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  1. On 8/7/2020 at 7:45 PM, itsnotallrightjack said:


    Interesting. Did you see them with your actual eyes? I see spirit people with my inner eye; usually misty but sometimes very clearly. I tend to sense them more often than "see" them though. 

    Hmm.  I really could see them with my eyes!  I heard my Papa speak with my subtle hearing I’m sure.  Maybe the power of the wake heightens the senses, especially when you’re in a state of deep grief and everyone in the church is feeling the emotions.  

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  2. The devil within


    If one resides in a state of emptiness long enough.  Surrounded by empty people, doing empty things (like chasing money), and aspiring to empty goals, a chasm will slowly rip through the heart.  


    One may notice, during this slow erosion over time, that they react inappropriately to things that should illicit an emotional response.  If they do feel an emotion, it is disassociated, and confusing.   


    The heart can get so wrecked at times they can’t feel anything at all besides despair and base psychical sensations (sex, drugs).


    After residing in this state long term, without anything or anyone to counteract the dark hole that is ever growing, the individual resigns to the nothingness inside.  


    Whether the person knows it or not, the “devil” will make his way into the the broken heart and fill in the gaps with hate.  


    At that point the person’s heart is redeemable only by the grace of God. 

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  3. Ok my turn.  I have to have my shit together because I am needed at all hours of the day and night.  I’m trying to be the rock of sanity in my household that’s fucking hilarious.  I’m constantly surrounded by people at all hours needing me to be something for them.  I can never be enough.  It is mentally exhausting.  


    I can’t keep up with current events discussions anymore it all just floats right through me.  I just don’t give a fuck anymore.  


    I go out in the world and it’s a nightmare.  The TV is on at night and it makes me sick but I have to sit there so I don’t alienate my husband.  


    I want to recede into another dimension and reside there permanently.  


    I am thankful for the people on this forum for introducing me to prayer and the Bible,  something I was afraid of before.  

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  4. 39 minutes ago, screamingeagle said:

    what issue,imo it's fairly good cover 

    OK, listened to it.  Normally have a violent allergic reaction to Nickelback, but yes, it is a good cover. 🙂

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  5. 18 hours ago, sickofallthebollocks said:

    Agree Amethyst - just saw a tagline on a crappy tv advert for some skin product or something - it was:
    "be the woman you are".
    It's absolutely awful and totally cringy.
    I do feel genuinely sorry for the women who fall for all this horseshit I really do.

    I rarely wash my hair either - if I do - will use the most basic stuff I can find.  (I'm not female)  

    Yeah a total MF!  But you know (especially now) how people go and act out in reality what they see on TV?  It’s not so much that women literally believe the ads, but what’s reinforced outside is what matters.  

    Fact: if you don’t own a certain ordained outward appearance your chances for “success” diminish rapidly.  Some say f success, but I mean just on the level of surviving.  Eating, etc.  Two women apply for a job.  One has on the full “attractive” costume the other does not.  Who gets the job?  Or the man, or the door held open?  

    So the ads are merely a competition for market share of something that has been sold to us long ago. 



  6. 6 hours ago, bamboozooka said:

    good luck with that convincing the 95% mask wearers queuing up for the bill gates vaccine to help you fight the cabal

    Right that won’t work either.  Counting on them queuing up to get injected with MasterCard so I can continue to lay low.  

    Go on the barter system.  Like I’ll give you a quarter ounce if you get me one of them big bags of cherries from Costco.


  7. 17 hours ago, Ethel said:

    My mental health has plummeted. I was seeing a psychologist with the NHS. I was not working prior to lockdown. Due to mental health problems. I can't express how bitterly disappointed I am with the way that the NHS has abandoned people who were seeing psychologists. There is no apparent end in sight for this abandonment either, at least not in the region I live in. 


    The dumb sheep used to be a minor irritation. I already felt alone, have done most of my life. In a way I was always 'seeing through' falsehoods, and it can cause problems. But now these sheep are seemingly everywhere.


    The feeling of aloneness got worse during the lockdown. It drops to despair like levels during which my chest area feels clogged and desperate. Nausea is common in these phases. As well as regular tactile hallucinations. I have to talk to myself a lot to get by, purely because of the human need to express oneself. I have a number of psychotic traits, and have pondered whether I am being possessed by archons intermittently. This is a horrifying prospect, obviously. 


    Yeah, on a personal level I would be lying if I said I wasn't concerned about the future.

    Hi Ethel, 

    I wish I knew what to do to help.  But I’m glad you’re here.
    I have no advice but to pray.  And I hear you.  ❤️

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  8. Trust me when I say they do not like gringos in Mexico.  They don’t care if you’re from Canada or UK.   The federales (Mexican police) will take you to the ATM.  

    My husband did a job there.   Everyone in the crew got robbed by thugs and federales.  Go into the backcountry and your life is very much in danger.  They don’t care who you are.  


    It’s like going to Goa, India.  

    Go farther south: Belize, Ecuador.

  9. 19 hours ago, sickofallthebollocks said:

    I think the baking soda is probably just used plain with warm water so it foams up and 'fizzes' all the nasty shite away.   Think I might try it - probably good on pongy sweaty feet?
    and, yeah - a bit of soap or something , never goes amiss, whoever the soap dodging bloke is - he must have an arse crack like a marmite pot.

    I’m like what the hay is marmite then I looked it up.  😀

  10. There are deranged entities out there who will attempt to hook you in for reasons of power and control. 


    These people are everywhere. 


    Even if what they’re teaching is true or partially true, why would someone instruct without being invited?


    These types will enter the subconscious of another person, then haunt their periphery.  They have a keen sense for weakness and wish to exploit those weaknesses. 


    They claim to know the truth. 


    They whisper lies and conjure elaborate images and flatter.  And they are fine and polished in their approach.  They possess excellent command of words.  They are masters of coquettishness, the most effective method of seduction. 




    If you really want truth go straight to the source. 


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  11. Portland and Seattle protesters are fake.  Fake cause, fake, staged protests, temper tantrums.  If they really believed in any cause they would be armed with real weapons and ready to die for their cause.  They bring umbrellas and frozen water bottles and shit, it makes for theater, nothing more.  

    Meanwhile the shooting ranges are packed solid, guns and ammo selling out, classes filled months in advance.  The real fight is resisting the vaccines.  If the current stage 3 adverse reaction rate is 9%, that’s 27 million people in the US who will go down.  Our kids.  It’s close to fight or flight time.  

    The silent majority is laying low until pushed into a corner.  

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