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  1. Actually i’ve just realised, you said your trees border an open field…if that field has been glyphosate-sprayed, the wind drift will hit the south side of your plants and kill them. Hence the gorse bush too. Glyphosate kills any part of plant it coats, hence why just one side of your bushes has die-off. Only a GM glyphosate resistant crop wont be affected by that stuff. The farmer of the field sprayed when it was breezy. Bad form. Should spray only on a very still day.
  2. I don’t suppose you’ve put any cow/horse manure close to them, have you? Herbicides these days are now classed as ‘persistent/active’ - remain effective as plant killer long after theyve been sprayed on the hay crop fed to animals. Years after in fact. I’ve used horse manure rotted for 7 yrs in a pile and it killed all my plants thanks to Dow chemicals corp. The herbicides remain laced on the hay, invisible, the animals eat the hay, absorb some herbicides throughout the body, giving them human-type diseases like pituitary/endocrine disorders/diabetes, liver and kidney issues, and pee and poop out 90% of the herbicide, chemically unaltered. The days of using FYM, farm-yard-manure for fertilising crops are lonnnnng gone. This stuff can only be spread on pastureland, and even the it’ll retard grass growth because of the concentration of it in the rotted down manure. It takes years for soil microbes to attempt to break down the chemicals too. Im into year 3 of contaminated grow beds, and will see if this year i get mutant crops. I killed a 50yr old holly tree and severely damaged a 80yr old large fir tree by having a manure pile stacked beneath them, full of herbicides,( unbeknownst to me)….i thought it was quality fertiliser!
  3. some more vids that are interesting about the rainbow body:
  4. I love the rainbow body subject, its fascinating! What i’ve considered about it has made me realise some truths i never expected to find. I think, the phenomenon is linked with the duality being (lower ego) ability to transcend this 3-d illusion, because theyve learnt to tap into all parts of Self. When connected to that part of Self outside the illusion, there is a choice presented….discard the lower and enter the higher. When they answer to discard the lower, the physical substance of the body, transforms into its elemental energy form, only DUE to being connected to the WHOLE being. This is why the rainbow body phenomenon is described as the person disappears and all that is left is hair, nails and dust. Hair, nails and dust are the ‘dead’ cells on our body, attached to it. The dust is old skin cells yet to shed/exfoliate. All other parts of self, is live cells. When we reach a state of spiritual ‘wholeness’ the cells are more alive than we can imagine. They become infused with pure pranic force. Our ego is no longer ‘in the way’ to obscure pranic life force. The ego dissipates/wastes pranic life force. When the ego ‘centralises’ it no longer does that, and pure prana enlivens and tranforms every cell. I see it like source creation consciousness is like a battery, and when we connect to that we receive a bolt of pure energy through all our energy bodies and lastly, the cellular material body. When we choose to go into the full stream of this bolt…travel into it fully, the whole being of us is immediately transformed, leaving only dead cells behind. There’s a phenomenon that is similar, a meditation to leave your body, creating death. But the body is left behind. The person chooses/reaches the higher parts of Self, but instead of the bolt type activity, enlivening all the energy body its more like the consciousness travels instantly upwards, discarding all lower bodies. Sadhguru’s wife engaged in this transcendence method. Another route of transcending this 3-d illusion and experiencing this ‘bolt of lighting’ connection are at the rare moments in life when we are karmically ‘neutral’. Literally zero-point of this karmic illusion 3-d world. Considering each thought, word, action creates something, to happen to stumble to the point of karmic neutrality is so rare. The veil is automatically lifted and our minds open to the experience of the spiritual realm. Where our awareness is regarding whats happening determines what happens from that point on. The ego goes into neutral mode due to karmic neutrality, and in response to its awakening can react, which it normally does. Yet the outer karmically neutral force is very strong and the connection to other parts of Self are guiding the ‘lower ego’. As before, the Self connects, and is warp-speed in connection with the All consciousness, and poof, rainbow body occurs. I wonder if there is choice , as we know choice, in this process, or whether its automatic. Connecting to such a high vibration consciousness while trying to hold onto, be grounded into the denser vibrational lower ego and physical body, is very hard. The force of higher consciousness is extraordinary, and not like controlling/experiencing our dualistic conscious mind. We have to open, not contract. Embrace. Like you said, i think some civilisations experienced living in light bodies. Only when mans consciousness became more dualistic, lower vibration did the light body become clothed in matter. The shame of adam and eve being naked when they were thrown out of eden for learning of ‘right and wrong’ = dualistic mind, is a metaphor for this process. When we experience consciousness outside of the dualistic ego, concepts of right/wrong simply cannot register in our mind. We go beyond judgement, desire, fear…beyond the duality ego-consciousness. Dualistic ego notions of beauty and love attempt to come close to unified consciousness experience, but even the most beautiful and the most loving experience is a meagre shadow of shit compared to non-dualistic consciousness. Our ego minds fall for the substitute of god consciousness with man-made beauty and man-made love….and give up god. Literally we fall…into duality density. We are the splintered rainbow, and have to assemble the whole rainbow, become ‘whole’…..we’re alreadt it, we’ve just gotta connect fully to realise it! Real-ise it…make real
  5. I’ve come to conclude, weather events are the culmination of the entire planets energy manifestation. The energy exuded from humans, has to ‘go’ and ‘become’ something. Particularly emotional energy. When we delve into emotional signatures, they can be hot/cold/firey/windy/rainy…..with water being a predominant and one major weather event that seems to affect all countries and climates are floods/rains. Consider the global population of humans has absolutely mushroomed from being 1 billion in 1800, to just a sniff under 8 billion now, 222yrs later…..that’s a HUGE increase in energy manifestation considering humans have been around for thousands of years. Yes, there’s always been out of the norm weather events, in 1800 and previously….but the key point to consider is that they were ‘out of the norm’. Fires, flooding, excess heat and rain/cold is the NORM now…our everyday weather. So Peter, you’re not wrong that you ‘caused’ it….we all do. Collectively. If only everyone could chill the feck out for a month for me to prove this theory Well, wait….they did….lockdown number 1, most were delighted to have to stay at home and not allowed to go to work and do all the usual day stuff theyd rather not do…..did you notice the weather then? I did, because i live in a particularly