Possessed by a reptilian

[xphoenixx]

Hello.

I'm a male.
It started one year ago. I'm always feeling a pressure, a pain or sometimes an uncontrolable pleasure in my ass and erogenous zones. I have zero libido now. Can't have sex, can't have a girlfriend (I also suspect he's manipulating them so they don't want me), can't even masturbate, cause if I do, I immediately feel an amplified pleasure in my ass that I can't stand.
The person doing this to me is my dad, and this is absolutely disgusting, that's why I can't have sex with this. I saw him twice looking me in the eyes with reptilian eyes. I ended-up agressive and was hospitalized twice because of him.
My spirit is also possessed, I tried everything to get him out but I can't. Sometimes I realise he's trying to get inside my soul while I'm sleeping.
And he is never sleeping, he's just faking, because I tried to wake him up with loud sounds, sounds that could wake up anyone 100m around, but not him.
I found many similarities of my situation with this: http://www.karlaturner.org/articles/bartley/manipulation_of_sexuality.html

Now I'm pissed of, I'm going to commit suicide soon.
I just wanted to know if anyone went through this and got away from their manipulation ?
Thank you.

[goldenbear]

please do not commit suiside. you are worth more than that.

is there no one to turn to in your life.there must be councillors,a trusted friend,a teacher. if you dont tell then they will always have power over you.tell any doctor, police officer.i know it is hard but someone will listen.and if he is possessed it makes no difference we are in charge of our own lives.that is gods will.

you must not let them get away with it or feel that it is your fault.both my sisters were abused by some low life family member.im not sure but with satanic(reptitian) undertones.both have tried to take their lives but now are receiving help.the basard did molest one of my aunts and was a well known pedo but as he had a job in the forces he got away with it.god knows how many more he molested.he was a control freak and a bully.people like that make me sick...thank fuck hes dead now and rotting in hell.

you must not do yourself in..please get help..do not keep silent.if it helps by talking to one of us,me or someone higher in the forum who knows about this stuff. you are not alone...

[newworldengineer]

please seriously reconsider suicide!! Sounds like the obvious escape, but it's a brutal way out and you have no idea where it will project your spirit, having done that to yourself. :eek:

I don't mean to be a preacher cos I'm not religious, but suicide has to be the highest form of self-destructiveness, that is the opposite to creation and love, so therefore you don't know what Karma will be waiting for you on the otherside for killing a human being (yourself)...

I certainly wouldn't reccommend it, no sirree bob and maybe try getting into some metaphysical/psychic cleansing techniques to strengthen your inner power.. remember, the universe never gives you challenges you can't handle, the solution isn't that far away but it exists in the higher mind connected to everything, never be afraid to quieten the mind and go within and ask for answers or to ask for help from your very own spiritual guardians (they may be able to help get rid of these parasitic entities)...

I hope my post has made you contemplate the significance of your life a lil more and hopefully makes you choose it over death, faith in the very wisdom that created will always lead you to safety...

do it for the human spirit :)

[xphoenixx]

Thanks for your replies.
I'm always reconsidering suicide and getting in this idea again... it's been eight months now that I'm between life and death. My life sucks so much now that I live at night, I never see the sun and take 150mg codein every day to forget a little.
It all started when smoking cannabis... now when I smoke cannabis it gets really bad, so I don't do it anymore... when I do I feel like I'm raped by my dad, a disgusting sexual pleasure I can't get away from... lasting for hours... When I take nothing I just have a little pain sensation in my ass coming and going away, and sometimes vibrating sensations or pleasure, either around my ass or on my penis... much more present when I wake up.
I can reach orgasm but now I fear having sex, and I experience practically no pleasure from it, as I'm concentrated on feeling on my own sexuel pleasure and not the one I'm forced to feel, a very hard task.
I had a vision of a reptilian feeling intense pleasure seeing a women suffering and crying, I think it was my mother, who strangely suicided 12 years ago.
But if I consider suicide it is for another reason, also related to the reptilian conspiracy, but I don't want to talk about it here, as I received threats. I would like to talk about it in private with someone, if someone wants to hear about it... maybe it would reassure me, that I'm just crazy...
I want to live a normal life and be happy, but reptilians are pushing me down, I don't know how long I can survive.
Thank you.

[merlincove]

hey man, i'm sorry to hear about this horrendous situation you are in.

i'm sure i have a little to say here.

There are people here who will be able to give you some sound advice, and i'm sure they will be along.

for now you need to assert your power and learn how to say no.

