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I was diagnosed with RA early this year - I also didn't have the factor in my blood, but it showed up on mri and another scan (where they put the jelly stuff on you with a scanning thing). they did diagnose hydroxychloroquine, I didn't take it (I wanted to try natural stuff first), but six months later went back, and it had almost completely gone in one (the least affected part), hand - so much so, the doctor got another doctor in to make sure - she seemed almost relived when she spotted a little that hand :D They could see signs of where the inflammation was in that and the other hand / wrist, but that there was healing - there was extra fluid in the areas or something. My ankles / feet are still quite bad, but again, better than before. When I reeled off the list of what I was taking, she was interested, but say that if I took the Hydroxy as well it would heal quicker. I said I'd think about it, but seeing as what I was doing was working, I didn't want to risk it (I don't react well to pharmaceuticals / chemicals etc). When I was diagnosed initially, I'd started a lot of the below - just because I wanted to support my mitochondria, thyroid and adrenals anyway (had taken those protocols in the past), and had noticed an improvement in the RA symptoms (there was a delay of around three months between the initial scans and finding out, as the tests had come back negative for RA, but the consultant sent me for an MRI just to make sure/ see what was going on, as my symptoms were quite severe and there was obviously something going on). The consultant said then, very carefully, that, '...some of those (supplements) help some of his patients some of the time...'. He had a student with him then - he was a bit more chatty about it the next appointment, and quite open - I was pleasantly surprised. Still got a lot of healing to do, but it's going in the right direction :) List is below if anyone's interested; - Dr Myhill's protocols for Adrenal, Mitochondria & Adrenal Support (acetyl l carnitine, d-ribose, b3, b6, b12, vit. C, co-enzyme q 10, glutathione), see her site for dosage / directions / extra info https://www.drmyhill.co.uk - collagen, turmeric w/ black pepper and other bits to help absorption, b1, starflower oil (haven't got round to a bone supplement yet, but going to throw that in also) - probiotics - am taking a course every few months for one month (I use optibac atm - the 'extra' one) - anti-inflammation diet - and avoiding nightshade family food. - powders in apple juice a few times a week (spirulina / moringa / kale / brocoli / spinach / beetroot / inulin / lions mane) - CBD oil - maca and tumeric powders in coffee - homeopathic prescription (three remedies in one pill + constitutional), don't want to say which ones, as it can differ between patients and my mix mayn't work for someone else - Traumeel ointment (homeopathic), comfrey ointment and CBD ointment on affected areas at different times - depends on how it feels / if acute etc. - Chinese medicine - herbs one month on / one month off. And acupuncture - needling between my fingers (in the webbed bit), really painful / uncomfortable first couple of sessions (I've been receiving acupuncture for many years, and have never experienced wanting the needles out so much), but it works really well and effect on symptoms was immediate. After the initial discomfort it was fine, and back to the regular blissful zoned out float home state, so I'd bear with it if you try it. My acupuncturist said most people can't tolerate it, but I don't think they realise how much benefit it will have - I knew to bear with it because of previous results - and I've learnt the difference over the years between healing and damaging pain). - Iyengar yoga - they do specific asanas for neurological / physical conditions, and a few tailored postures definitely helped. A teacher can show you, then you can do at home (they encourage you to practice at home and not be reliant on them). - meditation - I do 2hrs a day (and have been for many years now) - reducing reaction to stress (and reducing stress as much as possible however I can. RA's so debilitating. I don't know how much I'll heal. I doubt the bone erosion will grow back, but if I can just stabilise / stop any further damage / delay its progress as much as possible, I'll be happy. If it had continued how it was, I doubt I would've been able to continue working for much longer - I need my hands, and they were getting so bad and the pain was just ridiculous - and not being able to grasp / dropping things so constantly was getting really wearing.

