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Captain Falcon

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  1. I think it's Tantric sex, some hippy bullshit, Sting seems to be an expert.
  2. I don't do anything for a living. I have no income. I'm basically at the will work for food stage! Shrivelled and closed I think, but not too shrivelled and not too closed. I still love life even though it sometimes resembles hell. I'm a cryer. Which is a brutal affliction for a man. I cry at sad films, happy films, because someone else is crying, it's horrific! I'll never cry in front of a woman again especially not one I'm attracted to. I can be quite cautious and guarded, I could do with letting myself go more, let what's left of my hair down. I don't really know what this bit means. I'm always looking around on my walks. I like to see animals and birds and things, I saw a Fox a few months ago in the early hours, twilight, he/she stood across the road looking at me, we both stood still and I said something daft like "Hello Fox" or something. It was a great moment and one I'll always treasure. Yes. But I think I am a failure in a way, because I don't seem to be living the life I would like to, and I'm poor. Money. It always comes down to money! Nah, I have no children so... We'll see what happens. I hope when the time comes I'll have the balls to face it all like a man, and at least go down swinging if it comes to that. There are very few empty moments, I like my own company and always find something to do and things to appreciate.
  3. Nah, I'm in my 40's now, and I look like hammered shit. I think I've been to too many funerals these past few years and it's all taken it's toll a bit on my health. I've had a couple of girlfriends back in the mists of time so at least I'm not a virgin. If I go more than a week or two without a five knuckle shuffle the wet dreams start, and waking up with sticky sheets at 4 am pisses me off! I won't be speaking to women at least not for a while. My confidence is in the toilet anyway. I know the solution to my problems lies with me, and only by my effort alone can I solve them.
  4. Never. 10 years ago maybe, but not now, no chance.
  5. No woman on the planet wants a poor man, I don't care who she is. It doesn't really matter because it looks like pretty soon everyone will be poor if the evil ones get their way.
  6. A few weeks ago I came to the conclusion that porn is wrong. I thought it, and more importantly I felt it. So I'm kind of wrestling with it now, I feel it's wrong, but it's the only time I get to see a naked woman!
  7. At this point in my life I'm undateable and have been for a long time. Women are married to the government/corporations, and their side pieces are the bad boys. I can't compete with that. The levels of destruction that have been inflicted upon us over many years is staggering. Men are no longer the provider (although in truth I never have been. I've always been poor... I think I'm just fucked when all's said and done) It is what it is.
  8. If they thought consciousness was a gift then surely they'd do all they could to encourage it and encourage free thinking etc? If they think it's a gift why do they work around the clock to keep people asleep and unconscious? If a person won't use the gift then maybe that's because it's being undermined at every turn from a vast array of angles. In my opinion the most advanced beings are the wisest and most loving. The ones who use technology for the betterment and benefit of mankind and not for enslavement. I don't believe we are a worker bee-like species at all, and if we do have such an easily corruptible and gullible mind then it's because at heart and soul level we are innocent. Man and woman do have a good moral compass, the Clinton's and the Kissinger's of this world do nothing but lie and exploit and take advantage of the good nature of people. It's not as if the average man or woman know that those freaks are evil but vote for them anyway. Are the Annunaki the cabal? If the so called Anunnaki exist then they're just dickheads, little more than a parasite race who can't do anything on their own or have the wisdom and grace to just leave people be to live out their lives in peace. They sound pathetic and pitiable. They sound like the young psychopathic child pulling the wings off flies and watching the ants devour them. People are not the wrong-doers, the cabal is and always have been. People haven't allowed their mind to be stolen/taken over, they've simply been brainwashed and poisoned from cradle to grave. Working to keep people unconscious and then saying "see, they're unconscious, they don't deserve the gift of consciousness"! It's bullshit and classic psychopathy.
  9. Interesting article although the writer lumps Trump in with historical dictators like Stalin and Hitler, not that I give a shit about Trump, I don't trust him either. I think it's becoming more difficult to take responsibility for one's own life because we live in a society set up for children. As civilisation becomes more infantilised where everything is controlled (even increasingly to the point of our very own thoughts and behaviour) and as everything becomes more automated especially traditional manual jobs, then it's getting harder to be self sufficient. So I think it's not so much about a desire to return to the state of a child but more that the alternative paths of self sufficiency and self responsibility look like they're being closed off by the day. Everything is getting big, big pharma, big farming, big dairy, big goverment, and so on and so forth... I don't see how one can be a responsible and self sufficient adult if the very means of survival are ever increasingly owned and controlled by the very few. A cabin in the deep woods sounds very appealing to me these days! I'd have to hunt and gather though, not sure how good at that I would be.
