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  1. Last night, I was contemplating the topic of removing obstacles to further awakening, i.e. attachments, coping mechanisms etc. I am struggling to remove certain attachments from my life.

     

    When I went to sleep I had a dream about Hindu God Ganesha Chathurthi (Ganesh). 

     

    Ganesha is known as the remover of obstacles.

     

    If you think this is a coincidence, I have some fantastic seafront property in Switzerland you may be interested in.

  2. My insight into the last two years is now provable. I said way back, roughly halfway through 2020 that the widespread wearing of facemasks would have a detrimental impact on the behaviour, psychology, learning and development of children and now, here we are, in April of 2022 and it is now being confirmed by Ofsted that many children are now basically retarded as a result of the face mask situation and several other facets of the Scamdemic. I called it. I should stop doubting myself. Somewhere on this forum there will be a post where I said this. I think even David Icke didn't touch upon this aspect of the Scamdemic much, if at all.

     

    https://www.bbc.co.uk/news/education-60981450

     

    https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=c56z7G-6Onc

     

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      I was referring specifically to the part about not seeing facial expressions and lip movements and the subsequent effect of both of those. However, if you say he highlighted it, then he did. I respect him greatly.

       

      The crux was mainly my anger regarding the fact that I doubt myself and question myself continuously and this was quite a major thing to be right about. Self doubt is difficult to live with.

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  3. There is a stand piled sky high with Convid tests as you walk into my local supermarket. I can't get the image out of my mind of me, dowsing it in lighter fluid and throwing a lit match at it. Oh well. It's not like I'm actually going to do it...

     

    *laughs maniacally*

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      It's been on the cards for a while that people have to pay, but I didn't know they'd actually done it. Truly extraordinary; people are actually still buying them! Also, where I live, (which has a ridiculously high compliance rate) it appears like mask compliance has actually gone up. I had several people eyeballing me today for not wearing a mask. It had to be that; I was literally the only one out of hundreds not wearing one.

       

      Imagine that for a second. It's exactly two years and they still haven't 'got it'. How utterly depressing is that?

       

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  4. There is a stand piled sky high with Convid tests as you walk into my local supermarket. I can't get the image out of my mind of me, dowsing it in lighter fluid and throwing a lit match at it. Oh well. It's not like I'm actually going to do it...

     

    *laughs maniacally*

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      I can't really comment on this, because I purposefully avoid all media exposure. I am aware Russia is at war with Ukraine, but other than that, nada.

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  5. It is said that the light in this physical reality is much harsher than the light in what comes after this. After reading about NDE's and information from various channelers, it seems that the light of the other realms is much more comfortable. On days like today, I find the sunlight absolutely extreme. My eyes feel like they are being scorched. I am wearing sunglasses and it is still too bright.

  6. It scarcely needs to be said, but the Ukraine situation is being used to create gargantuan amounts of horrible energy. People are watching images on the news which are creating fear, sadness, depression, anguish, anger. And all of that is food for the PTB. PLEASE people, don't fall into their disgraceful trap.

     

    I am setting hard boundaries with people and refusing to allow them to drag me into the media manipulation. Even if the situation is as we are being told, there is nothing anyone can do to stop it. Do people think that looking at images on a screen in any way changes the situation? Or helps it? My God, people have literally learned nothing from the last two years.

     

    It is happening again; I am literally surrounded everywhere I go by people who can't see when they're being manipulated, and I'm falling down into that pit of perceptual isolation again. People just aren't learning. This is honestly just so, so upsetting. I don't know how many more years I can tolerate watching people allowing themselves to be manipulated in so many ways. It's just maddening.

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      Also, another point which occurred to me was that, as we speak, there are literally dozens of ongoing civil wars occurring on planet earth in which there will almost certainly be people dying - yet the media doesn't place regular focus on this. Why? What is the agenda behind ignoring tragic and preventable deaths in some instances, whilst focusing a gigantic spotlight on others?

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  7. It scarcely needs to be said, but the Ukraine situation is being used to create gargantuan amounts of horrible energy. People are watching images on the news which are creating fear, sadness, depression, anguish, anger. And all of that is food for the PTB. PLEASE people, don't fall into their disgraceful trap.

     

    I am setting hard boundaries with people and refusing to allow them to drag me into the media manipulation. Even if the situation is as we are being told, there is nothing anyone can do to stop it. Do people think that looking at images on a screen in any way changes the situation? Or helps it? My God, people have literally learned nothing from the last two years.

     

    It is happening again; I am literally surrounded everywhere I go by people who can't see when they're being manipulated, and I'm falling down into that pit of perceptual isolation again. People just aren't learning. This is honestly just so, so upsetting. I don't know how many more years I can tolerate watching people allowing themselves to be manipulated in so many ways. It's just maddening.

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      @Fluke Yes, the "I wish they'd leave me alone part" is what I relate to. People try and suck you into their fear and scaremongering and then actually misrepresent what they are doing as 'empathy' for the Ukrainian people. I am not sure how people in the West passively watching images on a television screen improves the lives of the Ukrainian people? And that's always supposing I believe every last bit of the official 'story', which I'm not sure I do.