by 'protection' I mean my own personal energies, Flower Essences work on an emotional level upwards - 'Electro' wouldn't / doesn't 'stop wifi' as such, more helps my systems combat / deal with them. but as you think they're 'snake oil' (which is totally your prerogative), I doubt that explanation would matter much - and to discuss further would be off topic, so I'll not go any further :)

ooh, just checked - my bluetooth's been fine, it's just my data. this is so effed up - and the way they're trying to make out it's for our own good, and 'normalise' it (as in the article below: 'well, other countries have them' - oldest manipulation tool in the book, 'well, everyone else does / thinks so, so you should' *rolls eyes*) is also very very suss. most people (even the more 'norms'), I've spoken to over the last few weeks are switching off, so it'll be interesting to see how widespread it is tomorrow - but no doubt some'll be having alarm parties :D Fujitsu and whoever Everbridge (never heard of them), are; https://www.theguardian.com/technology/2023/apr/21/how-the-uk-emergency-alert-system-test-has-been-years-in-the-making

it's the 'you have to acknowledge it before you can use your phone again', bit that REALLY set my spider senses off. the one they did (it was the beginning of lockdown), you didn't. I heard a weird noise, didn't think much of it (apart from maybe from the street or something), and it was only when I used my phone (made a call, I think?), that I saw a text message, which I read later. you didn't have to acknowledge nish before you could use your phone again. My personal theory is that they're installing something on people's devices (will happen to tablets too apparently a friend said, but not sure if that's true?), and that's why you have to 'acknowledge' the alarm, which will install it - some kind of trojan horse software for some nefarious purpose? may be unrelated, but my rarely have the data on phone has been going bonkers the last few days - keeps switching itself off then on again. it's happened around eight times - the data comes on too, which is how I know - and I 'caught' it switching off / on again a couple of times last night, so I just keep switching the data off again (the emergency broadcast settings are fine though - all stay off). wifi / weirdness next door with my neighbours camera too - yesterday he chided her for it not being on, she was puzzled, cos she thought it was, and hadn't turned it off, made sure it was turned on, and today it turned itself off again. we all think it's to do with Sunday 3pm, but I / we may be overthinking. I'm just letting the battery run down now - and it can stay that way until Monday.

ah, thanks for reminding me about copper! didn't know about attaching to a radiator though. And yes, I have data switched off most of the time. goad my natural sensitivity has stopped me getting too 'attached', so many are addicted to their phones, it's alarming (ba-dum tish). We're being dumbed down for sure - in many ways.

Oh, and if you didn't know about it, another fab protection 'layer' is the 'Electro' combination essence, of Australian Bush Flower remedies (like Bach ones from UK ). Any decent health food shop in the UK will stock them. Great if you don't have a forest - or even a wood - handy :) https://www.ausflowers.co.uk/products/electro-essence

I totally agree, AFS. I have chronic condition that limits me considerably (but has also proved a blessing in many respects - especially in seeing reality / through all the bullshit), and none of this will 'help' me in any way whatsoever. I am quite sure it is anything but 'help', but under the guise of it, playing on vulnerability and the 'good intentions' ('the path to hell is paved with good intentions', I think the saying is), of the partner disability organisations, who will just be further programmed, and if you don't accept the 'help' you'll be only further alienated.

hmmm...mine is also o2, and yes, I keep location off too. pisses me off too - I find it very alarming their level of control over devices, and why I keep data off as much as possible / minimal apps. I'm gonna have everything switched off and be sitting surrounded by orgone structures / cleansing crystals for a few hours around the alert on Sunday. I suspect 3pm isn't the only time they'll be pumping out 'stuff' and the alert time might just be so the focus is on that. Not sure where I'm going with that, but it just feels like there's an awful lot more to this than meets the eye (like more layers under the obvious layers of control / data collection). I wonder if it's anything to do with modifying behaviour on some level? I have noticed, over the years, among my friends / acquaintances etc that I see regularly, as people get more 'connected' to - especially smart - tech. they change, not necessarily in personality, but more 'blinkered' somehow / disconnected. it's quite alarming and sad to witness, as there's nothing really tangible I can put my finger on to bring it up with anyone other than the closest of friends.

