SailorPanic

I have so many! But as of recently, I have the need to share them publicly somehow, so here I am Preface: I only have a low tolerance for stress, No schizophrenia, delusion tendencies, DiD, etc. Met via dreams some folks, and took place on different planets or universes. Began around age 4, and thought they were real enough to include in arts projects at schools. After one “dream”, age 8, told friend thinking they wouldn’t actually think it was true(I assumed I was probably crazy), they did however, and the next day one of those from the dreams came to me and angrily said to not tell anyone about them. Flash forward to 2016, had near death and actual death experiences where I saw THEM. It was just like the old M&M’s commercials like, “they are real!” In the first NDE, one had they’re arms up with hands making a triangle shape in a space that was full of green light(common theme) while the other brought me back to life, in the last one where I did die, everything went quiet and dark before I felt their hands and could see again. I went through a liquid wall afterwards before coming back to life(but it took a month to fully recover). Flash forward to last year, I was actually in a sort of hostage situation/extortion(?) and the person holding me there wouldn’t have known what they looked like, but I suppose we had something like a shared dream and the person keeping me there saw them too! Again, they sort of had a green light about them(not green though, they look like regular people for the most part). From what I’ve seen, it has something to do with outer space, but I’m not sure exactly why yet. When I was 4-7 y/o I heard from one of them that it was something about the blood(guess what color?)- something about an extra component or layer(?) and later in life I found out I have some weird things going on- literally worst veins ever because they’re super deep, small, roll, & can never be found for draws. Also, I always lack whatever enzyme they’re testing for- I can never test positive for viruses, inflammation, etc. but can have effects of virus or inflammation detected visually. It’s really annoying! If interested, I also have experience with a reptile/amphibian person, eyes of light, and some really spooky things that I was aware of at too young of an age.