Thunderbutt

This deserves a much more in depth answer, probably this evening after work. For now, long story short, I have found help. Or better put, help found me. It's not easy being homeless and living in a car with two rottweilers who are very possessive and protective over their owner.

This is awesome BTW. I hope to one day be able to say the same. Something about being at the end of your rope and being dragged through the mud, reaching for help spiritually, and pleading for forgiveness, triggers some kind of process within the soul.

I was. I was raised Catholic. Since my rebirth however, I've gone back to a clean slate. I refuse to put faith in anything that cannot exist in a vacuum. Unfortunately, as far as I can tell thus far within my own personal experience, the name Jesus requires scripture to be known. I've made it clear though, that I will reserve a spot in my heart for him, and if he wants to fill that void he knows what to do.

The most extreme things happen only when I'm on my knees pleading for help, coincidentally after a full repentance. The first was during the death of my wife which took eleven days. Then again after coming to terms with the NIH death protocol at which point I lost my mind for a week. Then again when I came to terms with the fact that I didn't know anything about the world I live in, which I refer to being born again, because that's what it felt like. Then again when praying for guidance over a three day fast. Again when taking care of my mother who developed dementia. I couldn't work and we had to camp for 6 months in an RV. I was forced to starve myself several times for days and ran out of water many times as well. It broke my heart to not have water for my dogs, who are my best friends. The last time was when living in my car with my two rottweilers starving with no food. The sinless one is my objective name for what I use to refer to as the Holy Spirit. But since I'm convinced that religion is propaganda I have flushed all structured religion from my subconscious. This is the only entity that I have ever felt that is pure. I also refer to it as the only source of truth.

I refuse to encompass my spiritual experiences within any predefined religion. My spiritual growth was triggered by the death of my wife in 2021. 1: Was shown the importance of forgiveness and repentance by the sinless one, and how both are required in order to release my soul so that I can grow spiritually. 2: Experienced a penetrating light scan every crevasse of my soul. This was the first time I'd actually seen my soul, which is shaped like an egg. This was then quickly followed by an amazing feeling of acceptance, which was the answer to my question on whether or not I was worthy of the proposition that I was imposing. 3: Once my proposition was accepted I was lead down the rabbit hole to discovery, at which point I realized that nothing is as I thought it was, and it was that point where my faith became stronger than the physical world around me, and I was reborn. I was then given an image of where I would be a year later, and it was perfectly accurate to the T. 4: I have seen the little spirits that convert your addictions to the physical realm into energy. They are slaves to their masters, and are little spiritual blobs. 5: These spirits hang on you, weighing you down. On two different occasions during the most trying points in my life, I was on my knees pleading for guidance, this was not of my conscious doing mind you, I stood up and looked to the ground, and could see all these little spirits clinging to my sails. A spiritual energy blasted out of my eyes just like that big metal machine in the Thor movie, blasting these parasitic spirits and shrinking them to nothing. I literally heard them crying as a group once they were removed from my soul. Right after this process was completed I felt what I can only describe as a tube, or tunnel, joining my mind with the sinless one, which lasted several hours. 6: I have learned that all spiritual entities contain a moral signature that can be used to create a firewall and encryption tunnels. 7: I experienced a file upload from my mind into the spirit realm. 8: I have seen a tiny fragment of what exists, for me anyway, and I can only describe what I saw as a massive network. I now understand and am fully on board with the soul trap/farm matrix theory.

What you definitely will never hear them talk about is the true sinless one, and the fact that every spirit is encapsulated along with a moral signature, which allows you to create a moral firewall and encryption tunnel. ;)

True. He also continues to promote the retardation of America by refusing to talk about the technology in the vaxx, playing down the controlled burn of LA, assigning a front man for VP, etc... It's important to keep things in perspective.

I hope he does something about NGOs. That could temporarily knee cap the deep state while a more permanent solution is developed.

Unfortunately govtube doesn't allow me to watch videos anonymously, but I'm not surprised in the least.

I agree. I find it difficult to believe that Congress can act so well. Though, allowing oneself to believe that we may have just voted our way out of a mess that we were convinced that we couldn't vote our way out of, comes very difficult.

I didn't see anything in the executive orders about not zapping our homeland with 5G microwave emitters. His cabinet assignments show he's going to continue licking the boots of Israel. So far it kinda looks like pendulum BS up front and business as usual behind the scenes, but it's far too early to tell.

Woke up in 2020 like many others, and now, still, the ignorance of humanity never fails to astonish me. Just looking for a place with like minded people where I can have an intelligent conversation.