Ethel

Listening to 'Dead Can Dance' is a cleansing journey for the soul.

I was looking through some of my old posts, and looked at one from 2020. I have an exceptional memory. On a spectrum, mine is somewhere between "excellent" and "eidetic", and I am certain that this specific post was "liked" by a particular forum user, who, at some point or another, withdrew that like. 

Perhaps it is "ego" that I am mentioning this, but it is DEFINITELY ego for someone to do that. This is profoundly pathetic.

I see you. You are either a very obvious game player or you have a very weak sense of self. Either way I feel sorry for you.

There was a researcher a few years ago who did a few lectures on Google Hangouts/Talks At Google and I have forgotten his name. These Google hangouts lectures were on youtube and now I cannot find them. I cannot remember the guys name, but his subject matter was alternative history, roughly. His most distinctive mannerism was an odd vocal tic in which he made a weird noise with his nose and it sounded like someone passing wind. If you read this and know who the fuck I'm talking about, please reply to this post with his name. Many thanks.

" You are not to blame for bittersweet distractors"

Last night, I was contemplating the topic of removing obstacles to further awakening, i.e. attachments, coping mechanisms etc. I am struggling to remove certain attachments from my life.

When I went to sleep I had a dream about Hindu God Ganesha Chathurthi (Ganesh). 

Ganesha is known as the remover of obstacles.

If you think this is a coincidence, I have some fantastic seafront property in Switzerland you may be interested in.

My insight into the last two years is now provable. I said way back, roughly halfway through 2020 that the widespread wearing of facemasks would have a detrimental impact on the behaviour, psychology, learning and development of children and now, here we are, in April of 2022 and it is now being confirmed by Ofsted that many children are now basically retarded as a result of the face mask situation and several other facets of the Scamdemic. I called it. I should stop doubting myself. Somewhere on this forum there will be a post where I said this. I think even David Icke didn't touch upon this aspect of the Scamdemic much, if at all.

https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/education-60981450

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c56z7G-6Onc

There is a stand piled sky high with Convid tests as you walk into my local supermarket. I can't get the image out of my mind of me, dowsing it in lighter fluid and throwing a lit match at it. Oh well. It's not like I'm actually going to do it...

*laughs maniacally*

It is said that the light in this physical reality is much harsher than the light in what comes after this. After reading about NDE's and information from various channelers, it seems that the light of the other realms is much more comfortable. On days like today, I find the sunlight absolutely extreme. My eyes feel like they are being scorched. I am wearing sunglasses and it is still too bright.

It scarcely needs to be said, but the Ukraine situation is being used to create gargantuan amounts of horrible energy. People are watching images on the news which are creating fear, sadness, depression, anguish, anger. And all of that is food for the PTB. PLEASE people, don't fall into their disgraceful trap.

I am setting hard boundaries with people and refusing to allow them to drag me into the media manipulation. Even if the situation is as we are being told, there is nothing anyone can do to stop it. Do people think that looking at images on a screen in any way changes the situation? Or helps it? My God, people have literally learned nothing from the last two years.

It is happening again; I am literally surrounded everywhere I go by people who can't see when they're being manipulated, and I'm falling down into that pit of perceptual isolation again. People just aren't learning. This is honestly just so, so upsetting. I don't know how many more years I can tolerate watching people allowing themselves to be manipulated in so many ways. It's just maddening.

I would like to share some insights I had today. These insights apply to many people, including myself. Our society has been designed more and more since the turn of the century to encourage addiction and promote addictive, hedonistic behaviours. I have been no stranger to this in my lifetime, having has addictions to a variety of things, including cigarettes, painkillers, cannabis, Internet, etc. Last year I successfully ended my addiction to cigarettes and it has now been over six months. What has become clearer and clearer to me, however, is how this scenario has been engineered by our 'Masters' i.e. this so-called Illuminati who created our society and are steering all of us until we become conscious enough to change the path we are on.

And this is what I intend to do. Over the past few months I became more and more aware of compulsive behaviours within myself; constantly refreshing the home page of youtube to get a different selection of videos, periodically going onto facebook looking for interesting notifications and stimulating posts in the news feed, the emotional dependence on certain TV shows, especially ones which show characters achieving a degree of connection which I lack in my own life. Video games give me a level of control and a sense of freedom I struggle to find in real life. 

All of this was planned by the mass manipulators who control human society as we know it and literally shape paradigms. Mass addiction is one of their greatest success stories. And I am sick and tired to the back teeth of being one of their statistics. 

So my plan is a dopamine detox. During this ninety day period I will endeavour to abstain from: all unnecessary Internet usage, listening to music, watching films or TV shows, eating junk or 'pleasure' foods, playing video games, engaging in compulsive spending or otherwise distracting myself.

I mention this here because I know it is something which affects everyone, and also because there are presumably people on this forum who understand that the PTB in this world want us all sick and addicted to things. Maybe this post will inspire you. I know I can do it and I hope it reveals something to me. I will be sure to let you know how it goes, take care.

