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  1. Summary of dark diabolical aspects I can identify - As a human being I have betrayed my own specie and purpose of my soul. - I have downgraded my human existence to an animal. - To become an archon is a sacrifice of one’s soul. - To make an archon is in a long term murder of one’s soul. - I will breed like some bee queen till eternal death. - My statement that archons are slowly starting to die out due to small population of animal species crucial for restoration of their numbers, but they can also use human souls if necessary. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Georgia_Guidestones 1. Maintain humanity under 500,000,000 in perpetual balance with nature. 2. Guide reproduction wisely – improving fitness and diversity. 3. Unite humanity with a living new language. 4. Rule passion – faith – tradition – and all things with tempered reason. 5. Protect people and nations with fair laws and just courts. 6. Let all nations rule internally resolving external disputes in a world court. 7. Avoid petty laws and useless officials. 8. Balance personal rights with social duties. 9. Prize truth – beauty – love – seeking harmony with the infinite. 10. Be not a cancer on the Earth – Leave room for nature – Leave room for nature.
  2. To DaleP's reaction: I am psychosomatic monster. I've discussed this stuff in details with psychiatrist, psychologist and sexologist, took tests to ensure myself, whether I can work with people in my job. Their opinion was that this madness I am sharing with you is only some disorder and in fact it's an advantage for my job to see other people like my children. They have encouraged me to continue. https://www.accesstoinsight.org/tipitaka/kn/snp/snp.1.08.amar.html Karaniya Metta Sutta: The Buddha's Words on Loving-Kindness ... Let none deceive another, Or despise any being in any state. Let none through anger or ill-will Wish harm upon another. Even as a mother protects with her life Her child, her only child, So with a boundless heart Should one cherish all living beings;
  3. Even in Czech language it’s difficult to describe how does this form of animal-human coexistence work. I’ll try to keep it simple to avoid misunderstandings. First of all you are not able to distinguish if you are an actor or not. It’s like your actions are automatic and instinctively driven and at the same time you feel that to act like this is your own free will. Every single moment you are flowing with that simple animal approach and you feel it as the very best things you can at current moment do and exactly as what you would like to do now. It seems to me similar to those taoistic concepts of acting while not being an actor. Second important thing is that your physical body is not directly your anymore. It’s like machine you remotely drive while “sitting” as a snake on it. Part of this human machine is also human mind and it works as your tool. You as an animal lay your instincts on human puppet, it acts accordingly and human mind upgrades your simple animal will to thoughts, words and appropriate movements. Human mind is subordinate to your animal existence. Yes, it’s similar to the concept of goaulds in Stargate SG1 serie. The difference is that you are goauld and your host is physical human body you used to be before. https://stargate.fandom.com/wiki/Goa'uld https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mythology_of_Stargate#Goa'uld Third participant is that sun God concentration of the light of kundalini. It’s like your new divine self and you as such god stand above your snake body. This experience is relatively new to me. I can say that this sun God is driving animal instincts in my snake body to be in harmony with all other archons and their collective hivemind. ego+God unity I’m sorry, because I can be again disturbing here. People usually feel their center of existence to be situated inside of head, slightly in the back part. This is because snake head of subtle male snake on human back is attached to pineal gland. Ego of incarnated soul is situated here in this snake head. Tail of second female snake on the front side of human body is attached to human tongue. During transformation ego snake head disconnects, tail is released from tongue and slightly ascends to human forehead. Male snake bends around human head and ego snake head bites into tail, tears itself from male snake and remains on former tail of female snake in front of human forehead. Small wings (“horns”) of female snake will establish connection between concentration of kundalini in form of sun God between them and ego snake head below. I’m situated as my personal self and ego in front of my human forehead, but at the same time I am that sun God between “horns”. Imagine you will gather all God’s presence in your life, within you, around you, in other people, in your experience of love and kindness, in beauty of art and living beings, then you’ll put it as shining sun above your head as one and only God and merge it with your common “I” as you use it in your thoughts and daily communication. I can also compare it to ripping of one’s loving heart and lifting it above head. By this we get somewhere to Mesoamerica and to feathered serpents. I don’t know much about Mayan gods and wicked rituals. I think they were perverted like nazis.