cloudy/rainy/windy climate….and the bliss of experiencing blue skies, sunshine and no winds for weeks was amazing! Where i live, grains are not grown here due to excess rains making the grains go mouldy and risking ergotism. Yet in 1850 i discovered, via meterological research, that grains were grown here for hundreds of years, and the climate was completely different. There’s old farm equipment here that was used on this land, in 1850+, that wouldnt be possible today due to the land being wetter and softer. The common denominator between ever increasing freak weather becoming normal, is population growth. This russia ukraine media storm has created a huge spike in global emotional signature, and since then we’ve had nothing but rains/and blustery windy storms. It’s important to note, where the emotional disruption is highest doesnt necessarily mean that country will experience worse weather…..the energies will stream and release wherever is easiest. Like how a stream flows. Wherever is least resistance to the expression of that energy, will experience it. Hence why valleys are rainy and mountain peaks not rainy, but windy. As a crude example. The emotional energy is created IN this realm, so has to transmute and BECOME something IN this realm/dimension. Energy becomes tangible ‘stuff’….emotions ARE also energy. If you think it’s not real energy, why do emotions affect us? They can be felt. They have energetic ‘life’….via us. What happens to emotions when expressed? We dont know, we don’t ‘see’ emotions, so because we dont see them, but feel them, we think they are not consequential. If we could see emotional energy, we would understand vastly more than we do. Like words uttered from our mouths, they go on to affect change. Emotions felt and expressed do the same. Especially unconscious emotions, but thats a post for another time. The most eye-opening research to do is meteorological data during times of world events, that affect humanity as a whole. Specifically from 1900 onwards. Theres 8 times more co-creators on the planet than there was just 200 yrs ago. That a HUGE increase in such a short time. The weather patterns/events correlate with this shocking increase. So peter, get that happy loin cloth out mate and do a jig! Every little bit helps
  6. This ‘VR’ is projected by US ALL….so hence its more like a co-creation. All is mind - projecting a ‘dream’ reality. Each and everyone do this…first by thought idea, then action = manifestation. “Man made in the image of god” - god is known as a ‘creator’ right?…’in the beginning was the word’ - before we manifest anything we have thought = word. Man has this ‘likeness’ inherent from ‘god’ - via thought/words, we create. This is why using the media platform, governments of the world try to control minds, get minds to believe THEIR dream…to help them project THEIR ideas into reality. The more minds they influence with their ideas, the more they can guarantee manifestation. To change our experience of the world, we change ourselves, and what we project we CHOOSE rather than be externally INFLUENCED. Live from the inside out, rather than outside in. Easier said than done, i admit
  7. celticdevil, i dont see this covid thing as an ‘us and them’ scenario. There’s BS being spouted in the media daily about covid by TPTB, especially about their ‘safe and effective’ vaccine, when this thread and many other online sources shows countless links/videos to many harmed severely by the jab, and many many thousands have died. It’s an outrageous exploit of peoples trust in ‘modern medicine’. So ‘truthers’ of covid are pushing forth real facts amidst the mayhem of BS from the media. Facts sourced from independent medical experts etc. That pfizer docu linked here had a BS headline attached that didn’t align with the info within the pfizer trial document - thats what i was pointing out. The headline said the document was proof ALL pregnant women aborted their babies after receiving the vax - the document factually says different. Are you prepared to sift through a 38 page document to pinpoint the info the headline referred to to see if the headline is true? The headline author evidently didn’t think many would bother, and they’d get away with ‘media sensationalism’. Yes, there were abortions and other horrid side-effects. But the headline is sensationalist BS which is what the MSM use to brainwash people, and truthers dont need to stoop to the same lying manipulative tactics to promote the true facts about covid. The facts are terrible enough without lying! Anyway, that pfizer document, those figures published in that cannot be relied upon when we know that declarations to VAERS about side-effects have barely been reported by doctors about their ill patients, because it takes half hour to fill in the form, and they dont get paid for that work. So what incentive does a doctor have to report to VAERS when the process is so laborious, time-consuming and non-paid? Even doctors who are trying to report the worst patient side-effects say they cannot keep up and get through the paperwork. From this we know the true statistics of harm are much higher than reported.
  8. That’s not entirely true, from the report linked. Here’s the pertinent info from the data file…..sure, it’s alarming the various symptoms experienced…but facts need to be kept real:
  9. It’s a lot easier to be neutral, an outsider, and someone tell us their story, for us to see glaring aspects which could have been problematic, so thus can aid healing, due to being neutral and ‘outside’ their personal situation. With our own stuff, its inherently difficult because we’re IN it….like we can’t see the forest for the trees. Like you said, we hold so many stories as a part of ‘who we are’ as ego-complexes. The older we are, generally the more stories we have…until its quite the weighty tome! , literally weighing us down, affecting our optimal health state and ultimately inhibiting our inherent natural energetic flow of ‘Life Force’. When i had hormones go awry, i explored my perceptions and perspectives on every sexual and gender angle. I was trying to see where i was imbalanced in my thinking. Then i could take those wonky perceptions and think upon those deeper, the source of the perceptions. Most times it was due to life experiences and social conditioning. I have a funny story, yet it also highlights a pathway of self-healing. When i was a teen, a remark by a male about my butt being big in swimming class, utterly astounded me. I was offended because i never ever thought, out of all my body parts, or adolescence physical insecurities, my butt was too big! If anything, it was small to normal! So this worried young me. I thought if i can’t see my butt is big, what else can’t i see about my body that’s ‘not normal’?! Physical body insecurities normally start with some off-hand comment the person didnt even mean. So i shelved the butt complex, as no-one else ever mentioned my big butt, and kids are obnoxious enough that if my butt was really huge, i’d knew someone would say something. Then age 18, skinny waif-life tall me shopping in camden market for clothes…in a little boutique shop run by a large black lady (this description is purely factual yet necessary for the next part of the story, for context!)