Dei Eif

Human monsters The only kind we know unequivocally exist Seems a waste of energy to scare children with stories Of boogeymen, vampires, werewolves and all the bestiaries When so many humans have replaced their humanity with sheer unadulterated evil monstrosity How many are out there? How close is one to you right now? Why do phobias exist of the natural world? When animals and situations are comparably tame Compared to the feral insanity of the sadistically deranged Rampant Calculating Chaotic Disguised Living in fear is of course not the answer, but a rational fear would be homosapiophobia We're living in a time of cultural war So many convinced the world can become better If we all agree and conform to some novelty of identity Rattling our sabers at the skeletons of our history How does that stop a child killer, a torturer, a maniac, a slaughterer? Wouldn't such types be enjoying the devils laughter? To know that we're all busily at war with each other Whilst they pick and choose victims as they come and go Wolves smirking beneath their woolen clothes At the discord that's sewing itself through the herd of lambs, ewes and rams If you came upon one and said "Do you agree, that life must be the way that I see?" They will surely say "Why of course I agree, there's nothing more I want than for everyone to see what you see and come to agree, we are allies in this, peace is our destiny" Whilst inside they sharpen their knives Advance their plans To make a symphony of agony Making trophies out of children, women and men So how do we fight a war against evil? The answer may be found in the halls of faith But their practitioners may also be playing this game, as so many surely have So perhaps a science must be combined With the conviction that you cannot save everyone Unless you take those who cannot be saved from the cancer of their hate And feed them unto flames, real or figurative They feel no shame of their human disfiguring What would happen if was developed a method To determine the intent that hides behind masks? Say we found out that it's a percentage closer to 20 than 10 What would we do with that cold light of revelation in hand? Beg the government for another lockdown? Social distance ourselves? Evil is a virus much harder to find, than a microscopic lifeform But it's never once become the onus, the point, the focus To fully weed the garden of earth from the strangling poison that is the antithesis of evolution Is it because we are blinded by our grand purposes and desires? Or are we simply not smart enough to synthesize a detector? That's just one idea of course and not one that just occurred But surely there are methods to be found if we observed The fates that no being deserves More than the ones we all want Any way you slice it There's a lot of rot in the fruit My pronouns are anti-psychopath and I'll make you regret not fearing God

A thought I just had about scent trail disappearances: It's not like it's the oddest part of the phenomena, but maybe it's easier to explain than some others. Perhaps it's got more to do with the dogs themselves? Specifically their psychology. Dogs have ingrained instinctive responses to scent marking, they can smell if something like a bear or other predator, even a dangerous person is in the area and instantly try to lead people away from the area, so maybe they aren't losing scent trails at all, but picking up on scent marking left directly on the scent trail of the missing person as a warning to the dogs specifically not to follow it? Something that would be impossible for a dog to resist the imminent danger response. I don't have advanced knowledge of canines, but considering what I have heard and read is that dogs don't panic and try to leave but simply stop. Maybe this is the result of training, to control their panic response but still shut down the impulse to continue? This might indicate an animal is behind the phenomena, or used within it by another's agency, but it might also indicate an advanced knowledge of pheromones that being either extracted or refined do not require the presence of the animal. This going on would be quite difficult for humans to detect, though perhaps if we could recreate a dogs sensory systems technologically, we could find out if this is what's going on with this part of the phenomena. There's also the idea that weather often shifts as soon as the disappearance occurs, so maybe whatever is able to predict or cause this is doing it to wash clean the scent trail and the masking of the scent trail?

