. It is even brought forth by it. Believe, is a neural pathway, a physical connection between braincells. Believe is a state of mind in which anything is possible. It can be strengthend like a muscle, if i dont use it, it loses its power. USE IT. The more i use it, the stronger my believe becomes. The stronger it becomes, the more i use it. The more i use it, the more it will become habit. (Part 5) Once its habit, you can focus on anything you want. If i cannot focus, i cannot do anything. If i can focus i can do anything i want. Focus is the main tool used to create anything i want. Focus: Is an ability. A tool. Like a sunglass focussing sunrays into a burning point. The more i do it the better i become at focussing. If i want to do everything i can, i must believe i can. If i want to believe i can, i must focus on repeating i can. When focus is strong enough, you can focus on anything to create it. . Discipline is the ability to consistently repeat something. Without discipline you cannot focus strongly. Segments (----) (----) (----) of focussing on every part. If i believe i can do anything i can. If i cannot i do not believe i can. I may do everything i can. Or i would not be able to do it. I can do everything i want. Or i would not be able to want it. If i believe it is so then so it is. If i cannot i do not believe. I can do anything but not everything. Time is limited. I can go left, right and middle. But i can not go all ways. Only 1 way. There is only one way. This is the only way i will go. The way is the same for everyone. It differs only in those who walk it. I am the way. The middle way. Prayer is asking untill it comes. Searching until you find. Not in spoken words, but in silent intention, for words often do not align with intention. Words often do not align with what one realy believes. If you ask, you will get what you are asking for. Ask yourself anything you wish to know. To understand. Out of the depths of your mind the awnser will come. If you want to understand this, ask and you will see. If you search, you will find. Not outside of yourself, within yourself. You do not have to understand how this works, but you can find out. Everything comes from within. All you see and perceive comes from within. Your experience is the result of your perception. Whatever you see outside of yourself, in situations, in others, every negative thing, comes from within. It is that which we ridecule and judge others for, that what we do not understand about others, which is a reflection of ourselfes. Of what we ridecule and judge ourselfes for. That which we do not understand about ourselfes. By understanding others you can understand yourself. By understanding yourself you can understand others. If you want to know the truth, you must know yourself. If you know yourself you will know the truth. If you want to know the truth, know this. If you do not whether the truth exists, then how can you say the truth does not exist? You dont know. And because of that, the truth might just as wel exist. You will only know for certain, if you seek the truth. If you go and see for yourself. No one can tell you the truth. Only you can find it within yourself. And if you seek the truth, you will find the truth. And the truth will set you free. Believe me not, for i have searched, and i have found. And i tell you, believe nothing or anything if you have not seen and experienced for yourself what is true or false, good or bad, right or wrong. For blindly assuming something without knowing yourself out of your own knowledge through your own perception and experience, is not believing, it is blindness. Only you can be responsible for you. And if you want to be free, if you want to know yourself, if you truly want to be, you must set self responsibility as the highest goal for yourself. Response – ability, as opposed to merely reacting in the way you were tought and programmed to do. You must overcome yourself. You must overcome your assumptions. Your expectations which blind you of the NOW AS IT TRULY IS. You must overcome who you were yesterday. You must be born anew in the NOW, or you will forever live in the past, controlled by the past, you will be as the past. Dead. So seek the truth and you shall live truly. ive been writing a few things which will be part of a book. (I started writing just to get things out if my head and to better articulate myself. My native language is Dutch, but i made a goal to articulate myself in english to. Simply because english is spoken by many, and if i am able to articulate myself in english my brain has more connections working on the same thing. ive just compiler it all into what i hope is understandible, over seeable and practical. Its a lot. But i want to share it anyway. I know its possible to create a system, a way of perception, thoughts and experience which leads to understanding oneself and others transcending all opposites allowing anyone to fully develop into a responsible individual. This way works the same for everyone but differs only in the individual whom walks it. Thats it. Im done for now. Thanks for reading, taking interest and hopefully you found some meaning and joy in this. Have a nice day.
