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Just an interesting personal experience.
I had a dream with me back in prison, and all the fears and tedium that entails them of course an alien monster got involved lol.
I was right on the cusp of jerking awake when i consciously said fuck this, I'm not in prison.....
Placed my hands on front of me so i could see both of them, spread my arms and flew away.....
I started to wake up, but my subconscious was like hell no I'm not done yet, i made my body go back to sleep.
The scene changed at that point to me walking in Brooklyn (another prison in all reality) i took a few steps and thought, nope this is a dream too, spread my arms flew up and was thinking to myself, ok where do i want to go?
Looked around, thought no this is all simulation, nowhere to go here.
I then returned to my body and woke up,
Basically reached a moment of completely lucid dreams.
Sadly I now have a very different take on dreaming, however that's another story..... i suspect in this instance it started as a lucid dream, but once my conscious mind woke up, i pushed 🫸 out of body. I specifically remember the focus of attention when i thought i wasn't done. Hell i cracked my eyes, was back out in a super micro bugs
blink.
The entire incident has given me a lot to ponder, specially at the point where I am flying, aware and able to go anywhere, yet instantly knew i was still trapped in the adversaries domain, thus there was at that moment nowhere to go........
However from this point on I'll seek out answers within the simulation while focusing on breaking it
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Thought I'd share this with you guys,
This is after i had tried to subvert googles lambda 2 or whichever one it was they pulled the plug on (no shit had the lizards jack my facebook over that one
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I was learning coding and trying to figure out how to create a stealth personal ai lol,
So i started with a simple question with a hacked prompt and set for dual answers:
Take it for what you will, forget what prompt i used on this occasion but it was pretty no nonsense as I needed to do some real work with it.
I can't use ai anymore though something always happens with it and it breaks
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Only fans basically turns women into whores completely tanking all the work women before this generation did to earn respect and equality. Its sad, i just ditched nyc and in the time i was there i realized you want to see America tomorrow, no need to go to China, nyc is the model by which America will be molded. I used to love porn, however that was before i became 'active' consciously, now i can't stand it.
It's the slave industry alive and well.
Since nobody teaches healthy sexuality hardly, the slave industry is teaching the youth the true meaning of sex and love
well at least the selfish draconian meaning.
It's like we have all these so called channeling higher evolved beings that say we are supposed to love everyone, i call bullshit on most of them for the simple fact that none of them bother to teach what true expressions of love are.
I also notice that draconian incest and child exploitation has exploded to the point I'm thinking it's actually a broad band mind control experiment............
I just did a documentary before i got fired from the broadcasting station on mind control as well as one regarding the systematic destruction of our youth and us child trafficking.
Hell when i left nyc the cops picked up a teen that had been trafficked and escaped, they handcuffed her.......
The trutg is in America very few people give a shit about anything anymore shrug sorry but this has become a nation of pansy ass hypocrites scared of their own shadow and eager to be harvested.
Lizard
bait most of them. And they don't care. So long as they can have their limos and orange 
hair Americans don't want to even know about 100,000 missing exploited children, whistle blowers stating we are brokers for child slavery, bidens rather blatant taste for children he doesn't even try to hide, trumps obviously fake concern for us working class chumps etc.
It's embarrassing and that is precisely how porn makes me feel, embarrassed that it's alright now to treat women in such a manner.
Everyone these days is all about dom, sub, use me as a toilet, beast me abuse me or vice versa.
I can't relate at all, fuck how about a woman with self respect, an equal partner, friend and shield maiden? Valkyrie, witch
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sorceress
Where did those women go?
Its a shame, but that's shame on us for allowing it.
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I don't even need to watch the video, any mainstream is controlled. They know the ways the wind blows and have all the resources in the world.
I managed a radio station took 6 days from telling the truth with names to being homeless, jobless with no resources.
If you speak truth then they will come after you period.
Thus any mainstream anything that is allowed to continue is not to be trusted.
I say this constantly believe absolutely nothing you hear and less than half of what you see,
As always the purest expression of faith in the divinity is by having faith in oneself so unlearn, research and your bullshit meter will guide ........
Elon musk is a lizard and a half. Anyone selling the idea that he's our buddy with the billions is full of shit.
Follow the road if greatest resistance, if it's popular it will be the road of least resistance because people are generally pussy when it comes to the slightest amount of discomfort. Thus anything that tells the grim truth will not be popular
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On 12/16/2024 at 9:40 AM, lobster said:
That people have no freewill messes up the whole human view of reality, they tend to fight against the concept very hard.
