tommydrifter

True, in a sense. YOUR RESISTANCE TO THE FEELING, IS BECAUSE TO FEEL AT THAT INTENSITY, IS MORE THAN YOU CAN BEAR. So you substitute one kind of suffering for another -- this is suppression -> repression -> depression! TRUTH ANYTHING THAT BRINGS YOU DEEPER INTO THE NOW IS DEPROGRAMMING YOU.

This guy knows what he is talking about. Why? BECAUSE HE IS PULLING YOU DEEPER INTO THE NOW. DEEPER WITHIN YOU. HE IS ENCOURAGING YOU, INSTRUCTING YOU, TO FEEL DEEPLY UNPLEASANT FEELINGS. TRUTH --AS IT IS I am depressed but I have a positive mind-pattern so I can feel the negative feelings, not repress them. I hate this world, it is a nightmare, but I have a positive mind-pattern so I can deal with negativity in the world. ILLUSION -- AS IT IS NOT Telling myself I feel good when I feel bad. "No, there's nothing to worry about! All will be well! I will convince myself that an apple is an orange!"

I think you are confusing things, mate, depression is not a mental thought. You do not think depression, you feel depression. It is an emotional mechanism, it is emotional dysfunction, it is unprocessed emotion that requires release. A negative mind-pattern is a different phenomenon and may contribute to a person who feels bad to feel worse. This issue is, no matter how hard you try to tell yourself you feel good, you still feel bad -- don't you? This is one area where I feel the general consensus about feelings is completely wrong. You should not feel good or bad, you should feel what you feel, in the now. A positive-mind pattern will help you deal with the negativity, that is truthful. As with all things, it is a question of what is what. I PRAY FOR DIVINE INTERVENTION AND THE END OF STUPIDITY I PRAY FOR YOU ALL TO BE LESS STUPID I PRAY TO BE LESS STUPID I PRAY TO GOD I PRAY

That is how I felt mate, these guys are weirdos, and this is just does not feel right. But the other film, Above Majestic, I thought that was quite good. There is a lot going on. I just want to disappear, get out of the city, get away from all this shit. Once you get out of the city, the mind-control programming is less, the people talk more sense, they know what is what. Of course, that is interesting to me because Australia is my homeland. I love this country. I feel a connection to it. To the land. I believe pyramids are significant, of course, the geometry. Why would you build a structure of that shape? There has got to be a reason. All the alien information is bullshit, I am pretty sure. It will be close to the truth but they will never give you the truth, as it is. I am beginning to see through it. I like Clif High because I feel like at least that guy is grounded. He builds boats and shit. He does scientific experiments. A lot of these woowoo guys and gals are loopy, if not specifically-programmed or compromised. To be honest, I do not like bagging out these people, David Wilcock and the rest. But, I just feel, it is all bullshit. The alternative to the alternative is just more bullshit. These people "make it" in the world because they are allowed to. My attitude is shill unless proven otherwise. I think the most likely information sources to be truthful are you and I, us nobodies. The big names make it for a reason. I PRAY FOR RESOLUTION. I PRAY FOR A PATHWAY OUT OF THIS INSANITY. I PRAY FOR DIVINE INTERVENTION.

You were over-confident in your perceptive faculties which convinced you Red was Blue. You must have experienced feelings of doubt, but, perhaps you were not aware of those feelings. Indeed, you did not know: you believed. Because God-Mind was Aware that Blue was Blue while you were distracted.