Call in help if you need, call upon the deities of choice, ie angels, guides, Krishna, Christ, Buddah, when you feel these attacks coming on.

Ask them to clear the negativity around you, bathe in salt water (dead sea salt is the best, and can be bought from most supermarkets and chemists, don't use table salt lol) to clear your physical self of their hooks etc.

And when you feel the attacks, say no i do not allow you to hurt me, no. And focus on the lords prayer, learn it and recite it nightly, whether you are religious or not does not matter, the words create a vibration of protection and dispell of negativity.

Suicide, jeesh man, that is a never option road. You were given life and life is the greatest gift we have, beyond this you will be able to enjoy life, beyond this is the light of love that awaits you, don't let these sick fucks take that joy away from you my friend.

I will post more later

:D

[ninny]

i have read the karla turner thing. this is some crazy shit. i never heard of that. i dont know if it was good to read that. really some negative stuff. of course there are similarities, but you should not focus on stuff, you dont know if its real. karla speaks about dreams. what i read from you seems to be real at awake status if i understand that right? also your dad thing is really really strange. you should not suicide yourself. just take a prayer every time you think you need it (as the other person said above me) and try to get some help. you can do alot if you work on your own thoughts. i experienced that to myself even if not beeing religious my whole life. this really takes wonders, trust in some higher good. this should not be the end of your life. there is so much to experience. my grandpa suiceded himself because he was visiting psychiatric clinics a lot in the 60s and 70s. they did strange things to him and one day he went out of his life without any signs before. oh and stopping canabis was a good thing to do. for some people canabis was not made for. maybe try a visit at an urology doctor to see if there is any problem with your body parts. if there is nothing you know where to start to "work". i wish you the best. prayers to you.

[killuminati18]

:eek:

[rhydra]

I think the first thing you should do is to stop taking cannabis, it has different effects on different people sometimes bad effects, also codeine, it is an opiate, taken with a psychoactive drug it's like taking a wooden spoon and stirring your brains around. Just stop taking drugs or get some help in doing so.
Also, get out, start walking about, get exercise, force yourself to exercise every day for at least 20 minutes, it helps raise serotonin levels and get your mind back on track again. Good luck.

[ninny]

omg. this astral thing kicks ass.

the end of the karla article:


Notice how the Hive Consciousness took over David Icke's bulletin board until it became a propaganda organ for the reptilian-reptilian hive consciousness. It got so bad that Icke had to write a plaintive letter pointing out that he was only exposing the agenda of "the bad reptilians."


i found a song from nile about that topic (http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2-qmXNPg7so). maybe i should read lovecraft again. ^^

[zebede]

Fiirstly, stop taking drugs ( I see you have said that - but make sure you mean it).

Secondly, you think some reptilians are in control of you? Or have control of you?

NO!

Remember YOU are always in control, you dont want to fell this way then YOU will not feel this way.

You cannot blame anything or anyone. YOU are in control. If you feel it necesary wear crystals for protection, use mantras, meditate - but be aware these are only tools to develop what you already have; catalysts that can assist but never subsitute belief.

As merlin said you have the power, just use it, ask and it is given. Dont let anyone tell you otherwise.

We have all gone through many psychic attacks, but you know what - bring it on.We are more than our own minds, we are mind. Dont play the victim. Be bold and have courage, we are tested in life only to make us stronger. It is a blessing bestowed on the human condition. Use it to your advantage.

Good Luck.

[8 nephila 8]

I defiantly wouldn't commit suicide. In the end it's Thwey want you to do isn't it? To give up and give in to them. So it can feed off the delicious suffering of your soul forever. So don't do it K !?! You'll just fall deeper into the trap, the part of the trap that snaps your neck and paralyzes you.

I would also defiantly go see a doctor about your umm lower parts. You may have something wrong medically as someone already suggested. [/COLOR]

[xphoenixx]

No, it's not medical, sometimes it's a sort of constricting pain concentrated in a tiny point, sometimes a pleasure on a large area, sometimes it's like it's in my head, and sometimes it's vibrations, either in my ass on on my penis.
I tried everything, God, Jesus, force, intelligence, ignorance, nothing and it didn't work...
As for my theory we all have reptilian eyes but only reptilians know how to show them. I think they're in a sleeping condition all the time. Sometimes I saw my eyes turn into reptilian, either on cannabis or when turning on the light and watching myself on the mirror.
I wouldn't suicide if it was only that, but there is more... but as I said I don't want to talk about it here as I received threats.
Thanks for your help all of you.