  4. I started writing one month ago, its still work in progress and english is not my first language. But i am happy to share my thoughts and perpectives with you. Feedback is appreciated Perception creates reality as we experience it: Perception is now more than ever consciously influenced and manipulated by certain people with a certain agenda for their own gain and power. Not in a constructive way in which people put the power of their perception on themselves, but on something or someone other than themselves. That seems very dangerous to me. It happens in such a way that people don't even realize it themselves. (Google. youtube. facebook) That is destructive, hidden narcissism, psychopathy in all its glory and simply evil. I think something should be done about it. Nothing or no one has the right to decide for me what I think, say, believe or do. That is intentionally attempted. What happens if people in masses unconsciously accept that responsibility for their own perception and being lie with someone else? That will move towards mass genocide. Globalist tyranny and dictatorship. Total control. Hitler's wet dream he hadn't even dreamed of. How I see something determines how I experience it, how I experience things determines who I become. As I said, nothing and no one has the right to determine for me what I think I say or do. If it does happen, it is my responsibility to do something about it, in every way possible. Individual responsibility and freedom is the highest good. If anyone or anything try's to undermine that, I will have to do everything I can to preserve and defend it my personal liberty. At all costs. They: Who are they? What power do they have? To decide for you what to think, say, believe and do? They, grab for power, because they are powerless. They, hold on to power for dear life. And so shall they lose it. Those willing to lose it, will gain it But they do not know this. So may god have mercy upon them, and may god forgive me, because i will show them none Tell Me The Truth: If you want to tell the truth, Start by telling the truth, that, You do not know what the truth is But do not tell me the truth, For when you do I shall know It is not the truth That Which Moves Without Moving: It is not me who moves, It is the Force that moves me If it is i that moves I move through the force The force and i are one and the same Constant change The tidel wave You who grab for power and control Will be erased I Am That which is That which was That which always Will Be The truth cannot be deceived It cannot be hidden It Will be revealed For all to see How i am That I Am: Now, i make the assumption that the mere fact the President actually gave such a speech at Mount Rushmore shows just how many people blindly assume and believe anything that they have been told by the mass media, education system, internet and other means of transmitting false facts and false truths delibirately designed and engineered to allianate people world wide from their inalliable rights as human beings. The mass array of propaganda and distractions leveled at the public over the course of decades and generations has slowly seeped into the subconcious minds of the public, altering their perception and belief structure to such a degree that to many people have become allianated from their own power over their own perception and reality and that what you, me and others are seeing or not seeing is the result of a carefully and hidiously organized and highly secretive group of individuals who hold their own agenda without any regard to anything or anyone other than their own self serving impulses. I firmly believe that the only power anyone or anything has over my perception, experience and life is the power i give it. That also includes myself. I know that i do not know and that my perception of reality is flawed most of the time if not all the time for it always is based on assumptions which are the result of previous experiences which which are no garuentee for the future and simply fall apart in the face of reality as it is instead of how i wish or want to perceive it. This gives me the opportunity to gradually, slowly, but surely adjust my perspective and perception to the constantly changing reality as it is and develop my self as a responsible human being. The highest good which i could conceptualize for my self is individual responsibility, or the ability to respond as opposed to merely and automatically reacting to circumstances in the way that i was thought and learned to do so. For who am i and what is my life worth and what meaning does it hold if i am not the one who decides how to live live but am lived by it through conditioning from external circumstances and through the opinions and perspectives of others? The only thing i ever have control over is how i choose to look at and deal with external circumstances as they happen, for the mere fact that they do happen. Who i am is the result of anything i have ever experienced, thought, acted out and said. Who i am is not merely the result of external circumstances but a result of how i perceive them. My thoughts are the result of external circumstances and how i perceive these circumstances. My acts and then words are the result of my thoughts. My habits the result of my acts and words, my character the result of my habits, and my Destiny the result of my character. The perspective on this can ofcourse also be turned backwards on this. Whatever way you want to perceive it. Ones own Perception and perspective is all what one has because the freedom and ability to perceive from a different perspective leads to individual responsibility, discipline and freedom of both mind, body and spirit. Another part of the whole is that my experience is also partly the result of my perception. If i change my perception i change my experience and thus my thoughts, acts, words, habits, character and destiny. Self Response Ability. Fear, stress and discease comes from