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  1. 16 hours ago, Chef said:

    The misses and I went out with the intention of eating in a restaurant a couple of weeks ago we got in the door to be greeted by a waitress wearing a mask, I looked round the dining room to see all staff masked up and I just couldn't do it and had to leave ended up with a bag of fish and chips each before the drive home. Shame that the first place we tried the staff all had faces but unfortunately fully booked.

     

    I always thought my job would be safe until the other day where I saw automaton burger robots, what's next robo fish filleters?


    it’s so sad isn’t it. I feel bad for persevering. I should have voted with my feet like you did. 

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  2. Me and the wife have just been out for a half priced meal courtesy of our beloved government and god how I regret it...

     

    We went to an upmarket area of town and I was cast into what can only be described as a Black Mirror episode. 

     

    Automaton waitresses who oddly all looked the same, with the same dead pan expressions all wearing face-visors you'd use when strimming grass or hedge trimming were our servers. We had to order via a QR code, which as you'd expect hadn't been optimised for phones so you actually needed the damned paper menu to read anything. 

     

    The atmosphere was totally dystopian and the food and service was total garbage. I couldn't relax being served by a hybrid gardener/robots and neither could I hear the damned things either with their voices being muffled behind the plastic shield. 

     

    I've learnt my lesson and will now only stick to local eateries I knew pre-covid who I can at least have a laugh and a joke about the whole thing with. Clearly they are priming us to get used to being served by actual AI humanoid dolls. As when Wave XYZ happens and they say humans are too much of a health hazard to work in such industries, obviously AI is going to be put forward as the saviour 🙄

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  3. 3 hours ago, Smokestack Lightnin' said:

    There are stupid people who of course don't know that they are stupid unless you tell them so.  The cards a great idea though as stupid people will believe what's written on them. If anybody is really stuck, just take off a shoe and and use it on your face.Tie a lace to the one already there to wrap around your head.  You can also use a lettuce with a rubber band with the added advantage that you can eat it later. 

     

    or what about strapping an actual nappy/diaper to the face? 🤣

  4. Hi @allymisfit first of all thank you for having the courage to ask for help and also kudos for doing so well to get where you are today. 

     

    I’m 26 and I’ve had CFS since I was 11 years old. A combination of vaccine, childhood trauma and school (prison) culminated in something inside me breaking, which to date has never repaired itself. 

     

    I’m at one of my lowest ebbs right now as I read your post. I’ve basically been bed bound for a week apart from the odd foray out and I’m in so much energy debt to myself it’s unreal. I’m sorry to say I do not have the answer for you, but I can tell you what things have made fractional differences over the years (fractions of improvement are massive for people like us). 

     

    1- Yoga (the breathing exercises and gentle flow has given me tangible pain relief during a yoga session)

     

    2 - Head massage (I had a head massage the other day and I felt tangible pain relief during it)

     

    3 - going to sleep before 12 and avoiding heavy stimulus before bed like; films, video games etc. then waking up before 11am - has started my days off on a better footing

     

    4- gentle swimming/sauna/steam room/hot tub - this has tangibly helped relieve tension 

     

    4 - ‘the way home or face the fire by JAH’ - this is personal and I’m not forcing it on you. It helped reaffirm who I am, where I am and who god and Jesus are. As I say, this is totally ‘optional’ and I only leave it here as a breadcrumb. 

     

     

    Is there one single cure, remedy or otherwise? In my experience no there isn’t. The ‘best’ I’ve ever felt was October/November last year. I had slowly built my energy up in the gym, I was eating a balanced and fair diet. I was taking a range of vitamins and supplements and drinking plenty of bottled water. I realised I was sat in the steam room in the gym one day and I was talking in past-tense to a stranger about the illness. I went back to the changing rooms and for the first time since I was 10/11 I felt ‘pain free’ and I hadn’t got my fatigue headache which I experience 24/7. I was total bliss and near enough made me cry. Sadly I caught the November cold (COVID) everyone had, and then Xmas and New Years totally wiped me out and that had a knock on effect right up to lockdown. Obviously lockdown totally screwed up my mental and physical health and I’ve never been right since. I’ve had a handful of good times, but mostly bad. 