…im chatting to her …she makes all the clothes…im complimenting her designs etc….then pick out some trousers. Try them on, but the waist is huge, and hanging down at the back, like a REALLY big butt could only fill these trousers. I show the fit to her and she says, cocking her head to one side and inspecting my butt “hmmm, well you’ve got a fairly cushioned butt there honey, if you were a different shape, they’d fit better” !! I look at her, again, like my young teen self in swimming class, gobsmacked….HER butt was ‘fairly cushioned’ and these trousers needed a humongous butt to fill them, while having skinny long 36” legs. The cut was all wrong and rather than admit that, she used my butt as the anomoly in this whole episode! But that was it, having a black mamma with a hefty butt state my skinny white ass butt was cushioned piqued my curiosity once again, and after exiting the shop, prompted me to ask my boyfriend, who I was shopping with, THE question of all questions!: “Darlin’? Is my butt big?” ”ummm well…nah…mmm, i’ve never really thought so…no, naaah…its juuuuuust riiiiight” followed by a beaming smile once he thought he’d figured out the best words! I knew his opinion wasn’t worth reckoning on, considering his position, so once again, me and my ‘big’ butt had a curious love/hate relationship. I wasn’t overtly concerned when i got older, as most trousers fitted me! If anything the butt material was always too baggy. Definitely not a big butt. Once sexual maturity was well established i felt very confident physically, and didnt question my body parts, even if they weren’t normal. I actually love quirky stuff, especially sizing of things. Extreme small or large of anything tickles my fancy, i literally marvel such things and i’m not prejudice on shape/size…it is what it is, afterall! I never could look at anything and declare absolute beauty or ugliness, as there is always some part ‘quirky’ in the beautiful, and some part extremely gorgeous within the ‘conventional ugly’. Bullies at school would call kids with thick glasses ‘four eyes’, while i am marvelling at the shape of their lips and beautiful hair colour. The kids taunted for being fat, i’d notice their beautiful fingernails, and exquisite vocal expression. I dont call anything ugly personally….i know why something is called ugly, because its different from resembling ‘normal’. My attitude developed as i was aging that judging anything by how it looks isn’t needed, for life to be joyful. I accepted my body because i accepted the bodies of all others. I grew out of judging what i see, quite rapidly. My big butt complex, questioning my physicality, dissolved naturally along the way of growing into physical acceptance of all others. Now…we’re in a world where women are getting implants to have extremely large derrières, as its the fashion of the times! The above process wasn’t conscious healing. It is only on reflection i can see how i personally overcame any issues of my physicality, by developing acceptance of all others bodies. We get into the realms of understanding what issues we have with others, also reflect in our lives and affect us. Its a way for us to personally experience what we project out into the world. Interpersonal karma occurring, in essence. Our personal conscious healing journey is similar, and quicker than the slow, unconscious path of normal life. We identify a personal issue…see if it relates to our perspective on the world in any way. Identifying this, seeing it, making that connection is a part of the healing, in and of itself. We ‘see’ ourselves, affecting ourselves. To heal our issue, we have to eradicate our perception/judgement we project out to the world. For example, if i call my co-worker lazy…and i ‘have a thing’ about laziness in people generally…its a judgement. If i start struggling with energy problems, it shouldnt be much of a surprise. I probably then start to flake out after work, and then get my partner calling me a ‘lazy butt’. I take great offence as im IN my ‘forest story’, and cant see clearly the lessons going on for my personal development. I then do experience a real struggle with energy and stop calling my co-worker lazy, as i start to wonder, if, like me, they struggle with energy too. My attitude changes, i become more understanding/compassionate and learn to not just jump to judgements about others/the world, as there’s often a reason they/it are the way they are. Acceptance creeps in. As this attitude beds into my ego-complex awareness, i start to find my energy levels return. The above is a simplified view of the process, but highlights how thorough healing brings in aspects of our personal issues relating to our attitude about ‘out there’ either in another person, a community, or the world. It’s very easy to just think a physical problem has a physical cause, yet the mind can alter the body, but the body cannot alter the mind. Therefore mind is stronger at causing change. I had libido issues experiencing unknown infidelity. Lies cause physical illness quite readily because THE higher ‘all-seeing’ part of our mind - ( unconscious to the conscious ego mind) - literally knows the truth of ANY situation, and the ego-mind is thinking the truth is ‘my partner is faithful’ - so there’s a literal conflict of consciousness. ANY conflict of consciousness can easily cause illness, mental and/or physical. Once the truth was known, and accepted….not fought with (very important, our reactions to lies determines how we heal) my libido returned! R.D Laing, a scottish psychotherapist, knew intimately how these aspects of our life experiences/judgements/truths impacted our mental and physical health. He was a renegade in the field of psychotherapy for utilising left-field techniques to treat mental illness. The poignant story he presented to illustrate his theory of understanding the psyche using a more ‘whole life’ outlook, was of a boy with schizophrenia he was treating. A teenager. Laing interviewed the mother too, aswell as provide therapy for the boy. During the mother sessions Laing learnt that the boys father, mothers current husband, wasnt the boy’s biological father. He insisted to the mother the boy be made aware of the truth. She was resistant initially due to her own shame and fears, but eventually the boy was told the truth that the man who he thought and treated like his real dad his whole life, wasn’t his father. His schizophrenia resolved quickly soon after. This case, and other cases like it, truly highlight the complex nature of mind/beliefs/judgements - and when we are wrong, without knowing it, can cause our psyche and/or health to swerve off-kilter. EVERYTHING IS CONNECTED. HIGHER MIND KNOWS THIS - EGO MIND THINKS EVERYTHING IS SEPARATE - that’s it’s PRIMARY mistake, that causes humanity much suffering.
  10. Whoops…i replied to you novymir in your quoted text box above…weird how it did that!
  11. The differences between the jesus ACIM and the second edition ‘translation’ couldnt be more literally oppossed, as evidenced by this small verse: Jesus ACIM - “ His ability to deal with symbols enables Him to work AGAINST the ego’s beliefs in its own language” Second edition: - “. His ability to deal with symbols enables Him to work with the ego’s beliefs in its own language.”
  12. Hi rideforever, Thanks for the info and links. I’m reading through the jesus notes and 2nd edition comparison - many concepts expressed in that are very similar to other vedic/tantric material ive come across. Just to be clear - can you clarify what the original unedited ACIM is called, and if its available as a pdf online? Or is the 104pages of jesus CIM the original that im already reading?