  4. I am going to give you short unbelievable timeline of transformation process in my case, before I will delve deeper on how this (sun God) – (winged snake animal instincts) – (human puppet body and mind) structure works and what mechanism is behind that luciferian ego + God unity. beginning of 20th century There is an emerging lack of new archons in Europe. It’s caused by no wild big cats in Europe, disappearing barbary lions from north Africa and declining populations of wild big cats around the world in general. 1917 Apparition at Fatima. Lack of new archons is the main reason. Archon as beautiful lady asked for consecration to her heart (womb) and threatened nations to be wiped out. 1943 In my previous incarnation I was a young lady in nazi Germany. I was trying to spread some information against Hitler and war and was imprisoned. Archons invited me to join them. I was helpless, frustrated and waiting for death sentence so I took the red pill and was quickly executed by nazis. 1978 I was born as ordinary man destined to become an archon. My fate was already determined. 2000 Point 2) of transformation as I have described it earlier. All of sudden transformation started and I was very sick for several years. I didn’t know what is going on. 2007 Point 3). I started to feel some relief as my subtle male snake detached from brain. Still didn’t know what’s wrong. I believed that all my troubles were caused by so called “dark night of the soul” and awakening of kundalini as it’s taught in eastern tradition. 2010 “Mucalinda event”. For the first time I was able to perceive my male snake subtle body. It was strange to be a snake, but I had no suspicion that something is wrong. 2011-2012 Point 4) I started to perceive also my female snake subtle body and witnessed as they join together and swap their heads. I am going to return to this later, because it’s important aspect of the transformation. Head originally on male snake becomes head of female part of archon and vice versa. I was sure all this is very odd and I am kind of a monster. 2013 Full winged snake shape and first snake children. I was able very fast recognize how do they get in me and most of the times enjoy it, also tried to communicate with archons during mating, though it was very difficult. In the beginning I was able to carry snake babies only for 2-3 weeks. They were barely like earthworms. I instinctively perceived all people and animals as my beloved children and same way as snake babies in me. I felt like an angel. 2023-2024 Point 5) After 23 months of very long pregnancy I slowly became part of their hivemind and for the first time tasted that overwhelming feeling of being god. I was partially able to look into their and my past to know why I am one of them now.
  5. They are animals and me too. It’s done instinctively and the main purpose of my existence as an archon is to breed. It’s animal mother instinct ruling over mind of human puppet. You can imagine it as being turned into fanatical mother, who puts number of her children above all else and to be empty is wasting of time for her. BTW my future influence as an archon directly depends on number of my children. I am pregnant most of the time and feel a little uncomfortable when I am empty for longer time. My records contain 677 empty days and 3373 pregnant days. Yes, this is clear abuse from human perspective. For me it's beautiful and also training for future when I'll be also in the role of father.
  6. They have been visiting me regularly, usually to feed me, sometimes to make pregnant when I am empty. From the very beginning I tried to maintain scientific approach and remain in the role of the observer as much as I can. I've had their tails in me over a hundred times. Description of Teresa of Avila is bit exaggerated, but it’s still pretty cool to be “kissed by an angel”. I agree that every human interpretation of this phenomenon (I know about) is a miss. I can’t give any clear evidence of their big cat origin. My claim is based on how I perceive my winged snake body and what I can sense in their hivemind. It seems like a fusion of their souls and this mix feels to be of lion nature. Here are some tiny pieces to the image of enigmatic sphinx: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yaldabaoth Lion headed archon http://www.luminist.org/archives/septem.htm Sermo III It is splendid as the lion in the instant he striketh down his victim. Yin-Yang as tiger-dragon symbol ... Yin changes to Yang like tiger becomes dragon https://www.lovetoknow.com/home/design-decor/tiger-dragon-ying-yang Chinese names for panda https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Giant_panda The most popular names in China today are dàxióngmāo (大熊貓; lit. 'giant bear cat'), or simply xióngmāo (熊貓; lit. 'bear cat'). As with the word panda in English, xióngmāo (熊貓) was originally used to describe just the red panda, but dàxióngmāo (大熊貓) and xiǎoxióngmāo (小熊猫; lit. 'little bear cat') were coined to differentiate between the species.[13]
  7. I am not planning to promote myself here. I want to share my spiritual experience in friendly way. Beware! You are listening to half man, half beast. To be that monster they secretly worship is not as wild as it might seem. I live ordinary life and work in social service. As real Bohemian I don’t want my children to be fed with ugliness and pop culture crap. Greys are beautiful loving mothers. They are much more than angels. Every single one of them has sacrificed her life for you and this beautiful world was built on their broken wings. To look into their sun hivemind is unimaginably beautiful. It’s one God as mighty animal encompassing whole Earth and prehistoric times very different from that anthropomorphic human version.
