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It’s an interesting question, something ive pondered for some time. Soul and spirit seems to be used interchangeably, synonymously. Intuitively, i’ve found that irksome without knowing why, yet just something within me refused to believe they are the same ‘thing’. Through (mostly unintentioned!) travels through consciousness, i’ve gathered a clearer view of the layers that make us ‘us’. Yet i still fully realise i’ve glimpsed a teeny piece here and there, and always keep an open mind to enable more wholesome understanding. Soul (for me) seems to be the essence distillation of knowledge and wisdom, that the lower/animal ego ‘learns’ via its incarnational journeys. I’m referring more to very distilled wisdom, rather than ‘dave at the corner shop is a nazi’ - which is lower ego opinion judgement crud, not knowledge or wisdom of creation and reality. Carrying on the same analogy with Dave, i eventually learn he’s not a complete nazi and is a very tolerant bloke - this tells me that a) i judged wrongly, b) expressions of consciousness from people vary and we can never assume anything, c) dave acted more like a nazi when i projected that ‘label’ upon him, so once again judgement is full of dis-service for the whole. All of these realisations i have via Dave at the corner shop condense and distil to knowledge, that creation is made via self or other judgements projected out into reality creation, so don’t judge anything so quickly with a blase attitude. The above is a lazy example, but you get my gist… Therefore, the Soul self is more like what is these days termed as the ‘higher self’ - the one with knowledge and wisdom. The vedic breakdown of the 7 fold ‘divine ego’ has wisdom and knowledge Self as being beyond the usual ‘lower ego’ veil. Hence why pure knowledge is hard to access when the lower ego only is in the driving seat. Spirit, on the other hand is, for me, the field of pure consciousness without ‘identity of anything’ attached. Its the ‘blank canvas’ of reality before any part of ego ‘paints itself’ upon it. This field of consciousness we are all plugged into, as its the primary ‘cause’ of all. It delivers power to each and everything ‘to be’ what it chooses. This field of non-dual consciousness is what i suspect is ‘Spirit’. Because of its non-dual nature, it is the centre of all dualistic created reality. ‘Zero point’ consciousness is another term for it. Its often reached by meditators when they slide out of dual ‘me-ism’ and punch through the separating veils that separate the whole ‘7 part divine ego’. Also, despite the non-dual field being so glorious to inhabit/glimpse and bathe in, like nothing our lower-ego can ever EVER imagine is possible…..we are inclined to think ‘Is this God?’ - and many modern spiritualists tout it to be ‘God consciousness’. Yet i don’t agree. I lean currently towards understanding this non-dual consciousness/pure awareness field to be Spirit. Infused with God-field force, propelled by God-field force, but not IT, soley God. An ‘extension’ of God, moreso. Texts talk of pure Spirit being a ‘messenger’ - and the ‘holy spirit’ of christianity as a messenger….the white dove symbolism. Non-dual thinkers elicit similar analogies, that Spirit is the communication-agent. Its THE primary field where ‘messages’ are painted upon by ANY level of ego. This field is everywhere completely, hence the ‘universal/global/cosmic’ consciousness model touted - ALL IS ONE. All is one AWARENESS, not all is one ego, as that’s blatantly obvious, as we’ve all separated into individual parts, all species have. What’s universal is we are all linked into the ‘awareness’ field. Non-dual awareness states occur when awareness is aware of being aware - just that, by itself, not coloured by ego at all. The ego ‘dave’ becomes a grain of sand within the consciousness, while the awareness of Dave finally fills Dave with nothing but pure awareness, because Dave stopped taking Dave so seriously Soul therefore is highly spiritual, but not Spirit. Soul is still part of ego, the ‘best’ part, in comparison to the ‘lower animal ego’ - but never forget, nor take for granted the lower ego has it’s role to play and it’s purpose for contributing to the more divine realisations to be experienced, and spiritual knowledge growth. Like is known, we wouldnt know light if it wasnt for darkness, nor heat if it wasnt for cold. The lower ego contrasts nicely to higher ego ‘Soul’ spiritual knowledge, through which, by exploring this lower ego, higher knowledge/soul awareness is *bound* to develop and occur at *some* point for all ego’s. I’ll always remain open-minded to reality and its construct….this stuff we can never know 100% for sure. Just get drops of clarity that we have to ‘classify’ with labels to explain our experience of reality.