  13. It really has been a long journey of acquiring intellectual knowledge from various authors/websites about biochemistry. The basic mechanics of biology, organ function - what nutrients are essential for what functions - that took me through the immune system, digestive health, endocrinology, neurology - its a never ending journey, and the body machine is so complex, there’s always more to learn. Its only relatively recently that bio-science has identified various crucial mechanisms/hormones/nutrients and their roles in the body - so its safe to assume there’s plenty more for science to yet discover and understand. However, the biggest lesson i learnt about achieving optimal health is that mind/consciousness health is CRUCIAL and foundational to having a healthy body. We can eat from the garden of Eden and bathe in sparkling spring waters, consume the most pure foods - BUT if the mentality of us and our life experiences bring discord / anguish/stress into our lives, we will never achieve physical health. I never intended to learn about mind-health connection - my question at the beginning was ‘what causes illness?’ - so having explored the body mechanisms/nutrition - there was a glaring gap of contradiction, in all cases of folk who ate very well, had a ‘great’ lifestyle but were still struggling with illness. There was evidently vastly more than the body/food angle to achieve health. Then i had a massive, life-changing light-bulb experience which proved without a doubt the mind/consciousness connection being the absolute corner-stone of health and potentially the true healer of all body illness. I experienced instant healing of a 25yr symptom-cluster, when my mind was made aware i had been lied to 25yrs ago, which is when the symptoms started. This lie, on the face of it was a ‘white lie’….yet i had made a massive decision about my life path based on this information. My ALL-MIND part of self knew the truth but my conscious ego mind didnt. So i experienced conflict of consciousness, without knowing it, for decades. Once the 2 consciousness parts became known, the rush of energy through my whole system, re-aligning to truth, was absolutely wonderful and intense. It was absolutely extraordinary. I felt phsycially every cell in my body re-align and re-energise. Like a tingling/sparkling throughout my whole being and literal energy flow going around my whole body. I had a HUGE upgrade of energy, was deeply calm and at peace. More experiences occurred to show me the metaphysical nature of consciousness/mind/ego/body structures and how they are all inter-dependent for optimal ultimate health. Other researches since that time, exploring the mind/body metaphysical link has cemented the understanding of my own experience….which at the time i had no idea what was happening to me. I explored alternative healing modalities, energy healing etc - and came to understand why modalities such as acupuncture are useful to aid energy flow. Whatever blocks are in the mind system to absolute Truth, (truth on all levels of reality, not just ego truth) the body experiences a ‘knot’ relating to the metaphysical aspects of the mind issue. Hence why cancer is sooo prevalent - a literal blob of cells gone awry, causing obstruction to the free-flowing energy and proper functioning of the body. For example, a man i know, young, had developed lung cancer. Not a smoker, average lifestyle, no overt stress except usual. Married. I heard via a friend of his condition, whom i was helping with their elderly parents health issues. His wife contacted me about his cancer. Everyone but the man himself spoke FOR him about his life/problems. I began to see the issue with his health clearer. The voice and breath are our vocal expressive instruments. When we are suffocating we cant speak. This man was amidst people who he felt he couldnt speak openly. He needs to express himself vocally to heal himself. Not all ardent smokers get lung cancer, and most get lung cancer who have never smoked. Yet most smoke who have things to say but cant express them -(even subconsciously) and to de-stress to breathe slowly by smoking as a way to stop vocal vitriol. The common demoninator with lung issues is expression/vocal/freedom. Another close friend had testicular cancer at age 28. Insanely healthy diet, extremely health conscious. Never smoked drank…all organic food, vegan., exercises etc. Yet has sexual issues. He openly discusses this with me so i have insight. He’s non-sexual and his consciousness complex cannot come to a peaceful place about sexuality. I helped with various healing modalities, also helping him find a more positive attitude about self-care and love, did energy healings, and he embarked on a cleansing regime/supplement regime. He doesnt /never had females in his life that show him nurturing, care, or love and he therefore didnt care much for himself - i became that nurturer and remain supportive to him, while also helping him love and care for himself. The cancer had spread before our alternative plan of treatment and chemo was urged by his oncologist…it was fast growing and spreading. After 8 or so weeks of alternative treatment he scanned clear! I too was truly shocked, and sooo happy for him. His oncologist thought he had picked up the wrong file and went to check, not believing that type of cancer to be cureable. We had managed to get to the knot within his psyche and unpick it with him having someone who cared, but mostly for him caring and helping himself. He’s still clear 14yrs later, while willingly maintaining care for himself. Mother-in-law broke her right ankle after death of a close relative she was very emotionally dependent on. Legs are to do with the path we walk in life, and our decisions about what journey in life to walk. Right side is active conscious ego/left - brain thinking - and she voiced she didnt know what path to follow in life at that point, as she always followed the path of her relative. The relative always decided. So that way of operating in her life literally broke upon the death of her relative. She literally couldnt walk forward with a broken ankle. Her psyche showed it outwardly which meant others temporarily had to be her emotional crutch once again, while she grieved and adjusted to her life change. Of course, mind/body health matters doesnt mean if you’re consciousness/mind complex is balanced and experiencing a beautiful life - but youre drinking water tainted with lead, unbeknownst to you - that you’ll not get ill. Yet, you wont be as ill as the person with a stressful life, low self-esteem, and a wonky ego-complex. So mind DOES matter and is very key to our health. If we were ‘enlightened’ of mind and ate mcdonalds daily, and drank whiskey - the body will suffer from nutrient depletion/weight issues and a depleted liver, we’d look crappy…the only difference would be the lack of suffering as the enlightened mind wouldnt care how it ‘looks’. Its a bad example because the enlightened mind wouldnt eat mcdonals daily and drink whiskey non-stop to be in drunken stupor - but you get my drift. I was going to talk about the metaphysical aspects of testosterone in my post to you MrH, but thought id stick with the physical aspect as that often is very wonky in our modern lifestyle, and worth addressing aswell as the metaphysical - especially the xenoestrogens from food packaging and soy, that cause ‘man boobs’ in men and all sorts of related hormone wonkiness. Metaphysically, male hormone health can be focused on by considering your sexuality and how you feel about it. Have you had previous sexual experiences which affected you negatively? How do you consider yourself generally as a man? My vegan testicular cancer friend i mentioned, whenever i refer to him as a ‘man’, just in conversation, hates it. This is because the ‘socially acceptable’ man image is something he doesn’t relate to at all. I knew a man who told me about a sexual experience where he was made fun of by a woman, regarding his genitalia. He became impotent at a young age. Just 1 incident…1 night, and unkind comments , can silently, secretly, scar the ego-psyche-complex. Equally, a stud-type man, a bonking brotha from bonkdom!…could also experience hormone imbalance due to the excessive activity, caused by whatever ego-psyche-issue. Over-compensation for feeling inadequate at a core level. It’s worth considering our gender and sexuality with any hormone issues or libido issues - and really try to get deep within ourselves to identify any aspects which could have caused gender/sexual confidence problems. Experiencing cheating partners is a common theme with sexuality imbalances. Whatever impacts the emotions tends to affect the body chemistry strongly. One man I know struggled with literally gender issues and was gay half his life and was going to have a sex change. His mother dressed him in girls clothes and wanted a girl. Her inacceptance of his gender since babyhood, conditioned him subtly to also not accept his gender. Mid-life he had an epiphany night before gender surgery and walked away from his confused gender life to get married twice, have kids, contented. Considering these aspects of our known gender experiences/sexuality experiences and healing them by recognising them in the mind, accepting them, forgiving hurt caused, if any, goes a long way toward helping heal physical sex hormone imbalance. Process this stuff within like a self-counselling session. By focusing on body health and mind/emotional health is essential for that ‘optimal’ health experience.