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  8. It scarcely needs to be said, but the Ukraine situation is being used to create gargantuan amounts of horrible energy. People are watching images on the news which are creating fear, sadness, depression, anguish, anger. And all of that is food for the PTB. PLEASE people, don't fall into their disgraceful trap.

     

    I am setting hard boundaries with people and refusing to allow them to drag me into the media manipulation. Even if the situation is as we are being told, there is nothing anyone can do to stop it. Do people think that looking at images on a screen in any way changes the situation? Or helps it? My God, people have literally learned nothing from the last two years.

     

    It is happening again; I am literally surrounded everywhere I go by people who can't see when they're being manipulated, and I'm falling down into that pit of perceptual isolation again. People just aren't learning. This is honestly just so, so upsetting. I don't know how many more years I can tolerate watching people allowing themselves to be manipulated in so many ways. It's just maddening.

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      @Mitochondrial Eve

       

      I think I kind of understand where you are coming from with this. Observing large numbers of people all focusing on the Ukraine situation in a similar way triggers a reactionary part of me that wants to do the opposite and also triggers extreme loneliness.

       

      The problem is, I am still convinced that focusing negatively on the Ukraine situation isn't helping anyone. 

       

      I guess what I take away from your comment is that I need to introspect on why people being manipulated by the mainstream media is such a huge trigger for me...

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  9. It occurred to me after a recent visit to a dentist that what is occurring in society right now is a corrosion of individuality in order to replace that with the collective. A corrosion of individual preferences, perspective and values so that groupthink, the hive mind and tribalism can take their place.

     

    The problem with this is that the collective are not capable of choosing a set of values which are beneficial to all of us, or even a set of values at all. Rather, they are primarily geared towards a fear-based perspective, and a person like myself, who wants to actually receive dental treatment and look after the teeth I have, instead has to stand by and watch a couple of fully-grown adults behaving like stupid children pretending to be in some sort of danger. The two "dentists" generally behaved insanely, even at one point stating that they would have to wait five minutes to bring my prescription (for an anti-inflammatory I won't be using) out to the reception because they "have to wait five minutes before opening the drawer". This actually happened.

     

    Individuality is being attacked in the world right now, so that the horde can usher in the psychopathic values of their masters: fear, suspicion, cruelty, callousness. Someone requiring a filling in their tooth is secondary to the imagined, and entirely bogus threat of the ever present "Covid". It lurks in every corner, waiting to pounce at any given moment, so that it can cruelly and vindictively strike down healthy adults with immune systems. 

     

    I could tell that the woman who examined my teeth thought she was doing me some kind of massive favour, and she more or less told me so. I showed remarkable restraint, but watching their deranged antics has actually left me feeling unwell. I left there actually feeling faint and tearful, then had to come home and cry, because for some odd reason, watching people behave like fucking insane lunatics is quite upsetting to me.

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      A lot of the time it doesn't get to me but this was special level weird. Plus I hate having my face touched as well so it was extra creepy and unpleasant. A lot of what's going on just feels so isolating.

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  10. “Omicron variant” – just more social engineering?

    https://thegrumpyowl.co.uk/2021/12/18/omicron-variant-just-more-social-engineering/

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      Like you say , the vaccine passports are nothing to do with safety. It is about rewarding compliance and punishing non compliance, simple as that. The whole narrative is so full of holes that sometimes you just have to take a step back and marvel at the insanity of it all

  11. Is it bad that I'm not even 30 yet and I look forward to going bed? Literally excited for my head to hit the pillow 

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      Trust good old Mozzer to come up with a quote about one of my favourite things in life

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  12. Is it bad that I'm not even 30 yet and I look forward to going bed? Literally excited for my head to hit the pillow 

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      Ethel

      No, it's not bad. I have felt this way myself. I have loads of blankets and like to create a cocoon type of effects. I love it.

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  13. Up until the last fortnight or so, I was convinced another lockdown was coming, if not by the end of this year, then early next year. I was sure this would be blamed on those who haven't has the Convid 'jab'.

     

    Maybe this is silly, but I am now starting to wonder whether another lockdown will happen. Just a feeling...

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      That's usually a sign that you're in tune with the universe. Synchronicity is a fascinating subject. If you have never read it, I highly recommend the book:

       

      "Synchronicity: The Marriage Of Matter And Psyche" by F. David Peat

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  14. Up until the last fortnight or so, I was convinced another lockdown was coming, if not by the end of this year, then early next year. I was sure this would be blamed on those who haven't has the Convid 'jab'.

     

    Maybe this is silly, but I am now starting to wonder whether another lockdown will happen. Just a feeling...

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      Also, it wasn't intentional that this was posted at 11:11. 

       

      I only just noticed.