It occurred to me after a recent visit to a dentist that what is occurring in society right now is a corrosion of individuality in order to replace that with the collective. A corrosion of individual preferences, perspective and values so that groupthink, the hive mind and tribalism can take their place.

The problem with this is that the collective are not capable of choosing a set of values which are beneficial to all of us, or even a set of values at all. Rather, they are primarily geared towards a fear-based perspective, and a person like myself, who wants to actually receive dental treatment and look after the teeth I have, instead has to stand by and watch a couple of fully-grown adults behaving like stupid children pretending to be in some sort of danger. The two "dentists" generally behaved insanely, even at one point stating that they would have to wait five minutes to bring my prescription (for an anti-inflammatory I won't be using) out to the reception because they "have to wait five minutes before opening the drawer". This actually happened.

Individuality is being attacked in the world right now, so that the horde can usher in the psychopathic values of their masters: fear, suspicion, cruelty, callousness. Someone requiring a filling in their tooth is secondary to the imagined, and entirely bogus threat of the ever present "Covid". It lurks in every corner, waiting to pounce at any given moment, so that it can cruelly and vindictively strike down healthy adults with immune systems. 

I could tell that the woman who examined my teeth thought she was doing me some kind of massive favour, and she more or less told me so. I showed remarkable restraint, but watching their deranged antics has actually left me feeling unwell. I left there actually feeling faint and tearful, then had to come home and cry, because for some odd reason, watching people behave like fucking insane lunatics is quite upsetting to me.

It's probably nothing, but what are the odds that one person is contacted by both Ipsos Mori and the NHS after being selected at 'random' to answer questions which both directly or indirectly relate to a certain fake virus?

Maybe it's just another of these striking 'coincidences' which are so common nowadays.

Either way, I'm still not having their shitty little injection.

Nor am I answering their questions.

I was thinking today about people I had relationships with in the past and thought of them getting this injection and I felt incredibly sad. Even though some of those relationships did not end particularly nicely, and even though there are others I haven't seen for years, I felt helpless and also saddened by the thought of those people going down this particular road. I know it isn't anyone's job to 'save' another person but it's still sad to think of people you once cared about going down the kind of road they might very well be going down. 

Maybe "warning" people about the dangers of the Convid 'vaccines' is not such a great idea. What if they're placebos? Imagine you tell someone the vaccine will harm or even kill them, and they believe you, but are then foolish enough to go and have it, then, through the power of their own negative beliefs (the nocebo effect), the vaccine ends up killing them. It's entirely possible this is what's happening. Imagine that. Imagine if the 'anti-vaxxers' were indirectly responsible for the deaths of people who have been vaccinated. 

I won't be having this jab - ever. But at the end of the day, every adult in the Western world knows there are risks to any medical procedure. Nobody has to point this out. They are responsible for their own lives - why run the risk of them believing you, then having the jab and dying as a result of it because of beliefs which you instilled in them? Think about it.

BTW - I am not trying to 'persuade' anyone. I could be entirely wrong. They could legitimately be full of stuff which is killing people. I am just bouncing ideas around; that's what people who think critically do.

INFORMATION WANTED: 

Hi folks. If any of you have any useful info you could give me on 'Monoatomic Gold' it would be greatly appreciated. Personal experiences and/or general (well-researched) and articulate information about it is also desirable. I used to ingest it years ago, but I don't really have that much of a view on it one way or another. I remain unsure whether it's a legitimate thing or an 'illuminati' ruse.

Up until the last fortnight or so, I was convinced another lockdown was coming, if not by the end of this year, then early next year. I was sure this would be blamed on those who haven't has the Convid 'jab'.

Maybe this is silly, but I am now starting to wonder whether another lockdown will happen. Just a feeling...

I made the decision today that I will no longer be carrying the sunflower lanyard on me when I am out and about. I will not explain, justify our defend my right to breath properly. Any place which asks me to provide evidence of anything will be reported and/ or dealt with through official channels or being named and shamed.

I am not your bitch.

I am not your slave.

I am not your house negro.

I am not your Jew, living in Nazi Germany.

It is my belief that this perspective going around that the non vaccinated should stay away from those who have been vaccinated is a viewpoint designed to further divide society. It is my opinion that if you trace it back to it's origins, you will find that the person who originated it wants to divide society. It is obvious. 

Our society is divided enough. Apartheid is a terrible idea.

I am saying nothing more about this. 

Regarding the video which is going viral right now, of the Polish man living in Canada who stood up to the police.

This was one of the best things I have seen for over thirteen months. So hopeful, so inspiring. It's his conviction which inspires me; the ferocity of his "GET OUT!" Not to mentions his righteous anger. Truly, truly great to see.