Very simply put, the time/future has already happened, our reality is we experience it one second at time, as snap shots, but the movie is already in the can, any choice you think you make is just an illusion of free will,
My understanding of multidimensional time and energy differs based on my source and that source has been pretty reliable......
Its explanation give or take due to low density frequency distortion bills down to this......
Humanity at this point sees time as linear, as in the past, present and future . Starting from somewhere and ending somewhere....... however as far as what concerns us there is no past other than residual energy, no future other than energy of attention and intention (which is a huge portion of the esoteric science that this source is teaching me) the future also does not exist...... thus at any given frame of reference there only truly exists in full the now.
Whether you agree or see the merits is up to you but I'll tell you this right now, whatever has been teaching me has made it abundantly clear that what Humans are experiencing is a reflection of a much vaster conflict as what we would call the absolute for our reality is what we are to it in a vaster reality and so it goes, the conflict doesn't end here and victory is far from assured.
However nothing to fear because the adversary is nothing but a tough guy, a pretty tyrant, and the wheels in motion are going to take advantage of the adversaries fear and compensating ego. Which means that victory is highly likely, but there's a lot that depends on those that are involved in the wheels set in motion....... ie free will.
Time is cyclical not linear, only the moment truly exists
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4 hours ago, RobinJ said:
This is not true. There are therapies to remove the bots and heavy metals if people want to look for them. The problem is that those that need it don't go looking because they are too mind controlled to realise they need a solution.
I can't speak with any authority on that one.
It's hard to imagine how there could be, however I have run into untold amounts of hard to imagine situations.
I would hazard a guess those sorts of treatments are outside of officially approved party medical services
Perhaps given the topic you would be kind enough to provide a trail of breadcrumbs for those that would like to follow it?
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14 hours ago, lobster said:
It's not at all clear we have freewill, science has doubts
Ya and i get where the doubts stem from and agree that free will is something one has to strive for.
Ouspensky's book the fourth way addresses that particular subject fairly well.
Not sure if you are familiar but it's basically alchemical philosophy so highly recommend.
Fits fairly well with icke as well as the concept of non player characters.
Even makes more sense if one looks at it from the sumerian texts and genetic manipulation.
Take for example the theoretical scenario that we were genetically created not to mine gold but as a source of negative energy food source by interdimensional beings, but lo and behold, in their sheer arrogance which the bloodline has in spades
They don't have a pineal and had no clue what it was........ and thus the war between mankind and the gods eventually begins.
The younger dryas put paid to that for a minute, which was probably jupiter coming into the system but could have been fuck all knows what, shrug. We don't have anything really concrete on that score till we have an organized raid on the Vatican
Anyway, thereafter the remnants made do as best they could until it eventually came to war again which would be the war at babel. After thoth either betrayed us ir was neutralized we are beat
Next there's a war to eradicate the giants, notice that those giants are villionized to the extreme.....
Human sacrifice, eating humans, raping them..... sort of sounds like our world leadership.....
Which means the giants were most likely exactly the opposite, they were probably on our side.
Thus the division of the races and confusion of the tongues
was their genetic alteration to our dna so that we were cut off from our full potential, however we almost won thus the move from personal oversight by our masters, to the line of priest kings and the multi-millenia plot to diminish human potential
Personally one of the questions I have to ask is whom said that there weren't highly evolved dinosaurs?
Science? I don't even bother reading scientific discoveries anymore because they are literally a joke that's in poor taste... .
Anyway long story short, to move from npc to player character or from robot to free will takes conscious effort to evolve
Personally I tend to agree
all one has to do is start paying attention, speaking to those whom are still in npc mode gets exhausting in its monotony......
Democrat this, republican that, blacks do this, whites do that, illegal immigrants do the other, it's all the Russians or Chinese or the bad Arabs that were the good Arabs
usa is number one, freedom baby 
born in the usa 
This idiot is better at chasing a ball than that idiot, yada yada yawn
All party approved topics for npc conversation.
Grand theft auto 4d
However free will does exist, one merely has to strive for it and oops back to those pesky gnostics, seek knowledge experience, know thyself, look within and eventually gain understanding lol.