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  15. Up until the last fortnight or so, I was convinced another lockdown was coming, if not by the end of this year, then early next year. I was sure this would be blamed on those who haven't has the Convid 'jab'.

     

    Maybe this is silly, but I am now starting to wonder whether another lockdown will happen. Just a feeling...

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      The only thing I can really put my finger on in this entire scenario is that something isn't 'right', obviously. But my brain is fried trying to figure out the next move. The only thing I am really sure about is that those of us not taking the fake vaccine are going to be 'punished' in myriad ways , I know this because it is already happening. The shaming tactics; it's deplorable

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  16. I made the decision today that I will no longer be carrying the sunflower lanyard on me when I am out and about. I will not explain, justify our defend my right to breath properly. Any place which asks me to provide evidence of anything will be reported and/ or dealt with through official channels or being named and shamed.

     

    I am not your bitch.

    I am not your slave.

    I am not your house negro.

    I am not your Jew, living in Nazi Germany.

  17. I made the decision today that I will no longer be carrying the sunflower lanyard on me when I am out and about. I will not explain, justify our defend my right to breath properly. Any place which asks me to provide evidence of anything will be reported and/ or dealt with through official channels or being named and shamed.

     

    I am not your bitch.

    I am not your slave.

    I am not your house negro.

    I am not your Jew, living in Nazi Germany.

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      What prompted it was an experience in a comic book store recently when the staff member began harassing me for 'proof' of exemption. When I went into my bag to show her the lanyard I felt small and ashamed. I was degrading myself, when you fit it into the bigger picture. I cannot keep doing it.

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  18. I don't know if there is light at the end of the tunnel for everyone. There will be for some people, I think. There are people of a very high level of consciousness who will manage to retain at least some quality of life even as the current situation worsens.

     

    But for myself, I don't know how I can get through what is to come. My life was already hard, in a certain way. But now, I am in an almost constant state of discomfort. 

     

    Some people are lucky enough to go about their lives and see other people like them. Non mask wearers, the non compliant. This will reassure them, and make them feel less alone.

     

    I have one person in my entire life who I see regularly who is non compliant. One.

     

    The rest are all system slaves of the worst kind. They have been distancing themselves, which suits me in a way, because it is a strain to be around them. The only way it is managed is by avoiding the subject of 'it' altogether.

     

    Day after day, week after week, I walk around looking at these masked idiots, feeling more and more and more alone, and I really just want it all to be over.

     

    Day after day I cry bitter tears of total grief, for the sense of belonging and connection I wanted to have in this life and that I am reminded I don't have and never have had, every single day.

     

    I just long for my constant mental suffering to be over. It is like living with a constant internal itch which never goes away. I can no longer remember the last time I felt happiness but I'm sure it was years ago. I resent being alive now.

     

    I deliberately formed a belief that I would never reincarnate and that if the archontic soul trap is real, I will say no to it. I couldn't stand any more.

     

    I know there must surely be even more tough times ahead and I don't know for the life of me how I'm going to get through them. 

     

     

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      Yes, writing definitely helps, it is something I should probably do more of. I used to like my own company too but that gradually changed over the years, I am working on it though.

       

      There are lots of singers and bands that have fallen in and out of favour with me over the years, but Morrissey/Smiths has never went down in my estimation.

       

      I Still love them as much as I always did.

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  19. I don't know if there is light at the end of the tunnel for everyone. There will be for some people, I think. There are people of a very high level of consciousness who will manage to retain at least some quality of life even as the current situation worsens.

     

    But for myself, I don't know how I can get through what is to come. My life was already hard, in a certain way. But now, I am in an almost constant state of discomfort. 

     

    Some people are lucky enough to go about their lives and see other people like them. Non mask wearers, the non compliant. This will reassure them, and make them feel less alone.

     

    I have one person in my entire life who I see regularly who is non compliant. One.

     

    The rest are all system slaves of the worst kind. They have been distancing themselves, which suits me in a way, because it is a strain to be around them. The only way it is managed is by avoiding the subject of 'it' altogether.

     

    Day after day, week after week, I walk around looking at these masked idiots, feeling more and more and more alone, and I really just want it all to be over.

     

    Day after day I cry bitter tears of total grief, for the sense of belonging and connection I wanted to have in this life and that I am reminded I don't have and never have had, every single day.

     

    I just long for my constant mental suffering to be over. It is like living with a constant internal itch which never goes away. I can no longer remember the last time I felt happiness but I'm sure it was years ago. I resent being alive now.

     

    I deliberately formed a belief that I would never reincarnate and that if the archontic soul trap is real, I will say no to it. I couldn't stand any more.

     

    I know there must surely be even more tough times ahead and I don't know for the life of me how I'm going to get through them. 

     

     

    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      That person is a parent. They don't keep good health either. 

       

      Sorry you have nobody. It would seem I am headed for that myself. I don't know what the meaning of it all is.

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  20. Reality

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    1. Ethel

      Ethel

      Are you retarded? If you believe in the concepts of 'state', 'government' or 'authority', you very well might be.

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