I would look the Queen directly in the eye and tell her that I don't give a shit about her opinion on what people do or don't inject into their body, or the opinions of her family. Lets focus instead on the fact that they are descended from Germans and have notorious, well-known ties to the Nazis. Lets also focus on Prince Andrew's involvement with renowned paedophile Jeffrey Epstein, and lets all cast our minds back to the entire royal family's sickening ties to King Paedophile Jimmy Saville. This person, and her entire family, are not credible in any way, shape or form. On the contrary, they are a sickening reminder of just what an insane, damaged world our species has created. Go to hell, your majesty.

I don't know if there is light at the end of the tunnel for everyone. There will be for some people, I think. There are people of a very high level of consciousness who will manage to retain at least some quality of life even as the current situation worsens.

But for myself, I don't know how I can get through what is to come. My life was already hard, in a certain way. But now, I am in an almost constant state of discomfort. 

Some people are lucky enough to go about their lives and see other people like them. Non mask wearers, the non compliant. This will reassure them, and make them feel less alone.

I have one person in my entire life who I see regularly who is non compliant. One.

The rest are all system slaves of the worst kind. They have been distancing themselves, which suits me in a way, because it is a strain to be around them. The only way it is managed is by avoiding the subject of 'it' altogether.

Day after day, week after week, I walk around looking at these masked idiots, feeling more and more and more alone, and I really just want it all to be over.

Day after day I cry bitter tears of total grief, for the sense of belonging and connection I wanted to have in this life and that I am reminded I don't have and never have had, every single day.

I just long for my constant mental suffering to be over. It is like living with a constant internal itch which never goes away. I can no longer remember the last time I felt happiness but I'm sure it was years ago. I resent being alive now.

I deliberately formed a belief that I would never reincarnate and that if the archontic soul trap is real, I will say no to it. I couldn't stand any more.

I know there must surely be even more tough times ahead and I don't know for the life of me how I'm going to get through them. 

I feel disgust when I look at people wearing these masks on their face. The masks are dirty and I am convinced most people are not mindful of this. They are undoubtedly rife with stinking bacteria. I feel barely any affinity with these people. I wonder if I am a separate species - I certainly feel like it.

There are some people who combine the mask with a hat which is low on the brow bone, so that you can barely see their piggy eyes glaring out at you. I look at them with contempt, my feelings of misanthropy swirling inside. I pray to discover the qualities necessary to deal with what's ahead.

I am sure the connection has probably been made before on this forum, but it just occurred to me that the word 'Corona' refers to a crown, and crowns are worn by 'Sovereigns'.

We are sovereign beings being told that we potentially carry a fake virus named after a crown.

Hmmmmmmm.

The issue of just how many people are failing to see through the Covid deception continues to baffle and sadden me.

Whilst I concur that more people are seeing through the mainstream narrative than before, the reality of this does not always filter through to every facet of day to day life, so realistically, large amounts of time can be spent feeling totally and utterly alone. Whilst I am not a stranger to that particular feeling, I am growing wearier as it intensifies.

Sometimes there are people I would expect to "get it" who don't, to an alarming degree. The spiritual community, for example, seems split to a degree which surprises me. I already knew that there were lots of spiritual bypassers, and people who approach their spiritual practice with a large helping of denial, but I was astonished today upon witnessing an Internet community crawling with Covidiots defending the use of face masks and using 0.0% critical thinking in the forming of their perspective on face masks.

They seemed unaware of the slave connotations, far less the Oxygen deprivation issue. The idea of wearing a filthy, disgusting, bacteria infested rag over their faces did not seem to perturb them, presumably because their fears regarding this issue were masked (pun intended) by the enjoyment associated with virtue-signaling and lying about "saving lives".

I learned today that certain airlines have already decided to prohibit travel for the unvaccinated. This didn't surprise me, but fit it into the bigger picture: there are dozens of vaccinations, before age 21, and at no point in history has there ever been social consequences for not vaccinating, other than being subjected to disapproval from system slaves and science worshippers. But now, we are being told by a major airline that people who haven't been vaccinated against a 'virus' with a 99% survival rate cannot travel on their planes? Wow. The levels of Totalitarian aggression are getting really intense now, and we're still only at the beginning.

I become more convinced with every day that passes that the idea of 'society' is absolutely unworkable. To throw millions of people, of millions of different levels of consciousness together, have them living and working on top of each other, and then cobble together some arbitrary set of rules and guidelines for all of those people to follow is beyond insane. And it is now all coming home to roost. Because ownership of land is tied in with 'state' (tyranny), it is impossible to get around any of this. If I find somewhere to set up shelter, and forage around for food, the cretins from this system come along, poke their nose in and start throwing their weight around. Do you think you're getting away from masks, hand sanitizer and antisocial distancing? No of course you're not, because you live in a society, and non-participation in this society is not an option, so you will comply, or die. essentially. On some level, compliance is forced, whether through the use of fiat currency, your strawman, your false self, or some other Satanic creation, they have you cornered, and the only way you're gonna avoid the sterile whiff of ethanol whilst looking at masked slaves is either through ascension, non-compliance, changing the paradigm, or all three.