  10. Who did I trust and not now?... No one, and I don't really trust any of the institutions, etc. we have in place in society. There are certain people I want to trust. I trusted things when I was a kid because I was a kid, once I got into my late teens I knew something was up.
  11. I only completed about 20% of secondary school, if that. I basically took myself out of the education system after junior school through epic truancy. Even when I was in school I generally just sat around and pretended to work. I don't know if there was any special reason for it, it just seems to be how I am. So I didn't go through the full programming thing. The schools I attended were shit anyway. I did try adult learning gcse courses once or twice but dropped out after a couple of months. One English course was a class full of women, led by a woman tutor, and the work she gave us was mostly feminist drivel. The first and last straw was giving us a Fay Weldon book to read, about a disgruntled middle aged housewife... Fuck off. I was out of there, and she knew it as well. After that particular lesson she said "come back next week!" and smiled. I smiled back and thought no chance.
  12. You can get fit anywhere. Gyms, swimming pools, etc. are nice to have but fitness can be achieved without those things. Confinement is a personal choice during these "lockdowns". Situational depression is temporary. I think it's just a response to a bad situation, once you get through that you come out the other side stronger. As for suicide, the poor bastards who choose that probably have severe mental health problems to begin with. I'm fucking all in on this situation now, they've fucked up. They'll get nothing from me except defiance, resistance, and righteous justified God given self defence. I'm all in right to the bitter end. Fear is betraying God. Cowardice is betraying God. Acquiescence to evil is betraying God. I'm not even necessarily religious but this is looking more and more like a straight up battle between good and evil, and I'm on God's side, and I'm on mankind's side, and I'm on freedom's side. I'm not having a go at you, I'm just having a bit of an angry morning!
  13. It's probably a number of things that have combined to repress young peoples imaginations etc. Social media, video games, education system... instead of being the creators of new movements and genres and things, they just seem to have become followers of empty trends. Maybe they're not spending as much time together any more.
  14. That James Howard Kunstler piece just says to me that previous civilisations were in many ways more advanced than we are now. We may in fact be one of if not the most regressed and oppressed civilisations ever to walk the earth. I believe we'll get back to our true ways, it could take a while but we'll get there.
  15. I looked up the definition of the word modern, and it says something like "relating to the present time, what is current" etc. Well as far as I can see most of the things that are described as modern, especially in relation to architecture and the like, is just shit. Bland, angular, cold, harsh, uninspiring buildings and such. By describing that stuff as modern, then aren't they saying that beauty and elegance and real art is outdated and the old way of doing things? How can beauty be outdated? It's bullshit. By that definition, then surely the Sistine Chapel in it's day was modern. The most beautiful buildings in the world were once modern.
  16. He's absolutely spot on.
  17. Yeah, having to tick boxes of motorbikes is getting old now.
  18. Dr Coleman represents the British spirit that the establishment are trying so hard to stamp out.
  19. Dating sites/apps just seem like a revolving door for sex athletes. "Lynn these are sex people!" They might not have necessarily started out that way, but they seem to have gone more towards the way of hookup culture these days. Serial dating for days out and meals etc. is a thing. It's a good job I'm poor! Try being a doley and a man on a dating site, I've done that in the past, it was soul destroying stuff. I started to become very bitter for a time, but thankfully I've made peace with the realities of "love and romance". It is what it is, nowt I can do about it.
  20. "Cover it all up! cover it up immediately! Mustn't inspire the people and make them feel good about themselves!" They call it "improvements" and "modernisation". I call it evil. I mean how broken and dark do you have to be to go around hiding beauty?
  21. I don't know... if you can cancel a protest then surely it's not a protest. I thought the whole point of a protest was to stand up against something that's detrimental to the health and well being of a people, group, or society, etc. It's like a bully saying "I've banned your right to defend yourself, now give me 50p", at which point you smack him in the mouth and then get a couple of good ones in when he's down for good measure. Are they going to cancel any BLM "protests" I wonder?
  22. The way the cops were following him was a bit silly, there should have been a cop around the other side of the car in a pincer movement before he even got to the door, and that vest grab was pathetic, the officer was off balance. A moron + incompetent cops... was never going to end well.
  23. I hope I'm right too! I know what you mean about others having concerns that you don't, I have no kids, no job to lose, or anything like that, there's people with jobs, kids, mortgages, rent, all that crap... all stuff that the orchestrators of this mess will want to weaponise. That could be a breaking point, if they try to take their kids away. I think there's only two choices now, stand or fall. I think we will stand.
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