ignorance and brings darkness and death. Knowledge is the light that illuminates, sets free and dispells all darkness and shadows which is nothing but the absence of light. Just as there cannot be light without darkness there van also be no darkness and without light. Live in light and you will live in love, live in darkness and you will not. In the country where i live we say that after rain comes sunshine, but without rain you wouldnt apreciate the sun. Consiousness is that which we experience between differences, contrast is needed in order to experience, live and be. No up without down. Left without right, black without white. Being consiouss is transcending all differences and contrast and to experience all as one and one as all. Denying differences and contrast leads to the exact oposite of being consiouss and experiencing life, it leads to unconsiousness and death. Anything that i have just shared with you is completely my own perspective and hypothesis. ‘ I would like to invite you to point out every inconsistency you may find therin and share your perspective with me. People are called minoritys. 43% of americans are minoritys: If its 43 %, how are they "minoritys"? What does that word mean anyway? That they are less? Others are more? The very word minority is racist in and of itself. Its the people yelling BLM who believe BL dont matter. Its the person who says hes always sure, who in fact isnt. Its the person who says hes always right, who in fact is wrong most of the time. Its the person saying he knows everything, who is sure to be ignorant about his lack of knowing. Racism? Yes there are differences, there always wil be. You and i are not the same, we are not equal. We are different, in our persceptive, perception, experience, by the nature of our very being ourselfes. We are equal in our rights and freedom. In the right and freedom to be ourselfes. Whether the differences we perceive between ourselfes and others is positive, neutral or negative, depends on our own perspective, perception and believes. The notion that everyone is the same, equal, not different from others, denys the most important right and liberty to each and every human being, to be an individual. To think for themselfes, to be responsible for one self, in what one thinks, acts and says. The moment anyone denies that for anybody, your heading towards a totalitarian, dictorial, communistic regime. “Every action is measured by the depth of the sentiment from which it proceeds.” R. Waldo Emerson. Everything we do is habit. A habit is that which you do because youve always done it like that. A habit is a subconcious routine, you dont have to think about it, it happens automatically, doesn't require any effort whatsoever. Notice, automatic behavior, Happens Youl become good at anything if you do it often enough and consistently. Everything is hard at first. But becomes easier the more you do it. Going outside of your comfort zone, doing something differently from what you are used to, requires effort, feels uncomfortable, at first. Know that, most people do what they do because A. Most people do it that way, and B. Because that's what they have always done. Notice, these things Happen This also ties perfectly into neuroplasticity. Our mind, like our body, functions like a machine. Become aware of this, know your machine, notice that you are NOT realy in control, that everything you do is habit, automatic subconcious routines. Conditioned Behavier. And youl see the nescecity for changing. Today is what it is because yesterday was what it was. And so to, tomorrow wil be exactly the same as today. Unless, you are able to affect change TODAY. We are creatures of HABIT. Noticing this, is the only thing you can realy do to start affecting this change. You are also not the same througout the day, you are consistently not the same person. One moment you 0s and 1s tell you this, the next your 0s and 1s tell you that. One moment you think buritos, the next its cocaïne, gambling and hookers in lasvegas. Notice, it Happens. You are not realy doing anything. You are a collection of different i's, theres not realy a SOLID, PERMANENT I, that is able to affect change. Being Aware, is the result of a permanent I. Dont STOP doing the things you are already "doing", the things that happen automatically. For there is nothing you cannot not do. Notice that you do not notice, Remember that you forget. Remember to remember. Instead, change your short term rewarding habits, by creating new positive long term rewarding habits. Fitness, good eating habits, working consistently on your business, goals. Hard, isnt it? Notice, Notice it happens. What can YOU realy DO? The Way in Which Most People Ask Questions: Whats the point in asking questions if you already "know" the anwser? Most people ask questions which already hold the anwser in the way they are asked, asking a question is done from a place of knowing you know not, of a place where you admit your own ignorance and lack of knowing so you can understand and come to know something you do not know and understand. Do you also hate rethorical questions? Honey, where were you yesterday at 11?. So you werent at the neighbours house last night? You werent sharing your bed with someone else? This is not asking questions, this putting words in someones mouth, framing someone. A question which precedes from assumptions, expectations, biases and and prejuduce is still exactly that and turning those repeatedly into a "question" doesn't change it at all. It just strengthens and reinforces ones own ignorance, lack of