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I am hoping so, but the procedure I need although manageable is possibly having some issues elsewhere so I need to balance those risks a bit. It is something I had done over 20 years ago too but it probably needs doing. LOL, I agree the MedBed probably won't be around in our lifetime, unless there is a profound shift in society. The way things are going we will know pretty soon which way this is going. Five years and we be under total and permanent lockdown/control, or society has shifted and fought back to take control and freedom back. Yeah good points. I am not sure how possible that will be for me as they are not even 100% sure what the issue is (or how bad) until they explore more. It might be straightforward or require some skin grafting to fix the issue. The problem is it could get worse as time goes on and then require emergency surgery which is not ideal and I am not sure if that would be a better option or worse in avoiding being jabbed against my wishes Definitely worth a shot!!

I don't trust them either and am facing this dilemma right now. I mean the minor procedure I need can be put off probably for a while, but it would require me to be knocked out to have the operation. So I am going to hold off for as long as I can because there are just too many potential pitfalls. Although your idea is a good one, I am pretty sure that they would not allow it under 'safety protocols' to have anyone anywhere near the operating theatre. Even the anaesthetic these days is probably laced with graphene as per I think @Katsika recent post. This might work, but I would not be surprised if some Countries are monitoring this better than others so would depend on where you are located. For example, when my mum passed away and I had to return to the UK I had to apply to travel with an exemption and then stay in quarantine when I returned, so at least up until 2022 they would know I was not vaxxed. Obviously I could have been since then, but how likely is that if a person has been stood down from their employment for not complying, had to get an exemption to travel and jump through hoops to get home by the limit of 4 non-vaxxed passengers, and had to stay in quarantine for 14 days on return? Someone who has done that is not then likely to give in because they got the sniffles. So, I would be surprised if some Countries have not monitored it better than others and I doubt that my example is totally unusual for giving clues to the Health Dept's.

Really interesting. I was persuaded to undergo hypnotherapy by a friend way back when I was much more easily swayed by others and it did not work and the practitioner was also a bit spooked. I think the 'older Souls' have more of the oversoul connected to each fragment so it is always on guard and on watch for anything that might be a threat. The same thing happened for me with drugs, where they just did not work the same as they did with friends. With alcohol it was different but even then, I always had a part of me that would kick in and get me home or to safety no matter how smashed I was. It also could be that our energy is protected. I was told recently that an ex had been getting tarot card readings on me and that a similar experience to your hypnotist happened where the tarot reader got spooked and was told to back off my energy. So it might be that over the many lifetimes and Soul expansion we have undergone that we have reached a level of mastery to the point that on higher dimensional levels we know how to protect ourselves, or that we are getting support from the higher dimensions, or perhaps a bit of both. Wow, similar to you here again although perhaps much less intense or powerful as yours sound. It hasn't happened to me in a number of years but I had similar where I would have some really weird experiences between the awake and sleep phases. Sadly like my ability to recognise within a dream 'this dream is weird' I haven't had these experiences for a while now.

I mean I get what you are saying and in the past would have agreed with you. But we saw what parents will do when they come for the kids during covid and it didn't go too well then. The breakdown of society has accelerated so fast over the last 20 years that it might not be long before they even get away with this. I mean parents are not exactly en-masse fighting back on the trans agenda, or the sexualisation or the drag queen agenda. Yes some have but is a small minority as ever that are doing the fighting. I really hope it is the final straw though that motivates people in to finally taking a stand but I wouldn't be betting on it.

Yeah really strange. A number of my comments in recent weeks of YouTube have been censored so it is strange when whole videos and full streams of comments are left alone. I mean it is good they are, but very strange that some avoid censorship.

Yeah similar . I think people probably find me boring, at least when they first meet me because I don't really have value for 'small talk' or social tennis. I want to get down to the nuts and bolts straight away so come across as intense . For me, I think I just always knew on some level that I had been to 'this party' a thousand times, time to start taking this seriously and learn and grow my way out of it. Most have become so identified with the party and don't realise they have ben partying for hundreds if not thousands of years and all they keep doing is partying their way back to the same cycle.

Absolutely and 100% this fits for me too. I was often found talking to my mates parents because I was always interested in people, their lives and their journeys and I was a kid at the time. So like you, I was always searching for deeper meaning and deeper connections. Just last week I realised that my 'Soul' was always there through my life and certainly my childhood, but it was masked by the Matrix, until I really needed it and then in it would burst taking over and knowing exactly what to do in that moment. So I was always an old soul too.