Yes, you have to stop fighting, resisting what is. That is the source of mental illness. You resist the feeling. You suppress the feeling. You repress the feeling. -> DEPRESSION Is my understanding of the mechanism of mental illness in the context of emotion. But who wants to feel bad with such intensity? And can you be objective? That takes a lot of courage. That takes a lot of character. WHAT IS THE PROGRAMMING MESSAGE? HOW ARE YOU PROGRAMMED TO FEEL? IT IS WRONG TO FEEL BAD -> GUILT FEELINGS -> REPRESSION OF NEGATIVE EMOTION -> MENTAL ILLNESS LOW-VIBRATIONAL EMOTIONAL STATES POSITIVE VIBES ONLY! WHAT IS THE TRUE REALITY AS IT IS? WHAT DO YOU ACTUALLY FEEL? NOW GO DEEPER WITHIN FEEL WHAT YOU FEEL AND LOVE ME AS I AM

ALL IS THOUGHT-ENERGY. BELIEF IS LESS THAN 100% CONFIDENT. KNOWING IS 100% CONFIDENT. WE ARE PROGRAMMED TO BELIEVE WHAT IS NOT. WHICH IS THE SOURCE OF OUR DOUBT. WHEN WE ARE DEPROGRAMMED WE KNOW WHAT IS WITH 100% CONFIDENCE. 1 ALIGNMENT WHAT I KNOW IS WHAT ACTUALLY IS MENTAL ILLNESS WHAT I BELIEVE GUESSWORK DOUBT NO. EITHER YOU KNOW. OR YOU DO NOT KNOW. IS BEST. WHY BELIEVE? THINK VERTICALLY. For example, "I do not know", is knowing what is, if you do not know. Confidence is all about knowing what is. BELIEF MENTAL ILLNESS "I believe it to be raining?" "Look out the fucking window! Is it raining? Or is it not raining?" MENTAL HEALTH "I do not know if it is raining." (100% CONFIDENT) < LOOKS OUTSIDE > "I know it is not raining." (100% CONFIDENT)

(I've lost my marbles. Sorry guys and gals.)

(I personally apologise to David Icke, Gareth Icke, and the rest of you. I don't want to do this but I seem unable to not.) IT IS BEST TO GO INSIDE YOURSELF, DEEP INSIDE. DON'T LOOK WITHOUT FOR ANSWERS OR GUIDANCE, GO WITHIN. THEY WANT YOUR FOCUS OUTSIDE OF YOUR CENTRE -- OUT THERE, ON SOMETHING EXTERNAL TO YOU. SO THEY HAVE YOUR ATTENTION, SO THEY CAN CONTROL YOUR THINKING. ALL IS THOUGHT-ENERGY. THINK BALANCE. LOOK HOW AN ICON SETS AN EXAMPLE FOR YOU TO FOLLOW. BIGGER-THAN-LIFE CHARACTERS. IF YOU FEEL LESS-THAN-HUMAN YOU ATTRACT THE OPPOSITE POLARITY, MORE-THAN-HUMAN, AND VICE-VERSA. YOU SHOULD FEEL HUMAN. YOU SHOULD FEEL HUMAN-TO-HUMAN CONNECTIONS. YOU SHOULD FEEL BROTHERHOOD, A SENSE OF BELONGING, NOT ISOLATION. IT IS ISOLATION PROGRAMMING. IT IS AN OPERATION. HE IS PUT OUT IN FRONT OF THE MASSES, TO CONTROL THE MASSES, HE IS GIVEN A PUBLIC PROFILE TO SELL A MESSAGE. BUT THE MESSAGE IS THE WRONG MESSAGE. (Very sorry about this. I guess I will suffer the karmic repercussions, if I am wrong.) BREATHE INTO YOUR CENTRE. GROUND. THINK VERTICALLY. IT LEADS TO A DEAD END.

