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I’ve asked similar questions queenria - especially pondered how to know if something - message/idea/person/notion , is genuine. The conclusions ive come to is that all information is simply that - data. No matter the source. We question the validity of data based on conditioned ego belief-system, aswell as the emotional, intellectual knowledge we may have. This doesnt make anything truth. It’s only truth according to a very lop-sided ego belief system. Our intuitive layer of being already knows absolute truth - whether we are in touch with this layer depends on how much we really are attached to our ego-conditioned belief system. We cant serve 2 masters! Oftentimes the intuitive layer will poke through and try to guide, but it have a fierce component to tackle the ego persona, that works diligently to protect its belief system. Hence why we can often feel confusion during times of pondering: The truth mixed with untruth. Channelling is a form of ‘giving up ego self’ in order for another consciousness to ‘step in’ and inform the ego. The source being channelled and the info it presents has to always be regarded with a very neutral mindset. Non-incarnated consciousness have a more whole awareness about consciousness, and therefore can easily present as beings of benevolence, while having malevolent intentions. It’s no different to the MSM reporting a story with a slant of belief to get the reader to believe their version of a story. Instead of reporting facts, we are told now, moreso, how to react, what to feel, what to think regarding these ‘stories’…aka ‘ideas’. Channelled entities that tell anyone what to do, are very much of a manipulative persuasion. Free will cannot ever be assailed. The highest consciousness has no interest whatsoever to persuade anyone of anything, let alone tell anyone what to do! Question the message - is its essence constructive or destructive? That alone gives clues as to the source energy of the channelled entity. A pertinent point to make is, whoever or whatever we place central within our guidance system, is an imposter, and a hindrance to allowing our innate Truth Wisdom intuition to guide us. How can a person who always relies on a therapist for guidance, or a religious deity, or a channelled entity, or their mother for advice or anyone or anything of this earth, to tell them ‘what is/ what to do’, ever receive truth? There’s plenty of scriptures and other spiritual texts that say in essence ‘have nothing but love of god in your temple’ = anything we regard dearly, of this earth, that is idolised, ends up usurping the place of ‘god’ (knowledge of absolute truth) within us. Many channellers, those that are genuine at least, have a gift for neutralising their ego’s - dissociating themselves essentially - to then ‘download’ another consciousness into their awareness. If they would stop at simply being ego-neutral they would automatically download truth. But many have the ‘idea’ that some ‘special’ entity holds truth, be that a race from a star system, jesus, thoth etc. Now we get into ego-identity territory while being dissociated, and that is bound to attract many entities, that do know much more than our earth dwelling lower-ego selves, yet also one must question, as you have, the validity of what is being channelled when ‘instructions’ start to be told thick and fast. No genuine entity would ever want to influence free will of another with ‘what to do’ answers. When we have truth, we know what to do. BTW ive read from very experienced channellers them even getting mixed signals during sessions, and their ego-selves get confused. Being an ‘open antennae’ comes with risks, and its not something i would personally do if i could, as spiritual realms are extremely vast, in comparison to this basic 3-d earth existence. I agree with you, preaching love and light while suppressing the ‘darkness within’ only helps to grow the shadow monster. If true love accepts darkness, why cant we? Are we so afraid of suffering we will ‘pretend’ everything on earth is hunky dorey? Thats a sure fire way to induce conflict of consciousness, if ever i knew one. As always, balance is key, we approach all aspect of ourselves with an attitude of wanting to understand. We work through issues by knowing them, not by repression. I’ll tell you a wee story about repression. A person i know (longterm 20+yrs connection) experienced a crisis. Exhaustion on every level. They dissociated and then started channelling a person close to them, currently living on this earth. A person i know. I thought we got on fine - yet always knew there was a ‘vibe’ about this person. They never say what they really feel or think when in social situations. They smile and are polite while seething inside. They spout confidently when in company of their family - and its all vile judgements about just about everything, except what they hold dear. My friend channelled this person during their crisis, and the most horrible stuff was said, aswell as their face altered to look like the person they were channelling. Of course, it was quite shocking to witness this at the time, yet it helped me understand the nature of consciousness, the mind, the ego-self, unhealthy attachments and repression of ego-self. The most interesting aspect of this little story, is that the person who was ‘channelled’, in their real life, experienced a surge of great joy and upliftment. My friend had said/expressed ‘for them’ what they really feel about me, that they could never say, because it was so vile and inhumane, yet due to it being finally expressed in this reality, ‘that darkness’ had been dispersed/dispelled from them, and they felt better for it! I recalled after this happened, historical moments in the company of this person connected to my friend, how my friend would suddenly be spiteful and nasty to me. I never connected to this happening only in the presence of this person. If there was any way i could be belittled this person connected to my friend, would relish it and join-in enthusiastically. My friend was always channelling this person because the tension/energy of their hate towards me was strong, and as is the way with energy, when it gets so powerful it needs a release valve - and that happened to be my friend - who has a psychic abillity unrecognised. Yet i realise we are all channelling to a lesser or greater degree. We are all channels for information. The reason for this experience was because this person was essentially envious of our friendship/relationship. Had always tagged my friend to be ‘theirs’ and no-one else should have them. My friend has free will and caught in the crossfire of familial expectations verses his own will. As we often all experience at some point in life. Yet this experience was 20+yrs of tension and resentment - most people get over it. Some never just let it go and their shadow selves becomes monsters. ‘Shadow - work’ is necessary lest we literally end up destroying each other, due to emotional repression because ‘nimrod from arcturus’ ! said we should only focus on love and light. This ‘resentful’ person in my story was one who spoke of ‘love and light’ too, while ignoring the darkness they felt. Im not familiar with ester or her channelled entity specifically, but whatever you do, follow your inner self guidance. Leave space in yourself for absolute truth to shine through when you need it - dont place anything or anyone in your inner sactum. Absolute truth resides there always, never forget that, and anything else we regard will/can eclipse it. Ask within, not out there. “When we empty ourselves, we become full” - Absolute truth rushes in, the ego works towards filling itself , its life with false ideals/idos/beliefs etc. Keep the inner sanctum empty, recognise the lower-ego layer for what it is, imperfect, tho’ always trying, knowing your True Self truly knows. One last thing - you mentioned about the quax relief feeling people have reported with the idea of getting quaxxed. I had read on other forums, of people who believed fully the convid scenario - feeling immense relief they were ‘protected’ after getting the quax. Convid was no longer going to kill them, or so they thought, until quax 2, ,3 then 4 came along. This ‘relief’ was felt by those who believed in convid, so thats a few billion. That level of belief in an idea, and the relief all these people felt, would have created a gigantic egregore regarding the quax. To the point that those not even jabbed would literally feel relief when considering the IDEA of the jab. Its all energy. Emotional energy on this earth is easily ‘tapped-into’ and easily manipulated. It creates huge egregores - energetic entities - just like all these now who mourn the death of the queen, who surely most would have had a few choice words to say about the ineffective and expensive monarchy a week before her death, are now in the grips of the MSM NLP mind manipulative egregore of IDOLISING the monarchy = mass hypnosis. The phrase “they’ll snap out of it once they get their senses back” - so often used when we see people manipulated, where in reality that IS hypnosis. Hypnosis by definition involves commanding all the senses of an individual - physical, emotional, sight, hearing, smell, intellectual. The MSM are constantly influencing the senses of the masses. They are hypnotists, just not very good ones, for those with discernment and ability to reason with themselves!