Am sure they did this before a couple of years back during summer? (I think '21, possibly '20- I don't recall specifically, I didn't pay it much mind, and was very ill for quite some time). I just recall my phone going mental, and internet saying they were doing some emergency alert tests, BUT I didn't have to acknowledge the alert, and there wasn't as much (if any) media coverage. Interestingly, when I searched at the time, it said the test alerts were going off outside London, and I was definitely in London (but I have location services off so it may have got 'confused'), and not been anywhere near the areas it said it was testing. Back then, I switched off any emergency alert settings in my phone, but had to do it AGAIN with this lot of roll out. Something had switched them on in my phone without my knowledge. May be related or not, my data kept switching itself on over 2020-22 (hasn't happened for a while now). I rarely have my data on (and hardly any apps on my phone), it is a PAYG, I can't remember ever updating the OS (and I have any updates to be done manually), and you have to go through a few settings to turn the data on, so it wasn't by accidental short cut my end. Something's up for sure - doubt they'd be so clumsy as to do something actually on the alert date / time though. I suspect they're just setting us up and 'checking' who turns it off (I do not believe they won't be collecting that data), for compliance and identification.

Well, this looks 'fun'. NOT. Wonder how they chose the cities - possible compliance during lockdowns? I got immediate chills (but wasn't surprised), as they are promoting increased control and surveillance as a crime reduction initiative (London crime against the person has rocketed during and since lockdowns, and getting worse every day - in my area at least), good for climate (that old chestnut - stop destroying the world's eco-systems and bio-diversity with your wars and corporate greed, and poisoning the planet), and targeting (as so-called 'help), more vulnerable groups (disabled people). Makes sense / confirms my fears and suspicions around the OTT lockdowns. From the first link (below); "Three UK cities are among 36 chosen by the World Economic Forum (WEF) as pioneering smart cities that will work on safely adopting new technology. Well WEF has set up the alliance to help provide cities with procedures, laws and regulations to use new technology responsibly as part of its G20 Global Smart Cities Alliance project. The cities, spread across 22 countries, will work with experts on policies in areas including privacy, cybersecurity, services for disabled people and broadband. “We need to work together to realize the potential of data to solve city challenges by putting it in the hands of those who can make a difference,” said Theo Blackwell, London’s chief digital officer. “But we also need to do it in a way that is safe, ethical and responsible. London is proud to join this global initiative as a pioneer city to promote the adoption of ethical smart city policies.” “Being part of the G20 Global Smart Cities Alliance on Technology Governance means that each of the partner cities will benefit from expert, tailored insights and policy tools and this collaborative approach will allow us all to make progress in how we govern technology more swiftly and effectively, for the benefit of all our citizens,” added Frank McCoubrey, lord mayor of Belfast. As well as the three British cities, the WEF has chosen four from both India and Japan. The list includes major cities such as Dubai, Toronto, Mexico City and Moscow as well as smaller ones including Chattanooga in the US state of Tennessee. The World Economic Forum is non-for-profit foundation based in Switzerland that aims to promote co-operation between the public and private sectors. It is best known for its annual conference held in Davos, a Swiss ski resort." https://www.ukauthority.com/articles/wef-chooses-belfast-leeds-and-london-as-global-smart-cities/ https://www.weforum.org/impact/smart-cities-governance-alliance/