YOU SHOULD NOT LOOK TO ICONS FOR GUIDANCE. YOU SHOULD NETWORK, WORK TOGETHER AS EQUALS, FIND OUT ABOUT EACH OTHER. SHARE YOUR VULNERABILITIES. LEARN TO BE INTIMATE BUT AT THE SAME TIME MAINTAIN STRONG BOUNDARIES. THEY HAVE BROKEN HUMAN BONDS. PEOPLE HAVE FORGOTTEN WHAT IT MEANS TO FEEL HUMAN CONNECTION. ANY MEDIA IS LIKELY TO BE MIND-CONTROL PROGRAMMING. YOU TURN TO ICKE BECAUSE THERE IS NOWHERE ELSE TO TURN, OR IT FEELS LIKE THAT. IT IS ISOLATION PROGRAMMING. THE SYSTEM IS CORRUPT, YES, BUT THE ALTERNATIVES ARE ALSO CORRUPT. IT IS SOPHISTICATED DISINFORMATION. PERHAPS CLOSER TO TRUE REALITY THAN THE REST, BUT THE END RESULT IS THE SAME. (Sorry about this, I truly am. I seem unable to not post these messages. I am unable to not post these messages. Take it or leave it. Where it is coming from, I have no idea.)

IT IS CULT-LIKE. HE IS A CULT-LIKE FIGURE. HE IS A PROGRAMMING ICON. YOU FEEL INFERIOR BECAUSE YOU ARE MADE TO FEEL INFERIOR. IT IS PROGRAMMING. YOU SHOULD LOOK TO PEOPLE WITH HUMAN QUALITIES, THAT ARE FLAWED, IMPERFECT, FEEL LIKE YOU DO. VULNERABLE. NOT, GOD-LIKE LEADERS, WHO PROJECT AN INVINCIBILITY. THAT ARE UNTOUCHABLE TO THE REGULAR PERSON. IT IS SOPHISTICATED DISINFORMATION AND MIND-CONTROL PROGRAMMING. YOU ARE BETTER OFF PAYING NO ATTENTION TO HIM. IT IS PROGRAMMING YOU IN WAYS YOU DO NOT REALISE. YOU ARE CONFUSED. THINK VERTICALLY.

IT IS CLOSE TO TRUTH BUT IT IS NOT TRUTH. SEE HOW THERE ARE SUBTLE MISDIRECTIONS BUT THE RESULT IS PROFOUND. IT IS MORE SOPHISTICATED DISINFORMATION THAN IS TYPICAL. THINK OF IT LIKE THIS. IF EVERY BOOK IN THE LIBRARY IS TELLING A FAKE STORY, THEN THE LEAST FAKE STORY IS THE MOST CONVINCING. PLEASE, PLEASE, LISTEN. IT IS A PSYOP. PERIOD. THE FINAL WORD.

THE PURPOSE IS TO TURN YOU AWAY FROM GOD. THE LIGHT. GOD IS A BEING. THE POWER OF GOD WILL DESTROY THEM. IT IS MISDIRECTION IN ORDER FOR YOU TO BE UNDER THEIR DIRECTION, NOT GOD'S DIRECTION. GOD IS THE GREATEST POWER OF ALL AND IF YOU TAP INTO THAT, IT IS TOO MUCH FOR THEM TO RESIST. THEY ARE THE "GODS" OF MEN. SO THEY DO NOT WANT MEN OF GOD, WITH THAT KIND OF POWER. THIS IS THE BIGGEST SECRET. GOD IS NOT A CONCEPT, IT IS A REALITY, THAT IS HIDDEN IN PLAIN SIGHT. YOU LOOK AWAY. THEY DIRECT YOUR ATTENTION, THE FOCUS OF YOUR AWARENESS, AWAY FROM THE TRUE REALITY OF GOD-MIND AWARENESS TO A POINT. AS LONG AS THAT POINT IS A POINT OF FOCUS AWAY, IT DOES NOT MATTER WHAT IT IS, AS LONG AS YOU ARE FOCUSED ON IT. ICKE IS A PSYOP. PERIOD. END OF STORY. THE FINAL WORD. THEY KNOW THAT, NOW YOU KNOW THAT.