understanding and lack of a willingness to admit ones own biased and limited perception so that one can learn and grow from it. Its simply pointing at someone else and saying they dit it to! Little children do this all the time, adults that havent matured do the same but in a more sophisticated way. Its still ignorance. Its easier to keep ignorant than to admit it and doing something about it because that takes self response ability. Same goes for complaining, its easier to complain about a thing than to actually do something about it. If you where to do something about it you needed not to complain for there would be nothing to complain about. But maybe, if you try this you are confronted by the fact that its realy hard to do something about it, it may even seem impossible. Changing ones own conditioned perspective is hard, it requires effort. Change, always requires effort. All this in combination with the fact that the questions she is "asking" have an emotional load to them is suggesting there is an element of suppression and projection from her own unresolved feelings of inadequacy and uncertainty and her inability dealing with it preceding her perspective from which these questions arise. The only world anybody will ever know is their own personal perception. All perceived external negative things are a projection of ones own mind, projected, seen and experienced outside oneself as to not having to deal with them internally. This is a coping mechanism as to deal with the fact that we do not perceive reality as it is but as we want to see it. Take yourself for example as you are reading this, how do you know, realy know, that you are reading what ive just written in the way that i actually mean it? That your perception and persceptive of these words isnt in any way inluenced and somewhat tainted by your previous experiences of the past which are colouring your perception of the now? Most people do what they do for two simple reasons, first because everyone else is doing it, second because that's what they have always done. Coming to terms with ones own limitations in perception, assumptions, expectations and perception as being a misrepresentation of the world as it is might seem a scary thing, but only by knowing, accepting this can one open the doorway to understanding growth and change and to align ones own perception and experience with what is happening right now at this moment without any preconceived assumptions and expactions free from the past. But this is my perspective at this point in space and time and surely over time it wil change. Care to share your thoughts? Id like to know your perspective. Telling the Truth: Telling the truth is never easy, because it implys a lie, and we al do lie in some way of another. For who decides what is true? The longer we do it however, the harder it will be without a doubt to tell the truth. Lie wil cover lie, and youl be blinded by them. So you better be honoust, even if your not. Especially if your not. Being Alone: “Being Alone” is the only way to be. For if you cannot be alone, you cannot truely Be. How can “you” be, if you cant be alone with yourself, by yourself, on yourself, through yourself? People say “Just” be yourself as if being yourself is normal. Being isnt “normal”. If youre normal you are being like eveyone else and if youre being like eveyone else then who are you exactly? No one that is normal is actually being themselfes. Being normal isnt being. Most people consider being themselfes as being different from most people but in that are exactly the same as most people so that isnt being yourself either. Most people actualy dont know "how" to be themselfes that’s why most people will tell you to just be normal. If you want to know who or what you are you must start by knowing who or what you are NOT. Only by knowing who or what you are not you can start to dis-cover and discern who or what you realy are. know this, most people do what they do because A. Everyone else is doing it and B. Because that's what they have always done. Growth, change, discipline, freedom, the Will to Be requires sacrifice, like a snake shedding its skin or a lobster tossing its old house and creating a new one. Who are you? when no one is looking at you? Who do you Desire to Be? The Law Of Life: The more you give the more you receive, the more you receive the more you can give. It is the law of life and growth. But the law goes both ways. If you keep what you have received and do not give it, you shall lose it two fold. And if you take without giving you shall repay it in three fold. So to it is with life. Those who take it shall lose it, Those who give it shall receive it. A sacrifice of yourself unto yourself. Rights: "Rights" are given so they can be taken away. Is this freedom? How free are you when your freedom depends on others? Freedom equels responsibility. To be responsible, to have the ability to respond instead of merely reacting. To be your own meassure of what you think, believe, say, and do. The Way: Strategy is the long term goal, and tactics is how you achieve it. Or in other words, like a goal and the road towards it. In my experience, there is no road without a goal, and equally no goal without the road towards it. My hypothesis and perception is that the "way" in which one does something is more important than "what" on does. For what does it mean to do something if one does not know how he does it. Then the road becomes the goal and the goal becomes the road. Just be normal: Just be normal they say, Just be yourself they say, as if being, is normal... Learn