The miscarriages occurring are so under-reported. The vax seems to be a global contraception device too. Im on another forum, and recently there was a thread about miscarriage procedures - i was shocked the amount of regular posters on that forum saying they experienced miscarriage recently, or know a close friend/relative that has. The statistics of injury are vastly under-reported - the widespread health damage is immense.

We only have msm info of where the dog gear was found, what was found specifically, and those ‘stories’ differed as the days went on, so we have fek all facts or pictures to confirm what/where the dog gear was found. Where the dog was found differed by the msm too - as usual they spin their yarns and there’s no factual knowing of anything. Even the person who initially found the dog/gear on bench, was said to be a woman who tied dog up to bench and got help, then changed in later days to an old man discovered nicola’s stuff …pure pantomime. My theory was just a possible explanation as to why a healthy person who can swim would fall and drown in a river. With all these sudden deaths since jabberwocky began, it’s possible she’s another pfizer victim. If she had been anywhere else in the field, its likely she would have been found collapsed. But she was supposedly sitting on a bench right close to a horrible muddy very steep slope by a river. I can imagine her thinking she’ll sit on the bench to listen to the work zoom meeting rather than sit in the wet grass in the field, so find her being at the actual bench plausible. The diver search teams dived the area of bench only. The boat sonar was used elsewhere and as expert search dude explained, sonar cannot penetrate reeds and plant material in the water, it can only search clear water - so the sonar boat wouldnt have discovered her body amidst the tree branches and roots where she was found. The ‘psychic’ guy pictured climbed onto the tree branches pointing deep within the tree where she was found, so very likely the body couldnt be seen by walking along the path above the slope where loads of people were walking. A body wearing black in black water snagged under a huge mass of tree branches isnt easy to spot. They just had sniffer dogs by the bench area. Those cadaver dogs would likely have found her by that tree if they had walked the entire bank with them. But equally that tree was begging to be searched as is it a prime tree for snagging of floating objects, and was the only tree along that stretch. Shows the incompetence/laziness of the police who were pictured elsewhere only in their boat, sonar - not search-diving riverbank trees. Full inquest as to cause apparently to be held in june.

I can well imagine if i had a zoom call, i’d sit at the bench, take harness/lead off dog as usual, so dog can have an off-lead mooch about around the field sniffing hedgerows etc while i listen-in on work zoom meeting. Then i feel suddenly weird/hot/dizzy, so put phone on bench and stand up to stretch, maybe take coat off, but ive fainted and fallen/stumbled/rolled down the bank into the river, leaving phone and dog gear on bench. Dog returns to bench to find no-one but the belonging, and is found sniffing around the area frantic. Swimming dog who saw owner fall into river would likely follow…therefore i think even the dog was awol when she ended up in the water. edit: the videos of folks having sudden circulation heart issues, were all just working normally then suddenly they evidently feel weird, try to stand straight, end up spinning and falling, then brief seizure…i’d link the videos if i could find it, but its unpleasant viewing - think i saw it linked on the vax injury thread, a bit chute vid of a collection from cctv vids, all showing the same etiology of ‘sudden death’ in previously young fit healthy people. Having seen those vids is what had me wondering if nicola unfortunately experienced the same. Its the only thing to make sense why a strong swimmer drowned in shallow water - illness struck causing unconsciousness, causing fall into water.

More likely simpler in that most people are right-handed and so will punch their opponents left eye. A lefty puncher would cause a right black eye. I wouldnt credit these types with occult knowledge!