For me, it is being who you really are not the social persona that you portray to the 'world'. I am not bigging myself up here, but I genuinely think I am one of the small minority on here that shows up authentically; I have often shared deeply personal stuff, am open to blurting out things that others would probably think I shouldn't and challenge others quite a lot. That to me is being authentic; showing the vulnerable, the weaknesses, the things you are still working on, and speaking your truth.

I think that authenticity comes from having good relationships with either others or yourself. We live in a society that is largely online now and that means a lot of people don't have great relationships and have lost the art of being genuine, open and authentic, and various statistics bare this out if you look at the quality of relationships these days or the fact that many are not even bothering. Obviously much of this is the agendas you speak of here. And then you have the relationship with self. If you don't work on yourself you tend to not have a good relationship with yourself; which then inhibits your ability to trust others, be open with others, to connect and to be authentic.

Some very valid and excellent points. You may be correct that this forum is following the broader trend in the way of communicating we see these days. I think also, talking for me personally, back when I was really blown away by the forum of old, it likely had something to do with the fact I had so much to learn and so every topic seemed interesting, thought provoking and captivating, and as you would expect, a lot of the old forum members moved on which I think is inevitable at a certain point. If you grow enough, you probably move beyond the need for forums. I remember hitting a wall around 2016 where I was no longer really learning anything new as it was all pretty much the same stuff on either the conspiracy or spirituality going around in circles. I know I am not the only one who felt this was (Max Igan noted this too) until perhaps Jason Breshears came along with something totally different. So I think that there is a bit of both to it. The personal and as you say, the possibility that the newer people to this information are coming in on the back of massive changes to how we communicate and connect with each other. Some very good points again. I think I have tried to do this but with very little 'resonance', which is part of me coming to the realisation that I may have grown past this forum. I don't say that from any place other than valuing my time and energy more than I ever have, so I am much more conscious now of where my vibration and energy is best used. As I say, I have done much shedding of the old over the last 6 or 7 years but this has been even more pronounced over the past 3 or 4 years to the point that not much is left from my previous timeline. I am becoming more aware that in order to truly shift timelines you need to take that leap and let go of anything that is holding you to the older timeline. I think being honest, I don't really resonate with the majority on here (or at least many of the topics because many are topics repeated over the years of course which is understandable as more people wake up) or even in the 'truth community'. I have been on this healing journey since the late 90's and certainly since 2001 thrown myself into it big time so much so that I don't even resemble the person I once were. So I know the value of healing and working on your shadow, healing your trauma and raising your vibration, but not many seem interested in this stuff. I say this not from a 'it is them that is the problem', in all honesty it is ME that is just accepting that I am different and coming to the realisation that I held on to this forum from a lack of feeling strong enough to 'go it alone' and I guess also from wanting to find my 'soul tribe', at least unconsciously. So, I suppose this whole thread was me trying to (or at least wanting) this forum to change so that I could put off leaving. And I guess our little altercation made me think, 'oh wow, look at what can happen when two people speak honestly' and I guess it gave me some renewed hope that this forum could once again become the huge value it was back in the 'old days'. That is not to say that I don't still find value here, of course I do, but the pay off is that there are times you pour your heart and soul in to topics and it is met with crickets and I guess that is the realisation of valuing my time and energy more. So hand on heart, I think I often get as much frustration here that I do value, which is part of probably holding on here too long. Anyway much to think on for me but if I do leave, it will be because I just feel the need to use my time and energy more effectively, not because the forum is shit as much as my words here might have portrayed. It is more part of my journey than anything about the forum.

Some great points MR V. Yes, I guess the suggestion was that this forum could be a lot more powerful in helping us all to grow and learn, and aid in our healing journey. Of course this will happen regardless without confronting others or reflecting back, but the suggestion was that it could be so much more if we were able to show up here more authentically and with integrity and humility. But I get what you are saying here and perhaps you are correct. I guess for me, I remember back at how powerful the older forum was, and how at least i to my memory was more dynamic back then. This may possibly be my faulty memory, or the context of me being a newbie back then with much to learn. So it is possible that I look back at the posters back then and at the time thought they were so 'advanced', and as I say back then if I remember correctly there was a dynamism and people were challenged, but again it could simply be my own projections back then and maybe even a sign that I have come far and in many ways am perhaps not getting as much from the forum as I did for many years. Perhaps it really is that I have outgrown the forum, not because I am better, but that very little of the information or lessons in which to grow don't exist much after 15 years or so. I have cut out so much in my life of the old over the past 3 or 4 years, so much so that it is down to perhaps 1 or 2 things that remain from say 2020 and it is part of jumping in to the new timelines. Perhaps I have just realised that it might be time to take that final leap in letting go of the David Icke forum too, one of the last remnants of the older reality that in many ways was tethered to some foundations that were masks to not feel too alone. I say this having pondered this on and off for the last couple of years anyway, but maybe this has cemented that realisation, certainly food for thought for me to think more on.... Thanks for the reflections and honesty here, I agree that online may not be the best medium in which to facilitate such powerful things such is the risk for misunderstanding and miscommunication. I guess I was thinking that for a certain percentage that are 'awake', this forum may have been the only contact they have with others, certainly I think that was the case for some on the Crowhouse forum.