to behave, act normal, they say. But "they" dont know, that they dont know. And they are afraid of not knowing. They, dont know "how" to learn. "How" to Be. So they just Act normal. Their Being, is forgotten and they dont remember themselfes. How can they? They dont know because they dont notice that they dont notice, that they have forgotten who or what they are. That they dont remember their self. Most people do what they do because most people do it, and because thats the way they have always done it. Its easy. Are you, like most people? To truly Be, is anything but easy. But its worth every single step of the way. The truth shall set you free. How do i know this? Who am i if i dont know? How can you tell if the truth doesn't exist? And how then can you say it does? You. Dont. Know. So it might Just exist, true, whole, as it is, as it always had been and always will be. Perfect, eternal and incorruptable. Just like you, if you seek, and you will find, and receive because you asked. Believe, and it will be so. To find yourself within the truth, and truth within yourself. Saying it like this, somehow doesn't feel like the truth, but il keep trying, keep desiring, keep turning it over and over in my mind, until it is perfect as it is, no matter how i say it or to whom i might say it. Undeniable, unquestionable, the whole truth as it is wil be known and shown for all to be. Or maybe im just thinking to much and feeling to little to see and to be. The more i think about it the weirder it becomes. Letting go... Do i dare to? I dont know. And yet, without thinking about it, i do. Feels like spaghetti, its all mixed up. But it will become clear once it becomes clear. And it will. What I Know: The more i know, the more i know how little i know. The more i know how little i know, the more i see i do not know at all. To know is to know that one doesn't know at all. Thats all there realy is to know How strong is one really, if one cannot admit that one isnt strong? There lies strength in knowing ones own weakness, for how does one know his strength if one doesn't know his weakness? How strong is one really, if one cannot admit that one isnt strong? Knowing your own ignorance, leads to wisdom. Wisdom begins where knowledge ends. Wisdom, is acting on the truth, that one does not know. And you want control over your life? How much control do you really have, if you cannot admit that you are not in control? If you came all the way to here, you have read a lot Share your thoughts, perspectives and questions if you desire to do so.
  5. They: Who are they? What power do they have? To decide for you what to think, say, believe and do? They, grab for power, because they are powerless. They, hold on to power for dear life. And so shall they lose it. Those willing to lose it, will gain it But they do not know this. So may god have mercy upon them, and may god forgive me, because i will show them none Perception creates reality as we experience it: Perception is now more than ever consciously influenced and manipulated by certain people with a certain agenda for their own gain and power. Not in a constructive way in which people put the power of their perception on themselves, but on something or someone other than themselves. That seems very dangerous to me. It happens in such a way that people don't even realize it themselves. (Google. youtube. facebook) That is destructive, hidden narcissism, psychopathy in all its glory and simply evil. I think something should be done about it. Nothing or no one has the right to decide for me what I think, say, believe or do. That is intentionally attempted. What happens if people in masses unconsciously accept that responsibility for their own perception and being lie with someone else? That will move towards mass genocide. Globalist tyranny and dictatorship. Total control. Hitler's wet dream he hadn't even dreamed of. How I see something determines how I experience it, how I experience things determines who I become. As I said, nothing and no one has the right to determine for me what I think I say or do. If it does happen, it is my responsibility to do something about it, in every way possible. Individual responsibility and freedom is the highest good. If anyone or anything try's to undermine that, I will have to do everything I can to preserve and defend it my personal liberty. At all costs. Tell Me The Truth: If you want to tell the truth, Start by telling the truth, that, You do not know what the truth is But do not tell me the truth, For when you do I shall know It is not the truth That Which Moves Without Moving: It is not me who moves, It is the Force that moves me If it is i that moves I move through the force The force and i are one and the same Constant change The tidel wave You who grab for power and control Will be erased I am That which is That which was That which always Will Be The truth cannot be deceived It cannot be hidden It Will be revealed For all to see How i am That I Am: Now, i make the assumption that the mere fact the President actually gave such a speech at Mount Rushmore shows just how many people blindly assume and believe anything that they have been told by the mass media, education system, internet and other means of transmitting false facts and false truths delibirately designed and engineered to allianate people world wide from their inalliable rights as human beings. The mass array of propaganda and distractions leveled at the public over the course of decades and generations has slowly seeped into the subconcious minds of the public, altering their perception