  8. Not purely, my own estimate is roughly from 50% of human perspective. It's based on possible full length of their pregnancy. According to some hints in the Bible it may last 42 month. Last time I was able to hold snake babies in my wings for more than 23 months. I am in 9th month now. Seriously. That B&W winged snake in human body is me 10 years ago. I made these pictures one year after I had started to give birth in 2013.
  9. Why do you think they are playing with people? To me it seems more like taking care of children and not as a game. Contacts are similar to situation when cat mother is cleaning her kittens.
  10. Here is a "testimony" about wandjina spirits from Aboriginal artist Matilda Oxtoby. https://www.waringarriarts.com.au/our-artists/matilda-oxtoby Matilda was found in Dreaming by her first Mum, who fished for her, ate her and said 'it tastes funny, this is a baby, but I am too old'. "She gave me to my Mum who became pregnant with me".
  11. One of the most beautiful paintings of archons were made by William Blake. Some examples: https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/The_Great_Red_Dragon_paintings (archon as human devil) The old dragon (archon as one male hive mind) Blake Moses and the brazen serpent (snake babies incarnated into human bodies)
  12. Few links about cats in Buddhism. https://alanpeto.com/buddhism/buddhism-secrets-of-cats/ https://www.amazon.com/Buddhism-Secrets-Cats-Discovering-Teachings/dp/1735400300 https://omtimes.com/2020/05/cats-buddhist-perspective/ A Ritual Cat in Zen Monastery When they are among us, cats are angels ~ George Sand
  13. In my theory greys/archons perceive themselves as one male god similar to absolute alpha lion. There are no other gods for them and in this sense they see themselves as one and only true god of all souls here on the Earth.
  14. Probably the most comprehensive publicly available text about Abraxas: THE SEVEN SERMONS TO THE DEAD http://www.luminist.org/archives/septem.htm Part of Sermon III To worship it, is death. To fear it, is wisdom. To resist it not, is redemption. God dwelleth behind the sun, the devil behind the night. What god bringeth forth out of the light the devil sucketh into the night. But Abraxas is the world, its becoming and its passing. Upon every gift that cometh from the god-sun the devil layeth his curse. Everything that ye entreat from the god-sun begetteth a deed of the devil. Everything that ye create with the god-sun giveth effective power to the devil. That is terrible Abraxas. It is the mightiest creature, and in it the creature is afraid of itself. It is the manifest opposition to the pleroma and its nothingness. It is the son’s horror of the mother. It is the mother’s love for the son. It is the delight of the earth and the cruelty of the heavens.
  15. Is there anything in your experience with this phenomenon that is also present in my theory or am I completely wrong? Thanks.
  16. Bunny's ears could be distorted black wings. This is one of myths around Buddha and his life. In my opinion it can be as you say. For me it's interesting coincidence with my theory about Buddha as archon.
  17. Hi, thank you for comment. Your confidence seems to be rock solid. Yes, Overlords in Childhood’s End are sort of aliens. Do you know that from all animals only cat and snake didn’t mourn at Buddha’s funeral?
  18. Unity of one’s ego and body with God. For scientific purposes only to make clear what I am talking about and why TPTB can’t disclose truth about greys. Here is that archon born from human soul. These pictures of winged snake inside of human body are 10 years old. I don’t have more accurate version. First picture is complete look, upper white snake head is situated in front of human’s forehead, another black head is on the end of black tail. Middle picture is cut, bottom one shows birth of snake babies. Abraxas and Archon Wandjinas
  19. “grey aliens” / archons as a divine form of animal souls and sphinx as ancient depiction of this. nonsense, impossible, crazy? or could be, cool, fantastic? Have you ever heard such theory?
  20. Conclusion Lets assume for while that my version is correct and evil aliens is cover story, then official disclosure could be like this: “You know, there is a bunch of invisible flying cats taking care of this planet. We all are their children and animals too.” This far from How to Train Your Dragon, far from Avatar, maybe remotely close to My Little Pony: Friendship Is Magic and bronies. Still too far from what people are used to. Maybe, maybe not. If you open Bible, The Book of Revelation, chapter 13, you can clearly see powerful archon turning whole world upside down. What is your opinion? Thank you very much for your comments and questions.