I don't know what covid is, but it's definitely something. I caught it right before the first lockdown, and was very ill, and three years later am only just starting to get over it. I'm erring on the side of some kind of bio-weapon. It's definitely weird in how it behaves, I think, beyond it just being a new 'natural' thing for immune systems to encounter. I'd been transferred to a new specialist for a chronic condition (which I manage very well mostly using complimentary therapies - I don't react well to any chemicals / additives anyway - not just medication), end of 2019, who'd ordered a full set of tests (my illness is systemic and affects all systems in my body), as he wanted to try me on a new natural protocol (Royal London Hospital for Integrated Medicine in London - they treat holistically / naturally as much as possible - you do have to pay for non-medicine more natural prescriptions though they keep prices as low as possible - can be difficult to get a referral, even when you have a supportive GP, ime, but their pharmacy will advise everyone - they have a great natural health library open to the public too), so needed a complete picture for the 'before' and 'after' (which is out the window now, but the protocol has definitely helped time, though not the 'clean' trial my specialist wanted!). I caught 'it' March '20. Initially, I thought I was having a constant panic attack (my heart was going fast - I had that for a good year constantly after), due to the circumstances (I'm not very able due to above chronic condition and live alone, so it was very difficult for me to get supplies etc), and I'd already been warned to limit activities to essentials by my specialist physio end Feb. I think her advice if I caught it helped save my life, which, among other things, was to do postural drainage - she gave me a sheet of exercises, as doing that, started to get up the jelly stuff - even though I wasn't coughing that much by then (see below). I had been through the pneumonia stage (which I used to get every winter years ago, so I know it), so I'd been doing it. If I hadn't have started doing that, the jelly may well have built up too much for me to breathe. As well as the heart palpitations, I was on the phone to someone and walking and having great difficulty talking, and then I started to think I might have it. I had the 'jelly' stage towards the end, which kind of freaked me out, but as my temperature was starting to come down by then, and I wasn't quite 'right' still, delirious (I had a high temperature for about 10? days - I kinda lost track, but it felt like I was high a lot of the time, seeing as I don't drink or take any drugs, I enjoyed it, lol). That stuff was like chopped jelly - I couldn't make head nor tail of it until someone sent me some medical research stuff from America on the 'jello' stage, around Sept (but the doctors weren't surprised), and the auto-immune mechanism for that, and it made perfect sense to me (there's more out there these days if you look - but not in the MSM - hmmmm...). It fills up from the bottom of your lungs, which is why people die so rapidly if it's not kept in check (I was on my super-immune boosting herbs throughout, which helped considerably. when I stopped taking them as I was clearing the high temp stage, I was running low and you couldn't buy them anywhere online at that time), my temp and other symptoms started to get worse again, so I just continued taking them until I finished the pot, by then stocks were back up and I could get more). And yes, I know of many people who have died of this within friendship circles - friends relatives - one friend lost uncle and dad within days of each other. Another friend her brother. Another friend had it really badly and was hospitalised back then and stuck on a ventilator (just before I got it - partly why I did not want to go hospital!), luckily he survived, but is a shadow of himself. Someone had it, passed it on to his grandparents who both died, and her parents very ill - she was devastated. An old friend in east London's mosque got in their own refrigerator lorries to store all the bodies that his community (Moslem), were losing. It was horrific. Large families in close quarters... he would livestream all this on Facebook. The authorities did let them collect them (they have the 'have to be buried within a specified amount of time' for religious purposes), and he said at the time that something was up that he couldn't say, he was angry though, so angry. he was working 24/7 for a long time, not sure how long, after a while I needed to switch off from all that. I have been coughing up and out covid jelly goo since - lots of breath work , acupuncture & cupping, yoga for 'it', but there has been obstructions at the bottom of my lungs until recently (forward bends in yoga have helped literally 'squeeze' it out, as well as 'feeling' the obstruction, but as it's coming out it's still very thick, not so much chopped jelly stuff - but I can see my immune system is able to break it down more'). They test it every now and then to make sure it's not 'active' or something else. The tests I started to do towards the end of Summer / year in 2020 (compared to the ones end 2019), showed something had damaged my heart, kidneys and lungs considerably. my heart & kidneys much better now - back to pretty much how they were before with lots of work! lungs still getting there, but much improved - I've had to go on oxygen a few times since, especially in the year or so post. When I was 'feeling better' told my doctor(who had been checking in with me daily - I remember the relief in her voice when I said my temperature was coming down - my bp was also weird - the bottom number was really high throughout as well as it being overall very high for me), that I felt like there were balloons in my lungs, she told me to get an oximeter and prescribed antibiotics - the ones Trump was on - they worked a treat. when I checked my oxygen levels they were still dangerously low 86-92%, but as I'd 'improved' by then, I thought I'd try the antibiotics before going hospital and by the end of the first day, they were 92-94% and up to 96/ 97% by the end of the course. I don't normally take antibiotics, but sometimes... I also did a 'jlly's juice' (fermented cabbage / kale & salt), to help clear me out before I started on the natural protocol (end of summer 2020), which had the weirdest results. Whatever 'it' is uses up a lot of water - during the infection I was drinking loads (but my urine was very dark), and post - when I was doing the cleanse, my body literally sucked the fluid from the juice. Usually, when you do it, it goes 'straight through you' - very watery - pulling the weirdest stuff out your system (I never drink it to vomiting - just the 'other end'), you need to be near the loo. This time, it never was 'loose' stage - but still pulled out loads of weird stuff. My digestion has never been right since - again, just doing lots of work for that, and it's definitely on track. I didn't go to hospital initially, even though they wanted me to and I was talked through what would happen and what I needed to do! - I spoke to 2 doctors and just had friends checking in - so much more I could do at home to help myself, and I didn't want to go on a ventilator. So much more I could say about the infection - definitely not 'in my head' - as shown on the test results 'before and 'after' and long covid stuff since (which has played a merry dance with my chronic condition - oh, and my specialist said that summer of '20 that around 70% of his patients who caught 'it' had died, so I feel very lucky - even if it has been a struggle ever since). This was all before the vaccine rollout - but an effing shitshow that's been - and scary how people have just gone along with it. How they tried to force people to take them is horrific. I did do Astra (as it was based on the flu vaccine - which I don't take because of the side-effects, but figured I knew how to counter those, and I was still very weak and malleable - I won't be having it again). Interestingly, when I went for it, you had to get signed off by the doctor, and when I stated my reasons for having astra not mrna, he nodded and said 'good'. I was in two minds to get it, and after the second (and last), dose, went straight to the sauna after and sweated it out - then had a crazy 'thirst' and needed to drink a large carton on coconut water and 2 litres of water in one - with no need ing the loo or anything. have seen among friends / circles lots of 'off' reports after taking it, and have had two good friends (both pretty close - one old, none more recent), 'die suddenly' soon after - and the amount of sudden death reports is off the scale. But that's for another thread -a nd seeing as it's taken my ages to post in this one, who knows when I will :D) Interestingly, the second time I caught it, it was very mild, but kicked off the 'long covid' stuff very badly (but not sure if that's vaccine damage - probably, either way I'm just working on supporting my body best I can to heal itself). it was at the beginning of lockdown I started to get back into DI - I heard a talk of him saying how they were using 'it' to control, and it totally resonated with what I thought. Even a virologist back then who was a client of an acquaintance and was advising on workspace safety, said something was up with 'it'. I kind of just spiralled into illness and it's been a strange few years as have had to keep plates spinning with work (luckily based from home mostly before that, and like lots of people lost loads of work, have had to adapt - and that's still ongoing, tbh), and trying to figure all this health stuff out (had some other weird diagnosis's since with scans / bloods - but it's generally going in the right direction). It's evil if you're vulnerable, and while many will get it mildly, or just have flu symptoms (or even flu), it can be very deadly. They're even saying that repeated mild cases make you more liable to long covid, but I personally think that maybe a lot of 'long covid' is vaccine damage. I want to read again the book 'Emerging Viruses', by Horowitz, who talks about causes / bio weapons(?) causing AIDS / Ebola - can't remember specifically. Think it's that one that talks about 'prions', 'it' may be related. I've got a few others on my shelves about bio-weapons / 'viruses' from years ago....I need to dig them out, if anyone's interested, I can post a little list. I know my post will be controversial among the 'it isn't real' camp, and that's partly why I've been very hesitant to post my experience. Anyone's welcome to think I'm lying - I know my lived experience and no-one's opinion will change my experience - nor the 'before' and 'after' tests. And sorry for the long post - it could've been a lot longer! :D *takes shelter*