and belief structure to such a degree that to many people have become allianated from their own power over their own perception and reality and that what you, me and others are seeing or not seeing is the result of a carefully and hidiously organized and highly secretive group of individuals who hold their own agenda without any regard to anything or anyone other than their own self serving impulses. I firmly believe that the only power anyone or anything has over my perception, experience and life is the power i give it. That also includes myself. I know that i do not know and that my perception of reality is flawed most of the time if not all the time for it always is based on assumptions which are the result of previous experiences which which are no garuentee for the future and simply fall apart in the face of reality as it is instead of how i wish or want to perceive it. This gives me the opportunity to gradually, slowly, but surely adjust my perspective and perception to the constantly changing reality as it is and develop my self as a responsible human being. The highest good which i could conceptualize for my self is individual responsibility, or the ability to respond as opposed to merely and automatically reacting to circumstances in the way that i was thought and learned to do so. For who am i and what is my life worth and what meaning does it hold if i am not the one who decides how to live live but am lived by it through conditioning from external circumstances and through the opinions and perspectives of others? The only thing i ever have control over is how i choose to look at and deal with external circumstances as they happen, for the mere fact that they do happen. Who i am is the result of anything i have ever experienced, thought, acted out and said. Who i am is not merely the result of external circumstances but a result of how i perceive them. My thoughts are the result of external circumstances and how i perceive these circumstances. My acts and then words are the result of my thoughts. My habits the result of my acts and words, my character the result of my habits, and my Destiny the result of my character. The perspective on this can ofcourse also be turned backwards on this. Whatever way you want to perceive it. Ones own Perception and perspective is all what one has because the freedom and ability to perceive from a different perspective leads to individual responsibility, discipline and freedom of both mind, body and spirit. Another part of the whole is that my experience is also partly the result of my perception. If i change my perception i change my experience and thus my thoughts, acts, words, habits, character and destiny. Self Response Ability. Fear, stress and discease comes from ignorance and brings darkness and death. Knowledge is the light that illuminates, sets free and dispells all darkness and shadows which is nothing but the absence of light. Just as there cannot be light without darkness there van also be no darkness and without light. Live in light and you will live in love, live in darkness and you will not. In the country where i live we say that after rain comes sunshine, but without rain you wouldnt apreciate the sun. Consiousness is that which we experience between differences, contrast is needed in order to experience, live and be. No up without down. Left without right, black without white. Being consiouss is transcending all differences and contrast and to experience all as one and one as all. Denying differences and contrast leads to the exact oposite of being consiouss and experiencing life, it leads to unconsiousness and death. Anything that i have just shared with you is completely my own perspective and hypothesis. ‘ I would like to invite you to point out every inconsistency you may find therin and share your perspective with me. People are called minoritys. 43% of americans are minoritys. If its 43 %, how are they "minoritys"? What does that word mean anyway? That they are less? Others are more? The very word minority is racist in and of itself. Its the people yelling BLM who believe BL dont matter. Its the person who says hes always sure, who in fact isnt. Its the person who says hes always right, who in fact is wrong most of the time. Its the person saying he knows everything, who is sure to be ignorant about his lack of knowing. Racism? Yes there are differences, there always wil be. You and i are not the same, we are not equal. We are different, in our persceptive, perception, experience, by the nature of our very being ourselfes. We are equal in our rights and freedom. In the right and freedom to be ourselfes. Whether the differences we perceive between ourselfes and others is positive, neutral or negative, depends on our own perspective, perception and believes. The notion that everyone is the same, equal, not different from others, denys the most important right and liberty to each and every human being, to be an individual. To think for themselfes, to be responsible for one self, in what one thinks, acts and says. The moment anyone denies that for anybody, your heading towards a totalitarian, dictorial, communistic regime. “Every action is measured by the depth of the sentiment from which it proceeds.” R. Waldo Emerson. Everything we do is habit. A habit is that which you do because youve always done it like that. A habit is a subconcious routine, you dont have to think about it, it happens automatically, doesn't require any effort whatsoever. Notice, automatic behavior, Happens Youl become good at anything if you do it often enough and