[metacomet]

What color is your hair? And your eyes?

If you don't mind answering.

Did you inherit these from your father?

Do you believe all of this really is your father or something is manipulating you to believe it is him?

If you read that link you provided you must realize that you could be experiencing intense paranoia on their behalf when your father is completely innocent.

P.S. You already know suicide is stupid. They will snatch you on the other side the second you do it.

[8 nephila 8]

How can you be sure it isn't medical if you don't get it checked out?

Better safe than sorry I think.

What if you have a tumor growing down there and it's pressing on those areas?

[killuminatiday]

im just learning about this reptile stuff. are you saying a real reptile is touching you down there or your dad? may I suggest calling the police on this one?

[born_free]

Have you tried experimenting with various factors that give him power over you?

Such as the following:

Are you living under the same roof with your father? Being close (proximity) to him is a disadvantage, because he can more easily find you in the spirit world. He knows the way to where you are. Are you old enough and independent enough to move away from him? It will help you if you can move your sleeping location to a place that is not controlled (supernaturally) by him. It will help if you change your sleeping location to a different house or town, even nightly, until he gets tired of looking for you or has trouble finding you.

Keep a safe person around you, over whom he does not have power, as you sleep. At least try to do this temporarily, until you gain a spiritual footing to stand on your own.

You will eventually learn to stand on your own, and will be able to stop his attacks. You need to learn how to resist him in the spirit world, so try different things. Start with things you know already work in the physical world with him that deter him. Your goal when sleeping is to prevent him from overpowering you.

If nothing else works, refuse to have sexual feelings in the spirit world--at least until his power over you is broken. You aren't able to have your own "sexual feelings" right now in the spirit world, anyway, because for some odd reason he owns that part of you. So just refuse to have the sexual feelings while at sleep, and talk to your own soul about that, too. Make your soul celibate at this time. You need your own sexual power available to you, and remember whatever is acted out in the spirit world does leak out to the physical world. Unless you want your physical sexual world wrecked, put and end to these violations in the spirit world. You have the right to your own life and dreamworld, it is your own life and not his life.

Question: I wonder why he is taking your power from you that way? Does he feel he needs your power, because he is losing his own power? Is he angry with you, or does he just feel like vampirizing you because you are convenient to him and he feels you owe him? Is he trying to stop you from becoming successful in some way?

Anyway, it doesn't matter the reason. He just does not have the right to do that to you, so stop him in the spirit world.

Sleep at a time that you know he is very busy at work, and when he must concentrate on his work. It will make it more difficult for him to attack you then. He may try to come after you during those times if he is desperate, but he will suffer for it in "real life" and will probably get into trouble for "zoning" out at work.

Learn the extent of his power over you, and learn to shift him off of you. Become spiritually aware. There are likely many things going on that you need to take back into your control.

For example: If he is invading your dream world, it's a good possibilty he is mindreading you. Learn to feel when he is mindreading you--it's a sense you can develop. If he mindreads you while you are awake (to try to get a feel for when he can get at you), trick him by forcing yourself to think things that will throw him. You can learn to think meaningless, or repetitive thoughts, or even think about things that irk him, when he is mindreading you. You can lie to him when he is mindreading you, and he will get thrown off. Such as, I am going to sleep at such and such a time. Then go do something else, but don't sleep, and he will get very agitated, and waste his own energy, instead of yours. Learn the extent of his power over you. And shift him off of you.

I hope some of this makes sense to you. Don't kill yourself, because you have a right to your own life. No one else has that right over you.

[xphoenixx]

My hair is brown, his too.
I don't know if he's my dad or not, I'm not sure about it.
I read that link yesterday, it was the first time I read something similar with what I experience.
Yes I live in the same house.
I sleep during the day while he is working but the problem is not during sleep, I don't dream about him, (but I have the feeling he's manipulating me during the night), my problem is when I'm awake, that's when I experience those rapings. When I just wake up I don't feel anything for a few seconds.
I think very often that the problem is coming from me as it seems that the more I fight it the more it gets worse, but I saw his reptilian eyes, and I don't understand how I could rape myself and experience this, nor why I always have the feeling he wants to be me. I thought he wanted to reincarnate in my body but I think he would have realised that is it impossible.
It was worse at the beginning, now it is easier to handle because I got used to it, but it's still unbearable...