  14. Gaffa tape, tarps, head-torch and a zippo - they’re the most useful living in the wild-lands Seriously regarding food crops - grow root veg - easiest to grow, no experience needed, plants survive well also in damp/cool temps - are calorie dense carbs in comparison to almost all other veg = more calories per square foot than any other veg.- and they store well, for months. No preservation techniques required. There are wild plants who’s roots can be eaten, worth learning about those too = carbs = sugar. Grains are tricky, require certain conditions, not too dry, or hot, or too wet climate and mould easy upon storage. Large self-sufficient communities are occurring. Lifestyle needs to be kept simple for it to be easier for all. Life can be very simple, we complicate life too much. Decent climates are a god-send. Brazil, costa rica, bulgaria…belize…
  15. Where i am, its been a very mild winter, day temps 13-15, night temps 7-9 - we’ve just had a radical shift in overnight temps, from 8 degrees to -1 - if youve got small house plants in a indoor room on a windowsill , with curtains drawn, shielding heat of the room getting to the plants, that temp shift could kill small plants. Bigger plants likely to survive better as having more resilience to temp change than small plants. my fuschias have died -off instantly with these below 5 degree temps too. I have some rooms with single pane glass - condensation on the inside was frozen last night in unheated rooms! I would have expected all plant leaves to wilt or die, no matter the size of the plant, if emf type radiation was a culprit, as exposure to that is more ubiquitous in its effects, affecting breakdown of cells of the plant, no matter the species/size - and you’d likely see all nearby plant matter affected.
  16. Thanks for writing this Steven - i’ve come to very similar conclusions. The reptilian ‘part’ of us is the frequency of greed/ownership/control of others/fear/aggression - the predatory mind within. As we come to look at our own ego’s, we will identify this predatory mind acting through our ego. As you say, if we can ‘clear’ this, it falls away eventually, revealing to us a consciousness perspective of the ‘strand within’ as you call it. The hard work is diffusing these reptilian/predator traits of mind/ego from our consciousness system. We can experience instances where we ‘bypass’ this part of our ego/mind construct and experience more of our core-One-Love-Self. Many bypass it via meditation, its like a mind hack - in a way we leap from the dualistic ego mind towards the core consciousness while being still, silent. Yet that’s just a temporary hack of consciousness. We ideally need to dissolve the reptilian/predator parts of ego systematically. New age teachings focusing on nothing but positive thinking and never focusing on anything ‘negative’ is a dangerous method, as we know that whatever we resist, persists. Positivity methodology only aids us to repress the predator mind/ego parts - increasing them in the shadows. (I think shadow experiences are trying to teach us about our own shadow. While there we experience the whole realm too, so it can be confusing whats ‘our stuff’ and what are just ghouls of that place - so it can be very tricky to traverse that place via dream-consciousness) If we look at our own predator mind/ego-personality aspects with waking consciousness, and talk to ourselves about them to help discover why they are there, where they came from, what experience caused them etc, during a meditation, we can ‘shine a light’ on our own darkness. Simply the process of doing that aids dissolution, by simply being made conscious. If we have any emotional reactions about our reptilian/predator mind discoveries, we must never wallow in guilt/shame. These feelings are natural, and we can recognise them, but never wallow. The answer to heal is forgiveness of self, to give love to our own reptilian/predatory ego-mind parts. Treat it like we would a naughty child of ours. Its bad, but we still love the kid. Treat ourselves as we treat others. Oftentimes we treat others better than we do ourselves! We cannot liberate and heal the reptilian/ego-mind by reacting in aversion to it. Wisdom teaches us everything, absolutely everything is of God/Source/Love creation energy - so are the reptilian parts and all the ghouls/monsters of the various realms. Forgiveness and Love are the most powerful tools we hold to heal and dissolve all that is not expressing God. Forgiveness and Love also dissolves karma. Just like with haunted houses, poltergeists and the like, are only healed when someone shows understanding, compassion, love. We oftentimes help oneanother to transform from a state of anguish to peace in the living realm, so its no different in any other realm or with any other being. These words are easier to say than do, that i am very well aware of! We have to be extraordinarily courageous to deal with this stuff. Courage fuelled by Love power, not by conquering power. Love conquers, not ego-willed-might. The courage grows naturally when we experience in life that Love is powerful. Then that is our sword. We become a different warrior, the armour is compassion, our tools forgiveness and love. These tools are used wisely and take time to develop. Its a state of fearlessness that is not ego-born at all. Its comes from within, of the strand. First we can only work on ourselves, our own predator-ego-parts-mind - heal ourselves. Automatically this has far-reaching effects to those around us as we stop operating from such a dualistic fear/ego based mind paradigm. Everyone else then doesnt experience that subtle aspect of selves. Its a long journey. Others want us to remain like them, living from fear/predatory mind and will ‘tempt’ our ego selves to ‘drop down’ again and take up the predator mind. This i think is whats referenced biblically of jesus being tempted by satan in the desert for 40 days. Theyre all good tests - the tests of life show us where we still have shadow issues. As i mentioned earlier - its possible to jump into the strand and bypass the ego/shadow stuff - we experience a sharp awakening and think we’re home forever. But we aren’t. We’ve hacked the ego system to experience absolute Truth temporarily. In this awakened state, if we go about the outside world, rather than be contained within a personal space for the experience - we will find the ‘not of god’ shadow aspects of our ego are projected OUT into the world and everyone we come across will reflect these parts of our ego-selves back at ourselves. Our experience can be very strange, and those we know well can behave very differently. It’s physics at work really - we are in a state of consciousness during awakening where our awareness is nestled and coupled with our core/god/love/strand. We’ve temporarily dis-owned ALL other parts of our ego construct. So these parts effectively ‘float’ OUTSIDE of our awareness and all other consciousness of others will ‘pick-up’ these dis-owned parts, depending on what resonates best with that person to express. I wont have my gran yelling at me, mimicking my anger ego ive disowned, if her personality is resolutely calm and friendly. But she will suddenly become an angry granny if somewhere in her ego she’s got anger suppressed. For the above reasons, of our temporarily ‘dis-owned’ ego parts, while our awareness is soley in awakened consciousness - is why many buddhist monasteries know those monks engaging in awakening practices are to be ‘protected’ and kept safe. Our shadow ego/predatory selves will be shown to us in the outside world. It’s an experience that is confusing and fearful, but rest assured, the guru within which we are nestled with, guides us, IF, big IF, we dont allow our emotional self to react to this new strange experience. We have to remain neutral emotionally. Once we engage in fear, we truly enter our own hell. Walk through our personal ego-hell in neutrality. Observe. We’re being shown ourselves to ourselves. Parts of self not integrated/accepted/loved/recognised. Ultimately the experience is to teach us HOW to reach full eternal enlightenment while incarnated. For full enlightenment to occur - the awakened state uninterrupted/un-ending - we need to work on our predator mind/shadow ego parts. Dissolve them by healing them, via self-love, self-forgiveness and towards others we feel we need to. Then the strand/core self within automatically is the only strong consciousness aspect left, and we experience union eternally WHILE incarnated.
  17. Lol love the tag line “kick em in the balls and theyll wince”! Genes are a curious study arent they? Rather than be simple messengers that always express themselves, we have study after study saying as youve quoted, that a small amount of the genome is expressed, and those that aren’t are not destroyed, but are forever in ‘potential’ to be expressed. From a metaphysical perspective it’s likely this physical anomaly of gene expression can be better understood. In various other metaphysical schools of thought the physical is expressed via the astral/energy bodies - which are also ‘expressed’ by the ‘wisdom/intuitional’ energy bodies, which are powered ultimately by Spirit/God/Atman/pure prana energy - whatever energy name we give the universal energy. This whole physical body system is ‘powered’ by all the other ‘energy bodies’. Therefore, what physically ends up manifesting is dependent on the ‘state’ of all the other energy bodies. The closest energy body to the physical is the emotional/mental lower ego construct ‘energy body’ of a personality. This has a lot of strength to determine how a person looks. Just like when someone receives excellent news, are super-happy about something, are relieved of a long-standing hassle, they look ‘good’, ‘refreshed’, ‘younger’…..our emotional state determines how we look. Equally when a person receives bad news, seriously bad news that has longterm ramifications, they age 10 years in 1 month as their emotional response to the tragedy overcomes them. These are tiny yet verifiable examples of the other ‘parts of self’ that are a form of energy that affects our whole physical expression, ultimately affecting genome expression. The study of epigenetics is also verifying environmental change alters gene expression. Shove me in a beach house in some paradise place or launch me into a war zone in a deprived land to struggle to survive, and you’ll never recognise me as the same person, not in a million years. We are extraordinarily sensitive energetic beings who’s genomic expression can vastly change depending on our ‘Perceptual Consiousness Experience’. With shape-shifting - i believe its a form of possession. As we know of true possession cases by demonic destructive beings, they wear the persons physicality down remarkably fast. The possessing spirit are feasting/stealing/siphoning on the persons innate life-force, and none is going to the physical body, hence the extremely fast cachexic condition that ensues during the weeks/months of possession. Their eyes mainly change colour as the first clue there’s possession occurring. The voice alters, then the body alters. With other beings in other ‘realms/dimension’ that are not as basic as parasitical spirits, and are what we call the lords of controlling this earth realm - reptilian….the ‘ancient gods’ worshipped of old, when they possess, because they are of a different ‘strata’ than mere junk realm spirits, they actually GIVE energy to the person they are possessing, and are able to slide their consciousness into the consciousness of the human, and from that point, can express visually any shape they like, depending on their agenda, using the amazing biological computer the body is, alongside the other energy bodies possessed. These beings can alter a body to resemble ANYTHING. They can use you, me or a politician or madonna if they like…with certain caveats in place….they cant just ‘jump us’. Im no longer in line with icke’s thinking that specific people are reptilian, afterall science tells us we all have a part of our brain that is reptilian. It’s more a case of we have all the biological tech within our body/consciousness system to be utilised by our own consciousness or any other ‘invading’ consciousness, IF allowed, requested. Im also not convinced anymore, what we see or know as ‘reptilian’ over-lords, are not all evil necessarily. Plenty are though! Many would have evolved, as everything spiritually does. Yet many stay the same and want to continue rulership. Before im thrown from icke club for stating such a thing lol! …i think the reptilian and annunaki are linked in some way, and potentially are the ancient Gods who dropped down….fell from grace…the ‘first born’, fallen angels perhaps as mentioned in many places. Consider the journey, from being ‘god’ consciousness …..vibrating so finely….soooo harmoniously, and venturing further through energy bands of consciousness , wrapping themselves in these denser and denser energy bodies, to the very dense density of consciousness we inhabit on earth, finally wrapping themselves in a physical body…..to put forward a crude, blunt analogy - you get my drift. They wrapped themselves in energy bodies without ANY veils of amnesia. It’s no wonder what ended up down here initially were practically monsters. Dragons and reptiles are carved in ancient sites all over the world. In the beginning of incarnation there was not divided sexes or amnesia. Their ‘god power’ was brought down with them, they could not become anything other than huge powerful beasts. They wanted to rule. They could manifest anything they liked - they were akin to gods. I suspect they terraformed this planet. What we know as dinosaurs would have been pets to them similar to how we have pet dogs! When we incarnate we have a wee teeny weeny bubble of god consciousness within our consciousness structure and energy bodies, which, when we self-realise and touch that god-consciousness we too are creators. But we have complete amnesia about our journeying beyond this physical plane, we’re born blind, deaf and dumb spiritually, and we rarely glimpse beyond the veils until death, while we live life from the lower ego perspective, akin to animals….eat, sleep, procreate. We incarnate blind like this due to the ‘mistakes’ of ancient era’s, where chaos erupted in those monsters housing god-consciousness while also having animal consciousness. The level of greed/dominion/power must have been immense. The talk of the war of the heavens between good and evil likely included the likes of these beings. Yet despite being so powerful, universal laws, or simply the hermetic principles