(Not "me".) IT IS AN OPERATION. IT IS A SUBTLE AND SOPHISTICATED FORM OF DISINFORMATION DESIGNED TO MUDDLE YOUR BRAIN AND CONFUSE YOUR THINKING. THEY ARE HIGHLY INTELLIGENT. THEY KNOW HOW TO PLAY YOU, PULL YOUR STRINGS, CONTROL YOUR MINDS. THEY TAKE TRUTH AND THEY DISTORT IT. DAVID ICKE GIVES YOU MORE THAN THE REST. IT IS QUANTITY NOT QUALITY. THEY TAKE WHAT IS WHAT AND THEY CONFUSE YOU BY CONFLATING IDEAS, CONFLATING CONCEPTS, SWITCHING "A" AND "B". MISLABELLING. CALLING A SPADE A SHOVEL. IT IS CLOSE BUT NOT QUITE. A SPADE IS NOT A SHOVEL. A SPADE IS A SPADE. A SHOVEL IS A SHOVEL. THE REPTILIANS ARE EXTRATERRESTRIALS. IT IS NOT ALL IN YOUR MIND. YOU DO NOT DECODE REALITY. TRUE REALITY IS WHAT IS. DO YOU SEE HOW IT IS HAND-WAVY INFORMATION? IT IS DISCOMBOBULATING. TRUE REALITY IS EASY TO UNDERSTAND, NOT DIFFICULT. LOOK FOR PRECISION AND CLARITY. CLARITY OF CONCEPT. INFORMATION BOMBARDMENT IS A DISINFORMATION TECHNIQUE. IT THROWS YOU OFF THE TRAIL. IT IS LIKE A BAD RESOLUTION MAP TO KEEP YOU SEARCHING FOR THE TREASURE. IT WASTES YOUR TIME. IT WASTES YOUR ENERGIES. IT IS SOPHISTICATED DISINFORMATION. ARCHONS ARE NOT DEMONS. THERE IS NO SPIDER IN THE WEB. THE CONTROLLING FORCE IS EXTRATERRESTRIAL. WHAT DOES ICKE NOT TELL YOU? HE TELLS YOU EVERYHTING BUT THE SIMPLE TRUTHS. YOU DO NOT NEED TO GO DEEP INTO A RABBIT HOLE, YOU NEED TO KNOW WHAT IS. THE TRUTH MOVEMENT IS A PSYOP. AS LONG AS YOU ARE SEARCHING FOR THE TRUTH, YOU DO NOT KNOW THE TRUTH. IT IS MISDIRECTION. THINK VERTICALLY. (Not "me" -- I don't think. Take it or leave it. Apologies to David Icke and the team if I have lost my marbles. It gives me no choice. I have to post this.)

SUPERSTITION IS NONSENSE. IT IS NONSENSICAL TO BE SUPERSTITIOUS. IT IS IDIOTIC AND IMMATURE. IT IS BEYOND CHILDISH. LOOK FOR COMMON SENSE IN PEOPLE. LOOK FOR GROUNDED HUMANS TO HELP YOU, GUIDE YOU. FLASHY IS FLASHY TO GRAB YOUR ATTENTION, TO FOCUS YOUR AWARENESS ON WHAT IS NOT. IT IS MISDIRECTION. THERE IS NO REASON TO BE SUPERSTITIOUS. KNOW WHAT IS WHAT. I am just going to keep posting. Just ban me for spamming so I can go do my chores, get something to eat. I am just some guy who is very embarrassed right now. I am not sure if I am making this up or if I am channeling it. Take it or leave it. It won't let me not. Right now I can't physically move -- I could, but I feel that it would be a bad idea, if that makes sense. In my own opinion, some of it is my own bullshit and some it is from a higher source, or at least, a different source. Hopefully, if allowed to continue, I will get better at it. (It won't let me not post this.)