Yes indeed. As Aristotle once said, “Give me a child until he is 7 and I will show you the man.”, and I think there is great truth in this; that the early years are so important and that it takes great work and discipline to change those early years if they were not the best. As an infant and child you are a sponge that takes on everything in the environment; great if your early life is full of love, value and parents who are preparing you for the world and allowing you to grow into your true self, but it can be a life of devastation if it is the opposite. Yes, much the same. It took me the last 20 years trying to undo the first part of life. I have come a long way but all that you really do is become what you were destined to be or were already underneath all the programming both family and society. I would not change it now of course because it also set me on the spiritual path.

True, it is a challenge when it is purely the written word, and because of the way that society is shaped now, online communication and the written word must make up the vast majority of communication for many. As you say, how we receive something will depend greatly on how we are feeling or how we are coping with life in any moment. I think people do not really understand how much of the 'programming' is still running despite them 'waking up'. You still see people in the truth community valuing others by the quality of that persons personality/persona/ego rather than the quality of their Soul (quite often because many in the truth community stay in only information gathering rather than healing and the Spiritual work). I saw this clearly with this guy that I was meeting up with who later turned out to be a narcissistic fraudster; there were many red flags which I eventually listened to and took action on, but many others were trapped in the old programming because they thought him charming or funny. It shows that we get swayed so easily by things that are not very tangible or are superficial, even when we are awake because we never let go of the programming in how to judge a person on a real level. Absolutely. Information should be the starting point, but it is the healing work that will actually free you from this and many are stuck at the start line sharing stories about the latest information that proves for the 1000000 time that there is a conspiracy going on. It is the conspiracy theorists example of the movie the 50 First Dates.

As part of my degree one part of the course which was mandatory was Group Therapy which in some ways was similar to what you say here. It was very powerful once the initial awkwardness was worked through. What came out was people's shadows, their projections, biases, prejudices, old dynamics from family of origin and tons more. It actually was one of the most powerful things that helped me to change because it showed me how I interacted with people and how that came across which was often NOT my intention at all. As an example, my social awkwardness/social anxiety often had me acting in ways that were interpreted by others as arrogance or conceit. It woke my eyes up to self responsibility because sure I could have blamed it on others interpreting incorrectly but only I was responsible for what I put out to the world. Obviously whatever you put out can be interpreted incorrectly anyway, but it is much better to put what you truly are out into the world than a already faulty and destructive persona. It shows us how much we can learn from each other, but it does take a safe environment for it to work.

100% bang on! Which is why we ALL need to become leaders, especially those of us who are awake as we have no excuses for not doing so. If we could guarantee that there was a long line of leaders willing to take over from the last ones in the 'alternative arena' this thing would be won far more easily. But, as you say, only a tiny percent are leaders, and you see this clearly in the 'alternative community' who are only too willing to let someone do it all for them as they donate to that person to feel like they are contributing. It is why we all need to heal and grow so that we can become another leader so that we have the numbers. But you don't become a leader/warrior by information only, you only become a leader/warrior when you have done the work of clearing out all old beliefs, old programming, and become fearless against all the tricks that the Matrix tries to throw at us and which are still subconsciously present in the 'truth community'. You become fearless from all the need for acceptance, approval and immune from the criticisms and judgements of others which then allows you to step into your full power and thus beyond the fear based stuff that holds us back and limits our full expression of who we are and the power we hold. We need to remember that this 'Matrix' or construct doesn't just limit the truth, if anything the main purpose of this construct is to limit our spiritual expansion, and you have to ask yourself why would that be? And it is because we hold great power that once unleashed is too powerful for 'them' to contain and thus win. Anyone not trying to grow, heal and expand their consciousness and vibration to find their true power is letting the side down.