     

    In addition to the above I’ve tried everything from; living in hot climates, oxygen chambers, numerous types of physio, counselling, every diet under the sun, fasting, exercise, no exercise, every sleep pattern known to man, every supplement under the sun, lived in radiation free environments, water filters, positive reinforcement… you name it. 

     

    I can only say the only time I’ve felt good is when I’ve put all the above pieces of the jigsaw together over a long period of time and as mentioned above, it culminated in me feeling on top of the world for a short space of time. 

     

    We live in totally fucked up times right now, and its OK to not feel OK. By in large I’ve found peace with the illness which I’ve had for the vast majority of my life. I’ve readjusted my expectations on life, just as someone who has no legs has to get used to not walking, I’ve done the same with myself, and I’m a lot kinder to myself than I used to be. 

     

    If you or anyone else has any key ingredients that i’m missing to help heal chronic fatigue, please, please do post your thoughts and wisdom here. 

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  5. @Itsjaybigjay thanks for sharing mate. And thank you for standing up to the ‘goons’ as you so rightly put on our behalf. 
     

    I’ve heard that condescending tone they all snarl in, like they’re telling a toddler to put on a seat belt all to often.. it’s disgusting. 
     

    I like how the very people who enforce masked madness are the very same people who will have lied on their job applications saying they champion equality and diversity. 
     

    Once people get an inch to discriminate they’ll take a mile. Even if you rightly choose not to wear a mask because it’s ludicrous. They should assume a disability is present until otherwise. 
     

    i’m glad you fucked morrisons off and went and supported a local chippy. 

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  6. Thanks @Yasmina

     

    the sad thing is I went home to tell my family... yet because in their eyes “this is me being difficult” i get treated like the aggressor. 
     

    Deep down I don’t care though. I’ll never confirm to this nazi state. I’ll never wear a mask, never get a test and certainly won’t get a vaccine. I know in my heart that it’s all wrong and all satanic. That’s all that matters. 
     

    These people don’t believe any of this bullshit with their heart. They are only following their mind blindness as David would say.

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  7. @Fluke yep this was the UK. I was enraged inside, but when you’re on the frontline in these kind of situations, the likelihood of a non-zombie ready to back your corner is very slim. So best to stay composed unless a physical threat takes place. 

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  8. In one of my few foray's out into the wilderness I had to go the laundrette's today. 

     

    Whilst stood in line I had a mask wearing customer (also in line) come within 1 meter of me to remind me that I should be wearing a mask, and that it's unlikely i'll be served if not. In a dead pan tone I stated "i'm exempt", she recoiled as though to apologise with her body language and moved away from me. 

     

    Whilst waiting in line I allowed another mask wearer to go in front of me as she was only collecting, I made a throw away comment about "them taking ages". 

     

    When I was finally beckoned to the doorway, the delightful team shouted from behind their plastic riot shields "YOU NEED TO WEAR A MASK!" (meanwhile they weren't wearing one). I shouted back "I'M EXEMPT!" cogs began to turn and they didn't know what to do. I took the initiative and walked in, whist one of the staff said in a snide remark "yeah we're really busy today aren't we?".

     

    I ignored her and proceeded to pay with cash, which raised an eyebrow, and I got "no one ever pay's in cash these days". I ignored the comment and proceeded with dropping off my bundles of sweat soaked gym wear that hadn't been washed in a week. 

     

    I wonder if there was a real virus they would have realised they are now coming into direct contact with virus ridden sweat soaked clothes, without masks or gloves!! But fear not... the plastic visors that lined the tops of the counters will protect them from 'COVID'. 

     

    Anyone else encountered such stupidity today? 

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  9. I know his full story mate. 
     

    I’m was a supporter of his that’s been and gone. 
     

    He’s stuck in a loop of bitterness and lashing out at the tip of the iceberg that largely know no better, due to the compartmentalised nature of public services.
     