If human beings are the soul having a human experience, does that imply that technology is the soul having a technological experience? Are animals the soul having an animal experience? Are plants the soul having a botanical experience? Is the non living world the soul having an inanimate experience? Assume that the answer to all these questions is yes, then realise that whether or not the universe is actually expanding as we assume it is based on certain observations, this fact would be a constant. In other words, creation is comprised of souls and if they are not at a permanently fixed number determined by the origin of the universe then God is creating new souls in order to expand both the size of creation and its potential individual experiences. Even dealing with just this planet, to keep things as relative and conceivable as possible whilst still creating the extrapolation of the bigger picture of the nature of the universe, we can for the first part examine the population fluctuation of humanity, which predominantly but not always continues to increase in number. I have often in my life wondered where these new souls come from every time there are now more humans on earth than there ever were before. I have considered the idea that they are being created by the God that created the first number of humans. Considered that they are a spontaneous result of evolution expanding a tiny space for awareness to exist where before there was only the potential for it from sexual union. Considered that they are either upcycling in reincarnation from another life form such as an animal or plant, or downcycling from a higher state of awareness that may mean to us "ascended beings", angels, extraterrestrials or some other form of higher consciousness. I have even considered that souls required to increase the population above its previous maximum are migrating from other planets in the universe once they have died there. But this idea that there is a fixed number of souls throughout the universe except for where it is potentially expanding both surpasses and encompasses all those ideas that seem to me at least, the most likely conceivable answers to this particular question. Which is an interesting thought, that they encompass them. So in order to understand, once again, the human experiences on earth, we can look at both extremes of the duality of population size. If there were only 1 person on earth, or even 0 people, there would still be however many souls it is possible to have living a human experience existing in and around and on the earth as it's animals, plants and non living matter. However if you had the most amount of people possible to be living on earth, if such a number can truly be arrived at, you would perhaps have fewer souls experiencing animal, plant or matter existence. The way this can be explained is through fluid and gas dynamics. Fluids and gas expand until they have filled a vessel, or area. If we look at the inner space of any organism, we can see tightly packed matter that without being contained would also expand. On the level of the visible eye the best way to understand this is with the intestines, from the non visible eye you can see the same dynamic at play in the structures of the cell. So to extrapolate the nature of what governs the number of souls under the circumstances that there are fewer souls, it's rational to assume that souls also expand, and as the collective life experience for any species becomes more successful the souls not currently having a living experience expand to cover, or encompass, more non living matter. This is very simple to assume from a theological perspective as its held that God is everywhere as many religions relate. So if God is everywhere does that mean that God is giving new parts of God's self awareness when there is an increase in consciousness? Or is it more rational to say that the souls within God are having an experience like sleep is to the life experience when they are not having a living experience? I like the latter because it explains also how sleep plays the role of forming understanding of the many natures to the experiences of consciousness. This is actually a very thorough explanation of the nature of the universe, possibly the most complete one there can be with the current tools in the possession of the average conscious human. So cycling back again to the first paragraph, we can liken evolution to a process of a brain becoming more intelligent and interestingly the same can be said of technology. It also seems fixed and irrevocable that technology progresses towards artificial intelligence because it's the nature of all parts of creation to become a more efficient receptacle for a soul to operate. You can feel that animals have a soul, they ask themselves many of the same questions we do and dream for the same reasons. You can see plants engage in soul like behaviour of competition, improvement, conflict and expression. You can even feel the non living world expressing some of these things that look very much like breathing, expanding, decaying and transformation. The truth is inexplicably and irrevocably tied to the nature of yourself, you do as you wish done to you because everything you do you are doing to part of a being or all of a being. You cannot destroy a being, you can only transform its experience and another irrevocable law of the universe states that for every action there is an equal reaction. As you push on the universe the universe pushes back upon you, so no matter what part of it you are pushing on, do your best to push in such a way that you would also like to be pushed. This is not religion, karma or spiritualism. It is observational, molecular and physics sciences expressing through a lens of logic. It is the experience of my consciousness looking everywhere that exists and even places that I am not sure exist and seeing the same thing that I am beholden to the same laws of governance. It's just rationality. -Dei Eif.

So I built this today. Emerald hilt and selenite blade

So I built an emerald hilt selenite blade crystal sword

Pretty sure they shot and killed 2 police officers before being shot themselves, haven't seen that mentioned here but it's what I was told by locals as to why the local station had "They served with honour" on their noticeboard. Police are people too. These people were completely nuts, like they wanted to hasten the end of days or something in some kind of bastardized radical Christianity.

Get that big ass outta my face is where it fits with me. Just kidding. But not really.

Any chance you can fix this?

I wasn't referring to actual giants Annunaki or otherwise. I was drawing a metaphor like how a single investigative reporter can expose and ruin a corrupt and very wealthy public figure, for example. To me that is punching out a giant. I have no problem punching out people bigger than me though, if I'm angry enough, but I have to be very careful to control my anger because it comes from repressing severe forms of abuse I was put through before I was old enough to stand up for myself properly, anger like that is like a powder keg set to a hair trigger and when it goes off I can hurt people far worse than I intend to. It usually takes a deeply personal violation or someone that can't defend themselves properly being victimized in front of me for me to snap though, regular harassment and even serious violence being done to my person will almost always cause me to remove myself from the situation without trying to hurt anyone seriously. The last guy I knocked out was about twice my size and this was because he sexually assaulted my partner at the time. I pulled him off her and drove him through tables and pinned him by the throat with my forearm against a wall and screamed "I'll sort you outside you're fucking dead!" After taking my ex a safe distance away I stormed back and found him standing outside with his friends. There was no security around to stop me so I walked right up to him and shouted "who the fuck do you think you are?" to distract him verbally then jabbed him from natural position instead of guard position so he couldn't predict the angle and hit him right on the point of the chin, then as he was already going down without consciously planning I followed through again with my right fist overhand hook to his chin again so that his head sped down and bounced off the pavement knocking him out cold. Both hits happened in less than 2 seconds and I could have easily killed him because it was like hitting a falling melon with a hammer into concrete. Again I didn't plan this method of attack ahead of time it just happened based on reactive training and suppressing the voice inside which kept saying "front kick him through the glass window" suppressing deadly techniques like that is all I'm capable of in a situation like that but what happens instead is another potentially deadly technique. His friends just stood there stunned and I walked away and after close to a minute he was at the top of the stairs barely able to stand up straight, he looked like he was catatonic drunk but he definitely wasn't before I hit him like that. Tried to get me to "come back and finish it" I said "Why so I can actually kill you? You got knocked the fuck out dickhead, go home and if I see you again I will fucking kill you". It doesn't take much to make me mad, but it takes a lot to make me violent and on those rare occasions I don't think anyone's ever gotten the better of me since high school. I'd rather take a complete thrashing than lose control and nearly kill somebody and that happened to me about 2 years ago, someone very nearly did kill me after beating the living shit out of me, but there's situations I'll endure and situations I'll look back on and think, fuck, I nearly went to jail for life. Doesn't make me a pacifist, doesn't make me a maniac, but I'm definitely somewhere between the two for the shit I'll personally take versus what I'll stand being done to others. I guess I always see that little boy that was me unable to fight back when it's other people and become the person I wish was around, when it's me I'm that little boy again, taking all the abuse because I'm stronger than the impulse to draw a knife from a kitchen block and plunge it into my abusers throat, even though I took the knife right up to his door and stood there about an hour before I realized it's too hard to explain the blood to authorities. Both of the people who were in charge of that situation are now dead as far as I know. In fact most of the people who ever fucked with me wound up dead or having lost everything. I dunnno. Don't fuck with me?