I come in peace A month or so ago, myself and @Mr H had a tiny verbal altercation that was a lesson for both of us. To cut a long story short I called him out for what I felt I saw and felt was true and he came back with his own truth (calling it a 'bit of a dick move') but with much honesty and humility. We both learnt a lot from the experience probably because we both have self awareness and a strong sense of integrity and humility to know we have much to learn and much to grow still. It got me thinking that are we all showing up as honestly as we could do on here? How many times do we not call stuff/others out because we want to keep the peace, don't want to feel awkward ourselves, or don't want to risk copping some flak back, and how in spite of all that we have learned in waking up, we continue to 'people please' or continue to take the easy route. Obviously it is a very delicate balance because we all know those in the truth community that always criticize others and always seem to be on the offensive (literally). So no doubt it is delicate and needs a huge amount of balance and self awareness to pull off, as well as the humility and integrity mentioned above. But in speaking our truth and calling others out, we have the huge capacity to both learn ourselves and offer so much to others here like me and @Mr H did. Obviously it could have gone the other way and had us both get so riled up that one of us went ape-shit or left the forum, that is always a risk. But if we could all act with integrity and honesty this could be so much more than it currently is. One example is that there are people you might have had a little disagreement with who then forever ignore your posts and refuse to like any of them because they take it all personally, rather than calling it out or challenging the other poster and possibly learning a ton in the process. Are we not better than all that stuff? As David Icke said when being interviewed by Alex Jones a few months ago, 'stop taking it all personally and let us just talk about what is going on'. Maybe I am being unrealistic as you look at the posts in this 'personal development' thread and there are only 2 pages of threads, but yet pages and pages on obscure topics that is yet more information gathering and endless research. I am not knocking that, but surely a huge part of becoming awake is to no longer do the things that the Matrix wants you to do which is people please, be fearful of speaking your mind, growing so you become immune to the Matrix games and tricks, and taking things personally. Imagine how much we could all learn and grow from calling stuff out (in a constructive and balanced/objective way) and how much we could learn from not taking things so personally and then refusing to ever have anything to do with another poster because they hurt our feelings or pissed us off once back in 2019. We are not just here to research information, we are here to grow, expand our vibration and consciousness, let go of all that binds us to the Matrix/3D reality. Edited to add: I say all this with the knowledge that I myself have held back at times in the past and know that it is not easy and a huge risk at times to put your head above the parapet, but surely that is part of the old Matrix programming which we all need to push against.

True, we might better refer to it then as prophetic which as you say relies much on knowing the plans and agendas and then being able to predict the future, something David Icke has talked about for many years at not predicting the future so much as knowing the plans. No, not at all. It is an interesting topic for sure. I think most of what we call psychic experiences are really psychics tapping into the astral realm and I would be very cautious about the messages coming from there and the intention behind them. As I say I have had some psychic experiences where I was able to 'channel' others loved ones, but maybe I was really channelling into the astral realm. I mean it might actually be loved ones who are trapped in the astral realm who are actually connecting with us, but like here on 'Earth', there is a veil that blocks the true knowledge of what is going on and their imprisonment so they are not even aware of it, nor their limited ability to provide anything more tangible in the form of great info or insight. So when I 'challenged' my mum about who she is/was, it is possible that 'they' pulled the plug on that connection because they knew I was going to expose a lot of what this realm and the one my mum could be in is. In essences I was going to try to free my mum just as I am trying to free myself, and 'they' ceased the channel.........I am forever causing trouble

Indeed, which suggests that this information is coming from either the astral realm, or some other part of the 'construct'. Many have been saying for years that the astral realm is where this simulation is controlled from and where the entities feed from, which would fit for what we are talking about here, which is why there is no real information coming from 'loved ones' that has any real value or information that explains what this realm is, it is similar in many ways to all the 'False Light' teachings or Love and Light stuff along with much of the 'channelled messages' we get.

Aren't many of us in the 'truth community' 'psychic'? I would say many millions of us predicted carnage that followed which is why we avoided the poison shots. I do get your point though. I think I mentioned on here that after my mum passed away in February 2022 that I was in 'communication' with her. After a few weeks I started to question this 'being' and asked her if she was communicating from the astral's and not actually my mum. After that my 'connection' ceased, the same thing happened in 2017 with another person although I did not question if they were in the astral's I just questioned how genuine it was. I would say that most psychic's are tapping into the astral realm and that most 'beings' they communicate with are not really who they say they are. That is not to say that there are not people who can communicate with beings outside of this realm, but you have to have very clear discernment to know the difference. I have some very basic skills in this area (or maybe I am downplaying it) and have had some semi-freaky stuff around this happen, but it is possible that I was communicating with the astral too because most of these were a few years ago. But your point is a good one and one that I raised myself a couple of years ago. How many psychics do you hear saying 'your mum wants you to know that this is a simulation where you are essentially imprisoned and your energy siphoned off to entities. You need to raise your vibration, let go of all shadow aspects, work on releasing your ego, and become hyper aware of your energetic/emotional/vibrational field so you are no longer feeding the demons'.........not many I would guess.