consistently. Everything is hard at first. But becomes easier the more you do it. Going outside of your comfort zone, doing something differently from what you are used to, requires effort, feels uncomfortable, at first. Know that, most people do what they do because A. Most people do it that way, and B. Because that's what they have always done. Notice, these things Happen This also ties perfectly into neuroplasticity. Our mind, like our body, functions like a machine. Become aware of this, know your machine, notice that you are NOT realy in control, that everything you do is habit, automatic subconcious routines. Conditioned Behavier. And youl see the nescecity for changing. Today is what it is because yesterday was what it was. And so to, tomorrow wil be exactly the same as today. Unless, you are able to affect change TODAY. We are creatures of HABIT. Noticing this, is the only thing you can realy do to start affecting this change. You are also not the same througout the day, you are consistently not the same person. One moment you 0s and 1s tell you this, the next your 0s and 1s tell you that. One moment you think buritos, the next its cocaïne, gambling and hookers in lasvegas. Notice, it Happens. You are not realy doing anything. You are a collection of different i's, theres not realy a SOLID, PERMANENT I, that is able to affect change. Being Aware, is the result of a permanent I. Dont STOP doing the things you are already "doing", the things that happen automatically. For there is nothing you cannot not do. Notice that you do not notice, Remember that you forget. Remember to remember. Instead, change your short term rewarding habits, by creating new positive long term rewarding habits. Fitness, good eating habits, working consistently on your business, goals. Hard, isnt it? Notice, Notice it happens. What can YOU realy DO? The Way in Which Most People Ask Questions: Whats the point in asking questions if you already "know" the anwser? Most people ask questions which already hold the anwser in the way they are asked, asking a question is done from a place of knowing you know not, of a place where you admit your own ignorance and lack of knowing so you can understand and come to know something you do not know and understand. Do you also hate rethorical questions? Honey, where were you yesterday at 11?. So you werent at the neighbours house last night? You werent sharing your bed with someone else? This is not asking questions, this putting words in someones mouth, framing someone. A question which precedes from assumptions, expectations, biases and and prejuduce is still exactly that and turning those repeatedly into a "question" doesn't change it at all. It just strengthens and reinforces ones own ignorance, lack of understanding and lack of a willingness to admit ones own biased and limited perception so that one can learn and grow from it. Its simply pointing at someone else and saying they dit it to! Little children do this all the time, adults that havent matured do the same but in a more sophisticated way. Its still ignorance. Its easier to keep ignorant than to admit it and doing something about it because that takes self response ability. Same goes for complaining, its easier to complain about a thing than to actually do something about it. If you where to do something about it you needed not to complain for there would be nothing to complain about. But maybe, if you try this you are confronted by the fact that its realy hard to do something about it, it may even seem impossible. Changing ones own conditioned perspective is hard, it requires effort. Change, always requires effort. All this in combination with the fact that the questions she is "asking" have an emotional load to them is suggesting there is an element of suppression and projection from her own unresolved feelings of inadequacy and uncertainty and her inability dealing with it preceding her perspective from which these questions arise. The only world anybody will ever know is their own personal perception. All perceived external negative things are a projection of ones own mind, projected, seen and experienced outside oneself as to not having to deal with them internally. This is a coping mechanism as to deal with the fact that we do not perceive reality as it is but as we want to see it. Take yourself for example as you are reading this, how do you know, realy know, that you are reading what ive just written in the way that i actually mean it? That your perception and persceptive of these words isnt in any way inluenced and somewhat tainted by your previous experiences of the past which are colouring your perception of the now? Most people do what they do for two simple reasons, first because everyone else is doing it, second because that's what they have always done. Coming to terms with ones own limitations in perception, assumptions, expectations and perception as being a misrepresentation of the world as it is might seem a scary thing, but only by knowing, accepting this can one open the doorway to understanding growth and change and to align ones own perception and experience with what is happening right now at this moment without any preconceived assumptions and expactions free from the past. But this is my perspective at this point in space and time and surely over time it wil change. Care to share your thoughts? Id like to know your perspective. Telling the Truth: Telling the truth is never easy, because it implys a lie, and we al do lie in some way of another. For who decides what is true? The longer we do it however, the harder it will