quetzalcoatl
02-09-2007, 03:45 AM
I know you know not what you do, I forgive you. Please stop ignoring me Forum-Advisors & Mods. I have made a very fair request, for reasons of the up-most import.
Please reply soon, you've had 3-4 days. Very un-professional. I understand its the weekend, so maybe you can get round to me by Monday.
I've been haunted with contact & battled possession most of my Life. I've had screaming 'night-mares' crippling craps, & vague memories of little blue creatures & Greys in my room as a child. I used to wake up the whole house-hold with my screaming in fear. Huge head-aches, abnormal stomach aches & gases. I've lived with the discomfort of carrying (what I suspect) an Alien implant near my left gland, that now can't grow facial hair on that area. I remember the Christian camp & the night we won (for the tidiest cabin) a night in the (conservatory like) 'sky lab'. I remember the disc shape out-side with flashing lights revolving around it. & my friends calling "what is that?" I remember the wavy blue light that night, so long ago, turned us to jelly like zombies. "what happened last-night?" I asked the next day which of-course no-one remembered, yet I would see they sort-of knew. "who's that up on the hill over there Ma?" I ask. "Son there's no-one there". As a child occasional references to 'things not there' was always assumed an imaginary friend, or games & all pretty harmless. I sometimes see things in the corner of my eyes. & on acid I've seen multi-coloured, pixelated-like shapes move in under my butt, "help, help I scream, they've come for me!" "what's wrong?"
my friends ask. "I thought I saw something moving around down there" (& everyone shrug's it off as the drug, or just another one of my mental episodes). My spine is twisting hard now, even though the acids running strong (& I know pain was amplified by the drug drying my bone marrow). Crippling pain now, strong waves of animalist needs to 'mate' with my Girl-friend. I've long since stopped seeking pleasures of the flesh, to everyone's surprise I might add.
I've been over-taken many a times in my Life. Most of them in my weaker states, like excess alcohol or drugs, & sometimes sickness. I've had un-controllable fits of rage & even my consciousness totally over-powered (black-out) & not just necessarily too much alcohol. The few times I've had total consciousness black-out always ends up with others or myself getting hurt. I've even floated above my body as I rolled away from my ex-girlfriend in the bed, face flashed white & huge slightly yellow reptilian-like eyes. I remember this clearly to this day. I thought this is not me! I am not this! I will destroy this person! & its been a battle ever since. Really imagine floating above your own body & looking back @ your-self, while you're awake!!! Enough to scar anyone for life.
If you're here now, on your journey to truth to what we witnessed. I'm deeply sorry for being weak. You never deserved any of that. Your Free now babe! I still Love ya, & you're absolutely free from this responsibility that is mine. Didn't I always say I'd fix it all?
It's a very subtle change in energy flow this invasion through the spine. So subtle in-fact one would hardly notice, BUT not all! & one would surely mistake some thoughts as one's own. I tell you all! We are all guilty of 'being possessed' or 'sinning' @ some stage in our lives. I suspect there's very very few who aren't susceptible to possession, even a few negative thoughts & verbal abuse can attract them to you. They don't care if your vessel perishes in the process; they have plenty more to feed off.
The only way to repel the 'beast' is with Love energy that fortifies our own Soul. No doubt I don't need to explain the polarity to the above.
I HAVE & WILL stake my Life on ALL the 'pure evil' on Earth, 'Satan' the deceitful Serpent. ARE extra-dimensional reptilian entities possessing our vessels & feeding (just to survive) on our hate, fear, anger & our animalistic tendencies. The greatest deceit is it's very very difficult to measure/consciously-know or feel when one is possessed. You feel quite lucid, sometimes have instant high-knowledge, & totally mistake your thoughts as your own, when in-fact it's not your true 'first nature', it's controlled 'second nature'.
These beings have probably been with us from the start, or maybe they were here first. I guess it doesn't really matter, because we can all exercise the demons & start having Loving feelings towards each-other, then they'll have nothing to feed off & will have to move on.
Not one here knows what I've been through, or all the scarifies I've made so as not to become possessed. I don't need any sympathy or advice, I know wants going on. & no doubt if they find were I am, they will send the white-jacket, which I had a dream of. Yet, that's not my future! Because I'm in control now! I will exercise the World from evil, I don't need, nor have I got any help from anyone! & I WILL with or with-out help slay the red-dragon with LOVE!