While she might be 'guilty as hell', you might be missing the point. The fact is that her defence were somewhere between useless and incompetent whether by intention or just bad luck on Letby's part. So even if she is guilty, as many have been saying right from the start (and good people with tons of experience and obviously some ethics to have spoken out so early), the facts of the case in which she was prosecuted were never challenged enough. Surely anyone has a right to competent legal defence even if they are guilty so there is much less chance of a wrong conviction. We should all be worried when a case is so obviously skewed and a defence so obviously lacking, one day it could be us, especially in the world we are currently living. 'At first they came for the trade unionists'......we all know the rest.

Yeah I only do the breathing technique. As much as I hate hot showers I hate cold ones more so I might be safe from those risks

I have had really vivid dreams for a long time where it can take me two or three days to get over the contents of a dream. A lot of my dreams seem to be 'emotional' in that they tend to all be about relationships with others, almost like I am working through old stuff as I sleep. I used to often have dreams where I would be able to recognise that I was dreaming, even telling myself within that dream, 'this is a weird dream', I haven't had that though for around 10 years. The question I have though, is that lately, I have had 3 instances where I have woken up because I have heard my name being called. I am not sure this ever happened before the last few months. I am aware that there is a strong possibility of an ex sending dark energies my way and actually trying to fuck with me in the astrals so I am wondering if I am being woken up by my guides to protect me. Has anyone experienced this sort of thing? I don't feel scared when I wake up, it is more a bit weird as I realise that no human is calling my name. The last time happened a couple of night ago and I woke up and was like 'ahh thanks for protecting me'.

Yeah it is tough going at times trying to navigate all the side roads as well as trying to stay on the main road (the path that our Soul or Higher Self intuitively knows it wants to take). As an example, as I mentioned about the guy. I had been feeling this 'call' for at least a year before I crossed paths with this guy. Then I meet him and he says he makes documentaries and is a content creator and I think 'ahh maybe this is part of the path/calling I am meant to take'. Maybe 8 months after this I have cut him off because of the red flags and just feel that I was meant to recognise he is a narcissist (cement my learning of the previous few years about my history with narcissists). 6 months later another friend calls me to tell me all this other stuff about the original guy and whilst it confirmed my intuition is/was bang on, it also kind of left me confused that all those initial 'I am meant to do something with this guy in regards to my soul mission' was incorrect or at least wonky. It is a minefield. But as we say, it is because it is all intertwined with many other lessons we have to learn. Yes, I totally get what you mean. I have been in my comfort zone for a while and know that taking this path will require huge courage and a huge amount of not letting others opinions sway me/get to me. This is almost 100% the opposite of how I have lived my life, although of course I have tried to change this a lot over recent years and have come far with it. But then I take on this new course and old habits click in and I tell myself that I have not changed that much because I still care what others think. The truth is we both have. We are not perfect because nobody is, in fact not being perfect might actually make us more right for the job because we have the humility and the integrity to go with the other things we have to offer. I think as long as we are open to not being perfect then it can be used in a productive way to be more relatable and to model that we are always a work in progress and that all we can do is to constantly learn and self-correct. The lessons we may have to share with others is not so much where we are at, but how far we have come, as in it is not the end point that matters but the distance that a person has travelled. It is not a level playing field at times, some of us have a far greater distance to travel due to our differing childhoods and the obstacles we have been given. So we perhaps need to judge ourselves with a little more compassion on how far we have come, and that might be the offering we have to others. Amazing. I will be honest man, your reaction and subsequent self reflection was inspiring to witness and as I said during that I learnt a lot myself.

Yeah, this is exactly what I am going through too brother. Part of the reason that I met up with this guy (who later turned out to be a scammer and a fraud) was because I felt I was supposed to do something with him along the lines we are talking here. It can be hard to decipher the signs and signals, partly because as you say our resistance and partly because amongst the path are other lessons running alongside which can be really confusing. It makes sense that at certain critical junctures, that some Souls are activated to step into their true purpose. Right now I am just trying to do the groundwork and laying foundations so that when the 'nod' comes and a bit clearer than it currently is, I am ready to take the plunge. I wish you well bro on your path.

I have been seeing recurring numbers for many years now. As of late it has been 444, 4444 or 888 and 8888 as well as a couple of others. I tend to look up the meaning using the Angel Numbers information from sacred scribes who has been around for a long time. For me, they serve as a prompt from the Universe to take action or to be more focused on a particular area of life that needs to be concentrated on. @Mr H I have to say I have been getting similar 'prompts' to step up and into a new area of purpose. It might just be that some of us are being asked to step out of the shadows and into the light to assist others.