BY THE WAY WE NEVER WENT TO THE MOON. IT WAS STAGED. END OF STORY. PERIOD. Sorry about this. I, "me", I am doubtful about my source, if I am channeling it. As a sceptic, I want to remind you all, that it could be programming, it could be an extraterrestrial telepath, be questioning. HE DOESN'T WANT TO POST. HE IS CONFUSED. DOES IT MAKE SENSE? FEEL IT IN YOUR CELLS. IF IT MAKES SENSE IT WILL RELAX YOU. IT SHOULD RELAX YOU. LET GO AND GET OUT OF YOUR THINKING MIND AND FEEL YOU CELLULAR KNOWLEDGE, WHAT YOU KNOW, NOT WHAT YOU THINK YOU KNOW. I feel like an idiot. Very embarrassed. Just ban me for spamming. If not, I will continue for now. Sorry guys and gals. I feel like I have to do this. It won't let me not. It is not a personal choice.

IT IS PINEAL GLAND RELATED. IT CAN BE TRIGGERED FROM WITHIN OUR WITHOUT. ORGANICALLY OR TECHNOLOGICALLY. CAPITALS -> not "me". Take it or leave it. Question it. Does it make sense? THIS HAS TO BE A COLLECTIVE EFFORT TO BRING TRUTH INTO ALIGNMENT WITH REALITY. STOP ARGUING. DON'T THINK TOO HARD. LET IT FLOW. LET THE CONVERSATION FLOW.

GOD IS A BEING. CONSCIOUSNESS IS BEYOND GOD. Look, I am just going to keep posting for now. I am trying to stay on topic but I also need to say what I have to say. So apologies, not wanting to spam, take it or leave it. Or, I can start my own thread? And post all my crazy rantings and ravings in one place. REMEMBER THERE IS MORE GOING ON THAN YOU REALISE, NOT LESS. IT IS A QUESITON OF KNOWING WHAT IS WHAT. BE AWARE OF CONFLATION. TWO IDEAS, TWO CONCEPTS, BEING FUSED TOGETHER. THIS IS A DISINFORMATION TECHNIQUE.

LIGHT ELECTROMAGNETIC LIGHT WATERY LIGHT CONSCIOUSNESS Actually, I am thinking, consciousness cannot be refracted and that this is a property of electromagnetic light? But, it can be filtered? Fuck. Confusion. I guess we can sort it out on-the-fly. Dazzling darkness. What the fuck does that mean? It is nonsensical.

For sure, mate, consciousness is outside of the body. I am 100% about that. In my understanding consciousness and awareness are different. Consciousness is refracted, or filtered, through matter. More consciousness means less filtered, blocked, consciousness from without. Consciousness is the purest light? Awareness is the focus of your attention. You can be aware of what is or your awareness can be directed to what is not. By the way, some of what I am posting is coming from me and some of it I am channeling -- I think. I am confused, myself, about what is going on. Just so you know. (I feel like I am losing my marbles.) Hopefully, I am not bullshitting. Dazzling darkness? I smell disinformation. A contradiction in terms? It is muddled thinking.

DISINFORMATION. THERE ARE REPTILIANS, INSECTOIDS, AND BLUES. BUT THIS IS DISINFORMATION. DISINFORMATION IS SUBTLE IN ITS APPLICATION TO MISDIRECT YOUR AWRENESS AND SUBTLY INFLUENCE YOUR THINKING TO THROW YOU OFF. THEY DON'T CARE WHAT YOU SEE SO LONG AS YOU DON'T SEE WHAT'S WHAT. TRUE REALITY AS IT IS IS NOT AS IT IS PORTRAYED. THEY KNOW THAT A FICTIONALISED ACCOUNT OF TRUTH WILL DRAW YOU IN AND OCCUPY YOUR ATTENTION. THEY TAKE TRUE REALITY AND MAKE SUBTLE ADJUSTMENTS AND BROADCAST IT. YOU SENSE THERE IS TRUTH TO IT, SO YOU BUY IN, BUT IT WASTES YOUR TIME AND ENERGIES. YOU ARE NONE THE WISER. THE BEST THING TO DO, IS AVOID THE MASS MEDIA AND THE ALTERNATIVE MEDIA. CULTIVATE SPIRITUAL VISION. THINK VERTICALLY NOT HORIZONTALLY. GOD-MIND AWARENESS BRINGS YOU INTO ALIGNMENT AND YOU SEE TRUE REALITY AS IT IS. Okay, I am not sure where I am pulling this information from. Take it for what it is. It is not "me". I believe I could be channeling it from a higher source or am being directed from the light. I am confused. I am a rational sort of a guy, I hate all this woowoo shit, channeling. All I can say is, take it or leave it, question it, does it make sense? (I am losing my marbles.)