Yeah, the psychic industry is a minefield, lots of ‘cold readers’ mystic meg types, but the ones with a genuine useful gift are usually not well known. The lady of the lake vision doesnt surprise me. This case likely will propel his ‘psychic career’ (if he does it as a job), and has put him in the limelight to the entire world. When an event is going to happen to us that has a profound effect on our life, we can perceive via visions and dreams info about that future event years before it happens. Finding Nicola likely links with that vision of the lake he had years ago. Sleep is the usual time for anybody to receive visions, IF they remember their dreams. We're travelling the mental/emotional planes mostly when we sleep. We exceed the boundary of 3-D earth fixed-time and can travel freely along timelines when our consciousness is ‘loosened’ from the physical. Mediums who have waking day-time visions tend to have a persona that is ‘loose’, they’re not very ego-earth-bound and seem to ‘travel’ and read the mental and emotional planes while fully conscious. Of course the dead no longer inhabit a physical body, so they are ‘to be found’ on the mental/emotional/close-to-earth planes. Especially as they know they are lost, and people want to find them. Psychics zero-in on the subject/person and receive the mental/emotional info from the dead. From a practical perspective, how on earth did the dive crew miss checking that tree overhanging the river?! Anyone knows that is a perfect place for anything floating to drift into and snag in it. Its not like the entire river-bank had trees growing into it everywhere. There’s literally just one tree along that stretch. A thought occurred to me today when wondering how a strong swimmer drowns in shallow water. If nicola had THE jab….a ‘sudden’ arterial or aneurism event would cause dizziness and loss of balance. There’s videos of the jabbed who suddenly died and the hallmark of that kind of sudden clotting death is spasm, arms outstretch, loss of balance, body spinning, then drop. If that were to happen to someone near a river, the likelihood of them ending up in it would be very high - especially with such a steep sloped bank near that bench she was at. It would also explain why she could have drowned, despite being a good swimmer, as she was likely too immobile/ill to save herself. The police didnt bother treating the bench area with forensic sensitivity so that info of her movements there was lost with so many walking over the scene. I dont know if cause of death will be made public. Surely the family want to know at least, and im sure the procedures are being done to determine cause. IF it was a ‘sudden’ illness event…well we all know who’s to blame for that….and it ain’t friggin’ alcohol or menopause!

Jason evidently has perceptive capabilities and in this video he details how he receives information and messages from the spiritual, how he interprets them. Spiritual messages rarely make sense to our dual ego-mind, as spiritual language is more ‘symbolic’ than earth-like words: https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=AGxGnUWbhwA

What is known to emit a sulphurous odour?

I hope they help ease your journey. Your previous experience sounds beautiful and it’s a reminder of the greater Truths, when we most need it. Its great to hear you have a suitable tripping mate. The studies results are so intriguing for their ability to cease incessant depression after just one dose. The researchers of course speculated that this route is far more effective than current psych-medications that usually are taken long-term. We could well see the laws altering for their use, just like medical cannabis laws. Ive tried micro-dosing. There's a ‘lifting’ effect. Even that dosage route is useful to jolt us out of a repeating mentality loop we can find hard to get out of. An external catalyst to help open internal change is often necessary, and useful when used respectfully. I hope the studies continue and expand worldwide so that these well-known and effective compounds can be used responsibly to help all who suffer. Despite the world stage always presenting the worst of the worlds happenings, the fact that there’s renewed interest and allowance for official medical industries to examine natural medicines that were outlawed not long ago, shows that there is a driving force for good also happening in this world - its just rarely reported! The Spirit of evolution IS always alive and well Good luck on your journey pi x

Very sorry to read about your journey pi, and your struggles. I can relate somewhat. I had unrelenting anxiety for 25yrs - complex reasons and story but i punched through the centre of it accidently, and it was quite the journey! I’ve since come across info and youtube docs on psilocybin medical research for longterm trauma. I had known it was previously trialled for it in the 60’s but more very recent trials have been happening and the results for people going through various debilitating states i find very encouraging that just 1 dose has such a beneficial impact - for all participants in these studies they’ve been glad to have used it. The remarkable thing about psilocybin from magic mushrooms is that just the 1 trip induces a powerful inner journey of diving in and healing, that for the majority, just 1 trip was all that was ever needed! It’s like it’s a ‘re-set trip’ in a beneficial sense. For you, because of your current medication rota, it would be wise to reach out to one of the medical researchers doing these studies in the uk and asking them about medications while doing psilocybin. I dont know if any of their study participants were on medications. Some were likely to have been due to their conditions. If you want help locating emails for these researchers pm me and i’ll see if i can dig-up some info online. There may well be american researchers doing trials also. The medication interacting/altering dosage requirement is useful info to know before launching into a trip. It’s also good to have a trip buddy who is someone who’s supportive, gentle, you feel comfortable with, who can be there for grounding and comfort if you should need it. x