Apparently, according to a poster on another forum, who waited 8 hrs in the queue, the queue is furnished with toilets, snack and drink wagons all along its length!

Great thread idea SOALB. Where we spend our money gives US the power to sink these big GM herbicide corps. Their products are in all major supermarket chains. To boycott them totally is hard work, yet bit by bit, youll find you can get much healthier alternatives, and boycott the bastards! I started off with finding organic veg box schemes from organic farms local to me, when i was in the uk. For 20 quid you can get a box of fruit and veg that lasts a week. You know 20 quid of your money supports real people that are making an effort to produce healthy food for their local community. Ordering toiletries etc online is a great alternative than the habitual tesco trip.

Bizarre incidence of disappearing huge snowman…even to this day can’t figure a ‘rational explantation’! Me and 2 mates when aged around 22, went out in the middle of the night as it had been snowing. Sleepy uk town, no-one ever around at night. We stopped by a park and saw the field and trees covered in snow. We rolled 2 massive balls of snow to make a snowman. The bottom one so heavy we rolled in until we couldnt, it was about 4 foot round. The head ball all 3 of us only just managed to lift and put on the bottom ball. We shoved a rollup into the snowman’s mouth, and walked off further into the town. It was still softly snowing. About an hour later we walk back home and passed the park. Our snowman had gone! The whole thing gone! Not smashed up, no excess snow near it, just a round bare patch where it had been with a light coating of freshly laid snow. No footprints near it except our own filled-in with fresh fallen snow. No marks to show it even been rolled away. We were just astonished, brain melted for some explanation how it just vanished. It’s like it simply levitated out of there! We were all straight as a line of ducks too, not even a beer clouded our judgement that night!

The gateway experience is extremely similar to ancient mind/meditation teachings. Theyve simplified it and thrown out all the ritualistic, repetitive ceremonial junk and got down to the meat and bones of consciousness training/practice. The personal energy blockages referred to are very real impediments to our progress. We will never understand how they block pure energy flow through our consciousness, until we heal/release/undo the blockage. I was fortunate to experience a rapid blockage healing. It wasnt intentional at all, i wanted some answers from a person in my life. The answers made me realise i had been lied to for decades, and lived believing a lie. Immediately upon my conscious mind discovering this i had tension from my gut/solar plexus energy completely dissolve, and experienced a vast energy influx through my whole system. Every drop of ego anxiety disappeared, and my mind awareness expanded. A lot more occurred than i can say in this small post, but the experience evolved and evolved, over 8 months. I perceived with my senses phenomenon outside of my normal ego perceptions. I had an inkling i was travelling through time-space, rather than space-time, as the city i was in had changed. There were even replica people wondering around! Literally 3 of the same person walking different routes. There was info of events that had not happened yet. Some beings shifted their identity visually. They were psychic, so was i. I was experiencing multiple layers of reality over the ordinary 3-d world. It was very much like lucid dreaming, whatever i wanted quickly manifested. I recall feeling cold one night, as had got clothes wet outside, and upon thinking of wanting to be warm and dry, my body flushed with warmth, and my clothes dried out very quickly. Time speeded up like i’ve never perceived ever before. My ego personality was completely aware of what was occurring but it was on the sidelines as my main conscious awareness was in a very expanded state. Triggered by the removal of a longstanding block (i never knew i had). It occurred over months in 2018 when the uk had a football match during the hot summer. The small town i went to, i stopped perceiving the real world. There were just a few cars on the road and movement of people. It was like everyone had just vanished. There were no bbq’s, or people in their gardens, no kids playing….no everyday noise. I was in a very centred state of mind, naturally deeply meditative and calm. My ego self wouldnt move to ‘centre’ position and come online with its usual BS lol! The day of the football, despite seeing flags and scarves hung in windows, there wasn’t anyone there. During the 8 months i perceived such a lot - most i really wasnt prepared for, yet the consciousness flow was so extraordinarily more powerful than usual, and an attitude of deep neutrality, it helped prevent my ego from freaking out. After it being unrelenting for months on end, my ego got used to the extra-sensory perceptions - In fact the awareness of the neutrality consciousness guided my ego to remain calm. It would be easy to lose the plot completely experiencing this as your consciousness state dictates what you experience. It can take a while to ‘get’ that is occurring but because you’re in an expanded faster vibrating (for lack of better terms) consciousness, time and manifestation are more prompt. After this experience i discovered also a humdinger of a revelation that my father likely isnt my father, and he has no idea. This thankfully wasnt as shocking as the first blockage being removed so i didnt go on round 2 of another experience! I spent 8 months in this ‘state’ because i was curious. I explored consciousness, interractions, truth of being. I put myself in as neutral zones as i could find to explore this state of consciousness further. The day that the street became busy, and people returned to that town, was the time when i was surrounded by 3 ego beings, who were not supportive of my life path, and their conflicts literally ‘brought me down’. Exposure to very mundane ego’s influence the field of consciousness. I left and found my expanded state return, to explore further. The funniest thing are animals know your state of being is more ‘unified’ - they run to you, even wild deer, birds fly to you. I encouraged a wild fox to escape a pack of hunting dogs. The consciousness of all living beings become magnified in our awareness. The wind/sun/trees plants and stones all contain consciousness. The beings we encounter when our minds are very neutral are mostly beneficient. Discernment is needed to not attach much meaning to anything, just observe. The malevolence we can encounter is best to ignore, as they are representations of deep-seated fears which your ego has. Fears the ‘world ego’ has. When we face these, they disappear. When we react to them as real, because they ‘seem’ real, we make them real and fear defeats us. We face ourselves in the most stripped-down version, and afterwards are cleansed. There’s more layers to explore of self and consciousness, yet bit by bit, we cleanse/heal the blockages and hold a state of consciousness that’s more unified, than our ‘old’ ego self. It’s a process. The spiritual/astral realms are confusing to our ego mind, but if we remain neutral, dont react, dont give our power to anyone or anything we remain an observer. Your consciousness is learning more than you know. Your True Self is guiding the process. I dont go in for external spiritual guides, as these realms are full of delusion like the 3-d world, so i hold my own counsel, and the ‘inner guru’ will come to the fore and guide. People lose their compass taking direction from external beings when exploring these realms of consciousness. Our free will is powerful and we must regard it while exploring consciousness, as there are others, like in 3-d life, that will want to influence our will. No matter what is offered, do not accept the offer. Do not verbally consent to anything. Drive your own car in these explorations. Intuition guides. Benevolence of a purity that brings goodness is overtly obvious and you’ll experience its goodness without free will violations. Malevolence always wants to hijack your free will to attach to your energy-stream. Akin to astral vampires. Remember your centre, no matter what. Return there, the heart of your life force, creation force, love and power force. You give from that centre, dont allow anything/one to demand it from you and ‘take’.