Please reply soon, you've had 3-4 days. Very un-professional. I understand its the weekend, so maybe you can get round to me by Monday.
I've been haunted with contact & battled possession most of my Life. I've had screaming 'night-mares' crippling craps, & vague memories of little blue creatures & Greys in my room as a child. I used to wake up the whole house-hold with my screaming in fear. Huge head-aches, abnormal stomach aches & gases. I've lived with the discomfort of carrying (what I suspect) an Alien implant near my left gland, that now can't grow facial hair on that area. I remember the Christian camp & the night we won (for the tidiest cabin) a night in the (conservatory like) 'sky lab'. I remember the disc shape out-side with flashing lights revolving around it. & my friends calling "what is that?" I remember the wavy blue light that night, so long ago, turned us to jelly like zombies. "what happened last-night?" I asked the next day which of-course no-one remembered, yet I would see they sort-of knew. "who's that up on the hill over there Ma?" I ask. "Son there's no-one there". As a child occasional references to 'things not there' was always assumed an imaginary friend, or games & all pretty harmless. I sometimes see things in the corner of my eyes. & on acid I've seen multi-coloured, pixelated-like shapes move in under my butt, "help, help I scream, they've come for me!" "what's wrong?"
my friends ask. "I thought I saw something moving around down there" (& everyone shrug's it off as the drug, or just another one of my mental episodes). My spine is twisting hard now, even though the acids running strong (& I know pain was amplified by the drug drying my bone marrow). Crippling pain now, strong waves of animalist needs to 'mate' with my Girl-friend. I've long since stopped seeking pleasures of the flesh, to everyone's surprise I might add.
I've been over-taken many a times in my Life. Most of them in my weaker states, like excess alcohol or drugs, & sometimes sickness. I've had un-controllable fits of rage & even my consciousness totally over-powered (black-out) & not just necessarily too much alcohol. The few times I've had total consciousness black-out always ends up with others or myself getting hurt. I've even floated above my body as I rolled away from my ex-girlfriend in the bed, face flashed white & huge slightly yellow reptilian-like eyes. I remember this clearly to this day. I thought this is not me! I am not this! I will destroy this person! & its been a battle ever since. Really imagine floating above your own body & looking back @ your-self, while you're awake!!! Enough to scar anyone for life.
If you're here now, on your journey to truth to what we witnessed. I'm deeply sorry for being weak. You never deserved any of that. Your Free now babe! I still Love ya, & you're absolutely free from this responsibility that is mine. Didn't I always say I'd fix it all?
It's a very subtle change in energy flow this invasion through the spine. So subtle in-fact one would hardly notice, BUT not all! & one would surely mistake some thoughts as one's own. I tell you all! We are all guilty of 'being possessed' or 'sinning' @ some stage in our lives. I suspect there's very very few who aren't susceptible to possession, even a few negative thoughts & verbal abuse can attract them to you. They don't care if your vessel perishes in the process; they have plenty more to feed off.
The only way to repel the 'beast' is with Love energy that fortifies our own Soul. No doubt I don't need to explain the polarity to the above.
I HAVE & WILL stake my Life on ALL the 'pure evil' on Earth, 'Satan' the deceitful Serpent. ARE extra-dimensional reptilian entities possessing our vessels & feeding (just to survive) on our hate, fear, anger & our animalistic tendencies. The greatest deceit is it's very very difficult to measure/consciously-know or feel when one is possessed. You feel quite lucid, sometimes have instant high-knowledge, & totally mistake your thoughts as your own, when in-fact it's not your true 'first nature', it's controlled 'second nature'.
These beings have probably been with us from the start, or maybe they were here first. I guess it doesn't really matter, because we can all exercise the demons & start having Loving feelings towards each-other, then they'll have nothing to feed off & will have to move on.
Not one here knows what I've been through, or all the scarifies I've made so as not to become possessed. I don't need any sympathy or advice, I know wants going on. & no doubt if they find were I am, they will send the white-jacket, which I had a dream of. Yet, that's not my future! Because I'm in control now! I will exercise the World from evil, I don't need, nor have I got any help from anyone! & I WILL with or with-out help slay the red-dragon with LOVE!