Why do you want psychic abilities OP? Answer that for yourself….you dont need to answer here publicly. The thing about any type of high calibre/high vibrational ‘psi’ abilities is, they’re automatically granted to the being who has no interest in using them. Saivic trantra systems recognise this, which is why that path is focused on purification of body and mind - because then ego concerns are dissolved, and ‘powers’ are automatically bestowed. The level of powers im talking about it being able to advise a person for their highest path goodness - being able to draw-in wisdom for the betterment of a person or group etc. It’s beautifully just really, because most of those that want extra-sensory powers, will likely misuse them. Because only the earth-ego-created person wants things to use. The ‘auto’ psychic attributes of our everyday ego are generally of a lower-vibrational flavour that serves no-one in a constructive beneficial way. Like being able to pinpoint weaknesses other ego’s struggle with, talking about subjects that are sensitive to the other. We all do this without knowing there’s a psychic undercurrent occurring. We’re all already unknowingly psychic to various degrees. Our gut instinct is like a psychic power. Tapping into the knowing aspect of self. To become more clear-minded, work on yourself by purifying your being. Your life’s intentions, know thyself and purify. There’s much truth to the saying “be careful what you wish for” - extra-sensory clarity is not to be played with. Like in life - the more power given, the more responsibility comes with that power. It must be respected and taken seriously. We can all kick ourselves for ignoring gut instinct and live with regrets. With more powerful psychic abilities, their mis-use can easily and literally be life-altering and life-ending. This is why the sages of old were known to be ‘wisdom keepers of secrets’ - knowledge not to be told to all - knowing that if they told the methods of using keys to unlock inner powers of Self, the results could easily be disastrous without extreme humility and benevolence of intention of the initiate. Short-cuts can work with unpredictable results, but to ‘earn your own stripes’ through self-exploration is the organic path that yields what benefits you and others the most. Trust yourSelf that whatever psychic knowledge you’ll really need will be given to you when you need it.

EDIT to above comment (how long is the edit window on this forum?): I said : Not as accurate as intended. Should be 666 is carbon essential for material Life (6 electrons, 6 neutrons, 6 protons) - it’s also the realm of decay / ‘death’ - saturn astrologically also is black colour symbolism and represents death. All things die and decay to carbon - which also is the major essential element in our body to LIVE in a material dense realm. Carbon = live to die, and die to fuel more life, that’s ‘bound/bondage - saturn again is bondage to a thing - bound to the ‘carbon cycle’ of life and death.