That’s a pertinent point about PTSD pharma-meds - they’re eclipsing the trauma, brain-fogging the recipient. Whereas the psychedelic research for such conditions allow the ‘fear’ part of the brain to be not so ‘energised’ so fear is still in cognitive awareness, but the effect of the fear is altered and muted by psychedelic substances. I hope medications move in this direction using these compounds instead of synthetic neurotransmitter compounds of serotonin/dopamine/norepinephrine etc. I’ve experimented with micro-dosing psilocybin, just 1 or 2 liberty caps, fresh - and the effects are mildly uplifting, with less mind-chatter/distracting mind, calmer, ease of focus. It depends on the personality but a hefty dose of liberty caps is quite an experience for me, but there’s a huge difference between that larger dose, and just 1 or 2. Some would say they barely feel it. Yet as a (generally) fairly intensely mentally contemplative and focused person, i notice the micro-dosage eases the foot on the accelerator somewhat I’d highly recommend it. A friend took around 5 liberties, who had never taken any drug at all before, and he said he didnt notice any effects. Yet i noticed he had quit bitching about the world that afternoon and was in an unusually serene mood …so it’s highly subjective topic, and the subtleties of these drugs effects can be hardly noticed yet still produce a shift. The liberty season is upon us so some fresh air walks in nature visiting sheep fields is worth trying, after rain and a cold night

Very interesting links, thanks for posting. I wish i was an experienced radiologist and brain biologist to be able to see a brain and know what that part is responsible for. Takes a lot of learning to fully grasp what im seeing, yet the differences are notable and specifically the central ganglia region changes are interesting. I have recently become intrigued with brainwaves, and researched about brain bands at consumer level, to be able to discover what brainwaves im engaging in when relaxed V meditating V mentally energised etc. I found BrainBit headbad and will buy one when finances allow. It seems the most reliable to use as the inventor is a guy who developed brain reading equipment as a profession, and his ‘head tabs’ technology far outweigh the others on the market. Hence they would give more accurate readings. The others were far too simple with readings of “your relaxed” rather than showing the actual level of brainwaves, and their head-tabs had issues with contact and getting readings. Looking forward to exploring that myself! Here’s a video, of unfortunately lesser quality than preferred, but does talk about brain imaging of meditation V psychedelics. I dont know if this video presentation is available anywhere else in better quality, as its difficult to see the images he’s showing clearly, but the audio is good and confirms the thesis that chemicals can induce a ‘synchronised brain’ effect - as well as meditation. Drugs are instant, quick compared to other ‘self-induced’ techniques. Both have merit to give the experience to a person. im familiar with cannabinoids and psychedelics personally, than chemical lab-made drugs, and found them valuable to exploring consciousness, and expanding understanding, as well as induce more intrigue and curiosity about this subject from a ‘self-induced’ perspective. Our ego-minds do trap us, i agree. It seems intrinsically linked with our belief system. Belief system = Ego. Without a left/right brain belief system who are we? All my mental constructs of right/wrong/loves and hates, my history and memories, aspirations, skills, preferences, needs etc have all coalesced to form ‘me’ this ego personality. If i could ‘drop’ all that, have my hard-drive wiped, so to speak, my awareness will automatically, without effort on ‘my’ part, be seated in the field of pure awareness BEFORE manifestation. I’ll be at the centre of the Operating System of consciousness, Its the energy-field where all potential loads from, where everything is born from. The field that ‘powers’ all ideas. I’ve been lucky to have experienced a complete change of life/ego identity, and having no control or choice. When i reflect on those times, i often marvelled why i felt a huge surge of energy, renewal? My life had been pulled from beneath me, i had the clothes i was standing in, no other belongings, all friends/familiarity completely gone within a day, no home to call my own. I had nothing anchoring me at all on an ego level to give me ego-stability. I just had my body. I should have been terrified, and we all imagine with our ego minds that’s horrible to ever experience, and we work HARD to SECURE our ego needs. I was forced to literally let go of everything material, everything familiar, all familiar people - and start from scratch - which the ego does extraordinarily well. Or it collapses for a while in despair reacting to its loss of familiarity. I was young enough to think i would be helped, and everythings fine. I didnt worry about it. The ‘naivety’ of youth is a very useful attribute! Yet that renewal surge of energy - like the windscreen of my mind had been cleaned to sparkle clear, i have always remembered. I now understand it…decades later. I received an ‘ego-wipe’ - which was enforced not chosen, so that element added an extra zap to me ‘surrendering’ to ‘what will be will be’. When our minds are experiencing that we have no option but to either react, and immerse ourselves in emotional meltdowns, or accept…and when we decide ‘ok, so be it’ within, we dive automatically into the OS of our consciousness system, and receive a surge of energy from ‘pure consciousness/prana’ because there’s not much mundane ego left obscuring the experience. We can experience these bursts of pure consciousness energy through many means of everyday life. Experiences or drugs. Yet the self-sufficient route has always appealed personally. I want to live in that awareness without external catalysts. The essence of my personal experiences in this state, has highlighted that when we live in the ‘zone of the unknown’, permanently, (i just had temporary experiences of this) is where our minds are healthiest and more unified. We can look at it the other way, and see that having complete control of our lives, and know what time dinner is, and what’s happening next saturday, has not brought genuine everlasting contentment. Suspending overt control over every aspect of life seems like one ‘in-road’ to experience a more unified consciousness. Having control, which is so important to the ego - is the one (major) thing to relinquish to dissipate its power to obscure true unified consciousness experiences. The essence of mundane ego is separation. Of course it will steer the consciousness to control its life, keep it distracted, so it never can be found out its an actor in the show called material 3-d earth, a shell that will crumble along with the body. I am split about meditation’s usefulness because like anything, it can become a crutch we end up abusing because the ego cant deal with ego life. Its a fine line between valuable use of a tool/technique and over-reliance/abuse of same. Yet sitting by oneself, just being by ourselves, no distractions, just being still and aware, can bring-up a tidal wave of ego-assaults/revelations about ourselves, that we can, just by willingness to sit with our ego, dissipate its power.