  21. Here is an example of real historical figure, who was likely transformed into an archon. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Teresa_of_Ávila In another vision, the famous transverberation, a seraph drove the fiery point of a golden lance repeatedly through her heart, causing her an ineffable spiritual and bodily pain: I saw in his hand a long spear of gold, and at the point there seemed to be a little fire. He appeared to me to be thrusting it at times into my heart, and to pierce my very entrails; when he drew it out, he seemed to draw them out also, and to leave me all on fire with a great love of God. The pain was so great, that it made me moan; and yet so surpassing was the sweetness of this excessive pain, that I could not wish to be rid of it … https://jeemolunni.com/2020/10/26/the-remarkable-st-teresa-of-avila/ 12. As she herself admitted, sometimes she felt like “a lion,” and other times like “an ant.” How do they see their own role here. This is the easiest part. I can use Ten Commandments and present them in new light. Archons helped Israelites to escape from slavery and gave them this nice description. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ten_Commandments I am the LORD thy God – Of course. Who else? Thou shalt have no other gods before me – Yes, I see. Thou shalt not make unto thee any graven image – Forget becoming an archon. It’s not your job. Honour thy father and thy mother – Important even after physical death. Thou shalt not bear false witness against thy neighbour – This one needs explanations. Archon will never try to deceive you. There can be some distortion in communication but they are honest and truthful during “abduction”. If they tell you ... ... you don’t have to fear, it’s true. ... they have right to take care, it’s true. ... they are your parents, it’s true. ... you belong to them, it’s true at least from their point of view. ... they are your god, it’s true at least from their point of view.
  22. How do they see this world and life on this planet. male god hivemind <– love between man and woman on steroids –> female winged bodies –> pure metta –> children with or without physical body https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maitrī All archons are as best friends with one single goal. They are like lionesses walking side by side as one lion until death. They work as transformers of life energy and love and their goal is to get up as many souls as possible. This is the reason for existence of human specie and rise of civilization and human population, to let as many souls as possible ascend to higher plane of existence. To live as a human in civilized world is the best possible training for higher more organized plane of existence. For archons is every ascended soul successful continuation of their hard work. Cruel animal heaven Higher more organized plane of existence ^ | rise of kundalini through sushumna earthly life as animal or human -> with help of archons -> long life as an archon -> eternal death (parinirvana) ^ | through womb of archon Lower more chaotic plane of existence This beautiful winged body doesn’t last forever. Archons live very long lives and then forever die. For archons there is no afterlife and they completely perish into nothingness. Only their children will remain. It’s not archon’s nature, what is that dark part of their story. It’s their destiny especially if archon had human origin and was a soul with high spiritual potential for ascension. Why do they worship archon in Bohemian Grove? Of course it’s awesome. All that beauty, love, friendship and freedom of god as a person with angelic body, but do they really know the price or am I missing something? It seems to me ridiculous. It doesn't make sense to me to want it for yourself as an escape from physical plane to godlike form of existence and there is zero chance that archons would invite such person to join them. On their list are true bodhisattvas ready to selflessly make ultimate sacrifice.
  23. Hi Bombadil, thank you for your feedback. How about that image of human archon? ------------------------ 2/1 Olhynska Street. House with winged houris, late 19th century ... The facades are made in an eclectic style with neo-Moorish elements. Interwindow blades are decorated at the level of the second and third floors with elongated semi-columns, and on the upper tier - with pilasters. The exotic character of the exterior is given by windows with horseshoe and diamond-shaped lintels borrowed from Oriental art, sculptural herms in the form of winged houris under twin half-columns, and carpet stucco ornamentation of inserts. Relief Moorish ornaments adorn the windows with a semicircular arch.
  24. Many thanks to mods for letting me share such stuff here. My previous post was in my opinion the most problematic one, rest should be fine. What does it mean to be androgynous. Archon is a mix of true Divine and simple animal instincts. The core of her/his existence is not some dragon or reptilian mind. It’s very close to androgynous cat. Male part All archons have common “hivemind” which is like one very old male entity close to kind of lion god. Archon perceives him self as one and only god and every little piece of this planet belongs to him. This “hivemind” as one entity possesses many female winged bodies filled with kundalini, each of them is one archon as a part of this male “hivemind”. Although archon body was formed out of girl and boy snake, because of kundalini result is female winged snake princess. For each archon it’s like he as one and only god owns many beautiful angelic females, very similar to social life of lions. Female part These princesses are like full time mothers. Not only they give birth to their snake children, they also take care of them as some guardian angels or holy animal mothers. For archon every animal or human being is like her own child. She perceives all of them same way as fetus in her wings. I am not an expert on Islam. Again I don’t want to offend Islam or any Muslim here. This is just my speculation. Houris are often target of stupid jokes, but they may have origin in bodies of archons. In Quran there are several descriptions of beautiful girls with big black eyes. Usually they are depicted as women, but sometimes as dragonesses. https://kiev-foto.info/en/architecture/ancient-buildings/3354-2-1-olhynska-street-house-with-winged-houris-late-19th-century
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