Terra Infinitia

This so reminds me of the childishness of the creator...

Beautiful. So often we feel that we are on this spiritual path and trying to dream our way out of the world. We attribute sooo many inverse qualities to reality unknowingly. "Reality is fake and I am the one that is going to find the truth." We are already the truth. You can't teach someone how to be, you can just help the mind forget what it has learned and allow the truth of what life, the universe and everything (*cough* 42) is to manifest. The universe is already abundant in whatever you wish for. Emptiness, wealth, relationships, or whatever you wish for. You just have to give out that value. That is why love is so important in learning what you are. By giving, which includes honesty, giving your true self, you open up to receive the true majesty of what you are. You are like a man with a treasure chest in their basement that they have forgotten about, and that basement is giving and receiving. If I may also speak on giving and receiving, though this is a bit out of scope, and as always, your choice and discernment's chance to shine, you give and receive either by just remembering yourself in meditation, yoga etc. (giving a higher frequency) or being authentic in any other way.

This appears so, but is it really so? In reality, everything is some form of connection. Try to exist without relationship. I mean, you exist, right? Can your body exist without an environment? Don't you need concepts and things to create even that thought "I and other". To the ego, which I would affectionately call the belief in separation, the belief that things don't exist in relationship, of course reality is scary. There's nothing you have to gain, nothing to take for meaning! But, as always, you are asking these questions. What part of you is asking this? Clearly something in you is seemingly without reason curious to know reality. Why shouldn't this form of love be equal to relationships. By all means, grieve, feel, and experience, but there is another way to relate. You don't need to call your likes by all these names. You can just like something! I hope this has helped. I am also dealing with a lot of feeling inadequate and trying to find ways to justify my actions so as to feel I am doing things well. Pretty much always once you learn a bit of self-love and courage, you need to realize: The state of reality is not a human species of love submitting itself into the hands of a violent Gods. It is the state of entities in the universe that are unloving and unwise slowly submitting themselves to the will of a loving God. Love you friend! I always say this to anyone I can. If I may say something on the edge of this discussion's scope, think of how a smile can affect someone. Indeed, what is it to give love? Someone on the street is sad and has not been loved in years, yet suddenly one day you walk by and smile. They ask for help with directions since you reflect to them the courage in them to do so. They ask, and you answer like a good friend. That someone may not have felt seen for a very long time. Your smiles and small acts are like miracles, like sparks of light onto a powder keg. Every day as you pray and give you change the world through that being alone. Remember that. If you will, when ego comes knocking and saying "life is meaningless", just keep quiet and remember this. "I am changing the world through love, for I choose faith in this truth." Love is the strongest protection in the universe. The only true lasting peace is fortunately the peace of love.

Today, I will tell you of some beautiful things! Of stories from a land where there were 2 poles, 2 kingdoms... Some would argue 3, but the neutral kingdom was really a puppet to the other two, and was but a shadow. Back then, I gazed at this and sought to free humanity to be it's own dream in an infinite creation. One kingdom fighting in that eternal war was some entities from a planet far away, exploiting human knots of fear and tendencies towards empire-building and control. Their aim was to get humanity to become like animals that they could forever use to harvest energy of fear from. The idea was to reduce them to such little variety that they would cease to be free will holding entities, that could create their reality. Then, there was the kingdom of light. They had attempted to help those from Mars and another planet from somewhere that was really hurt by it's inhabitants. This was a second chance for everyone, and it was the best way to make this situation a fun thing for creation. The positive will never conduct experiments infringing on free will. Conditional service is a form of the negative, enslavement, in disguise using loving words. It uses a lot of sophistry and rationalizing away why x should not be loved~ haha! It's a beautiful reflection that we were able to create this all out of loving intentions! I can't imagine how beautiful the result will be, you know... intentions matter in the end. But, back to our story. I gazed around, it seemed my dream was coming true. Under apparent checkmate from those wonderful friends of ours that had us explore an illusory world known as darkness, I continued to ponder. That puppet could never stop desiring love. A world where no one has to suffer, which is the true reality. Joy, and peace to all in the universe, as they pray and sing to the stars, all the way to eternity. The puppet, despite it's flaws, could tell that it had succeeded in at least this dream. Though it knew how much more was possible, this was beautiful. Witnessing their happiness could at least give a feeling of trust for them. What would it say to the world should it be able to say two words, "unconditional love", clearly. If more, it would try to explain how God loved everyone no matter what they did, and how no one had to be somehow else or suffer, unless it's so desired. It would tell them how precious their smiles are, how some that they smile to with pure joy may have never been smiled to in their lives. How much their love is so much more powerful. "Love is not only the strongest protection in the universe, but the strongest anything. Love only had protected it billions of times as if in miracles from being tricked to follow a divergent path. Love must also not exclude the energetic kindness towards the self. It must include all divine concepts within the universe, shouldn't it? Your soul is not excluded from all you wish for the world, the selfishness is a passing artifact that does not reflect on that self, though you will have to resist it still for a little longer." Gazing at the world in these days, it could feel as if it had done it's best. Ultimately, no suffering is hard as long as these entities desiring evil exist, but trying to destroy them is exactly what this shadowy mechanism of ego obstructing their true selves so brilliantly wants. And plus, that mechanism was not even alive, it was just a software program. Trying to fight a software program sounds pretty weird. Does the earth spin right? If you look down from the North Pole, no! From space, it is in fact vertical, or diagonal spin! And then, if you consider the 4th dimension, time, then the Earth is spiraling and spiraling for eternity, no point to ever repeat. And what about relativity, and the ability of awareness to create time trough the mind? How much power that you have lies hidden trough simple explanations of the world that everyone obeys~ And then, some in Physics, as far as I understand, postulate more, incredibly small, dimensions you can't see! Is earth spinning, spiraling, and everything in infinite dimensions? Am I even with this infinite description limited? Gazing at the sky... Is the "day's sky" just a night's sky with a big shiny star? Is it all just atoms? "Does this have anything to do with the power of perception, and perception deception?" Moving on, after looking at the humans and sky of that new planet, I looked at the trees. They had always been my companions, giving me solace in key moments. Indeed, Gaia/Terra only desires to love everyone, and welcomes everyone to rest. God really loved everyone with no condition or requirement, huh? Some looked at these trees still as lacking, and cut them down back then. "That tree is lacking in fruits! I want fruits!" Well, that would have been called insanity. Like a child, with infinite potential currently on one of the two points, about to one day discover the pole of "sanity". No one is truly insane, or evil, considering time. Relativity in space-time is already romantic, they say, and time-space, the realm of awareness's potentials is even more amazing, probably. The winds that blew, the rivers that flow in continuity, the sounds of animals. Though sometimes the animals, as learners of the realm we live in, may imitate *cough* things, they are all here for you. Nature, time, and life. These are all the friends the negative tries to isolate you from (those of you familiar with narcissism in relationships will be like "ah!"), which are always here with you. The cat I have taken care of is really amazing, she wants pats rather than food, and is probably going to skip trough the realm of mind like kindergarten. It feels love always, amazingly. Yes, the intergalactic empires cannot defeat cats, this is their greatest weakness. Mwah! At last, I also thank David for introducing me fully to this beautiful journey, however it may go.