still struck their ass and they caused their own demise….akin to karma. Unable to operate any longer on the physical earth plane, (which i think is the reason many resources talk about earth being quarantined - to stop them reincarnating here) they are able to operate here only under certain specific clauses, which are spiritually similar to the other methods other spiritual beings are reached. The elite know how. Therefore, the power and ideas they have are diabolical….akin to the first born. Their energetic currency of power is FEAR. I actually feel sorry for such beings to have become so spiritually grotesque. We must also remember our own god-power. Sorry to use the word god if the connotations are too sickly for you - i get it, religions have bastardised everything truly spiritual….its just that god is quick and easy to type. Call it pure universal creation force of the most sublime nature you could ever imagine. We all have that within our consciousness awaiting discovery by our awareness. While we seek bliss from the external world we’ll never find true bliss of ‘god’ within. That kingdom is within us. The elite want our minds to focus on false gods, false ideas of heaven, false notions of ‘freedom and health’, keeping us enwrapped in mental torture of never having enough, being enough. We’ve always been enough. Love each other unconditionally through kindness - that’s the way to kick the reptilians in the balls and make them wince, i guarantee it!!
  18. Often guys think they need to increase Testosterone when they experience lack of libido, impotence, balding symptoms. However, the other main hormone men require for sexual libido and performance is estrogen. Due to the use of plastic packaging for foods, biscuit wrappers, plastic drinking bottles etc, they contain xenoestrogenic chemicals in the plastic. This means these chemicals imitate estrogen, and sit on specific estrogen receptors of the cells, fooling the body there’s real estrogen on the receptors, so the gonads and adrenals dial-down their production of natural estrogen in men, thus leading to a deficiency in estrogen. Another aspect is the food industry now use a hell of a lot of soy flour in place of wheat flour. There’s a lot more soy in all products. Soy is very estrogenic. Id stay away from soy if you have any hormone issues, both female and males. Estrogen is essential for sexual libido and maintaining erection. (Aswell as loads of other essential functions) I, as a gal, had a few hormone issues, so researched endocrinology for a decade - the amount of guys on the hormone forum i was on who were so confused because they had their testosterone levels measured and they were normal/high, yet they suffered from lack of libido and had impotence, mostly fairly young age guys. Studies and endocrinology specialists all know and show the vital role of real estrogen in men. One particular article by a specialist pinpointed the problem of estrogen deficiency in men with sexual issues, and berated the mainstream view many doctors hold prescribing testosterone to men willy-nilly (‘scuse the pun!) whenever they complain of impotence. Have your saliva T levels checked - not blood levels. You can find online ordering kits to measure hormones via saliva. Canary club are excellent. They do whole hormone panels for very excellent prices. Saliva also stores better in their solution for shipping than blood. Saliva shows unbound hormone levels, therefore hormones available for the body to use. Blood levels show bound to proteins hormones and unbound hormone levels. Bound proteins are not able to be used until the body unbinds them. So blood results are skewed, and do not give an accurate picture of true hormone levels available for use in the body. The way to tell if you have a lack of T is your mood and body. Do you struggle to gain muscle growth after consistent weight training? Is your hair thin, for men do you have hardly any leg/arm hair? Do you struggle to grow a full beard after age 25? Is your skin dry? Mood-wise, are you placid, easy-going, rarely feel and rarely express anger/frustration? Lastly, if you lack libido/erection AND answer Yes to some or all the questions, then you’re likely deficient in testosterone. Abstaining from regular daily ejaculation would be the first step to increasing natural testosterone levels. Im not saying abstain completely as that’ll induce deficiency of hormones eventually! Thats not the goal. The body follow what stimulation its given. So daily ejaculation induces deficiency as its demanding the body to produce hormones and sperm at levels far too regularly than is ‘normal’. Especially as a man ages. Try once a week. Allow the body system to experience deep urge. Secondly do any activity involving lifting weights and using your muscles. That could be digging over the garden, DIY work at home, gym or home weight training. Any activity which pushes your physical endurance, flexion and strength, requires oomph-type will-power, which comes easier the more testosterone we have. Become very active. Female athletes have very high testosterone levels and lower estrogen levels because they induce these levels via activity, specific hormone production. Adrenaline and testosterone build muscle. Estrogen promotes fat layers. Female athletes lose their breast mass, and gain muscularity. Literally via activity levels we can alter our hormone levels. Lastly, for the body to make any hormones there are nutritional co-factors the body needs to make these hormones. Without these nutrients we all experience deficiency despite ejaculation rates/sex activity and physical activity. Most of these nutrients are sorely lacking in the modern processed, grain/soy based ‘modern’ diet we’re mostly encouraged to consume. So start a supplement regime, or /and consume more fruits and lightly steamed/cooked veg/juices. Give yourself a zap of minerals and vitamins for hormone health! Here’s a great depiction of nutrients needed by the body to be able to make natural Testosterone itself: https://www.spectracell.com/blog/posts/bid-88027-nutrient-correlation-chart-on-testosterone
  19. Its a low res image but that golden light in the background should be reflecting through the outer edges of her hair more. Afterall she’s old, her hair is thin…it should be shining through at least a tiny glow. She’s not over-lit from the front cancelling out the rear lighting. This would suggest she’s a ‘mirage’ - looks 3-d, can even talk, move and resemble human, yet light is not going to behave on the projection like a real 3-d person, as they are not really fully solid biological. Its far easier for them to posses a person , shapeshift, and then the person will reflect natural surroundings as theyre still biologically alive. The astral ‘lords’ are capable of projecting ANYTHING into this material realm, and are especially good at mimicry, taking a sick delight in duping in this way. Their most favourite ‘game’, trickery…especially to the whole world! However, in natural light, outside…far more challenging. They prefer these parlour tricks indoors, un-natural lighting. She very well could , as a person, have died a while back. These excuses given for her abscence are ridiculous - she’s known for stoicism and getting on with it no matter whatever tragedy is occurring - fulfilling her duty and all that.