This info is really interesting. It’s like too much of any 1 thing, becomes a ‘bad’ thing - we sway either side of ‘balance’. Im yet to try magnetised water, and would like to do some experimenting. I’ve been researching off/on about climatic effects on health - and google these days throws up results based on ‘climate change and mental health’ - but before that topic was chic, the studies on barometric pressure on humans, as well as other climatic metrics all pointed to conclusions as they say above : a balance needs to be struck. We as humans seem to have the need for this balance wired-within ourselves as ‘instinct’ some would say. I moved from a dry uk region to a wet damp british isles region and it had a disturbing effect on my equilibrium. The urge for curries/hot spicy foods/drinks, being by lit fires/hot baths etc increased markedly. The equatorial regions have abundant fruit trees for cooling, light snacks, to off-set the climate of heat/stuffiness of humidity. Why indians eat hot curries in a hot country is beyond me! This post about body effects of magnetism, reminds me of electro-shock-brain-therapy. I can see the logic of trying it, and for many it really did help shift chronic depression states, but for some it was not successful. I guess the ‘shock’ to the hemispheres of a current not usual for the brain, was a method to see if the brain would return, re-set to a more ‘even’ magnetism of its own? Like heat shock pads to revive an unconscious pulse-less person. ECT was daring, yet crude, but in its intention are some very plausible reasons. The fallacy we have as a civilisation is that we need to add something, to find perfect equilibrium/peace/happiness. Whether that be a job promotion, having a baby, falling in love, or doing a line of pure coke. We all search for that ‘high’ of what we think we need to ‘boost’ our life experience. We are addicts of serotonin and dopamine, but it's very understandable isnt it? The substances that deliver both these neurotransmitters in high doses simultaneously are often known as psychotropics that induce ‘out of body’ experiences - or out-of-ego-mind experiences. So our inclinations towards mundane life serotonin and dopamine highs, no matter what they are, is our natural instinct towards ‘god’ - as the blast of pranic consciousness experience is akin to a dose of pure serotonin/dopamine and the ‘magical’ DMT. We reach for hemisphere synchronisation through eating an ice-cream, getting applauded on stage after performing, giving the homeless a tenner from our wallet. We become addicted to reaching. But the neurotransmitters circulating through the brain are the ‘fake’ version of unified consciousness. How do we find this state of equilibrium without our preferred ego methods of getting that temporary high? Many doctrines speak that we need to take away layers of the ego, to reveal a consciousness state of equilibrium. Our ego’s get in the way. Like a shell obstructing the pure treasure within. Love, drugs, food, life experiences that give us a high, are poor substitutes for the truly unified brain experience. It’s like our ego’s are conned that through this mundane life we can navigate life, get all our personal jigsaw pieces of satisfaction in order, then WE KNOW perfection will be experienced. Pure contentment awaits us - if we work for it. But this is the epitome of the path of Ouroboros - destined to die, be reborn and try again. We didnt quite ‘get it’ - we live a life of trying to ‘get’ contentment outside ourselves, we build an ego identity to go ‘get god’. Yet, all the while, unbeknownst to us, the perfection of consciousness experience we all crave more deeply than any desire our ego’s could ever dream-up, was always there, underneath the ego-manmade-personality layer of being. Once found, the cycle of rebirth/death stops. We’ve unified. This experience commonly causes death because it’s so sublime on one hand and shocking to the ego on the other. The ‘parts of self’ wrench apart and cannot ‘hold’ the experience. We often hear of ‘spiritual madness’ - where psychosis/mania and other states are described. This is reasonable to expect considering what the awareness is juggling all at one time. By dissolving the ego’s hard-lined wants/needs/wishes to be merely more like ‘floating ideas’, is the direction which helps the unified experience to ‘bleed through’ slowly, so the person can hold/encompass the state, and it to remain permanent, than a temporary ‘bliss’ experience. This ‘self-realisation’ state lived, is the perfection we seek , but through taste, feeling, sights, touch. We’re just a bit distracted! Hence why meditation is recommended, but that is another subject, which your brain unification information reaches into. The brainwaves of experienced meditators are interesting. I suspect the brainwaves of babies might be similar. Days old babies before ego indoctrination begins There’s an aspect of our consciousness that is ALWAYS unified. But the ego-personality of this lifetime mind, is distracted with focusing on stuff of this world..its wants/desires/loves/hates etc. How can we notice the dove flying in the sky while we walk along looking at the people around us. We’re a bit like a computer with a partitioned hard-drive. Each partition thinks its the hard-drive, not knowing there’s others on the same device. The operating system of the entire computer knows everything about the computer, how many hard-drives, soundcards, USB’s connected. We need to discover our OS, then we will no longer be deluded. I havent researched this but do you know of any studies on brainwave states when a person has taken high doses of serotonin/dopamine, comparing them to meditative brainwaves? Are there any brain images of those in euphoric bliss?

Thanks for posting the videos, ill check them out to grasp the physics better. The zero point energy (free energy) you link to i find intriguing, as i understand that also consciousness can ‘vibrate’ (for lack of a better word) at that zero-point. When this occurs i think is what spiritual doctrines describe as ‘bliss/nirvana/atman’-type experiences. We are no longer in a ‘dualistic’ left/right brain hemisphere division mind - flitting from one to the other with our thoughts/desires/beliefs etc - there is the possibility of both hemispheres aligning equally that creates a (what is now commonly referred to as) ‘non-dual consciousness’ experience. I have always called it zero-point consciousness, where the left/right brained conditioned ego of the personality is eclipsed by the ‘unification’ of both hemispheres, where our conscious experience no longer sees anything at all as ‘good/bad/right/wrong’. Even reading this with our left/right ego-mind-consciousness doesnt make sense does it? Its like the marriage of a paradox - something the ego-mind can never do! Yet the pertinent point of zero-point consciousness is because the ego-mind no longer acts as a ‘filter’ - all that is experienced is the pure consciousness field. It tallies with zero-point free energy physics in the simile of the consciousness having free access to all knowledge, just as free energy exists at this point of the ‘zero field’ in physics. It’s really the field of ‘god’ - whether we are talking from a consciousness viewpoint or physics. It’s ‘free’ energy, ‘free’ knowledge. When we look at all pertinent centuries old spiritual writings from all eras/theologies - woven within them is the idea that ‘gods kingdom’ is abundant, all-giving, absolutely over-flowing with free energy. What prevents access to this is the duality mind (ego personality left/right brain belief systems) and AC current oscillates between 2 poles. The unification of any ‘thing/being’ automatically renders it to experience this ‘Zero-Point’ energy field. So mankind has known this for aeons - and we have dribs and drabs of knowledge woven in religious doctrines, but its so dilute to not enable the follower to condense the meaning amidst the ritualistic aspect of all religions. We get the 10 commandments - as an example are like ego-rules….yet, the essence of those commandments - which are replicated in varying ways through many other ancient teachings - is to dispel the left/right ego-mind from dominating the person, so they eventually ‘come to know god’ - aka zero-point consciousness. If i love 1 person and not another im ego-minded. If i embrace true unconditional love state i love all equally. Ego-mind always differentiates/separates/transacts life into left/right thinking. This is a huge dense filter blocking pure consciousness experience. Its simple - like the physics experiment, but difficult to dispel an ego-character we have been encouraged to create and revere, which ultimately is a huge loss, the most damaging, loss to our true selves. The zero-point energy field of consciousness is a state of pure ‘energy/prana’ circulating through the body, so it feeds itself, energises itself, doesnt need sleep, food, water….these cases have been documented, these experiences are had. All manner of life events can accidentally provoke this state too if shocking enough to the ego to cause it to rattle loose somewhat. The slow-path is to slowly dispel ego-left/right brain traits of seeing a difference between all living things. Regard it all equally. We try so hard to generate physical electricity dont we? Quarry for coal, or nuclear fuels, build turbines or solar panels…no matter the physical way ot requires a great amount of energy to ‘get’ energy. A deficit is the result. Yet between the + and - of magnetism lies the abundance we seek….completely free!