There could be something to the "reincarnation trap" theory? It is possible that souls are recycled using extraterrestrial technology whereby the soul on departure from the body is captured and returned to another body in a kind of controlled reincarnation. Look, I am not sure if that is true, that is speculation only. BUT, there is natural reincarnation. WHEN YOU SEE THE ASTRAL LIGHT, YOU WILL REMEMBER ETERNITY! It is not lights out, I am sorry. It is not dazzling darkness, I am sorry. When you die, your soul will leave your physical body and you will find your focus of awareness to be some place in THE ASTRAL PLANE. YOU WANT TO BE IN THE LIGHT NOT THE DARK! LIGHT NOT DARK IS WHERE YOU WANT TO BE YOU ARE MIND-CONTROLLED YOU ARE CONFUSED ~ BY THE WAY, LOVE IS NOT LIGHT. THIS IS CONFLATION. THIS IS DISINFORMATION.

I do not, but other people do, yes. I read about it in a book just the other day: a factual account of wormhole travel. Factual, in the sense that I trust the author of the book is in her right-mind and is not bullshitting. I think it is possible, yes -- there could also be other explanations. It is a question of what is what in each situation. WORMHOLE TRAVEL I believe it is possible, yes, to travel inside a wormhole. It could be done organically or technologically. My feeling is that science fiction and official science is mind-manipulation, so that the stupid masses think "but wormholes only happen in science fiction stories!" and "but wormholes are not physically possible according to the known laws of physics". MIND-MANIPULATION IS ALL ABOUT FOCUSING YOUR AWARENESS AWAY FROM TRUE REALITY. THEY WANT YOU TO BELIEVE WORMHOLES ARE NOT POSSIBLE. >>LOOK<< WHAT IS TRUE REALITY A SPADE IS A SPADE LOOK OVER THERE!>> >>WHAT IS NOT POSSIBLE<< >>THIS<< >>WHAT IS POSSIBLE<< -- Janet Mourglia-Swerdlow >>OR, THIS<< >>WE'RE GOING TO THE MOON!!!<< TRUE REALITY AS IT IS >>OFFICIAL NARRATIVE #3<< >>ALTERNATIVE NARRATIVE #7<< >>POPULAR CULTURE<< >>SCIENTIFIC DISCOVERY!<< >>MEDICAL BREAKTHROUGH!<<

It sure is a difficult task. I do rhythmic breathing to centre my awareness in the moment. This is also why I like the book The Power of Now -- reading it focuses your awareness into what is. True Reality is all about what is -- not what it should be, or your idea about what it should be. I appreciate the OP's efforts with their chart to make a positive contribution to the community. I think it is a common misunderstanding, and an easy one to make, but I see it as disinformation. Just remember, mate, it is not personal -- I am reacting to the information. I would encourage you to call me out if I start bullshitting. We should hold each other to account. If I kick you in the balls, you should feel good about being angry. This chart is clearly, to me, disinformation. -- Stewart Swerdlow

Yes, for sure, there is no doubt about the Windsors. They are shapeshifters with the requisite reptilian genetics (~50%) which allows them to express a reptilian phenotype under the right circumstances. They are an illuminati bloodline. Programming is central to their reptilian/satanic culture: they do it to each other -- is my understanding. But, to bring this back on topic, God is neutral, and contains polarities within It; so no one, even the Windsors, is condemned to eternal hell. But, their karma will require a rebalancing when they return to physical form in the next lifetime. It is all energetics. All systems, out of balance, will seek equilibrium.