  20. You’re right on target.. It’s essentially a longterm de-population agenda as the science has been out for at least 8yrs from the genome research community that a very significant percentage of the worlds population have a MTHFR gene mutation. Percentages vary but roughly around a third of the world, 2.5 billion people. Of them 10% have double mutation. Its the MTHFR gene (yep i call it as i see it too, damn muthafuker gene!) that is an enzyme that converts synthetic folic acid to the bio-absorbable form of folate. It’s a part of the methylation cycle which ties in with detoxing cycles, neurotransmitter production cycles, and other really key essential biochemical processes that are foundational aspects of good health. Reproductive health and immune system health aswell as cardiovascular health are hinged heavily on these cycles working via methylation, all dependent on proper folate supplies. Heart issues, stroke, cancer, fertility, psych symptoms, neurological are the most prevalent. (With this coupled with the clot shot the georgia stones projections shall not long be fulfilled ) Most B complex supplements off the shelf are all cheap, shitty synthetic forms - jarrow B-right and thorne research are brands that sells proper b vitamins in their most bio-available form. There are others now too im sure but those listed definitely are good quality and dose. It’s a large subject, but to be brief, 2.5 billion people will eat fortified synthetic folic acid foods and wont be able to convert it to ‘real’ folate as the gene is bust. This leads to an excess of folic acid in the system, a speedy toxicity of folic acid which leads to symptoms, paradoxically similar to deficiency symptoms, many overlap. At the same time, the person believes theyre taking plenty of folate when theyre pregnant as they pop to tesco and buy cheap crappy synthetic folic acid for ‘pregnant mums’ and end up with babies born with either still-born, full-on spina bifida or a hole in the heart, cleft palette and autism as my sister’s child was. Those without the genetic mutation will have to be careful too - as many people have a ‘flour/grain-heavy’ diet of breads, pastas, biscuits, muffins, crackers, cakes….60% of the supermarket are grain/flour products. So the risk of toxicity in those without the gene mutation is possible if these foods are overconsumed. Due to the role of epigenetics - consuming too much folic acid could indeed then cause the MTHFR gene to downgrade its action by turning ‘down’ its functionality due to the high presence of folic acid, therefore eventually for that person making folic acid useless and toxic. Much to the surprise of many who get a dna gene test run - we each have hundreds if not thousands of gene mutations! I was part of gene results forums years ago when i had my genome tested, and its quite shocking how many genes within these essential cycles of detox, neurotransmitter cycles and methylation cycles are mutated to a greater or lesser degree in everyone. The message is simple - take bio-absorbable vitamin supplements only. Avoid synthetic vitamins - which line most ‘health’ stores, eagerly awaiting an ignorant purchaser on a health kick. You dont need to get your dna test as the results will scramble your brain and youll become neurotic like me for years figuring out what gene does specifically what job in the body and how to alter my diet in a 100 ways to ‘balance’ my wonky genes! My cupboard was like a pharmacy except full of excellent quality supplement pills/herbs/tonics. Avoid all foods with added vitamins - theyll be junk synthetic cheap shitty lab-made chemical derivatives. Utter crap - youd get more nutrition from going outside and eating a handful of soil. In the end the message for me was simple - try to limit or completely eliminate eating toxic crap, fortified foods, processed junk, synthetic supplements, colourings, flavourings. Everything in moderation. Whole foods. Organic whenever feasible/possible. Here’s some simple methylation info for those interested: https://www.mthfrdoctors.com/avoid-folic-acid-mthfr-mutation/ https://blog.paleohacks.com/mthfr-mutation-why-you-need-to-avoid-folic-acid/
  21. I personally havent - its similar to peat isnt it…ancient decomposed plant material? Peat have humic/fulvic acids which, many state are good for health. I think its to do with bio-electric effects, rather than a nutritional supplement. Similar to how carbon is ingested in cases of poisoning, and clays also used for their ability to pull gram positive bacteria from the gut, or skin if applied topically. Clays work via being negatively electrically charged i believe. I love using clays for cleansing the gut. Ive got some peat land, really ancient black stuff, very gooey and sticky. Mammal animals love eating lumps of peat, (also my dog loves eating it too!) - they will dig at it for the beneficial bacteria and the fulvic acids. They have better raw instincts than us humans so theres obviously something about it thats good! When i first grew my own veg in pure peat ancient soil, the crop growth and health astounded me. No additives of any kind added to the soil…pure virgin peat land, in a less than desirable climate for growing veg, i’ll admit! Crops i’ve grown previously in more humous based soils never looked/grew as well. So i think there’s many aspects to ancient deposits that are ram-packed full of goodness and health benefits. Look at this lettuce grown in nothing but ancient peat and left to get on with it - it so green, and crispy and hoooooge!
  22. Brilliant it’ll all come splurging out, splodge by splodge (The site greenmedinfo is an excellent resource btw.)
  23. Yeah, i hear ya! The weather modding/metal sprays probably serve various purposes all in 1:- *block out solar rays which all beings need to thrive by creating fake white smog skies and cloud seeding. *create a fake electromagnetic atmosphere to bounce any digital/EMF signal off *use materials which are toxic and rain down eventually, to adversely affect all life/soil/waterways etc. There’s probably loads more applications for it too but my brain can only stretch to sinister level 3
  24. I just thought the chemtrail BGates agenda wont help. All cloudy locations are damper/cooler and during winters the cloud locks in the cold, as theres very little ‘solar gain’ occurring, due to cloud too. I wish weather manipulation could be fully exposed, so that the disturbance that alone causes can be eliminated.
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