Me

What am I supposed to say? If I wanted you to believe we were different people I would say no. If we were different people I would say no. In what reality would I respond to with yes we are the same person? No, we are not the same person. I couldn't write like Donald if I tried really, really hard.

Something that just occurred to me. Why is it that you can find no end to accounts of people who have died and gone to Hell then come back again through revival surgery for example, or have gone to Hell in a dream or vision to use another example. We have the Divine Comedy also called Dante's Inferno and many other accounts of the Christian Hell or Hells of other religions and cultures. How many stories do you know of people going to Heaven and back again? I literally can't think of any. Most who have a near death or actual death experience report seeing a tunnel of white light. How many detailed depictions of a place whomever had the experience was sure could only be Heaven have you heard related in any form? So far as I know, what's colloquially said of Heaven is that there are pearly gates, clouds and a Throne God sits upon. That seems pretty scant on the details compared to seven levels, cities and rivers, frozen ground and burning lakes. Not to mention all the inhabitants be they human souls or "other". Isn't this odd? Is it that it's easier for us to say "That was Hellish" Than it is to say "That was Heavenly?" There's concepts like the inner earth, the realm of Gods in eternal halls, clouds in space, space itself and a city of shining light. It's perhaps more indicative of the road to Hell being easier to find than the path to Heaven, possibly something we can't experience until we truly die with no path back to our body as with a stopped heart for example. If you have anything to add about the nature of Heaven, from any culture, please share it. Fire and ice is so easy to understand, both burn you. Is the inverse warmth and cool, as in clouds and sunlight? I had once an outer body experience in a dream where I saw and felt myself floating in space above the earth and I experienced what space faring types have called "space euphoria" The feeling itself was heavenly but it was more like being in a ocean of living electrically charged plankton that suffused every nerve of my body with pure ecstasy like in a drug high without the reality distortions. Not really a highly functional space as I understand it. Pleasant, yes, a place to spend eternity? I doubt it.

Maybe he meant he would be sauntering down the street, all a swagger and a chinwag and suddenly be ARRESTED in his tracks by being struck by the horrible, untenable thought that HE LEFT HIS 23 OVENS ON!! and suddenly make a mad waddling back to Trump tower, knocking over women children and the elderly out of his path "MAKE WAY I'M A BILLIONAIRE WITH AN EVERYDAY PROBLEM!" and come rushing through the doors to be greeted by his doorman "Good, Day mister Trump, surprised to see you back so-" *PUNCHES HIM OUT. "ENOUGH OF YOUR BLATHER COMMONER!" Then seeing his lobby full of the milling rabble of sycophants, creditors and debtors wanting an audience or explanation, pulled out his antique chrome 45 and fires several shots into the air BANG! BANG! BANG! "ALRIGHT GET THE FUCK OUT OF MY HOUSE! THE POST POTUS NEEDS THE ELEVATOR, DON'T MAKE ME DEPORT YOUR ASS, I DECIDE WHO'S MEXICAN!" Then after shifting foot to foot making million dollar trades on his phone he's not even checking on to see if they make sense as the elevator climbs it's incredibly long journey to the penthouse level the elevator guard cowering meekly in the corner asks him "wo-would you mind if I get out on the-" One glare From Trump first silences this man before his eyeballs melt and his eardrums burst and his hair catches fire. A now steaming Donald from the fire suppression system hitting his 90 degree celsius natural running temperature skin steps over the smoldering corpse of his elevator guard out of the billowing smoke like the terminator coming out of the truck explosion in Terminator 2 and bitch slaps his maid so hard she flies out of the bulletproof glass window and into the adjacent skyscraper knocking that building levels maid out of place and continuing her vacuuming without missing a beat, so great is her conditioning. Back in Tower Donald gives a boyish chuckle and shrug and says to no one at all. "I guess I didn't leave any of the ovens on at all, shucks folks, that was a close one." Then he takes a bow to no one at all and declares to the room "I'M HUNGRY! SOMEONE TURN THE DAMN OVENS ON OR I'LL DEPORT YOU QUICKER THAN A PEURTO RICAN POSING AS AN ISRAELI VENEZEULAN!" end scene.