Lucifer = morning star = venus analogies rage on. It seems when you read material about these links that we have a lot of chinese whisper effects over the centuries. Sooo many texts ignored, while tiny passages from others are highlighted and misinterpreted - mainly this was/is done by religions, and then gets regurgitated over and over. It’s soooo disorientating that we understandably now have todays critical thinkers questioning aspects of our spiritual selves as even fake and a trapping. Religions of today have made a fine job of despiritualising the world thats for sure! They are experts at double-think and gaslighting their ‘flock’ with conflicting consciousness that their followers don't even question how can this all-loving god also be a judgemental, vengeful god. Who is this bi-polar god they insist everyone gets on their chapped knees for?! Even the most BASE questioning of why would you have to even pray to a god who is supposedly everywhere, and KNOWS you, seems too clear-thinking inquiry for a follower to ever perceive. As religions seem to be in the industry of mass delusion, much like our governments - we can throw the lot of them under the rightful ‘concept’ which is commonly known as SATAN. Satan = Saturn. SATURN = Rulership - dominion - laws - restrictions - judgements - discipline - cold - rigid brittle - rules ‘structures’ (buildings) also body structures (skeleton) - rules dogmatic routine….it rules TIME - the realm of TIME -rules karma - the 6th planet from the sun - this ‘hexed’ realm - 666 carbon/nitrogen/hydrogen = the building blocks of this material realm. The pole of the planet Saturn has a hexagon shaped pole for those who didnt know that gem of a clue! Saturn is lord of the rings etc etc. Most of all saturn represents a persons Earthly Ego, (not true essence spiritual Self). Our earthly ego’s have ideas of what we’d like to do/make/create/construct…..ego is architect of ‘ideas’ - SATAN is the ‘architect’ of this world. It’s a dense ego being and it’s dense material ‘ideas’. The so-called ‘fall’ of satan is you, me and everyone on this damn rock in space! Everyones un-fulfilled ego screams “i didnt choose to be on this damn earth = i was forced = this is a matrix = this is a religious heaven/hell trap!” (yet consider, if there was no money, no laws, everything is absolutely free, total freedom, no borders of countries…..would you be happier? ) SURE! And there we have the satan within us all - the architect of desires and ideas…..on a level so base and childish its laughable to another aspect of ourselves. The trap is the ones we as ego’s design FOR OURSELVES. Nothing traps us here except our IDEAS of what we THINK traps us! “You become what you think” because “The ALL is mind” MANIFEST REALITY = a giant MIND full of ideas - WE are an idea of ourselves playing the game of life - a mini-mind within the giant ALL MIND. - Espirit (mind in french) = the spirit of ideas! Buddhist concepts at least recognise all are enlightened and are just ‘dreaming’ we’re something else. We’re on such a dense level of reality in this physical manifest realm - hence why many reference satan rules the hells - hells are denser realms. Just like dualistic earth raging in wars for millenia. It doesnt have to be so dualistic. The BEAUTY is = Change your MIND of ideas…change the spirit of your ideas, and the ‘world’ you perceive changes. Your ATTITUDE changes. YOU bring LIGHT to YOUR reality in your mind/mond/world/spirit. We rarely recognise the spiritual plane because our minds are too dualistic with dense dualistic concepts. “I want to be successful, rich, popular, entrepreneur of this that or the other” - even concepts of helping this dense world means you have to put your mind into the dense world. How can the same level of thinking solve a problem it created? It takes novel thought to solve problems another mind created. Novel thought = inspiration = comes from creation pure spirit life force AKA chi/prana etc…..which can only be accessed by NOT indulging in dense problematic mind-thoughts. Anyway - whenever any fractal mind within the ALL mind perceives ‘novel thought’ - that is instantly transmitted to the ‘whole of all minds’ via the medium of pure consciousness aka holy spirit, best mate of friggin’ GOD! The ‘thing’ that POWERS this massive engine of CREATION, hence called ‘original creator’. Its a ‘force’ if there could be a descriptive term, rather than some ‘man-being sitting in the clouds’ fairty tale childish notion. The whole universe of all truth is within all, and our ‘lower’ ‘satan ego’s’ block-it with earthly desire mind ideas. To KNOW this people take psychoactive drugs, mainly as they force a ‘rattling of the cage of our earth-self-made ego’ and cause us to pop that bubble of self-made-ego identity and explore a wider reality than the narrow vision of our ego mind. Or we can take the organic route of deconstructing and relinquishing all desires and self-identity notions we hold about ourselves. Beyond this ‘ego-self’ - there’s another Self! A far more ‘universal’ Self! And beyond that….. it’s a fractal….up and down the frequencies of mind. Beyond mind?…..TRUE UNION - Completion - the thing searched for everywhere and never found OUTSIDE ourselves, but the ego will spend literally billions of years searching, for even that length of time on the seeking path is worth every step to reach Divinity. In REALITY, we’re already there, unified and complete - this mind experience is like phantom energy playing-out strings of lifetimes…a memory of a journey, like a dream…deja-vu on crack! Modern Religions sabotage our very natural organic journey to knowing true Truth. They subpoena the will of followers, contort it and make it more false than before with stitched-together teachings hand-plucked to help rid guilty men of shameful conscience (constantine). The ‘Laws of God’ are NOT the laws of religions. Religious ‘laws’ are ‘ego laws’ - from the dense ego minds of men who sought to control the masses. Manipulators. Its unfortunate that any REAL divine truths that happen to have made it into modern religious texts, are so misinterpreted that the breath-taking nature of those truths are truly missed. Esoterica versions of these religions are more accurate - yet islam is just a bad mimic of christianity with a heavy hand of mysogyny to suit the culture it was intended for, it cant be taken seriously at all. As alexa quited - know them by their fruits…..ACTIONS create results - what have religions of recent era done for this earth except divide and conquer and inject fear (satan) into its followers? Due to this many billions of people over time have rejected God, as these ‘models of god’ cause such strife. Such examples of ‘God’ of course would have people rejecting any notion of God. The plan to annihilate the divine spark within is the industry of modern religion and governments. Those of a spiritual bent are attracted to religions but can often get lost. If spiritual fervour is strong enough the ability to dip our toes in to understand its origin/purpose and trajectory is enough for us to realise , sadly, how corrupt it has become. But we must not be hasty to throw the proverbial baby out with the bath water. There’s some ‘concepts’ touted by these institutions based on timeless Truths - it’s a shame they no longer have a semblance of understanding these Truths themselves, when that was the original intentions behind formation of ‘religions’ - to keep TRUTH alive…throughout all ages. Luckily, ultimately, nobody needs any texts to know TRUTH of Reality or God or Life…as it truly is all within us. What is Known Within, is in it’s purest form, not bastardised by any institution.