    I wish for his sake he took the fight a bit further up the ladder. Energy better spent in my opinion. 
     

    I’ve got nothing more to add. I understand where his supporters are coming from. 

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  10. To throw a spanner in the works i’m not a fan of his.

     

    Although sometimes warranted... he tends to only attack the foot soldiers of the police relentlessly. People who often put themselves in harms way every single day, with little thought for their own wellbeing to save others. 
     

    I totally understand the police tend to only go for low hanging fruit, by that I mean; traffic matters, penalising the most vulnerable members of society and only scratching the surface of crimes that really matter. 
     

    Crimebodge tends to attack and berate those who are in the impossible position of trying to keep law and order. He tars them all with the same brush and often spits complete venom. 
     

    I wish he’d put as much time and effort into arguing the odds over a wayward traffic stop, as others do in raising the extreme corruption that goes right to the core of this government and the cabal. Rotherham, rochdale... the royals... parliamentary pedophilia.. 7/7 ... COVID.. things that really need the passion of a self confessed lawyer. 
     

    I’m aware I sound like an armchair critic. But in my opinion crimebodge goes for the low hanging fruit of bumbling police mistakes and at best misguided faux pas of legislation designed not to be understood by the average foot soldier. 

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  11. @FinallyAwake thanks for sharing that insight. I'm really happy for you, not in a sense that this information is enjoyable to digest. But moreso that you have been able to overcome terrible adversity, such as being blind - yet still follow your intuition and seek truth.

     

    I agree, there's probably a lot of misinformation put out there, but it's good to touch base on these forums and soundboard stuff you come across!

  12. Something which has always been a weight on my shoulders is how to process, internalise, rationalise and ultimately deal with acts of extreme evil. 

     

    The abuse of innocent defenceless animals and children. The neglect of the frail, disabled and the elderly. The destruction of our planet and natural resources. The deletion of cultures and the re-writing of history. In an 'idealic world' just one of the aforementioned would provoke feelings of anger and injustice, but just how dulled have we become? 

     

    People of the 'postage stamp consensus' genuinely believe that becoming a police officer will put the bad people in jail. Or joining the fringes of a political party and lobbying on a local level will help get to the root cause of issues. 

     

    The above is admirable, but for me it never scratches the surface because you are ultimately propping up the system whilst trying to fight manufactured parts of said system. 

     

    In examples of extreme evil which i'm seeing so much of today, a part of me dies every time I hear or see such acts. You try and help when and where you can and be the change you want to see. My biggest coping mechanism is having faith in the creator and that one day all the wrongs will be righted. I try to stick to the very basic principles of causing no harm, loss or injury to your fellow human. 

     

     

    What coping mechanisms do you employ when you see, hear, experience evil which is beyond comprehension?

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  13. @Mr H

     

    Thanks for adding your experience to the mix and I totally agree with you. If i'm so susceptible to street level drugs, the last thing I need right now is to burn the candle and both ends and end up doing irreparable damage. 

     

    My reasoning for taking 'aya' wouldn't have been to explore the wormhole of having an 'awakening' even further. For me.. as you rightly say, that is what we all naturally gravitate towards anyway, but this world is set up to pull us away from that gravitation as quickly as possible. 

     

    My reasoning for taking it would be to find peace with a long term health condition I have and also find peace with childhood trauma and the ripple effects that causes on one's life. It's not necessary I do it and if i'm being honest I think time has run out on such recreational endeavours anyway. I personally think the matrix is all coming to a head now and it's getting to the point where we're all going to have to make some incredibly tough life choices. 

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  14. the 3rd and 4th interviews seemed to be a bit of a re-hash of 1 and 2. This one was refreshing but equally harrowing as David mapped out the future (which we all know) he just conveys it in a way that no one else can. 

     

    Rose came across as quite arrogant and cocksure in his early interviews with David (prior to this run of 5), but I can tell he has been genuinely humbled as we see David's predictions come to fruition in almost carbon copy fashion. 