Glad you are free, there are so many enslaved (n varying ways), you're right, and I was definitely more susceptible back then and I still have to work at it to stay un-susceptible as possible. It's such an insidious takeover. I too help others if I can, but live my motto never to poke anyone's Shadow (unless am in a close personal relationship with someone, and there is that implicit agreement to support others development and we know and trust each other well enough to point out blind / Shadow spots and support each other). Am careful not to give too much (as can be my tendency), and I learn more from people's unspoken communication than their vocal. There are some people I just can't be around, but it is only when close that I get that sense - often / mostly I feel something in my eyes, like someone's twisting them up in their hand, and that's my cue to spiritually strengthen and exit their energy asap. I can feel other attacks (anything uninvited / without my consent, especially on a spiritual level), usually via a main chakra, and just do whatever reflect it back / detach it from myself. It has lessened as I've healed / progressed, but still sometimes I'll be susceptible. They usually come when I'm vulnerable, whether through illness, upset etc, it's like a bit of a magnet, but they never get too close (mostly) these days :D I feel very lucky, as I was definitely on a path to being psychotic back then (and had a few months that would have been diagnosed as such for sure after breaking with that ex - but only found out post after I'd come through a very challenging breakdown). For me, there is healthy ways and unhealthy ways to navigate those realms, and if you're manipulated into an unhealthy way, or you're not strong enough / have vulnerabilities, it's very dangerous, as I found out. I have a much more grounded and boundaried connection these days, like you, to my true self and stay in my lane / on my path, and my relationship with those realms is much safer. It's like that saying, 'the road gets narrower, but the horizon gets wider'. no idea where it's from, but I heard it years ago and it certainly bears out my experience. Not sure about the planetary veil breaking down, you've given me more food for thought...for me, that realm has always been there, and just as real now as it was back then (I'm just not repressing it - I did for a few years, but that was necessary for my sanity - but repressing caused it's own problems!), it's just my relationship with it that has changed. There's definitely a huge shift going on though.