The comments on the DM article are interesting, most think this is madness. A biology teacher commented he got a ticking-off for describing a ‘woman giving birth - now he’s afraid to say anything. (Should he have said when ‘it’ gives birth?!) In homo sapiens its a biological fact only female biology is designed for giving birth - the trans movement can’t blur the friggin’ lines on that one. They can be whatever they want to be, but let’s not blur the lines between reality, and delusion - there’s enough of that causing suffering. A trans person doesnt accept their born gender, so they become confused, yet society is being forced to accept them - something they can’t even do themselves! If this isnt the epitome of mind-games, i dont know what is.

Its been going on for a few years apparently: https://metro.co.uk/2019/11/13/prince-charles-swollen-hands-feet-11091094/ Other medical sources suggest opiate use, congestive heart failure, liver issues, immune problems - could be any of those…im sure he’s in the know and being treated.

I took a peek at her natal transit chart for yesterday , as i often find death charts extremely well matched with the natal. From this i see saturn controlling her whole chart - saturn ‘diminishes’ everything it touches…it over-rules….she had saturn conjunt her MC in her natal - meaning she would rule over others/disciplined life/‘work’role rules life. Yesterdays transits was smack-bang moon conjunct transit saturn conjuncting her ‘life force’ mars jupiter conjunction in house 1 (physical body). A younger person would likely have been ill, or in an accident, but due to her age, it was enough diminishing energy to pull life force away. Transit sun of yesterday was approaching closely cusp of house 8 - house of death. I am inclined to think that her time of birth is a few minutes out (which is extremely common) as we usually see transit sun hit cusp of house 8 and thats a good trigger for a ‘death event’ (loss of body/job/home/relationship) Back to Satan…i mean saturn ….saturn in the sky yesterday was squaring her MC - which has saturn ruling it. When we have saturn square saturn its a very diminishing energy, and that coupled with the power of it conjuncting her MC ‘life path’ point - its a force not many would withstand. Opposite her saturn conjunct MC natal major power - we have fixed star algol conjunct her IC - algol is a nasty fixed star. Fixed star astrology is interesting, many stars are very beneficient, but we rarely have a good time if algol is prominent in our charts, or if it gets struck by the days transits. Saturn opposite algol is just plain nasty horrid combo….very diminishing. With death of the native of the chart we look to house 8 sign and ruler - virgo/mercury in this case. Transit mercury conjuncts her ‘part of fortune’ or misfortune as it can also turn out to be. This POF point in her chart is in house 8 of death. Mercury is bounding retrograde at the moment so this has the energy turning inwards. Transit mercury was opposite her natal mercury in house 2 - with that natal mercury having jupier ‘enlarge’ that tense opposition. 8th house of death/part of forune - in libra - take a look at where venus is which rules that…..ahhh we see its in house 2 of ‘values and personal things’ - and a huge element about her venus is, its unaspected except with pluto - planet of power/death. Which is opposite her AC - physical ego body. These positions and aspects tell me that her love of her life dying caused her death. They were a power couple, giving each other power - and 1 without the other, kills power in both. They were deeply bonded - and the relationship was ‘part of fortune and misfortune’ - because it caused great power when together, but without the power there’s none at all. Rug pulled. Philip dying triggered her power loss. Its the classic story of love that heightens our experience of life to levels unimaginable, but, the other side of that shiny coin is often that love, then has the power to undo us. So often death is due to a broken heart. There’s other aspect to yesterdays transits that support it as a death day for the body/psyche native of the birthchart, but wont extra[olate as its not an astrology forum and the terms are gobbledigook if unknown. Her death occurred in balmoral not london where she was born. I suspect if i were to do a relocational scotland chart for her, we would see the transit sun of yesterday hitting the place of death more exact in her chart. So, going by her chart with yesterdays transits being so strong, i think she did really die yesterday. However, the crow sitting for hours on the wings of the ‘Angel of Truth’ victoria memorial at Buckingham palace yesterday on the live internet feed, gave me the clue she had died, and it took a few hours to gather the family etc to make the announcement. Here’s her chart with yesterdays transits on the outside (transit moon was conjunct transit saturn at time of death) for anyone interested:

Mullein leaf tincture/tea is excellent for opening the bronchial airways helping breathing issues. It can also be nebulised if made into a tea. The loose leaf herb is widely available and a very common plant. It was often smoked before modern pharmacology as a remedy for lung issues. Same with lobelia for lung issues, smoked. If you dont have a nebuliser make a strong steam bath/bowl - get your mum to breathe in the steam: Boil kettle, add to a bowl with a handful of dried mullein leaves. Stir. Breathe in the vapour. (Be careful with this method if she isnt calm, as hot boiling liquid in a bowl to breathe in the steam requires her to be calm, to avoid accidental spillage.) Vape mullein tincture/tea is possible as a vape pen is a mini nebuliser. You’d need a vape pen that has cartidges you fill yourself. Tea of mullein is simple and effective. 1 teaspoon mullein leaves soaked in boiling water 5 mins, stirring - strain, then add sugar or honey to sweeten it to make it more appetising. From a metaphysical stand-point - the lungs and throat are connected to speech. Often when we have things we feel and cannot say, or our loved ones have feelings unsaid, this can create breathing issues/coughs etc - Years of not expressing ourselves can create an inhibition of the functioning of the body over time. A method to ‘release’ this and potentially aid breathing is to honestly talk to your mum about how you feel. She may have all kinds of thoughts and feelings she has never talked about, and mother’s tend to feel they could have done more, or done better. If you talk to her and tell her how you love her as a mum, that she has been a joy in your life - everything you truly feel. Even if you have had family upsets like all families often do, talk about those episodes with light-hearts, express forgiveness if that applies. When people say ‘i want to clear the air’ - its because the air of unsaid things becomes thick and hard to breathe in. Your mum may feel stifled as mums often keep their thoughts guarded, for all sorts of reasons. If you, as a family can reassure her of your love and thank her for the mother she has been to you all, it helps you all say what often doesnt get said. It can be relieving for all. Then no-matter what happens we know we’ve said what we truly feel, and we can’t harbour guilt for not telling our loved ones we love them. Hope this helps x