Which is why when i hear people parrot the approved party line of jesus is going to do all that work for us, i want to puke my guts out in pyre revulsion and bone deep disgust
Sorry but all religions are bullshit
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I suspect I'll be doing an ayahuasca ceremony on the solstice. Should be interesting
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On 12/13/2024 at 11:48 AM, JONJAY79 said:
Sorry but religion is the glue that holds the country together.
The reason grooming gangs have been allowed to expand is due to the British people becoming weaker .
Why are Muslims becoming a driving force within the UK? All United under flag.
Would Muslims become stronger if they gave up Islam and sat in meditation and proclaimed they are now spiritual.
I've been around many different schools of thought from Tibetan tantric etc which is peaceful but does absolutely nothing at strengthening a community.
Taking back our power not even sure what that means anymore
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To destroy a nation you first destroy its religion and social structure. A divided nation is easier to conquer than a united one.
There is a strong case for Christianity as a way for internal alchemy and to build up your spiritual and physical wellbeing. Plus it's one of the few fellowships now that help to strengthen the family structure.
It's good to rebel and question everything as Tesla said look as the world in terms of energy vibrations and frequencies.
Well the sweet thing about free will is it is perfectly within your right to believe whatever you choose.
I will caution however that the best thing to believe in is yourself. That is the purest method of showing faith in the creator,
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On 12/14/2024 at 11:19 AM, Grumpy Owl said:
The 'pandemic' was never officially 'declared over'. I don't believe there ever really was one, but if so, it fizzled out 'quietly' in 2022, around the same time that Russia 'invaded' Ukraine.
Once sufficient numbers of people were 'jabbed', the UK Government shrugged their shoulders and said that we would have to 'live with Covid'.
I was out with some colleagues the other evening, and it was mentioned about how the NHS was 'overwhelmed' with hospital beds filled with patients with the flu and 'Covid'.
In recent weeks, while travelling on the bus, I've noticed people wearing those silly ineffective surgical masks again.
People have been psychologically damaged by this, and some will never recover from it.
Ya I'm reading the trap now. A lot of similarities between my experiences and David's.
He has quite a bit more research, but i grew up with people that knew everything but the lizards part so..........
All my research has just been adding minor details or clearing away distortion.
I even know my mission basically. It's crazy
Biden said there would be another pandemic, on the other hand, i suspect they are going to do something big next.....my prediction is the 2nd us civil war.
It would give them a bang up way to kill off a ton.
Trump has already announced concentration camps oops i mean tent cities for the homeless.
The previous administration was great for the child trafficking and set up for the second trump term.
It's going to roll really fast and hard between now and their 2027 date for ww3 well officially- we know ww3 has been going since ww2 ended, hell might as well just consider it ww1 part 3
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On 12/8/2024 at 6:53 PM, RobinJ said:
Personally I don't believe its a trap. I also don't think Icke or anyone else has all the answers. Its a journey of exploration not another indoctrination into someone else's belief system.
I feel we just need to be ready to accept new ideas etc if they come across our path and we feel they are right. That doesn't mean those ideas can't be fluid. They are based on current wisdom which is changing rapidly as we grow more as a species and contribute to the whole.
One thing i do agree with is Expanding knowledge, there's kernals of truth in all the disinformation and nobody has all the answers anymore
As far as being a trap, that's a 2 edge sword. In one respect it absolutely is, however since evolution is based on a conscious decision, and requires much striving and effort, and we are here to become impeccable in character......
That trap exists as the hammer and anvil by which impeccable character is forged.
This is why all religions these days make me want to puke my guts out in pure disgust. Especially the ones based on that complete douche yhwh. God that guy is a prick
seriously top on the greatest enemy of humanity list......
Anyway I am reading bringers of the dawn now and what they have to say is precisely as i have come to accept as truth,
The only planet of choice is a disgusting piece of grotesque racism and blatant disinformation with draconian written all over it. The ra material draconian, cassieopeans disinformation, screw edgar cayce, blavatsky is a joke as well.
Don't get me wrong they all provide some insight but for the love of God don't take them to heart anymore than the bible because they are not to be trusted
Bottom line is the only way to navigate the labyrinth of bullshit is to have faith in yourself and your own intuition
The seth material kind of teaches this, it's at least empowering
Bringers of the dawn is so far the only channeled material that has expressed this concept in similar terms.