     

    When the seasonal flu/cold/pneumonia season gets rebranded 'COVID' and people can't put food on the table it'll sadly be totally hijacked, by design, by this psychopathic bastards. 

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  15. 20 hours ago, karmaxxxx said:

    HI sorry for the delay in answering you, i could not honestly advise you on ayahuasca as its not for everyone. tread carefully on this one. if a joint has done that to you, i would advise stay clear. it was my path i was lead into it, my experience was the hardest of my entire life as i faced myself and all my add ons and demons. but i also saw how literally mad we have become.

    how we are nothing more than ego driven automatic response units.

    i was allowed to see all this and the pain hurt we push on to others, i was allowed to see other peoples reactions feelings and there pain but i would of never of learnt otherwise.

    i was then shown with utter amazement how soft and gentle nature can be, and was enveloped in pure love the depth i have never experienced ever before or since.

    i was shown how small i was and how huge i was, and that every action thought or deed has an impact on the universe we except it or not.

    it was the most humbling experience Ive ever had, and there is no words to explain how you see every person as a fractal code all emanating pure light and how the strands interweave  with everyone we come in contact with hope Ive given you enough of an insight

     

    Thank you for replying. It was as I thought/feared and I think i'll give it a miss unless I feel a massive calling and urge to have it. I'm not egotistical enough to think I won't see anything new from it, but I don't think right now is the best place for me, as i've had such crazy experience from a drug a lot lower down in the pecking order. 

     

    It sounds like your were broken down and built back up. And had everything re-wired wiping all the bullshit you will have been spoon fed in school. I have a lot of admiration for you doing that. I bet it took an incredible amount of bravery to live through that experience and not totally freak out to the point were you were put in a nut house. 

  16. 8 hours ago, Smokestack Lightnin' said:

    Being a White, British, indigenous, heterosexual male living in London from 2007-2014 was my awakening. Getting arrested four times in Islington, once for writing a strong letter to the NatWest bank manager complaining about the appalling standard of English  written on a memo displayed in a branch in Archway in three different locations. (I was an English teacher.) NatWest, who are a subsidiary of RBS had Fred Goodwin at the helm and had just carried out the biggest 'bank job' in living history and here was this bank manager employed by them who couldn't even read or write while I was unemployed at the time.

    RBS bank had to be bailed out with billions of pounds and here they were employing this guy who wrote a letter that would have been fine if you had stumbled upon a small bank in the middle of the Amazonian jungle written by the local manager. My letter to this moron was written in a sardonic, mocking tone but he deemed it to be racist and I spent 8 hours in a cell for that one. No charges in any of the arrests were ever made. No charges were ever brought in any case because no crimes had actually been committed.

     

    In another case a Nigerian security guard from Sainsbury's said that I called him a Black African C*** when the police arrived after I told him to let a shoplifter go. (He was a well known homeless guy in the area and would have been on CCTV.) In both cases my crime was that I was a White indigenous native who could articulate better, speak sharper and make them feel foolish because English was their second language.   (18 hours for that one but admittedly it didn't help when I took the piss and laughed throughout the police interview at their stupidity.) The police can deal with drugged up psychos but it's smart arses who take the piss that they struggle with. That's when I knew something was very f***ed up.  Yassif Iqbal is the name of the guy who signed the memo.

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    As jon wedger would say “the police only go for low hanging fruit”

  17. 20 hours ago, Given To Fly said:

     

    yip, i've read many articles about spirituality and i remember one saying that the demons/dark filth are also aware of those who 'volunteered' to be here to bring light/awakening, even probably from birth, who are targeted individuals -- which is why so many TIs don't have a clue why they are targeted.

     

    I saw an interview with David years ago where he was asked "how come you haven't been assassinated yet". He basically responded saying he was operating on a frequency where he was not fazed by them. It took me some years to figure that out, but now I know what he means. If you know your true purpose and you know exactly what you are fighting for, their bullshit is water of a ducks back. Ironically those of us who are awake... our biggest road blocks are the brain dead zombies that go along with said bullshit which then makes the fight doubly difficult. 

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