Im sorry to hear about your mum. The drugs she’s been given are indeed powerful and often used for ‘end of life care’ This webmd msm link even shows its contraindicated in cases where breathing issues are of concern: https://www.webmd.com/drugs/2/drug-16685/midazolam-oral/details That link also suggests your mother’s panic state since being home are symptoms of too much of these drugs, which should be sedating, antixiolotic - NOT anxiety-inducing. If her breathing has got worse, i would seek out another gp’s opinion to do a home visit and to alert them to the new cocktail of drugs she’s been given, and ask their opinion. If your mother is in a fit mental state to answer questions, or has episodes of clarity, film her giving answers to questions concerning her treatment, and her personal preferences for treatment. Ask simple, non-leading questions regarding her medical care. You have her personal wishes recorded for legal reasons. You as a family can act as representatives of her care wishes. No hospital or doctor can refute her own wishes, because even the medical system has to respect free will choice. There are legal papers you can obtain, only if your mother has ‘mental clarity’ - an LPA Lasting Power of Attorny - that gives whoever your mum chooses from her family to make health and financial decisions on her behalf if she is incapable. There are 2 forms to an LPA - financial decisions LPA, and a Health and Care decisions LPA. You’ll find the link to download the health and care LPA forms on the link below, scroll down the page a bit for the right LPA form to download. https://www.gov.uk/government/publications/make-a-lasting-power-of-attorney The forms can be filled in online and registered, and there is a nominal fee (£82) to register these legal papers online. (Solicitors charge £1k to register these papers, so best done online yourself, quicker and much cheaper) As a reminder, your mother needs to have mental clarity to tell you her wishes for you to legally register the forms. It sounds as if these drugs have detracted her mental functioning. Midazolam interferes with memory formation, so no surprise she is confused. The other anti-psych meds are to quell the sedative panic of the midazolam. Call a medical solicitor for an urgent 1 hour consultation, for you to know where you as a family stand legally. Are you able to not allow access to drugs nurses to your mum’s home from giving the drugs as your mum has asked for you to help her? That is a question you need to ask a medical solicitor. Film her episodes as proof of the effects of the drugs. Get as much proof as possible. Film her talking and expressing her wishes. Your mother does has medical right to refuse treatment that she doesnt like, but she needs to say it/ express that - in writing, on film/video. With that you can legally as a family enforce her wishes, and prevent them from administering drugs she hates being on. Her free will HAS to be respected, and legally is. She just needs to express what she wants. A medical legal solicitor will give you an outline of your rights in this situation. I’m sorry youre going through this - i’ve read and watched a lot of cases of families going through the ‘end of life’ care drug procedures. I hope you are able to gain control over the situation and help your mum via legal help.

Actually i’ve just realised, you said your trees border an open field…if that field has been glyphosate-sprayed, the wind drift will hit the south side of your plants and kill them. Hence the gorse bush too. Glyphosate kills any part of plant it coats, hence why just one side of your bushes has die-off. Only a GM glyphosate resistant crop wont be affected by that stuff. The farmer of the field sprayed when it was breezy. Bad form. Should spray only on a very still day.

I don’t suppose you’ve put any cow/horse manure close to them, have you? Herbicides these days are now classed as ‘persistent/active’ - remain effective as plant killer long after theyve been sprayed on the hay crop fed to animals. Years after in fact. I’ve used horse manure rotted for 7 yrs in a pile and it killed all my plants thanks to Dow chemicals corp. The herbicides remain laced on the hay, invisible, the animals eat the hay, absorb some herbicides throughout the body, giving them human-type diseases like pituitary/endocrine disorders/diabetes, liver and kidney issues, and pee and poop out 90% of the herbicide, chemically unaltered. The days of using FYM, farm-yard-manure for fertilising crops are lonnnnng gone. This stuff can only be spread on pastureland, and even the it’ll retard grass growth because of the concentration of it in the rotted down manure. It takes years for soil microbes to attempt to break down the chemicals too. Im into year 3 of contaminated grow beds, and will see if this year i get mutant crops. I killed a 50yr old holly tree and severely damaged a 80yr old large fir tree by having a manure pile stacked beneath them, full of herbicides,( unbeknownst to me)….i thought it was quality fertiliser!

some more vids that are interesting about the rainbow body:

I love the rainbow body subject, its fascinating! What i’ve considered about it has made me realise some truths i never expected to find. I think, the phenomenon is linked with the duality being (lower ego) ability to transcend this 3-d illusion, because theyve learnt to tap into all parts of Self. When connected to that part of Self outside the illusion, there is a choice presented….discard the lower and enter the higher. When they answer to discard the lower, the physical substance of the body, transforms into its elemental energy form, only DUE to being connected to the WHOLE being. This is why the rainbow body phenomenon is described as the person disappears and all that is left is hair, nails and dust. Hair, nails and dust are the ‘dead’ cells on our body, attached to it. The dust is old skin cells yet to shed/exfoliate. All other parts of self, is live cells. When we reach a state of spiritual ‘wholeness’ the cells are more alive than we can imagine. They become infused with pure pranic force. Our ego is no longer ‘in the way’ to obscure pranic life force. The ego dissipates/wastes pranic life force. When the ego ‘centralises’ it no longer does that, and pure prana enlivens and tranforms every cell. I see it like source creation consciousness is like a battery, and when we connect to that we receive a bolt of pure energy through all our energy bodies and lastly, the cellular material body. When we choose to go into the full stream of this bolt…travel into it fully, the whole being of us is immediately transformed, leaving only dead cells behind. There’s a phenomenon that is similar, a meditation to leave your body, creating death. But the body is left behind. The person chooses/reaches the higher parts of Self, but instead of the bolt type activity, enlivening all the energy body its more like the consciousness travels instantly upwards, discarding all lower bodies. Sadhguru’s wife engaged in this transcendence method. Another route of transcending this 3-d illusion and experiencing this ‘bolt of lighting’ connection are at the rare moments in life when we are karmically ‘neutral’. Literally zero-point of this karmic illusion 3-d world. Considering each thought, word, action creates something, to happen to stumble to the point of karmic neutrality is so rare. The veil is automatically lifted and our minds open to the experience of the spiritual realm. Where our awareness is regarding whats happening determines what happens from that point on. The ego goes into neutral mode due to karmic neutrality, and in response to its awakening can react, which it normally does. Yet the outer karmically neutral force is very strong and the connection to other parts of Self are guiding the ‘lower ego’. As before, the Self connects, and is warp-speed in connection with the All consciousness, and poof, rainbow body occurs. I wonder if there is choice , as we know choice, in this process, or whether its automatic. Connecting to such a high vibration consciousness while trying to hold onto, be grounded into the denser vibrational lower ego and physical body, is very hard. The force of higher consciousness is extraordinary, and not like controlling/experiencing our dualistic conscious mind. We have to open, not contract. Embrace. Like you said, i think some civilisations experienced living in light bodies. Only when mans consciousness became more dualistic, lower vibration did the light body become clothed in matter. The shame of adam and eve being naked when they were thrown out of eden for learning of ‘right and wrong’ = dualistic mind, is a metaphor for this process. When we experience consciousness outside of the dualistic ego, concepts of right/wrong simply cannot register in our mind. We go beyond judgement, desire, fear…beyond the duality ego-consciousness. Dualistic ego notions of beauty and love attempt to come close to unified consciousness experience, but even the most beautiful and the most loving experience is a meagre shadow of shit compared to non-dualistic consciousness. Our ego minds fall for the substitute of god consciousness with man-made beauty and man-made love….and give up god. Literally we fall…into duality density. We are the splintered rainbow, and have to assemble the whole rainbow, become ‘whole’…..we’re alreadt it, we’ve just gotta connect fully to realise it! Real-ise it…make real