be without a doubt to tell the truth. Lie wil cover lie, and youl be blinded by them. So you better be honoust, even if your not. Especially if your not. Being Alone: “Being Alone” is the only way to be. For if you cannot be alone, you cannot truely Be. How can “you” be, if you cant be alone with yourself, by yourself, on yourself, through yourself? People say “Just” be yourself as if being yourself is normal. Being isnt “normal”. If youre normal you are being like eveyone else and if youre being like eveyone else then who are you exactly? No one that is normal is actually being themselfes. Being normal isnt being. Most people consider being themselfes as being different from most people but in that are exactly the same as most people so that isnt being yourself either. Most people actualy dont know "how" to be themselfes that’s why most people will tell you to just be normal. If you want to know who or what you are you must start by knowing who or what you are NOT. Only by knowing who or what you are not you can start to dis-cover and discern who or what you realy are. know this, most people do what they do because A. Everyone else is doing it and B. Because that's what they have always done. Growth, change, discipline, freedom, the Will to Be requires sacrifice, like a snake shedding its skin or a lobster tossing its old house and creating a new one. Who are you? when no one is looking at you? Who do you Desire to Be? The Law Of Life: The more you give the more you receive, the more you receive the more you can give. It is the law of life and growth. But the law goes both ways. If you keep what you have received and do not give it, you shall lose it two fold. And if you take without giving you shall repay it in three fold. So to it is with life. Those who take it shall lose it, Those who give it shall receive it. A sacrifice of yourself unto yourself. Rights: "Rights" are given so they can be taken away. Is this freedom? How free are you when your freedom depends on others? Freedom equels responsibility. To be responsible, to have the ability to respond instead of merely reacting. To be your own meassure of what you think, believe, say, and do. The Way: Strategy is the long term goal, and tactics is how you achieve it. Or in other words, like a goal and the road towards it. In my experience, there is no road without a goal, and equally no goal without the road towards it. My hypothesis and perception is that the "way" in which one does something is more important than "what" on does. For what does it mean to do something if one does not know how he does it. Then the road becomes the goal and the goal becomes the road. Just be normal: Just be normal they say, Just be yourself they say, as if being, is normal... Learn to behave, act normal, they say. But "they" dont know, that they dont know. And they are afraid of not knowing. They, dont know "how" to learn. "How" to Be. So they just Act normal. Their Being, is forgotten and they dont remember themselfes. How can they? They dont know because they dont notice that they dont notice, that they have forgotten who or what they are. That they dont remember their self. Most people do what they do because most people do it, and because thats the way they have always done it. Its easy. Are you, like most people? To truly Be, is anything but easy. But its worth every single step of the way. The truth shall set you free. How do i know this? Who am i if i dont know? How can you tell if the truth doesn't exist? And how then can you say it does? You. Dont. Know. So it might Just exist, true, whole, as it is, as it always had been and always will be. Perfect, eternal and incorruptable. Just like you, if you seek, and you will find, and receive because you asked. Believe, and it will be so. To find yourself within the truth, and truth within yourself. Saying it like this, somehow doesn't feel like the truth, but il keep trying, keep desiring, keep turning it over and over in my mind, until it is perfect as it is, no matter how i say it or to whom i might say it. Undeniable, unquestionable, the whole truth as it is wil be known and shown for all to be. Or maybe im just thinking to much and feeling to little to see and to be. The more i think about it the weirder it becomes. Letting go... Do i dare to? I dont know. And yet, without thinking about it, i do. Feels like spaghetti, its all mixed up. But it will become clear once it becomes clear. And it will. What I Know: The more i know, the more i know how little i know. The more i know how little i know, the more i see i do not know at all. To know is to know that one doesn't know at all. Thats all there realy is to know How strong is one really, if one cannot admit that one isnt strong? There lies strength in knowing ones own weakness, for how does one know his strength if one doesn't know his weakness? How strong is one really, if one cannot admit that one isnt strong? Knowing your own ignorance, leads to wisdom. Wisdom begins where knowledge ends. Wisdom, is acting on the truth, that one does not know. And you want control over your life? How much control do you really have, if you cannot admit that you are not in control? David, i sincerely hope you read my message. Forgive me my English as it is not my first language. I started writing one month ago and it is still work in progress. However i deem it ablosutely nescessary to share this for there is no time to lose. I hope to hear from you. Kind regards, i wish you the best and keep going. Kenzo Kollen from the Netherlands
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