[metacomet]

My hair is brown, his too.
I don't know if he's my dad or not, I'm not sure about it.
I read that link yesterday, it was the first time I read something similar with what I experience.
Yes I live in the same house.
I sleep during the day while he is working but the problem is not during sleep, I don't dream about him, (but I have the feeling he's manipulating me during the night), my problem is when I'm awake, that's when I experience those rapings. When I just wake up I don't feel anything for a few seconds.
I think very often that the problem is coming from me as it seems that the more I fight it the more it gets worse, but I saw his reptilian eyes, and I don't understand how I could rape myself and experience this, nor why I always have the feeling he wants to be me. I thought he wanted to reincarnate in my body but I think he would have realised that is it impossible.
It was worse at the beginning, now it is easier to handle because I got used to it, but it's still unbearable...

Hmm wow that's intense.

Have you heard the idea that we all have reptilian genetics? We are half reptilian half mammals. This is where the notion of genetic manipulation comes from. Some of us are more reptilian than mammal, and vice versa.

You saw your own reptilian eyes as well as your father. But do you consider yourself reptilian? Probably not. Are you willing to admit that maybe he is not one either? It's just a part of him... something behind him, just as it is a part of you and behind you.

It is very likely he is not harassing you at all, but something is and it's diverting your attention to him. This is mentioned in the link you provided as well. In dreamstates the reptilians assume the form of parents and then abuse the child.

[goldenbear]

it stands to reason we have half reptilian in us. we evolved from the sea into amphibians.if that is what the scientist would like us to beleive.

now i have kept herps for many years. so i know about how they evolved.i also know about human evolution as i was a dinosure buff for many years.we all evolved from the same goop.

its just so simple.of course we have reptilian in us..we still have the webbing from our evolution.between our fingers and toes.

there was also an article written that a scientist did some experiments with eyes and found there are a lot of us that have eyes more like reptiles.

sorry if im off track....hope you are feeling a little better mate..please listen to the wiser ones of this forum.like i said you are never alone.you have the power to overcome this.dont let the bastards get you down..we are all hear for lessons.the harder the better we learn.god will protect you but you must learn to protect yourself...:)

[born_free]

xphoenixx wrote: I think very often that the problem is coming from me as it seems that the more I fight it the more it gets worse, but I saw his reptilian eyes, and I don't understand how I could rape myself and experience this, nor why I always have the feeling he wants to be me.

No, the problem is not coming from you. Yes, he probably does want to be you, or at least he wants to absorb you. He wants to absorb your psychic power, so he can have more. Don't let him. Your power is your power. It does not belong to him. Don't let him have it. Not only that, he is probably laughing at you while he is getting his jollys off on you. Follow your instincts here.

Yes, sometimes things do get worse if you fight it head on. Sometimes you must fight it head on. But other times it is more intelligent to side step the attack. That's why removing yourself from his immediate control (same house) is a good manuver. At least try being somewhere he does not expect you to be. It will make it more difficult for him because he does have to track you down to do this. Don't let him know where you'll be or what you'll be doing during your waking hours. Vary your habits, and make it difficult for him to track you down. Picture him as having some sort of echolocator that he uses to find you. You need to disable the echolocator.

Wriggle out of his control. If he is trying to rape you when you are awake, don't hold still for it. There are some parallels between the physical and the spiritual. Picture this: If someone is physically raping someone else, how would the person resist? Wouldn't that person get away somehow, or physically fight back? Or refuse to be penetrated? Copy the same motions, yourself, even though it is "just" a feeling or sensation. Physically resist, and mentally resist, as well.

You must must must not be passive about this. The moment he begins in on you, don't just freeze in one position and wait for what is going to happen, like it's a mystery and you want to watch the movie and see what will happen. It is already something to take control over you. Don't be "seduced" into being a couch potato over this. Take action immediately. Get away from it. I would stay gone as much as possible.

[xphoenixx]

I'm fighting as hard as I can, it makes the pain more bearable but it doesn't disappear.
This night I had a weird dream, I don't know if it's because or the article I read, but I was dreaming a young lady that a licked vagina, and during the act I felt my left foot stuck on his belly, this completely fucked up the pleasure and I couldn't remember the dream as a positive experience. I don't usually dream sex acts...