I’ve come to conclude, weather events are the culmination of the entire planets energy manifestation. The energy exuded from humans, has to ‘go’ and ‘become’ something. Particularly emotional energy. When we delve into emotional signatures, they can be hot/cold/firey/windy/rainy…..with water being a predominant and one major weather event that seems to affect all countries and climates are floods/rains. Consider the global population of humans has absolutely mushroomed from being 1 billion in 1800, to just a sniff under 8 billion now, 222yrs later…..that’s a HUGE increase in energy manifestation considering humans have been around for thousands of years. Yes, there’s always been out of the norm weather events, in 1800 and previously….but the key point to consider is that they were ‘out of the norm’. Fires, flooding, excess heat and rain/cold is the NORM now…our everyday weather. So Peter, you’re not wrong that you ‘caused’ it….we all do. Collectively. If only everyone could chill the feck out for a month for me to prove this theory Well, wait….they did….lockdown number 1, most were delighted to have to stay at home and not allowed to go to work and do all the usual day stuff theyd rather not do…..did you notice the weather then? I did, because i live in a particularly cloudy/rainy/windy climate….and the bliss of experiencing blue skies, sunshine and no winds for weeks was amazing! Where i live, grains are not grown here due to excess rains making the grains go mouldy and risking ergotism. Yet in 1850 i discovered, via meterological research, that grains were grown here for hundreds of years, and the climate was completely different. There’s old farm equipment here that was used on this land, in 1850+, that wouldnt be possible today due to the land being wetter and softer. The common denominator between ever increasing freak weather becoming normal, is population growth. This russia ukraine media storm has created a huge spike in global emotional signature, and since then we’ve had nothing but rains/and blustery windy storms. It’s important to note, where the emotional disruption is highest doesnt necessarily mean that country will experience worse weather…..the energies will stream and release wherever is easiest. Like how a stream flows. Wherever is least resistance to the expression of that energy, will experience it. Hence why valleys are rainy and mountain peaks not rainy, but windy. As a crude example. The emotional energy is created IN this realm, so has to transmute and BECOME something IN this realm/dimension. Energy becomes tangible ‘stuff’….emotions ARE also energy. If you think it’s not real energy, why do emotions affect us? They can be felt. They have energetic ‘life’….via us. What happens to emotions when expressed? We dont know, we don’t ‘see’ emotions, so because we dont see them, but feel them, we think they are not consequential. If we could see emotional energy, we would understand vastly more than we do. Like words uttered from our mouths, they go on to affect change. Emotions felt and expressed do the same. Especially unconscious emotions, but thats a post for another time. The most eye-opening research to do is meteorological data during times of world events, that affect humanity as a whole. Specifically from 1900 onwards. Theres 8 times more co-creators on the planet than there was just 200 yrs ago. That a HUGE increase in such a short time. The weather patterns/events correlate with this shocking increase. So peter, get that happy loin cloth out mate and do a jig! Every little bit helps

This ‘VR’ is projected by US ALL….so hence its more like a co-creation. All is mind - projecting a ‘dream’ reality. Each and everyone do this…first by thought idea, then action = manifestation. “Man made in the image of god” - god is known as a ‘creator’ right?…’in the beginning was the word’ - before we manifest anything we have thought = word. Man has this ‘likeness’ inherent from ‘god’ - via thought/words, we create. This is why using the media platform, governments of the world try to control minds, get minds to believe THEIR dream…to help them project THEIR ideas into reality. The more minds they influence with their ideas, the more they can guarantee manifestation. To change our experience of the world, we change ourselves, and what we project we CHOOSE rather than be externally INFLUENCED. Live from the inside out, rather than outside in. Easier said than done, i admit

celticdevil, i dont see this covid thing as an ‘us and them’ scenario. There’s BS being spouted in the media daily about covid by TPTB, especially about their ‘safe and effective’ vaccine, when this thread and many other online sources shows countless links/videos to many harmed severely by the jab, and many many thousands have died. It’s an outrageous exploit of peoples trust in ‘modern medicine’. So ‘truthers’ of covid are pushing forth real facts amidst the mayhem of BS from the media. Facts sourced from independent medical experts etc. That pfizer docu linked here had a BS headline attached that didn’t align with the info within the pfizer trial document - thats what i was pointing out. The headline said the document was proof ALL pregnant women aborted their babies after receiving the vax - the document factually says different. Are you prepared to sift through a 38 page document to pinpoint the info the headline referred to to see if the headline is true? The headline author evidently didn’t think many would bother, and they’d get away with ‘media sensationalism’. Yes, there were abortions and other horrid side-effects. But the headline is sensationalist BS which is what the MSM use to brainwash people, and truthers dont need to stoop to the same lying manipulative tactics to promote the true facts about covid. The facts are terrible enough without lying! Anyway, that pfizer document, those figures published in that cannot be relied upon when we know that declarations to VAERS about side-effects have barely been reported by doctors about their ill patients, because it takes half hour to fill in the form, and they dont get paid for that work. So what incentive does a doctor have to report to VAERS when the process is so laborious, time-consuming and non-paid? Even doctors who are trying to report the worst patient side-effects say they cannot keep up and get through the paperwork. From this we know the true statistics of harm are much higher than reported.