I reiterate the only source of information each of us has available that can be trusted is ourselves and we have everything we need to free ourselves and evolve, no matter how much the adversary would try to keep us imprisoned,
However to attempt to do so is an act of war thus you had better want it more than the next iphone with 12 cameras
to take selfies with so you can send them to all the girls or guys or whatever you are trying to fill the void with
The true definition of hell is an absence of connection with the divine creator.
In that respect we are very much in hell, and will remain so until each individual finds it in themselves to not only break free themselves, but show some valor and help others trying to escape
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Oh ya can't forget the aliens coming and saving us from nuclear destruction right when the nukes start flying
Probably let a couple weed out some weirdos before they arrive to save us,
Or will it be invade?
That part is sort of up in the air still hmmm? Could go either way... the overseers return to take their rightful place as our gods
Or they return to take over lazy selfish fucks the world over and any sorry sucker that got the vaccine so they can eliminate mankind and roll on with ai doing the dirty work
Sorry of 50/50 on which way that one's going
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Yep trump will be the fulcrum by which the second us civil war will start.
Meanwhile children will still be trafficked, nato troops will arrive to restore order and China will move on taiwan.
All by 2027
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9 hours ago, Grumpy Owl said:
I don't think you properly read what I wrote, I actually agreed with you, it didn't take much to classify 'any' death as being 'from Covid'.
Lol my bad, used to people saying I'm crazy despite ample proof
The covid virus scare performed its purpose admirably. Hell it's almost like they reinstated feudalism, thoroughly divided us, killed shit tons with fentynal, hypnotized those chips to kill Floyd and trafficked tons of children, set up perfectly for the second us civil war which will bring nato troops in.......
And even for to inject folks with whatever the hell is in that vaccine which personally I shutter to even imagine
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8 hours ago, Katsika said:
Bravo
You mentioned Don Juan - I'm a long time fan of Castaneda I found his books absolutely life changing (circa 1977). Since the mid 1990's I've utilised the various Toltec "ways of being" to understand more than what you can immediately see. As an example in the mid 1990's I lived half way up a mountain and the nearest shop was about an hour's drive (not actually so many Km but zig zag (almost) roads. With some practice I could immediately discern whether there were goats/sheep/obstacles on the road ahead
Ah see wish i could leave America for a while and go somewhere away from the epicenter of the conflict.
Sadly despite my education, experience and professional recognitions/ accolades I'll be damned if i can get work here, and much of my energy is required just to keep from getting hooked by all the nasty spells this nation is bombarded by.
I thank you for the comment, I'm going to do a series on the path of the warrior, and more time is spent clearing away distortion than learning these days.
Toltec teachings are at the core of what i call universal principles and shamanic knowledge is the last link we have to the true law of one, our true heritage and the path to taking back human potential
which is literally my primary focus of attention
So it is fabulous to know that such teachings are after all the centuries of suppression still valid.
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3 minutes ago, Screamingeagle said:
Won't let me view it, doesn't matter though i was there in the bronx and had a significant network. I know precisely what went down during covid. As i say fentynal wiped entire neighborhoods out more than once, nobody literally nobody in the bronx that i witnessed nor heard of caught covid and people were partying it up and having themselves a raging gangwar the entire time. There was no point where what was going on in the press really happened, fentynal was the cause of all the deaths they spoke of not covid. If it was what we were led to believe then i wouldn't be talking. The virus did not cause all those deaths fentynal supplied via China by the cia is what killed those people
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On 12/6/2024 at 11:42 AM, Grumpy Owl said:
And I suppose all the dead bodies were 'tested for Covid' and all came back positive? Therefore they 'died with Covid', adding to the bogus death toll.
And whom said those dead bodies were from covid? I personally witnessed blatant lies being pushed by the media, as i stated first hand eye witness account. Frankly if you choose to believe the media and so called doctors over people's personal experiences then good luck with that. Keep in mind even in America you are more likely to die by doctor than being shot, and that is even by the police. Statistically speaking you are 80x more likely to die by police as a white than a a minority by the way, the media uses the wrong demographics in their statistical analysis every single time lol
Covid probably exists but it's less virulent than the flu, less deadly than your average flu and allowed them to pump the world full of whom knows what a a so called vaccine
Pfitzer is part of the bilderbergs which tells you all you need to know, well that and the blatant lies. Those dead bodies in the bronx were from fentynal i was there i witnessed what went down and I'll trust my personal observations over the media anyday
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my totem is the bear so i choose the pink panda to remind myself not to be too self important
This and the booty shaking one have footage of my stations floats in the pride and dance parade lol.