thank you for sharing that, RobinJ. It makes a lot of sense, and I relate to feeling emotions that aren't mine, and you've made me think about that in terms other than just picking up other people's stuff (am an empath). I certainly knew for a long time that I was psychically vulnerable, and read / did a lot of work around psychic self-defence / boundaries and protecting myself from the start and am very glad I did / do. I hope you've overcome the entities that took over your emotions - it sounds like you have, as yes, you're right, some are completely unaware / manipulated, it's so sad. Do you have a sense of them? At times, I can be talking to someone, and it is as if someone else 'takes over' and it isn't the other person talking anymore. Often momentarily / not for long. I sense the 'shift', and can always see / confirm in the eyes, but I tend to not observe the eyes directly if I do at all (looking a little distance to the side of their face, but not for long), as it can be dangerous if it's sensed that I've picked up on it, as that will be taken as 'engagement' and tacit permission which I wish not to do. I don't often observe complete shape shift change like I did with my ex, but maybe the deeper connection facilitated that.

Yw, Malbec. Glad you found it interesting. And yes, agree re: experience. It's the way to knowledge for me. I do tend to choose who I speak to about it though. Felt good to have a space to open up about it here, as have very few people I can speak with about it IRL. Re: the ex. I saw a distinct entities in his flat, hazy, but definitely demonic. I had a cushion placed on my head / was stroked (but that didn't feel malevolent), and also saw 'shape shifting' change in his face - not sure if it was the same entity(ies) I saw. No idea if it was a temporary / permanent thing for him, nor the depth / type of possession - whether an attachment or fully embodied etc. He was quite abusive / violent (which he put down to 'passion' and the usual, because 'he loved me' bull), and I did good to get out when I did. I don't know how long the entities were in / around him, but I suspect a good while seeing as I was physically steered away from him previously, and the ex he got with then (and had children with), ended up in a very bad way (and it could've been me). And yes, very hard to distinguish, I try not to get too attached to understanding / making sense of it all as it can draw me in which can be negative for me. I also think those realms are often beyond words (in my experience anyway), so not definable in my understanding of this physical world. For me, it's so subjective, and I can only try to understand my own subconscious / connection, it can 'present' very differently through someone else's filters / personal interpretations. Universal truth on the otherhand speak to us all (even if we don't want to hear!), and I find a lot of those in David's work, even if I don't agree with everything he says personally. Am looking forward to reading, 'The Trap' as I think it will resonate a lot with my own experience. And hope you get even an 'nth out of that dream book that I did / do - it was / is gently yet powerfully transformative (he's one of my favourite authors).

ah, so they just use the network and communicate with your 'hub', so they send the message to that. thanks, eddy64, very interesting - especially the casual mention of GCHQ, I bet all the info collected is going via there too (as most - if not all - digital comms is anyway).