That’s not entirely true, from the report linked. Here’s the pertinent info from the data file…..sure, it’s alarming the various symptoms experienced…but facts need to be kept real:

It’s a lot easier to be neutral, an outsider, and someone tell us their story, for us to see glaring aspects which could have been problematic, so thus can aid healing, due to being neutral and ‘outside’ their personal situation. With our own stuff, its inherently difficult because we’re IN it….like we can’t see the forest for the trees. Like you said, we hold so many stories as a part of ‘who we are’ as ego-complexes. The older we are, generally the more stories we have…until its quite the weighty tome! , literally weighing us down, affecting our optimal health state and ultimately inhibiting our inherent natural energetic flow of ‘Life Force’. When i had hormones go awry, i explored my perceptions and perspectives on every sexual and gender angle. I was trying to see where i was imbalanced in my thinking. Then i could take those wonky perceptions and think upon those deeper, the source of the perceptions. Most times it was due to life experiences and social conditioning. I have a funny story, yet it also highlights a pathway of self-healing. When i was a teen, a remark by a male about my butt being big in swimming class, utterly astounded me. I was offended because i never ever thought, out of all my body parts, or adolescence physical insecurities, my butt was too big! If anything, it was small to normal! So this worried young me. I thought if i can’t see my butt is big, what else can’t i see about my body that’s ‘not normal’?! Physical body insecurities normally start with some off-hand comment the person didnt even mean. So i shelved the butt complex, as no-one else ever mentioned my big butt, and kids are obnoxious enough that if my butt was really huge, i’d knew someone would say something. Then age 18, skinny waif-life tall me shopping in camden market for clothes…in a little boutique shop run by a large black lady (this description is purely factual yet necessary for the next part of the story, for context!)…im chatting to her …she makes all the clothes…im complimenting her designs etc….then pick out some trousers. Try them on, but the waist is huge, and hanging down at the back, like a REALLY big butt could only fill these trousers. I show the fit to her and she says, cocking her head to one side and inspecting my butt “hmmm, well you’ve got a fairly cushioned butt there honey, if you were a different shape, they’d fit better” !! I look at her, again, like my young teen self in swimming class, gobsmacked….HER butt was ‘fairly cushioned’ and these trousers needed a humongous butt to fill them, while having skinny long 36” legs. The cut was all wrong and rather than admit that, she used my butt as the anomoly in this whole episode! But that was it, having a black mamma with a hefty butt state my skinny white ass butt was cushioned piqued my curiosity once again, and after exiting the shop, prompted me to ask my boyfriend, who I was shopping with, THE question of all questions!: “Darlin’? Is my butt big?” ”ummm well…nah…mmm, i’ve never really thought so…no, naaah…its juuuuuust riiiiight” followed by a beaming smile once he thought he’d figured out the best words! I knew his opinion wasn’t worth reckoning on, considering his position, so once again, me and my ‘big’ butt had a curious love/hate relationship. I wasn’t overtly concerned when i got older, as most trousers fitted me! If anything the butt material was always too baggy. Definitely not a big butt. Once sexual maturity was well established i felt very confident physically, and didnt question my body parts, even if they weren’t normal. I actually love quirky stuff, especially sizing of things. Extreme small or large of anything tickles my fancy, i literally marvel such things and i’m not prejudice on shape/size…it is what it is, afterall! I never could look at anything and declare absolute beauty or ugliness, as there is always some part ‘quirky’ in the beautiful, and some part extremely gorgeous within the ‘conventional ugly’. Bullies at school would call kids with thick glasses ‘four eyes’, while i am marvelling at the shape of their lips and beautiful hair colour. The kids taunted for being fat, i’d notice their beautiful fingernails, and exquisite vocal expression. I dont call anything ugly personally….i know why something is called ugly, because its different from resembling ‘normal’. My attitude developed as i was aging that judging anything by how it looks isn’t needed, for life to be joyful. I accepted my body because i accepted the bodies of all others. I grew out of judging what i see, quite rapidly. My big butt complex, questioning my physicality, dissolved naturally along the way of growing into physical acceptance of all others. Now…we’re in a world where women are getting implants to have extremely large derrières, as its the fashion of the times! The above process wasn’t conscious healing. It is only on reflection i can see how i personally overcame any issues of my physicality, by developing acceptance of all others bodies. We get into the realms of understanding what issues we have with others, also reflect in our lives and affect us. Its a way for us to personally experience what we project out into the world. Interpersonal karma occurring, in essence. Our personal conscious healing journey is similar, and quicker than the slow, unconscious path of normal life. We identify a personal issue…see if it relates to our perspective on the world in any way. Identifying this, seeing it, making that connection is a part of the healing, in and of itself. We ‘see’ ourselves, affecting ourselves. To heal our issue, we have to eradicate our perception/judgement we project out to the world. For example, if i call my co-worker lazy…and i ‘have a thing’ about laziness in people generally…its a judgement. If i start struggling with energy problems, it shouldnt be much of a surprise. I probably then start to flake out after work, and then get my partner calling me a ‘lazy butt’. I take great offence as im IN my ‘forest story’, and cant see clearly the lessons going on for my personal development. I then do experience a real struggle with energy and stop calling my co-worker lazy, as i start to wonder, if, like me, they struggle with energy too. My attitude changes, i become more understanding/compassionate and learn to not just jump to judgements about others/the world, as there’s often a reason they/it are the way they are. Acceptance creeps in. As this attitude beds into my ego-complex awareness, i start to find my energy levels return. The above is a simplified view of the process, but highlights how thorough healing brings in aspects of our personal issues relating to our attitude about ‘out there’ either in another person, a community, or the world. It’s very easy to just think a physical problem has a physical cause, yet the mind can alter the body, but the body cannot alter the mind. Therefore mind is stronger at causing change. I had libido issues experiencing unknown infidelity. Lies cause physical illness quite readily because THE higher ‘all-seeing’ part of our mind - ( unconscious to the conscious ego mind) - literally knows the truth of ANY situation, and the ego-mind is thinking the truth is ‘my partner is faithful’ - so there’s a literal conflict of consciousness. ANY conflict of consciousness can easily cause illness, mental and/or physical. Once the truth was known, and accepted….not fought with (very important, our reactions to lies determines how we heal) my libido returned! R.D Laing, a scottish psychotherapist, knew intimately how these aspects of our life experiences/judgements/truths impacted our mental and physical health. He was a renegade in the field of psychotherapy for utilising left-field techniques to treat mental illness. The poignant story he presented to illustrate his theory of understanding the psyche using a more ‘whole life’ outlook, was of a boy with schizophrenia he was treating. A teenager. Laing interviewed the mother too, aswell as provide therapy for the boy. During the mother sessions Laing learnt that the boys father, mothers current husband, wasnt the boy’s biological father. He insisted to the mother the boy be made aware of the truth. She was resistant initially due to her own shame and fears, but eventually the boy was told the truth that the man who he thought and treated like his real dad his whole life, wasn’t his father. His schizophrenia resolved quickly soon after. This case, and other cases like it, truly highlight the complex nature of mind/beliefs/judgements - and when we are wrong, without knowing it, can cause our psyche and/or health to swerve off-kilter. EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED. HIGHER MIND KNOWS THIS - EGO MIND THINKS EVERYTHING IS SEPARATE - that’s it’s PRIMARY mistake, that causes humanity much suffering.

Whoops…i replied to you novymir in your quoted text box above…weird how it did that!