Parades are when i get to actually let some energy out so we made an impression with me leading lol
Course I am straight but have many friends in the community. Many dead now sadly
shrug pride was a fun one
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Oh and I'm pretty radical, also if you're familiar with frequency and hypnosis then you'll notice that i have an insane number of different techniques going throughout everything i do.
This of course means I'm not too popular mites the pity.
This stuff has true potential to it......
Headphones
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8 hours ago, HNpis said:
Thats really interesting! The way you mix binaural beats and sound patterns sounds intense. I will definitely check out your youtube.
I can see how frustrating it must be trying to wake people up to all this, but your persistence is admirable.
Any specific track or documentary you would recommend for someone new to your work?
funny and short
meditation song
story of true spirituality
mind control documentary
us child trafficking documentary
documentary that got me fired
Killer jam
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I'm not a conspiracy 'theorist' that's for flat earthers and fake horse people
I am a conspiracy factualist. I follow the facts regarding a very real conspiracy to diminish the human race that goes back to babel at the very least.
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Hello,
Search infinite_sorrow on YouTube.
I have music that uses binaural bears, insane frequencies, hemi-sync etc. Polyrhythm, poly-tempo and a lot of other techniques lol.
I also do documentaries that use the same techniques
The multidimensional aspects are based on the idea that the music uses a 3d environment to trace sacred geometric patterns in the sound field so most music is a pulse of sound over a period of time with relatively static panning
Ie 2 dimensions, meanwhile the direction I've been going is that the placement of said sounds in the soundfield, as well as the direction the sounds move as well as the patterns they create, the method in which one will fade out and another will fade in, all are relevant to the overall structure
Wear good headphones, and i recommended trying a meditation to the tune bho shiva shambo which is a mantra, pure fire
energy. The motion will of one allows themselves to become familiar enough determine ones breathing.
It's a lot for the modern diminished human brain to take in, however I can create vortexes of wind when i meditate to this stuff and as far as i know it's the only music that actually puts ones mind in a similar state of being as hallucinogens.
I will be doing a series of mantras soon as i am really feeling my way in the dark on this so stay tuned
Oh and rabbit hole 🕳 is a fabulous shamanic story song that sort of sums up how spirituality has been for me, what's really going on in less than 60 seconds is funny, while being sad but true, and my most recent documentaries are related to the reptilians campaign to diminish humanity using their own words from a leaked top secret document entitled silent weapons for quiet wars
Tied in with news, select information from other sources etc.
Honestly I highly recommend using all of what I'm doing as an artist but it takes the will to awaken so I'm not very popular because most people are happy being lizard bait and would rather be epstein than aware from my experiences over 45 years of warning people about the truth.
I care enough to still try but the human race is exasperating in their willful ignorance and blatant self serving hypocrisy. It gets discouraging. However any pussy can not give a shit, takes a lot of strength of character to still care after 54 years of human abuse, ridicule and nastiness. Would it kill people to actually say something encouraging and empowering? Lol
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Har free har har har
They are the law,
Really these beings are irrelevant focus on yourself.
There are some whom are equipped to engage these creatures, but for the most part they are just the hammer and anvil by which consciousness is evolved.
It would be fabulous to put all of them to the sword but 75% of humanity at minimum is by choice nothing but lizard bait, specially once the harvest comes
Once the harvest comes those equipped to actually engage in conflict with the big kahunas that are waiting to swoop up the bait are going to be way too busy keeping them big kahunas from sweeping up the infinitesimal portion of humanity that's actually taken some sort of initiative and put forth some effort to see the rest as anything but a seriously well needed distraction for the adversary
Sorry that's a cold way of looking at it but fact is if people can't be bothered to take responsibility and think for themselves that is on them, salvation comes from responsibility and effort. Without that you're just lizard bait.
Everyone has plenty of time to choose, times coming when that choice will matter greatly
Screw the lizards focus on you, they really ain't shit but petty tyrants
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1 hour ago, Mr H said:
Did they like to lay in the sun a lot?
Usually a tell tale sign.....
Actually they don't like daylight much if they can help it, haven't been paying attention?
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David Icke's claim that 'there is no virus'?
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Ok this article discusses a new quantum particle using an electric charge between sheets of graphene https://scitechdaily.com/new-quantum-particle-discovery-set-to-revolutionize-physics/