[ninny]

thats crazy. i go now sexual too. my boyfriend took mushrooms in his teenage years once, and he told me one trip he found very funny. as i heard it i found it horrible lol. he told me he was having sex with a woman... he lies on the ground and she sits on him without arms and legs and he tried to spin/twist her and that fantasy i dont know how he had it, it was on a trip, made him laugh so hard. when i think about back to that conversation i have to laugh too, but at the moment he told me that i was shocked lol.

what i can tell you is, dont fight it, get out of the fight. a fight can be won or you fail. but if you dont participate the fight, there will be no winner and no loser. well ok the loser is the one that tries to get you crazy. so start doing things you dont usually do. make some sports, meet friends and have a laugh. laughing makes wonders. i swear :D

[lockie]

I have "i think" a similiar thing, during sleep paralysis and between lucid dreams i would feel pressure sortof inner anal region and other things where i feel like someone is grabbing my genitals and crushing them

one time i had a dream that i had a double, near the end of the dream the vision of myself turned into a girl and i attacked her in lucid dream, she then done a crunching motion with her hands and i felt my groin hurting bad

i also get choking sensations around my neck

Ive read everywhere about what it could be but the only thing/demon I can blame is Lilith

[darketernal]

xphoenixx, I'm not yet sure how much help I can be with you, but if you want help with this, suicide is not the answer. Please keep posting in this thread what is going on, and as I am able I'll try to give you advise.

Please tell us a bit more about yourself and what you are feeling. I know what it is like to deal directly with these type of entities... you are not alone in your pain.

[mysticmolly]

It is lovely to see people reach out and be so caring and concerned.

What I have read of this thread is very distressing ....

[born_free]

Wow. Wishing you better. Keep posting.

I'm glad DarkEternal is here, too. Xphoenixx, keep with it, try to figure it out. And yes, more information would make it easier to give suggestions/help.

Have you ever seen the movie Golden Child with Eddie Murphy? If you have, then in an unsophisticated way when he (Eddie Murphy) dreams he is told part was real (dream) and part was manipulation (astral bad guy). This is kind of what happens in captured dream states sometimes. He was dealing with a powerful entity (albeit cartoonish). But you can get the gist of it, and tips for how to deal with it, to a certain extent--enough to get you started, if you reflect back on that movie.

You need to break the curse of suicide that has been operating within your family. (It may or may not be directed towards you personally too--not just at your mother, but break it just in case.) There is usually a direct connection between the suicide spirit sent onto a person and being the object of someone's hatred or intense jealousy.

[thebrownbunny]

IMO you need to start immersing yourself in the energy of holiness. Evil entities cannot survive in the presence of the light.

Start praying to Jesus. Get a Rosary beads and start praying the rosary for as long as you can, as often as you can. Don't worry about all the intricacies of it, just stick to the basics. This is the basic format:

1xOur Father, 10xHail Mary's, 1xGlory Be. Then repeat over and over. You don't even need the beads but they seem to make the experience that bit more powerful.

If you like, you might then go to church and recieve Holy Communion. You might also start reading the bible.

Alternatively, you could pray to Krishna using the Maha Mantra, which goes like this:

Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare, Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare. Repeat 108 times = 1 round.

Try to say as many rounds as possible each day; again, a set of beads is beneficial but not necessary. You might then go along to a Hare Krishna temple and take part in the Sunday feast, or the daily Arati ceremony. You might also start to read Bhagavad Gita.

There are strengths and weaknesses to both of these religions, but I feel that maybe the Hare Krishna Mantra is more immediately benefitting for the beginner than the Rosary. Either way you will be saved.

[1776]

I just think it's funny seeing this:

IMO you need to start immersing yourself in the energy of holiness. Evil entities cannot survive in the presence of the light.

Start praying to Jesus. Get a Rosary beads and start praying the rosary for as long as you can, as often as you can. Don't worry about all the intricacies of it, just stick to the basics. This is the basic format:

1xOur Father, 10xHail Mary's, 1xGlory Be. Then repeat over and over. You don't even need the beads but they seem to make the experience that bit more powerful.

If you like, you might then go to church and recieve Holy Communion. You might also start reading the bible.

Alternatively, you could pray to Krishna using the Maha Mantra, which goes like this:

Hare Krishna, Hare Krishna, Krishna Krishna, Hare Hare, Hare Rama, Hare Rama, Rama Rama, Hare Hare. Repeat 108 times = 1 round.

Try to say as many rounds as possible each day; again, a set of beads is beneficial but not necessary. You might then go along to a Hare Krishna temple and take part in the Sunday feast, or the daily Arati ceremony. You might also start to read Bhagavad Gita.