That’s ominous….really dodgy sounding. That cctv not working is a red flag. Ive wondered if the police are using drowning theory as their own public decoy, so that the real investigation going on behind the scenes doesnt have eyes and minds pouring all over it..? I cast the astrology charts for the location she went missing and her own birth chart using various charts for comparison. I wont bore all with astrology jargon, but suffice to say, she had this year 2 really heavy planetary transits happen, that hapoen to us all, but usually separately, not together. Thats saturn opposite saturn, alongside uranus opposite uranus - which in her specific chart draws a cross literally + between the 2 planets - hitting sensitive points of her natal chart. These transits are normally life-changing, but happening together we get a scenario of forever altering the course of life. This is karmic heavy. Saturn opposite saturn. Thats karma. Other signatures for her karma life path are active. The why’s and wherefores are various yet with a prominent signature of secrets/money/spouse/hidden enemies/obsession - aswell as the public feature prominently. Also water signatures feature prominently - various interpretations for these aside from literal water -they symbolise emotions, the beyond life, the hidden, secrets, the watery undercurrent of life no-one knows. There is too strong a mars signature for this to be just a water accident -mars means ‘action/accidents with a background of fire igniting the event - this fire is either anger or passion with mars. The comparison of her chart with the chart of the place is a synastry of nightmares - ive never seen so many oppositions in a chart aswell as ‘tense’ oppositions that are so numerous to draw a pentagram, oddly enough. Definitely wrong place wrong time for her. The truth always gets revealed. I had a dream about this after digging into it so dont like submerging into these underworld themes too deeply as my mind is good while im sleeping, at answering any ‘why?’ query via the astral, my ego brain can come up with. This case saddens me. It highlights the brutality of life, and reminds me how much more gentle we should all live it. Wherever the lass is, i hope she has peace and strength. Im not convinced this is a psyop….just massive media emblazoning of a missing persons case, likely as suggested, to keep everyone occupied while the left hand tickles the pulpit of tyranny. After convid, their psyop game has been drastically ‘upped’…a missing persons case doesnt elicit anywhere near the level of fear that convid did….and thats THE business these people are in: pure fear.

They’ve been seen with other observers, with myself, so i dont think theyre too obscure. It’s not regularly they’re witnessed, but it really helps if you’re star-gazing from a rural place where it’s pitch black at night, and all that can be seen are the stars. A calm centred peaceful state while star-gazing is useful, rather than a hurried quick gazing session. I have animals outside i tend to every night so get more opportunity than most to star-gaze while waiting for water troughs to fill etc. The starscape on the blackest clearest night is truly a wonderful sight.