There are strengths and weaknesses to both of these religions, but I feel that maybe the Hare Krishna Mantra is more immediately benefitting for the beginner than the Rosary. Either way you will be saved.

Coming from this:

Well I still think the white man is better than the black man - even if the white woman would disagree:(


:cool:

[meksar]

Don't commit suicide it is not all bad, things like this are a test of character and you always have the chance of coming out of this much stronger and wiser. We have all had moments where we cant take it anymore and become lost on a journey, contemplate life and all its meanings and hope for the best.

[1776]

Don't commit suicide it is not all bad, things like this are a test of character and you always have the chance of coming out of this much stronger and wiser. We have all had moments where we cant take it anymore and become lost on a journey, contemplate life and all its meanings and hope for the best.

True. What doesn't kill you can only make you stronger..... or at least my dad told me that one time!

[xphoenixx]

I get used to it, I deviate this pain more and more effectively, but it's still hurting.

[thelyran]

I get used to it, I deviate this pain more and more effectively, but it's still hurting.

...yeah,I know,the first few years,I was using Codeine and Morphine for the pain,it does'nt work long term,as soon as your off it,you're energy goes brown and dark,took years,to overcome it,like seven.But that time frame is only governed by forgiveness,which is the hardest aspect to cover,take care sir...we got something similar,regards.

[thelyran]

I get used to it, I deviate this pain more and more effectively, but it's still hurting.


...I use this on the sore point/circuitry now...works a treat.



http://img196.imageshack.us/img196/674/tigerbalmrw.jpg (http://img196.imageshack.us/my.php?image=tigerbalmrw.jpg)

...they disconnect you from grounding with the Earth,rub on the soles of your feet,back calf muscles,and base of spine,totally dismantles the astral circuit,don't feel tired and lethargic neither,take care,regards...

2.drink heaps of purified water,anti-oxidants and fish oil tablets,you're in for the long haul to spirituality,but this won't cure it,but buys you time and wears their efforts down,J.

[hobo]

Hello.

I'm a male.
It started one year ago. I'm always feeling a pressure, a pain or sometimes an uncontrolable pleasure in my ass and erogenous zones. I have zero libido now. Can't have sex, can't have a girlfriend (I also suspect he's manipulating them so they don't want me), can't even masturbate, cause if I do, I immediately feel an amplified pleasure in my ass that I can't stand.
The person doing this to me is my dad, and this is absolutely disgusting, that's why I can't have sex with this. I saw him twice looking me in the eyes with reptilian eyes. I ended-up agressive and was hospitalized twice because of him.
My spirit is also possessed, I tried everything to get him out but I can't. Sometimes I realise he's trying to get inside my soul while I'm sleeping.
And he is never sleeping, he's just faking, because I tried to wake him up with loud sounds, sounds that could wake up anyone 100m around, but not him.
I found many similarities of my situation with this: http://www.karlaturner.org/articles/bartley/manipulation_of_sexuality.html

Now I'm pissed of, I'm going to commit suicide soon.
I just wanted to know if anyone went through this and got away from their manipulation ?
Thank you.

Interesting, these articles by Karla Turner. I think she´s onto something important.
I´ve experienced something quite similar in a dream where I saw what I thought was my yogamaster. It was exactly as described by her, in a relaxed, pleasant setting with a lot of people reclining on beds in a gorgeous suite. There was a heavy sexual atmosphere, but no one was actually engaging in sex-acts. Just this highly suggestive erotic ambiance.
I was lying in the arms of my master, basking in this lazy, pleasurable feeling, when it suddenly occurred to me to check if this really was my master.
I looked down his body and discovered that from his waist and down, he had the body of a big snake!( You know these entities are adept at disguise, and taking on the appearance of someone else) When I found that out , he immediately burst out in a frightening, roaring laughter, that woke me up terrified.

How to get away from this manipulation?
First of all I think one has to become aware of the ways and schemes of these opponents, and then do your best not to feed or support them in any way.
Also seek guidance and protection from higher spiritual forces: God, guardian angels etc. Pray to them for help, and you´ll be amazed to see
how fast and effective the help sometimes comes.
Please understand that suicide is no solution. We´re here for a purpose, and you neither do yourself or any other a favor by destroying your body. Keep up the resistance against the evil, and do your part in this great game.
Giving up is not the way to do it, and I assure you there´s always help to get!

All the best...